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the-starsong-atelier · 2 years ago

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I sincerely hope that in this life or next one or whatever the fuck happen, I will has a actual parent/parent figure.

I honestly can’t remember a single shit about “mom” beside her beating me and smoking alot.

“Dad” is a unstable and shit person, getting pissed off and screaming and then be happy and giggling in half a hour, while ignoring the fucking traumas he put me through. (there are whole other shits but yea)

They would never love me for who I am, they would scuff away my dreams like it some fad or shits, and would force me to do shits I don’t like.

I can’t really remember a single parent thing they did, “mom” is practically dead to me and “dad” feel more like some adult that I know and take care of me.

I just want a parent to be there for me, who would love me for who I am, who would actually teach me and guide me through some shits, who I wouldn’t has to lie to or be scared to be honest with, and someone I could love to hang out with.

I shouldn’t has to rely on good people on internet like Jackspeticeye, Markiplier, Jaiden animation, Philza, DanTDM and other as much as I did to help grow and and learn about myself.

#starsong vent #personal vent #vent post #cw: absuive and absent parents #nothing bad happened #I was just reading about hunter and luz and I just started to think and need to vent this somewhere

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starstress · 4 years ago

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A Pure Vessel, rested in their cloak, rested against white, against shadow, against softness. Why do you weep, dear child?

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This is just a short thing, wherein I vented some of the negative feelings that have been steadily bringing me down these days through Hollow. Featuring the anxiety attack I had about 2 days ago as well, lmao.

I swear I love Hollow, I do, but I just find myself resonating with them so much that it’s scarily easy for me to dump my mental health into them and bam, fanfic.

Hope you enjoy!

#hollow knight #hk #thk #the pure vessel #pure vessel #the hollow knight #the pale king #he's mentioned only #but still #hk fanfic #mine

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the-starsong-atelier · 2 years ago

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Nevermind changing the shift hours after the first paycheck, I gonna change this as soon as I fucking can

#5 hours shift in that hellsite is alr too much for me mentally and this is on the fucking weekend too #legit I only planned to changed after the first paycheck cus I am scared to talking for myself but fucking damnthis girl #you said that you know that most problem caused in your life is by putting your head in the sand and hope things simply passed and yet you #keep doing so #this time to actually girl up and apply lessoins from characters you love the most like Luz and Akko and actually start doing shits #starsong vent #i am actually very pissed at myself #for good reasons too #this should also work cus this is a part time postion as well

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the-starsong-atelier · 2 years ago

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By faking the past

You delude your sense of self

And lose your true self

The answers to your questions and woes don’t lie in your dreams and fantasies but your past.

The fantasies and dream only give tips and hints, both true and false

#starsong haiku vent #potery #i has realized that part of my issues is that I would fall too deep in my fanasty of different lifes and pasts #it is fine to disklike your life but you will need to be true to yourself if you want to be your true self

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