#stay cool stay fresh

[beatheprincess]

May wrap-up

May has put me thru a world wind mentally, so glad this month is over..will prob still feel like shit tmrw but it'll clear up, anxiety n possible depression? Lack of motivation was seriously kicking my ass plus the adult responsibilities of not knowing what I want to do n how to do it and my parents getting on me about it; just wanna be free fr- and I'm so nervous traveling alone as a woman to begin with too ૮꒰ྀི ◞ ๑ ◟ ꒱ა ⠀anyways I've on the bright side I have discovered many things about myself and working on mental health issues/getting thru life, I've been and continuing to be closer to my inner child/femininity cus it's the only thing that makes me happy atp.

I hope yall had a great month and a good school year tho ! June pls be kind or else😤👌🏽

[two-corpses-in-the-burial-mounds]

Anyone else think a lot about how at the end of canon, Lan Wangji has had time to mature for 10+ years into a guy in his mid-30s, but Wei Wuxian still has the life experience and general maturity of a war-traumatized early 20-something?

Because like. Wei Wuxian died young and he died tragically, and everyone who was around him then that's still there after he's resurrected has gotten to live their lives. They got to mature. They've had 13/16 years to heal (or not heal -_-) and learn who they are. To become fully realized adults outside of the pressures of war. And Wei Wuxian hasn't had that. If you believe MXTX's interview that circulates on this site sometimes, he spent those 16 years in a suspended state of agony. And even if you don't believe that, he was still dead. Non-existant.

For Wei Wuxian, the war is fresh. The pain is fresh. He has no idea what's doing because he's barely an adult, if admittedly a highly skilled one for his age. The world has moved on around him and he has stayed in place. What does he do with that?

Wei Wuxian had no choice but to pretend that he's moved on, too, because that war that took so much from him was almost two decades ago, now. The Wen Remnants have been dead for over 10 years. What use is it to dig up old hurts? Except, those hurts are still hurting him.

When he died, Wei Wuxian was helping care for Lan Sizhui. Wen Yuan. When he died, Lan Wangji raised A-Yuan with the Lan. If Wei Wuxian was dead for 13/16 years and A-Yuan was 3/4 when he died, then Lan Sizhui is about his age, or very close to it.

This is the child he was raising. This child is now his peer.

Wei Wuxian has memories of war and tragedy, but no one to talk to. The juniors, who are closest to him in relative age, haven't known war, and everyone who has known it has moved on. He's trapped between generations, and that has to be so incredibly isolating.

Jiang Yanli, the Wen Remnants, Wen Qing of particular note, all of them died shortly before he did. Did he ever really get to grieve them? Will he be allowed to now? Especially with his reputation. Especially with the number of people who would really prefer him to simply leave the past in the past. Especially with all the people who think he is the cause of the deaths he wishes to grieve.

Will he be allowed to mourn, if the cultivation world thinks these deaths are his fault? Or that these people don't deserve to be grieved?

Wei Wuxian has the misfortune of being a man who is a decade out of time, and he will have to learn to cope with that, but how does he account for the missing years? When the pain is still fresh for him, how does he find a place in a society that has long since moved on?

[juniemunie]

"Why am I still doing this?"

"Don't you get it?"

"This is all just a show... and we're playing parts~"

[foxssonicdoodles]

saw @itz-pandora’s misc AU super sonic, blacked out, and then this guy was on my screen

[satans-knitwear]

Unrestrained summer fun!!

[bugbachelor]

okay but because of the ask i just realized the Trix genuinely get no sun for their main s1-3 era. they start at cloudtower that's perpetually, well, cloudy, on the best days. then they get psychologically tortured at light rock that has at least normal sunlight. and then they go right back to no sun ever by first hanging out with Darkar, underground, for the next few months, then Omega, that's all underground ice caves, and then Valtor, who's primary hideouts are all either at cloudtower or... underground. again

is it a witch thing to be biologically fine with no sunlight ever or are they all suffering from critical vitamin D deficiencies while going stir crazy without realizing

[jichanxo]

how it started:

how it's going:

[marswasnothere]

Thinkin about merperson shark max and marine biologist daniel

[skuaclan]

skuaclan confession foxfern originally died on moon 1 but i couldn't find a way to work that into my plans/didn't want to spend ages on the literal first moon setting up her death so i reset the game and started again lmfao

[radio-4-is-static]

25コ目の染色体 | RADWIMPS

忘れてた泣き方 でも 今ここにある何か 目を閉じても零れそうな気がして

I will die for you, and I will live for you I will die for you, there is nothing more that I could really say to you

[infizero]

like LOOK AT THEMMMMMM they make me fucking crazy theyre so shaped they go so well together im gonna bite someone.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[charaznablescanontoyota]

i could write a big post about how my mutuals should all read undead unluck but im just going to post these images instead

[explodingcrayon]

nothing quite like planning your mom's 60th birthday with her (because if you tried to plan a surprise, she'd hate every aspect of it and then blame you for ruining her day) and when you tell her what you think will be the linchpin part of it - you making her favorite type of cake from scratch, special for her - she instead excitedly suggests you go buy an alternative from a store 🙃 sure. ok. whatever you want! i guess!

[fruitzbat]

fuck man i love my research. italian communists are some of the funniest people on earth

[neiptune]

I, for one, hope that pedro pascal is staying hydrated