#stressful lives yall live
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yall look borderline high HELPWJDHJEJD😭😭😭
Digging through my photos, and found an old picture of me and @not-a-cannibal-1.
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imagine what I could get done if I slept more than 4 hours a night
#hi#me#my face#selfie#penguin socks#hockey is stressing me OUT#so are 36 other things#girls with tattoos#girls who lift#cute girl#pretty people#I bought a jumpsuit and it is so comfy I'm in love#now it is a hassle when it's time to pee but like#i can live with that#happy weekend#ya girl is exhausted#send help#tranquilize me capn#anyway#be my friend#let's analyze the end of the Romanov dynasty together shall we#I have lots to say#wombats#message me#i love yall#love me#if you're reading this choose a nail color#hot girl shit#later taters
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nesta literally telling feyre that shes going to fucking died from the babe in an unpleasant way is literally just an argumental point for rhys stans to use to cover up the fact he LITERALLY hide a medical information from feyre?!?!?!? bro HE was the on who started this shit not fucking nesta????
it was rhysand's fault, he started this shit by being a stupid bitch who decided to not tell feyre
#anti feysand#neutral feyre#anti rhysand#anti acotar#pro nesta archeron#pro nesta#pro archeron sisters#“but what if shes stressed?” SHE LITERALLY FACED THE FUCKING WEAVER AND DIED SAVING PRYTHIAN SHE'LL FUCKING LIVE IF SHE WAS TOLD ABOUT THIS#none of this wouldnt been a fucking problem if RHYSAND ISNT A FUCKING ABUSER#actually NO ALL OF THIS WOULDNT HAPPEN IF FEYRE JUST FUCKING KILL HIM#KILL THAT BITCH FEYRE U DESERVED TO#RUNAWAY AND LIVE FREELY GIRL#FREE MY GIRL FEYRE!!!!!!!!#the fact stans ignored that nesta literally apologized to feyre in acosf and rhysand has not ONCE spat out the word “sorry” IN ANY OF THE#FUCKING SERIES#LITERALLY IN CHAPTER 54 ACOMAF ALL HE DO IS YAP YAP AND BLAB BLAB LIEK SHUT THE FUCK UP U STUPID BITCH#“i have a sad backstory :((( pls excused my horrid actions :(((” WOMP WOMP BITCH#you guys need to remember that rhysand has never ONCE apologized for all the horrible actions he did to feyre#yall claim to be feyre stans and proceed to defend this shit is fucking gross#sorry for this very angry rant in the tags yall
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don’t let sukuna being a hater ass bitch distract you from the fact that yuji is HIM
#i can’t stress this enough he been in this sorcery bs for 6 months and he’s tied the black flash record and learned rct#like sorry some of yalls faves could NNNNEVAH#like a certain special grade sorcerer who has no domain no rct no black flash no barrier tech—#but n e ways the day my son punches sukuna into the airport is the day i will truly live#bc that’s what he deserves for being taken advantage of and psychologically tortured#AND seeing his friend being psychologically tortured in an arguably worse way#we r so back#i know gege will somehow twist it so that sukuna gets out of this again but lemme have this for a few days LMAOOOO#they could never make me hate you yuji itadori#jujutsu kaisen#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 256#i think?? idk???#i keep forgetting these chap numbers its really crazy#early onset dementia kicking in full force for me#yuji itadori
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The other day I had such a bad breakdown where I was wandering mindlessly around campus like some feral beast. Nah.. perhaps I was more akin to a hunted rabbit. But regardless, a thing about me is that I was born and raised catholic, by my Hispanic parents, so for the first 14 years of my life all I ever knew were the endless cycles of Spanish prayers and mass. You say the words "Padre nuestro" and the next lines of prayer fall out of my mouth unbitted, unwilling. Say "Santa maria" and I'll be staring blankly in space, spewing the same words I said every day as I was driven to school, to church, to some random outing at the whims of my parents. Anyways, I haven't gone to church in over 7 years. but man, what a bad break it was, if I ran head-first to the chapel on campus, and cried at the feet of some random priest who didnt even know my name
#vent post#vent#religious trauma#<- jic anyone doesn't wanna read that stuff#idk why i wrote it oddly poetic but man i was not having a good time#immediately after confession I purge-puked for the first time in over 6 years. blergh#im doing fine yall. don't fret. These....stress episodes come an go. I'll be good for the next 6 months or so#that's my usual cycle at least. definitely not healthy. but I can't help it in this sort of society.#Literally the solution to this will be “dont go to school. and dont live under your parents thumb” which i reasonably cant do for the-#-next few years.#but one day at a time. as always <3
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you've said before that you struggled with stress ulcers in 2020, iirc? have you found a way to manage them effectively besides just, you know, not being stressed? i've had them constantly for a few months now and it's incredibly painful but the stress is due to circumstances outside my control. thank you for your time <3
I went on anti anxiety medication, that helped. Beyond that, I don't have much advice in terms of diy stress reduction. I am not a very anxious or stressed person by nature so it really hit me hard (also due to factors outside my control) and if I hadn't begun taking meds for it idk what I would have done.
#asks#fun fact: if you are not often anxious you have no fucking idea how to begin to manage it when you suddenly are#i didn't even realize it was anxiety at first i genuinely thought i had cancer or something. then i found out it was stress and i was like#sorry but some of yall live like this all the time??? i was ready to irradiate myself after one month
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this site is insane lmao what do u mean u run a discourse blog for fun.
#Al's ramblings#just stumbling across these people stresses me tf out how do yall live like that#get a hobby 🗣️📢
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k i thiiiiink i'm gonna close my inbox for a Bit bc there is... so much in there... and more gets buried with each new ask & i Want to get to them all! but there are ninety-five (95!) asks in that box rn. and i know from experience that if i don't take care of it that number will build to ungodly levels, and then it'll get so overwhelming i won't be able to get myself to answer Any <3
#its just that i want to respond to Most with scribbles#and since it takes me so long to do anything#especially lately with... everything that's happening... my Motivation and Energy has been more drained than normal#and 'normal' is already at Low Levels!#but yeah and i just Want To Get To Everyone#there are some real good asks in there!#but then each new one is like Oh I Wanna Do That#YALL ARE GIVING ME TOO MANY TASTY RECIPES!!!#i cant bake 95 cakes at once!!!!#all of this said affectionately ofc#i never imagined my lil art blog's inbox would ever reach double digits#let alone nearing triples!#i just need to take things a bit slower than usual. implement some personal moderation yk yk#absolutely unprompted#do i know when the box will reopen? nope!#in all honesty it might be a couple months... idk idk. idk!#my life is very uncertain and stressful and will be for At least until november#mid-november probably. late november. perhaps even early december...#depends on how quickly i get settled in my New living situation or how fast i empty the inbox#cause im moving late october... i just dont know!#everything is kinda falling apart! but its fine its fine . i will work on asks and art#*will graham voice* this is my escape#there are several that im excited to get around to!#mainly a couple'a Lights Out ones but there are Others as well...#if you were planning on sending an ask. uh. sorry!#im grabbing your tongue and shoving it back in your face. hush.#edit: AND i wanna respond to some replies cause those get sooo neglected#its like my brain says 'you can either respond to replies or asks. not both. die'#and i have to be all 'thanks cool thats totally reasonable! perish'
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the irony of me thinking of mizu and akemi as two halves of a whole who complete each other, as the sun to the other's moon, as twin flames whose lives are intrinsically entwined; akemi is a part of mizu's soul and saving akemi in episode 8 is also symbolic of mizu saving herself—
me genuinely believing all that, all of which is inherently romantic. yet somehow i simply do not ship them at all and do not want them to end up together.
#i do want them to be exes however.#i imagine their relationship would be passionate but inevitably short-lived and bittersweet#they'll be besties afterwards though#i think if akemi was more messed up and they had more onscreen chemistry i'd be more inclined to ship them#but as of now i see them like “it makes SO much sense!!!! it does not compel me though.”#also i cannot stress enough that this is just a personal opinion yall can dream about them smooching if you want#i know im the only one who understands these two though#/lighthearted of course. it should be obvious but alas i suppose it's not cuz it's the internet and yall do not know me#not tagging this with the ship for obvious reasons#shut up haydar#fandom.rtf
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reminder this pride month that labels are tools to describe and discover yourself, not rigid cages you need to be stuck in ❤️
reminder that it is always okay to change what labels you use 🧡
reminder that it is always ok to not identify with a label at all 💛
reminder that it is not your job to police how other people identify based on abstract criteria 💚
reminder that you are under no obligation to tell anyone how you identify 💙
reminder that if you do change your labels or discover something new about yourself, you werent “wrong” for identifying how you did, you have simply grown and changed as a person 💜
happy pride month yall 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
#i will scream this forever#this was such a journey i had to go on personally to figure this out#i used to hang out with a group of people who were very adamant on specific labels#and i ended up having a full on identiy crisis IN MIDDLE SCHOOL#when i couldnt ‘figure it out’ i was so stressed and broken and felt like i didnt know myself#and then i realized ✨i didnt actually have to have it all figured out✨#thats the beauty of being queer besties#its the discovery#learning about yourself and your relationship with other people#its a beautiful and human thing to change#i HATE it when people say what makes us human is love. its really not.#i personally know dogs that love better than humans.#and that’s exclusionary to aroace folks#what makes us human imo is change#YOURE ALLOWED TO CHANGE!!!!#YOURE ALLOWED TO GROW!!!#LIVE YOUR LIFR HOWEVER YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE BESTIE!!!#BE YOURSELF#AND YOU DONT EVEN REALLY NEED TO KNOW WHO THAT IS!!#DISCOVER YOURSELF BESTIES!!!#have fun with it! get funky!! idfc how you identify! do what feels right for you!!#(as long as you are not actively harming anyone else)#happy pride yall#tipytalks#pride#gay#lesbian#transgender#trans#lgbtq positivity
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Just imagined a complex animated short about Bloodmoon huntin for ye good ol blood except it was in the perspective of one of the children that get hunted.
I almost made myself cry.
#Like it was a huge punch in the gut#the silly don't feel so silly no morein this context#dca fandom#bloodmoon twins#you just want your mom to be happy again and what happened#sams bloodmoon#sun and moon show bloodmoon#fnaf bloodmoon#like you hear on bbc news that this Infamous red monster has killed 100s of families in poverty and everyone's panicking and trying to#evacuate the city but yall neck deep in poverty so on top of struggling to get food on your plate every night you also gotta somehow find#the money to move and everyone is trying and trying and working themselves until their exausted and stressed and sick and mom is struggling#and sad and dad is struggling and sad while rich people ride their private jets into the sunset and everyone's sad and depressed and crying#because no one deems your lives important because you're poor and you just wondering why mom keeps crying and dad have time to play anymore#and you are just barely grasping any of this you're like 8 and after all that hard work of 80° days and sleepless nights it's to late and#everyone is getting killed except for you because you're small and weaseled your way out of it but not for long because here it comes and#you're run as fast as your little weak legs can go with your heart pound out your chest and you're crying and screaming and your voice is#cracking from screaming but no one hears you or is too scared to save you and just like your parents you lose hope and strength too and you#cant run anymore and you fall to the ground and cry (the ugly cry) and the silly has come to harvest ye good ol blood and you're dead and-
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#sage's diary#009#11/20/2024#(meant to post this like WAY earlier today but forgor lol)#anyways#this one goes out to all my online friends who i haven't the chance to meet irl#hope u guys know if i wasnt broke i would absolutely be traveling to hang out with yall#always really does break my heart to hear abt problems friends are having and being. powerless to help#that or even just hearing some of them talk about how touchstarved they are :(#i wish i was able to do more outside of reassurance through voice calls or text.....#maybe one day.. one day i'll try to make something happen#in other news i cannot fucking WAIT to move out dude. getting tired of living in this apartment its driving me crazy#ive honestly just been lowkey (highkey) stressed about moving out in general. given the circumstances im in#i just hope its decently smooth sailing#don't wanna get TOO much into it. lest i ruin my mood tonight#anyways time to be stuck in my mind palace while trying to draw. again
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literally so funny how internet leftists will be like "ummm actually using drugs is bad and evil and destroying society (I know bc the us govt and/or some random conspiracy theorist told me so 😌) and anyone who thinks we should end the stigma around drug use and try to make it safer for users is actually just trying to destroy America" but then they'll also turn right around and go "don't forget to take your meds!!! remember if you can't make your own dopamine store bought is fine ❤️. end the stigma around needing lifelong medication!!!"
like girl are you somehow laboring under the delusion that like xanax is safer and more effective at treating mental illness than LSD or ketamine or even like MDMA bc boy do I have some news for you
#this is us focused bc thats where i live and where i have encountered drug culture#i am sure similar or even the same dynamics exist elsewhere but since i dont know the nuances ill let them speak for themselves#like imagine thinking doctors are more trustworthy than ur average street dealer 😐 could NOT be me#dealers i know would never just prescribe incredibly dangerous drugs at dangerous doses on such a mass scale#that sanctions actually have to be placed on them which prevent them from PRESCRIBING MEDS TO PEOPLE#i just dont have the us medical system boot lodged inside my throat i guess#bitches will be like 'im really concerned about your weed intake' and not say a damn word abt my Klonopin which is FAR more dangerous#benzo withdrawals are no fucking joke. you can die if you do it wrong. the 'withdrawals' people report w weed are literally just like.#irritability and nausea. which in every person ive ever met was not actually withdrawals but just a result if them being stressed#bc they were no longer using weed to relax lmfao. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ whatever tho yall just keep on trustin Mr. Richard Nixon#anyway if ur depressed pop a molly. i have never felt happiness like molly happiness
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Hey guys could you please tell me that if i have bad vision it's not like, the end of the world AND I CAN STILL LIVE LATER AND EVERYTHING im kinda panicking about my eyes again and my ophthalmologist appointment is pretty soon :'] i feel like my vision has gotten worse this year so i really don't know how to calm down (
#sobsob#des-shitpost#i think i should stop staying up late alll night firstly#ahajahah#im also scared that I'll be blamed and anry at for this#after the appointment#because yeah OBVIOUSLY it's my fault but like-#hnnn don't be angry at me im stressing out enough . imo#<'3#the reason i stay up at night lately is one friend that WOULDN'T RESPOND TO ME DURING DAY. AT ALL. ALWAYS#even though we live basically in the same city like she has the same time as me#and i really wanna takk to her abt gravity falls#and ughhh only at night we can talk of course!!! im upset#sobbing#even simple words would calm me down#you tumblr guys are so comfy tbh#and supportive??#i love yall
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ok so like. is it too much too ask for a heads up when entire areas of the living space you pay rent for is rearranged by your roommates or am i just a freak weirdo with control issues.
#j.txt#genuine question. especialy when i have Brought This Up Before that it massively stresses me out#to have my things moved without my consent or foreknowledge#woke up to half the kitchen cabinets in completely new arrangements and never even a courtesy just letting u know we moved things#and when I said hey can yall maybe tell me when you move stuff i get an oh well we didnt know we were gonna rearrange until we did. ok?#is it wildly outside the range of possibility to send even a 'hey kitchen got rearranged' text ???? considering its My Place of Living Also#like. Im just so frustrated and resentful that the scant times i manage to bring up a boundary or request#all i get is a well its not a big deal. It Fucking Is. To ME .
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#ive had such a stressful day and this is all fucking stupid#im gonna go read fanfiction and think about the fanfiction im not writing#yall can live in reality but i dont wanna#personal t#anyway i dont believe a word anyone says because they are all being weird and stupid#i only trust max and they're muzzling him too#(by they i mean helmut and christian btw all you people are fine)
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