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Situatuon update/little story time under cut:
It took me like 40 minutes and honestly I have no idea whether they are willing to hire me or not. I was interviewed by two quiet chill guys which is nice because they doesn't make me more anxious but they were demanding for sure.
I applied for the position of a customer consultant but in a totally different field than one I had worked before. At the beginning, they asked about quite obvious things, such as "what sales indicators are you familiar with", "what the standards of customer service looked up in my previous job", "which of your skills you can use in this job" ect.
Easy.
In second, more practical part they wanted to test if I can use some "marketing witchcraft" (i love to call it that way) like language of benefits to sell phone X instead of phone Y that theoretical client want.
Feel like I could do it better cuz I knew what I want to archieve but got lost in my own explanation in a few moments. I know something about technology, but it's not my main interest. It defenitley wasn't my best performance, but it wasn't the worst one either. Just hope they see that I'm trying my best and I care.
And little offtop: before we got to that, one of them asked me to take out my phone and use it as a requisite X to scene. I honestly didn't expect something like that, but in the morning I unhooked my acrylic straps just to look more like a healthy functioning serious adult and god, I'm so glad I did it. No ideal if they would see anime stuff as professional but it was better for me personally. I swear I would have started laughing my ass off if a 30-something y/o man insisted that he want phone with catboy Reiji and Laito merch. That's just too bizzare.
^ The acrylics in question. Fun fact, they are glued together with double-sided tape. Firstly I did it cuz they hit each other and made noise with every movement. Then I found od that their backs were poorly secured in production. I also had a Yuma keychain from the same series and the print came off quickly. That tape unintentionally lenghten they livespawn. Little weird at first glance but works!
But that's just my silly thought. Back to the point: After that little roleplay they did another specific thing I wasn't really prepared for. They gave me company's leaflet and told me to remember as many details as possible while we were still having chit-chat. After a few minutes, they started asking me questions about what I remembered. Same as with the previous one - it's hard for me to judge whether they were satisfied enough, because it wasn't perfect either. I focused more on the first casual conversation and because of that my answer was quite accurate or slightly different from the content of the leaflet.
I feel quite mixed but I'm not focusing on thinking abt a negatives yet. If nothing changes by friday or I get a negative response then... Wellp. It is what it is. Psy szczekają, karawana jedzie dalej. As we says. I'll just keep looking.
(Not DL related thing this time)
I'll have a job interview in an hour. Please wish me luck and keep your fingers crossed for me. I'm really stressed out this time and I really need it >.<
#༻just tasia things༺#struggling with job search#at least thet knew what they want and doesn't waste my time like lady that have no idea that she set wrong working time in her offert#And it's not an shitbag corpo that fire out their old employee and replaces them with shit AI and unaware new ppl#Yeah. I was quite close to fell into their trap but I checked the reviews about them in time#ALWAYS check opinions on different sites before you send application. About both the company as a whole and its specific branch#It takes time but believe me#at the end of the day you'll regret less spending your time on it than making an appoitment with bitches that think about you as livestock#livestock in not Ruki sexy way.
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I finished posting the unabashedly educational Sword Fic.
It includes a detailed (but hopefully beginner-friendly) explanation of all the steps of making a Nichirin blade from a sunny mountain like Mt. Youkou, a touch of swordsmith and metalworker folk lore (including demons), meta about what must make Kimetsu no Yaiba's swordsmithing methods different from real life methods, some character exploration for Haganezuka and his polishing method, vocabulary and additional resources in the chapter notes, and hopefully, an endearing, silly POV character to learn this all through.
#my fics#SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS#would you like a story about the years of background of this fic?#I was not very well-versed in metallurgy until recent years but my study of the Japanese language goes back to#well#longer than some of you may have been around#I always liked samurai and swords for the aesthetic but started to take more of an interest when I lived in Shimane#and on a day when I had a friend taking me around to rural sites associated with a legendary monster she was like#let's go see the sword museum while you're out here#but that museum was closed (it comes back into this story though)#so we went to a different one that no longer exists but that was my first encounter with how much work it takes to make the sword ore#fast forward years later#I am writing this blog and it becomes known as a fun place to read about Japanese culture as seen in KnY (thanks glad you enjoy)#I decide that I must tell people how hard it is to make the ore and finally visit that main museum on a trip back to Shimane#I collect material and struggle to do more research and wrap my head around it#and I write the first version of Teppi's story that focused mostly on the smelting and glazed over the forging and polishing and stuff#meanwhile I am in a job situation I have already long since wanted out of and soon I want out a lot more desperately#job searches were disheartening but then I found THE ONE I WANTED#and on that first interview when I was already like PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#they asked if there's a Japanese cultural topic I could suddenly explain in great detail if asked#and without mentioning this blog I said I had recently written up something for fun about tatara smelting methods (and they forgot this)#fast forward again and I very happily got the job and was very nervous as I got the rundown on a very large annual nerd project#and when they announced the topics for that year I saw that tatara smelting methods in the region I knew them from was on the list#and I was like#asudyaiusdyuasdyuahduahduhsdhuPLEASE GIVE ME THAT#and i got it and when I went out there for research people were like#...why do you know all this...???????#and since I dared not mention my KnY blog I was like#...I lived in Shimane...#it seems I broke the tags because the rest of the story got cut off but hi yes you get the idea
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He's going to be the prettiest girl (in a gnc way) at the party!!
#disney#darkwing duck#drake mallard#my art#hi Im alive! I'm just struggling badly with personal stuff#dont have commission slots available right now but I do have a kofi in my bio if you'd like to donate a tip#job searching for months while getting yelled at by my dad on the daily has been stressful augh#really hope I can get a good job before my birthday next month :pleading emoji:
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Mama I made it !!!
My OC ship got into the top searched on Pinterest even though I never posted anything there !!!
LFGGGG ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
A win is a win ✊🥲
#Just gotta get this off my chest#Pinterest is basically just Google but you can post stuff too#Pinterest is a search engine#and it's doing it's job#anyway this isn't a rant or smth but more of a 'a win is a win'#ngl pinterest comments are different breeds from Tumblr or Twitter or anything really#some are very nice and cute while some are... not really nice. OCs are not accepted very much by the pinterest users#cuz pinterest isn't a home for fandom. It's basically just google lmao but people can comment on the pictures.#But I rlly do appreciate people commenting and crediting me on the comments+directing them to tumblr. So Im really really grateful for yall#and I think the watermarks are pretty doing its job if people are not crediting me properly#anyway#A WIN IS A WIN#I know I made it when my arts are being reposted without credits or just casually browsing pinterest and like “wait... that's my art” 😂#artist struggles#sleepy's thoughts
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毎日 | Kenshi Yonezu
あなただけ側にいてレイディー 焦げるまで組み合ってグルービー 日々共に生き尽くすには また永遠も半ばを過ぎるのに 駆けるだけ駆け出してブリージング 少しだけ祈ろうぜベイビー 転がるほどに願うなら 七色の魔法も使えるのに
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Lady, just stay by my side Combine until we burn, groovy To live through each day together Even halfway through eternity Just keep running and breezing, baby Let's pray a little, baby If we wish enough as we roll We can even use a seven-colored magic
#毎日#every day#米津玄師#kenshi yonezu#lost corner#音楽#gif#my gifs#when i tell you that i've wanted to gif this mv since it's release !#just like the lyrics tho#毎日 毎日 毎日 毎日 僕は僕なりに頑張ってきたのに!!!!#i felt this so much during the job search & feel it even more right now#being so drained after work that there's basically no time or energy for creative pursuits has been unbelievably frustrating#so it's nice to have a song which acknowledges those feelings#and is also like 'you must persist regardless!'#so here we are months later >.<#despite the obvious tension in the lyrics i love how upbeat this song is#the parts where he goes ぢっ! and ハイホー!ハイホー!#🤸🚀🗓️💡#very interesting that this song was largely inspired by the creative process (and all the struggles it entails)#bc i think it goes hand in hand with the themes of post human & the commentary kenshi yonezu made about ai#how ai lacks that most crucial element#that the process is centered around joy more than anything and will continue to be
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almost every job description: we don't discriminate based on disability
every job requirememt: must be able to do all these things unassisted that disabled people probably can't do or need help with or accommodation for
#disabled#disability#disability struggles#disability problems#job search#they dont discriminate based on disability but they reject me for being autistic every time!!!!!#and i dont even mention and try to hide my physical disabilities lmao#i get they need certain abilities for jobs but saying disabilities dont determine rejections and then reject because of them is horrible
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i officially resigned today :')
#i still have to work there bc i've got a one-month notice period. but i did it!!!#the conversation with my boss went well! she was really nice and supportive#she said she was worried about me bc she could tell i was struggling. and that she understands my decision#and in case i won't find a new job this month they can extend my contract#i cried a lot 😭#and now i'm terrified and sad bc i really love some of my coworkers and i don't want to leave them#but at the same time i'm SO relieved. i feel like i will be able to sleep well tonight. for the first time in weeks#k.txt#also sorry guys i've been mia. and sorry for not answerings your messages#but between working full time searching for a new job doing final assignments for uni and crying. i honestly don't have any energy left#i only logged in to tell you the big news :') and now i'm back to my assignment :( see ya in a week when my exam hell is over
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Hm. I really wish my brain worked the way it's supposed to.
#i just#yeah my biggest problem rn is that the task of finding an apartment seems like an insurmountable task#but also just little things like i haven't gotten a haircut since may last year#and i only just managed to make an appointment to get my id and passport renewed#it's been expired for four years and i once got as far as to select an appointment date but then i just. Didn't.#why you might ask? No idea!#idk why my brain decides to put roadblocks literally everywhere but it's making my life so much harder#and i just wish everything wasn't such a struggle#honestly if i hadn't been offered my job right after my apprenticeship with the same company i don't know where I'd be now#job search is just as daunting as an apartment search and even just applying for the apprenticeship was like pulling teeth#if I'd had to do that again who's to say i wouldn't just have procrastinated again?#my dudes i am a mess and i would like to not be a mess but HOW#personal
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why is making a cv SO hard
#fuck being an adult fr#my anxiety is reaching unknown levels i feel SICK#and i'm not even making it from scratch im just updating it#bc i've had enough and i wanna get out of hospitality asap#but i forgot how much i hate this and searching for jobs and going through interviews#my flatmates are basically holding me at gunpoint bc they know how much i struggle with this stuff and that i need them to#hold me accountable . otherwise i won't do it#but even like this it's taken me nearly 2 hours to write a couple of paragraphs#godddd i just wanna write my silly lil fanfiction why is the world such a miserable and wretched place
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hey guys sorry it’s been an incredibly stressful few weeks but I’m still around I promise
Also I’m taking my (third) board exam tomorrow……. Wish me luck
#what a shitshow#my yearly depression episode AND boards AND the election#AND job search stress AND#yikes#the one positive is I did get offered that job I was talking about#still feeling weird joining a group of docs as the youngest and only woman………..#I already struggle with taking myself seriously lol#welp. here’s to eventually finishing my medical education
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#Japanese#job searching#i struggled with two of the questions he asked me#i just didnt know whatever noun he was using to ask about my visa type
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#blessings roll call!#feel free to hop in the tags or replies <3#started my new job this week-- working as a PT tech at a rehab clinic#that training is going well and it's such a blessing to not have to be actively searching for a job during the semester#since I've got a very full class schedule trying to find time to apply and interview would be a nightmare rn#so grateful that got done literally right before the semester picked up#and now I can focus on learning the job. also praise that all my coworkers are kind and patient.#school is going better than expected. there's a lot to do but so far I'm doing really well in all my classes#and singing in choir has been such a joy!#we have so many gorgeous pieces including a Sara Teasdale poem arranged for chorale#it sounds heavenly! the solo is lovely and the alto part is a lot of sustained notes that come together with the other parts to make this#insane almost organ-like sound#got to chat with my bestie today at my other job which was good#homemade soup!#food in general actually. The first week or two of the semester I was subsisting on nothing or junk food#and got to the point where I was starting to feel like crap and went grocery shopping#I've been bringing meals to college and work the last 2 weeks and it's made such a difference!#and I missed eating vegetables and actually getting protein so now I have nutrient-dense meals and it's great#actually getting close to enough sleep and it's been great#talked to my grandparents about visiting over Christmas break and they're down so I might be going to see them soon!#hanging out with my sister a bit more now that we drive to school together#despite being super busy it's been a good month. ups and downs but overall the best September I've had in a while#prayer request-- the one thing I haven't been consistent with is my quiet times.#definitely struggling in that area right now. please pray I can spend time in worship and prayer and study even when I don't feel like it <#college chronicles#journal
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tomorrow i'm contacting one of my old bosses and begging for my job back. (i ragequit 6 weeks ago bc it sucked so bad.) i have applied to 2 dozen jobs and gotten one (1) interview, and my mom (who has been giving me money in lieu of my having an income) is insisting i go back. makes sense i guess and i don't have any other prospects. it's really discouraging to realize that apparently the only job that wants me is the soul-crushing understaffed retail variety.
#:/#newt needs a text post tag#and yeah im really lucky ive been able to prolong my job search unemployment period with my moms help#but it still fucking sucks and honestly if they dont take me back after i quit with no notice#i'll just have to live on my moms goodwill until i find somewhere else#meanwhile im struggling a lot with dissociation and other ptsd stuff but i have like#a shame/guilt complex for existing so im functionally incapable of asking for help
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I've been doing a lot of thinking about my ongoing struggle to find a new job and I've just come to the realization that maybe I just need to swallow my pride and focus my job search towards what I know I'm more likely to get... and sadly this would be in the food service industry. I renewed my food handler's permit back in December which makes the fact I was let go from Chip Cookies only a month after that feels even more painful. Since I have a food handler's permit that is valid until 2026, I figured that maybe the best way to get myself back into the employment game is to just work in food service again. I am only planning to work part time though and hopefully this will help prevent me from becoming overwhelmed with work stress to the point where I "flee" my job like I've done with pretty much every job I've had. My family and I are planning to move out by September/October into a low income apartment and this is another reason I only want to work part time. Plus, working part time would help me continue to focus on making a career out of my passions while also getting a reliable income to keep me on my feet at the same time.
I really don't want to work in food service again but at this rate, I just want to have a job so I can get back to sense of normalcy in my life. It's all about having the right attitude after all. I have met some great people working in food service after all. In life, it's better to focus on the positive.
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not my managers telling me to please consider the immense man pain of our CTO who sexually harrassed me for months with zero consequences when i spoke up about the way that being forced to work together with him again really frankly sucks severely for me. i should shut up about my mental health and financial security collapsing because it makes him sad to think he hurt someone and 1 droplet of man pain is more important than everything i have endured at his hands lmao but what else is new
#these people deserve a lawsuit god if i could nuke this company from orbit i would#if someone ever tells me that mens feelings and pain are not taken into account in this society i am simply shooting between the eyes#my father my abusive ex and now my fucking boss#the pain of men has ruled my entire life!!!!!!#i am losing my MIND#like no just kill me at this point fr#and after a long ass call to my supposedly feminist manager where i ended up crying while she sung his praises and her own praises to#where i was just trying to explain that im struggling with my latest task because they put me again to work with him and its#giving me panic attacks as expected#well after that explanation the first thing theyre doing is rushing me like crazy#im gonna have to give up on uni and start job searching full time SIGHS#its ok ill retake the uni classes next year#just god#fuck this man
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Job interview today. Went really well, I think.
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