#feeling my feelings

[thixcy]

Happy Venus day 💖 & Freaky Friday 🫦

[ineedfairypee]

Feeling

[sherlockismarvelous9-1-1]

is it just me or does anyone else get really sad when they see a deactivated blog…

[911coded]

I think I’m starting to see the shape of this fic. Chapter 6 is going to be split into two chapters, I’m not finished explaining everything and it’s already the longest chapter so far. I think Tommy and Buck may be face to face finally in chapter 7, so I’m looking at 10-12 for the first arc of the au/crossover, with a vague plan for smaller one shot adventures/future speculation. If anyone has any prompts for that part of it, please share, I only have a vague idea right now and I don’t want to lose momentum!!

I don’t know how it’s possible that I’ve written over 11,000 words but I’m really proud of myself for getting this far and I want to thank everyone who has encouraged me and read every snippet I put out, this little fandom community has brought me so much joy! 🥹

[aborderlineblog]

The most important thing my therapist has said to me lately is to let my emotions finish. Allowing a big feeling to come to its natural conclusion without feeding it or ending it is probably one of the best gifts I’ve given myself in a long time.

[faerie2014]

i miss him sm this is the third time i cried while smth from a ldr song yk which

[brett-is-afraid]

[vizthedatum]

I feel awful and okay, and that's okay.

During therapy, I was reminded that I can accept just how bad I'm feeling and the thoughts running through my head.

It's that radical self-acceptance that isn't meant to be necessarily "positive" or whatever society thinks is "positive."

I feel awful, but I also feel okay too. Right now, I'm probably going to parallel rage-blog about what I feel awful about AND do my analyses for work. That's the benefit of having a job you can do on the computer.

It's not wrong for me to be angry or feel awful. One of my most prominent habitual instincts is writing: I have a good reason to feel awful!!

But the thing is, I don't even need a reason.

I feel awful and okay now. These feelings may or may not persist. I'm likely going to actually like this day a lot - it's not a bad day at all.

My logical brain is telling me that it only feels awful because what happened to me last year around this time was awful.

And yeah. That's the reason, but also... I can just feel awful no matter what.

That's really empowering, in my opinion.

[literarycatchall]

“I’m not strong enough right now. […] I am too porous.”

— Henley, Too Scary Didn’t Watch podcast (Gremlins, December 2023)

[deepestshoeclodmonger]

biz böylesine keskin bir şekilde biteriz gibi gelmemişti aklıma, hangi rüzgarla savrulduysak birbirimizden yine aynı rüzgarla geri döneriz sanmıştım ama öyle olmuyormuş, olamıyormuş.

[thixcy]

[itsscaredycat]

so ok yeah fine i watched gravity falls again and read the book of bill

[alivingtypo]

you can pry starting sentences with 'and' or 'but' out of my cold, dead hands

[momo-k-18]

Met you 2 years ago to the day. It still hurts some how..... I'm glad it's done and over, I really should be celebrating. Instead I'm sad missing the person I knew you were capable of being..... This was my biggest mistake and I understand the lesson now.

[puppppppppy]

filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^