#spiralling forever over this

[ptieuca]

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.

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[spotlightstudios]

Wizard 101: Hey kid, you just got pulled into Wizard School, and it looks like you're ready to start. Go down that path and someone will teach you to fight. Oh shit, that's Malistare, uhhhh, *one minor battle later* Good job kid. Go and do some little quests and beat up some fairies, you're doing great! :)

Pirate 101: You're in jail. Pirates are breaking you out of jail! They're... asking about your trauma. You're a pirate, an orphan, the son of a whore and a scotsman, you were raised by another group of people, now you're pulling a jail break and helping other prisoners escape! A uhhh, a guy threatens to murder you. He's the one who locked you up. The pirate guy almost dies and you have to drive his ship??? *one stressful sail later* Hey kid, go beat up this guy who stole from me. I'm gonna cheat and scam you, btw, just so you know. :)

[torchickentacos]

Okay, my unread tumblr DMs have been haunting me for like two and a half years now and I hate it. I'm clicking through and dismissing the notifs without responding to (most) of them, because it's genuinely so late for all of them that it's weird if I do respond at this point. If I have accidentally ghosted you in DMs, I am 1.) so incredibly sorry and 2.) starting a new leaf. I am 👏TAKING CONTROL OF MESSAGE ANXIETY!👏I HOPE! An attempt will be made!

[beateveryteamintheleague]

Wrote an essay describing in detail what it feels like to be triggered, be exposed to one said trigger, miss assignments and feel lost over assignments that are due in a few hours due to previous poor mental health (triggers in themselves), currently on period, no therapy for several weeks, still adjusting to new packed schedule. No fucking wonder I feel like shit.

[charfletchh]

who: @cinnamonfm

where: g's rave

charlie could say she wasn't particularly competitive, but who was she kidding? she liked to win, and she liked even more to gloat. "didn't think this would quite be your scene," she sauntered over to heni with a knowing grin. "although you have been surprising me lately." what was wrong with a little teasing?

[caliboron]

I really want to scream as loud as I can and break something

[alren-ki]

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[dockaspbrak]

A big thank you to my mutuals who like my nervous breakdown 2-4am posts. You're the backbone of my blog

[fightwing]

the underuse of literally everyone meaningful to dick during the ric arc never fails to make me 😃🔪

[daz4i]

learning a lot abt myself today. nothing good but that's business as usual

[artificial-condition]

Honestly thank god for my job because I was driving in hating everyone and everything and desiring to become a hermit and now that I’m at work I’m vibing and don’t have near as much malice in my heart

[desertdxg]

tw rape (not cnc), venting, negative

its been four months, and its all i can think about.

i can feel the duct tape on my wrists.

i can feel the pressure on my neck and chest.

i can taste the fabric of his boxers in my mouth.

i can still feel the dull sting on my ass from the canes.

i can feel the hair being ripped out from the tape he used to make me keep it in.

i can smell the non latex condoms he used, because he was allergic to latex.

i sob and cry and panic whenever a pillow ends up on my face.

even when it was an accident, or it happened in my sleep...

i wake up in terror, thinking that it's happening all over again.

and there's five new scratches on my face to prove it.

i get aroused thinking about it, sometimes.

and yet, im ashamed of it and ashamed of myself for letting it happen.

i have taken at least a hundred showers since that day, may seventeenth, twenty twenty-three.

multiple times a day, some days, and the filth he has buried in my skin has not washed off and i doubt it ever will.

i was and am a stupid whore, and im ashamed of myself for letting it happen to me.

i remember he only stopped because he couldn't get it up and cum any more.

it was four months ago and it was all my fault.

[lesbianlepidoptera]

Being insecure over my art sucks ass because what else am I supposed to do?

The only good thing about my art is the rendering and everything else is subpar. Nobody really cares about my art and it doesn’t stand out in any way.

[milo-is-rambling]

Me when I want to be wanted more than anything else

[studebakerhearse]

The hate that Chuck Better Call Saul gets isn't undeserved because he is such an asshole to Jimmy and like. His absence of faith in him was The maneuvering cog into him becoming Saul Goodman (also setting off the domino effect to his own death along the way) but. I have such a soft spot for him if not only for the fact that we have similar grounding techniques