mylastw1ll-t0liv3

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

Ughhh i love living in Florida

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

No joke i had this conversation on the phone with my narcissistic mother last night 😭

*me telling my little sister to clean up the mess she made because she pulled BOXES OF SHIT OUT OF HER CLOSET JUST TO BE LIKE ME (adorable but lets not be like me- )*

“Dont tell her to do that you never cleaned your room when you lived with me”

“Thats because i was depressed”

“that was all the time”

“Take the fucking hint then that i needed help”

*mom changes subject*

Wtf even was that like yea no shit bitch 💀😔

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

It is so fucking awkward when my dad comforts me after being through so much abuse. He used to tell me how i was doing it for attention and was over dramatic but then he was sent to the mental hospital after his wifes kid lied to cops saying that my dad was going fucking insane (lmfao) so he met people who did sh and learned a lot and now hes so understanding im not saying i dont like it but its so weird.

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

TWWWW

SFX FAKEEEE

Baby beans & styro

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

TWWWW

SFXXX FAKEEE

Is this baby beans idek im too tired 😭

Ive been clean for 3 days before this and i just couldn’t anymore.

Found a blade randomly LMFAOOO

Theres like a little bit of what baby beans look like in the middle but i dont know if thats from like blood or something

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

Let me spoil you bbg

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

lemmie spoil you bby girl 😏

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

Well i cant buy anymore blades now 😭

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

Lemme spoil you bbg <3

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

TWWW

SFXXXX

Alll fake!!!!

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[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

this is my public apology to anyone who actually does sfx make up

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

TW sc@rs

Just scars that’s it

Scared someone’s grandma the other day in the bathroom. I was washing my hands when she came out the stall and looked down at my arms she didn’t even WASH HER HANDS and walked out fucking nasty but okayyyy you can fly how you want to nasty fuck but okayyy

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

TWWWW

This is all SFX!!!!

2 min video of styros

(Sorry for my messy bloody ass hands 😭👍🏻)

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

Tw bl00d

Just my bloody ass hands 😭👍🏻

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

TWWW ⚠️⚠️⚠️

FAKE SFX MAKEUP ⚠️⚠️⚠️

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[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

TWWWW

⚠️⚠️FAKE SFX⚠️⚠️

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Just some little styros

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

(Don’t mind her deadnaming me)

Ugh. This is why you don’t tell anyone even family (Bella is my sister) what your going through because every fucking time they will use it against you when they get the chance.

She’s being mentally and physically abused by her bf and she’s too fucking blind to see that I tried to show her but it turned into an argument so if she wants to suffer she can. I love her but I just can’t do that. Especially since when she was cutting I didn’t use it against her. Don’t trust anyone even people you thought loved you.