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plasticpony4 · 4 years ago

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So, like, I’ve been feeling like writing in here for the past couple days but the thing is I’m not sure what I want to say. What I’m sure of is that for once I feel like writing on here instead of my journal or my private blog that only I can read.

I wouldn’t say I’m feeling lonely right now, but maybe I am, and I don’t recognize it because I’m a lot less lonely than I used to. The thing is that I actually am fine. Like, I’ve been feeling fine for the past 3 months or so. But what my therapist said is that I’m not fine, it’s just that I’m not terribly desperate and on the verge of fragmentation. Even though sometimes I still feel extremely fragile, and I guess I could be shattered again if I was under enough stress. But I am not. Thus, I can only say that I am fine. Even though my therapist says I’m not.

A part of me thinks that I’m experiencing depression. But to go from despair to depression is... I just feel better. A lot better. I’m glad that my life changed and is still changing.

For all my life until, like, probably, this year? I though I was very self-aware. I was not. I was just thinking too much and being super in pain. All the time. Thinking and being in pain. Being in pain and thinking. So I knew a lot of things from all this overthinking. And I knew a lot of things about suffering. But: did I know myself? Did I know what I like and what I disklike? I didn’t even think for once that I should feel pleasure for something. Even though, of course I still liked and disliked some things, of course I still acted according to it. But was I self-aware? I was hyper aware and blind and deaf and hopeless.

I want to be in a place where I can be seen and recognized. I’m a lot more self-sufficient, and yet. I want to be read. I miss the old tumblr, when it would be normal to write posts like this for me. But at the same time, I’m glad it’s not as popular as before, because I’m not planning on being read by everyone in the world. I just want friends, I guess. Acquaitances are fine too, I guess. My therapist said that I’m like a flower that bloomed but nobody can see it yet, so it’s like I have yet to bloom. In my mind there was a big hana ga saita yo. Look at me! I have bloomed. I don’t have friends - I have some online friends, but can I trust them? Are they real enough? And we have to keep distances, or else we’ll hurt ourselves with our mental illnesses. So, I don’t have friends who can look at me blooming. I’m blooming by myself, in my old tumbleblog.

She says I’m not well because I can’t study or concentrate much on anything. I’m forgetful as always, and I have less energy. I’m mourning. I think this is similar to depression. I have realized what covid took from me. What I lost, generally speaking, not just to the quarantine. The thing that is hard to rationalize, and that I’m trying to, so hard, for weeks, is that I am not such a toxic person as I was before. But, the people who knew me when I was more toxic, they’re leaving now. Not before, when I was that toxic. Though I am sure I am not the healthiest most wholesome person ever. And we’ve been struggling for a long time. Me and my old life. When the pop psychology instagram infographics say that change means to let go of people who you’re not meant to be with, they don’t say that it’s gonna be like this. I am not complaining that it wasn’t meant to be, I’m complaining because I don’t know. Like. I don’t want to hurt people. And I try to be a better person. Not just for me. And I learnt that it’s never a good idea to be the only one who makes an effort to make it work, or that if the other person doesn’t care then I’m the one who needs to disengage until something changed for the better, or that shouting and making a big scene won’t make things better but quite the opposite, so if something is wrong I will try to speak calmly or just stay silent, because how many times can you ask someone to respect you? The only way to respect yourself sometimes it’s just to shut up and walk away. But when I walked away, it wasn’t out of rage, out of spite, it wasn’t a performative act. And I wouldn’t just shut people out completely, unless there is a reason. But in most cases, there isn’t. My door is always open, you know? My door is open, and you don’t knock on it. And yet you get mad at me (for what?) and I’m cancelled. This is literally what keeps happening to me with the people from my past.

This is when I should be strong (stronger) and tell myself over and over and over and over again that it’s not my fault. That they see the world through their own distorted glass. That they don’t see what I see. That when I stay quiet because I’m hurt and I don’t want to make a fuss, they see that they’re being ignored and abandoned. Because that’s what they fear. Because they hate themselves and project it on me. And I am sorry that you still hate yourself. I’m sorry. This is why my door was open. Yeah, repeating it over and over is not working. It changed how I feel. That is, cancelled.

I will try once again. I’m mourning. Mouring. When the circumstances changed and it was time to get out of the house and back in my hometown, I only wanted to have fun with my friends. I had to reconsider my plans. Because my so-called “friends” didn’t want to hang out most of the times, some of them didn’t even reply to me. Some of them were just friends online. Summer was over and I had to get back home. To not having fun. To responsibilities. I just coudln’t. Because I need to have a social life as well. Because we have decided that I exist, and that I am a human. Humans need social interactions. I’m so lucky to have a girlfriends but she can’t be the only human I see for months. There are so many things I want to do. I lost my last chance to make friends at school with online classes. It was my last chance to be a real student, lik everyone else. Now I have to mourn more. The ghosts of my friends are also dead, not just my friends. I knew they were dead. But I hoped for them to be courteous enough to stay as ghosts. No. I can’t have ghosts either. I need to find real friends, not ghosts, as soon as possible. But we can’t go outside and meet people, so I can only cope. I need to cope.

Learn how to cope.

What keeps me from crying (more than this) is that I know I am fine. Even though I am not fine. It’s so much better than being scattered in a million broken pieces. At least I’m a person now. The sadistic part of this person is glad that I, at least, am more mature now. I’d like to think that I’m better than them, though I know that it’s not true. It’s still a nice idea, though. But I know it’s not true. They’re in a worse place than me. I am saved for now. They’re burning in hell. Losing weight. Fighting. Cheating. Hating.

[TW: RAPE]

Then. A flash in my mind. A quick intrusive thought. The memory of when was it? An hour ago? Masturbating to the idea of getting raped again. I hate this part of me. I hate it. I want to be strong. I don’t want to hurt myself again. Why do I have to be like this? I said it already in my other blog - the one no one reads. The things I’ve done to my body. Drank soap, just a little bit of it, just enough to throw up and hate the smell of it forever, just enough to threaten my body, without actually harming it seriously. A long torture. Took a teaspoon and put it over a flame, then pressed it against my hand and my knee. It burnt. I have scars, but they’ve faded now. Forced myself to have sex. Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaany times!!!! Wear slutty clothes, put on the make-up, no panties, no talking, no warm-up, just sex. Get tied up. On your knees. Cold floor. Looking at the walls. Remembering only walls and bits and pieces and white. Poisoning the person that claims he loves me. Telling him how much I like -------- Cheating. Lying. Being always guilty, always wrong. Become evil, become possessed, become another. Meet another. Don’t listen to yourself, never ask yourself if you actually like him or liked them or even like men. Just fuck. Beg for it. I’m so jealous of the ones that hold nice words. “Clothes do not equal consent.” “I didn’t ask for it. I wasn’t even wearing a skirt.” I ASKED FOR IT. Literally. I’m so disgusted by myself and by the fact that I know, I know for sure, I know realistically how many men would just rape you if you asked them. How many of them are actually looking for girls who want to be hurt. They do not care about you. They do not care about you as a person. You’re not a person to them. You are meat, but for real. You are the proof that they are manly and powerful. It’s not even about nutting. It’s not even about cock and pussy, it’s just, Reassurance. Proof that they can do it. They just want someone who is willing to let them do whatever they want. To believe they’re all-powerful.

I used to be triggered all the time, and I didn’t even know. I’m not exactly over it, but, I’m not triggered all the time. Just now. I hate sex. No, I don’t hate sex. I hate that it’s complicated, I hate that it’s tied to so many hurtful things. I want to have sex, but, I’m scared. I end up thinking about rape. Again. I don’t want to. Or do I? I will never not masturbate to rape. It’s scary. Thinking about being raped again is, uh, is, it is, like, it’s, it’s what makes me come. Sometimes. All the time. Reality and fantasy overlap and it’s so scary. I can’t trust people, I can’t trust myself, I can’t trust porn, I can’t trust memories, I can’t trust men, I can’t trust ----------- I say that it’s fine. It’s fine not having sex and just masturbating. But. Masturbation is scary too. I ended up looking at him. His facebook profile. He looks so much more confident. Is being able to rape fragile girls what makes you so confident? Confident that you can rape more? It sure must be nice to live in a world where girls are willing to get raped because they want to be damaged more. Why are there so many of them? Why are we enabling them? We shouldn’t. Hate yourself girl, but don’t enable them. Please. Are we groomed by society? To become cum slaves? The thought makes me horny. I hate it. (I love it.)

One day the mess inside my thoughts will be cleaned. They will become understandable. (Jizz. Come.) It’s already a lot better. So much that even though I am like this, I can say, and believe in it, that I am fine. It will be clean and clear (dirty. cum. in my hair.) and I will read what I think and it will make sense. It’s already happening. It will go better. It can be better. I’m emptied now. Can’t talk anymore. Over.

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justlooking1995 · 8 years ago

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Hi there ! Could I please get a tarot reading on my general life in 2017? Thank you ^^

What main lessons will you be taught in 2017?

”Dirty Angel - Courtney Jenaé”

FIVE OF PENTACLES

In a world that equates success with financial security, the loss shown on the Five of Pentacles can be a humbling blow to one's self-esteem. This can be brought about in many ways, but even though an exterior event may seem to be the cause, this card often shows a loss that you bring upon yourself. Even though the Pentacles are a material suit, and Fives usually deal with real-world problems, the theme of poverty is not the true destitution shown on the Five of Pentacles. There is a spiritual loss that often precedes or accompanies loss of material wealth.

But since outer problems must often be resolved before inner conflict can be attended to, the outer meaning of the Five of Pentacles shall be explained first. This card shows the many faces of material misfortune and lack: loss of funds, general poverty, illness, unemployment, solitude. The card also tells you that many of these are caused by your emotions. Greed will lead to loss, anxiety will lead to error, possessiveness will lead to solitude. By focusing on the material, you lose sight of the spiritual development the Ace promised. You may be rich for a while, but all will be lost if you learn nothing.

This leads up to the more spiritual meaning of the Five of Pentacles. This card represents the dark night of the soul, when you must stumble around in the darkness because you can no longer see the light shining within you. Often, during times like this, salvation is not far away, but because you are so preoccupied with your material problems you cannot see it. The two people on the Rider-Waite card walk by a brightly lit church, unable to acknowledge how close a solution to their destitution is. The church is an apt symbol because it provides spiritual comfort while helping those who cannot help themselves.

When the Five of Pentacles appears it is almost always a warning that you are likely to experience some kind of loss, material or otherwise. If this loss has not yet happened you can prevent it or lessen the blow. Worrying about problems like this will do nothing but make them even worse, so stop worrying and start doing something! If you are in a situation where you have lost a great deal, know that you have the ability to get it back. There is always a solution, always a way out, always a church window just around the corner. So either open your eyes and go to it, or close your eyes and let the inner light guide you.

What should you avoid?

“Diamond On A Landmine - Billy Talent”

THE DEATH

The image of Death charging across a field on his spectral steed would strike fear into the heart of almost any man. The appearance of the Death card has a similar effect on most people, though it really should not. Whether you like it or not, Death is one of the most powerful cards in the Tarot. Humans naturally fear the unknown, and so Death is our greatest fear since it is the greatest unknown. The majority of us are unaware that our mind and spirit die all the time, constantly shedding old beliefs and acquiring new ones. It has been said many times by many readers: the Death card is not a card of death - it is a card of transformation.

In the Tarot, as in reality, Death is nothing more than a transition to the next level of life. Whether you believe that a soul goes to heaven or back to Earth to be reincarnated, the fact remains that the soul lives on. The candle is extinguished, but only because the day has come. The river shown on many versions of the Death card is a symbol, showing that life will go on, no matter what disastrous things happen. The river water will reach the sea, rise into the clouds, then rain onto the land to flow into the river again. Nothing is destroyed, because nothing can be destroyed - there can be only transformation.

The only real reason the transformation shown by Death is so catastrophic is because it is being held back, fought against by those too afraid to realize that change is beneficial. Every change happens for a reason, and Death is a force like Justice in that it is absolutely fair. It does not discriminate against one group and spare another - everyone is equal in the eyes of Death. So if big changes are happening in your life it is certainly plausible that you are the reason for them. There's no point fighting death, it only makes things worse. Like the Hanged Man, accept that change happens and let it do what it must.

Take a look at the Rider-Waite version of the Death card, and note the bishop on the right side of the image. He is actually welcoming Death, because he knows of the great spiritual transformation it brings. Almost all versions of the Death card show a symbol of resurrection or re-birth. This could be the rising sun, an egg, or a sapling sprouting from the body of a dead man. All these symbols show that to progress in life, our old form must die, just as a snake sheds its old skin to reveal a shiny new one. This is the message of the card: Death must be conquered by the regeneration of the soul, and he who knows this shall live forever.

When the Death card appears, big changes are heading your way. Usually this change refers to something in your lifestyle; an old attitude or perspective is no longer useful and you have to let go of it. While the Hanged Man was a card of voluntary sacrifice, the Death card is a forced sacrifice - but that does not mean that it is not for your own good. Sometimes you cannot see how your attitudes are hurting you, and when that is true, the Death card is your wake-up call. Death is not simply destruction; it is destruction followed by renewal. Even though one door may have closed, another is opening. Will you have the courage to step through?

If so, before you go forward, take a moment to look back. Is there anything that you are carrying with you that is no longer necessary? Let it go now, before you proceed. Are your old attitudes holding you back, or are high expectations constantly disappointing you? Cast them off, or let Death's watery energy wash them away from you. Open yourself and let it strip away all that you no longer need - fear, revenge, intolerance. Flowers cannot bloom if the land is full of weeds which choke the ground, and likewise, your spiritual enlightenment will be held back by doubt and fear. Let them go now or risk having them painfully ripped away when Death inevitably returns.

“Holes In Your Coffin - Phidel”

What events/activities/hobbies should you peruse?

“Hate It When You See Me Cry - Halestorm”

KNIGHT OF PENTACLES

Though his visions may not be earth-shattering, and his methods are certainly not original, the Knight of Pentacles sees that everything he undertakes will meet with nothing but success. He is the least kinetic of the four Knights, probably the least ambitious, though he carries the burden of responsibility that the other Knights often throw away in their haste to find glory and excitement. His energy manifests in three ways: as an event that you will experience, a person whom you will meet, or a part of yourself that needs to be developed and expressed.

As an event, the Knight of Pentacles often shows a time when you will have to assume responsibility and take charge of a situation. You could be assigned a project or given a task to do, and you will have to devote some of your time to see that project end successfully. Perhaps the responsibility will not be due to a new project, but an old failure that you have to account for. In either case, stand tall and accept responsibility without any complaints or manipulations. The Knight of Pentacles has the strongest body of all the Knights, as well as the strongest character. In situations like the ones he represents, the latter is often more useful.

Where another man will charge in head-first, and end up doing little more than hurting himself, the person represented by the Knight of Pentacles will assess the situation. And then he will strike with the force of a hurricane, decisively and implacably. He is a dedicated worker and a loyal servant; when he says something will get done, it will. His persistence is virtually inexhaustible and he'll keep at a task until it's complete. His word is as strong as his hand, and he takes all of his promises seriously. The Knight of Pentacles likes doing things the old-fashioned way, and it could be said that his weakness is his lack of imagination. The old ways work fine for him, and he disklikes those who cannot keep their heads out of the clouds.

There are many reasons to be like the Knight of Pentacles. In times when few people honor promises and value responsibilities, his energy is a welcome breath of duty and loyalty. When his energy is strong within you, never back down from responsibility and hold true to your word. Others will respect you if you give them reason to, and once they are your friends, never let them down and they will stay at your side through anything. Hard work produces the results you desire, if you are realistic in the pursuit of your goals. Leave nothing to chance, make plans and outline objectives. You have great potential for success if you stay firmly grounded.

Overall

“Hot Show - Prozzak”

THE LOVERS

The Lovers card is not just about love and sexuality; it has several meanings which are all related to the duality expressed in the image of the card. The image of the two lovers holding hands or intertwined is a powerful symbol for the harmonious union of two beings, but it also stands for the necessity of proper choice, and some interesting concepts about the relationship of our conscious minds to whatever power brings these lovers together. It should be apparent that, in our culture which has so many words and definitions for the simple emotion of love, the image of love as expressed in the Tarot can have so many meanings.

The Lovers is predominantly a card of the emotions, and it often portrays love that is divinely blessed, either by Cupid, an angel, or by God Himself. This seems to imply that nothing but good can come of this union, though with such a dualistic card there is always the potential for a sad conclusion, despite the best of beginnings. After all, love is like a flame because it can ignite the blaze of passion, but also because it can consume and destroy if used carelessly. Love is a wonderful thing, but profane or unrequited love has the power to tear families and lives apart. The Lovers has within it the potential for such love and we must always be cautious of it.

Air is the element which rules the Lovers, and we should therefore expect the majority of its meanings to be associated with the spirit and the mind. The notion of choice between positive and negative is first depicted on this card with the old symbology of a man deciding between two lovers. Such a moral crossroads is often shown by the Lovers card, which now tells us to consider all consequences before acting. The situation could be as simple as a fork in the road with two paths to choose between, or a much more complicated decision by which all of our strongest beliefs and ideals will be tested. In times of such difficult choice we clearly need high guidance.

The final meaning of the Lovers is perhaps best illustrated by the image of the card in the Rider-Waite deck, and some of its variants. This image shows the man looking at the woman, who in turn looks at the divine figure above them both. The man cannot see the angel, and he must trust the woman to see it for him. Likewise, the conscious mind (the man) cannot directly access Higher Powers (the angel), whatever you believe those are. The unconscious (the woman) must be the bridge between the physical and spiritual planes. This symbology also shows the true power of love; as discussed on the Ten of Cups, through love we can get a glimpse of Heaven.

Often, the Lovers will refer to a relationship when it appears in a reading, and when it does, that relationship will be a perfect expression of the love between two people. This will almost always be a sexual relationship, though not necessarily. You must always keep in mind, though, the potential for conflict despite happy beginnings. Love is a flame that must not be left unattended; it must be fueled and allowed to burn for as long and as brightly as possible. If not a physical pairing of man and woman, the Lovers can also show the integration of two conflicting parts of yourself, the masculine and the feminine. Through the combination, greater wisdom is revealed.

Finally, this card carries the meaning of choice, usually on the moral or ethical plane. The most familiar instance of such a choice, sadly, is the choice between your spouse and someone else with whom you have fallen in love. Alternatively, it could be between two possible partners, both of whom you love, but only one of whom would be best for you. Look inside, and turn to your unconscious for inspiration. Through it you can access the wisdom needed to make this choice properly, and for the good of all involved. Trust the counsel of your Inner Voice, and once you have made your decision, do not rescind it no matter how much opposition you face.

“An Ending - Undertale OST”

(( I hope you enjoyed your reading!! and that it made sense or, helped prepare you for what you might need to expect :) ))

Forthose who don’t know, I’m doing Shufflemancy, Tarot, Pendulum, and ArchangelOracle card readings. I have the Michael and Gabriel Archangel cards, so if youhave any questions for them feel free to ask. Other rules and guidelines are HERE

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justlooking1995 · 8 years ago

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If you're doing tarot readings, I've been wanting to contact an old ex of mine for the last two years or so, I was wondering if he still thinks of me and if it would be a good idea to get some closure by contacting him- Nxp

Does your ex still think of you? (Still In Love - The Katinas)

THE MOON

It has been said many times that things are not always as they seem, and in the influence of the Moon this axiom is particularly true. In the moonlight, things that are benevolent during the day can suddenly seem dangerous and malicious. The very term "moonlight" is misleading because the Moon does not emit light of its own, it simply reflects the light of the Sun. Some people even claim to see the face of a man on the Moon's cratered surface, though of course such a thing is impossible and only an illusion. A lot of people who look for that face in the Moon know it could not be there, but they look nonetheless.

This card is one of the few Major Arcana with important animal symbolism, and with no human figures in the majority of cases. The Rider-Waite card shows a wolf and a dog; two members of the same genus, but the first is wild and the second has been domesticated. Both of them are shown howling at the Moon, however, and if a human were present in this scene he would probably be affected somehow too. Regardless of your place in the hierarchy of society or of evolution, you are still susceptible to illusions and deception. The Moon shines the same light down on everyone, though what you see when that light reaches your eyes depends on who you are, not on what you see.

In ancient religions the Moon deity was often a Goddess with ties to female fertility, because there was a visible correlation between the cycle of the Moon and the female menstrual cycle. While this association is still valid, the Moon of the Tarot tends to deal with fertility of imagination rather than fertility of body. The crayfish shown regularly on Moon cards is a sign of the emerging subconscious and its influence over the conscious mind, and for a mind closed to the messages of its subconscious, there can be a lot of illusion and deceptions to face. You can no longer tell what is real and what is just a manifestation of your fears and desires.

The ordeal of the Moon is the last challenge posed by the Major Arcana, in which you must travel in the dark, not knowing for sure if your path is the right one. There is no sunlight to guide you, no distant landmark in the hills to direct your steps, no one to travel alongside. This is a journey that must be made alone, in darkness and without a map or a compass. You must learn to rely on your own inner light to lead you along the true path. Any hesitation, any doubt, and that light will be extinguished forever. But if you believe, your light will shine forever, as brightly as the sun that will inevitably rise once this night has passed.

The Moon's appearance in a reading almost always means that something is not as it appears to be, and that vigilance and perception will be necessary to find that which is hidden before it is too late. In a generally good reading the Moon shows that not all is as wonderful as you would think. You may be idealizing the sitatuion, and ignoring the fact that potential for failure exists among success. A negative reading that includes the Moon often shows that you are letting your imagination run away with you, and that things are not nearly as bad as they seem. In both cases you must open your eyes and see what it really going on.

This card can also show times when you are not sure of your destination, or even of the path you are travelling - but you travel nonetheless. It's quite possible that you have lost your way, and are stumbling around in the dark. If you wait until the sun rises again the path may have changed and the opportunity could have been lost. So what should you do? The Moon is a card of intuition and psychic forces, so let go of your conscious mental blocks and let your intuition guide you. Not only will the way forward be revealed, but in a lot of cases you will learn lessons about yourself that will be valuable in later journeys.

Should you contact him?

EIGHT OF SWORDS

The Eight of Swords shows what happens when you abuse the power of the Swords suit to a large enough degree - it turns against you. In most cases, the Eight of Swords and its precarious position of entrapment is the end result. Your mental clarity is replaced by blindness, your arms are tied and you feel unable to move out of the situation. And if you tried to move, you would likely impale yourself on the ring of Swords. The twisted web of logic and mental power is a tough one to escape, but it can be done by someone who realizes that the Swords can be used to his or her advantage.

This card usually indicates a time of powerlessness and restriction, and more often than not this restriction is self-imposed. You may be holding yourself back because you fear moving into the future, or because you are wary of getting hurt by a new situation, or maybe for no reason at all. In rare instances you will find that another person's action - or inaction - is what keeps you from moving forward, but most of the time the blame falls on you alone. You cannot be held back unless part of you wants to be held back. The trick is finding a way to overcome that, and free yourself from the bonds of fear and doubt.

When the Eight of Swords appears, its purpose is not to taunt you or to tell you something you already know. The reason for its manifestation is to show you that you can escape your situation just as quickly as you put yourself into it. Look at the picture on the Rider-Waite card again. The woman's feet are not bound, and if she chose to, she could carefully walk to the closest sword and use it to cut the ropes holding her arms to her sides. At the moment she does not do this, because the same fear that got her into this situation is keeping her from escaping it.

No matter how difficult your situation, the Eight of Swords shows that there are always options and ways to escape. You may not think they are plausible, and you may not even know they exist, but they are there waiting for you to put them to use. The key is to stop using the Swords for negative purposes. Anger, agression, haste and excessive force will only make your situation worse, so let them go and accept the mental clarity and peace that the Swords suit idealizes. With that new and perfect vision you should be able to see the way out of every problem that you encounter.

BONUS CARD (if the deck spits something at me i add that in with the cards i purposely pull)(I’m Sorry - Akon)

KNIGHT OF PENTACLES

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(Writing Thie Letter - The Katinas)

Okay so from the sounds of it, seems contacting him might be a good idea for closure, BUT dont be blinded if he comes back with the “oh baby i still love you”. be very very careful there and don’t get sucked back in with that, not saying ignore him but don’t lose sight of what you’re suppose to be doing with your life. Lots of people waking up including you, and you need to be sure to not lose track of your path and keep with that. Trust in yourself, you are capable of getting through whatever this situation will throw at you. Never forget that.2017 will be the year of closure and healing, but don’t take that as the sign that everything is over with, we all still have a lot of work to do. Everyone needs to help each other to move forward to better ourselves, and to fix all the negativity that is still hanging around.“Courtesy Call - Thousand Foot Krutch”

For those who don’t know, I’m doing Shufflemancy, Tarot, Pendulum, and Archangel Oracle card readings. I have the Michael and Gabriel Archangel cards, so if you have any questions for them feel free to ask. Other rules and guidelines are HERE

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