#staring at the wall

[harryforvogue]

if tumblr was going dark and i had one chance to admit something i'd done for years on here, it would be that i'd often told y'all that i had a blurb coming out that night even though it was 5pm and i hadn't written a single word for it and had no plans to write but the pressure of delivering was strong enough to get me to write SOMETHING

[takami-takami]

Do you know how difficult it is to train Keigo out of his habit of touching himself when he goes down on you?

Wonder if he'd take well to a chastity cage.

[pinkcherryblossomss]

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[isa-ah]

they should invent a getting soup from a spoon and into your mouth that doesnt involve vacuum suction slurping choking and coughing i think

[jamiefitzjamie]

(Taking another sip) you know, all I’m saying is that it’s a shame that my salacious nature is going to waste. And to think.. and to think hedoent wan me.. (hiccup) If the world is spinning why am i so still

[capybapybara]

just finished the Magnus archives, what the fuck was that

[ragtagravenart]

mmm games that make the characters and player both have an existential crisis, my favorite

[unriliable-narrarator]

Holy shit. So I just watched that fern episode...Fuck I knew what was gonna happen but that shit was brutal-

[hayakawalove]

Thinking of that queer man again (suguru)

[stickerblog]

Kewpie stickers

[springblossomofwisdom]

I can never love a book normally.

What do you mean the story is over?

What do you mean there’s no more found family?

What do you mean the ending was tragic and ambiguous?

What do you mean there won’t be more story waiting for me?

What happens now?

The part in my heart is empty. I’m suffering withdrawal.

I’m starting at the wall.

I miss them….

[v4vile-a]

⠀ ⠀LYING SPRAWLED across an unmade bed,⠀ ⠀mold creeping over and clinging to the ceiling above⠀ ⠀——⠀ ⠀chris hums a tune to himself.⠀ ⠀he holds a bic ballpoint to his inner left arm,⠀ ⠀intricately doodling any picture or words that come to his mind.⠀ ⠀YEAH,⠀ ⠀SEX IS GREAT BUT HAVE YOU EVER FUCKED THE SYSTEM?⠀ ⠀chris finishes it up with a smiley face.⠀ ⠀he then rolls over,⠀ ⠀his head falling against jade's chest.⠀ ⠀and absentmindedly,⠀ ⠀he begins to draw on her too.

FOR JADE DOOM N’ GLOOM, @psych1cwound.

⠀ ⠀❛⠀ when are you gonna put me in your zine?⠀ ❜⠀ ⠀chris doesn't pause to stop drawing,⠀ ⠀but carries on as if he'd simply asked what the time was.⠀ ⠀this is what chris and jade's life looks like on most days while he is in los angeles,⠀ ⠀surfacing only around mid-noon to get ready for a gig that they may or may not have forgotten about.⠀ ⠀chris knows he has to snap out of it. but between jade and the beer and the marijuana,⠀ ⠀IT IS HIGHLY UNLIKELY.⠀ ⠀❛⠀ i've always wanted to be someone's muse⠀ ❜

[takami-takami]

Thoughts on scara????

Firstly hes my adorable cutie patootie who i love dearly

Secondly HIS BACKSTORY AUGHHHHH HIS WHOLE CHARECTER AHSDHIWJSBDHWJS

He as a character is very complex and between him and keigo (cuz i can never leave my babyboy keigo out of anything) its very "vessel"-ish (if that makes any fucking sense whatsoever)

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"Him and Keigo are very vessel-ish" sentences that change your entire brain forever. Oh my god. Oh my god you are so right.

[robbierottenisagayicon]

(logging onto tumblr on my break at work) oh boy i love doing 6 hours of labor with 2 more to go. i love 5 am. i sure hope there isn't any weird news about the franchise i was into when i was 12

[livingasaghost]

need an emotional support group for finishing royal assassin by robin hobb

[generic-whumperz]

Sorry I can’t come, I’ll be working on my story—staring at the wall and disassociating, replaying one particular scene over and over again in my head until 2 AM.