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â dependable ace (ushijima x reader) âïž â get well soon (shirabu x reader) âïž
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one-sided mizuena my beloved
#stellar writes#my writing#ao3#project sekai#proseka#akiyama mizuki#mizuki akiyama#ena shinonome#shinonome ena#one sided#nightcord at 25:00#25 ji nightcord de#august 2024
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I think it'd be very funny if there was a Zelda game where Ganon isn't the big bad, but when you get to the Gerudo area there's a male Gerudo named Ganondorf there. He has zero relevance to the plot. Not any kind of twist where he becomes the villain in the end, or any kind of side quest. He's just there and that knowledge perpetually looms over your head menacingly.
#legend of zelda#loz#ganondorf#stellar content me#ill go back to writing but i had to get that idea out there#i cant be alone in this tourment#guys what happened#how did the post break containment#not that the tags and comments aren't good but like#how#GUYS#big tumblr on their way to shoot me out back now brb
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So Act 3 is going great,
#isat#isat spoilers#(?) I suppose#isat siffrin#in stars and time#god this gameâs writing is so good#AND I AM SO INTRIGUEDâŠ. by Everything. all of the time#also all of the friend quests are so fucking good and well written and hit so hard awgh#I think Odileâs and Miraâs have to be my favorite simply because they hit harder for me personally. but theyâre all So stellar and flawless#looking forward to continuing the game as always!#my art
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Zhongli as a lover is the whole package. Case in point -
Photographic memory:
He remembers you saying how much you liked sweets, so on dates, he always takes you to places like bakeries and confectioneries. New ice cream parlor just opened? You're his first thought. And on fancier outings, he makes sure in advance that the dessert spread will be to your liking.
You'd once mentioned to Zhongli, in passing, about some obscure little dolls you once saw on a pamphlet. The doll collection was from a small creator, and was set to be released in eight months. You'd thought they looked pretty neat, but you'd definitely forget about them in a few months even before their official release since you no longer have that pamphlet.
Guess what? On release day a long time later, Zhongli presents the dolls to you, having been first in line to procure them.
Attention to detail:
He can tell by even the slightest of changes in your gait, perhaps a slower walk, or a slight frown of suppressed discomfort, that your new shoes are giving you shoebite. So he takes you into the nearest shoe store and buys you some nice new comfier ones (that still go with your carefully-styled outfit). When you two get home, he'll also massage your feet with his gentle hands, kissing the bruises as he does so (his smile growing as he registers how flustered you become at that).
Emotional stability:
Zhongli is pretty much your rock, pun possibly intended, when it comes to challenging situations. Whether you need a shoulder to cry on, somebody to vent to, or simply a catalyst to help you through a difficult time, Zhongli has it all.
Any disagreements you two may have never escalate because he catches himself in time to defuse the situation. It's always you and him versus the problem, not you versus him. His communication and reasoning skills are on point.
Conversationalist:
There's never a time when Zhongli runs out of things to talk about with you. He can go on for hours about anything under the sun, and there's always a story ready on his tongue for whenever you might want to hear it. Your nights are decorated with his tales, your dreams mirroring Zhongli's narrations like they were the script and you're a part of the play.
Zhongli only prefers to share fun things with you, so that you wouldn't get bored - but you always tell him how you'd attentively listen to him go on about even laundry.
All-around Adaptability:
Zhongli can do it all - whether it's being the big spoon, little spoon, sunshine, sunshine protector, the calm one, the lovesick puppy, the brains, the brawn, the one who encourages you to take risks or the one who keeps you from doing rash things. This god is multifaceted like gold, and he chooses to shine on you.
Never shall Celestia find a lover like him again.
#sini writes#zhongli#listing his traits like they're pokemon moves#his tera type? stellar#genshin impact#genshin x reader#drabble#zhongli x reader
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Stellar Behavior đ Part 1
âWhat is worth an innocentâs life? You decide.â
PAIRING:Â Officer!Yoongi x Mafia (f)reader
SUMMARY: Yoongi has been in the police force for long enough to know that the system isnât perfect, so when an injustice is about to put his protĂ©gĂ© in jail, he has no other choice but to go to you. Youâre the devil, but youâre hard to resist, and he needs to decide between falling into temptation or showing you that two can play the game.
WORD COUNT:Â 4.8k
GENRE: Gangster AU, Law AU, enemies to lovers, smut
RATING: RÂ (explicit)
WARNINGS: corruption, power dynamics, blackmail, threats w/ a knife, slight degradation, sexual favors, oral (f rec)
A.N. I'm soooo excited, this fic is đ„ Infinite thank yous to @moonleeai and @downbad4yoongi for working through my crazy and being incredible! Enjoy đ„đ„
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Yoongi huffed and threw his eyeglasses onto the keyboard, rubbing his eyes so roughly he saw lights. It was no use; no matter how much he went over the evidence, again and again, he couldnât change it.
âHyung.â
He uncovered his eyes, only to be met with Taehyungâs sadness. His shoulders sagged from the sleepless nights ever since Jimin had gotten arrested, with dark circles bringing even more desolation to his otherwise heavenly features. He knew it wasnât Taehyungâs intention, but the sight only unnerved Yoongi even more.
âGo home, get some sleep.â
Taehyung flinched, âButââ
âThatâs an order, Officer.â
Taehyung stiffened and instantly bowed and showed his respects to his Superintendent before turning and leaving. Only then did Yoongi heave a deep breath and observe around him. It was weird seeing his department at the police station empty, without the officers at their desks taking calls or doing paperwork while on one of their 24-hour shifts. But they had all been shaken up, and so he had sent them home.
He was proud of his Division, and as their Chief, he couldnât be more certain of everyoneâs conduct and character. This included Jiminâs, and it was the reason why he was losing his mind over this case.
No matter how much he reviewed the footage and evidence, there was no mistake â Officer Jimin had seemingly shot his partner dead during an arrest gone wrong. This was a natural conclusion, judging by the body camera of the now deceased cop, Officer Junghee, that had captured Jimin nearing him with a fuming pistol in his hand. One that matched the ballistics report on Yoongiâs desk.
This was why the prosecution wanted to charge him with manslaughter at the very least, but Yoongi could not be convinced. The body camera also captured the panic in Officer Jiminâs voice and expression as he tried to save his downed partner. Yoongi didnât care if that was Jiminâs gun or if it was fuming in his hand â he didnât believe it.
âIt wasnât me!â The words Jimin shouted as he was arrested conveyed an absolute world of hurt and combined with the shock in Jiminâs eyes was seared into Yoongiâs retinas, causing him to dig the heel of his hands into his eyes again. But no matter how much he attempted to change the image, it wouldnât. Jimin, his protĂ©gĂ©, was still being handcuffed and taken away while begging, âI didnât, you have to believe me! He put it in my hands! Hyung!â
Yoongi nudged his eyeglasses off the keyboard, locked his computer, and grabbed his coat. On long nights like these, he didnât bother staying in uniform, only wearing black pants with a white shirt and his badge and holster belt. He made his way outside and got into his car, acknowledging whoever he met along the way. Temperatures were freezing, and his car didnât start immediately. He reached for his nicotine gum while he waited for the car to warm up. When it finally started, so did the 3 AM news on the radio right as he left the parking lot.
âIn a shocking revelation, an officer from the Seoul Metropolitan Police Agency shot his partner dead after pulling up to a suspicious vehicle in Dongjak District. The mounting evidence is undeniable, and the prosecution is discussing the potential penalty in such a case, with the spokesperson revealing in a press conference that while mistakes happen, justice needs to be served.â
Yoongi kept chewing and driving as the prosecutorâs voice echoed through the speakers. On the outside, Yoongi was the picture of calm, cool, and collected, but inside, he was fuming. He had spoken with the prosecutor many times, who preferred a clean-cut arrest to build his case to run for whatever political role he was after rather than fight for justice, as he claimed. Yoongi had always known that multiple interests abound in the justice system, but now he was starting to get pissed.
When he parked the car, he looked outside through the windshield, observing quietly as the people moved in and out of the Aether. The bouncers kept drunks at bay, and despite the booming music and the flashy lights, everything looked normal for a nightclub.
He removed his belt and badge, shoving them in the glove compartment so hard that something fell out. He reached to grab it from the floor, his frown instantly turning into a scowl. It was a photo of him hugging a woman, laughing, taken many years ago when they were still happy. When they were not even married yet, let alone divorced.
He got out of the car and ripped the photo into as many tiny pieces as possible, dropping the scraps in a trashcan along with his gum. Then he stopped in front of the bouncers with his hands in his pockets, saying six little special words.
âI want to see the boss.â
The first bouncer just scoffed a laugh and shook his head, but the second one eyed him from head to toe, âIf youâre here to inspect, then you have to identify yourself first.â
âNot an inspection,â Yoongi said nonchalantly, glancing around. âItâs not an official visit.â
The smirking bouncer kept the flow of the people going in and out while the serious one, resembling the first almost to a T, pressed his earpiece further into his ear, waiting for orders. Yoongi had noticed the cameras already while he was walking up, and he wondered how long it would take for them to know exactly who he was and why he was there.
The serious bouncer moved closer to him, âAre you armed?â
âNo.â
âI have to make sure.â
Yoongi glanced at him, then nodded, raising his hands as he let the man make sure he was unarmed. When the tall man rose from his knees after checking Yoongiâs ankles, he lowered his arms and waited for the goon to catch his breath.
âAlright, you can go in.â
He moved past the bouncers and into the entryway, but he hadnât even made it to the coat check when someone approached him. Just by the light clothing, styled hair, and badge hanging on his belt, Yoongi could immediately tell that the man worked there.
âFollow me.â
Yoongi wasnât there to sightsee, but he could appreciate the columns and marble structures and statues. Along with the paintings, velvet curtains, and carpets, it made the Aether look like a temple or divine abode of the Gods. The aesthetic intensified as they went up the stairs, but he didnât have time to register much. In a second, he was walking into what appeared like an ordinary office â a pleasant space with a large desk at the center in front of huge dark windows that showed the lights flashing from the dance floor. He ignored the liquor table, the cabinets with files, and the black velvet sofas to the side. What his eyes were immediately drawn to was you â you who had pushed the large computer screen to the side so you could watch him come in. Your chin rested graciously on your intertwined fingers, with your elbows on the desk, eyes flickering with amusement, watching him through dark curled lashes. He hadnât even noticed he had walked to your desk or that the door had closed behind him, but then you stood up, letting your delicate arms fall alongside your tight black dress. Your black, straight hair slid over your shoulders, framing the plunging cleavage of your dress, and when you smiled, he felt hotâmolten hot.
âWelcome, Superintendent,â you smiled with a glint of amusement, your perfect teeth shining in the overhead light, and he clenched his fists behind his back. âOr should I say Yoongi? I was told you werenât here in an official capacity, butâŠâ You eyed him from head to toe, and he did his best to stay poised and calm. âYou donât look like youâre here to club.â
Yoongi was already sweating, not out of nervousness but because of you. Because you always eyed him like you owned him, always had a hint of mischief to every smile, and were always as elusive as a ghost. One he couldnât catch and had grown tired of running after.
Still, hearing his name in your mouth for the first time⊠made him pull on the collar of his shirt, âNot here to party; Iâm here on business.â
Your eyebrow twitched, and he looked at you seriously; you were a cunning fox of the worst kind. Worse than a weed, than a pest, than the bloody smoke still hanging in the air and making his fingers twitch. He had a simple goal, and he had to stay focused.
âNot an official visit, but youâre here on businessâŠâ you mused out loud then shrugged. âSoon, it will be four in the morning,â you revealed with a hint of disdain as you neared the table that held liquor in crystal decanters. âSurely, if you wanted to do something official, youâd wait at least three more hours?â You chuckled as you poured a finger of whiskey into a glass. âWant some?â He shook his head, and you shrugged again. You made your way back to your desk, but instead of going around it, you perched on the side of it, close enough for him to see your dress parting, giving hints of your upper thighs, âWhat can I do for you, Chief?â
Yoongi had nerves of steel; he ignored the lush skin of your thighs, the cleavage, the numbing sound reverberating through the walls, the dimmed lights, and the way your eyes seemed to challenge him with every blink.
He focused, âI want your help.â
Your eyes widened comically, the image of innocence and confusion, âMine? What could such a powerful person need from me?â
Thankfully, your coy attitude irritated him and helped him concentrate. âI know the suspicious car they were chasing was one of yours.â
Your eyes widened even more, but this time, you brought your glass to your lips to hide a smile, âMy, my, Officer. I know I have many cars, but to say I was a fugitiveââ
âYou know what I mean,â his jaw clenched, and you licked your lips.
âI donât,â you could only smile, and he clenched his fists again. There it was. It pissed the fuck out of him. âAre you going to arrest me, Chief? Make good use of those deduction skills of yours and put pretty handcuffs around my wrists?â
He hated that his heart jumped in his chest as you whispered salaciously and leaned into him, shortening the distance between you. He hated how tempting you looked, and he hated the way your eyes fixed on his, as if you were ready to follow suit with your provocation. You were probably a tease like that with everyone all the time. It pissed him off even more.
He only blinked, ever the master of showing a relaxed demeanor, âI have no evidence to arrest you, nor am I here in that capacity.âÂ
It instantly hit him, as you straightened your back and finished the drink in your hand, that he was going to have to ask for your help. Not outsmart you, not convince you, not squabble with half facts and hunches â he needed your help and that meant he had to come down off his pedestal.
âMyâ An officer from my team will be sentenced for something he didnât do. Iâm out of options; Iâve hit a dead-end.â
Your lips pressed into a thin line as you put down the empty glass, âDonât tell me â the system he holds and protects with his life wonât even try to prove his innocence.â
His jaw clenched; he hated that you werenât completely wrong. âIâm trying to prove his innocence.â
The corners of your mouth twitched in a smile. âWhat makes you think I can help?â
He kept his mouth closed for a thoughtful moment. There was no use in accusing you again. Your smile wasnât sly, so he decided to go for it. âYouâre one of the biggest players.â
âMe?â You acted surprised, âI just own a few businesses here and thereâŠâ
âThey say youâre the one to contact for information.â You tilted your head, and he insisted, âEven if that wasnât your car, youâd know about it because it was on your turf. Youâre you. I just know you know something that can help us solve this.â
That answer seemed to satisfy you because your lips and eyes revealed a small yet genuine smile that caught his breath. It made him realize he was leaning towards you now, exposing himself like that, but he couldnât bring himself to hate it. Not when you looked at him like that, feeding into his hope.
âSay I do,â you started, eyes fixed on his. âSay I have evidence that could exonerate Officer Park.â He snapped straight; he had never told you the name of the Officer, and the media didnât know it either. Yet what got him were your words, âWhy would I help you?â
He clenched his jaw so hard that his teeth clicked. He just about growled with the way irritation mixed with his desperation, making him reel.
âCome on, Chief. Talk to me,â you pressed, wanting him to push through both the shock and the stick up his ass. âYou must be desperate enough if youâre asking for my help, and Iâm not denying it. Iâm saying I might have what you need. What would you do to save an innocent from prison for life or worse?â
He didnât think, âYou have it? Something that could undeniably prove his innocence?â
He knew before he was done asking that it was impossible and that he was acting crazy. Yet, you leaned into him, meeting him halfway, your breath hitting his chin, âIn those exact words? I do.â You sat back and let your words sink in, not knowing they gave him a full-body shudder. He always knew you were powerful and had your ways, but holy shitâ âWhat do you have that I want?â
He opened his mouth but instantly closed it. Objectively, he had nothing. But maybe there was something he could do. First, though, he needed to know it was real. âWhat evidence do you have? Show it to meââ
âHmmm, no,â you pressed your lips and twisted your nose, displeased. âThatâs not how this works. This is based on trust. Besides, you donât seem to have anything to offer.â
For a split second, he wondered if you were bullshitting him, but he honestly didnât care. He had to do something. âYou want something concrete for a maybe?â
âDonât make me repeat myself,â your tone hardened as your expression lost humor.
âAlright, name it. Tell me what is worth your help.â
His tone was soft, and it worked to soothe you. His dark eyes helped; there was so much willingness in them, and you liked that. The man there asking for your help to correct an injustice was the kind of man you were looking for.
âSince you asked,â you cheekily started, pulling your hair behind your shoulders. âI want three things.â He didnât even blink, so you continued, âThe first is a favor. Of my choice and at my discretion whenever I shall need it. The second is for you to get on your knees. And the third is for you to eat.â
He blinked, âWhat?â He looked down to follow your hands over your thighs, and you spread your legs for him, though the black dress covered between them. He shook his head in bewilderment, âYouâre crazy!â
âCrazy?â You chuckled, âI think Iâm being quite reasonable.â
âYouâ Do you hear what youâre asking?â
He sounded breathless and could feel the heat on his cheeks, which was not ideal. He almost managed to step back, but a quirk of your eyebrow kept him still â he needed that evidence.
âOh my, Chief Min. Are you getting heated at the thought of a couple of favors?â He scoffed, and you continued your tease, âOr is it the knees? Too proud to beg?â
âNo, not too proud,â he mumbled between teeth. He was ready to kneel on the floor and beg, and the heat rising in his neck told him the rest wasnât a problem either. And that was the problem. âThe favorââ He cleared his throat, scratching it, âWhat is the favor?â
âI donât know yet,â you shrugged, and it seemed to him like it didnât matter. He knew that couldnât be true, that had to be what you were really after â something specific from the Superintendent of the Seoul Metropolitan Police. And yet your eyes were shining in such a way that he almost forgot who you were. Almost.
âSomething illegal, no doubt.â
You sighed and he took the moment to let the anger cool him â you were a criminal about to use his good intentions to surely accomplish something even worse. Instead of cooling him, irritation made him snap his knuckles and shift on his feet.
âI donât know what it is, but it shouldnât matter,â you said more coldly, squinting your eyes. âWhat is worth an innocentâs life? You decide.â
There was a hint of impatience in your tone that only riled him up more. He turned to you, âWhatâs stopping me from justââ
âYouâre not that stupid,â you interrupted, raising your chin. His eyes noticed the surveillance cameras and you smirked, âTheyâre not who you should be concerned about.â
Your smile was predatory but he scoffed. You didnât need to threaten him, and he didnât like the coercion. He refused to look at you for a moment, giving you the impression that he was weighing his options. In reality, he was figuring out what angered him more â the fact that he was about to make a deal with a devil like you, or that he was that turned on from it.
You huffed and got off the desk, your heels clicking on the floor like a timer had just gone off. âNever mindââ
He grabbed your arm to keep you from walking away, and in a second, something sharp was poking his lower stomach. You both froze in place, your gaze angry and fixed on his, while his heart raced inside his chest. He didnât let go of your arm, and you didnât lower your knife.
âI never heard a yes from those pretty lips, soâŠâ you spoke quietly, then pressed the blade harder. âHands off.â
He knew you could put your money where your mouth was, and that if you wanted to kill him and get rid of him, you would. Yet, his grip didnât lessen as he observed you. He was still trying to figure things out â not what to do, but you. He hated you objectively; you represented everything wrong with the world. Jimin was innocent; you shouldnât be bargaining for his life, you should do the right thing. But you werenât, you wanted to play with fire. Maybe even to get burned.
âWhat is itâŠâ he started quietly, still eying your angry eyes. âIs it the risk? The humiliation? The footage for blackmailing me later? The power over a figure of authority?â
You scoffed, leaning in to answer just as quietly, âNo risk, Chief. The footage might be insurance, but youâre a man of your word. No power over you because youâll be doing it willingly. And no humiliation,â you chuckled. âItâs a privilege to eat at this table. AlthoughâŠâ You looked down, then smirked. âI can play if thatâs what you like.â
He looked away from your eyes for the first time and almost flinched; his pants had a tent. He couldnât even think; why was his body betraying him like this? He tried pulling away and letting you go, but you pressed the tip of your knife harder.
âNuh-uh,â you whispered, taking a deep breath a little closer to his neck. âI heard the missus left cause you couldnât get it up, but wonât you look at thatââ Your tone was sly, and he gripped your arm harder in retaliation. You laughed, âI guess she just didnât know how to play. Or maybe you like this,â your voice lowered wantonly, and a shiver ran up his spine as though he was starting to attune to it. âLike not having a choice, to be in danger, to be forced to do something reprehensible.â
He had to lick his lips because for a second he thought he was drooling, âI have a choice.â
You smiled and his cock twitched, âThen choose.â
He eyed your smile and leaned into you, but you chuckled and playfully pressed the tip of the knife to impose distance, ignoring the red droplets tainting the fabric.
âOn your knees, Chief.â
His eyes snapped to yours, and he pulled you by the arm, disregarding the blade, so youâd walk back until the back of your thighs hit the desk. Then, he gripped your hips and helped you on the desk, fisting your dress in the same movement to get it out of the way as he kneeled between your legs. Your knife had slipped from your hand as you rested them on the desk for support, and you didnât think to pick it back up. You wanted him to eat you and mean it, but he was going above and beyond â nuzzling your thighs and inhaling your scent, frantically fighting with your dress, and trying to pry your legs further apart so he could have access.
When his nose poked your clit, you jumped in place, and his fingers dug into your hips, even through the fabric of the dress. Just looking at the way he was fighting to get his mouth on you was positively melting you, but you wanted it to actually happen.
âSlide them down,â you breathed after he nuzzled and licked your core through your panties enough times to cover you with goosebumps.
He immediately obliged, and you shimmied to help him get rid of them. He threw them on the floor, then gripped your legs apart before giving you a look that seared you in place. You didnât know what it was, but you were living for it, and the excitement burned your gut. The Superintendent looked like a piece of forbidden heaven between your thighs; who knew heâd have you melting like this just at the hint of doing what you asked?
A smirk spread on your lips as he kept struggling with your dress, until suddenly â rip. He bunched the fabric and pulled it, causing the slit that revealed your thigh to rip, and you chuckled. You liked that energy, that hunger; the way he was willing to destroy to have his way. Instantly, he had free leeway to uncover your core and press his mouth, rolling his tongue all over your slick folds.
You jolted with a sigh, gripping his hair at the back of his head. The more he laved his tongue over your slit to taste you, the more you had the urge to move, but you stayed still. With your eyes closed, you enjoyed every second of his discovery, from his licks to his tasting and humming. You heaved the breath you were holding when he nibbled your heat right before finding your clit to suckle, and your voice finally came out. You could almost laugh at how easily he had found his way, but your mind wasnât there. While he found his rhythm, you guided him with expressive sighs, grazing your acrylic nails over his scalp without ever forcing him. You wouldnât; his hunger was part of the power trip. Chief Min would eat you, give you what you wanted, and service you because you had that much power. You could bring someone like him to his knees. He liked it.
You suddenly pulled on his hair so heâd look up at you, and he did, not even bothering with a quizzical look. You bit your lip to stop a smile and relented your grip, and he looked down for a second. It was all it took for him to get back to it, and you let your head fall back with a sigh â case in point.
âThe things you do for duty, ChiefâŠâ
His tongue kept laving over you as if you were desert, focused, regardless of your taunt. In fact, he seemed to have forgotten where he was or why because his hands started gently exploring your spread thighs. His fingers pressed to your curves and didnât stop even when he felt the garter that held the knife you had used on him. Instead, he pulled on it, making it snap against your thigh, ripping a stronger moan from you.Â
It was then he realized you needed something stronger, so he pressed his face harder against your cunt, latched onto your clit, and started rutting into you. You were surprised but instantly melted, and your fingers curved around his hair. The grind of his lips pressing into you while his mouth held the suction was already maddening, but the thrumming of his tongue on your clit was the cherry on top. You didnât have time to make it a challenge, or maybe you didnât want to; his rhythm was perfect against your heat, and you moaned when it intensified. The strumming was precise and maddening, each tap firm and steady, giving you enough time to despair for the next one and moan when it came, leaving you to anticipate what would come next.Â
Your hips started moving on their own, and that was when you knew you had let go. There was no point in pretending he wasnât doing it just like you wanted, or that you werenât rolling into his face to feel him harder, forcing him to dig his long fingers into the flesh of your hips as he drank the slick melting out of you. The very sounds of his humming and licking drove the blood to your cheeks and emboldened your hips, messily humping against his mouth. You could feel the edge right before you, and every time you ground on his mouth, you thought that would be it.
âFuck,â you groaned between teeth, looking down to find burning brown eyes drinking you more greedily than his hot mouth. He wasnât stopping you or holding you back, he was letting you fuck his mouth however you wanted, and it popped you.Â
You let your head fall back and pressed his face to your cunt, your moans pitching higher when he sucked harder, as if to pull all the pleasure out of you like it was venom. He rode your climax with you, gripping your trembling legs around him as though he wished youâd smother him, and finally, you looked down. Your walls were still throbbing in the aftershocks when he dragged his tongue across you slowly, and you groaned through a smirk, then pulled him away by the hair.
âEasy there,â you smiled and let your legs down.
You quickly pulled your dress down to cover you again while your other hand raked through your long hair, putting it in place. He rose slowly to his feet with his eyes on you, and you didnât even try hiding your heaving chest; he could see it well with such an observant gaze. His eyes were so intense that you shuddered and bit your lip, but avoiding them only landed your own on his evident arousal, and you smirked.
Looking up, for a moment, your taunt got caught in your throat. Min Yoongi looked the absolute best covered in your cum from nose to chin â deliciously ravenous.
You licked your lips, raising your hand to his face but stopping before you touched him. He mimicked you, his pink tongue collecting your slick over his lips while he focused on yours. Still, when your hand moved down, so did his eyes. You smirked, dodging his erection at the last second to hide your hand under your dress.
You hummed, closing your eyes as your fingers collected your wetness mixed with his saliva, and then brought them straight to your mouth. You licked them first, tasting what he did before putting them in your mouth and sucking.Â
You clenched, knitting your eyebrows as you realized how turned on you were. You were throbbing and craving something to push into you and fuck you senseless, and opening your eyes, you saw the same urge staring right back at you.
Your fingers left your mouth with a pop, and then you smiled, shaking your head, âShould have asked for a good fuck too.â
His dark eyes stayed on yours for a moment, and even when he wiped his chin with the back of his hand, they remained on yours. It was almost a taunt, and you grinned; you loved a good challenge, and even more the kind of fucking that lustful gaze promised. But you knew the worth of asking, and you were not going to come out losing.
âMaybe next time.â
#bts fanfic#bts imagines#bts smut#bangtan sonyeondan#bts#ao3 fanfic#writing wip#min yoongi#bts suga#bts x fem!reader#bts x you#bts x reader#yoongi x reader#yoongi smut#yoongi fanfic#bts angst#bts fanfiction#park jimin#bangtanwhq#haegeum yoongi#bts fanfiction Stellar Behavior#lo1k-diamonds writes đ#yoongi fic#bts mafia au#bts mafia#bts mafia series#yoongi mafia#yoongi police officer#thebtswritersclub#update
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Prompt for your Ficlet Friday, whenever you have time!
Steve Rogers + "grabbing the otherâs hand in big crowds".
Thank you. đ©·
I love this, Stella! Hope you like it.
True North
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Female Reader
Word Count: Over 400
Warnings: Established relationship, slight anxiety and insecurities, fluff
Steve hadnât expected the sidewalk to get crowded so quickly for the parade, but he shouldâve anticipated it. That was one of the reasons why you insisted on getting there early. You picked out a good spot and he brought enough chairs for the gang to camp out. But instead of hanging out, he insisted on getting you a necklace from one of the vendors a block away and now he had to find his way back to you.
He tried to smile when a few heads turned his way. He still wasnât used to standing out in the crowd. Being small and invisible for the longest time, he was able to blend in easily. No one cared enough to look for him, save Bucky. With his new body, it wasnât so easy for him to hide now. And having spent most of his life being the smallest person in the room, he still felt like a stranger in his own skin.
Craning his head, his heart raced when he realized he wasnât even halfway down the block. He couldâve pushed people out of the way, but he couldnât be rude. Swallowing, he tried not to feel overwhelmed at the feel of bodies pressing against him, their conversations too loud in his ears. A few whispered his name. Some snapped his photo, like they had the right.
He wished he wouldâve asked you to go with him. It was silly. You didnât need to look out for him. You didnât-
âSteve.â
He blinked when you grabbed his hand. He had your touch memorized, the way your hand fit perfectly in his. âHey,â he whispered, the sound of the crowd fading away.
âThought you got lost there for a second,â you said lightly, but your eyes conveyed that you sensed how much he needed you.
âAlmost did,â he said, letting you lead him through the crowd, refusing to let you go. âBut it was worth it to find you the perfect necklace.â
âOh, yeah?â you smiled over your shoulder. âYou know, you really didnât have to get me anything.â
âI know, but I wanted to,â he smiled gently. âThank you for finding me,â he said, his voice thick because he wasnât just talking about today. And you knew that.
âYou found me first, Steve,â you said, squeezing his hand. âIâm just returning the favor.â
Later when he put the compass necklace around your neck, heâd explain that you were his true north. And if the two of you were ever separated for any reason, even in a crowd, heâd find his way back to you. Always.
Love and thanks for participating in Ficlet Friday! â€ïž
#navybrat writes#ficlet friday#steve rogers#steve rogers x reader#steve rogers x female reader#steve rogers x you#steve rogers x y/n#steve rogers imagine#x reader#steve rogers fluff#steve rogers fanfiction#chris evans characters#stellar-solar-flare
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"this world is functionally a dystopia but this story is also a comedy" is a god tier setting.
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My five cents on Techâs fate in TBB
Itâs been over three weeks since the show ended and Iâve been writing this in my head ever since, mostly to have it summed up in one post for posterity lol. I considered letting it go at this point but I know itâll drive me crazy if I donât get it out of my system so might as well.
So here we go, some of my rambly post-finale thoughts on Techâs death (and a few other issues) under the cut!
Disclaimer: while this post is in critical spirit (because thatâs how my brain works), I want to make clear that I have nothing but respect and gratitude towards everyone whoâs worked on the show. My criticisms are of the final story as a whole as I interpret it (art is art, everything is subjective, you know the drill), but one never knows what goes into the process of making it behind the scenes, so Iâm not holding anything against the creative team. I love this show dearly and am in awe of how good it is at its best, despite certain things I wish they did differently.
To begin, if I had to sum up the biggest problem that TBB writing suffers from, it would be lack of closure, and too many red herrings. Not just for Tech, but many things. Major plot threads as well as little character moments are cultivated or thrown in just to never culminate in anything or to be immediately discarded after serving the plot, some of them incredibly misleading. Some of the top examples:
- Crosshairâs chip. We never get an exploration of how the trauma of his chip activating and being left behind not only affected his motivation and choice to stay with the Empire, but his relationship with his brothers. While it was made fairly obvious, if subtly, that Crosshair became free of the chipâs influence after getting hit by the ion engine on Bracca, the narrative treated this change as if it didnât matter at that point, while it obviously mattered a lot within the context of Crosshairâs character. Add to that all these little details with him clutching his head in s1 finale, Omega expressing her disappointment in him, and Techâs comment on how âit is just his natureâ (as if it matters!!! See what I mean about the narrative treating Crossâs chip as if it didnât play the key part in his trajectory? They throw in this line, like we are supposed to take away that itâs simply Crosshair being Crosshair and not like, the results of brainwashing and abandonment), Wrecker blaming Crosshair for not going back to them, all while we as the audience have been shown and told repeatedly how these chips work (and so were the Batch), we ended up with an incredibly confusing situation with lots of mixed signals from the writers. And once Crosshair makes his choice to stay with the Empire in s1 finale, his chip and the confusion it brought to his relationship with his brothers is never brought up again, because the plot simply moves on.
- Cidâs betrayal. After her being a major character for two seasons with a continuous relationship build-up with Omega in particular, she is discarded as soon as her betrayal serves the plot, with all that character development getting thrown out of the window. You can be mad at Cid all you want, but to me itâs incredibly weird and wasteful to end two seasons worth of build up on that note without it having any closure for the characters, especially Omega whose whole theme is trusting people and bringing out the best in them. Itâs fine if they decided to make Cid exactly what she appeared on the surface (untrustworthy and self-serving) after playing around with her potentially growing through her fondness of Omega, but then at the very least the betrayal shouldâve had an impact on the characters, Omega most of all. Even just one casual line from Omega in s3 about how Cidâs betrayal impacted her emotionally, however minimally, would have solved that problem. And no, CX-2 mentioning how he extracted info on Phee from her off screen absolutely doesnât count as closure, because Iâm talking about emotional closure for the main pov characters as well as the audience. Cid had a presence for two seasons, then as soon as she executed her role as a traitor to further the plot, she was discarded like she was a random extra.
- Emerieâs relationship with Hemlock. We are led to believe that he basically raised her, instilling in her the idea that she had no chance without him and owed her purpose and âsafetyâ to him. You canât tell me that this didnât deeply affect her struggle and eventual decision to break away from all that and choose to help the kids, basically betraying Hemlock. I get that the show only had so much screen time and Emerie is a supporting character in season 3 at best, but common, she has more tension with Dr. Scalder than Hemlock while the potential for this rich deep conflict between them is right there.
I can probably list more smaller examples but this is getting long and I donât want to go on any more tangents, so, finally, the biggest example of lack of closure and tendency of TBB writing to display foreshadowing that leads nowhere:
Techâs death.
First of all, Iâll die on the hill that it wasnât denial or delusion that led to such a big portion of the audience to believe that Tech didnât really die in s2. If we look at the facts:
- there was no body
- itâs the finale of season 2 out of 3, pretty early for one of the main titular characters to get killed off
- the only/last character to allegedly see Tech after his fall is a villainous scientist who is known to experiment on clones specifically
- not a fact but: the whole scene with Hemlock presenting Techâs goggles to Hunter was incredibly suspicious. In hindsight, I think the whole purpose of it was so that the Batch got Techâs goggles back in their possession as a memento (and to show how evil Hemlock is to rub it into Hunterâs face like that) but it was executed in a way that read as something much more. It read as if Hemlock was going out of his way to convince us/Hunter of Techâs death, but with us knowing who Hemlock is, his background in experimenting on clones, everything screams at us to not trust a word he says. Is it really so surprising that so many of the viewers immediately jumped at the conclusion that something more was going on there?
- Hunterâs (lack of) reaction/immediate narrative fall-out. More on that later as I address lack of emotional impact of Techâs death in s3.
- itâs Star Wars. And there was no body.
So yeah, to me, it is completely justified that so many people read that whole thing as open to speculation at the very least, foreshadowing Techâs survival at most.
Personally, I was 70% sure Tech was truly dead prior to s3, but not because the text told me so, but because at that point I was used to the showâs writing regularly sending out mixed signals, and a part of me was resigned to Techâs death becoming another example of the writerâs intent clashing with their accidental empty foreshadowing.
As season 3 aired and the whole CX-2 plot was unfolding alongside continued lack of closure for Techâs fate, my hope for Tech Lives reveal grew and grew, but in the end my initial doubt was proven right, unfortunately.
Oh, CX-2.. what a mess. You canât tell me the creators went over all of these scenes, all of these lines, looked at the whole picture and *didnât* see how it was incredibly easy to interpret CX-2 as potentially being Tech with all these little potential parallels. âDomicileâ alone.
If they didnât want us to entertain the idea that it could be Tech, they couldâve done it differently, but for some reason, they chose to leave that space for speculation. My question is, why?
If they truly wanted us to believe Plan 99 was it, Techâs Noble End that we were supposed to take as this dramatic super emotional ultimate sacrifice and all that, then why would they not make it clear that CX-2 couldnât be Tech? Why breed confusion? And breed confusion they did. Itâs hard for me to believe they didnât foresee the âohh is it Tech?â speculation.
When so many members of the audience immediately and individually jump at a theory or have the same take away from the story they are being told, yet the authors say it wasnât meant to be taken that way, something went seriously wrong with the writing.
I donât like to speculate on such things because we will probably never know for certain, but I wouldnât be surprised if they had at some point considered CX-2 being Tech or at least something more for the whole CX plot thread, but changed and reshuffled things at the last minute for whatever reasons.
Which is fine and understandable. But it brings me to the heart of my biggest issue with how Techâs fate was handled:
lack of impact and closure.
Letâs disregard all the Tech Lives theories for a moment and focus on what we did get: Tech, one of the main characters, getting killed off at the end of s2 out of 3, for stakes and consequences and NOTHING else. When I say nothing, I mean nothing.
Imagine, for a moment, he survived and stayed with the Batch. Nothing would have changed, in the grand scheme of things. Nothing. We wouldnât have had a few obligatory âTech mention, everyone feel sad nowâ throwaway lines/goggle shots and whatnot, sure, but thatâs it.
Tech dying didnât change the trajectory of the plot in any way, nor did it affect any of the other characters in a way that changed their trajectory. And anything less is simply not enough to justify killing one of your main characters. Stakes and consequences ainât it.
Consider Mayday, for example: a supporting character, but his death in s2 affected Crosshair in such a way it completely redirected his journey, AND in s3 we got an episode that cemented the impact Mayday had on Crosshair and provided emotional closure for them. Thatâs a narratively meaningful death.
Techâs death was not meaningful to the narrative beyond removing him from it. Thatâs why so many Tech fans insist he deserved better treatment: not only was he not present in one third of the show physically, but he lacked any sort of presence even in death. His absence was never processed or grieved by any of the main characters and so by extension by the audience.
And before anyone starts with the whole âthey are soldiers/they had no time to grieve/etcâ arguments, it is the responsibility of the writers to provide the space for all of that emotional impact. It they donât, there is no impact.
A few reactions here and there, moments of missing Tech as a person and a brother, not an asset, anything would have made this whole thing easier to accept.
The lines that we did get, from Omega mentioning the stuff Tech taught her to Echo commenting on how decryption would be easier if Tech was with them to âClone Force 99 died with Techâ from Crosshair - each and every single one of those lines linked to Techâs functions as part of the squad, his usefulness, but we didnât get a single line in remembrance of him as a person of his own, no one missed or remembered him for himself or his personal impact on them.
Just one line from Omega about how he taught her about change being a constant part of life or whatever, or Wrecker making a comment on how Tech used to info dump about stuff, anything would have instantly provided that much needed sense of âhe was here, he was a person and is still a part of usâ. Instead, Tech was killed off to show that messing with the Empire is dangerous and risks are real, I guess, and immediately lost any and all presence within the story.
We never even got to see Crosshairâs or Pheeâs reactions to losing him.
Speaking of Crosshair, thatâs a whole other example of complete lack of closure: they never closed the loop on the family being reunited again after initially leaving Crosshair behind, and with Tech dead, itâll forever stay broken.
They couldâve given this a bittersweet yet meaningful spin if they developed the angle of Tech dying on a mission to bring Crosshair home, making a sacrifice so Crosshair had a chance.
Instead, the moment Tech dies, we get Hunter (and through him, the narrative) immediately abandon the idea/plot thread of going to rescue Cross all while saying âletâs not waste Techâs sacrificeâ. Sacrifice for what? Clearly Hunter doesnât see it as a sacrifice for Crosshairâs sake, so, what, to make sure the rest of them makes it from the mission? The mission to save Crosshair. That mission. Right.
I see people talking about Techâs noble sacrifice that ensured his family got to live and eventually have their happy ending, but all I can think about is how the creators chose to have him die on a mission that was immediately abandoned and the only take away from that whole sub plot was Techâs own demise.
And after Crosshair is back with the Batch, his reaction to Techâs death is never explored at all.
So yes, to me Tech deserved so much better. If you are going to kill off a major character, it must be necessary to be compelling. The way I see it, Techâs death was not necessary at all because it didnât change anything. And if it was meant to, the creators failed to communicate that by choosing not to explore the emotional impact of it and not structuring certain story beats in a more precise manner.
To wrap this up, if the way Techâs death was handled was satisfying for you, thatâs valid and Iâm glad for you. For me, unfortunately, itâs completely the opposite and will forever remain the biggest and most unfortunate low point in the story.
And while I welcome anyone to share their own perspective if they wish, please donât take this post as an invitation for debate, since there is no one right or wrong way to interpret or be affected by art.
#tbb analysis#the bad batch#And I ask you to please not use this post as an excuse to hate on the show I love in spite of all the issues described above#you can make your own post to express your dislike of the show#especially for reasons not covered in this post#personally I consider TBB to have some of the deepest and most meaningful moments in all of Star Wars#at its best it is a masterpiece#the character writing is stellar and the subtlety of expression of certain moments is chefs kiss#itâs the story writing I have problems with#tech
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bad dreams in the night
#limbus company#canto 6#lcb catherine#lcb heathcliff#lcb heathcathy#heathcathy#I'll be 100 with you guys I'm still kombuchagirl.gif about a LOT of the uh. narrative choices PM took.#especially cathy. oh we were robbed. it's not like PM isn't capable of writing perfectly horrible women. it's an art they're good at#which is why lcb cathy was so... surprising to me#UUUUH LITERATURE DWEEB WHINING ASIDE EVERY CATHY/ERLKĂNIG HEATHCLIFF ABSOLUTELY HAVE MY SOUL#be doomed and forlorn together.......#also tee hee i swapped out cathy's dress for the dress kate bush wears in the wuthering heights mv#iconic kate bush remains iconic#OH AND AND AND this goes without saying but this is referencing la belle dame sans merci by sir franck dicksee#and since this art piece isn't exactly an uncommon redraw i have used multiple fanart redraws as reference#but the one that helped me the most was a redraw by kalisami whose work is absolutely stellar#horses are..... hard to draw. even without their heads.
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happy valentine's day part 2
#my writing#ddlc#ddlc fanfic#doki doki literature club#doki doki literature club fanfiction#ddlc natsuki#natsuki ddlc#sayori ddlc#ddlc sayori#yuri ddlc#monika ddlc#ddlc yuri#ddlc monika#polydoki#polyamorous author#poly dokis#stellar writes
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hello, it is me, stellar! omg omg i love your writing event concept!
anyways, here are my top five from wheel 1: tsukishima, akaashi, kita, kuroo, daichi
then here are my top five from wheel 2 (omg i hope i understood the instructions correctly): lipstick marks on shirt collars, rolled-up shirtsleeves, flushed cheeks, a calloused palm against a soft cheek, warm sheets on cold skin
aaaaand the additional specifications: fluff, gn!reader, 2nd person, reader pov
thank you and i look forward to what you write! <3 âąáŽâą
game one, the treasuryâs romance roulette (borders by @cafekitsune)
congratulations, player @stellar-headquarters, for completing the game! your matchup is... the (initially) mocking and aloof tsukishima kei, with your interactions centred around rolled-up shirtsleeves. now presenting...
sleeves (tsukishima x gn!reader) || wc: 844
you first see kei tsukishima roll his sleeves up in the autumn of 2003. youâre seven years old at the playground, and youâve just scraped your knee on the ground. tadashiâs run home to get a plaster, so it's just you and the freakishly tall kid who more often than not comes off as standoffish.
tears prick at your eyes as the sting sets in, and you dab at them with the sleeve of your oversized fleece jacket. kei crouches nearby, his lanky frame awkward against the small jungle gym.
âstop crying,â he says bluntly.
âshut up,â you shoot back, because itâs the best rebuttal you, as a seven-year-old, can come up with. ignoring your protests, he pulls you to your feet, dragging you along to the water hose fitted at a corner of the playground.
in the nick of time, you realize what he plans to do.
âno!â you shriek. âitâs gonna hurt!â
with a sigh that feels too heavy for someone his age, he pushes up the sleeves of his sweater, revealing pale forearms that catch the slanted light of the setting sun. âif you donât clean your wound, youâll get an infection,â he says impatiently, as if heâs talking to a three-year-old. it makes you feel small. but heâs right.
so you simply grit your teeth and wince as cool water washes over your wounds, stinging your skin with pinpricks of hurt. you blink your tears away defiantly when he looks over at you, water cupped in his hands, to see how youâre holding up.
âall done,â he says after a short while. you exhale, thankful. âtake this and dab your leg dry. gently.â
you sniffle, take the handkerchief, and mumble a quiet âthanks.â he says nothing else, standing stiffly by until tadashi returns.
itâs a chilly afternoon in early spring when you see him do it again, this time in the school garden. you're seventeen now, and kei is taller than ever - his tongue is also sharper than ever. youâre tending to the flower beds as part of your gardening club duties, and heâs there, having been begrudgingly roped in by tadashi.
âyouâre doing it wrong,â he mutters, watching you struggle with a stubborn weed.
you glare up at him, sweat dotting your forehead. âhelp me, then, if youâve got so much to say.â
he exhales sharply, like itâs the greatest inconvenience in the world, and steps closer. he shrugs off his club jacket, tossing it over a nearby bench, and rolls up the sleeves of his uniform shirt.
you hand him the small spade and look on as he kneels beside you. or more accurately, you look at his arms. pale as ever, but they've grown toned from volleyball practice. scars dot his forearms, no doubt from the monstrous spikes you've seen him block. his hands, large with slender fingers.
you wonder how they'd feel, laced with your own.
âsee? like this,â he says, deftly loosening the soil around the weed before pulling it out in one smooth motion. frazzled, you snap back into the moment as he tosses it aside and looks at you, smirking faintly. âit's not that hard.â
you grumble under your breath but feel the corners of your lips twitch upward despite yourself.
âyeah, yeah, okay.â
by the summer youâre both twenty-two, heâs yours, and youâre his.
the picnic had been his idea, which surprised you. the sun is high, the sky clear, and the air sticky with midsummer heat. you sit on a checkered blanket spread out beneath a towering oak tree, the remnants of your shared lunch scattered between you.
kei leans back on one arm, the other hand working to unroll his sleeves. heâs wearing a simple linen shirt, the fabric light but not enough to fend off the heat entirely.
âhot?â you ask, trying not to laugh at the slight grimace on his face.
âobviously,â he deadpans, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose. he rolls his sleeves up to his elbows, revealing forearms with indents from his athletic compression sleeves. more toned than before. more scars than before.
but now you don't have to simply wish that you were holding his hand, and you donât bother hiding your gaze any more. youâve seen this gesture a hundred times before, but now, with the summer breeze brushing through his hair and the warmth of him beside you, it feels different, intimate.
he notices you staring and raises a blond eyebrow. âwhat?â
you grin, reaching out to run a finger lightly over his forearm. ânothing, just thinking about how annoyingly handsome you are.â
he scoffs, cheeks tinged pink, but thereâs no hiding the tiny smirk playing at his lips. âyouâre weird.â
âand you love me for it,â you shoot back, leaning into his side.
his smirk softens into a genuine smile, and he leans down to press a kiss to your temple. âyeah, i do.â
and for a moment, your little world is peaceful - perfect, even, with him in it.
best regards, the treasury office.
a/n: iâm currently overseas but as far as ik itâs about 2am in the phillipines (and singapore too!! as far as i know youâre the only mutual i share a timezone with) anyways i hope you wake up to this and love it!! excited for your krsn writing event as well <3
#event: romance roulette#haikyuu#haikyuu oneshot#hq#hq oneshot#kei tsukishima#tsukishima kei#tsukishima x y/n#tsukishima x reader#tsukishima x you#kai writes#stellar <3#{keep your voice down in here!}
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Yep! This comes up early on when sheâs harassing RI and proceeds to get curb stomped by Kal and Red, if I remember right her originium infection is in the mouth/throat and she breathes out the mist when using her arts
Which is Sick As Fuck
Also Iâm happy to see she got a mask upgrade that is ~~hot~~ pretty stylish AND seems to have vents built in on the sides to better control and facilitate her arts
So it is in fact a muzzle tailor made for use with her arts!
#I need artists to get on board with her breathing smoke out through her mouth/the vents and looks sick as fuck doing it#Iâm definitely keeping it in mind for and future writing#muzzle#her whole look here is just stellar tbh
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you know what the blood gulch chronicles are so fucking funny. the first few episodes is just a bunch of idiots shit talking. absolute useless nonsense.
but its not random rubbish being thrown around. the conservations, as ridiculouse as they are, have a flow. You can actually follow how you got from a to q, even if just looking at a nd q seperately is like, how the fuck did that happen. every comment bounces off of a previous one.
red team trying to name M12 LRV. its just gold. the bickering. simmons being the one not believing that pumas are a real animal. how they keep roasting grif for 'making up animals'.
the way the lines are delivered. it's hilarious.
#grif not missing a beat when he deadpans 'a walrus' is still sending me#say what you will but the voice acting in rvb has always been stellar#oh churchs screeching#every dialog they are having is just gold#šthe characters are aware that most their conversations is just malarky#but its not done in a over the top marvel way of#oh they know they are being hilarious little shits#they are just like that#red vs blue#rvb#listening to the episodes at work and stuff is funn but it does mess with the tone of my writing oh boy
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Stellar Behavior đ Part 4
âJustice just never sleeps.â
PAIRING:Â Officer!Yoongi x Mafia (f)reader
SUMMARY:Â Yoongi makes a decision and gives up on the nicotine gum.
WORD COUNT:Â 6.8k
GENRE: Gangster AU, Law AU, enemies to lovers, smut
RATING: RÂ (explicit)
WARNINGS: corruption, explosions, fire, blood, threats, arguing, handjob, blowjob, riding
A.N. It's so hard to pick a favorite part, but I think this one might be it... Again, infinite thank yous to @moonleeai for helping me around the clock and being an incredible beta! Enjoy đ„đ„
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Yoongi sighed as he made his way inside his office, dismissing his secretary when she tried to pass him a pile of files waiting for his review. It was the end of another exhausting Friday, and although he appreciated her commitment, she should have long gone home to her family instead of wasting time on this.
Closing the door behind him, he started a sequence of ceremonial steps: he took off his coat and hung it up, loosened his tie, grabbed more nicotine gum from his drawer, and then sat down, chewing it with a long sigh. The wall behind him had his many decorations, including the latest that landed him there.
Working with you was seamless and smooth, and justice was swiftly served. Not only was he able to recover the agentâs body and bring him home with honors, but the dismantling of the whole operation was a huge success. It gave him honors, medals, a ceremony with Seoulâs Mayor, and lastly, a promotion he didnât even want.Â
He heaved a deep breath; he couldnât say he loved being Superintendent General. He preferred to be hands-on with the cases he and his team worked on, but he had moved too far up: he made decisions, but was too high in rank to see any of them carried out. He had more responsibilities and dreadful meetings that were more about competition between police agencies and politics than what actually mattered. And so for months, heâd been tolerating the bullcrap from all ends â from fellow Superintendent Generals and their chiefs from all over the country, including his boss, politicians, and Senior Superintendents complaining about the workload and the lack of resources as if he wasnât in that position himself just months prior. It was exhausting and slow, and he kept asking himself what was the point.
But just like any other night, his ritual wasnât complete if he didnât open his locked drawer and pulled out a file with your name. Despite being frustrated and sometimes disgusted by the people in positions of power with so little consideration for the workforce or the people they served, there was nothing he could do. Instead, every night, he stared at your file and asked himself what he should do.
That night was engraved into his brain: you made a deal, he relapsed and asked you to let him eat you out, then proceeded to get so lost in you, that he didnât even recognize himself. But then, you left him alone in your office, and that was when he saw those files.
He had managed to take photos of a few of them before leaving and had since printed them and worked on them. So he knew what they contained â details of money laundering. They depicted monumental amounts, to the likes that he was surprised even existed, but maybe he was just too naive. There were mostly coded names on those files, so he knew you were handling it for others and not just for yourself. It probably ran much deeper than a few bars or the drugs you were now distributing, safely, like you promised.
And that was the issue, wasnât it? He groaned with himself, settling his face inside his hands. He used to see things as black and white, but the more time passed, the more he realized there was no such thing. Politicians, among other officials, ran the show, and he knew things were happening behind closed doors. You were as bad if not worse than the people you had helped him put away, but you kept your word: you gave him evidence to exonerate Officer Jimin, an alternative to bring the Klysa conglomerate down without ruining the lives of thousands of people, and gave him the address where he could find the agentâs body, not to mention crucial names that once picked, dismantled the net of dealers quite nicely.
So why was he after you? Were you the lesser evil? Were those exceptions to your usual criminal and selfish deeds? Or were you just deceiving him by pretending to play nice?
He didnât know how you knew so much, but now he knew you laundered money, and he had evidence. Evidence he couldnât use without disclosing how close he had gotten to you and risking discrediting himself. Evidence that could get him a warrant, even under heavy scrutiny. He could try to bring you down, even if it meant letting his career implode. His former self would have, but now he was hesitating, convincing himself every night that he should pursue this. If those documents existed, then his instincts about you were right all along and other evidence was out there, too. It was just business; you would throw him under the bus if it suited you, too. Right?
He heaved a deep breath and closed the file, deciding to bring it home and muse over it there this time around. The office was empty, and it was a lonesome way until he reached his car in the underground parking lot. He hated not seeing the liveliness of a police station anymore, but that was where he was now.
His phone rang through the car speakers as he drove, and he picked it up at the second beep, âWhatâs wrong?â
Something had to be for Officer Jung to call him at 1 AM.
âRemember the one you wanted me to keep an eye on?âÂ
Yoongi hummed as he maneuvered the car at an intersection; he was lucky with every detective and officer he had had the pleasure of working with.
âJust got the code for an explosion and fire at a restaurant downtown that she owns. First responders are on their way. Apparently, she was in the building.â
âWhich one?â
His grip stiffened around the steering wheel and in seconds, he was doing a U-turn under the streetlights. There was little on his mind as he drove way past the speed limit, cutting corners and passing cars to get there as quickly as he could.
He stopped his car next to the police barricade and got out with a shudder down his spine. Una mordidita was famous around those parts; it was the best Mexican restaurant, and it was always booked. The building itself was dedicated to the concept, and he knew the different floors could host multiple types of events.Â
Yet now, it wasnât the center of influencer buzz or a ballroom dancing event, but of chaos. Firefighters were trying to get the flames under control as even the red neon sign above the building got charred by the smoke escaping the windows. The white walls were losing their shine, and the wood decorations giving it a more Latin-American vibe had surely seen better days.
The chaos of shouts, siren lights, and people wanting to see what was happening didnât disturb him; he had worked through similar occurrences, so he understood the professionalsâ logic through the disorder. What got him running towards the Firefighter Captain handling the occurrence was something else entirely.
He smacked the Captainâs shoulder and didnât even let him recover from the shock of seeing Yoongi there. âIs everyone out?â
The Captain regained his bearings swiftly, âWorking on it.â
Yoongi knew better than to overstep, but he was unsettled. He turned to the entrance of the restaurant, where people were running down the stairs, accompanied by firefighters. He didnât recognize a single one, and so he turned to the captain again with a stiffness in his shoulders, âYou need toââ
A loud female voice shouted, and he spun to look again. The Captainâs frown was entirely lost on Yoongi when he saw you almost being dragged out of the restaurant and down the stairs by two firefighters. His feet instantly took him to you, finally allowing him to hear what you were saying.
âUn-fucking-believable!! You let it spread to the third floor?! What the fuck are you all doing?! Let me go and do your job!!â
He met you at the bottom of the stairs, noticing your bruises, cuts, and blood dripping down your temple. Your embroidery anglaise white dress fit your curves in what would have been a dreamy view if it wasnât stained with black and red spots, letting see how you had scrapped your knees too. You were busy trying to get the firefighters to get their hands off, but they couldnât let you go until you calmed down.
You were frantic, so you only noticed Yoongi when his hands settled on your shoulders and he spun you to face him. Your voice finally vanished as your eyes widened; finally, he could see you were shaken up under all that fierceness.
âAre you hurt?â
His tone was firm, to the point, but you squirmed, âI have toââ
âAre you hurt?â He repeated, not letting you get away.
âIâm fine!â
You tried to turn around, but he didnât let you. He wrapped an arm around you, signaling the firefighters that he had you, then dragged you away. You squirmed and hit his chest, clawing at his arm and demanding he set you free, but he ignored you.
You thought youâd gouge his eyes out in frustration, but suddenly, he forced you to sit on a street bench across the street. He kneeled before you, but your eyes flew beyond him to the restaurant. The fire, the smoke, the people, the firefighters, and even the wreck at the back that you couldnât see from there. The explosion had been in the kitchen, surely. You knew before any reports because thatâs where youâd do it if you wanted to send a message. Easily passable as an accident, but strong enough to cause all that chaos. You ground your teeth, vexed to your core, and sprang back up. The more those idiots wasted time withâ
âSit down.â
Yoongiâs tone was incontestable as he grabbed your arms and forced you back down, and this time you faced him. He was like an apparition, crouched in front of you with his dark hair, sharp eyes, and composed demeanor that always rattled you so much. He was a sight for sore eyes, and it confused you.
âHow are you here?â
âAre you hurt?â
âDid you know about this?!â You asked furiously, your anger fueled by the possibility.
But he was impassive, âAre you hurt?â
âAnswer the question!â
âYouâre in shock, and I need you to calm down.â
âI am fucking calm!â You roared in his face, almost jumping away. âMy restaurant just fucking exploded and is on fire, donât you fucking talk down to me!â
âI know, so calm down.â
His monotone voice was like nails on a chalkboard.
âIâm fucking calm! I needââ
He gripped your wrist and raised it before your eyes, and you jolted; your fist was shaking.
The anxiety crept up on you, and you sobbed under your breath, instantly looking at him in confusion. You were angry, ready to blow on everyone and everything, but suddenly you wanted to cry. Your fear had stayed at bay, but was ambushing you now.
You gripped his coat as you teared up, mouth opening and closing, but nothing came out. You sucked anxious breaths as you looked around, conflicted between crying and telling him it was all so frightening, and getting up and making everyone work hard to save your business.
Your thoughts must have been clear in your eyes because he held you back, grounding you with enough space to let you breathe and process.
âI know. Itâs a lot. I promise everyone is handling it, but you are more important.â He spoke calmly, but not condescendingly, and it only made you shake harder. âTell me: does anything hurt?â
You pulled in a deep breath and frowned, then shook your head. A small explosion behind him drew your eyes, but he guided your chin gently so youâd face him again.
âIâm going to touch you, and youâre going to tell me if it hurts.â
You were ready to cuss him out, but as soon as he released you, you grabbed onto him desperately. There was nothing in his dark eyes as he looked up again, yet you were so embarrassed you could have died. You didnât want to hold onto him for dear life like that, but it was stronger than you. Your lips trembled, and you suppressed your cry, unable to explain or control what was happening to you, but he had you.
He leaned into you, tugging you in with his elbows on each side of your legs, âI know, Iâm here.â
Your frightened eyes showed him enough to anticipate the moment you let go of him to throw your arms around his neck and squeeze tightly. He could barely breathe, but it was secondary; he embraced you slowly, afraid to hurt you. The adrenaline running through your system changed the way you perceived pain, and heâd never risk harming you. Still, you needed to feel safe, so he held you as hard as he could safely.Â
You were shaking, maybe even crying, but rightfully in his arms. Despite the chaos behind him, that was all that mattered.
He waited until you pulled away, sniffling and pulling your long hair back, embarrassed to face him. It told him the first part was over, and that now youâd be able to talk.
âWe need to get you checked.â
âNo,â you dismissed easily. âI only trust my people, anyway.â
He swallowed his exasperation and tried again, âBut at a hospitalââ
âNo, just take me home.â You got up and faced the mess before you with a hard expression, catching him off guard. He got on his feet quickly, ready to try to convince you to go to the hospital anyway, but you looked at him again, âMy people can meet me there, and I have calls to make.â
He observed you, clearly not convinced, but you stood your ground. You didnât want to ask nor admit you needed him right now to feel safe and be able to look that problem in the eye. Youâd soon be yourself again, and that moment of weakness was unforgivable, even more so in front of him. But as you faced him and waited for his response, you closed your fists and tried not to wobble on your heels or cry again. You had a reputation to uphold, people to manage, retaliation to prepare, and maybe your knees hurt a little bit.
âAlright.â
He wrapped an arm around your waist and directed you slowly in another direction, away from it all. In other circumstances, you could have thought about the potential danger of going with him, but you dismissed those thoughts. Yoongi was your cop, even if you hadnât seen him in months. He was there for you, and there was no judgment in his eyes.
You sat on the shotgun seat of his car and looked at your lap. The time it took him to circle the car was enough for you to chastise yourself for being so gullible.
He sat down next to you and got ready to drive, and you didnât hesitate to ask, âDid you know about this?â
âAbout what?â
âAbout their plan.â
He glanced at you, then got the car moving, âI was driving home when I was notified of what happened and drove straight here.â
You closed your trembling hands over your lap again, uncomfortable with how relieved his words made you. Your eyes settled on the rearview mirror, where all the chaos was being left behind, and you sighed. You couldnât let that shake you; it was just a place, a business, one of countless others. It didnât matter that you were there, that it happened so close you were deaf from your right ear, that you could have died, that it was way too close for comfort.
He reached to grab your hand, and you looked at him again. You didnât know what to call this or how to interpret it, but he was there. Yoongi was right there.
His perfume was all around you, and with the lull of the car, the nightly traffic, and his hand in yours, you managed to close your eyes, work through the adrenaline, and doze off.
You opened your eyes when he squeezed your hand, meeting the gate of your private property in Hannam-dong. His window was down, and your housekeeper was asking who he was.
âItâs me, Sooyong,â you raised your voice just enough.
The gate instantly opened, and you stretched lazily. You werenât shaking anymore, and your judgment wasnât clouded either. All in all, those thirty minutes had managed to calm you down. Of course, your knees stung, your head fucking hurt, and you would feel your left side for days since you fell on it during the explosion. But fuck, if you werenât ready to get down to business ASAP.
You told Yoongi where to go so he could park inside your garage, then left the car swiftly before it was even off. You didnât wait for him to follow you inside, but knew he would; instead, you handed your coat to Sooyong, nodded at your two security guards, and bent down to greet your two lovely Dobermans: Archer and Gunner.
âThe medic will be here shortly, and I already asked for a preliminary report of the damage.â
Sooyong was looking at Yoongi with suspicion, but you ignored it, âGet me a phone, I need to contact Hoon Yeong.â
Your butler bowed and obeyed instantly, but Yoongi wasnât able to think about what he was hearing. The two big goons didnât follow Sooyong, and your dogs had turned to Yoongi the second you stopped petting them.
In another circumstance, Yoongi could have felt intimidated or at least uncomfortable by the whole situation, but not tonight. You were still bleeding, slept only ten minutes in the car, and were now getting worked up instead of resting.
So he spoke up, âYou need to get checked before anything else.â
It didnât matter that your men looked ready to beat him up or that your dogs were sniffing him too close for comfort. You glanced at him, âIâm fine.â
Then you turned and left, disappearing further inside the house.
He didnât hesitate to follow after you, ready to insist on you taking this seriously, but he wasnât able to. You dismissed your guards with a wave before they could grab Yoongi to drag him out, and were already pressing a phone to your ear.
He looked around your big living room, its white couches, carpets, fancy glass chandeliers falling from elevated ceilings, and matching walls adorned with expensive art. You didnât just live lavishly; you displayed it, too.
You sat on a couch while you spoke with a hand covering your eyes, and Yoongi moved quickly to dim the lights. You were stubborn, but he wouldnât make things harder for you.
He waited while you talked, disliking the observant butler in the corner of the room. Yes, Yoongi was listening to everything you said, but you could have easily told him to leave. So instead, he kept your two dogs busy with him and quiet while you made one call after another, holding nothing back.
âSecure all locations, increase the bouncers working tonight, and do random checks. Send someone to La Mordidita to account for all our staff, and Thoma to make a sweep before the firefighters start snooping around. I want to know what can be recovered and who the fuck dared to pull this shit off.â
âAnd? And the product? The insurance? Yes, indeed. Donât move it, donât do anything. Keep me posted.â
âTalk to me, Ulan,â you sighed, fatigued from handling multiple people. âI want to know how the fuck does anyone even plan this, and I donât hear about it.â
You were pacing around with each call; whatever you were learning was not helping you settle. The medic arrived and asked you to sit to work on your wounds, but you were restless. You were trying to figure out who did it, and it was clear to him by the way you started shouting that your people knew and that something had failed.
The medic tried cleaning your temple wound, mentioning a concussion, but in your temper, you slapped her hand away. That was the moment Yoongi decided to intervene; he got up, waved the medic away, and took over.
You were ready to slap his hand away, too, but froze when your eyes met his. His expression was hard, saying without as much as an eyelash bat that you needed to hang up.Â
You huffed your annoyance and quickly redirected your anger, âIf you know, then get me something. Those bastards found out about it somehow. Get me the mole, and something that will hurt them just as badly. Werenât they importing weapons illegally to sell to both North and South? Get me something!â
You ended the call and threw your phone to the other end of the couch.
âThe fucking audacity,â you spit between gritted teeth, glaring at Yoongi. He worked fast on the wound on the side of your head, but it still stung.
âDoes it hurt?â
âYes, it fucking hurts!â
You exploded and instantly saw the glint in his eyes. Why did he look so dazzling, taunting you like that? He did not react to your outburst whatsoever, so you rolled your eyes.
He started cleaning the cuts on your palms. âWhy would they attack your restaurant?â
You gritted your teeth and waved everyone else out of the room, adding a command that guided your darling puppies to their big pillows in the corner of the room. You were annoyed with absolutely everything, and even more with the answer about to fall from your lips, âBecause they knew I would go there to secure important goods.â
âWas this personal?â
You smirked bitterly, âHad to be.â
âWhat were the goods?â
âThe product we got last time. Some of it, anyway.â
âHow did they find out?â
âA mole, for certain. I moved everything across multiple locations and only disclosed today that a fraction would go to this restaurant for distribution. So unless they can read my fucking mind, they had to learn it from a fucking mole.â
âThey could have just followed you if they knew youâd go personally.â
You paused and then chuckled while he prepared the gauze to clean the wounds on your knees. âBut they could have attacked any of the venues I was in before, and they didnât. They had to know what was in this one was worth destroying.â He nodded quietly, seemingly focused on getting your knees clean of debris. You hated the silence and almost growled, âBut they have no fucking idea who theyâre messing with.â
âNo, they donât.â
His answer was so serene, that it accentuated the silence that echoed the room. He got rid of the bloodied and dirty gauze, looking you over as though he was evaluating if anything else needed pressing attention, and it hit you. âYouâre still here.â
He looked at you, âDo you know who did this?â
There was a shift in his tone that made you shudder, âThe Russians.â
âWhere would it hurt them?â
âTheir warehouse downtown.â
âTheir boss?â
âProkhor Evgeni.â
âWhere is he?â
âThe Evgeni Sports Center in Heungin-dong.â
Yoongi nodded and got up, leaving the same way he got there, and you were dumbfounded.
âWait!â You got up, and he stopped to look at you. âWhat are you going to do?â
âYouâll see.â
Some could say that was an abuse of power, but it was too easy.
He realized, as he drove under a sky barely blemished by the rising sun, that when the force wanted to, shit got done in a flash. They said, âWhere there is a will, there is a wayâ, and he was in the unique position to have both.
He stopped in a no-parking zone in front of the Evgeni Sports Center in Heungin-dong and made his way lazily up the stairs of the entrance. The big thugs outside didnât phase him as he asked to speak with Prokhor Evgeni. His tone was dry and blasĂ©, and the menâs reactions were to laugh and joke about it being almost 6 AM. The center was closed to people like him.
âNothing is ever closed to people like me,â he found himself answering, unmoving.
He saw commotion behind the thugs, where he imagined the security booth was, and instantly relaxed. People like him didnât have to show identification, his face was enough. He glanced at his watch as he waited, ignoring the quips of the two men, who were increasingly dumbfounded by the situation.
He understood; he would have been stupefied as well. After all, even Superintendent Generals would have security if they wanted to confront the head of a mafia at 6 AM. But as it turned out, Yoongi was feeling beside himself. It was time to start using who he was to get shit done, instead of hiding and praying someone like you could give out a hand. Not this time; it was his turn.
One of the bouncers couldnât read the room and made a move to touch him, and Yoongiâs eyebrow almost twitched. He just needed one touch to arrest him and get a warrant. Would that be an abuse of power as well?
Fortunately for the small fry, someone from the back called out his name and reprimanded him swiftly in Russian. It was enough for Yoongi to assume everyone was on the same page, and follow when said man â a big, wide fellow with small eyeglasses â waved at him to follow.
Yoongi went up the elevator with the guy in silence, evaluating if anything still needed to be done to wrap this up, but it was just that. And a phone call.
He ignored everything he saw as he walked the corridors, from the men passing him to the gambling hastily hidden by the doors continuously closing in his wake. Finally, he arrived at the office of the big boss, judging by the cigars, wide flat screens showing multiple sports simultaneously, and the big foreigner man with much more white hair than he would have guessed, sitting behind a desk.
âI couldnât believe it when they told me,â Prokhor Evgeni laughed before the amusement dropped from his face. âBut here you are. You must be lost,â he bit the cigar in his mouth, unable to hide his discomfort.
Yoongi stretched his shoulders a little bit and, on cue, his phone rang. He picked it up, âGot it.âÂ
He put his phone back inside his pocket, looking at Prokhor as if waiting for him to say something, which only annoyed the old thug further.
Yoongi looked around as if he had all the time in the world, âIâll wait for you to be put in the loop.â
Prokhor smacked his hands on the desk, getting up with a shout that never came out because his phone rang as well. He sat back down, cursing under his breath, and picked it up. His gaze was venomous as he heard the caller, unable to stop Yoongi when he reached for a pack of cigarettes and a lighter lying on the desk.
The mob bossâ cheeks were getting redder and redder, yet Yoongi was unfazed as he lit a cigarette and took a drag that numbed his senses. He almost groaned then, holding it in for such a long time he lost track. How had he ever stayed away?
Prokhor yelled what were probably obscenities before slamming the phone on the desk, but before he could talk, Yoongi breathed, âJustice just never sleeps.â The smoke exited his parted lips slowly, and the mob boss stilled, starting to understand the situation. âWe were lucky too,â he smirked, taking another drag. âYour kids still had the same materials used in the explosives in their car. Otherwise, I donât know. We might have required a warrant to search for more potentially harmful materials. Say in the warehouse downtown where they were found lounging around smoking weed when they were arrested.â
Yoongi suppressed a smirk as he put the cigarette between his lips, and the mob boss was so red he was about to explode. He knew the kids werenât found near his warehouse, so the implication was clear.
âDo you have any idea who youâre talking to?!â
He hissed, but Yoongi only kept smoking placidly, âJust try to poke your head out again.â
In a flash, pure anger became bewilderment in the giantâs blue eyes, âNo way.â Yoongi didnât even blink, so Prokhor scoffed, âBitch really has the Superintendent General on a leash?â
Yoongi threw the cigarette on the garish carpet, âI like it quiet.â
He turned to leave, but Prokhor got up in a fury again, âI have people too! People who can bite your head off!â
Yoongi turned but kept walking backward, opening his arms in a momentary invitation, before leaving that place without as much as a hair out of place.
It was interesting to consider that Prokhorâs threats could hold true, but Yoongi didnât feel minimally affected. He got inside his car to drive home and reevaluated his thought process. He and the Firefighterâs Captain had a long history, the Mayor called him for favors, and the Seoul Metropolitan Police Agency still operated under his direct scrutiny. It was why puzzling the evidence from the restaurant fire had been so easy, especially given that Thoma had conveniently left the place ready for them. Yoongi assumed; he saw a man in the shadows, between the mess, and minutes later, a firefighter had found something. Interesting how explosions in rich parts of town were such a priority for the city; the division of arson investigation could take years to build a case, but tonight, a couple of hours sufficed. The Mayor saw to that as soon as Yoongi called. And the media would love that swift action, earning everyone brownie points for reelection.
Yoongi parked as he scoffed to himself; he was playing a dangerous game. He eyed his house, wondering if he should feel wary about anything happening to him, but he brushed it off. And if it did? He did what he had to do, and heâd sleep like a rock, knowing he had taken care of everything so you could finally sleep your concussion off.
He got inside his house with the first rays of morning, thanking the universe it was Saturday. But he sighed and didnât throw his jacket too far, only on the nearest couch, before making his way to the kitchen. He would probably still workâ
Something cut the corner at the same time as him but from the kitchen, and his reflex was to pull out his gun instantly, taking a step back. You were tranquil, despite the gun barrel on your face, and his eyes widened in disbelief, âJesus fuck!â
He could barely believe it was you, with no bandages on your head and now wearing a black dress instead of white, but he still put the gun down. Or would have, but you shoved it away first, then grabbed his head to kiss him.
Instantly, he put the pistol down on a nearby counter, just in time before you pushed him back. He hit a cabinet glass door with your strength and immediately caught you when you threw yourself in his arms, frantically kissing him as if there wouldnât be a tomorrow.
His initial shock didnât last when your taste and perfume assured him it was you, and with you, insanity was to be expected. He had nothing against you being in his house, kissing him, or coming to him in general.
But he still tried to hold you back gently so he could ask, âShouldnât youâ be in bedâ resting?â
He spoke between your hungry lips, whenever you gave him a split second, and you laughed, âTake me to bed, then.â
Your sly smile died in a small yelp when he bent down to pick you up in his arms. You held onto him silently while he carried you upstairs to his bedroom, and his ego couldnât have been more inflated after that whole crazy night. What got him wasnât that he managed to calm you down, met your dogs, or solved your problem by showing some mob boss how big his cock was, no. What got him hard in a split second was that little yelp and your silence as he carried you effortlessly. He might have had an office job, but he still took the time to go to the gym every day, and fuck if it wasnât worth it.
When he put you down over the bed, he thought youâd actually want to sleep after such an exhausting night, but he should have known better. You got on your knees on the bed before he could open his mouth and started unbuttoning his shirt. His expression must have given away his thoughts because you didnât stop, but you didnât push him either. You waited for a clear indication that you could touch him, but didnât hesitate to get him naked, opening every button. Then, when you pulled the shirt back over his shoulders, he grabbed your head to kiss you.
Your reaction was instant, rushing to get rid of the shirt and unbuckle his belt as he consumed your mouth eagerly. It was hard not getting distracted, especially by the way he easily pulled on your hair to keep you on your toes, but it only served to melt you. Even when he did it with a level of gentleness, careful about your injuries; something that could easily trigger you and turn you off, but tonight made you so eager to be with him, that you didnât recognize yourself.
You moaned inside his mouth when he sucked your tongue, dizzy from the blood rushing everywhere all at once. Fortunately, you had made your way inside his pants and could anchor yourself to his cock.
It only made you groan harder as you pumped him; he couldnât get harder than that, and your wet core would be the perfect match.
His consuming kiss along with his soft touches could have gotten you to settle and let him decide where to take this, but you knew what you wanted and your limits. You needed Yoongi like air to breathe, but you were on painkillers and exhausted. You shouldnât have driven there in that condition, but couldnât stop yourself. So, you pushed through his addictive, wild kisses and pulled his pants and underwear down, hinting at him to strip fully.
He did so in a heartbeat, falling over you so quickly you didnât see it coming. Accommodating him over you between your parted legs was everything you wanted, so you sighed into his returning mouth, clawing at his back so heâd come closer. His lips soon made a detour to your neck, and you were overrun by shivers, almost pleading his name with how much you were dying to feel him.
But as he made his way down to your chest, you pushed through your cloudy, horny judgment. You pushed him by the shoulders and got on top of him, straddling him easily. His head fell over the pillow, dark hair contrasting with the white as his equally dark eyes observed you. They were glistening, hungry, but the hands on your hips were patient, and controlled. Min Yoongi wanted to ravish you, but for you, heâd give you the lead. You almost teased him about it, but there was no time to waste.
You had never seen him naked, so you werenât shy about looking; quickly, but still. You touched every scar you could see â on his left shoulder, under his ribs, on the side of his waist, wondering how he had gotten injured and if it had hurt. Your lips followed suit, lingering over his skin while you sniffed his scent on your way to an untamed delicacy.
You only nuzzled him for a second before starting to lick his balls greedily, and he groaned, âYou donât have to.â
You smirked, laughing with yourself â as if youâd miss the opportunity. âI want to.â
It would be wrong to say you drove across town in that state to give head to Min Yoongi, but it was close to the truth. In your plans, you spent more time working him up â kissing him, dry humping, maybe even twisting those pretty nipples â before reaching his balls and preparing him to give you cum all night long.
But the fucking concussion and pain and tiredness or whatever. It irritated you, your knees hurt, and your head was spinning, and not necessarily from his luscious scent or your insane lust. So, unfortunately, you had to cut to the chase.
Just licking the tip of his dick wasnât enough; not for you, and not for him. You wanted the thick mushroom tip between your lips, and the guttural groan he let out once you sucked broke the dam for you.
You licked and drooled all over him, bobbing your head to get him further and further inside you with greed that bordered on obsession. The more your jaw slacked, and his taste flooded your mouth, the more you needed to feel him pressing, invading, reaching inside you. His groans matched your moans, his fists around the sheets mimicked your hands holding his hips, and the desperation of his hips, moving to match your head falling on him, almost fulfilled your need.
Until you realized that wouldnât do. Your wet cunt was throbbing slick, desperate with your need, and you were selfish. You wanted him to bust his nut down your throat, but fuck; you wanted to ride him more.
The drool that fell all over his hard, red shaft was almost embarrassing, but you didnât waste time licking it. You got off him to slide your underwear off, your eyes never abandoning his, and so you didnât miss him looking at you with a glint of despair in his eyes.
âI think I wouldnât have lasted five more seconds.â
You grinned at his confession and got back on him, throwing your dress around so you could align him with your slit, âGood.â You felt the tip of his cock, and so did he, because he gripped your hips as if to stop you. âYou better hold it.â
His dark eyes showed a hint of torture, but you were not sympathetic. You pressed yourself down on him, rolling your hips to get him coated in you, forcibly stretching you, making you keen so ecstatically, that you threw your head back. If his thick cock tucked inside you wasnât enough, then the groans out of his mouth, with gritted teeth and a frown, in deep concentration, would take the cake. You rolled your hips further, slowly in wide movements, seeing every line in his face contorting or twitching under your sweet torture, his strength slowly leaving him as he fought tooth and nail not to come so soon.Â
âYourâ Your kneesââ
You smirked, oblivious about your bandaged knees at that moment. âShut up, just let me ride you.â
His nails pierced your skin at the hips around your garter, and you moaned approvingly. Just looking at him, the blood rushed to your cheeks, the temperature rising immediately in a heatwave through your body. Every grunt of his was fuel; you couldnât stop moving, dragging his thick cock across your walls so it could disappear deep inside you and torture him some more. And you, because the more he resisted, the more you wanted it, and the more it got to you too.
You knew youâd come pathetically quick but didnât imagine it would be this fast. The pleasure burning through you was so overwhelming and undeniable, that soon you were riding him hungrily, not to torture him, but to come with him. He noticed it somehow because he started helping you, meeting you with short thrusts upwards that set your body on fire. You wanted him so fucking bad that leaning over his chest to kiss him before you came became your final act, and you crashed.
Your mouth pressed to his with a shaky moan from deep inside your chest, and he held the back of your head, keeping you in place. He fucked you through your orgasm, your throbbing so intense around him, it took him seconds to spill inside you; to groan into your mouth as he pressed you down, burying his cock as deep as he could.
Feeling him coming was such a delight, you grinned. The silence was cut by your chuckle seconds later, and even when he bit your cheek, you didnât come down from cloud nine.
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sorry if my rambling is not cohesive, but MAN i have so much to thank haikyuu for. hinata shoyo, in particular.
the first time i watched haikyuu, i remember that although i loved hinata, he gave me a lot of second-hand embarrassment (god forbid i accidentally get an authority figure's wig blown off). i loved his drive and passion, but i felt all twisty inside whenever he got humbled or criticized. i felt uncomfortable whenever he'd start rivalries with other players out of nowhere. but it was the s2 and s4 training camp arcs that made me realize why i felt that way; hinata was the embodiment of someone i was afraid to be.
it didn't help that i started haikyuu during the last month of my last semester. it was just one humbling moment after another. i made a fool of myself during a practical exam. i kept coming to my classes and exams late. i could barely study and write papers with the same energy i used to. i delayed and eventually discontinued promising projects. i just felt defeated, that i was not as gifted, smart, or competent as everyone made me out to be. i was so so close to giving up, but watching hinata's journey somehow turned me back around.
i hated being embarrassed. i hated sucking at things i thought i could/want to be good at. i hated the thought of other people saying negative things about me, whether those are rumors or factual statements. but all this made me do was run away, stay afraid, and miss out on things that could have helped me grow.
hinata though? he realizes his weaknesses, and actively finds ways to improve himself in the training arcs. every lightbulb moment and added skill is a middle finger to everyone who underestimated him. he reflects on the valid criticism that is given to him, even if it's hard to hear. he is successful because he has the right mindset that helps him through whatever life throws at him.
since i'm starting clinical internship soon, i'm so glad that hinata (and the entirety of haikyuu, really) brought back positivity into my life. even though the uncertainty terrifies me, i am so excited and grateful for all the learning opportunities i'll have. even if i make some mistakes, receive harsh criticism, or have a hard time, it is not the end for me. i won't lose my potential just like that.
anyway, i won't be playing volleyball anytime soon, but i suppose this is my "little giant" moment. hinata, you are so loved. thank you. <3
EDIT: hello to everyone who liked and reblogged this (or are about to), thank you for all the notes! i didn't expect this to blow up at all. hearts out to everyone who's in the same boat right now. i'm wishing you all the best! <3 also, i just attended an internship seminar about resilience, mindset, and goal-setting. i realized that hinata has what's called a growth mindset! it's worth looking up if you haven't ^-^
#haikyuu#stellar speaks#hinata shoyo#hinata shouyou#THIS IS A LONG ONE. i just got emotional thinking abt hinata#and how he progressed throughout his journey#AND HOW HE HELPED ME PERSONALLY#honestly i could probably write an essay on this that's better worded and in-depth#but my thoughts demand to escape my brain NOW#so here we are#stellar the slp
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