mylastw1ll-t0liv3

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

My dad BOUGHT my blade from me 😭

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[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

nothing pisses me off more than dull razors. like wtf

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we are all born to die right? so is it wrong of me to speed up the process?

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

All my clothes are dirty, im a day clean because i cant get out of bed to grab my blades, i smell like shit and weed cuz of my dad, i havent read a book in five months and i have no social life so excuse me if i wanna kill myself.

[mylastw1ll-t0liv3]

that depression hit immediately after you open your eyes in the morning

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“You look like you’re about to cry.”

No I just wanna k1ll myself.

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As a trans male your safe with me ^^ <3

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Can i just ask.. whats the point in fighting for a life i didnt want? Why should i want a future? Why should i try to become someone im not just to please some asshole thats gonna end up a pr0stitut3 just to make ends meet? Why should i not put a blade to unscared skin and pray for the courage to press down harder? Why shouldn’t i put a knife to my neck and slice as hard and as fast as i can? Why tf shouldnt i just die? Anyway guys how was your day? ^^

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I got an ID today I’m super excited to not have to carry around my birth certificate when going on planes! I also told my dad i relapsed and he wasn’t mad just sad (and high) but im gonna continue to cvt but i may post a couple pics soon i dont know yet i also got a new blade (box cutter) i hope i can get some more soon but anyway good night or good morning people (there is nothing good about mornings or waking up)

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do u ever look back at old sh pics and get sad because before you could do cat scratches and feel good but now u need to go deeper :,)

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let me spoil you baby girl......😈

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"merry cutmas!!" I giggled.