#still dont have a lot of motivation to draw
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ik i said that i still like faith and would still draw it, but man after losing like half of my friends from that fandom i feel very discouraged to go back :-/
#like believe it or not all of my art has a target audience in mind that isnt me. sometimes i draw stuff bc i think my friends would like it#so after losing that hhhh i just dont have a lot of motivation#still. it has such a special place in my heart ill try to come back eventually. i just need some time
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My way home is through you
#you know what *points your vash's ears*#i have nothing to say here today#the last ep of tristamp actually made me feel so many things#felt something in weeks#still dont have a lot of motivation to draw#so bear with my scribbles and silly doodles#trigun#trimax#trigun maximum#trigun manga#vashwood#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede
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happy pride gamers enjoy this goofy thing .. it was way funnier in my head but i couldnt help myself
#re:kinder#fanart#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#gay mistresses wss the funniest thing ever in my head i swear#can you tell i dont draw side profiles often#at least they look plausibly like kids there i was fighting for my life#believe it or not i actually struggle a lot drawing kids + dony usuallu do side profiles so that was a big fight#oh well i do my best that is in heart what matters ...#happy pride gamers!!!!!#i didnt know if i would have the motivation to do someyhing more elaborate for it so at the very least i did this#plus it eas funny#oh its still very funny yo me i judt have no idea if it is to anyonr esle HEUEUEHEHWJEH#gay misreesses☺️
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hiii i havent checked on this blog in a while, i thought you were quitting? i dont remember when but i thought you said you were done with this blog :? super glad ur still going but curious if im remembering wrong
i did quit! a decent while ago! but when the 2 year anniversary came around i was like ohhh ill open requests for a little bit... in celebration..! just till the end of the month... surely it wont be that many.... and then it was a Lot. but the current plan is to finish off my current inbox and then dip out again ^_^
#honestly the only reason im still working on reqs is bc id feel bad if i just ignored all them.#but even then theres a decent chunk i delete. u know?#this blogs more like an unpaid side job than a labor of love anymore even tho the levels of joy flunctuate quite a bit. its just that rn:#im not... into homestuck anymore? like at all? ive jumped through like 3 fandoms since this blog ended. so the motivation is a bit dead#sorry. u didnt ask all that. im just saying my truth#i rlly love the the ppl on this blog & the concept & how its been and even when i wasnt like. working on it anymore id go back through all#my old drawings of love and delight#but as it was when i stopped: i just dont have the motivation anymore. and now i also have other projects i value more that ive put on hold#for this temp revival. so.#dstext#damn i talk a lot sorry about that
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This is probably just a one time Thing drawing non undertale stuff. (Maybe. It was fun drawing him. ) I didn't want to draw my Oc's right now.
#I had More fun drawing him bc i had Motivation.#And an idea on what i wanted to draw.#Without refrence it would have been difficult -#I can't draw complicated stuff well#Hope you dont mind non undertale stuff. ^^“#I wanna learn other stuff.#But also no-#Im not the Best artist and Need to learn a lot-#So just drawing undertale Maybe not help improve for me.#Or it does and im just stupid#I will still draw my Oc's but with no Motivation i will just quit a drawing#Anyways#How are yall?#Just a ask If you're a Tag Reader.
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goddd i miss having motivation so bad it's been literal ages since i've finished any drawings and it's so frustrating
#i think a lot of it is burnout from college tbh..#my spring semester was exhausting#i was spending like 20 hours on my studio class a week outside of our actual classes it was so bad#still tho#its summer ive had so much time#and yet#hghhhh#i miss when id draw like every day so bad#all that motivation and like.. creativity#tbh i think its bc my main interest rn i dont rlly do art for#i mean i do graphic designs and my commissions and stuff#and i really enjoy it#but i miss drawing#and im so rusty that i cant rlly just jump headfirst into drawing from real life references (aka kpop my main interest rn)#and i know i should just ease back into it and do some sketches whenever i have the time but#ive got such a weird like.. mental block about it#where the longer i go without drawing the more anxious i get about starting up again#its stupid#anyway#sorry#tw rant
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I'm starting to see ppl talk abt updating their artfight pages and at first I was like what why it's still months away and then it hit me that by months it was two months and now I'm just silently sweating as my anual side project to remake the eternal gales refs and give them all icons comes back to haunt me
#rat rambles#oc posting#well I mean the good news is that all the staliens are already done and Ive already started on the human kids#the bad news is that theres still 5 more refs for me to remake and 9 icons if I decide to commit to that#the only one Ill probably force myself to do is sprinkles since shes the only stalien that doesnt have one and I dont want to leave her out#the human kids might just not get them tho especially since theres other characters Id like to make refs and icons for too#not as many newbies to the field this year which is a good thing since I do not have a lot of space left for new characters lol#Im probably going to take it easy this year in terms of my goals for artfight since last year I crashed and burned Hard#hopefully Ill have the time and motivation to draw a decent amount but if I dont Ill try not to be too broken up about it#especially since Ill probably burn myself out a bit doing the last minute ref rush lol#its not necessary especially since all the guys who needed the new refs most got theirs but Id like for them to be on the same page#I also went ahead and cleaned up my page a lil bit to make my life easier in the future#I should probably update bios and stuff but I dont feel like it Im too tired#tomorrow Im definitely going to need to clean some more as I have been for nearly every day#I mean guess thats why Im here in part#last week of pet sitting tho so soon Ill be back home again#Im not sure if Im excited or dreading it cause while I miss my family I also have been rly enjoying a house to myself#like its not necessary easy to do all the chores and stuff but it's a lot easier to do said chores when Im alone#and Ive actually been waking up at reasonable times too like not having my mom floating around is doing wonders#its almost making me rethink my insistence that I couldnt live alone but I definitely think itd get to me in the long term I need people#I just wish there was a better middleground since having people constantly in the house stresses me out so bad#it leads to me hiding out all day in my room and that's just not good for me#but its not like I could live by myself even if I wanted to#at this rate I dont think Ill ever move out but lets not think abt how much worse that could be for me thats future me's problem
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ok i actually need ot ramble ab that wip
#ghosts rambles#in the tags ofc. smiles#no cause i have been DYING to actually animate something and the thought popped into my mind the other day#like i was rereading the isolation imagine and i was seeing it play out vividly in my head and i just. what if i animated that#i had a couple hours to kill tonight and i was stupid bored so i got to drawing !#the good thing about this is that i dont really have to quote on quote animate???#like no over the top frame by frame stuff. its a lot of still frames and only slight movements#or repeating ones#there was only 15 storyboard images i did for this so i think that says a lot#plus i like leaving it at a cliffhanger technically. u get to imagine how they work it out ^-^#there's 11 unique backgrounds i have to do and Hopefully the editing of frames wont be hard. like the phone turning on and off#and light sources from like the sun outside w choro or the light from the shades in ghosts bedroom#and obviously this will take a while. like i cant promise a definitive date of when itll be done#earliest is like prob by the end of november depending on my schedule and motivation#OK RAMBLE OVER. if u have any questions feel free to ask ^-^ i heart talking
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#my art#ive been so jsvgjsnsndjbdjks#just a big ol jumble of kahsjdbskdhi#and i wanna draw more but im so uninspired aahhaah#i kinda wanna do some studies or smth but ahhhh idk i also just wanna lie in bed when i can#i so tire#but being lazy and bored is also so exhausting haha it feeds itself#so yeah itd be good to try to push myself a bit in my free time to do smth kinda fun chill engaging#its crazy bc theres so much that i could be doing but i have such a hard time being self motivated...#so outside motivation like work or friends is the only reason i do literally anything#which sucks bc i have a lot of things id like to be able to do on my own but yeah. idk why its so hard to do things for myself#that being said if anyone sees this and wants to do lil drawing challenges or trades or smth together that might be niceee#im sort of painfully shy online haha tho im not so much irl#i think the thing abt it for me is the feeling of creating these lil digital footprints#like if i send a message or make a post its just preserved like that... forever.. actually i recently looked at emails from my childhood#and its really cool to see a slice of the past like that but still. idk why it bothers me tbh. i just never got used to it#memories fade and warp over time right? so it really feels like existing in the world and talking to people is just a passing moment#it doesnt really feel that way w the internet. as small and insignificant these small imprints might be#and im really just being neurotic but yeah. maybe i dont like the feeling of taking up space and slowly widening it with every little step#yea thats neurotic fr LOLL#anyways im really rambling away in these tags haha but if ima post this art anyway its such a good excuse to ramble into a void :D#and a good way to practice existing on the internet. im sure ill get used to it
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pride month is great for art becuase i have soo many ideas and a whole month to draw them! this doesn’t mean i will draw them but the amount of time i have to think about it is nice
#skye's ramblings#i will take any excuse to talk abt my hcs. and one thing abt me is i love to draw my little guys covered in pride flags <3#i drew 3 t/pn character hcs last year but didnt post em because. idk <3 but 2/3 dont align w my current hcs now so its fine <3 its fine#however gilda still is undeniably a lesbian. i am glad so much of tublr is in agreement abt this <3#definitely want to draw my hcs for the main 5 kids at the very least <3 maybe some raydon n giIdayshe. somethig centered on my lesbian hcs#maybe some ships i dont think abt much but still really like. uhhh transgenderism. emma n ray genderfuck besties. t4t illness. gp hcs??#see soo many of these. my plans <3 but motivation is a lot more. finicky in summer. the only one im guaranteeing is th first one <3#i'll probably do that hc doodle ask game that goes around every june too. look at my little guys flags boy#in not-art news i hope i can go to pride this year <3 my friends n i have wanted to go together since 2019. this is my year i can feelit#we were always stopped by something. the world-ending pandemic was a pretty big one#anywayay i love june i love. colors and stripes
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people who need a video to play in the background when drawing. please. recommend me interesting ones. my youtube feed is recommending me the same videos again and again. i need a documentary or something interesting to keep me motivated. if you have any recommendations PLEASE SEND ME FMKAJFSJ IM DESPERATE /LH /HJ /NF
#mo.talks#PLEASE#im losing my motivation and im not sure what to do akfmkqjd#i have art trades i need to do and requests that i got and im just. too bored when im JUST drawing#even with music in the bc its still boring for me#i dont know why is this#maybe because im autistic? im not sure#i dont know a lot of things about it akkrlajfks
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[ID: A digital drawing of Sora from Kingdome Hearts wearing a black hoodie with red and white accents, a black shirt with a white butterfly in the upper centre of the shirt, white and grey headphones and black jeans with silver chains hanging from them. He has his signature crown necklace and is lying down in a green, grass filled place with some of the grass ending up on his body. He has his eyes closed and his hands are behind his head as tears fall down his eyes. There is some generic warm shading done to the drawing. The drawing is set in Quadratum in some grassy area.]
#kh#sora#my art#digital art#art#fanart#(you have no idea how much time i spend just figuring out what kinda fashion id like sora to be wearing right now)#(i didnt want red to be like overpoweringly there cause like idk it just didnt feel right)#(i found a pic on pinterest of a black shirt with a butterfly decal on it and went 'yep this is what hes wearing now')#(also!!!)#(fuck soras hair)#(i still dont really get his hair and spikyish hair in general is ***not*** my forte so i spent waaaay too long just on his hair)#(the headphones are mainly there because i bet the city can get a bit overwhelming for sora)#(and if not then its there just so he can listen to the waves as he tries to go to sleep because idk i think thatd be nice)#(also hes crying cause i view this as him haveing some dream or something about his friends and how much he misses them)#(got the motivation to do this after reading life long strangers by .holleighgram on ao3)#(got a lot more kh motivation after looking at their drawings and reading their kh stuff so expect more kh related stuff!)#(might draw riku next and then kairi)
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Hi, hello!
I happened upon your art while going through the Minedai tag one day, and happened upon your art and posts
I am now insane about Mine [insert tbh creature here]
Your art is also really good!!!
AW thank you so much !!!! sorry ive infected you with mine disease tho there is no cure you're stuck with it now </3
#snap chats#been so long since ive posted minedai.... <--its been three days#ive kinda been in a funk bout my art lately- mostly that i just dont feel the urge to draw#i think its just a case of art block or somethin along those lines- maybe burnout cause i have a LOT of doodle ideas still#regardless tho thank yall for lovin my stuff like you do !! it really motivates me ^^
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ruka tsukinaga....
#i really dont know much about her <- understands nothing about engirls#but i have thoughts about her#and about the tsukinaga family in general#OHHH thats how im gonna motivate myself to do work. if i finish the essay i can draw design concepts for the tsukinaga family#i think the parents are genuinely loving and want to be supportive towards their children but dont really know how especially with leo#basically all we know is that he considers himself a burden to them and that they'd be better off without him#which isn't true!! they love him a lot and they love ruka and they love their nonexistent eldest daughter who ive made up bc i refuse to#accept leo being the oldest#but they're really busy and its a little hard to make ends meet and with leos big sister moving out theres more for his parents to do#and they don't get to slend as much time with their kids as they want to#and leo is. leo. and hes really not doing well#amd so when he starts not going to school his parents are ao worried but they dont know what to do#and they get more stressed and have a few arguments#nothing big or really serious but still#ruka is the youngest and tho her parents love and dote on her shes still. not doing great either#i like to think she was close with her big sis and so her moving out wasn't very nice and that combined with leo entirely breaking down and#her parents getting more stressed...poor ruka#we see from that part of lionheart that shes REALLY worried about leo but cant help him or. he won't let her help him#and ofc he feels so bad for making her worry he tries to be a good brother but. hes goung through a lot#anyway idk if any of this made sense enjoy my silly rambles
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ME WHEN I PEAKEEDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!
v bad picture but THE ART IS NOT EVEN THE FULL POINT....I LOVE IT BUT THE STORY IN THE TAGS IS MY HEART!!
ngl the drawings are so good tho. im so much better at ghoul design than bethany
#THE GHOULS........#dont look at karol he does not matter here. hes a young nationalist#the old officer here is 💀💀💀IM DECEASED. WHYS HE BAD THO#AHHHH I REMEMBER MAKING A FALLOUT WARSAW AU AND MAKING IT A LOT ABOUT GROWING FROM PAST TRAUMA#VS BEING STUCK LITERALLY UNDERGROUND STILL BEING AFRAID OF THE WAR AND FIGHTING#i need to tell you ALL ABOUT IT WHEN I HAVE SOME MORE FIGURED OUT#but the basis was the fight between two main factions of the mermaids and the eagles#the mermaids lived in warsaw over the ground and they focused on healing themselves and the land etc#and the quest to get the player into the faction was finding the warsaw mermaid statue which was supposed to be a big morale booster#and like their main symbol and whatnot. to help with motivation. and the mermaid companion was supposed to be the old ghoul nowak i think#(the one at the top of the page here. next to him is a little mermaid symbol ❤️)#and the eagles were a militaristic faction made of mostly old ghouls who lived underground in the literal warsaw uprising sewers#and they all had like. trauma from the war. because this is a bad universe and the german occupation didnt end in 1945 but continued to 2077#but like theres 50s aesthetics in fallout anyways so thats where i took the warsaw uprising from#anyways they all still live like its the war and its horrible but ingame theyd make some p good points about something#so thered be actual conflict and not 'good faction vs misguided/bad faction' but theyre kinda xenophobic whatever#and theyd have a quest of like. going through sewers without a map so you dont trigger any gas traps#and their companion was either karol (a foil to nowak [old ghoul supporting a new movement] - a young human supporting an aged movement)#or the old officer whose companion quest would be getting him to trust you and then leading him out to the surface#(like. him trusting you not to surrender him to the enemy) and the scene pictured is him seeing the saxon garden flowers for the first time#since he descended into the sewers as a young man to fight nazis. and I STILL LOVE THE DRAWING BABY!!!!!#and he was meant to be like. a character who inspires growth and healing from old and horrific trauma#and learning that the world doesnt always have to be as evil as it was before. and all that shit#ALSO the thing on his hat on the left is NOT a cross its a tiny little eagle pin#also the eagles faction was supposed to be much much harder to get into but reward it with better loot#or more interesting quests. because they are incredibly distrustful in case youre an enemy. and the mermaids are open and accepting#and kinda basic. but they are really vulnerable to any kind of attack because its full of inexperienced youngsters#so thered be a mermaids ending. an eagles ending. and a good unified polish factions ending where the eagles provide military support#and their experience and insight. while the mermaids provide food and healing and sunshine and their new perspectives etc#also old nowak and the old officer were meant to have some weird old man gay tension🤨🤨🤨❤️
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Doodle of stadon
It's been a year since I last drew him and I had actual motivation to doodle him more so
#stars au#stars art#hlvrai stardon#stardon#hlvrai stardon au#Nah i cant believe its been a year#i still think about stardon a lot#i just dont have the motivation to draw him as much#I still love my silly star boy
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