#cvting

[justagirlwithbpd]

I just wanna stay asleep until I feel okay

[deadinthebloodysnow]

Guys I need some good quality sh or sui movies or shows any suggestions?

[veryverydumureghost]

Tw $h

chat I flipping broke the blade of a razor I bought and my dumbass said I should cvt bcuz I'm everyone's 2nd choice and Im used to using dull blades and pressed sorta hard and BOOM 💥 smedium styro and that shit was bleeding so much!😭

[babybimbocvt]

Hey, I'm Angel, I'm 18 and I struggle with $h

My account was @yvngxdoll it got t word3d 😞

this is a vent account. I don't encourage anyone in anyway I support recovery and this is just my personal blog to write and rant

Block, do not report

Feel free to DM me for cvt pics or dirty talk (ヽ´ω`) or to make friends too :D

TW / slef h@rmm, cvtt!ng k!nk

[pxxsxnxng]

TW fresh sh

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[killmenowplaese]

Blood kink pain kink and sh

I’m so glad I have this beautiful trio

[thethoughtsofanunknownauthor]

TW MENTION OF SH CRAVINGS

cravings by [redacted]

they got so bad

i couldn’t stand it anymore

i opened tumblr for the first time in a while to look up something i hadn’t in 7 months

it was beautiful

the lines

the scars

the red color

it made my arms itch for it

my mind began to spin, i had just found my knife after all

maybe just 1

no, no [redacted] you know it won’t just be one

even numbers

they got louder

just 2 won’t hurt

come one you know you want it

i mess with the blade in my hand for a few minutes

what am i doing?

sitting here, alone, about to do *this*

why?

why erase all the work i’ve done?

i press the blade to my wrist and apply pressure

but i don’t break skin

the feeling of the blade pressing is enough this time

i press it up and down my forearms over and over

leaving faint indents in the skin

the skin around turning a bit red when i let up

the sting is there

the thing i carve so much when i want *this*

i found a way to do it without actually doing *it*

maybe it’s still bad, but at least the cravings are gone….. right?

[s4dne22]

Let me fucking die

Give me some blades please I really want small cut on my thights. I feel awful

[starvingratcat]

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[livingoff-airandfruitpunch]

things i could never do but also really fucking want to do:

- drop out of school

- cvt deep enough to need a plaster

- smoke

- run away from society and become a hermit

- shout at everyone who has ever made me feel not good enough

- k1ll myself

[justagirlwithbpd]

I wanna scream at the top of my lungs for hours

[deadinthebloodysnow]

Here's a cvtting server and if it gets banned I will make a new one it's uncensored and share the link for more people

[veryverydumureghost]

tw $h

[palepinkpig]

alternatives to sh:

paint your nails really messy and pick of the paint(this is extra effective with red polish)

drawing on yourself(i like to use makeup because i comes off easier than sharpie)

hot long showers with a whole self care routine(hair masks+face masks)

go out with friends and family(you can’t do anything while everyone else is there)

look at clothes online you can wear when the scars are healed(this one really helped me)

talk to someone about it(i know everyone and their mum had heard this but i really helps i told one of my friends i struggle with sh and she could relate now we keep each other accountable it actually really helped build our friendship)

play with/go on walks with pets(i have a bunch of dogs being aroundthem really helped me feel better)(if your able have your pet sleep in your room do your never alone)

rewards like shopping or sweet treats or just rewarding yourself of milestones or just for resisting the urge(lidls bakery was essential to my recovery icl)

picking up a hobby(knitting is fun and pretty easy to pick up there is loads of tutorials on youtube)(i had to have made like 5 scarfs in 2 months)(i also made some of the baby jumpers and hats that they send out to other places or smth this really helped me as it made me realise i had purpose)

distract yourself by learning a language(i can ‘speak’ bsl now and some turkish and latin)

remember how annoying cuts and scars are to hide(i wore tights 5+ days a week with cvts not fun)

harm reduction is really important is really important(i know it’s hard to stop so if you are unable to reduce the harm as much as possible)

i understand this may not work for everyone but i hope this helps someone from doing the same things as me

please remember all forms of sh are valid and just because your not cvting yourself doesn’t mean it’s not sh

you are important and you do matter and it gets better<3

if anyone needs to talk or vent dm me

[transparentnightpussy]

I had this friend once.... More like deskmate.... She caught me in the act of cvting and she started cvting too so that her mom could give her attention.... Lol it worked for her... Not for me though

Then I sat with another crazy scary girl and she gave me blade and her arm and told her to cvt her as deep as I could.... I was too scared to do that.... Lol

I had many deskmate most left me cause I was gloomy.... But I had one that I consider my friend who gave me razors and when I was asked to stop cvting my wrists and arms she told me that I could do my thighs and she wouldn't tell anyone true friendship or she was a masochist and she just loved watching me bleed ❤️😭I miss her still tho

Tw

Cvts

Makeup

Hehehe stop if you don't want to see yucky cuts

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New cvts cause I'm trying to go deeper. I'm sad but I feel clear headed when I cvt. If I ever hit an artery I'll probably get scared while trying to stuff it with tissue

Just redrawing one of my favorites

[ejdying]

I have only been two days clean. I want to get high(not clean from w££d just cvting) cvt and then fuck someone the only problem in my plan is I need someone to fuck and if they care that I’m high when we fuck