#spicysol

[norbezjones]

AU-gust in September #28: Caretaker (Romance The Backrooms)

So, here’s the deal.  I couldn’t participate in my beloved AU-gust event last month, because I was busy.  So I thought, fuck it, I’ll just participate this month instead, because we as humans can do whatever we want, and screw the rules lmao!  And that’s what I’m doing.

The event is “supposed” to be for fanfiction, but I want to write AUs for my game Romance The Backrooms, a liminal space otome with 5 main love interests, so I’m gonna do that instead.  Like I said, screw the rules! X)

Since September has only 30 days, I’ll treat Day 31’s prompt as a Joker (aka a prompt I can switch out if I don’t like the day’s chosen prompt).

I wanted to use the @tropetember prompt! C: Here’s the tropetember prompts if you want to take part in that event as well!

Today’s Prompts: Caretaker, Songfic (featuring the song Coffee And Tea by SPICYSOL),

Characters: Carla, Uri

Other Info: My first songfic, omg!  The idea of this fic is that Carla & Uri are a couple, back on Earth.  They were tasked to take care of a little boy for a few days, maybe that of a relative or friend.  At the start of the fic, they’re seeing the boy off once the kid’s parent(s) arrive to pick him up.

_________

“Bye!  Drive home safe!” Uri called as the parents drove off.  Once the car was down the road, he went back into the house with Carla.

“You want to put on our playlist and relax?” Carla asked.  “I’m sure taking care of a kid was quite a different experience for you. . .”

“Yeah, let’s do that,” Uri agreed.

And so, they went to the couch, and Carla put their playlist on through the speakers in the room.  As SPICYSOL’s Coffee And Tea played, Carla put an arm around Uri and put her head on his shoulder.  “Something up?” Carla asked him.  “You got that look on your face.”

Uri shrugged.  “I don’t know, taking care of [Kid] really got me thinking,” he said.  “I’ve never thought about whether I’d be a good caretaker of a child.  It was different.  And . . . I liked it a lot more than I expected.”

“Yeah?” Carla asked.

As they were speaking, the song went onto the second verse:

~I found a love that I can finally call my home.

I feel the warmth and love all the way down to my bones.

Guided by the voices from above

Honestly, I think I’m finally free~

“Yeah,” Uri said, running a hand through his hair as he fidgeted.  “I never really took care of a little one before, and I thought I’d be horrible at it and mess things up.  But I loved it.  It got me thinking about the future, and what I want to do.”

“Like . . . being a dad?” Carla asked.

Hesitantly, Uri nodded.  Then he quickly added, “Or maybe helping care for kids in another environment, like you at the daycare, if a kid isn’t something you want.”

“Well, I’m not opposed to it,” Carla told him.  “But I want to do some more therapy work on myself before I consider it more seriously.  I want to work on myself so I can be the best mom I can be, you know?”

“That’s fair,” Uri agreed.  “I should do the same. . .”

The bridge of the song played:

~But sometimes it may get a little hazy

When it gets a bit crazy

I try to remind myself~

“I’m glad caring for [Kid] got you thinking about these things,” Carla said, kissing Uri on the cheek.  “Thanks for talking about it with me.”

“Of course,” Uri said, squeezing her hand.  “I want to be open with you.  I used to close myself off so much, not say anything to anyone.  I don’t want to do that anymore.”

Carla smiled.  “Good.”

The chorus of the song played as the two snuggled together:

~’Cause everything I want

Everything I need is already in my sight.

Just look around; you’re surrounded by the light

Even the mountains that you face

Are all blessing in disguise

We’ll get through it.

‘Cause everything I hoped

All the dreams I see I swear I’ll make it mine.

And I know it won't be easy

Won’t be easy

I'll keep running

Enjoy this life I live~

[vstranslations]

SPiCYSOL - 10 years vintage - Lyrics

song (spotify) Japanese/Romaji/English lyrics under the cut

君の姿に　未来描いてた 息を飲むような泣き顔も　溶けるような笑顔も 過ぎ去る日々に　少し甘えてた 側にいてくれてたこと　当たり前と思ってた

願いは　叶うものと　教えてくれたのも君で けれどもう　その’願い’ごと 約束もできぬまま　叶わなくて

未来も過去も　よくばらないよ　ただ ’ありがとう’だけ　伝えたくなって 遠くの君に　届きますようにと 願って　今も　歌うから

忙しさ理由に狐りにさせてたね それでも君は笑顔で’おかえり’って一言

願いは　叶うものと　叶わないものがあるから この物語を読み続けても きっとハッピーエンドではなくて

今でも　時々　呼ばれた気がして 振り向いても　景色が滲むだけ 瞳を閉じればまた君に逢えるかな？

願って　今も　歌うから 願って　今も　歌うから

--

Kimi no sugata ni mirai egaiteta iki o nomu you na nakigao mo tokeru you na egao mo sugisaru hibi ni sukoshi amaeteta soba ni ite kureteta koto atari mae to omotteta

Negai wa kanau mono to oshiete kureta no mo kimi de keredo mou sono negai goto yakusoku mo dekinu mama kanawanakute

Mirai mo kako mo yokubaranai yo tada arigatou dake tsutaenaku natte tooku no kimi ni todokimasu you ni to negatte ima mo utau kara

Isogashisa riyuu ni hitori ni saseteta ne soredemo kimi wa egao de okaeri tte hitokoto

Negai wa kanau mono to kanawanai mono ga aru kara kono monogatari o yomi tsudzukete mo kitto happy end de wa nakute

Ima demo tokidoki yobareta ki ga shite furi muite mo keshiki ga nijimu dake hitomi o tojireba mata kimi ni aeru kana?

Negatte ima mo utau kara negatte ima mo utau kara

--

I put all of my dreams for the future onto you Every time you cried your eyes out, or smiled so warmly - I took all the days we spent together for granted I thought you’d just always be by my side

You were the one who told me wishes come true, but I haven’t even made good on my promise to speak my wishes into life

I won’t lord over the past or my lost future I’ve just been wanting to tell you “thank you” I wish for my words to reach you despite you being so far away, which is why I still keep singing

I was always busy and left you all alone And yet you would simply smile and welcome me home

Some wishes come true and some don’t, so even if I keep reading on in this story, it surely won’t have a happy end

Even now, I sometimes feel like I heard you call my name But then I turn around, and the view is blurred from tears if I close my eyes, will I be able to see you again?

That’s why I still keep singing That’s why I still keep singing

[dailyjpop]

SPiCYSOL - CHASE

[watasemasaru]

7:A song to drive to

23:A song that you think everybody should listen to

27:A song that breaks your heart

✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️

7. A song to drive to

#goodday - SPiCYSOL

23. A song you think everyone should listen to

Breakfast with My Shadow - Cloud Cult

27. A song that breaks your heart

Strangers - Ethel Cain

[shou-jpeg]

Hello my mutual, my menace, my neighbour, my fellow chip eater. How about this? 7:A song to drive to

Hello there, my mutual across the way.

7: A song to drive to

I'm giving you 3 because I can't decide which one I like more right now. I listen to all these songs exclusively when in the car:

Traffic Jam by SPiCYSOL

Casey by Darren Hayes

Evil in the Night by Adam Lambert

Music ask game!

[nymosity]

Tagged by @lady-lys ♡ Thank you!

10 Songs I'm listening to a lot these days:

SPiCYSOL - It's Time

Fujii Kaze - shinu no ga ii wa / shinunoga e-wa

Matsubara Miki - Mayonaka no Doa (Stay With Me)

STAYC - ASAP

Haim - Falling

Twice - Talk That Talk

SF9 - Mamma Mia

Ive - After Like

Monoral - Kiri

Dermot Kennedy - Outnumbered

I don't know who to tag because I don't really interact with anyone here and I don't want to bother anyone. So everyone who feels like doing it? :)

Tag game

Rules: list 10 songs you really like, each by a different artist, and then tag 10 people to do the same

Tagged By @violetwinters, Thank you for tagging me 🌸🌸

1. Come To Brazil  - Why Don’t We 

2. Blue Hour - TXT 

3. Candy - Doja Cat 

4. Miracle -  Wayv 

5. Heart Of Fire- Black Veil Brides

6. Besitos - Peirce The Veil

7. This Is What Makes Us Girls - Lana Del Rey 

8. Agree To Disagree - Sleeping With Sirens 

9. All In - Stray Kids 

10. Miss Americana & The Heart Break Prince - Taylor Swift

I tag @hear-the-sound: @ego-like-sandwich @hopeticket @simply-elegantly-kai  @shwazzberryswriting @dibidibidismynameisleeknow @thelonelymeow @morningsunandnightsky @sharkie-stay  @ramenlixxie I also tag anyone who also wants to do it. 

[wtsnoknir]

｢この週末に2人で昔見た映画見よう｣

[hiraku-someno]

SPiCYSOL

2nd Album『SEASONS』

Mix(M2)

[snhitorigoto]

飛べないsupermanだから、本当はね

[ach3r0n]

CHASE By SPiCYSOL From the album SEASONS Saved January 30, 2023 at 06:12PM Listen on Spotify: https://ift.tt/ucK12bv

[watasemasaru]

aaah bless ♪⁠ヽ⁠(⁠･⁠ˇ⁠∀⁠ˇ⁠･⁠ゞ⁠)

Open Happiness - Monkey Majik

#goodday - SPiCYSOL

Cha Cha Cha - Käärijä

Make You Better - The Decemberists

Hard Times - Ethel Cain

Big In Japan - Tom Waits

Fugue in La Manor - Ruby Friedman Orchestra

Blizzard - Daichi Miura

HOTEL LeMMON TREE - ムック

Tymps (The Sick in the Head Song) - Fiona Apple

Tagging @karlavhh @riotgrrrlhole @abliafina-18782 @rosayoro no presh <3

got tagged a while ago (sorry!) by @piratebay (thank you! ☺️)

shuffle your "on repeat playlist" and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people!

shadow lady - portwave

ハルモニア (harmonia) - rythem

fiona coyne - skylar spence

deutschland - rammstein

infinity repeating - daft punk

hear me out - exo

rojo - rico nasty

voyager - daft punk

neverita - bad bunny

skinny ape - gorillaz

tagging: @plague-of-nice @nutrientbroth @fujimen @pupuseriazag @manaosdeuwu and @thedevotionaltour!

[ferios-favorite-styles]

Lens / SPiCYSOL

Lens / SPiCYSOL ♬おすすめの曲♪

https://open.spotify.com/track/5dgY0gm0wjExDb5dMToHyy?si=2846763502324f7d ソース: open.spotify.com

[watasemasaru]

i love spicysol so much. 11/10 band having a really good time

[jpopstreaming]

🆕 「 Bell」 by SPiCYSOL Now available for streaming overseas! ➡ Added to our weekly playlist: https://spoti.fi/3lgjH73

[na1sy0]

hiiiii

i'm kellin or kenny! im a black nonbinary lesbian who loves a lot of things!! here's my carrd!

i guess this is the obligatory "im back on tumblr" post so !! after u read my carrd , follow me if u like/rb:

the lost boys (1987)

kpop (stayc, txt, itzy, svt) there r more but. its a long list.

feel good (netflix)

my little pony

she-ra and the princesses of power (2018)

terrace house (2018, 2019)

little witch academia

sk8

and more!!! im very glad 2 be back :DD

[ctrl-alt-languages]

𝕞𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕔 𝕣𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤 (𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕥𝕨𝕠)

just some more recs :))

ENGLISH 

xs (rina sawayama)

comme des garcons (rina sawayama)

restless year (ezra furman)

dear prudence (siouxsie and the banshees)

city of angels (24kgoldn)

lights up (harry styles)

drip (luke james)

dance, baby! (boy pablo)

in my room (frank ocean)

JAPANESE 

mellow yellow (spicysol)

mint vacation (three1989)

umbrella (three1989)

KOREAN

hello tutorial (zion. t)

no makeup  (zion. t)

home (bts)

make it right (bts)

dayfly (dean feat.sulli)

OTHER (just spanish right now haha)

pao pao (guayacan orquesta)

pls recommend me some more music! i’ve kinda been listening to the same stuff all the time because of quarantine and i wanna expand my horizons :)) i would love to hear more music in spanish and french!