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I just realize that after washing my hair FOUR TIMES last night, I slept on the same pillow I've been using and so now there's probably henna contamination on the outer layer of my hair again 😭 and I can't go shampoo again because I don't have time and I need to have dry hair for her to test it 😭 but she's gonna test the underside that really probably didn't touch the pillowcase as much 😭 I'm probably vastly overreacting but aaaugh 😭
#actually my hair was braided last night bc I showered so late so honestly who knows which parts could have#touched the pillowcase#definitely my bangs and money pieces though#I doubt that contact with a pillowcase that had contact with freshly henna-washed hair will matter?#still freaking out though
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Oh yeah if anyone remembers me freaking out about my crush kissing me like a week and a half ago he texted me "I'm pining for you" and has a hotel booked for us in a few days
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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I went crazy about bowpple again
#antart#ii#inanimate insanity#ii 17#ii gijinka#ii humanized#ii bow#ii apple#bow ii#apple ii#bowpple#bowple#its rough looking because if I tried to clean it up it would never get done </3#I still like how it came out though!#time to obsess over literally everything else that came out of the finale (sobbing)#actually you might see me freak out about these two again who knows#sry marsh <3
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THE BABY BANGS!!! THEYRE REAL
#HIS BANGS#he still kept them!! though it’s very obvious but it’s surreal seeing them down#omg#I’ve never wanted anything this badly#than this standee and postcard and everything#I can’t#I’m freaking out rn#the outfit too?!!#blue lock#sae itoshi#bllk#bllk sae#blue lock sae#skipps shares
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Probably an unoriginal request, but can you draw Gon and Killua being cute?
Hope this qualifies as being cute
#i really like the killua is freaked out by bougs idea#he still hasnt to emgage in his besties hobbies though 🙄#do it scared#hunter x hunter#hxh#killua zoldyck#killua#gon freecss#gon#art#rqs
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HC that sometimes when Pony’s not thinking he’ll call Darry ‘sir’ and the two of them will just stare at each other for a while cause neither of them can figure out when Darry started seeming old enough to be called ‘sir’
#for context in case anyone’s confused in the south we call our elders ‘sir’ or ‘ma’am’ literally all the time#and when I say elders I mean like parents teachers friends parents older adults etc#and it’s seen as like super rude not to so i think ponyboy will call darry ‘sir’ sometimes just out of habit#cause even though he still sees him as his brother he’s still like an authority figure now#and they both know that sorta but every time he does it it freaks them both out#and they just sorta stop talking and never speak of it#until ponyboy does it again#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#the outsiders ponyboy#ponyboy#the outsiders movie#the outsiders 1983#the outsiders book#the outsiders musical#ponyboy michael curtis#darrel curtis#darry curtis#the outsiders darry
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DC X DP PROMPT #18
Danny sometimes forgets that it isn't normal to let the ghosts of your dead best friends speak vicariously through you - especially as a totally normal human boy.
Danny is only confronted with this fact at the face of a very concerned hero. (You pick, just anywhere that's not Gotham because it is much funnier. I personally lean towards one of the flashes)
#dc x dp#dpxdc#he lets his dead friends possess him and cohabitate#for funsies#not ghost king danny#just doesnt jive with it#hes just sad#idk how sam and tucker died#probably a reveal gone wrong#jazz is still alive though is low contact for protection reasons#hero that stopped danny: who let the freaks out or gotham
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chisme4FINAL.csp
#nem's face is way more correct in this one. they looked too soft/young in the color version (they're like 35)#ballparked some tattoo ideas but i'll probably go through 8934573 iterations before i settle on something#the chest tattoo is a snake but the kind of blighted freak snake eldrin mentions(?) in an offhand comment. apotropaic sort of thing#the arm/leg/hand/foot tattoos are supposed to be abstract fade bullshit. needs tweaking. goes up to shoulder/knee i think#they've got a lot of tattoos but tend to wear clothes that cover most of them so it jumpscares people when they're visible lmao#anyway. last visitation of this one i think#my art#dragon age#nem#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#datv#veil jumper rook#edit: i will say this is still extremely funny to me cause lucanis is like. 5'3 MAX let's be real. but nem is like 5'2 so he lucked out <3#i like when people draw him with their average height rook though it's sooo funny. i'm 5'2 i'm allowed to bully him mercilessly for this
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Toxic Yaoi
#its definitely one sided ON JIM'S PART.#the office us#the office#dwight schrute#jim halpert#i think Jim is like bi or something but he just doesn't see liking men as a real possiblity for him#so even though he most definitely has had feelings for men he just ignores them and chalks them up to bromance nd stuff#but then with Dwight we know that they went on sales calls all the time and used to get along just fine#and im thinking after awhile Jim started realizing the true nature of his feelings#like i dont think he fully thought “i am gay or something” i just think he started to realize the way he thought abt dwight wasn't “normal”#and he was a bit peaved like wth is Dwight's deal? nd i think thats when he started playing his pranks#and he worked up the idea that Dwight “deserved it”#and i don't think Jim's feelings for Pam are fake but i don't think its a coincidence that most of his favorite things abt her involve dwigt#like his way of impressing her and making her laugh is picking on Dwight#the moment he knew he loved her was when she introduced dwight to him (kinda??)#and when Pam starts to be buddies with dwight hes like freaked out#this guy has this weird obsessive hatred towards dwight who hasn't really done anything besides be a bit weird#and they become sorta friends after like SEVEN seasons but Dwight does NOT want his ass#but theres still moments that give a small part of jim some hope like THAT FUCKING SCENE BEFORE JIMS PERFORMANCE AT THE SABRE STORE LIKE OMG#im talking too much in tags ill probly make a follow up post#dont show this to my irls guys#jwight#jim x dwight#schrupert
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please put your reasonings in the tags!!!! esp if you pick the last one
#in my personal opinion#it's tim#i think it's less that he wants bear all to himself and more that he feels like other men can give bear stability#that he can't provide yknow?#cause crime doesn't stop in gotham and he has to respond which means he can't stay for dates and other things#and fuck- bear deserves stability and someone who stays and isn't at danger of dying all the time#and he wants to give it to bear! he wants to stay and go on dates! he wants to ve there!!!#and i do think bear gets jealous but like i think he's a little more content in what he has#bc if he's honest he never though he'd get tim back and now he does have tim back and maybe it wont be forever but at least he has now#and like yeah he's not rich like other people in tim's circle and he didnt go to a fancy college and he is poor#but at the end of the day it's not them tim comes home to. it's bear and their shitty apartment. it's bear and his shower that runs#out of hot water after like 15 minutes which means they have to boil water on the stove for extra warm water that tim comes home to#tim comes home to him!! and he finds peace in that#also in bear's case i think he knows that tim has a whole other life that's he can never really be a apart of and well when you already kno#that it's kinda hard to be jealous of your bf's superhero friends who kinda live in his soul#like dont get me wrong bear absolutely is jealous of them but at the end of the day it's him tim comes home to#it's him tim curls up with and it's him tim does bad karaoke with and it's him that tim rests with#on the other hand tim is insanely jealous of bear's friends. like he hates the fact that they got those 5 years he wasnt there and he#hates that they were there when the cult started up and he hates that they're still bear's emergency contact and it's probably not healthy#but he's got all these wants and desires when it comes to bear and for every inch bear is willing to give him he wants the mile#sorry i love thinking of timbern as a little bit toxic. as a little bit of an obsession. on both their ends really. love!! when theyre#freaks about each other lol#does this make sense???? i think about this in the shower a lot#anyway lemme know your opinions in the tags or the replies!!! i love reading your replies/tags!!!#tim drake#bernard dowd#timber#timbern
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rereading the nuca pink doujin and seeing yakumo tear himself apart re: his snake form vs his human form all this agony and self-doubt and silent suffering and fear of rejection like "if i looked less human would u hate me" , "if u saw me in my true form wouldn't that be horrible. terrifying. disgusting" , "if i admitted i want to swallow you whole would you think worse of me"
and i imagine him asking something like this to the crowd of clan members , who are , undeniably,, a group of Kinky Fuckers
they all smile with the serenity and carefully masked excitement of a horny olivine. masterful beautiful reassuring expressions (errr..... masked to different degrees depending on the clan member)
#yaku is in his head so much about that#he thinks his snake form would be gross right? right????#eiden might give me Wet Hole privileges when i look like this carefully crafted human avatar#but if i revert to my original body there's no way anyone would ever want to ..be with me... like that? right???#meanwhile eiden's just got that sly look on his face in the corner waiting for yakumo to make the proposal#i can't imagine any of the clan members being particularly freaked out about yaku in snake form.....#all the yokai are immediately eliminated from Grossed Out pool. like. that's them. they know how it be#then you got the ppl who have lived way too long to be shocked by a sweet little snakewife being more noodley than usual#rei and quincy fall into that category most likely. blade by association because . well. blade.#he's gonna make a Yakuchan Snake sculpture and it's gonna be extra cute so yakumo doesn't feel shy about his snake form anymore#(actually it's going to freak yaku out even more and he's gonna spiral thinking that he's uglier than he ever imagined)#(and he's gonna run away feeling more insecurity while blade is SUPER CONFUSED because he captured his cuteness perfectly??)#(eiden's gonna have to reconcile another misunderstanding. sorry eiden. artistic differences are rough)#and you have the general Kinky Fuckers like eiden oli and morv#morv won't care as long as you feed him LOL#and eiden and oli are just sideeyeing excitedly like. snake? snake??? can we. can we try that 👀#i imagine that the only people who might express hesitation at first are edmond and dante#eddie would probably cave though once he realises it is IN FACT still yakumo in there. and he can fully consent#(then we give way to Kinky Fucker Edmond. Welcome to the party eddie!)#hmm... dante... never really thought about him and snakekumo...#how would that even go DOWN? like what is even the siTUATION here? how did we get here??#dante catches sooley who has a tiny snakekumo in his mouth??? a tiny lil guy who was lurking in his palace for some reason???#hm. warrants more thought exploration. we'll come back to that another time.#nu carnival yakumo
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I would like to tell Azul that I’d like to gather up all of his slime into a bottle and bathe in it. 🫶
—💖 anon
If you tell him anything of the sort, you blink for a moment and all you see is a purple puddle on the floor. But also a freaked out expression from Floyd because what??? That’s not fair :( And Jade is Jade :).
#💖 anon#askves#monster!twst#Zuzu is real conflicted though#on one hand he’s like#Kinda weird but alright#and on the other#he’s internally freaking out cuz#“Omg they want to bathe in me cuz they actually like me”?#Huge onslaught of emotions with him#but alas#he is slightly good at putting on a face#slightly#you can still see the pink on him#but he’ll attempt a pick up line#something like “Then I should give you all of me shouldn’t I?”#it gets wrecked by Floyd and Jade thought who laugh at him and are like#“you’re dripping buckets of slime eww”#Poor guy is subjected to have no game
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fwee top 5 things i had fun with this year :-)
#*begins talking to myself in my tags like a freak*#since reikoumi retired i have thought about zuka less than ever before in my zuka-knowing life. i used to think about REAL women EVERY day#i miss being in love with reiko. being loopy about a REAL person......damn...what was that even like...so distant (happy birthday to her)#my zuka obsession wanes & waxes through the years. it's fine. peaks were 2014 (first saw it live) 2019 (lived there) 2022 (reikoumi reign)#fields of mistria is really cute and fun....i love it a lot more than stardew. i love my crush....i love baking..feeding my golden rabbits.#i've played it for like 70 hours and it's not even out of early access....PLEASE UPDATE IT!!! I NEED MORE FISH TO CATCH! NOW!#edgeworth game was lovely. i actually was thinking of narumitsu as much as orufrey for a while. Whoa. but i never drew those ideas...#VEILGUARD....WAS STUPID FUN FOR ME. my personal and romantic little adventure :)#falling in love in a game isnt the same as when you already know you'll love a character. it's UNEXPECTED. keeps you young.#orufrey.........ya know the deal. They are my life.#the only thing that distracts me seriously from orufrey is when i think not of their love but MY love.....in video games.#runners up were dragon age 2 where i also fell in love. i immediately spat out so much art about da2 and veilguard LOL#i discovered various media that wasnt included here too..read some good manga..etc#i made several personal comics this year (the wha oc one and the Wolf one) and a lot of.. semi-personal art like my veilguard oc#i'm slowly learning to express myself artistically in ways that arent orufrey...... next year..i want to achieve various things....#i don't know what i can really manage any more. but i'll try a bit harder. just in CASE life can still be good..#OH AND I DID BG3 HONOUR MODE...bg3 was a 2023 thing but the first half of this year i was also just soulfully playing bg3. saved me#the second half of the year was actually better even though i got sick. Weird. anywayyyy *ceases talking to myself*#i pray for health and safety and peace for everyone and for my dreams to come true.
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I redeemed myself! (I was still awkward but less so) *un-explodes*
Failed a social interaction with someone cool today *explodes*
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Hi! I really wanna do artfight but haven’t figured out how to send anything can u maybe explain? 🥺👉👈
Sure! Artfight is an online art-trading event that happens for the entire month of July, on artfight.net— every year, two “themes” are revealed, and participating artists will pick one of them to be on that “team.” You can upload reference pictures and explanations of your ocs to your profile page on artfight, and throughout the month, artists can draw other users’ characters and send them as “attacks,” ideally drawing characters from artists on the opposite team to earn points for their own team (though many artists (including myself) will just join/participate to draw their friends’ ocs and characters they think would be fun to draw, regardless of the teams)!
If you’re trying to figure out how to send an attack, you should be able to find the “Attacks” option on the drop down on the top right of the artfight home page (under the ‘Manage’ section, not ‘Messages’), and on that page you should be able to select “Submit New Attack!” from there, you’ll fill out anything you want to say about the attack, upload your images (as well as a 200x200 pixel thumbnail)l what “level” of drawing it is (how much you colored it, if you shaded it, if there’s a background, etc), and the website will calculate how many points you’ve earned for your team based on all of those categories and wether or not the artist you’re attacking is on your team or not!
Unfortunately, there’s only a few more days left in this year’s artfight, so you won’t be able to earn points for your team after August 3rd, but nothing can stop you from drawing others’ OCs for fun and posting them here after the event! Or you can always wait for next years fight if you want to take part in the team fight itself! But that being said you can join at any time even if it’s just for one week or one day or whatever!
#This is a little bit of a quick rundown but hopefully this is helpful!! Happy artfighting!!#That being said if anyone was hoping to attack the dbhc guys please know you can draw them literally whenever and I’ll still be a freak <3#Dbhc fanart is always welcome and I try to like or reblog it so feel free to @ me :D#Or if you were interested in attacking any of my other ocs I would be happy to post them here!#But yes! Happy artfighting! Even though there’s only a few days left— Dont feel like you’ve run out of time!! :D#You don’t have to start at the beginning of the month! you can join whenever <3#Ask#3st3smt
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