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guys I cant keep lying by omission I do Have to say . it's not that I dont ship qyz with anyone its literally just that I do Nawt like seeing him with yy to be so honest with you
#j.txt#SORRY IM FRINGE AND NICHE AND NOT EVEN A TRUE HATER. I like yy a lot also just Not With Him yknow#also like. oh this is so embarrasing but its going to be revealed eventually anyways so fuck it#um. qyz is the single character whose ever gotten me into ocxcanon ahaha[<laughing like a man expecting tomatoes and boos off the stage]#I KNOW ITS CRINGE I KNOW /EYE/ AM CRINGE . BUT A MAN MUST BE ALLOWED TO HAVE SOMETHING TO KEEP HIM GOING YES?#I just think I could give him what he deserves and more....... I crafted him a loving narrative parallel and even in some ways foil.....#[sniffles pathetically]I just dont talk abt it publicly much bc honest2god if ppl hate my oc I Will take it personal. bleeding heart & all#but Im getting so brave about it and like. I do genuinely want to share some with others bc thee facking worldbuilding I am having to do#to make this shit work. tian AH .and it gives me excuse to just headcanon a ton of unrelated stuff for qyz himself so yknow#Still putting in my Work as a minor underdeveloped character stanšŖ#oh forgot 2 say Also its very rare but I Have seen qyz shipped w other canon characters and liked it !! like sqx which tbh is kindof cute<3
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Thinking to myself āman itās a good thing there nine mechanisms to project my disabilities onto, wouldnāt want people to think Iām headcanoning them to have an unrealistic amount of issues.ā When itās like, I have all these issues! And some people have way more comorbidities than me!
#the mechanisms#i donāt only hc my disabilties onto them#like the LM/MC. someone i am close with has that. not me#but still i project *mostly* issues i have or similar#like i definitely dont have ocd but i have enough similaries in symptoms and my anxiety has previously manifested with ocd tendencies#as well as anxiety driven delusions. that it makes sense to just. like. tick it up a bit more for the hc#obviously research is done re conditions i dont have#but also the words are easier that way#it *hard* to explain my symptoms that overlap and muddle with other disorders so it doesnt make sense to do so for a hc#not when im describing it for my own purposes and not typically if i were to be discussing it w#it with someone else#anyway its ivy. i think that makes sense#part of me also wants to headcanon her to be a hoarder#because i struggle with that#but i think shes a good archivist and those seem to be mutually exclusive#unless she is hoarding non library/archive things i suppose#this isnāt just about ocd this is about many many things#my body doesnt work right and it does so in ways people just Never Talk Aboutā¦.#the point is that if i headcanoned one character to have all the same exact problems i do it would seem excessive#when its not its just my life#and again other people have way more comorbidies than me!#fun fact: all your body shit is connected to all your other body shit
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I gotta slow down on art or else I'll have to wear the wrist brace of shame
#wolfgen posting#i say this while having multiple things i still want to draw and a wip i'm working on#i have a whole checklist of things i want to get around to drawing#there's like 12 things in that checklist i haven't done yet#there's also this redraw of something i drew years ago that i've been working on#i don't think i'll post the original cause i kind of don't really like it actually but hey!#when i finish the redraw you guys will get to see that#maybe i'll start posting more about my headcanons and stuff and not accidentally burn myself out w/ art
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nancy having trouble in spaces with a lot of people because even though she can work a crowd so well, she hates when the attention is on herself because everyone has a mythos version of her in their mind so none of the interactions are real anyways
#nancy 'irish goodbye' drew#reading old headcanons abt her and i love my past idea of her being mythologized in some way.#having books written about her and her very public detective work... made up stories but still#post her disappearance a lot of randos acting like they knew her... pretending to still be in contact#w her...
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Probably unpopular opinion butā¦ James would have been a better parent than Lily, and probably would have been the one to adjust to parenthood the easiest.
oooooh, controversial, anon
i feel like my answer to this would be equally unpopular but i agree with you
and the thing is, there's no specific reason for it, either. absolutely no basis in canon (where we see examples of lily's parenthood, not james) but i just--am really biased towards my boy ykno?
in addition to viewing james as nurturing/like a caretaker, i also feel like lily was the more selfish of the two. and more independent as well. so she would take time to adjust to this entire human depending on her whereas james is a fkn sponge--he'll love having harry attached to him at all times. he was also a lonely child who adored his parents and wanted something similar to that whereas lily's family situation was, well. ykno.
so yeah, i dont know if i'd call it a better parent, exactly (james was almost def the more indulgent of the two, and would always put harry's happiness over everything, even if it could be detrimental so he had his faults) but i do think he was a natural parent and it came harder to lily.
#hi yes im back to the unpopular opinions#wdym they're a month old huh#women are demonised in media yada yada yada i know#but let me live w my silly little headcanons#major disclaimer that these r all opinions#(the fact that i have to caveat my posts lol)#its all precautionary bc ive always had the best anons but still. just in case.#i also think there was a moment of like--parental jealousy? on lily's end#where she's sad and envious at how quickly j&h got close and how easy it is for him but she has to work hard#and then she has a convo ab it with sirius#whos like 'listen its the pitfalls of being around james potter--u always feel inadequate'#(reminds me of the line from FoD where lily tells harry that being with overachievers can be tough)#and he tells her james has always been a natural carer#that doesnt mean shes bad at it. she just needs time#also he relates to her fears and anxieties more#coming from a dysfunctional family himself#so yeah#penās asks
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shout out to all my canon-writing mutuals for not taking any of my shippy shitposts as like, a serious & passive aggressive attempt to manipulate them into shipping with me, or whatever that one joyless anon thought i was doing lmfao.
#i have since deleted that ask bc /le shrug#but i do still think about it sometimes lmfao#and the fact that most of what i'd posted up to that point#abt anais and astarion specifically#were either headcanons that could work w/ ANY dynamic#(or changed/dropped depending on my partner's portrayal)#or straight up shitposts#like calm down eat a moonpie#leave me alone to vibe on my own blog#!a suspicious lack of dragons. ( ooc )#tbd.#blacklist for less soft nonsense.#anywhomst i hope y'all are havin a great day!!!! <3
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#WAHOOI#I'm gods favorite princess. Levi&Shiva connection. Jill focus. ANCIENT BEEF#OR!!!!? ANCIENT ALLIES??? a mutually agreed upon thing??#also.... my secret T headcanon of 'minor nobility' meaning an assimilated one is not thrown out entirely. so....#frankly even possible as a political reality now#headcanon terence backstory babey we're still in the game#will b thinking about those evil empire murals forever now!!!!! Thanks!!!!#spoilers#'sacrifice a child' so either we got a kid locked out of time stuck as a levi companion/dominant#or that child was Jill??#And they're talking about a more recent peace???#is that giving more credit than is deserved. or am I getting implied timelines jumbled. mayb#BUT LIKE WEREN'T NORTHERN TERRITORIES DEALING W BLIGHT AND FORCED TO SURRENDER AND THATS WHY JILL WAS A WARD. SURE LOOKS NOT BLIGHTED#and they said not that it was her 'hometown' necessarily but the northern territories during the stream so ????#i have to listen to the trailer again closely when I'm not at work so I can. hear everything properly LOL
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man okay so iāve been thinking about the ending and the ways i think itās flawed/my frustrations with it, but also why it does still work enough for me to at least not ruin the series as a whole/how it still tries to fit with the themes?? and iāve also been applying headcanon to make it work better for me and to make me feel happier about the series overall, so if youāre curious!! take this post lol. (under the cut for length + manga spoilers for the whole series below!)
What initially bugged me about the ending most of all, and I finally managed to put it in words lol, is that there was never an explanation for how Mikey and Takemichi managed to leap back in time and fix everything. Because of that, to me, the key message of āeveryone can be savedā and more importantly/centrally, ārely on your friends/donāt try and take on everything aloneā gets muddied a bit?? Because it feels more like luck that things happened to work out. Like, Mikey finally puts his full trust in Takemichi and as a result - he ends up killing him!! And seemingly only manages to go back in time due to āluckā/an unexplained miracle. So the message it seems to (accidentally) send is that Mikey was right to try and take on everything alone, because when he put his trust in Takemichi he like. ended up killing him/his worst fear was confirmed??
That perspective on it was enough to put me off the series for a bit ngl, but I still love Tokyo Revengers overall - it has so much good in it that I really wanted to keep liking it, and I do think that the series isnāt completely ruined by the ending! And the main reason Iāve come to think that is because despite everything I just said... even if itās only indirectly, it is Mikey choosing to open up to Takemichi and trusting him (by releasing his dark impulses after Takemichi said he could handle them) that led to the chain of events that triggered the happy ending. Like, in the end, he believed in Takemichi and trusted him to save him, and was rewarded for that narratively by being given the chance to time leap along with him. The message of ātrusting/relying on othersā is still there, in the end, even if itās not as strong as it couldāve been as a result of the indirect way it happens. Hopefully that makes sense, and I hope it can help people come to be at peace with the ending a bit more to think about how it fits the themes of the series!
But also, as for my own reading of the ending... Iāve applied some headcanons that make it work even better for me as well, without actually contradicting canon (I hope). Headcanons are as follows:
So in my mind, Shinichiroās curse actually had two aspects to it. The first was the punishment for choosing to kill in order to gain the power - but that punishment was technically already paid when Kazutora killed him later on. So Mikeyās curse/dark impulses was, according to this headcanon, not actually a result of Shinichiro becoming a murderer at all - most likely it was just due to the old manās malice, wanting to hurt the people around Shinichiro as well.
Shinichiro being punished was fair, Mikey being punished for someone elseās crime wasnāt. So maybe the universe (yes, i am giving the universe some level of sentience here lol) gave Mikey a chance to break that curse, if he chose to open up about his struggles and didnāt try and take everything on alone. That couldāve been the condition for breaking the curse for any number of reasons - Mikey has always had a fixation on being āstrongā and a hatred of weakness, so maybe the universe just decided that that was a suitable condition, since heād have to overcome his flaws to do so??
Of course, predictably, Mikey did try and take it all on alone and refused to open up. And Iām not blaming him for that! He clearly thought it was both the only way to protect everyone, and was also deeply afraid of rejection from the people he loved if he actually talked about his issues - on top of letting them down/burdening them. But the point is - if you interpret the curse this way, the final time leap at the end of canon makes sense - it was because Mikey choosing to trust Takemichi to shoulder his burdens fulfilled the condition for breaking the curse. Thatās still sort ofĀ the case even without headcanons, but here itās much more directly a result of how the curse functions to begin with, so (at least to me) it feels much less like luck that things worked out??
Hopefully that explanation made some kind of sense LOL i might just be talking nonsense or being pretentious, and if so I apologize!! But for me, I like the concept because itās just expanding on themes that are already present in Tokyo Revengers just a little more. Personally, if I had to rely too much on headcanon to fix everything, Iād still be super dissatisfied, but since I can tell what Wakui was going for/that message of the story is still present canonically to some extent, Iāve come to feel decently satisfied with the ending overall now!
On another note, Iāve also seen people complain that the show loses impact by making Mikeyās actions a result of the supernatural and not trauma, since it turns the show from an explanation of real-life issues into just a convenient curse that explains everything. I actually think this is a completely fair criticism tbh, but I tend to imagine that what drove Mikey to violence was actually a result of the curse AND his trauma mixing together. Specifically, the curse caused the violent urges, but it was his trauma that led to him being unable to resist them, and his views on strength and weakness that led to him being unable to manage them healthily, if that makes sense??
Anyway this post is already too long so. Share your thoughts and headcanons on the ending below, Iād love to hear them!! <3
#ooc#i'm terrible at putting things in words so i apologize if this is a mess/makes no sense otl ><#i personally also like to headcanon that mikey still struggles from after-effects of the curse in the final timeline.#like struggles with empathy and emptiness at times. that way it feels more realistic in that his trauma and issues weren't erased; he just#now knows how to deal with them better...#my position is basically that the ending without headcanon applied = okay/passable; thanks to the themes that /are/ present#and with headcanons applied = actually works pretty well; at least for me#i want to type more but idk what to add so i'll just press post now i think. ;w;#headcanons.
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I will NOT make any more blogs until I do smth interesting w Psyche and Arling but. man.
I got hit w muse for, of all fucking muses. Emil (and Dav and Siri by association)
#ooc#tbd#mannnnnnnnnnnnn#Emil's actually like An Adult now#wow#still on his stoner bullshit#like this morning I just had this distinct thought of him playing minecraft w Dav lying on his shoulder and like#questioning and nitpicking everything he does#and just when he gets them to agree to stop bitching#Siri walks onto the room and smacks him upside the head and says why arent you working#sis it is 930 in the morning#and then the freza came on my playlist on my way to work#and they're my headcanon Sound for Siri and her band
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father grimaldi: forgive me, lord, for i have sinned. constantine: ā understatement of the bloody century, that is. father grimaldi: the chapel is closed to the public! who are you? how did you get in here . . .? constantine: did you know vatican city has the highest per-capita crime rate of any nation state in the world? i'd have thought a touch of breaking and entering's pretty much par for the course around here.
so #1, an undeniable slay.
#2, how long do we think he was sitting in the confessional booth waiting for the guy to wake up from ellie's fake vision quest. like an hour? checking his light, practicing his Big Reveal Pose TM? he probably brought a book with him and just shoved it underneath the seat cushion when it was time to show off.
#3, knowing how intensely he studied & continues to study in order to teach himself magic at such an absurdly advanced level without any teachers to formally guide him? and how that level of dedication would absolutely carry over into researching a mark / making sure he had every corner of a confidence scheme nailed down pat? i like to imagine that the day before this meeting was spent with his severely under-caffeinated ass parked at a public library computer, squinting at articles for 'most important things to know about vatican city before you travel' or 'top 10 little-known facts about vatican city' and using the back of his boarding pass to take notes on what would be the best throwaway line to blow off all the usual questions with.
also, he probably woke up still in his travel clothes less than two hours before this scene and had to hustle to get suited up in time for his Dramatic Apparition. the demon blood was boiling so bad in that chapel that it was giving him a killer migraine. he didn't get breakfast so his stomach was growling the ENTIRE time. but all that meant was he had plenty of room to eat UP the runway and that's EXACTLY what the fuck he did.i'm
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#always torn in half between 'john is a freaky little weirdo who just Knows Things and Picks Up Vibes and it usually works for him'#and 'john is the most Normal Dude in the whole london occult scene he just works w/ magic like a grad student prepping for finals week'#and you know what? the answer is always 'Both. Both is good.'#also on the one hand i'm truly obsessed with the idea of john just?? Always having a bunch of weird trivia available w/ his eidetic memory#like he read about the apostolic palace once in a book when he was with the peace convoy and his brain latched onto it forever#and it just Happens to become convenient later on and this happens VERY often and no one ever really knows how he does it#but there is a real real charm in considering that he's still Just A Guy beneath all the layers of false confidence and mysticism#still someone who had to work to get to where he is now and who will always have to work to Maintain as well#i like the mental image of him pacing around his temporary digs with index cards and drilling all the necessary details for the scam#or him and ellie getting blasted the night before and dramatically playing out their Big Final Confrontation to iron out all the beats#you just Know they were laughing til they cried workshopping shit like 'MY OLD ADVERSARY! WE MEET AGAIN!' and 'DO YOUR WORST HELLSPAWN!'#still trying to keep straight faces the day of the fake fight while drastically improvising to try and throw each other off their game#idk!!! i always enjoy the Strange and Off-Putting things about him but all of the Really Really Human stuff is also just. so so precious#we always get to see The Myth The Legend as shaped by the errors of The Man. but especially in later years actually SEEING The Man gets rar#all this to say that for every perfectly executed and properly horrifying loom out of the shadows with a glimmer of his freaky glowing eyes#there is always at LEAST half an hour or more practicing angles + expressions + mood lighting in the mirror going on behind the scenes#and that is very very special to me!!!!#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.#( visage. ) AND I'M A BASTARD.#sched.
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ok now that im less hungry
Disco Elysium Daemon AU where Harry's daemon mutates to different, strange forms. Strange mimicries of animals, all mixed together and yet still very distinctive of each other. Yes, his Daemon is the forms of all his Furies, and doesn't talk at all. His voice is all inside Harry's head unless *she wants to*.
Kim had known of the legend of the can-opener, whos alcoholism and addiction to drugs had begun to manifestate in damage on his external soul, but couldn't believe his eyes when seeing a Horned Bear transmutate 5 different times in enormous animals that didn't exist in real life in a three minute span while Harry chatted with Garte.
#im wondering what animals they should be tho#im sure that Encyclopedia is Taotie yes yes#anyways#disco elysium#headcanoning#dont hit me#if u wanna take this you can w im Bored At Work and i guess im still hungry#i wanna be at home and completing the game tjo why must my jorb blueball me#kim small rapacious bird being like āwhat the fuckā and then getting used fast
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i refuse to let clamp off the hook for underutilising himawari's fucking fascinating character setup and traits but on a less serious level im obsessed with the concept of her as an instigator of chaos.
like she's way less airheaded than she seems and it doesn't come off like Default Airhead Girl Behaviour or even Default Girl Companion That Ships Her Friends primarily (like not as hard as some other series by comparison I mean she's very I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE by default) specifically she just seems like someone that thoroughly enjoys being a little shit in a sincere way and giggling at her dumbass friends and has a shade of high emotional intelligence about it all. like she's just girl of all time. she's i don't know where im going with this just take this low effort meme from when i watched the holic stage play on youtube this isn't a coherent thought it's like 2am ill come up with better thoughts later
#ive seen kaguya sama and i know chika is a little bit rotted as a human being but we need to think about himas agent of chaos potential#this is all my personal intepretation but in general i find her a very cool character and working with the barebones framework is still fun#shes got so many interesting character traits#like how shes totally hooked on horror and spooky stuff more than the guys#but it has a distinct contrast with her deep fucking trauma and daily struggles with her curse-but-not-cause#theres smth that feels part coping mechanism part catharsis and part just straight up gap moe abt that#like....girl of all time#also her being depicted a lot either in rly bright sunny tones OR gothic lolita and no inbetween#i mean the joy of holic is everyone is basically posable dolls dressed up in whatever outfits you want but like its still a theme#and like we are given tidbits and small bits and pieces of her personality and interests and its not enough but its rly cool to think abt#they underused her frfr but what we do learn in how she reacts to stuff and bounces off other characters is so AAA#its wild how shes kinda a main character but kinda not in such a deeply fleshed out character driven story#i know shes a key player w loads of strong emotional moments but shes overshadowed a lot and it makes me wanna write mad headcanons#i find myself wondering how she copes day to day with her situation and how itd impact her personality around other people and self image#IDK you could write entire books abt her#but mostly: shes sillay#shes a little bit of a blank slate fill in the gaps but my brain is more than happy to supplement vibes and guesses#hima does not read as het to me because queer friendship groups work on stand user logic#i have a few fic ideas where it deep dives on her life as an adult and her push and pull w social interaction#but its early days on that so any details would b not very interesting past the conceot stage lol#i rly gotta get my ass to writing more fic but brain is a fuck writing longform is haaard unless its like idk visual novel formatting#anyway this is just nothing im not aiming for interaction here i just have half baked thoughts abt himawari the girl of all time#also hima kinda goes through hell and back so doing her dumbass 3 person comedy routine w her dumbass frisnds must be of big fuckin solace#its like that post about just being a girl who wants to have fun . she wants to have fun w friends#AND THAT IS OK justice for hima idk i love her even if she got the short end of the stick for deeply long term focused character writing
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shout out to Devo la Main for making me autistic thanks king
#Iām still kinda at the āmaybe Iāll just not look at it <3 Iāve got too much going onā stage lmao#but. Iām like. reasonably sure. it connects a lot of dots. biggest hurdle if Iāve seen myself as allistic w adhd for so long itās. weird.#anyway thanks Devo for being so autistic I had no choice but to headcanon it and then kinda go wait a minute. uh. me too??????#idk Iām still working out my feelings about this. he helps as he so often does <3#icarus is talking#taz
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TDI Advice wanted!
Hi TD fans! I'm planning a rewrite of TDI, the cast will be 18 for in-universe reasons (think legal contracts, I'm not gonna be weird about them). I'm aiming to make it more realistic and in line with the 2007 aesthetic, i.e era appropriate lingo & references, mobile phones are rare, homophobia is a bigger concern etc, but I'm wondering how far I should take it?
In the end I'll write what I enjoy, but should I lean more heavily into the gritty side of reality TV both on and behind the screen, include more notable sexism, potential slurs and creepy behaviours etc? The point is for there to be believable drama in-universe and the topics planned all have some merit to be present. I have some hard lines I'll never cross (see last tags on the post for those curious) and I want people familiar with the themes to feel seen rather than exploited reading it.
At the end of the day the cast are just youngsters getting to know each other and themselves. I want to humanize them and write believable conflicts without demonizing anyone, it is intended as a character driven story after all. But I also want to know what others think would make for an enjoyable read/take on the show.
The cast will inevitably diverge from their canon counterparts, but I am unsure how to handle certain characters, an example being LeShawna. She's clearly based on a racist stereotype, but her personality, background and lingo are a huge part of her appeal and I'd rather portray her in a better light than change her from the ground up. If you have any pointers I can keep in mind for her or anyone else you think is often portrayed poorly in canon or fanon then please let me hear your takes! This goes for non-TDI castmates as well, even if they don't show up in the story I wanna know what people think does and doesn't work for them and their tropes/traits cause it might still be relevant!
#Td#Tdi#Total drama#Id love any opinions no matter how personal or miniscule. Even outside of fic writing I love hearing theories/analyses.#Also: I already have some things very strongly set in stone so I won't change this project to perfectly appease someone else's vision#Some charas will inevitably be OOC at points but I am using canon information and what we know from stuff like other seasons and their bios#-as my basis for most things. Because while I want to explore some unrelated topics I still want this to be the TD cast. Not my OCs.#That said there will be personal headcanons thrown in. But I hope they flow well with canon and don't stand out as a sore thumb.#Some HCs might replace canon traits but only if I think they were bad/random or underdeveloped.#And if you have songs you think fit the campers pls send them my way! Good character playlists really helps w getting into their headspace#While I am a huge IOTS fan I don't intend to reference it in my work. No gore or character deaths because that stuff is too impactful both-#-for the characters and for the show in-universe. It would derail everything which is what makes IOTS work but is unfitting here.#All TWs will be listed once I start writing. I'm happy to tag niche phobias/squicks/TWs as well so if you're interested in reading but-#-worry that something specific might be included then just ask! No matter how silly it might seem I've got you covered.#What I won't include: SA nor heavy sexism/racism. I might not touch racism much at all outside of beauty standards/racist tv tropes.#Any heavy topic included will be approached with a lot of care and consideration for those affected. There will be 0 shock value inclusions
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kylo ren has very little interest in history. he knows the bare minimum of the clone wars & jedi execution , but nothing of its key players . he cherry picks events that he does know to better suit his narrative . . . particularly , darth vader and the galactic empire's reign of terror over the galaxy . this could partially be from the shielding of his bloodline as a child or the simple erasure of the past . . . but mostly, he just doesn't care. knowledge doesn't fulfill his needs in his pursuit for power & meaning .
this disinterest predates even ben's fall to the dark side. master luke often hand selected ben solo to be his companion on jedi artifact recovery missions because of the padawan's inattention during traditional 'classroom' history lessons ( among other reasons ). and while ben did express an interest in these field trips , he found more joy in leaving ossus & the stuffiness of the jedi temple than the education itself. it's easier to drone out your master when there's places to EXPLORE. distractions. imminent danger.
ben solo / kylo ren is very much a study of the phrase those who fail to learn from history are doomed to repeat it .
#( ā you need a teacher * headcanons )#i think any force ghost or prequel muses would be extremely frustrated dealing w/ kylo in particular because he is SO /PURPOSELY/ ignorant#some of it is my own lack of knowledge of SW lore (i'm still working thru the Clone Wars rn) but MOST is intentional#this all being said ... i feel like post-redemption ben realizes the necessity to know the history of the galaxy and spends most#if not the rest of his life trying to learn the truth
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drawing is difficult for me and writing is something iām considerably better at soooooā¦
written list of ideas i have for a humanoid design for bellum bc i think im finally zeroing in on something after a few uhhh years of brainstorming
(if you read this and have like. some ideas you want to share or some possible [constructive] criticisms go ahead and share them if you want)
Not actually properly humanoid; he can take on a fully human look but it isnāt his default and requires a bit more energy
Therefore, he usually lacks ears (theyāre just. holes), finger or toe nails, a navel, an adamās apple, or basically any kind of human detail that could be easily overlooked at first glance (maybe leaning into a bit uncanny?). He does have these traits when he actually puts the effort in to pass as human
The traits shared between his usual humanoid form and the more explicitly human form are: an eyepatch over his left eye (he doesnāt have a left eye or eye socket in either form. itās like one-eyed willy in goonies), yellow hair (actually the same color as linkās), a lack of a nose (effectively like itās been torn off, just leaving the nostril lines/openings), and a lot of large scars pretty much everywhere (some are just normal looking scars, like one across his face that looks like items from a wound that cost him his nose, while others vaguely resemble the markings on his body when heās in demon/normal form), so either way heās going to draw attention
In his usual form (more obviously nonhuman) his left eye is his usual black and orange eye, and he has sharp teeth, but he can switch those to appear more human if heād like
Heās below the average height and appears to be only slightly muscular, logically more built for flexibility or with the build of a dancer, but his demonic strength remains, though his speed and flexibility is limited by the form he takes
His hair is a mess and mostly short, and if heās in the more demonic-leaning human form, itās usually got streaks of black (black is in there in some way, how it appears is still a wip) in all of the yellow
Clothing can vary but most commonly he chooses something loose and casual, he doesnāt particularly value his clothes and doesnāt really have anything to hide and so pick stuff that wonāt drag him down or get snagged in a fight, flimsy loose clothes are good
Other times heāll wear boots and gauntlets and gloves in a more serious context, usually opting for designs and materials similar to what he gives his phantoms, he doesnāt fully lean into the phantom-style of armor or fighting unless he needs to focus on defense, however
In either of his human forms, heās still capable of fighting (and in his more demonic form he can use his tentacles, the come from his back), and doesnāt so much as have a fighting style as he generally just kills with whatever seems most convenient or entertaining at the time, ranging from creating a weapon for himself to use to just bashing a guyās skull in with his bare hands
Heās very violent but can talk just fine and can be just about eloquent if he wants but usually leans into being more chaotic and acting the part of a brutal ruffian if the job can be completed using force, so a lot of the time he doesnāt even bother with looking explicitly human most of the time
He greatly prefers his demonic form and uses the human form for specific reasons, and canāt actually use it if heās too weak
#bellum height is weird bc my idea of a tall/short ph realted character got skewed bad when i decided linebeck is 6ā 8ā#now that im writing this out ive realized that im reasoning thst bellumās human form looks the way it does to lure in prey yknow#he tries to look normal and friendly and unassuming and then he fucking kills you brutally or just by turning you to stone#itās less like. gijinka or whatever and more just a form he can temporarily take if he wants and half of the time doesnt bother passing#he takes human form to more easily communicate or to directly get info from people or if he wants to do some brawling or whatever#timeline of humanoid bellumās nose: went from vague nose shape to missing half the nose to just missing the whole nose#bellum having the same hair color as link is something i use to my advantage. he absolutely abuses looking related to link#im mostly having fun with his human design but it is something i need to figure out bc he does use it in a lot of my aus#this is a mess but its fine just wanted to share what ideas i have bc good lord this is hard#its harder to create a design for an existing nonhuman than to just whip one up for an oc obviously but still. man#listen unconsciously assigning 21st century schizoid man as my bellum song was good and bad at the same time#amazing vibes for this character fantastic now i have to work on the now-inherent prog/jazz rock vibes bc that doesnt fit the setting#also mixed dirty little animals in there so now weāve got this crude and raucous scrappy demon who starts bar fights to bare-handedly kill#this kinda just turned into 'bellum w/ a human form headcanons' but ig its hard to talk abt visuals without. visuals#he changes depending on au cuz its the idea of like. immortal being learning from and adapting to their changing surroundings kinda thing#i think my personal fears abt this stuff is that then bellum comes off as v. like. edgy#also might be a bit of over-designing or whatever but idk???? accepting constructive criticism for a reason#loz#legend of zelda#phantom hourglass#bellum#salty talks#really putting this out there huh. ew. lol.#shoutouts to bellum's human form and my oc damien fletcher for finally getting somewhat stable designs after actual years
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