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willyhoos · 3 months ago

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you, and what little remains of your brother.

#sonic #sonic the hedgehog #metal sonic #miles tails prower #unbreakable bond #'family photo. say cheese!' neither of them have a mouth lol..#tails doll #thinking again abt how metal sonic was reprogrammed to hate tails. and yet he still must feel horrid guilt over his death.#im a 'tails doll has bad future tails inside; hes just not All there like metal is' truther #me (drawing thinsg that most likely arent even canon) I HATE THIS WHY IS THIS SO DEPRESSING #if you couldnt tell... tails is using sonics weird uncoiled arm as a pillow...#it isnt relevant but i think theyre in the westside dump here. back where he found tails in the first place.#i dont think either of them remember that by now. only 'this place is painful. this place is important.'#roboticized sonic theory #the title is supposed to be vague as well. works in either direction #tails doll->my brother my hero. trapped in that horrifying form. unable to be the good person i KNOW he is. is there any part of you left?#metal sonic->my brother my hope. trapped in that useless body. does he even recognize me? how much can you think? see? feel? are you empty?#my nyart #anywya #i have other versions with amy (her silhouette at least LOLSIES) but i didnt like em as much so i just... byebye ✌#serious co.pa opening vibes from this #'sachi is my pride and joy... i dont think she even recognizes me anymore...'#you get it #thats not a question. its a command. you Understand. you Do Understand...

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suntails · 2 years ago

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#AGAIN!!! AGAIN!!!!! they are two sides of the same coin. the way their UM is the exact opposite of each other im screaming #silvers UM is so hyperspecific its FATE it feels like he was born for it immmmmm dying dyin dyign #i cant express how badly i wanna draw these two a billion times rn. the fucking RAGE from BOTH of them in the confrontation is so tasty #this book is meeting each and every one of my expectations and then some... already my fav book and it still feels like its barely started #twst spoilers #book 7 spoilers #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #malleus draconia #the. the parallels. the juxtaposition. light vs dark. a prince vs his own knight. their destiny. fae vs human. im SCREAMING #genuinely i shit u not. GENUINELY the most interesting duo for me to think abt in the game. theres so much fucking lore i just know it #suntails

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cent-scratchnsniff · 4 months ago

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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny

#library of ruina #yan library of ruina #getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on #my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes #it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes #considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well #well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think #let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game #library of ruina spoilers #lor spoilers #i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi #does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text #upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such #text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable #more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for #the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d #and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down #inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can #one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac #ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it #still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about #the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner #could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is #below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin #to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc #the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they #drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei #a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands #talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a #more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..

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maladaptivedaydreamsx · 1 year ago

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not me immediately getting jude from this

who did you guys get? 👀

#idk any of them i just see jude around a lot so it made me chuckle #@/judejazza and their wonderful posts i often run into #victor is apparently my opposite from these options and elbert is my 2nd choice or smth #(friends and i usually do 'quizzes' 3x to get our main/secondary/opposite)#anyway im just snooping around now. still not sure how i feel abt it but was never too tempted for ikevil.#the less gacha in my life atp the better ngl ;;;;;;;; its why ive stayed away from most of the new games and tryna limit current ones #though if they ever do finally drop ikegen (unlikely asf) ..... count my ass in #i can't even be mad ikepri dropped bc ive enjoyed it so much more than i ever thought i would. easily my fav or 2nd fav bc ikerev #i still adore ikerev and magic and the world building and everything.. alice is just pretty dumb sometimes #which is why i adore b&tb-esque belle/emma so much. also why i like mai in some routes (ikesen humor op)#ikevamp has always just kinda been there tbh. usually the events feel more interesting than the routes ngl;;; charas are fun tho #anyway let's see how this bad boy goes #who did y'all get??#ikevil #ikemen villains #my post 📫#aerin.jpg #from the official ig acct btw

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clumsypuppy · 8 months ago

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Ask game! 6, 8, 11!!

6: Age you get mistaken for

8: Want any tattoos?

11: Best friend?

#im still trying to get thru these wough #i started this ask game and by god im going to finish it #sorry if the best friend answer isnt what u had in mind but i really am kind of weird abt the idea and permanence of best friends #i did have someone i called a best friend in 2nd grade but we drifted apart. my mom still brings them up and asks me why i #dont talk to them if we're best friends that it makes it feel like smth im not living up to. so i avoid using it if i can #we're still on good terms we just dont talk often unless we see each other at gatherings. im sure they arent disappointed by it either #its just complicated since i try to show what i mean more through how i act since im not good at expressing myself most of the time #its just easier to keep it to myself than try to box it into smth definable #ask game #ask #answered #doodles #sona #puppysona

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rolandkaros · 7 months ago

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DAPHNE VAN DOMSELAAR [NED] encouraging ROSA KAFAJI [SWE] to celebrate her first Arsenal goal with fans post-match || WEST HAM UNITED 0 - 2 ARSENAL || 10 20 2024

#rosa kafaji #daphne van domselaar #arsenal wfc #awfc #woso #ms.gifs #miserable game tbh but at least there's hashtag them. idk i feel bad posting abt football bc ik most ppl follow me for tennis but god.#i love this sport so bad.#i haven't tried giffing it yet and just watched access all areas so i thought id give it a go. idk how i feel abt these tbh but. whatever #i do like what i managed to do with the color! but i'm still working on sharpening techniques :/#whatever. we will get there. ONE DAY.#fully prepared for this to get zero notes. its fine

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radioroxx · 8 months ago

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hmmmm mal du pays thoughts tonight

#radio rambles #i should go to bed but. it is on the mind #isat spoilers #<- for the . wall of tags to come #imm wondering what most people hc mdp to like. be #i know its most popular to see it as siffrins sadness. i do think thats p neat #and probably the intention #but im. juggling around the idea of? siffrin system moment? mdp as a headmate? if yall see that vision?#most inspired by that ‘do u hc this character as a system’ post abt siffrin #and i voted no then but now im like genuinely changing my mind JFKFKF #it makes sense in a way. and into my mdp hc that it. wouldve split while sif was very young #splitting due to stress which leads to a lot of. gestures vaguely. mdp’s whole thing #a mix of stress but also this sense of longing to. belong somewhere. to not be alone #many years ago it was about the loss of their home. and much later on became more related to its feelings towards their family #mdp is a scared child to me . idk about yalls hcs for it but thats what im sticking to #a scared child who maybe grew up a little alongside the body. but still Young and Scared #its not as often or eager to front as siffrin is. i can imagine it being much more hover-y or . POSSIBLY. cohosting if its feeling up to it #uhm. ok well #so i typed this out and now im actually really sad about mdp jgkdkf where is mdp recovery #now im kinda thinking about it fronting for once to properly meet the party and. and receiving comfort. and and and #wow christ im upset #also also glancing over at marias sibling au for character dynamics here��.. sillies…..#ps not relevant to my mdp thoughts but fyi im imagining siffin in headspace looks very much like their body #the difference being. much darker clothes. more stars etc. maybe different hair #think like how a lot of ppl style their human loops. thats kinda how i imagine sif in headspace #SPEAKING OF LOOP #i think given the time he spent with them it woulf make sense if they split a loop as well #and ofc other members of the party jgkfkf #im not gonna get into my hcs there because ill b taking away from my mdp hc post BUT #thinking. always thinking

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floorpancakes · 1 month ago

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funny thought that just came to me do you think watanuki would start crying getting spooned for the first time because he's emotionally overwhelmed

#tbh i feel like this would be his reaction to many things #fundamental part of his personality is shoving his emotions down then them bursting out when hes shown love #i think hes one of those people where physicality which cant be disguised or understated would drive him nuts in many ways #itd take a little bit of time for him to not have like a whole Thing whenever doing anything like this but its cute and he has the worlds #most patient bf on the planet who very much gets how he ticks and sees things for what they are #watanuki would probably still be a bit embarrassed about that vulnerability at first tho #just cause its being taken in new situations #douwata #yet another post where all the juice is in the tagd #this is inspired by me getting overwhelmed when someone did that to me the first time it felt legitimately insane #when i was a teenager i was the big spoon for the girl i liked and thats something i like to do but id never had the reverse #like i had it offered to me the next time i loved someone and i remember thinking in the moment like #is that allowed??? for me??? ME??? are you sure???#it wasnt a romantic relationship but i got kind of emotionally overwhelmed and giddy having the tables turned #i still remember it fondly #theres benefits to both and i miss both of those experiences SOOOO bad #as soon as i end up in a situation with a friend or partner where i can do it again its over for everyone #in my last relationship i did a lot of pillow hugging but it wasnt quite the same. definitely fantasised abt it a lot tho #there is something so beneficial to being someone whose mind ticks somewhat similarly to your fav #you can READ THEIR MIND ITS SO GOOD YOU CAN CALL THEM OUT #picks watanuki up like a longcat and shakes them around i know what you are!!! i know what you are!!!#ok but imagine doumeki immediately catching on #hooking his head over and just kinda #gently nuzzling him like a rabbit while getting to see the look on his faceeeee #doumeki is first and foremost hamster coded to me and secondary kind of like a hawk or a crow but hes also kinda rabbit #namely the thing rabbits do where they chin things and people and other rabbits to show affection and possession #and also that sometimes they kinda just quietly show affection in that way that screams 'this thing understands everything'#this is anecdotal i havent got to hang out with a rabbit yet im just very online on rabbit reddit

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wackywatchdotcom · 2 months ago

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actually honestly yeah theres def some sort of rotation system my brain has for discussing tadc characters.... pomnis always in the middle of the circle but whatever character i am drawing a lot is is arranged nin a circle and i just loop thru them. that or its more like a spinning wheel and it randomly selecte a character every 1-3 days for me to draw a bunch and then draw someone else

#theres some it lands on more....#ragatha and kinger and gangle....#aside from pomni but also even when im not actively drawing her shes still at the forefront #of my brain #i need to think abt zooble more desperately considering how attached i am to them. i wish i knew more abt them #even a yr ago before i was super into this show zoobles design has always been like. l #like one of my favorite things established from the pilot #i heart weird character design and i was obsessed w their design immediately #but i dont know a lot abt them. like i have a feeling abt most things... but its not as like #concrete as the others...#which makes me sooo sad. zooble i gotta study you one of these days #but. yeah. i think i landed on kinger a couple days ago #character who id normally be ambivalent to the concept of bc im not super into when shows have like #'man who has a dead wife' as a huge aspect #bc often that character is so gruff or sarcastic or cool. but kinger is just.... nice #and that fact is what makes him stand out to me tbh. and also makes the rest of his character work SO WELL #he genuinely makes me very sad. hes so well executed. imo #i like when a character evoked genuinely strong emotions in me Conceptually #so i guess it makes sense that ragatha kinger n gangle show up in the rotation the most #deeply tragic characters who are tragic in unique ways with a complex personality that compliments #their unique problems and tragic elements #esp with how these problems tie into overarching themes of the show #i heart narratives and when characters personalities and struggles tie into important themes #in a meaningul way that enables that character to be #effectively a unique lens into discussing said themes #idk if any of that makes sense. tired and just qoke up #dunno if i can fall back asleep actually but its whatever im thinking abt weird circus guys #that tag where i say kinger n gangle was also supposed to include ragatha. whoops #i jsut woke up ok... also im on my phone so i cant fix it #but know she was part of that

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moomeecore · 2 years ago

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i found a book abt the anti lawn movement at the library & decided to sit out in my yard & read it. but ironically there was a neverending barage of power tool noises making it difficult to focus. so i walked to a nature park near me in order to escape the dreaded sounds. almost stopped at the mowed picnic table area bc i hate walking but fortunately pushed forward and made myself walk up an annoying hill to an area that is a preservation of a native oak savanna & sat down against a tree near the edge of the path & did my reading there. and honest to god that was a 100/10 experience. there was something so powerful abt being in a preserve for a locally native habitat while reading abt the impacts homeowners can have on native plant preservation! it powered up my energy towards my life mission (evangelize abt enviormentally sustainable gardening to every single person who comes within a 10 ft radius of me) by like. 15 points. also a deer walked up to me and that was super cool

#i was there for like 3 hours and i wanted to stay longer #but the sun was setting and i was hungry and had to pee super bad #gonna try to do this tommorow as well. bc ik winter is gonna hit soon #and then its not gonna be plausibe #i still heard Industrial Noises up there but i used my noise cancelling headphones #& that blocked most of it out #ive finallt started progressing on writing persuasive essay on this subject #previously id focoused my efforts mostly on reaserching the practical side of like. how to covert ur yard #+ what plants to use. etc #but now im looping background writing abt the actual reasoning behind it #which like. i feel like i needed zero actual persuasion to get on board w this. which is why i didnt #dedicate to much time to reaserching the 'why'#but i do a whole lot of promoting this subject to people i meet so i might as well read up &#try & create a more comprehensive & detailed resource to send to ppl #after i give them my Rip Up Your Lawn talk #i mean i give them the gardening advice resources. but i think some ppl need extra convincing & thats what this is for #LAWN LAWN RIP UP UR LAWN. KILL UR LAWN PLANT REAL PLANTS <3

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arolesbianism · 11 months ago

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GUYS.

New dupe real! Also new pod????? Olivia is that you girlie speak to me

#rat rambles #oxygen not included #screenshots are from the steam page #there is ofc a Lot to unpack here gameplay wise and Im guessing some things will be tweaked design wise but Im lore pilled so.#anyways Im not sure how I feel abt this dupe's design but I will still welcome them with open arms hello #but more important here to me is the pod #because erm. thats a very very different looking pod.#I dont wanna jump to any conclusions or speculate too hard because chances are its just olivia getting new drip #but like. what if its not. what if this is like a new new printing pod #I assume that if it is a new pod then olivia will like be able to connect with it somehow but idk #because it rly depends on how ambitious theyd wanna be with this dlc given that to rly make a new pod thats super not olivia theyd have to #do a lot of work to make that change prevelant in the rest of the gameplay #now chances are if it is a new pod its one that doesn't have a human consciousness inside it #even if it was there rly arent many options for who it could be and no good options from a narrative standpoint #now this pod looks quite gutted so maybe it is just a normal printing pod that got kicked back online when olivia sent some guys to kick it #now heres the most negative thing Ill say abt these screenshots. the fox critters are rly ugly imo #I like the bunny guys tho WAUTWIATSWAUT WAIT #ARE THEY THE SAME SPECIES AS THE ANCIENT SPECIMEN SKELETON?#I dont think they line uo perfectly if I remember correctly but the big one has the same tusks and is also yknow big and fat like the #specimen is described to be in tbe story trait logs #Im willing to bet so much that theyre at least related in some way #maybe the one that was initially sent back in time was used as a basis for these guys or smth #my main reason for saying this is that I have to imagine these guys have to have some other purpose than being data storage #its seems that you can shave their coats which is probably the main thing but I imagine they probably drop a good amount of meat too #also important to note that they are grazers which is good to know #also I think the upside down plant is going to be this planet's muckroot equivalent #oh and for the fox deer I assume theyll be farmed for their antlers which will probably shed wood or smth #not a clue what the new plants will do but idrc #Ill care abt the gameplay after I get my new lore <3

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boypr1ncesss · 5 months ago

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romeo and cinderella (honorary mentions: ghost rule by deco*27, unknown mother goose by wowaka and gift from the princess who brought sleep by mothy)

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kakakuri lament (the symbol used is the left facing buddhist swastika not the right facing nazi one and it was changed to be less swastika-like in later illustrations + the fascist regime here is portrayed like it is in fmdm (actually eerily similar to the fmdm fascists. fmdm came out in 2009 so it's v possible that this was written like immediately after playing it which would explain a lot) i swear i did not link a nazi song) (honorary mention: regret message by mothy)

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fire flower (i hated this song for YEARS. the power of a rlly good remaster ig.) (honorary mention: superhero by nem)

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snowman (honorary mention: judgement of corruption by mothy)

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evil food eater conchita (no honorable mentions i don't listen to much meiko)

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akahitoha (fully had luka luka night fever here before i was adding honorary mentions and remembered my actual fave) (honorary mentions: luka luka night fever by samfree, tailor shop on enbizaka by mothy)

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the last revolver (honorary mention: muzzle of nemesis by mothy)

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prince of necrophilia (this had to be one of the closest calls, i was between this and the specimen girl remaster) (honnorary mentions: specimen girl (2020 remaster) by kiyozumi, the tragedy of chateau cepage by uzuki)

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yoshiwara lament (honorary mention: atelier horloge by mothy)

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#surprisingly low amount of mothy considering everything but also every time i was tempted to put him i slapped my own hand away and thought #abt it some more until i went 'yeah i do probs listen to kakakuri burst more than regret message'#'you are not putting gift from the princess who brought sleep there . that's not even your fave mothy miku song.'#and 'you are not putting atelier horloge in there . you're not. you wouldn't gaf abt that song were it by any other producer'#so now the mothy songs that are there are the ones that are either 1) an undeniable favorite (i never liked gumi before i got into mothy .#like i actively disliked gumi until i listened to him use her. i still don't like most of the gumi songs ik) or 2) i don't listen to much #meiko and i can't think of a song using her that isn't by him (i don't listen to much meiko)#and y'know. pushing almost all the mothy songs out no matter how much i like them may seem like it's a disingenuous lineup #However it has to be this way bc otherwise it'd be a mothy greatest hits bracket and also i do feel like any song that can be compared to a #mothy song and still cause me to be conflicted abt which one i like more probs def deserves its spot bc i borderline worship the ground he #walks on.#romeo.txt #vocal synths #Youtube

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seventh-district · 8 months ago

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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.

#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it #asmr #audio roleplay #rp audio stuff #redacted audio #anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud #and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators #but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it #which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium #like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform #and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication #and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements #like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh #tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that #and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno #i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it #bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it #this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable #but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself #feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything #who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl #anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now #actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon #u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.

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termagax · 9 months ago

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re: "good girl" i think they say it once randomly as a joke and its just one of those things that gets him wayyy more than they expected it would. so now its their secret weapon and they use it very sparingly and every single time he gets super embarrassed about it but it works ill tell you what.

#HES MY PRINCESS IDEK.#i dont think it happens naturally all that much because theyre usually in the business of calling each other names and being mean #so i think this would just be a random night where theyre on top and just think it would be really funny. to yank on his leash and call him #a good girl after bullying him into doing something. and well i just think it would get him is all i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwww #i havr a lot of thoughts on the matter but i will stop for now #but the tldr is that with each other they tend to switch frequently and are always fighting #so i think itd take someone else being in the picture for hog to even realize how much he likes being a good boy :3 #and i also dont think fish would be good at straightforward domming in the way he would want and they both know that #so its something he keeps between him and rat mostly. please dont ask me questions abt jrs sex life i have too many opinions on it #anyways. i think even tho fish knows theyd be bad at that they still feel left out so sometimes they go watch. they dont get anything out of #doing that theyre just sort of taking mental notes #all of this circles back to i think fish has always been the more sexually experienced of the two. and romantically.#i dont rlly think hog is a guy who dates i dont think hes ever been that and i dont think he made much time for hookups #(i think its cute if hes a virgin when they meet but 🤷 im not solid on it)#but i think for him hes just only ever fucked this one person and they do a LOT of stuff and it gets the job done so hes just never really #tried anything else. but. and again i have too many opinions on this but i think rat wouldnt be into their usual shteeze #i think hes a bit of a freak in his own way but the blood and weird anger issues is just not doing it for him most of the time #but i do think if given the opportunity he would LOVE to be The Boss for a little bit so i think he and hog can explore that together and it #will work out beautifully for them. this is great because i am not into strict d/s dynamics like that but i know in my heart that hoggy #would be. and i cant do that for him #again i think fish would be butthurt about this. mostly in a 'why didnt u tell me so we could try this :(' and he would go #'because you would suck at it and wouldnt like it' and they go oh. right. well im still mad #ANYWAYS. circling back. i think the good girl thing would be something fish knows that rat doesnt. and idk if theyd tell him or not #because i do think if they tell him he is using that for evil hog is going to be a good girl forever and ever. rat doesnt have the patience #to space it out the way fish does. which idk maybe thatd be good for hog he could work through some stuff...#but on the other hand i think its fun if they DONT tell him and just bust it out sometime when all 3 of them are doing the deed. or whatever #because again they mostly like how embarrassed he gets about it and i think he would be reallyyyy flustered by it #^ this is essentially part of my fantasy about spitroasting my beautiful wife until he cries just so everyone knows #idk i just think when he lets go of himself hed be a very cute and kind of needy subby bottom and i think hed be really easy to fluster #about it and i want it so bad

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cerbreus · 18 days ago

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Literally nothing makes me more irritated than some guy I hardly know being fucking passive aggressive with me over trivial stuff. What the hell is up with these Minnesotans being knee jerk passive aggressive the second you aren't the most enthusiastic excited person alive..... 🙄🙄😮‍💨

#i was genuinely interested in just being friends with s couple of them but they just keep saying stuff that irritates me #bc its passive aggressive #its not cute #ive had an exhausting week and going to the first family function ive been to in like 7 years kinda wiped me out #i told these dudes as much as a heads up bc im just. not as high energy i need recuperating time.#yeah i wasnt thinking of canceling on you but now ghat you said that you #'hope this isnt your way of preparing to cancel on me this weekend 😅'#bro #and the other guy... i forgot to message for a couple days because it was a holiday weekend...... i was busy.......#and he busted out the 'oh I thought you just werent interested anymore so i didnt want to bother you at all'#i have only talked to you guys respectively for like a month. we only went on a couple dates. wtf makes u think its cute to talk like this?#genuinely really irritated about it #i hope im not passive aggressive this is the most annoying shit in the world #also i guess maybe this doesnt read to others as passive aggressive but in the context of the rest of the messages and how theyve talked #its a new addition 🙄#personal stuff #everybody and their mother is like oh im a super straightforward person!!#no they just dont filter their insecure thoughts. tbh. and they dont believe that *i am* straightforward #even though ive only ever been completely up front with where i stand #🙄🙄😖😮‍💨 im so tired #already went into the week tired #at least the one dude im still going on dates with is being nice about it. i think (i hope....) if i told him i needed a weekend off #hed probably be chill about it. as he SHOULD...... after only a month or so jfc.#i think genuinely i am done on these apps. ill see through the next few dates w the one guy #and talking abt friendship stuff with the others #but frankly i want my time back. im tired. going on dates has been fun #made me feel good ngl. i had a good time. having casual sex has been nice too.#but yeah idk i dont think this is how I'll find somebody im bonkers over #i dont think im the person right now to casually and patiently work through somebody elses mountain of baggage when i dont know them

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wackywatchdotcom · 2 months ago

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my desire to draw the cast in an increasingly different way than theyre designed in canon because its fun to play around vs my desperate desire to be as canon compliant as possible

#jax is the most extreme ive gotten and i cant tell if i want to push it further. w any of them #i mean i could just experiment sometimes and draw them how i want to draw them in a given moment #cus tbh consistency is irrelevant..#but also i get finicky . i looove when other ppl play around but whenever i try to #i get hung up on the fact that i dont actually know what the end goal is for the design and scared of changing something #in a way that will bother me. and then i just draw them how i always draw them #i get worried abt accidentally imposing rules upon myself so much that i impose more arbitrary rules on myself #but i wanna play around...#i also LIKE to test the limits of a characters already existing character design #and get worried that ill change smth or change smth too much that prevents me from doing that. urggg #rn im rly just unsatisfied w how i draw pomni in particular. idk why but it just feels like smths missing...#i mean its not like i hate it and i still like drawing her. but i need to change smth and i just cant place what...#anyway. whatever . shoots a psychic beam

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