#speak to me

[project-revival-theory]

[Miss Jennings was sitting there, her 2pm client wasn't coming in. If they'd been discharged or they died she never asked, she could never take the thought of them dying so always assumed they were just discharged and living better lives. So now she was sat here for an hour or more with nothing to do but to contemplate the words from the anon earlier that day, looking at the Nokia phone given to her by the Author that only had one button.]

[She said she would wait until Thursday to think about it, but what harm could one phone call be?]

[The phone rang.]

[It takes a while to pick up. Otto takes his time reaching out from under his blanket to pick up the phone, stares at the buttons for a moment, then presses one. The anon assured him any would work.]

…Hello? Who, are… you?

[His voice is weak, more whisper than speech, and slow - every syllable takes considerable effort.]

[invisible-teacup]

white tumblr jumpscare

[darling-of-demons]

oh? what's this app?

[just-another-siimp]

Gaz: Graves is in Jail.

Soap: Im in the hospital with a broken leg- why is Graves in jail?

Ghost: How on earth did you break your leg? Apparently Graves hit someone with his car.

Soap: I got hit by a car

Ghost: ...

Gaz:...

[builder051]

The tumblr app has been glitchy and basically refused to let me create a post. Hard-reset-app-uninstall-reinstall later, it’s back to the regular expected level of instability.

I’m working through Inktober. Definitely behind, but I’m producing stuff and having fun. Again, if you want to see the pics and commentary, check them out on my Instagram.

Regarding NaNo… I’m not going to be able to write an actual novel (haven’t done that since 2018). I’m not going to be able to write 50k.

I want to approach the challenge like Inktober. I want to make it a goal to put together some quality content every day (or at least most days) and own it and post it and throw it out into the world. I’m always down for some whump, sick, or angst, but themes will probably run the gamut, and a few will absolutely be boring. The one thing I definitely know is that I want to post on this platform.

I always wish I could put out more content, but I just physically can’t do it anymore. It makes me sad that I can’t connect with my readers so much anymore. I really, really don’t want to drift away from this community that’s given me so much support.

So, for NaNo, what content would you be interested in seeing?

[productofaritual]

When I say "put anything in my ask box no matter who u are" I MEAN IT

Want to send me a random question like "do you think the facts that the sky is blue and most people's favorite color is blue are related"? GO FOR IT

Feeling bad and need a virtual hug? ASK FOR ONE

Feeling good and want a virtual hug? ASK FOR ONE

Have a cool fic you think I would like? SEND IT THERE

Curious about my opinion on characters from any of my fandoms? THE BUTTON IS THERE

Want to send me a completely random statement such as "snails have teeth" And see my reaction? BE MY GUEST

My askbox is emptier than my heart m8. I can almost guarantee you a reply within 24 hours unless the ao3 curse catches up to me

[jaybateman]

Speak to me, and I will follow..

I heard you call my name..

Lying, on the bathroom floor..

No one here to blame..

There's a message I know can be found..

I'm listening, I hear you, your sound..

[im-metaphor]

"Estamos a um suspiro de distância, meu amor. E eu suportarei isso até que estejamos juntos."

Música: Speak to Me - Amy Lee.

[matts-myloverboy]

I want random ppl to talk to me

[vackerary]

little spoon fitz?

CORRECT. you're so real for this, anon. i don't know who's spooning him but he curls up in a little ball and tucks his knees into his chest. this means that the person spooning him has to like. curve their back to do it properly, which is no doubt not good for either of them.

[aboutnavi]

A few housekeeping warnings about this/my strange fanfic world!

I always say life is a mess right now, which it is, and I feel like it lost a bit of meaning when I say this on tumblr, but I’m truly, deeply, getting the best and worst my days can offer me right now. I’ve had some health related issues that needs my deepest attention (a decade of ed can truly catch up to you in the weirdest times), and my job plus the dissertation have all my attention right now. This said:

In regards to speak to me and the many anon asks I’m getting: I’m so sorry I didn’t get to answer all of them and I probably won’t, mainly because I truly don’t have the time or energy to be thorough with them. Speak to me was put into bed rest aka in an unrevealed collection. That fanfic is a monster for me, and we have so much more ground to cover up that it was making me extremely anxious, which isn’t supposed to be the purpose of fanfic-writing at all. Also, there are many details I wish I had added in previous chapters and some substantial changes in the story that I feel would be truthter to the characters. Which means: I’m reworking on the 55 chapters I had posted before so I can edit, change, add and take off some things before continuing writing from where I had stopped. How long will this take, you ask? I have no idea. I wish I could say pretty soon, but pretty soon seems impossible with my current routine and responsibilities so I’ll say soon and leave it at that. The story is not abandoned, I want to make this clear, it will just take a little longer to be with us!

In regards to the waves: I truly need to stop promising weekly updates. It won’t happen. For many reasons, but also because of life/job but (and if you know me, you know) I’m an extremely slow writer. I’m so so so very thankful to all the comments and encouragements, and they truly keep me alive and well, and the waves is my biggest fic-project right now, so I’ll be updating as much as I can during the month. Sometimes this will me impossible, so it might take a few weeks, but the updates will come! This is the only way I felt it would work between me having a million things to do and not putting the story in hiatus. So yay!

When I say all of this, I also mean: these characters are constantly leaving in my head and talking to me, so it’s pretty hard to ignore them, so the stories will be put out there, just slower than usual - and usual is already slow.

I’ll see you, people in my phone, when the updates come! Love love love 🩵

[lanternlightseer]

Day 24/30: A song from a soundtrack. [insp]

✠ 'Speak to Me' by Amy Lee ✠

I feel you rushing all through me In these walls I still hear your heartbeat And nothing in this world can hold me back From waking through to you We are one breath apart, my love And I'll be holding it in 'til we're together Hear me call your name Just believe and speak Speak to me

[doctordelicate-touch]

MIKEY

MIKE

MIKESTER

MAGIC MIKE

-case :)

HEYYYY CASEYYYY 🧡🧡🧡

[lile6969]

me bcs i’m so afraid of actually interacting with my mutuals other than reblogging

PLS I WANNA TALK TO YOU BUT IM AFRAID OF MY AWKWARDNESS AND MIDDLE SCHOOL BOY HUMOR

i promise i’m super cool maybe

(you guys r 2 cool 4 me)

[cushfuddled]

Current Digital Circus theory: Yes, Pomni worked for a company which figured out how to translate the human consciousness into video game code. My roommate speculates that some quirk of the job exposes all workers to this new tech, copying each person's consciousness and uploading it into the digital world (perhaps without said workers' knowledge or consent)...thus, a new version of that person is born with no memories of their prior life as a programmer/PR director/resident IT guy.

My first thought was, "Oh, so Caine's the CEO." As in, the boss was also exposed to the tech (whether on purpose or as a side effect) and is now a trapped amnesiac alongside everyone else. But Caine's described as AI, and after tonight's episode...If the boss is trapped in this world with their employees, I'm crossing my fingers that they turn out to be Jax or Ragatha. Jax would make the most sense to me, since he seems like a silicon valley "move fast and break things" type—the sort of person who would throw money at the first unhinged indie tech startup to claim they've unlocked (digital) immortality.

If I'm right about this trapped-amnesiac-boss scenario, Ragatha probably isn't the boss—though I think it would be a more shocking reveal, considering her compassion. I'm curious if I'm wandering into a conversation that's been going on for a year already.

[mrhotdog95]

some of yall still in your In the arms of the angels Era and its a fucked up world