#struggling in general too lmao
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i seem to always draw sgr when im struggling :’)
#im really struggling w art latelt#struggling in general too lmao#so. kiki time#.rkgk#pokemon#pokemon fanart#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon kieran#kieran pokemon#pokemon suguri#suguri pokemon#pokemon scarvi#pokemon sv#furret
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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x03 - “Finally Got The Name Right”
#arcane#arcaneedit#caitvi#vi#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn#vi arcane#caitlyn arcane#arcane caitlyn#arcane vi#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#league of legends#arcane s2#arcane season 2#piltover's finest#caitlyn x vi#vi x caitlyn#type: gif#media: arcane#s2 ep3#im not very happy with the coloring (and this gif in general) came out but considering i spent TOO long to make this im just gonna post it#you can clearly see how much my pc and i struggled to giga zoom into this LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO im p sure other ppl have made better stuff but#ya whatever i spent too much time making this im yeeting this to all of you guys#i couldnt color it properly because its so cropped UGHHHH im so sad 😭😭😭#yeah my coloring skills rlly need work lmao............#RITO GIVE ME THE 4k BLU RAY OF SEASON 2 ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
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explodes them ALL... what time is it??? DESIGN TIME
i got too lazy to color anybody else fully aside from the mtt you can explode me now too
#tricule art#triglycercule draws the bottom six seriously for the first time!!! yes thats right ive never drawn color sans before this AND 😒😒😒#my favorites out of all of these..... obviously mtt but then maybe error and geno and outer#everyone else is nice too (except for color i STRUGGLED coming up with a unique design for him without knowing much about him)#spreading the killer is the tallest out of the mtt agenda every day 🙏 BECAUSE HE IS ok let me live in peace he is to me. he is to me........#reaper is beautiful can i just like womanify him and then take him for myself......no??? aww ok..........#every step delta takes sounds like a walking factory with those boots. CLACK CLACK CLACK CLAGCK#as always i am mandated to say my young dreamtale twins designs are inspired by ouji fashion because i love lolita fashion#just so the masses know i will likely never draw any of these designs ever again soooo#i solely draw the mtt and thats it 😭😭😭 all these designs are going to waste 🧡🙏#all the scarf people have different ways their scarves fall based off their designs and i really like that x3#got the 3 different meanings of overalls too: playful (ink) regal (young nm) and practical (farm)#originally i wanted to add the bravery soul's tough glove and manly bandana to delta too#but i had no idea how to add it to the design smoothly and cleanly so i just scrapped it#triglycercule eye shapes are carrying half of these designs bruh like.....outer's alien peanut shaped eyes my beloved!!!#i drew farm's eyes and immediately i was hit with a rush of southern kindness and i think thats funny as hell#anywyas its like 1am i gotta go eep now....time to tag these i suppose. should i even do all and only do mtt lmao#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#yeah i'm not doing allat just mtt and general tags it is 😇😇😇#bad sanses#star sanses#squishes young dream and young nightmare in my hands politely#meanwhile i throw the mtt against each other to where its unrecognizable whether theyre fighting or hugging 🙂🙂🙂
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Lil Nowhere King-themed mini doodle dump! 🦌🧁
#the 'expression sheet' was mostly me playing around w/ his eyes- I like the thought that they'd be v expressive and maybe even a bit toony#(some of that centaurworld DNA peeking through)#I hope the bloody one isn't too edgy LMAO#it's vaguely from an angsty AU where the general succeeds in recapturing him#anyway this is mostly old art and some busts that I touched up marginally but I wanted to post smth#I finished a zine piece/comm recently and we finally started selling the pins-#I thought I'd be super excited to rush back to personal projects but I've been struggling a bit w/ inspo and idk why#the nowhere king#centaurworld#guest-starring nowhere bbs#my art#cw blood
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Hii, I wasn't planning on doing anything for this year's Febuwhump but lately I've been reading @zarvasace 's Linked Nexus AU and I've made some sketches about it here and there because honestly it's what's been occupying my mind these past few weeks xD and I realized this one fit today's prompt so it was the perfect excuse to finish it and show some love to the author <3
#I hope y'all like it because the pose was a struggle lmao#I'm sorry I have no idea what things are supposed to look like from behind. generally I hope I didn't get anything too wrong lul#linked nexus#lu fanart#lu hyrule#febuwhump2025#cw blood#it's green!! decided not to add the blush here but I love it :3#I'm like halfway through so I have no idea if anything like this ever happens but it should 😌
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kabru's relationship with his eyes makes for suuuuuch a fantastic trans allegory (an aspect of your body alienating you from your community, being compelled to understand the perspective of someone who also has a complicated relationship with their body in the hopes that you'll better understand your own, people straight up misunderstanding biology) it makes me kind of insane because now I feel like I can't dig into any complicated feelings he might have about his body in relation to his gender without feeling like im just ... double dipping?? like fifjpejgh ryoko kui straight up already told that story in a way that exquisitely fucks??
#dungeon meshi#told yall this fic was crunchy#tfw youre a trans allegory on top of just being trans#mfw i can't even have him struggling with feeling infantilized or seen as weak because kui already did that too!!#cant have shit in dunmesh!!#it's trans allegories all the way down#personally im more interested in how kabru's gender presentation might have caused external conflict growing up with elves#who seem to be coded as generally culturally conservative#happy to see that one post about marcille and her gender hangups floating around because ive been having the exact same ruminations lol#bugs me so bad when people write off trans kabru hc as “people just see him as effeminate and think trans” especially in regards to labru#like no!!! there's layers here!!#youre telling me a queer coded this narrative?#stuffs all the complicated feelings about your body content into laios instead lmao#[slaps roof of car] this bad boy can fit so much body dysmorphia into him#he might have a penis but idk if that makes him cis either 🤔
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would it be a stretch to say Akihiko & Yukari are lowkey BPD-coded? cuz this realization is driving me insane
#maybe im projecting..but unpacking trauma through fictional characters has been so cathartic lately LMAO. it's helping me soooo much#i only highly suspect i have BPD and i plan on talking to a professional about it cuz it's ruining everything... but#im learning so much about myself through these two ahhhhh#but also it's so funny reading through longass psychology research articles and stuff and just being like “this is giving akihiko vibes 😩”#BE SERIOUS PLEASE#obviously im only going off of basic character traits. there's a lot that isn't shown in game but...#i could see them struggling with certain things because of what IS shown. and many of the traits and trauma are present for both of them#and that deep fear of loss/abandonment and the many struggles and symptoms that come with it are literally what their arcs about#yukari doing anything to get makoto back..Akihiko refusing to let Shinji go and being so fixated on not losing anyone else..it's all so rea#the impulsivity &black and white thinking the intense emotions and anger the unstable relationships the low self esteem...i could go on#seeing them overcome it all is so inspiring#i will write essays for both characters trust..cuz there's so much more i can say#i saw myself so much in yukari it was scary. and i relate to Aki more than i thought too oughh.#i dont think i've seen anyone talk about this cuz cluster b headcanons and non adhd/autism HCs in general are rare#but omg...no wonder theyre both my favorite P3 characters LMAO#even if they or i dont have BPD..it's just nice to not feel alone in certain things ya know?#akihiko sanada#yukari takeba
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Realizing the CrossDust congregation is so seperated/disjoined to a point we all call the same ship different names. I've seen some call it Xcutioner, someone also call it Apostasy, I've also seen it being called Ebonfall? Which were all beautiful names... Befitting for CrossDust....
I think that we all also interpret CrossDust differently. And I think it's a good and fun thing. There's no standard/mediocre way to do CrossDust. Like how they may struggle with who they are— we, too, are on the journey of self discovery with them. Because we are special individuals who see the world differently from each other.
#i personally use CrossDust for recognizability#so whenever mentioned people just went OHH CROSSDUST!!#i think than dust also struggles with like what his purpose is in general#it's difficult for him to imagine what his life would be life after the human is stopped#both him and cross are victims of a 'greater force' who they used to believe in#except that Dust makes a choice and Cross lacks that choice#which is why i really like the name apostasy for them#because the both of them STOPPED believing in whatever they used to believe in due to circumstances#whoever came up with Apostasy...... ily 🤟#maybe I should just also create my own name for them#rebellion duo#<- i came up with this on the spot lmao xd no i just thought the word is cool there's no underlying meaning in it#idk why i'm just sentimental tonight like..... CrossDust really means that much to me#and im sure it means a lot to others too#it's special to us in its own way#CrossDust#cross x dust#dust x cross#dsevalyappuccino#MAYBE I SHOULD SLEEP#yeah true yawns i should
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#first therapy session went well !#i didn't cry which is v surprising lol#maybe bc we didnt go too in depth about things but#therapist already picking up on things i didn't like#never really thought of myself as an anxious person#depression was more so what stuck out to me#but like therapist was like bestie... u sound more anxious than ur perceiving#like i put that i don't struggle with social anxiety bc generally in a group of people im pretty outgoing#but like my coping skills are isolation lol#and i often turn down invitations bc of my insecurities#and in general just hate being perceived despite wanting it#like i literally havent answered any asks on here in months bc#im afraid of what people think of me#and im scared of interaction#but im also dying for human connection lol :'))#i also avoid men completely bc trauma so yeah#and it all stems from a deep deep belief that i am not worthy of love n wOw im sad but like we can only go up from here right :'))#LMAO SORRY THAT THIS IS WHAT MY BLOG HAS BECOME BUT#idk this is my diary fr#anywho sorry for everything#will most likely delete all these rants bc its embarassing lol but#love you all#and im so sorry for not answering the asks#thank you for reading my fics#your comments mean sm to me truly#love you endlessly
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My friends and I discussed this a lot but pretty much the reason mecha died so to speak even if we are in a sorta reboot phrase rn was huge over saturation which is a logical and understandable reason, there is so much fucking mecha to watch that it’s intimidating for newbies, but I realized the best way to compare this especially in anime context is mecha back in 90s-2000s is just wtf is happening with isekai right now and I don’t know if this is sad or just really funny or both especially when isekai mecha almost never fucking misses from what people say
#meg text#ignore how I post this late I can’t sleep#evening mecha ramble#this explains why the other mechas I liked flopped so much but also INSANE Japan experience this twice#also I wanna say another difference is the content we got for mecha wasn’t trash compared to isekais#but I don’t wanna be extremely bias cause I haven’t ever really watched a isekai LMAO#we’re also slowly getting out of them as newer non isekai fantasy’s are popping off#film medium struggles with over saturation generally but we’ve been known#I find this interesting to think about even if I know some mecha fans are convinced something killed the genre#when no it never died there’s just too much content and only certain shows we’re mainstream appeal#you can still have a genre be something people are sick of but they like one iteration of it#it happens all the time look at all the superhero discourse
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maaaan im so mad i cant play the freakin ice cream splatfest 💔💔💔💔💔💔 meh, guess it wasnt meant for me to play
so booooo fml as usual but GO TEAM VANILLA, WIN FOR ME AND LET IT BE A SWEEP ok
#splatfest#general post#i was at least able to join the team ingame right before the internet fucked up my switch ://#i couldnt even do sneak peek stuff#was hoping to play esp after the depressive stress that was life not wanting me to play the zelda fest#like??? literally evertime i tried to play that one there was a setback:#storm power outage.. irl stressing me out.. disconnects#and i was on team power too#smthn told me we were gonna have a sweep victory JUST from all the crap i had to struggle thru#THIS time around i cant even play the splatfest :'))#maaan see i can never be happy dawg LMAO#anyways have fun guys enjoy urselves#eeugh srry for the long rant over a freakin splatfest lol#mostly ranting about how unlucky my life is & this is just one of those unlucky things
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got a long day at work tmrw… prepare for secret husbands stuff
#momo rambles#cries I had to take a step back from it today#a) to recharge the brain a bit and put some attention on songbird#and b) I was starting to get too in my own head about like. how much of the au is still Mine#don’t get me wrong I love all the asks I’ve been getting#but I’m struggling to see my own voice in the au#being asked questions is one thing but aaaaaaaaa#gonna try and write some stuff and generate ideas on my own tmrw#but I do wanna answer some of the asks I’ve gotten today <3#ALSO PLEASE DONT LET THIS DISCOURAGE ANYONE FROM SENDING STUFF#it’s just my brain being silly <3#and probably the imposter syndrome LMAO
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#rvb relationship royale#the struggle of the random generation is real#reminder to all the folks who joined us late: these polls were randomly generated and I'm not happy about it either lmao#it was literally 0.005% odds this would happen. we calculated because we too were baffled.#but I agreed to generate them randomly and I wasn't about to go back on that
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Don't ever let me get comfortable sharing thoughts and ideas with you else you'll wake up to a wall of text about my thoughts and ideas for 0 reason other than I Can
#( scene missing ) ⸻ ooc.#i say this but generally i do not share#i play DND and my DM has to DRAG info outta me bc i struggle to share in case it's annoying or. bad.#i don't wanna share bad ideas :( so I'm just there like. quietly vibing unless I'm manic posting on social media i guess#i definitely did not develop a fear of not being enough bc of an old friend of mine being Too Good no sir#but yeah i guess generally you guys are safe from my ramblings in DMs at least LMAO enjoy shitposting instead
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watch movies with me and prepare to be amazed at just how many different guys i can think are the Same Guy
#personal#i'm so face blind it's embarrassing#if they've got similar hair color and roughly the same skin tone i Cannot tell them apart#and it's like that irl too......if someone i know but not on a super deep level gets a haircut i'm like......who dat.#i know i'm supposed to know you but i really really don't sorry sir#my ability to recognize you was based solely on your hair and your tattoos which are now covered up by your sleeves#i don't struggle /as/ much with women...i think just bc generally speaking we tend to have a bigger variety of haircuts??#but i still struggle enough that i won't always say hi to a woman i know bc there's a niggling doubt that i've remembered their face all#wrong and it's not actually them lmao
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Vikt is insecure as hell. Fun fact. 😔
#struggles with self-worth. has RSD like mad too hahahaha.#hard to be an “old man” in a world revolving around people half your age. on top of having traits that aren't “standard beauty”.#doesn't help he *feels* ugly both physically and as a person in general.#sigh.#oc: vikt montoya#(hi this is “allegories between OC and creator” clownery again lmao)
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