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Hear her gulp lord. She can finally breath now. 😂
#i am a bbq only smoke and meat#whats a hunny bubby want#the chorizo#still sober#only half dead#cock still works haha
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what a weird day
I kicked butt today. I cleaned my room. I was pleasant and warm and went out of my way to make people feel welcome and loved. I gave Grim special meals.I went to a meeting. I was grateful to be sober.
while I was at my dad’s, TJ told me the power had gone out at the apartment. A few hours later, he called to tell me he was concerned about how cold it was getting. He took Grim to his mom’s and told me I should bring the guinea pigs to my mom’s. he knows they’re fragile creatures. I raced home. on the way, I asked him if he had checked on the guinea pigs before he left. He hadn’t. I am angry and confused. If it was cold enough to leave the house, why didn’t he look to see if the guinea pigs were alive and well? they were fine; the power came back shortly after I got home, but fuck! I am so (confused vague empty emotion—anger? surprise? horror? despair?) that he was concerned enough to tell me to head home asap, and he didn’t even check on them.
am I being dramatic? am I mad? should I say something?
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Met you 2 years ago to the day. It still hurts some how..... I'm glad it's done and over, I really should be celebrating. Instead I'm sad missing the person I knew you were capable of being..... This was my biggest mistake and I understand the lesson now.
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This year
I am thankful to be in recovery. 3 years ago I was diagnosed with Schizoaffective. It's been a long journey. Right now I am dealing with a mixed episode depression and mania. I am currently on Amoxetine for ADHD, Hydroxyzine for anxiety, Seroquel to take at night [400mg] and depakote 500mg. But I've been dealing with mania and depression. But even manic I've managed to stay sober this month. Next month I will be 7 months sober from alcohol. December I'm going to attempt to cut back on nicotine. I'm hopeful to fet my meds adjusted this week since I haven't been feeling like myself hopefully since it's Thanksgiving week a few days off from work and rest will help.
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They live in my head rent free. Drop your headcanons in the reblogg tags
#uni au where they go to every party and fucking trash it#headcanon that gojo only drinks coke cause one sip and 30 minutes he's lying somewhere striped naked and unconcious#stst bribing shoko into any shinanegan by buying her cigs#shoko drinks them both under the table but suguru actually can keep up with ehr#also weed does weird things to gojo's six eyes 100% confirmed so he is catious#still the loudes mf at the party even if he's sober af#i love them#these three are the best thing that ever happened to me#sashisu#satosho#sugusho#satosugu#stsg#gojo satoru#shoko ieiri#suguru geto#jujutsu kaisen#fanart#satosho weekend#satoshoko#jjk#IPMSSA_Tokyo5!Fanart#IPMSSA_FoundFamily!Fanart#IPMSSA_SaShiSu!Fanart
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This is going to be short bc i already have a post up explaining this situation, but I started having seizures, which led to medical costs I couldn't handle bc I have an autoimmune disorder that's been going untreated for years. I got the appts covered bc of an extremely generous friend on here, and had some additional medication costs which I thankfully had enough for. I've been applying to at least 10 jobs a day and had tons of interviews. I'm going through interviews and assessments for several jobs (got more scheduled for tomorrow) Then my card got stolen, and now I am screwed as far as rent goes, even if one of these jobs comes through like today we will still fall short because rent is due on the 1st and we don't get a grace period. I am trying to get the money that was taken when my card was stolen back, but I have been told to wait to hear back after submitting all the details, and have yet to hear back.
Dm me for proof or more details. I will do art for anyone who helps with this and you can commission me at my art blog @theartistrans I just desperately need to get rent. My roommates and I have a huge food garden planted and are working towards self-sufficiency, which we have no hope of if we can't pay rent.
PP -- $C -- V -- kofi
$45/$650
#Please help with this just sharinghelps a lot#we really dont want to lose our home we havent even been here for long but theres fruiit trees and berry bushes#we were given so many seeds that we will absolutely be able to grow most of our food that just takes time but we have so much planted alrea#im still waiting for my neuro appt i went to my GP appt and the drs reaction to the stuff ive been ignoring was sobering to say the least
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drank too much
[ID: Digital Art of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. Vash’s body is turned slightly away from the viewer as he holds a staggering Wolfwood by his shoulder. He has one foot ahead of the other, the foot in the back used to stabilize himself from tipping over. Wolfwood is tethering into Vash, his weight pressed into him with his arms wrapped around Vash’s waist and his face is hidden away as he leans against Vash’s shoulder. Vash’s expression can be seen, his eyes wide and mouth tight-lipped, and his face is flushed red. A speech bubble comes out from Wolfwood, saying a drawled “Spikeyyy...”. The background are desaturated pastels of blue and green, showing night time, as they stand in the middle of an empty street that is also lit by the moon not depicted. Yellow light is seen coming from the inside of a saloon. End ID]
#vashwood#Vash the Stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#when i think of who handles their alcohol best -- it's going to be vash naturally. considering his age but also his plant biology?#idk how his plant biology comes into things but it feels like it makes sense... and helps build his tolerance... also he's canonically#a bit of an alcoholic i think... one of his vices. and im sure ww drinks but his go-to comfort is through smoking not drinking#slight detour but the barkeeper was also like i'm the angel that provides drinks for these troubled souls. all i could think of is#a parallel from ww to vash... vash going thru this hell on his own during that point in the chapter and ww is the angel who will give him#his space and then also save him later. But anyway. that's a completely different topic. as a result of ww Not being much of a drinker#i feel like he'd be clingy... a LOT less verbal but more physically affectionate#i feel like he'd be able to speak as he normally does but when he wants to ask for something he'd just reduce it down to names#spikey needle noggin while tugging on vash's arm. vash explodes immediately#this is also very self indulgent if u cant tell.#i was just thinking that ww while sober is a hard cage to crack through no matter how close vw gets to one another.#while ww can end up being emotionally vulnerable -- has to at some point within their relationship -- he still just has tons of trouble#navigating his own personal wants.#ruporas art
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*bingqiu slice of life*
Shen yuan: binghe you said you wanted to feminize me... I bought some women's things to surprise you today ;)
Binghe: OMG OMG OMG- what am I looking at
Shen Yuan: its the exact same razor I use to shave my face but I paid extra because it's pink
Binghe: .....
Shen Yuan, petty: I also got some pants without pockets since that's what you're into
Binghe: ............. okay fine then. You leave me no choice
Binghe: 🥺
Shen Yuan dropping everything to hold him: oh poor baby... shizun shouldn't have teased you, I'll go get the bra and panties set right away
#one of those times where im totally sober but what im saying still makes no sense#svsss#bingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe
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i'm actually glad i've not been able to celebrate 4/20 bc i could NOT have handled "lapin is canonically gay bc he fucked arthur aguefort" high
#dimension 20#lapin cadbury#arthur aguefort#time quangle#time quangle live#dimension 20 live#i'm still not even sure i can handle it sober
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What business did Mu "Stoic McBitchface" Qing have giggling when Feng Xin walked into the heavenly capital absolutely soaked in blood? I caught that sir, why are you, as a man, teeheeing for another man? 🤨
#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#mu qing#feng xin#fengqing#i just wanted to add evidence#but i accidentally made it look like he's roasting him on stream#“what are we thinking chat smash or pass”#“me? the wet cat look adds a little something but still a pass if sober” (lying)
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Sam vimes is the only person to remember the 25th of may as it originally was his timeline
He’s the only one who remembers John keel - only one in ankh-moorpork at least for who he actually was
#ahoys thoughts#why is that sobering#history still caught up tho and it was Better#why does that make me feel sad or something to the left inside#edited post remembered why#lost and gained an egg on his grave#Sam vimes#discworld#gnu terry pratchett#terry pratchet
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Destiel Pride - Day 13; Gender Euphoria
#destiel pride#destiel#dean Winchester#castiel#Destiel art#destiel fanart#spnfanart#wiggleart#listen I had an idea with this after debating for hours on what to draw#then I changed it a little bit and I think I stumbled into three different metaphors about being yourself#and supporting those who are still on their journey to understanding#if you can tell I was stoned during part of this and so half of this is sober Jen brain and half of it is freaky cannabis logic lmao#anyway#do you know what Dean and also I am saying with your nails feeling weird#after getting them painted?#pls tell me I’m not alone in this lol
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Harry, also a great friend of Dick's and also a great drinker constantly known to be drunk, did not get first dibs or any special pickings from Goering’s wine cellar.
#just saying#dick saw that booze and thought of nix and nix only#dick winters#band of brothers#i will get him sober by giving him even more alcohol. wtf were you thinking winters!? this is still so funny to me#all rational thinking went out of the window when it came to nix
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Frisk ✨️
#my art#frisk#undertale#this is how i found out that drawing is hard when you're still not sober#haven't drawn in a while aaaa
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No Sharing.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wen ning#Wen Ning voice: “A cuck *hold*?” (tearing up) Yes.....yes I think I'd like that.“#(Seriously...That boy is in need of so many hugs. Being held by chains isn't enough. He needs kind arms.)#Drunkji 2.0 has arrived. And his first move is pout about WN being in the vicinity until he leaves.#I do not think we give enough credit to the fact that if LWJ was not in the picture (or had different chemistry with WWX)#Wen Ning would be the Holder Of Most Relationship Potential#Though I supposed even in the TV drama there wasn't any hard defined romance but wangxian was still strong and tangible#The mutual obsession is too strong for any third party to have a chance.#LWJ is only actively jealous when uninhibited (drunk). Sober he would not stop wwx dating someone else (wwx would never)#he would hate it but hate himself even more for feeling as he does.#wwx does not strike me as the type to get jealous (to a significant enough extent (JYL is the exception not the norm).#LWJ would fake date someone to 'make wwx jealous' and wwx would just go 'oh neat :) anyways.' (he is never allowed things for himself).
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If this episode was kind of like Agatha’s nightmare then we are not sure if she can control her powers or not… I mean, this was supposed to be her ultimate worst vision, if that’s it, then her not being able to control her powers and killing a friend doesn’t necessarily mean she can’t control herself in real life!!!
#that makes sense right?#I hope I wrote this eloquently enough#still no sober#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#lilia calderu#alice wu gulliver#jennifer kale#teen agatha all along#vidarkness#agatha x rio#agathario
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