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"I better sleep another while to get to see you again🎶"
Song: Bugambilia - Nasa Histories
Since i heard this song i couldn't stop thinking about. Legend being reminded of Marin by Malon. The lyrics were too perfect to let it pass
Also that i wanted to draw our fav mom figure properly, she's so sweet
-Image with English trad and og song under the cut-
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu legend#lu malon#zelda au#loz#i was going for a better drawing but well#struggles are really struggling rn#i had this done yesterday a little late at night#spring break starts soon so i'll try to get more drawings cuz for the love of everything i miss drawing#layraket art
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nothing quite like confessing your feelings in the middle of a makeout session WAHOO
#it’s so hard to put into words what it’s like to be aromantic when you yourself are not aromantic#SOBBING#they’ll talk more about it later. probably. Oscar is far too preoccupied rn to digest any of that#SORRY THE LIGHTING SUCKS IN THIS I GOT A NEW LAMP AND ITS KILLING ME#tbh don’t really like where this went but whatever we stay struggling#artists on tumblr#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#arthur lester#oscar malevolent#blindfaith#blind faith
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New information has been released.
The information below is old, and I'd suggest checking out the link above first.
^Regarding whatever is going on w Iskall.
Let's all just back down, stop speculating, and don't ask questions to the Hermits. We might get to know more in the future, or we might not. They don't owe us any more information in reality.
Doc has said that he can't talk about it, and based on Mumbo's tweet and the og tweet, I'd assume that the Hermits can't currently speak about the situation.
So don't ask them anything. Have patience instead.
Here's a list of what we do know:
No minors involved
There were complaints about Iskall
Iskall resigned
Out of respect for the privacy of the people involved, they're not going to say more
Don't speculate. It just makes all the information that we do have less clear.
Also, don't go, "I was never a fan of Iskall either way."
People are allowed to be upset. You're not better or more morally good because you never enjoyed his content.
Also, reminder: We don't know the Hermits personally. We don't really know their views on things. We don't know them. YouTube is their job.
Saying that you "always got a weird vibe" is honestly a p weird thing to do. That's based on nothing, and we still don't actually know what happened.
So, stop speculating. Try to keep track of what the actual information is.
If this whole thing upsets you, try to find other things to do in the meantime.
#i am so tired rn i am constantly on the verge of falling asleep so i cant really formulate sentences the way id like to#but heres my two cents anyway#god English is a struggle rn#im also not going to add my opinion to this#bc it doesnt add anything and it doesnt matter#either way#hermitcraft#mumbo jumbo#docm77#iskall85#hermitblr#stressmonster101
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rough WIP of daisy and jon in the buried that’s too intimidating for me to finish
#he’s bald! he’s bald and he’s torturing people who have hair!#i was struggling with his hair so rn daisy has stolen his lucious locks#tma#tma fanart#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#jonathan sims fanart#daisy tonner#daisy tonner fanart#i like to think they got really close after this#i love their dynamic#jon and his scary dog privileges#my art#rosey’s art#platonic jondaisy#jondaisy#but make it besties
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Never really fit back in
Part 2 Daniel or Danyal or Danny?
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Danyal took a deep breath. There was only one person who could bring him to his brother. One person who could get him into the Wayne household. Vlad Masters, his godfather, though things were getting better with Vlad it was still awkward. He doubted he'd ever fully trust him but he was the only adult around who knew what he was and at least for right now wasn't trying to kill him for it. Plus he had access to the Wayne Galas and as his heir Danny did too.
"Daniel" Vlad smiled at him and offered him a seat at his table. "I was quite surprised when you asked to have a meeting with me" Danyal took a seat as dinner was served to them. He hesitated before speaking. Danny had been trying to prepare what to say to Vlad all day but now he was here, his mind went blank.
"I-" He paused as he pursed his lips before stealing his nerves once again. "I'd like to take up your offer of being your heir." Vlad stopped moving for a second as his smile faltered. he stared at Daniel. The silence was deafening. Danyal continued or well rambled after an uncomfortably long few minutes of silence. "The Fenton household hasn't felt safe in.. Well it's never been safe but ever since my accident it's just gotten worse. The house is always attacking me, even though my parents- Even though Maddie and Jack know I'm Phantom now that hasn't stopped them- actually I think they've just been ignoring me. And-"
"Daniel,"
"Since Jazz left for college, I've only really had Sam and Tucker but-"
"Daniel"
"They're now busy preparing for their own futures and all that-"
"Daniel!" Vlad spoke a little louder silencing Danny again then sighed. "I will gladly take you in, Daniel. It's the least I can do for you" Danyal relaxed a bit, though not too much. Vlad might be better now but he's still a power hungry fruitloop. Danny still had to be careful but at least Vlad's manor wasn't actively trying to destroy him. At least Vlad acknowledged his existence. And so Danny's new life began.
A few new changes happened after he started to live with Vlad. One he changed his legal name to Danyal (it just felt more real), he and Vlad still argue over changing his last name over to Masters but Danny's not ready for that. Danny had to start taking etiquette classes from both Dorothy and Vlad, Vlad had gotten him plenty of suits and other more comfortable clothes, and Danny had full access to his lab. Though Danny didn't go down there often, it gave him the creeps in a bad way. Most labs did at this point. Instead he had taken over a large room and had a work desk where he tinkered on what ever her felt like tinkering on, or schoolwork, or the loads of paper work he had to do for the Infinite Realms. It was kind of nice having Vlad help with that though at least someone could explain what half of it meant and wasn't as secretive as Clockwork.
Four months passed and things were going great actually. Things were finally starting to feel alright again, maybe this was the best decision. Eventually Danny did tell Vlad about being Damian's brother only because he would have to confront Damian at the Wayne Christmas gala.
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Damian just like his other siblings dreaded the galas but they were important. It was important to keep building relationships with the public and the rich. It was important to keep a mask on and play the very rich found family of Brucie Wayne. It was important to keep their night life out of the picture.
Damian got ready with his siblings as usual. He listened and complained with them about the Gala as Jason laughed and praised being "dead". At least being the youngest meant he wasn't as bothered by the guests as the rest of his siblings were. All he had to do was introduce himself to the guests, have his picture taken a thousand times and lurk around the party. A boring night that would be much better spent on patrol. Though he was just has confident that the others could Patrol Gotham without them as his father.
The gala was about normal, he greeted guests with his father as Tim went out to do some networking. Dick playing as his usual self, Cass lurking around, Steph tormenting people by being her eccentric self, and Duke wandering around and making small talk. The night was normal till Masters arrived.
By that point Damian had broken off from his father and went to see and spend time with his siblings. Though something felt off after about a half hour. Damian went to report this to his father only to find him still speaking with Masters who had a boy with him. He paid no mind to him. "Father there's-" Damian paused then looked at the boy standing next to Masters who was smiling at him.
Danyal. That was Danyal. That was Danyal. That was Danyal.
Damian just stared at Danny with a look of horror that his father caught quickly. Before Bruce could pull Damian away he heard his brother speak.
"Hello, Damian. It's nice to see you again"
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Bruce had never seen his son like that before. He had never seen that look on his son's face before. Something had to be wrong he just didn't know what yet. Bruce excused both himself and Damian from the Masters and brought Damian over to the others. He looked at his son who looked both terrified and shell shocked. Bruce spoke softly.
"Damian, are you alright chum?"
Damian started to hyperventilate and mumble in Arabic. Damian normally spoke in Arabic when upset but this was very clearly different. Bruce brought Damian to his room, not because he was in trouble but because he was freaking out and needed some quiet. That night for the first time Damian openly cried in front of Bruce. That night for the first time Damian held onto Bruce like his life depended on it and sobbed. That night for the first time Damian sobbed into his father.
Bruce didn't know what the Masters did to his son but they won't get away with it. That he swore. He'll have Tim and Barbara look into them later for now his son needs him.
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#dc x dp#danny phantom#dcu#bruce wayne#damian wayne#demon twins au#vlad plasmius#redeemed-ish Vlad#he is still doing this to have a little more power in the realms but rn he's more helpful than not so whatever#good dad bruce wayne#protective dad Bruce Wayne#trying to portray Danny struggling with who he is by constantly switching up his name. hopefully that made sense or could be picked up on?#danny gave Damian a panic attack:)#danny probably also will have a panic attack after realizing he gae his brother a panic attack :)))#Never Really Fit Back In
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Been wanting to draw some fanart for Poor George MAP since it's my favorite one, and because it was its anniversary recently, I finally did it :>
ID: A digital drawing in two panels with characters from Warriors. In the panel above, there's Yellowfang watching Brokenkit play with a moss ball, she looks endearingly at the little kit; they're in a green environment and plants surround them. In the panel below, Yellowfang is in the same possition, looking down at an adult Brokenstar at her feet, already dead, she looks sorrowful. Fireheart is by her side, looking at her with compassion. They're at ThunderClan's medicine den.
#irbis draws#fanart#warrior cats#warriors#warrior cats fanart#yellowfang#brokenstar#fireheart#firestar#thunderclan#shadowclan#cw animal death#animal death#poor george map#i really love this map. it brought me to tears at the part where yellowfang decides to blind brokenstar but still sees her little kit in hi#i remember when i first watched it i was procrastinating a very complicated project#i'm working in a quite stressful project rn too but ive got more sense of things and im almost done with uni!!!#and its still my favorite. i had heard of it like a week before it released and already liked the song aaa#and then the whole pacing was just perfect#also the scene where brokentail kills his father felt so real. i could feel raggedstar's struggle to survive#woaaah#very amazing map#AND THE CREDITS SEQUENCE#im gonna turn this into a ted talk goodbye
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@saiintvalentiine hello. the npc fic left me absolutely in shambles i needed to draw them.
#☆ my art .#took some liberties in their designs and some other things i hope that's okay um.#i struggle processing a lot of info so i might have missed if there were descriptions of what theyre wearing#i only remembering seeing the cloak mentioned that's like stitched from two different ones?#its a little messy im tired and having trouble focusing im sorry#those didnt really come out how i wanted but ummmm its fine i guess#i could yap so much about how much i loved the fic and their interactions but uhhh i cant gather my thoughts enough rn#im gonna be thinking about them and the au so much....#kenadian#wifies
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Commissioned piece for @peccaberry!
#artists on tumblr#commissioned piece#gotchibam arts#thank you sm for commissioning me!! <3#im just happy this turned out well & that you liked it ;w;#sorry if I made ppl worry by not updating ;_;#you guys have been very kind & patient w/ me and I really appreciate that ;;#tbh tho im just happy that i've been able to finish a comm after struggling for the past weeks ;_;#that's like a big accomplishment for me rn
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I think Diomedes actually doesn't remember much about the war in Thebes
I think for the most part he remembers the facts, because people keep bringing it up, and it's obviously expected of him that he's able to recount his glorious deeds and stuff
But what it was actually like? It's all just a grey blur to him. He can't remember the first life he took. It's not a moment remembered by history. It wasn't symbolic or glorious or heroic. Sthenelus tells him it was bloody and messy and desperate. That his hands didn't shake the first time he drove a sword into some poor soldier's chest but he did miss and he finished the job with a rock and his bare hands and he looked so lost and terrified after
He cannot remember the walls or the streets or the way the women wailed when it all burned but when he walks through Argos he can't help but stop at every corner. His hand falls on his sword and his body remembers what his mind cannot.
They bury Aegialius and he spends the afternoon dry heaving in the sand and he doesn't know why but in his mind something dark and viscous and sharp glitters on the ground and twisted limbs snake in nauseating patterns and his throat is raw from screaming.
He can't remember why he calls Sthenelus 'tetta' or why the other wraps his arm so easily around his shoulders and he feels safe for the first time since they returned.
Everyone talks to him of a father he can't remember. Everyone talks to him of a war he can't remember.
#decided im going to post my messy headcanons/writing here because im too lazy to develop this rn#this is mostly exploring how diomedes struggles with dissociation a little more#like he was really young and it was definitely traumatic#so the ptsd said nope#you don't need to remeber that#my writing#diomedes#the epigoni#sthenelus#the iliad#headcanons
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phew ok starting off brokeweek (???) day one with the darlingest monk birds belonging to @itsonlypolite and @wysteriaisapenguin! drawing them together gave me so much delight - thank you for bringing them into this world. a thousand kisses for them ♡♡
🫴 also a transparent version incase you want a little jpeg doll of your child
#art is amazing holy shit i get to draw my beloved on his way to pumpkin carve with himself#i feel like the symphony dolphin rn#silly thing but i gave politebroken a regular kitchen knife for the pumpkin until i realized that looked really bad akdjahqbq#im so glad poli mentioned they struggled with drawing their broken cos god this struggle city for me again#here i was. tears in my eyes. wishing i had a time machine to learn drawing animals in my youth as i desperately redrew cutest guy ever#wysteriabroken is also so darling too literally texted my gf how cute he is like 5x#look at him!!! the definition of baobi!!#slay the princess#♡. scribbles#voice of the broken#i. i don't wanna call this brokeweek but i have no clue what to tag this awuehwhq#ill rack my brain but if anyone wants to submit smth i'm open
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Trying out a post for Repostober!! and idea by @marlowedobbeart!!
The top one was an old FFXV post I'm honestly still quite proud of! The second image is actually one I never got around to posting. I thought it needed more work/that it wasn't good enough. Looking at it now tho I think it looks fine aldskfjLSKDJGSD. So sharing it now :D -NO ROMANCE INCLUDED-
#Repostober#Final Fantasy xv#ffxv#ff15#final fantasy 15#prompto argentum#noctis lucis caelum#ignis scientia#gladiolus amicitia#isa's fanart#insertsomthinawesome#October2023#Art created in like 2019 or 2020 not sure which#I need to replay this game so bad. its been so long alskdfjLKSDJSGD#I'M SO BUSY RN MAN#Its kinda nice to be able to look back on these and not care about the flaws :D Gives me some hope for the perfectionism I struggle with no#and I really do think these are both neat#I was originally intending to at least one more with the boys in the Ceremonial uniforms#alas. it never happened#but i'm still glad for what i did :)#Maybe if I get in a mood I'll redraw them all.#but honestly i have a long list right now lasjdFLKSJDFLKJSDG#I don't think I ever posted the original version here? I could be wrong and if so oh well SDLKFJSDLKFJSLDG
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https://x.com/leclyke/status/1865773456886780335?s=46 MANY thoughts to think
LIVE FOOTAGE OF AN OMEGA PRESENTING IN HEAT THANK YEW ANON!
#remember that’s his nest too#the way he struggles to get outsoooo cute#yes im gonna awwww at anything sharl does#next time im sorry but im gonna need him to spread his cheeks a bit#show chole#maybe even bend more over so i can get a look at the chussy lips thru his pants#not respecting omega rights rn my fault#i just really wanna reach through the screen and spank that!#no disrespect ofc
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thinking about this right now
#nettsy rambling#nsr#struggling for words rn because i woke up like 45 minutes ago but are you guys seeing the parallel here#thinking about how both west and eve said these things during their frenzied/angered(?) rants#in which they both tear down zuke in a perhaps unsuccessful attempt at making them feel better about themselves/'greater' than him#and therefore undeserving of his [defiance] ...#(as in. disappearing and suddenly having formed Bunk Bed Junction after everything they did together#and 'stealing my friends AND my girl' in west's case)#[for the record 'defiance' is probably NOT the word but it's the closest thing to what i'm attempting to convey here]#anyways#... all of which i think was really just Zuke growing and developing as His Own person. separate from both eve and his brother#who i'm assuming were the Main forces in his life during his college career#*scratches head*#hiding this in the tags because idk well i articulated it#but you get what i mean right
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hhhm
#bombeep#whittyxbf#just some guys I guess#based on some draw the otp I saw at some point I'm pretty sure idk don't remember#sorry for lack of activity things are just really busy rn#and doing anything productive has been a struggle for a while due to said things#but dug up this old doodle and did lines and coloring fairly recently during some downtime#in an effort to ward off the rust I guess idk lmao#so uhhh yeah#not perfect some few annoyances but hey#just happy I did something ya know lol#so yeah anyways#take it or leave it#enjoy or don't#whatever floats your boat#fnf au#fnf shipping#boyfriend#whitty#bf#I draw what I want#off to bed now k bye
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it's a ✨bad day✨
#i DO NOT ever vent on here cuz that shit is embarrassing but dude.#3 months ago my REALLY NICE AND WELL PAYING JOB decided to let everyone go with the shittiest little one month of severance pay#and ive been struggling to find a job ever since#FINALLY GOT AN OFFER#ONLY FOR IT TO BE NOT WHAT I EXPECTED#(looking for full time employment and this was a 1099 contract for only 3 months that was also doing some kinda sus stuff w the contract)#and only found out after 3 grueling interviews and had to turn it down after already having a start date#SO JUST KIND OF IN THE TRENCHES OF NO MONIES AND SELF WORTH ISSUES RN#ok thats all goodbye#text post
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it probably wasn't the smartest decision to start an ongoing 1000+ chapter webnovel when i know it'll consume my every waking thought but here we are
open for better quality | no reposts
#turning novel#터닝#kishiar la orr#yuder aile#when i tell you i read the manhwa in one go last night and then started reading the novel today bc commenters said it was good#and my god were they right#i'm 40+ chapters in so i've just passed where the manhwa is at rn and wow#first of all thank god there are high quality and easily accessible translations#second of all kuyu-nim has a way of making all the lines carry weight. the dialogue and body language cues especially#like i'm definitely not that far in but there are already a few lines i can point out that made my heart clench#and the tension between the two leads is so so palpable#kishiar is very enigmatic i'm very interested in finding out what he's really thinking and what his abilities are#and i really appreciate the way yuder's development is focused on him caring about others and relying on them#ok and third the fact that it's a slow burn romance but focuses heavily on the plot and politics and relationships is so good#based on the tags this could have been very tropey but they didn't go that route and i'm glad for it#in other news i'm upset about how yuder came out but i have to post him bc i will not separate them ;;;#thought kishiar would be harder to draw bc he's pretty:tm: and i struggle drawing pretty boys but yuder put me through the wringer fr#anyway!! i love them very much!! going a little insane over them as you can see!!
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