#source: Uncharted 4

[team-iceflower]

Qrow: How is Weiss cool with all this?

Ruby: ...

Qrow: Oh Jesus, kid.

Ruby: Look, it's just not that simple.

Qrow: *Scoffs* With all that you two have been through together-

Ruby: She wouldn't understand this.

Qrow: You are not giving her enough credit.

Ruby: I... I can't take that chance, I can't lose her.

[taylorshope]

Jamie: Hey, Smokey, I need your lighter over here.

Charlie: You know, that hurts my feelings.

Jamie: Not as much as it hurts your lungs.

Charlie: Thank you, Sister Jamie.

[felassan]

Mark Darrah video: 'Dragon Age: The Veilguard Has Shipped. Now What?? #/masseffect'

Video description:

"Dragon Age: The Veilguard has shipped. What happens at BioWare now? BioWare structurally finds itself in uncharted territory as it only has a single Project (Mass Effect) active. Chapters: 0:00 Veilguard is out, now what? 0:22 BioWare Structure and History 1:57 Growth 4:45 Consumption 6:28 Sustain 7:27 Contraction 11:14 Leadership Discontinuity 1 12:48 Leadership Discontinuity 2 14:14 One Project At A Time 16:33 Mass Effect 18:50 Will The People Be There? 22:18 FOCUS"

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Key notes from the vid and the comments underneath:

"Up front I should say that I have every confidence that Mass Effect [5] is in fact being worked on and that that project is going to receive all of the support from EA that it might need."

Slowly and painfully BioWare is figuring out that it simply can't do more than one project at a time anymore. It's now a single-project studio. Mark Darrah expects that both Edmonton and Austin will be working on ME5 together

ME5 effectively paused production for 15 months in order to help DA:TV ship

Right now other than some DA:TV clean up/final patches, everyone at BW is working on ME5

However ME5 isn't yet ready to suddenly have a team of 250-300 people working on it, so while some DA:TV devs moved onto it, some DA:TV devs were moved to/are moving to other parts of EA instead. The ME5 team started, but there is a long way between "start" and "ready to scale" up

The ME5 team is figuring out what ME5 is going to be & its structure, then will get ready to ramp up to a much bigger team size

"BW, for the first time really ever, is able to singularly focus on a single project, is able to put everything it has towards a single goal, which is making the best ME it possibly can."

But it remains to be seen whether BW will be able to get its people back when it needs them and is ready for them. There are a few reasons why this might prove difficult. Alternatively, on the flipside, this degree of focus might be exactly what BW needs to move it into the next phase of its life. "Maybe EA is going to prove to be incredibly effective at moving people around and when ME5 looks to start to grow maybe there will be no troubles".

We will probably have hints of what's going on [with ME5] within the next two years. "I have high hopes for ME. I think that once they figure out staffing, BW being focused on one game at a time is probably great for the studio" (though there may be growing pains to get there)

Does Mark Darrah foresee similar issues in the ME5 dev cycle to what DA:TV had? No, because ME5 hasn't had the same two big directional shifts, and it has had no leadership discontinuity (ME5 paused when they went to help DA:TV i.e. it didn't continue without a leader). But we should only really start counting ME5's dev cycle from today. "It really hasn't been that long with a significant team"

The ME5 teases in recent N7 Days were made by a "very small team"

There are still lots of veterans at BW

Mark Darrah doesn't expect to be involved in what BW makes next

More under cut due to length.

BW has existed in different ways/structures through its history. We're currently entering into an "unprecedented time" for BW

The purchase of BW by Elevation Partners, the purchase of BW by EA, when Ray Muzyka & Greg Zeschuk left BW, and the year 2017 in general are the 4 most important events (not including shipping games) that Mark Darrah feels have affected BW the most in its history

BW's strategy over time could be seen as having had 4 different phases: grow, consume, sustain, contract. In the contract phase, though BW maybe didn't realize it yet, the number of projects it was capable of running simultaneously was decreasing slowly/gradually. Why? Projects were getting more expensive, requiring more people/resources/time, and by this point BW had essentially burned off all its 'reserves' from the growth phase i.e. there was no longer any fat left to burn off

After DA:I shipped, Mark Darrah experienced that it was very difficult to find resources if your project wasn't the next project that was due out the door

DLC is a safety valve for processes and staff; a place for devs to work when other projects aren't quite ready for them yet; a place for the next gen of leaders to be grown. These things disappear as DLC does. Mark Darrah is pretty sure that the move away from DLC is coming from EA

In the contract phase, in 2013-14 Anthem was starved out by DA & ME:A. ME:A was also somewhat starved out by DA. Then when ME:A was in the driver's seat, it consumed most of the resources

In late 2016/early 2017 during the push to ship ME:A, as part of that BW began to experience leadership discontinuity. As the DA leader, Mark Darrah led a team of DA people onto ME:A to help it ship (the Dragon Age Finaling Team) for a few months. this sort of thing had happened at BW before but this was the first time when senior leadership moved off the projects they led to do this. this caused a change in philosophy in terms of the way that projects were run

When ME:A shipped and Casey Hudson came back to lead BW, there was then a much much larger leadership discontinuity with Anthem. The Montreal studio was supposed to move over onto Joplin to help kickstart it but it ended up getting taken away and given to the leadership in Montreal. but even if this had happened as it was supposed to, BW may not have been able to be in a place where it was going to be able to ship Anthem and Joplin simultaneously

Three quarters of the senior leadership on Joplin moved to Anthem or left BW. DA continued and became Morrison. The discontinuity had massive consequences for DA4

In 2021/22, this happened again in the opposite direction. The leadership team moved onto DA to help it ship, though rather than leaving some of the team in place, everyone moved. The other project (next Mass Effect) effectively ceased to exist for 15 months in order to help DA4 ship. In 2023 for the first time since 1995 BW was only working on 1 project (DA:TV) & there was nobody working on ME5 or remasters or side projects at that time. Now that DA:TV has shipped, apart from some people on cleanup and final patches, there is no plans for DA:TV DLC and "there is only Mass Effect". "Everyone at BW will be working on Mass Effect."

DA:TV being a 'direct sequel' would have been an unlikely path

With BW now focusing on a single project, Mark Darrah does worry that EA will get "itchy"

It'll be a [long] while to DA5 [hypothetically speaking, if it gets made]

MELE involved a lot of external devs

Shadow Realms was BioWare Austin and was due to: "partially places for people, partially a desire for Austin to get something new."

Mark Darrah expects that the devs are hearing everything being said about DA:TV

BW focuses more on consoles because of sales numbers

Unreal Engine 5 (which ME5 is on) is moving onto other EA projects as well, which may help

There are reasons why DA:TV is the way it is

BW has had external consultants on leadership and structure over the years

Mark Darrah expects that the next Dragon Age will once again be pretty different to the last iteration

BW Austin were brought in to help make Anthem. "What didn't happen (that should have) is that they should have had more directional control over the live service direction."

BW has had difficulty learning from previous games because at least one title was too far along TO learn. but a single game leads to staffing issues

Mark Darrah pitched a dev structure back in 2016/17 which would have had "3 fast follow games then a period of retooling"

EA doesn't really sell IPs

Chance of DA:TV DLC? "That's an EA question. And I expect EA's answer to be no". "I don't think we will see DLC. A new DA would be in the future."

"DA has been looking for larger audiences in every iteration. EA has never understood the franchise"

Remake DA:O or ME1? "While I think it would do well, I don't expect it to happen at any time soon. Also the skillsets required don't really over lap"

"The 3 previous games DAVe was are leaking through in places"

Diagram from the video which shows the flow of people throughout BW's history, made by a member of Mark Darrah's community.

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[awwkie]

Here is a quick list of lore stuff that Zeurel confirmed in the last QnA:

The area LAW polices is roughly 105'000 light-years wide. This matches up with our galaxy, the Milky Way. Taking into account the map in Oberon station (episode 1), LAW polices the whole galaxy except a small portion of it, called the "Uncharted Rim".

The species Ricket and Jawbone belong to are called "Osteons", as shown on a screen in episode 4. He also confirmed that the fire on their heads is actual hot fire and that it can burn.

Next episode we are going to get more information on the LAW divisions. Specifically about Enforcement (red/triangle) and the blue/circle division, which I assume has to do with communications and logistics from what we've seen so far.

Next episode will also give more insight into Terrans and the cataclysm. I wonder if we are going to see the speech by Primary Red mentioned in the news segment from episode 1. We might also get a speech from commander Tezoree, as we see her giving a speech in episode 4, and Zeu mentioned she is going to appear in episode 5. At the moment, I don't believe Tezoree to be Primary Red, for a couple of reasons I'll probably explain in a separate post. But I might be wrong.

We got a sneak peak on Dolion and OH MY GOD I'm so making a separate post for that because I have too many thoughts to fit them in this silly list.

Shrike and Beebs might have more traits from the animals they are inspired by than they are currently aware of.

The mercenaries at the top of the leaderboard might appear in the background of the next episode.

Ricket's eye wasn't injured, but it didn't form properly and that's why he keeps it covered. :(

There are some protections for endling species, and we'll see more info about that next episode.

Confirmed (a second time I think?) that Kara and the cats are totally unrelated species.

DH dislikes being watched while eating.

Some details might be missing becuase I haven't had the time yet to fully analyze episode 4. Sources below the cut (they are just screenshots from the asks for future reference LOL).

[callmelola111]

guilty conscience ☆ part one

⭑ part 2 , part 3 , part 4 , part 5 →

synopsis: it’s your first year at college and you’re 1,500 miles away from home. you’d feel completely alone if it wasn't for your attractive roommate ellie. will this attraction complicate the already uncharted territory? or will she be the answer to all your problems?

      |✯| pairing & wc: college!ellie williams x roommate!reader. wc: 1.4k

      |✯| cw (by part): 18+ themes (MDNI), fem reader, modern au!ellie, feelings of angst, sexual themes on like the verge of smut, some swearing

a/n: hey lovelies!!!! this my first time posting a fic so plz enjoy. feedback is appreciated as long as it is constructive. im new to all of this, and still learning. i plan on making this into a series so expect more coming soon. sorry if this chapter is very reader-centric. once reader gets to know ellie better, i’ll write more about her perspective. this will be a slow burn despite part 1 already having sexual themes (lol sorry, couldn't help it), but do expect eventual real smut <3 <3 (p.s: lets b mutuals, message me!!)

As you packed the last of your belongings into your parents' 2008 Toyota, excitement was the last thing you were feeling. When speaking about college, most people explained this coming of age experience with phrases like “change”, “hard work”, and “no sleep”. These pessimistic descriptions made the big move that much harder. Unlike your friends from high school, you were crossing multiple states to attend your dream school. You would’ve been stuck in your home state too if it wasn’t for your impressive art portfolio which earned you a full-ride. Art school is where you know you’re meant to be, but the anxiety of doing it alone lingered.

Of course you were happy to be escaping the grapples of your small Republican town, but you couldn’t help but wonder if 1,500+ miles would really be the solution to all your problems.

                                          ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆｡･:*:･ﾟ★

“God where is she??” you grunt to yourself. The brown swivel chair provided as dorm furniture was your only source of entertainment. You spun around in circles, checking your phone every few minutes. You were anticipating a text from Ellie Williams. Through the cracked screen your phone read 11:03pm and the notification wall was empty.

Ellie is supposed to be your roommate. The two of you had met through the university's online roommate matching system. Your interactions were limited to the few texts sent back and forth about move-in times and who’s bringing what. Ellie was supposed to show up 5 hours ago to move in her stuff but she never arrived. You consider messaging her to check-in but Ellie’s previous texts wreaked of un-interest so you thought it best to leave her alone. You knew nothing about the girl, or even what she looked like, but with her stand-offish demeanor and your overthinking, a friendship didn’t seem in the cards.

Another half-hour passes before the sound of keys rattling pulls you out of your trance. Realizing you’re about to be face-to-face with your new college roommate, you snap up from your slouched position and push your hair behind your ears in preparation.

The slender door lazily swings open and your gaze quickly shifts to the faux wood floors. There was a sense of hesitancy, like you weren’t ready to see your fate just yet. A pair of dirty, black converse covered in writing sulk into your line of sight, triggering you to look up. As you did, your eyes were met with the most jaw-droppingly beautiful girl you’ve ever seen. Peeking through her messy auburn locks were piercing jade green eyes and an angular nose scattered with freckles.

It was Ellie Williams, and she was the epitome of “cool girl". Your head spun with all kinds of thoughts as your physical body went idle. You sat before Ellie gawking until she broke the awkward silence that had gone unnoticed by you.��

“Uh, hi… I’m sorry for coming in so late… some stuff came up. But uh, I’m Ellie Williams.” She held her right hand out towards you to shake it. It took you a second, but you snapped out of her spell and quickly shook her hand in return.

“Shit- Ellie, hey, it’s uh, nice to finally meet you.” You stumbled through your words as nerves overpowered your usual confidence.  There was an obvious awkward tension between the two of you. A typical feeling when moving in with a complete stranger.

Silence loomed in the air as Ellie took a stationary tour around the small, 12 x 20 ft. dorm. She surveyed your side of the room, taking note of any items that could hint towards who you are as a person. Her eyes stopped on a band poster you had hung up just hours ago. 

“You listen to Sleater-Kinney?” she inquired. 

“Hell yeah, they’re one of my favorite bands. Honestly anything in the riot grrrl music scene is right up my alley. Do you listen?” you replied with more enthusiasm and less nerves than before. 

“Yeah, yeah I do,” Ellie answered nonchalantly. You took note of her answer realizing what it could mean. Sleater-Kinney was like the gayest band ever, and Ellie definitely knew that. Maybe she just likes them for their music, but it's possible she also found the lyrics laced with sapphic pining to be relatable. Selfishly, you were dying to know her sexual orientation. Ellie seemed like too much of a stranger to ask her outright and so the game of reading between the lines began. Little did you know, Ellie was wondering the exact same thing about you. 

It was getting late and Ellie decided to save unpacking for the morning when she wasn’t so tired. You climbed onto your stiff dorm mattress and fluffed your pillows for sleep. Ellie did the same in her bed. 

“Is it cool if I turn out the lights now?” you asked, still navigating the new social dynamic as roommates. Ellie replied with a gentle hum and you hit the switch turning the room pitch black. As you lay in bed all you can think of is Ellie and the future. You didn’t know what it was, but you knew she was special, and you yearned to understand her. With these thoughts in mind, your eyes slowly begin to droop and you slip into a deep slumber. 

The next thing you know Ellie is sitting at the foot of your bed staring straight into your soul. Her beautiful green eyes felt especially intense as the rest of her face was shadowed from the dark room. 

“Ellie- I-” you could barely get out 2 words as you sat up from bed flustered. You felt like prey and she was the hunter… and you liked it. Ellie slowly inched her way toward you, crawling on hands and knees. She didn’t have to say anything, you knew what she wanted.

Your plush thighs sat between her knees and her crotch hovered over yours, heat being exchanged. You wanted her so bad. You needed her. Ellie took your chin in her hand and pulled you in close. You exchanged breaths as her lips brushed up against yours. She couldn’t wait any longer and pressed her face into yours, capturing your lips which she so longingly desired for. You fell back onto your pillows and she followed intently.

Her body lay pressed against yours and she desperately shoved her wet tongue into your supple mouth. It was ravenous and you wanted more. You knew she did too as you began to feel the rotation of her hips digging into your pelvis. The heavy breaths coming from her swollen lips were in sync with the fervent grinding. You bucked your hips towards her in a frenzy. Ellie took her veiny hand and ran it along your waistband. As she began to slip it into your pants... you woke up to discover your own hands cupping the heat below and Ellie nowhere to be found. 

“What the fuck.” is all you could say. You pulled your hand from your pants and stared at the slick spider-webbing between your fingers. God this was humiliating. You climbed out of bed to wash your hands and glanced at the clock. It was 7:15am and Ellie was already gone. That seemed kinda odd for a 19 year old college student. You wondered where she had disappeared to so early in the morning.

Soon, the over-thinker took over and you began to grapple with the possibility that you said something out loud during your naughty wet dream. What if Ellie heard you? God what if you moaned her name?? What would you even say if she brought it up? Before you could formulate a hypothetical response, Ellie walked right through the door.

“AHh-” you yelped, startled by her presence. Ellie backed into the doorway holding a coffee in each hand. 

“God, sorry, you scared me.” you explained. Ellie shuffled back inside, twiddling her thumbs trying to decide what to say.

“Sorry, I just left to grab some coffee early this morning. I couldn’t sleep.” She continued, “I brought you one too. As an apology, for any trouble I might have caused by showing up at almost midnight to move in…”. Your cheeks flushed with color and you hoped she didn’t notice.

“Oh, thanks Ellie, that's nice. I promise there was no harm done.” you answered, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible. Seemingly enough, this news meant she was awake while you were, ya know... dreaming. Ellie definitely wouldn’t bring a pervert coffee though. Right? Either way, you knew one thing for sure, you've got to have her.

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[bcacstuff]

Exploring the Hunku - By Jake Norton (part 1)

I guess part of me has always been an explorer.

No, not that kind of capital "E" Explorer - I haven’t discovered new lands, walked off the map, completed bold first ascents or any of that headline-grabbing stuff. But, I’ve been fortunate enough in my travels and adventures to wander off the beaten path somewhat, to explore terrain that, if not new to the world, is new to me, unfamiliar in all ways, be it on Everest’s North Face, the slopes of Gurla Mandhata, my own back yard, or elsewhere.

Our venture up the Hunku Khola from Chheskam to Kongme Dingma was just such an exploration. Sam and I and our team were not in uncharted waters; if we’re being honest, there is little in Nepal outside the extreme alpine realm that has not seen the feet of a herder or the staff of wandering ascetic over the ages. No, the Hunku is well known to the Kulung Rai and other locals, but not so to the outside world. I know of only a handful of people who have been up there before, one being Tim Macartney-snape, and if you know him and his history he’s not one for following the known path. So on December 6, we headed off into the somewhat unknown.

Sunset at camp 1 on the Mahakulung Muddhi-Kongmedingma Trail at the Mangan Khola.

Sam hikes up through lush forests of the Hunku Valley.

Our amazing team taking a breather.

New ways to traverse cliffside trails.

Steep and slick but full of beauty.

The new trail - dubbed by the excited community of Mahakulung as the Mahakulung Muddhi-Kongmedingma Trail - follows the Hunku Khola as it roars through a narrow canyon of its own creation. Unlike many treks in the Nepal Himalaya - and quite different than its nearby neighbor, Khumbu - this trail ambles through dense jungle, towering forests of East Himalayan Fir (Abies spectabilis), Musure Katus (Himalayan beech, Castanopsis tribuloides), Bull oak (Quercus lamellosa), Himalayan birch (Betula utilis), and rhododendron (both falconeri and arboreum). It’s a misty place as well, with afternoon cloud wafting up the valley, enshrouding the landscape in mystical ether turning to ethereal ice during the night.

While the Hunku finds its source up high in the melting ice of the Hunku Glacier on Baruntse and the alpine lakes of Seto Pokhari and Paanch Pokhari, its power is fed downstream by countless tributaries large and small, azure cascades coming down from numerous unnamed 5,000 meter peaks and larger, named ones like Naulekh and Mera. Thankfully, the municipalities of Mahakulung (Gudel, Bung, and Chheskam) built bridges across most, ranging from simple trusses to deluxe covered bridges and simple sticks-on-rocks for yet others still.

Sam shows his excitement at finding scat of a large leopard on the trail.

Bamboo tickets and high peaks.

A new bridge on day 3 crossing a tributary to the Hunku Khola. Bridges were built by locals from Mahakulung.

A new suspension bridge crosses the Hunku Khola on day 4.

Chilly mornings.

The boys on a break. Left to right: Sam Heughan, Tshering Dorje Sherpa, Gopal Magar, Karka Kulung Rai, and Jhanak Karki.

Sam crosses a less-modern - and fully iced - bridge on the upper Hunku Khola.

Porters crossing an old wooden bridge on the Hunku Khola.

Our trail - choked at times with bamboo or slick with mud, glazed with ice - meandered along the Hunku’s path. Folded as they are, the Himalaya do not lend themselves to easy trails, however, and the Muddhi-Kongmedingma is no exception: a straight line from Point A to Point B is rarely possible, with Ridge C and Valley D more often standing in the way. While most days the trail had a net gain of about 1500 vertical feet, we’d easily double that with ups and downs along the way.

But, that’s not to say days were hard; they were, taken all together, about perfect. Much of that is thanks to our team, and wonderfully motley crew of folks helping schlep our gear and prepare meals and keep us company along the way. And, this being the first real commercial trip up the valley, we never knew with certainty where the next flat ground would be found and if it would have water nearby. So, some days were cut short, some were stretched longer. Vagaries of the valley forced the abandonment of one acclimatization day at Watelma Chaur, but to little consquence: we were nimble, Sam was strong, our team able.

Six days of fairly magical, mystical trekking took us through climatic zones from forest to alpine, through sun and snow and ice, mornings of frost to afternoons of heat and frigid nights tempered by a blazing fire. We found scat from jungle cats (Asiatic wildcat? Maybe, but quite doubtful.) and leopards (common or snow, we do not know), enjoyed unspoiled nature at its best, and barely a trace of humanity - not a lodge, not a house, not a helicopter or plane. The only person outside our team we encountered until Khumbu was a resourceful Sherpa named Gelu from near Bung who heard of our affinity for both jhway kathe (raksi heated and adorned with sauteed fenugreek) and tongba (fermented millet prepared as a delicious hot drink) and decided we were a good business proposition, hauling several liters of both in his doko up valley. (Note, his instincts proved remarkably correct.)

Jhanak Karki, skull shaman.

Keeping warm by the fire at camp on day 4.

Misty morning majesty.

Fresh snow helped make day 5 on the Mahakulung Muddhi-Kongmedingma Trail even more stunning.

Steep and slippery demands creativity.

Sam enjoys a cold head shower along the trail.

Sun, shadow, and cloud play on the shoulders of Naulekh.

Sunset at our tiny cliff camp on the Hunku Khola.

Eventually, we emerged from the forest some 2500 feet below Kongme Dingma and entered the subalpine zone. Here, along with incresingly majestic views of Naulekh and Peak 41 and Chamlang and more, we bushwhacked for an hour through sprawling hillsides of sunpati (dwarf rhododendron, or Rhododendron anthopogon), which is used in most incense from South Asia. So strong and fresh, every step released a burst of aroma making the whole valley akin to walking around Bodhanath during times of prayer. Amazing.

And then, the pain began.

Not bad pain, but certainly some, the hurt of altitude and the cold that comes along with it, the toll extracted physiologically, penance for the privilege of the high country. And, like a first marathon or a first drunk, it hits the uninitiated hardest. We made it to Kongme Dingma, a small, vacant settlement at 15,750 feet, windswept and austere beneath the towering giants of Peak 41, Naulekh, and Chamlang. For Sam and Jhanak, each step of the last 3000+ feet was an altitude record, and inevitably the night brought with it headache and lassitude, the hallmarks up here. But, they fired back with their own hallmarks - grit and positivity.

We spent the night sheltering from demonic, 60 mph wind gusts under Gelu’s tarp-roofed hut. Dung-seasoned dust whipped about as we ate dal bhat, played cards with the team, laughed and talked and smiled and knew that this too would pass, tomorrow would dawn another day.

Altitude is a fickle thing, each person’s specific physiology responding differently to it. Until you’ve been up high, it’s generally a mystery as to how you’ll do, how your body will adapt - or not - to the dearth of oxygen. Some do well, some less so, but most will get it sorted out if given time and tools. Time is the keystone, as the body is working overtime to produce red blood cells and increase hypoxic efficiency; thus, a day off, an active rest day, at Kongme Dingma was essential to let the body do its thing.

Sam taking it all in as we leave the forest and enter the alpine.

Chamlang - the sentinel of the Hunku - was hidden for days but finally shows itself in the upper valley.

Gelu, our friend and beverage purveyor, stops for a tea and dal bhat break on the trail.

Sam Heughan taking it all in high on the Mahakulung Muddhi-Kongmedingma Trail.

Enjoying the views high on the Muddhi-Kongmedingma Trail.

(more in part 2 of this article)

[rallentando1011]

Somnambulant Soulmates (rise Donnie x gn reader)

Prologue, Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6

Word Count: 2833

“Where in the actual heck did you lead me?”

“Trying to figure that out right now. How many turns have you taken?”

“You mean to the left or right?” you inquired cautiously, steps splashing in the shallow water of the sewer tunnel you currently found yourself in. You thought that since you had taken this exact same path literally yesterday you might remember the way. Well, you thought wrong, which was why you called up the man you were on your way to meet for assistance.

Donnie huffed over the phone. “Both, preferably. Why would you go traversing through a complex labyrinth of a sewer system, not knowing where you’re going, and not keeping track of where you’ve gone?”

“Uhh, misguided faith in myself?”

“Eh. Fair enough. I’ll send auxiliary support your way.”

“‘Auxiliary support?’ What is that supposed to-”

Before you could even finish your thought, not to mention get a response, the call ended.

You gaped. Either the signal cut out, which was feasible in the sewers, or he ended the call. For Donnie’s sake, he’d better have hoped it was the former.

You froze in the eerie silence and dark, breathing tersely. Your hands hung uncomfortably off your sides, shoulders drawn tight.

What were you supposed to do now?

Well, retracing your steps seemed better than continuing further into uncharted territory. Following that logic, you pivoted and meandered cautiously back from where you came.

The tunnel came upon an especially dark section, so you turned on your phone’s flashlight. Your field of vision was small, but at least you could directly in front of you. Better than nothingness..

Suddenly, a strange noise entered your ears. Some sort of mechanical whirring. It sounded vaguely in front of you, though the reverberation from the tunnels made it hard to discern.

You tensed up again.

What if it was from those goons from last night? Or, even worse, what if it was-

As the source of the odd whirring sound came into view, you paused.

“Ohhhh my goodness…” Your startled reflexes swiftly softened as you registered the little purple drone levitating before you.

A very boop-able beak was on what you assumed to be its face, with petite propellers acting as limbs. Bottom line, it was adorable.

“Woah, how’s it hanging, dude?” the drone greeted. “D told me you got a bit turned around down here, but we’ll get you to the lair real quick.”

“Woah.” You admired the tech, tilting your head at it. “So, am I talking to Donnie or an algorithm right now?”

“Neither! The name’s S.H.E.L.L.D.O.N. broski!” it- he introduced himself.

“Huh. Nice to meet you, S.H.E.L.L.D.O.N.,” you responded and gave your name in return. “Would you mind please showing me to Donnie?”

“No problem!” the drone floated higher excitedly before whipping around. “Follow me. We’ll be back to the lab in a jiff.”

“Thanks!”

You trailed along the polite drone in silence, weaving and wandering through dim channels until he spoke up.

“So, you and D are cool?”

“Yeah, you could say that.” You tipped your head down inquisitively. 

“I don’t know what you see in him.”

You barked out a laugh at how abrupt his sass was. “Oh?”

“Yeah! He can be super overbearing sometimes- like, won’t-even-let-me-out-of-the-lair overbearing, you know? He’s gotten better about it, but he can still be way protective.”

“Surely it can’t be that bad,” you offered. The drone did not seem to agree.

“Oh, it can, bro! One time, he padlocked my propellers and I ended up in, like, a gang almost-”

As your conversation trailed off and you two moved, the area around you grew lighter and you found yourself in the empty atrium of the lair. S.H.E.L.L.D.O.N. guided you up to the second floor, down a dim hallway, and to a stop in front of large, metallic doors as his rant about Donnie came to a close.

“Thanks, little guy. I appreciate the help.” You smiled, and the drone tilted his head and returned the gesture.

“Of course, bro! Just let me know if you get too bored with Donnie. Us cool people can hang out and do something less bogus.”

You chuckled. “I’ll let you know.”

With a small salute, you sent him whirring off.

You turned to face the sturdy-looking doors before you. Just as you moved to rap on them, the doors opened with a heavy sound of air. You took a confused glance to the right, left, before stepping into the lab.

The room consisted mostly of metallic silver hues with tables and shelves stacked up with a plethora of technological treasures. Purple mood lights illuminated the room softly, though it was still a lot more effective than your flashlight was.

Sounds of clinging and clanging proliferated from somewhere behind a shelf. You followed them, expecting to find your companion tinkering on something - perhaps the invention he was researching at the library?

Instead, you turned the corner to see him using the titanium arms that extended from his battle shell to swipe what was probably a literal ton of empty energy drinks off of his desk and into a trash can beside it.

You interrupted his tidying up with a cough to announce your presence.

Startled, he snapped his head back to look at you, his technology not ceasing to clear the irrelevant items from his desk.

“Oh. You made it. Congratulations,” he said, though his monotonous tone did not invoke any sentiment of felicitations.

“Yeah, I made it, little thanks to you.”

“I take it S.H.E.L.L.D.O.N. behaved himself?”

“He was an angel.” You put a hand over your heart and walked up to him just as a thought struck you. “By the way, how did you know where to send S.H.E.L.L.D.O.N.?”

“That is unimportant right now. What matters iiiis-” he paused to gesture to his desk, “-science! Engineering, to be more specific, but we can delve into that more later.”

“Hm.” You leaned over the desk, viewing a highly detailed blueprint and sheet of notes. The thought that he probably  definitely tracked your call faded as you immersed yourself in his work. “You mentioned a prototype of this yesterday?”

“I admire your tenacity, but would you not prefer to discuss the workings of the machine before seeing the results?” he queried.

“Is it not helpful to vary in learning techniques? I’m game for some visual learning.”

“Sigh, if you insist.”

Donnie turned around, delicately grabbed an object from a shelf beside him, set it down on the desk.

The metal object was spherical, for the most part, with some geometric patterns on the bottom to prop it up. It was sizable, though wieldy enough to be portable. On the side of it was an ingrained insignia you’d seen on his other tech, and beside that was an odd yet intentional divot in the side.

“About this prototype for the generator-” Donnie glanced to the side, “it’s been built, but I don’t have the juice for it yet.”

“So you don’t have the energy source for your energy source?”

He deadpanned at your teasing. “It’s a prototype for a reason.” 

“Is that dent where the mystic crystal or whatever is supposed to go?”

“Yes, it is intended to be for a crystal, though I’ll take any viable source I can get. Now, shall we discuss the behind the scenes?”

You nodded.

Before crashing into his own chair, he pulled up a stool for you. Oddly considerate, but you wouldn’t complain.

From talk of sinusoidal waves, frequencies, output and input responses from certain mystic crystals, the conversation went into a plenitude of tangentially related topics, the minutiae of which he had to explain to you, but you got the majority of it. However, such conversation came at a price, for one cannot blab and/or yap for an hour consecutively without obtaining a splitting headache and requiring sustenance.

Eventually, you cleared your throat to get his attention off of the blueprints for the energy source. The turtle met your gaze curiously.

“All this ‘being a genius’ stuff has left me positively parched,” you spoke up, popping the p’s. “You have anything to drink in here? Or is the lair’s kitchen better?”

It felt kind of weird to refer to his residence as a lair, but you were trying.

“This is a laboratory; it would be reprehensible to bring food or beverage in here.”

The two of you glanced down at the miniature trash can adjacent to his desk and the cans overflowing from it.

“Your trash begs to differ.”

He clicked his tongue. “Those cans are empty now, and I don’t have more. We probably have water in the fridge.”

“How about we go somewhere instead? Go for a walk, head to a cafe, get some fresh air. I would prefer not getting lost here again.”

Donnie hummed, tapped his chin.“Not a bad idea. You’re buying, though.”

“Sure!”

He blinked. “I was joking. Of course I’m going to buy my own beverage.”

“We’ll see,” you smiled, hopping up from your seat. “Do you want to grab a coat or something? The wind chill’s bad today.”

“Forcing me out of my lab for food, insisting I prepare for the weather, if I didn’t know better I might say you care about me.” Donnie raised a playful eyebrow.

“Don’t flatter yourself. And I haven’t forced you anywhere. For legal purposes.”

“You can wait here. I’ll be back in a moment.” Donnie hopped up and exited the lab, presumably to get some warmer clothes.

As he slipped out of the room, you traced a finger over the blueprints he had gushed over so adamantly. So much time and effort and knowledge had been poured into every aspect of this project, and that, not to mention the complexity of it, was enough to gain your respect. You pulled out your phone, snapped a quick picture of the paper, not the prototype for now, and slipped it back into your pocket.

You waited for an uncomfortable moment, literally twiddling your thumbs, trying to seem casual. There was a literal trove of things to check out or explore in the room, but you did not know how much time you had. 

And you couldn’t risk getting caught.

So you waited. And waited.

Okay, either Donnie ditched you or he just took forever to get ready.

Thinking back to how late he was to April’s party heavily implied the latter.

After another moment of just standing next to his desk, the sound of footsteps padding closer drew your attention up.

Lo and behold, in the doorway stood Donnie with crossed arms.

His mask and goggles remained the same, steadfast on his head, but he did put on some clothes. A snug black turtleneck and flowy lavender cargo pants had joined the ensemble, though there was still a severe lack of shoes.

“Okay, Steve Jobs.” The comment slipped out of your mouth before you could process it. It came across lightheartedly enough, though, based on Donnie’s grin.

“Don’t say that if you don’t mean it, because that’s going straight up here.” He tapped his index to his temple and started walking out of the lab. You followed after.

“I guess with all that square footage something’s bound to go up there.”

He wrinkled his nose in distaste.

You elbowed

“I’m kidding. Your brain capacity is bound to be maxed out already with all that knowledge.”

“Thanks? That- wasn’t derogatory, right?”

“What do you think?”

“That you’re patronizing me?”

“Sort of. I was mostly calling you smart, in a roundabout way.”

“Huh. So, thanks?”

“Welcome.”

You two quickly made your way out of the lair and onto the surface’s streets.

You realized just as quickly that you had no idea where you were headed to.

“Uhh, D?”

“I know. Unless you have other suggestions, I know a place nearby.”

“Oh, yeah, please lead the way. I genuinely had no idea where to go.”

“Ha,” he grinned, taking the lead down a few streets and corridors and bringing you two to a quaint coffee shop. String lights, beige bricks, sleek tables and booths, the store was modern and comely.

Of course, with it being New York City, the line was huge, but this place was concealed well enough that it at least wasn’t down the road.

While waiting in line, you didn’t talk much, instead opting to either scroll on your phones or try to figure out which kind of coffee or tea you wanted.

As you neared the register, still having no idea what you wanted, you passed the small refrigerated shelf of items.

“Oh, I’ve seen these before!” Your attention caught on some bottles of Yakult, so you selected one of the original flavors. “Never tried it though. Want to try it together?”

“Why not?” he grinned uncertainly and flashed a couple of thumbs up.

“That’s the spirit!”

You two made it to the register and ended up buying the probiotic drinks along with a couple of baked goods. Before he could make a move to pay for at least his items, you swooped in and bought them all with an innocent grin.

His glare saw through your unassuming demeanor.

You got your confections and drinks before making your way to an available booth. You took up a seat across from him and tried the new drink.

“I like it.” You nodded. It was citrusy, smooth, overall pleasant to indulge in.

“Oh. Mmmm…” he shuddered, forcing it down with a queasy smile on his face.

“Huh. You hate it,” you observed bemusedly. You relished the panic that washed over him at your comment.

“What? Nooo. This- this is very… not bad,” he faltered under your smug stare.

“It’s fine!” you reassured as you slid his Yakult toward yourself. “You don’t have to drink it if you don’t like it.”

“But-” he interjected, glancing down at the accursed drink, then back up to you. “But you bought it for me. I hardly consider it amiable to discard something that someone else purchased.”

“Well, luckily for us both, it’s not going to waste.”

Before he had the opportunity to ask you to elaborate, you took a long sip of the probiotic beverage. You smiled while doing so, coming face to face with a floored turtle when you set it back down on the table.

He stared numbly at you before stammering out, “I- you- do you have any idea how many germs we just shared?” 

“Oh well,” you shrugged. “Despite the atrocious things that come out of it, I think you have a fairly clean mouth. Now, how about we get you something else to drink? Something that you don’t find atrocious.”

“Fine, but I’ll be paying for it this time.”

You smiled knowingly, hand already fastened on your wallet. “We’ll see.”

The grin stayed smugly planted on your face as you made it to the front counter and slapped your payment down before he could.

“You’re just gonna have to settle with buying next time,” was your response to his scowl.

“Next time?” Donnie seemed taken aback.

You shrugged playfully. “Unless you don’t want to do this again. I’m good either way.”

“Um, no, n-next time’s on me,” he said hesitantly.

“Alright then. Do you want to tell the barista what you want?” you urged, indicating toward a visibly disinterested worker behind the counter.

“Right!” Donnie finally made it back onto this plane of reality and sprung into action, making his selection from the refrigerated section beside the counter.

“Flavorless juice?” Your jaw dropped as he slid it to the worker.

“Uh, yeah? They’ve got the good kind here. 50% less flavor…”

“Okay then…” you opted to judge him silently and let the man enjoy his juice, albeit an atrocious variety of juice.

You started walking back to the booth before a notification on your phone made you pause. Taking it out, your eyes widened.

“Oh, uh, I spent a lot longer with you than I thought I did. Um, I’ve got to go now, but I’ll catch you later?”

“Y-Yeah! Later!”

You left him standing there with a smile and a couple of finger guns before bounding off toward the exit and out of his view.

Once you left his field of vision, he looked back down at his drink. The drink you bought for him. The drink you spent additional time and money on to get for him just because he couldn’t texturally handle the other one you’d bought him.

What you mentioned earlier about doing this again sounded quite nice.

Perhaps, instead of waiting for fate or probability or whatever was at play to cause you to run into each other again, it could be a more active endeavor, something conscious.

That didn’t sound half bad to him.

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[metamagic-adept]

idris, holding on too tight

[ID: 11 screenshots of quotes or text. They read:

I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break.

Sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you’ve been ruined.

I’m hypnotized by this anomaly / Such strange uncharted territory / A white flag waves in the dark between my head and my heart / My armor falls apart / As if I could let myself be seen, even deeply known / Like I was already brave enough to let go

To have spent my life holding my hands in tightly hidden fists. To try to understand what it would mean, now, to hold them open. [highlighted] I have always felt ashamed at being witnessed in the act of wanting something I could not have.

“I don’t know what’s going to come out of me,” I told her. “It has to be perfect. It has to be irreproachable in every way.” // “Why?” she said. // “To make up for it,” I said. “To make up for the fact that it’s me.”

Everything I've ever let go of has claw marks on it.

time loop where i keep dying to save you but clearly the loop just wants me to accept your death. im not going to but i can tell that's what it wants

[unchecked box] remember that you can't save everyone // [checked box] Remember that you have to try.

I can do this, I thought. Then: And even if I can't, I have to.

Time solves most things. And what time can't solve, you have to solve yourself.

Ring the bells that can still ring / Forget your perfect offering / There is a crack, a crack in everything / That's how the light gets in.

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quote sources: 1. Marya Hornbacher, Wasted 2. Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous 3. "Five," Sleeping at Last 4. Jennifer S. Chang, So We Must Meet Apart; “August 24, 2018” 5. Suzanne Rivecca, ugly, bitter, and true 6. David Foster Wallace 7. tumblr user @ ayotofu 8. unknown 9. David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories 10. Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance 11. Leonard Cohen, "Anthem."

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The Revolutionary Power of Uranus:

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Uranus through the Signs.

# Aries

Positive Aspects:

1. Initiative and Spontaneity: Uranus in Aries inspires individuals to take initiative and embrace spontaneity, allowing for the pursuit of new opportunities and experiences.

2. Independent and Assertive Nature: People with this placement exhibit a strong sense of independence and assertiveness, enabling them to carve their own path and make a positive impact through their unique perspectives.

3. Pioneering Spirit: The combination of Uranus and Aries fosters a pioneering spirit, encouraging individuals to explore uncharted territory and bring innovative ideas to the forefront.

4. Freedom and Authenticity: Uranus in Aries promotes a sense of freedom and authenticity, empowering individuals to express their true selves and break free from societal expectations.

Negative Aspects:

1. Impulsiveness and Lack of Patience: The placement of Uranus in Aries can lead to impulsive behavior and a lack of patience, causing individuals to jump into situations without considering the consequences.

2. Recklessness and Unpredictability: There is a tendency for individuals with Uranus in Aries to exhibit reckless and unpredictable behavior, which can result in disruptive outcomes and unforeseen challenges.

3. Resistance to Authority: Those with this placement may struggle with accepting limitations and authority figures, feeling confined and restricted by external control.

4. Lack of Perseverance: While individuals with Uranus in Aries have the potential for initiating projects, they may struggle with maintaining perseverance, leading to difficulties in seeing projects through to completion.

# Taurus

Positive Aspects:

1. Innovative Approach to Practical Matters: Individuals with Uranus in Taurus possess a unique ability to bring innovation and fresh perspectives to practical and tangible areas of life, such as finance, resources, and productivity. They can introduce new methods and technologies to enhance efficiency and sustainability.

2. Resourcefulness and Financial Insight: This placement can grant individuals a keen sense of resourcefulness and financial insight. They may possess a natural talent for managing resources and finding creative solutions to financial challenges.

3. Grounded Revolutionaries: Uranus in Taurus inspires individuals to revolutionize the material world while maintaining a grounded and practical approach. They can bring about lasting change by combining innovation with a solid understanding of tangible realities.

4. Appreciation for Beauty and Sensuality: Those with Uranus in Taurus have a heightened appreciation for beauty, aesthetics, and sensory experiences. They may express their innovative ideas through art, design, or other creative endeavors that engage the senses.

Negative Aspects:

1. Tension between Stability and Change: The combination of Uranus in Taurus creates a tension between the desire for stability and the need for change and liberation. This can lead to inner conflicts and challenges in finding a balance between conventionality and innovation.

2. Resistance to Change: Individuals with Uranus in Taurus may exhibit resistance to change and a strong attachment to established routines and traditions. This can hinder their ability to embrace new ideas and adapt to evolving circumstances.

3. Stubbornness and Inflexibility: The fixed nature of both Taurus and Uranus can contribute to stubbornness and inflexibility in individuals with this placement. They may be reluctant to change their perspectives or methods, leading to missed opportunities for growth and transformation.

4. Overemphasis on Materialistic Values: Uranus in Taurus may amplify the focus on material possessions and financial security, potentially leading to a materialistic mindset and excessive attachment to material wealth.

# Gemini

Positive Aspects:

1. Innovative Communication and Information Exchange: Uranus in Gemini inspires revolutions in communication, information transmission, teaching, and learning. It encourages the development of new and ingenious ideas in these areas, leading to advancements in technology and the exchange of information.

2. Quick and Brilliant Mind: People born with Uranus in Gemini tend to have a faster and more agile mind, particularly when in positive aspects with Mercury. This enhances their ability to generate brilliant ideas and respond quickly and intelligently to various situations.

3. Embracing Technological Advances: Individuals with this placement are fascinated by innovation and excel in utilizing technological advancements, especially in the realm of communication. They readily adapt to new technologies and contribute to the evolution of communication methods.

4. Multi-talented and Versatile: Uranus in Gemini amplifies the tendency for versatility and curiosity. Those with this combination may have a wide range of interests and find it challenging to stick to just one area of focus, but this versatility can be seen as an asset in exploring diverse fields and generating new ideas.

Negative Aspects:

1. Restlessness and Difficulty with Focus: The restless nature of Gemini combined with Uranus can lead to difficulty in maintaining focus and sticking to one area of interest. The multitude of new ideas can create a sense of restlessness and make it challenging to commit to long-term projects or pursuits.

2. Overwhelming Amount of Information: The abundance of information in the digital age can be overwhelming for individuals with Uranus in Gemini. They may struggle to filter and prioritize information, leading to scattered attention and difficulty in absorbing knowledge effectively.

3. Lack of Depth and Commitment: The inclination towards exploring various ideas and interests may result in a lack of depth or commitment to a particular subject. This can hinder the development of expertise and mastery in a specific field.

4. Need for Relaxation and Grounding: Due to the quick pace of their minds and the constant influx of ideas, individuals with Uranus in Gemini may benefit from relaxation techniques to help manage restlessness and maintain a sense of grounding, but they do it? Nope.

# Cancer

Positive Aspects:

1. Innovations in Domestic Life: Uranus in Cancer brings radical changes and innovations to traditional domestic life. This can manifest through the invention of devices and appliances that make life easier and more practical, improving the quality of home environments.

2. Emotional Intelligence and Intuition: People with Uranus in Cancer tend to apply an emotional bias to their ideas and inventions. They possess heightened emotional intelligence and intuition, which can be valuable in creating solutions that cater to the needs and well-being of individuals and families.

3. New Concepts of Patriotism and Family: This placement can inspire new insights into concepts of patriotism and ways of relating to home and family. Individuals with Uranus in Cancer may challenge traditional notions of family and explore alternative approaches that prioritize freedom, individual rights, and unconventional ideas.

4. Heightened Imagination and Memory: The combination of Cancer's emotional nature and Uranus's influence can enhance the imagination and memory of individuals with this placement. This can contribute to creative problem-solving and the ability to recall past experiences and emotions vividly.

Negative Aspects:

1. Clash between Tradition and Innovation: The clash between Cancer's traditional and nurturing energy and Uranus's unpredictable and impersonal nature can create tensions in the modus operandi. This may result in conflicts between maintaining familial traditions and embracing new and unconventional ideas.

2. Mood Swings and Emotional Instability: The mood swings inherent to Cancer, coupled with Uranus's influence, can lead to increased emotional instability. Individuals with Uranus in Cancer may experience frequent and intense fluctuations in their emotions, which can pose challenges in maintaining emotional balance.

3. Difficulty in Establishing Emotional Stability: The unpredictable nature of Uranus combined with Cancer's sensitivity can create challenges in establishing emotional stability. Individuals with this placement may struggle to find a sense of security and emotional grounding, leading to feelings of restlessness and insecurity.

4. Resistance to Change: Despite Uranus being associated with revolution and change, the influence of Cancer can create a resistance to change within individuals with this placement. They may cling to familiar and comfortable routines or find it challenging to adapt to new circumstances.

# Leo

Positive Aspects:

1. Creative Sense and Self-Expression: Uranus in Leo brings a heightened emphasis on creativity and self-expression. Individuals with this placement are likely to have a strong urge to express themselves in unique and innovative ways, contributing to the appreciation of culture and art.

2. Personal Energy and Drive for Freedom: Uranus in Leo amplifies personal energy and the desire for freedom. It fuels self-confidence, risk-taking, and daring actions, empowering individuals to explore their passions and assert their individuality.

3. Positive Leadership and Charismatic Influence: The placement can inspire positive leadership qualities, as individuals with Uranus in Leo have the potential to become influential figures. They may inspire and motivate others through their charismatic presence and visionary ideas.

4. Inspiring Radical Changes in Arts and Personal Style: Those with Uranus in Leo have the potential to inspire radical changes in the realms of arts and personal style. Their strong self-expressive vein can lead to groundbreaking innovations and a shift in artistic trends.

Negative Aspects:

1. Stubbornness and Flirtation with Power: Uranus in Leo can manifest as stubbornness and a flirtation with power. Individuals may become resistant to change or overly attached to their own ideas, leading to inflexibility and a disregard for alternative perspectives.

2. Rebellion and Untimely Reactions: Attempts to curtail or limit the self-expression of this generation may trigger rebellion and untimely reactions. The desire for personal freedom and autonomy can drive them to assert their individuality forcefully.

3. Vanity and Speculative Impulses: The combination of Leo's focus on personal recognition and Uranus's inclination for risk can lead to vanity and speculative impulses. Individuals may prioritize seeking attention and engage in impulsive behaviors without considering potential consequences.

4. Less Powerful Position of Influence: Uranus in Leo is considered a weaker position of influence, as it is in exile. This suggests that the energies of Uranus, such as innovation and collectivity, may find more alignment with Aquarius than with Leo.

# Virgo

Positive Aspects:

1. Focus on Practical Details and Integrity: Generations with Uranus in Virgo have the potential to prioritize the practical details of humanity. They value integrity and emphasize the importance of balance between mind and body, recognizing the significance of holistic well-being.

2. Technological and Social Advancements: Historically, periods with Uranus in Virgo have witnessed significant technological advancements and social changes. Innovations in computer technology, such as the creation of the first computers and the automation of everyday tasks, have shaped the way people work and live.

3. Revolutionizing Health and Medicine: Individuals born with Uranus in Virgo have the potential to revolutionize the fields of health and medicine. They may contribute to medical research, promote awareness of the mind-body connection, advocate for healthier lifestyles, and popularize alternative therapies for personal balance.

4. Desire to Contribute and Serve: Those influenced by Uranus in Virgo in their birth chart have a strong desire to make a meaningful contribution to the world through their work and acts of service. They may invent new approaches to work, fight for better work conditions, and prioritize the quality of their contributions.

Negative Aspects:

1. Nervous Tension and Anxiety: Uranus in Virgo can contribute to nervous tension, particularly if there are tense aspects with other planets or if the individual is already prone to anxiety or nervousness. The fast-paced routine and the desire to maximize time utilization can increase feelings of stress and pressure.

2. Potential for Unconventional Behavior: Despite Virgo's inclination towards the familiar and well-experienced, the influence of Uranus contradicts conventional attitudes. This can lead to a conflict between the desire for stability and the inclination towards unconventional behavior, challenging traditional approaches.

3. Dynamic Routine and Time Pressure: Individuals with Uranus in Virgo may experience a dynamic routine and a heightened sense of urgency. They may feel that there is no time to waste, leading to a constant drive for productivity and efficiency.

4. Originality and Analytical Thinking: Uranus in Virgo enhances the mind's capacity for analysis, research, and originality. However, this intellectual prowess can sometimes contribute to overthinking or a tendency to approach problems or projects in unconventional ways.

# Libra

Positive Aspects:

1. Search for New Ways of Relating: Uranus in Libra inspires periods and generations to seek new ways of relating to others. There is a desire to break obsolete structures and find better alternatives in social relationships, including issues related to justice, diplomacy, and equality.

2. Revolutionizing Social Norms: The influence of Uranus in Libra encourages revolutionary activities and discussions on topics such as gender equality and justice. It inspires the emergence of new concepts of freedom within the context of marriage and partnerships, challenging traditional views and promoting personal freedom, integrity, and happiness.

3. Affinity for Human Relationships: Individuals born with Uranus in Libra have a natural affinity for the area of human relationships. They may possess original ideals about equality and reciprocal rights in interpersonal connections and prioritize friendly and harmonious interactions.

4. Impact on the Sexual Revolution: The generation influenced by Uranus in Libra played a significant role in fostering the sexual revolution. They broke away from traditional norms and helped to transform relationships, making concepts like open relationships and multiple partners more visible and accepted.

Negative Aspects:

1. Turmoil and Diplomatic Crises: Uranus in Libra can bring about periods of turmoil and diplomatic crises. The pursuit of change and the breaking of obsolete structures may lead to tensions and conflicts in social and diplomatic spheres, as established systems and relationships are challenged.

2. Unusual Relationships and Desire for Independence: Individuals with Uranus in Libra may have a strong need to assert their own ideals and pursue unconventional relationships. This can lead to a desire for independence and periods of wanting to be alone or explore alternative relationship dynamics.

3. Temporary Nature of Cultural Shifts: While Uranus in Libra inspires significant cultural shifts and revolutions in relationships, it's important to note that the impact may not be sustained over the long term. The era of "peace and love" and "free love" may have been relatively short-lived, but it planted the seeds for lasting transformations in relationships.

4. Challenging Traditional Values: The influence of Uranus in Libra challenges traditional values and norms, which can create tensions between generations and within society. It disrupts established beliefs and customs, leading to debates and conflicts over issues related to justice, equality, and personal freedom.

# Scorpio

Positive Aspects:

1. Dealing with Deep Emotions and Transformations: Generations influenced by Uranus in Scorpio tend to navigate deep emotions and transformations with ease. They have the potential to embrace and understand the profound changes that occur throughout their lives, fostering personal growth and inner development.

2. Development of Innovative Ideas: Individuals with Uranus in Scorpio have a natural inclination to develop innovative ideas that can lead to collective transformations. They possess a unique perspective and are capable of uncovering hidden truths, challenging social conventions, and pushing the boundaries of taboo subjects.

3. Embracing Change and Transformation: The energy of Uranus in Scorpio aligns with the themes of change, transformation, and the cycle of death and rebirth. Natives with this placement are courageous and daring, willing to explore unconventional paths and challenge emotional tensions. They find creative and constructive ways to overcome limitations and fears.

4. Recognition of Psychoanalysis and Mental Health: The influence of Uranus in Scorpio coincided with the increased popularity and acceptance of psychoanalysis as a useful therapy for mental conditions and everyday neuroses. It brought a shift in societal attitudes, moving away from considering mental health taboo or exclusive to the "mentally ill," and recognizing its relevance in personal well-being.

Negative Aspects:

1. Provocation and Belligerence: The presence of Uranus in Scorpio can evoke periods of provocation and belligerence, as it confronts social conventions and challenges established norms. This may lead to conflicts and tensions within society, as well as an increased sense of uncertainty about the future.

2. Intensity and Emotional Suppression: Natives with Uranus in Scorpio may experience moments of intensity and struggle with the expression and acceptance of emotions. There can be a tendency to avoid or reject emotions, potentially leading to emotional conflicts or a need to develop healthy emotional outlets.

3. Desire for Power and Control: The placement of Uranus in Scorpio may influence a greater personal need for power and control, particularly if it is in conjunction with the Sun, Moon, or Midheaven. This can manifest as a drive to be in charge or seek control over situations, requiring careful direction to avoid negative or destructive tendencies.

4. Exploration of Sexuality and Unusual Ways: Individuals with Uranus in Scorpio, especially if placed in the 5th or 8th houses, may have a propensity for exploring sexuality in unconventional ways. While this can lead to personal growth and liberation, it can also create challenges or conflicts in relationships or societal norms.

# Sagittarius

Positive Aspects:

1. Expansion and Optimism: Uranus in Sagittarius brings a sense of expansion, optimism, and vigorous enthusiasm for the future. Generations influenced by this placement have a strong belief in the potential for growth and progress, and they actively seek new horizons and possibilities.

2. Teaching and Learning: Natives with Uranus in Sagittarius have a natural inclination towards teaching and learning. They embrace new and expanded visions for humanity, introducing innovative concepts in areas such as philosophy, religion, ethics, and education. They are driven to share knowledge and inspire others with their teachings.

3. Appreciation of Freedom and Transcendence: Individuals with this placement value personal freedom and have a deep interest in spirituality, religiosity, and the search for transcendent truths. They are open to alternative ways of life and explore different approaches to religion and spirituality to reach a greater truth.

4. Cultural Exploration and Internationalism: Uranus in Sagittarius encourages a greater appreciation of foreign cultures and a curiosity about the world. Natives are inclined to travel, learn about new cultures, and embrace international perspectives. They celebrate diversity and the expansion of collective horizons.

Negative Aspects:

1. Fanaticism and Propagation of Truths: There is a potential risk for individuals with Uranus in Sagittarius to develop fanaticism or become overly zealous when propagating their truths. This can lead to conflicts or difficulties in recognizing and accepting differing viewpoints.

2. Restlessness and Desire for Constant Travel: The influence of Uranus in Sagittarius may create a sense of restlessness and a constant desire for travel and exploration. While this can be enriching, it may also create challenges in terms of stability or a sense of grounding.

3. Overemphasis on Idealism: The strong sense of optimism and idealism associated with Uranus in Sagittarius can sometimes lead to overly idealistic or unrealistic expectations. Natives may need to balance their visionary aspirations with practical considerations.

4. Media Influence: Individuals with this placement may have a strong appeal to media and communication. While this can be advantageous in terms of sharing their teachings and ideas, it can also create a susceptibility to media influence and the need to critically evaluate information.

# Capricorn

Positive Aspects:

1. Transformation and Reform: Uranus in Capricorn signifies generations that propose, create, and introduce new social, governmental, or commercial structures. They have the ability to initiate political and structural subversions, driven by a desire to transform conventions and challenge established hierarchies. This energy brings forth moments of crisis and reformulation, paving the way for new collective paths.

2. Logical Perspective and Problem-solving: Natives with Uranus in Capricorn have the capacity to put problems and crises into a logical perspective, enabling them to understand and resolve them effectively. The concentrated energy of Uranus in Capricorn is well utilized, favoring a pragmatic and practical approach to addressing challenges.

3. Modern Concepts and Practices: The influence of Uranus in Capricorn in the astral map generates a desire in individuals to introduce modern concepts, cutting-edge technologies, and diverse methods. They strive for progress and change that is not just for the sake of change but aimed at the common good and the deconstruction and construction of concepts. There is an alignment of business-inspired morality and profit with subjective causes.

Negative Aspects:

1. Tension between Revolution and Tradition: Uranus in Capricorn represents a tension between the planet of revolution, radical changes, and innovations and the most traditional and conservative sign of the zodiac. This can manifest in different ways, with natives constantly questioning traditional structures of society while also respecting the past. The challenge lies in finding a balance between the desire for change and the recognition of the value of stable structures.

2. Rebellion without Limits: There is a risk of extreme rebelliousness and an unregulated rejection of traditional structures without appropriate consideration. Natives may struggle with accepting previously considered traditional professions or services, following orders, or respecting hierarchies. The impetuosity and sense of freedom of Uranus may clash with the discipline and patience of Capricorn, leading to difficulties in finding a harmonious balance.

3. Struggle with Collective Authority: Individuals with Uranus in Capricorn may find it challenging to accept authority or adhere to hierarchies. They may be driven by a desire to wear the uniform, have authority, and gain respect within the collective. Balancing their impulsive and freedom-seeking nature with the need for structure and collective cooperation can be a source of tension.

# Aquarius

Positive Aspects:

1. Scientific Discoveries and Inventiveness: Uranus in Aquarius brings the potential for brilliant and important scientific discoveries. It attracts an original and inventive view of things, benefiting the entire generation. This energy fosters technological progress, evolution, and frenetic inventiveness, particularly in areas related to electricity, communication, and breaking boundaries in space-time. It is associated with the rapid rise of computers, the internet, and mobile communication, leading to societal changes never seen before.

2. Social Change and Elimination of Barriers: Uranus in Aquarius drives a greater need for social change and the elimination of barriers between nations. It encourages interactions that challenge crystallized traditions of the past, embracing the potential of the future. This placement attracts a focus on the collective, technology, and radical changes, contributing to a sense of renewal and the belief that things will never be the same.

3. Rebelliousness and Collectivism: Natives born under the influence of Uranus in Aquarius tend to carry the energy of rebellion and collectivism throughout their lives. They are more likely to have their sense of freedom awakened and embrace social causes, aligning with different groups that strive for greater equality and fraternity. This placement fosters basic humanitarian ideals, independence, detachment, and impersonality.

Negative Aspects:

1. Extremes and Unpredictability: Uranus in Aquarius represents a period of extremes and unpredictability. While this can lead to significant breakthroughs and positive changes, it can also create instability and sudden shifts that may be challenging to navigate for individuals and society.

2. Rebellion without Consideration: The rebellious nature associated with Uranus in Aquarius can sometimes lead to a rejection of established norms and traditions without due consideration. There is a need to balance the desire for change with the understanding of the potential consequences and the value of stable structures.

3. Impersonality and Detachment: The influence of Uranus in Aquarius may contribute to a greater sense of impersonality and detachment in relationships and interactions. While this can foster a broader perspective and objectivity, it may also create challenges in forming deep emotional connections.

# Pisces

Positive Aspects:

1. Intuition and Occult Abilities: Uranus in Pisces brings a natural and unconscious ability to delve into the occult and make great use of intuition. This placement enhances sensitivity and a deeper understanding of spiritual and transcendental concepts. It inspires individuals to tap into their intuitive and psychic faculties, potentially leading to profound insights and connections.

2. Humanitarian Ideals and Compassion: Natives with Uranus in Pisces are inclined towards the common good and have a deep sense of compassion. They are driven by a desire to alleviate suffering and advocate for those who have fewer privileges. This placement fosters new humanitarian ideals and encourages the transformation of religions and large institutions to create a more inclusive and compassionate society.

3. Spiritual Evolution and Care for the Environment: Uranus in Pisces accelerates the transformation of spirituality and the way people perceive their role in the universe. It raises questions about the human condition, spiritual evolution, and the importance of caring for the environment and oceans. Natives with this placement are likely to seek spirituality beyond traditional religions and embrace their own unique paths, often with a focus on sustainability and renewable energy.

Negative Aspects:

1. Escapism and Confusion: While Uranus in Pisces has its positive aspects, there is also a potential for escapism and confusion. The sensitivity and idealism associated with this placement can sometimes lead individuals to seek refuge in fantasy or avoid confronting reality. It's important for individuals with this placement to channel their creative potential in productive ways and avoid becoming overly detached from practical matters.

2. Crisis in Institutions and Religions: Uranus in Pisces can trigger sudden crises in large institutions, particularly religious ones. This can result in questioning traditional beliefs and seeking alternative spiritual paths. While this can lead to necessary transformations, it may also create periods of instability and uncertainty.

3. Need for Transcendence and Breaking Free: Natives with Uranus in Pisces may feel a strong need to break free from past influences and better understand the intrinsic workings of the universe. However, this can sometimes create a sense of restlessness and a constant search for something beyond the material world. It's important for individuals with this placement to find a balance between seeking spiritual transcendence and maintaining a grounded connection with reality.

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[semper-legens]

131. Lord of the Flies, by William Golding and Aimée de Jongh

Owned: No, library Page count: 334 My summary: A plane crashes on an uncharted island. A gaggle of boys pulls themselves up from the wreckage. No adults, no food, no protection from the elements, and nothing to do but wait for someone to find them. But in this group of lost children, leaders begin to emerge. The moderate Ralph, the nerdy Piggy, the wild Jack; all fighting over what little remains. Will they survive long enough to be rescued? And what is the monster that lurks at the heart of the island? My rating: 4/5

Ah, Lord of the Flies. A classic. A book that many read in school - though I'm not one of that number, we did To Kill A Mockingbird instead if I recall correctly. Regardless, it's a book I have read before, and a really good one, though I do have some issues with it. (The Indigenous-coding of the kids 'descending into savagery', for example.) And I'm always on the lookout for a new graphic novel to dig my teeth into. Wouldn't you know it, a lot of the graphic novels that have popped up on the shelves of late have been adaptations of classic novels - 1984, To Kill A Mockingbird, Brave New World, and the like. I don't know what drew me to this one in particular, but now that I've read it, I'm glad that I was so drawn. It was an interesting read, and I'm glad I took the time to sit with it!

I'm not going to talk about the Lord of the Flies base story, just how this graphic novel adapts it, so no criticism of the narrative in general. This story flies in a visual medium. The reader gets such a solid sense of how their time on the island is affecting the kids - hair grows long, clothes grow dirty and ragged, and the kids start losing parts of their wardrobe. Piggy, for example, is the only character who keeps his red school jumper after a couple of days - everyone else is down to t-shirts or polo shirts or vests and shorts, and that's obviously hinting to Piggy's role in the narrative as the representation of order over chaos. That said, I know it's in the book, but the choice to have Jack and his gang portrayed with warpaint and wild hair really brings to mind negative stereotypes of Indigenous people, which was the one thing I had issue with in the character design. Otherwise, everyone looks great - plausibly kids and teens, but distinct enough that they can be easily told apart, or at least the main characters are. This is a very straight adaptation of the original book; some things are excised to fit the new medium, but it follows the narrative beat-for-beat and uses the original language for narration and dialogue, which is a nice touch. Overall, a great adaptation of the source material, and one I'm glad I picked up.

Next, pirates and silliness in a magical, serpent-ridden sea.

[science-lover33]

Genetic engineering: CRISPR and beyond

In genetic engineering, we find ourselves amidst a scientific revolution with the advent of revolutionary technologies like CRISPR-Cas9. However, our journey into the intricate landscape of genetic manipulation is far from complete. This post delves into the nuanced world of genetic engineering, exploring cutting-edge technologies and their remarkable potential in shaping the future of medicine and biotechnology.

CRISPR-Cas9: Precision at the Molecular Level

CRISPR-Cas9, a revolutionary genome editing tool, stands for Clustered Regularly Interspaced Short Palindromic Repeats and CRISPR-associated protein 9. It utilizes a guide RNA (gRNA) to target specific DNA sequences, and the Cas9 protein acts as molecular scissors to cut the DNA at precisely defined locations. This break in the DNA prompts the cell's natural repair machinery to make changes, either through non-homologous end joining (NHEJ) or homology-directed repair (HDR). CRISPR-Cas9's precision allows for gene knockout, modification, or insertion with remarkable accuracy.

Beyond CRISPR: Emerging Technologies

While CRISPR-Cas9 has dominated the field of genetic engineering, numerous promising technologies have emerged on the horizon. These include CRISPR-Cas variants like CRISPR-Cas12 and CRISPR-Cas13, which offer unique advantages such as smaller size, increased specificity, and targeting of RNA. Additionally, base editing techniques, such as adenine base editors (ABEs) and cytosine base editors (CBEs), enable the direct conversion of one DNA base into another without causing double-strand breaks, expanding the range of genetic modifications possible.

Applications in Medicine

The implications of these advancements are profound, particularly in medicine. Genetic engineering can potentially treat various genetic disorders, from cystic fibrosis to sickle cell anemia, by correcting disease-causing mutations at their source. Precision medicine, tailored to an individual's genetic makeup, is becoming increasingly feasible, allowing for personalized therapies with minimal side effects.

Ethical Considerations and Regulation

As we venture further into the genetic frontier, we must acknowledge the ethical considerations surrounding genetic engineering. The ability to modify the human germline, with implications for future generations, raises ethical dilemmas that necessitate rigorous oversight and regulation. The international community is developing guidelines to ensure responsible use of these powerful tools.

Future Directions and Challenges

While genetic engineering offers immense promise, it is not without its challenges. Off-target effects, unintended consequences, and the potential for creating designer babies are among the issues that demand careful consideration. Researchers and ethicists must work in tandem to navigate this uncharted territory.

References

Doudna, J. A., & Charpentier, E. (2014). The new frontier of genome engineering with CRISPR-Cas9. Science, 346(6213), 1258096.

Anzalone, A. V., Randolph, P. B., Davis, J. R., Sousa, A. A., Koblan, L. W., Levy, J. M., … & Liu, D. R. (2019). Search-and-replace genome editing without double-strand breaks or donor DNA. Nature, 576(7785), 149-157.

Kime, E. (2021). CRISPR and the ethics of gene editing. Nature Reviews Genetics, 22(1), 3-4.

This post only scratches the surface of the profound transformations occurring in genetic engineering. The relentless pursuit of knowledge and ethical exploration will shape the future of this field as we continue to unlock the intricate secrets of our genetic code.

[frank-olivier]

In the Beginning: A Scientific Exploration of Life’s Hypothetical Origins

In the most profound of inquiries, humanity seeks to comprehend the genesis of its own existence, prompting a meticulous examination of the Earth’s primordial landscape. This quest to unravel the mysteries of life’s origins has captivated scientists and scholars for centuries, leading to a nuanced understanding of the intricate interplay between chemical, biological, and environmental factors that potentially gave rise to the first living organisms.

Approximately 4 billion years ago, the Earth’s canvas was vastly different from the one we know today, with minimalistic cells emerging amidst this alien landscape. Characterized by carboxylic acid membranes and RNA-driven heredity, these primitive entities laid the foundational blueprint for the astounding complexity that would eventually follow. The evolution of ribozymes, capable of catalyzing metabolic reactions, was a seminal moment, bridging the gap between a lifeless chemistry and the nascent biochemistry of early organisms. This development not only enhanced cellular capabilities but also underscored the symbiotic relationship between genetic innovation and environmental pressures.

The pursuit of energy, a fundamental drive in the evolution of life, led early organisms to harness the planet’s primordial power sources. Mineral catalysis and reactive phosphorus species might have played crucial roles in the synthesis of ATP, with the Wood-Ljungdahl pathway exemplifying the resourcefulness of these early life forms in exploiting available energy sources.

Our exploration of the Earth’s history leads us to Luca, the Last Universal Common Ancestor, whose characteristics offer a fascinating glimpse into the life of our most ancient shared forebear. The proposed environment of Luca, akin to the chemistry-rich settings of volcanic vents, underscores the profound connection between life’s emergence and the planet’s geochemical landscape. Furthermore, the concept of the Origin of Life Domain (OLD) invites us to contemplate the possibility of alternative life forms, unconnected to Luca’s lineage, and the uncharted scientific territories that await discovery.

From the First Organism to LUCA - The Evolution of Life's Core Processes (Wolfpack Astrobiology, March 2024)

Life Began Much Faster Than We Thought (Sabine Hossenfelder, December 2024)

Saturday, December 7, 2024

[sarohy]

<Wall of text: Character analysis>

(Disclaimer: Messy and random analysis for myself. This is purely from my own perspective and brainstorming so it mighttt not be correct or perfect, if you disagree please don't start a fight!!!! I will take your opinion into account if yours is better!) Only do a small part of the analysis since it is hard for my brain to write like a whole ass essay or something,,, Okay so, I always wondered about Olimar and Louie parallel. They're obviously the opposite of each other, but do have certain similarity. For example: - Ability to adapted to the environment + For Olimar, he is never favored by luck (even directly said from his official description) so it is hard for someone like him to survive on a completely uncharted planet. But probably because of his unfortune strike, he developed crucial skills early on to combat against the odds: Highly observant, hardworking and have the habit to write records on his way (which actually saves his life on Pikmin 3(?I think, if he didn't write anything the Koppai couldn't really find him to progress, but in general it's a great way for people to know you and have any clue about your whereabout). So even though PNF-404 is a highly dangerous planet for Olimar, he could still adapted to the nature and still manage to go back home (not really let the man sees his family actually) + For Louie, he actually pretty lucky himself. I don't really know how this guy survived falling off the cockpit when the ship was probably hundred metres away from the ground (Supported by the snow? Low gravity for Hocotians maybe cause they're very small). Better example would be how did the guy survived when got left behind (no way to know how much time is needed when travel from Hoco planet to PNF-404, but space travel is never fast). Although we never know much about his past except for he currently living with his Nana and his Nana forcing him to eat bugs, Louie is also a hunter and maybe carnivore by nature, probably originate from his childhood. This is easy to know cause bro have recipes of every possible enemy in game, making him the perfect match for PNF-404. As much as the game repesented him as boy failure whenever he's out doing expendition (source from Pikmin 3 Olimar's video logs), if the guy could tame Pikmin 4 final boss then we will have to be certain about his ability (also there are scatter hints about Louie being capable of fending for himself better than when he is with pikmins unlike Olimar, and his dandoori skill is imaculate). If it weren't for the oxygen then Louie might just stay there forever (he could've just stay without oxygen tbh that might not be his top concern). => Their adaption ability differs from other so much but it works well for each. They are unstoppable if actually team up. - Final boss have a soft spot for this two, somehow + 3/4 Pikmin main franchise having Olimar/Louie corelated to the final boss. From the boss obsessive behavior for them both, to Louie fucking tame the Hound (haha wouldn't it funny if Pikmin 5 final boss will be against Olimar taming Cthulu or something.... don't jinx it don't jinx it don't-). + Reason unknown, but I have a theory (crack) that it is like a "rewards" for those who surpass everything - to be on the top of all. Much like Louie being the kind of bugs in Pikmin 2, Olimar could be call something like that (what, like the king of treasures????) during Pikmin 3. Despite being the "king", they can't afford freedom, very ironic. + Well, not only just the final boss, mini boss also fond of Louie in Mission Mode. I think it could be the same for Olimar if it eventually much more powerfull than him... but it is strange that those enemy never attack or try to hurt them right away (Charlie for example, getting eaten by a Phosbat and not getting kiddnaped instead, could've died if the Koppai is late...uh...)

[rainydetectiveglitter]

Your Human Design Profiles

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Human design charts have gained popularity as a unique approach to understanding oneself. Rooted in astrology, the I Ching, Kabbalah, and other systems, these charts offer insights into personality traits, strengths, and potential life paths. While some find them enlightening and resonant, others may view them skeptically due to their complex and multifaceted nature. Ultimately, opinions on human design charts vary, and individuals should explore them with an open mind and consider them as one of many tools for self-discovery.

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🚀 1/3: Investigator/Martyr With the essence of exploration, the Investigator/Martyr profile seeks to understand life through a lens of experimentation and courage. Balanced between introspection and action, this profile dances with the mysteries of existence, uncovering truths that propel growth.

🌟 1/4: Investigator/Opportunist A harmonious blend of curiosity and adaptability, the Investigator/Opportunist profile embraces the dance of life's opportunities. Curving between reflection and spontaneity, it navigates the world with an open heart, collecting experiences that shape its unique path.

🎭 2/4: Hermit/Opportunist A cosmic fusion of introspection and spontaneity, the Hermit/Opportunist profile thrives in the delicate balance between solitude and connection. Embracing the depths of inner wisdom while engaging with the external world, it weaves a tapestry of profound insights.

🌌 2/5: Hermit/Heretic Guided by the realms of knowledge and transformation, the Hermit/Heretic profile embarks on a journey of understanding and change. It moves between solitude and rebellion, unveiling wisdom that challenges the norms and beckons growth.

🌀 3/5: Martyr/Heretic A dance between transformation and rebellion, the Martyr/Heretic profile ventures into uncharted territories of change and authenticity. Balanced between sacrifice and assertion, it ignites a revolution within, challenging the status quo.

🌄 3/6: Martyr/Role Model The Martyr/Role Model profile navigates the terrain of sacrifice and guidance, embodying the essence of a transformative leader. It finds purpose in inspiring others while embracing the challenges that pave the way for collective growth.

🔥 4/6: Opportunist/Role Model With the fire of spontaneity and leadership, the Opportunist/Role Model profile blazes a trail of inspiration and action. Balancing between flexibility and guidance, it weaves connections that empower both self and others.

🌟 4/1: Opportunist/Investigator The Opportunist/Investigator profile dances between adaptability and exploration, driven by the desire to learn and experience. It embodies the art of seizing opportunities while delving into the depths of understanding.

🌀 5/1: Heretic/Investigator Rooted in transformation and exploration, the Heretic/Investigator profile journeys through the realms of rebellion and understanding. It challenges conventions and seeks knowledge, igniting change with a quest for truth.

🌌 5/2: Heretic/Hermit Guided by the fusion of transformation and introspection, the Heretic/Hermit profile explores the depths of wisdom and authenticity. It unearths truths that challenge norms and embraces solitude as a source of growth.

🌄 6/2: Role Model/Hermit The Role Model/Hermit profile radiates a blend of guidance and introspection, embracing the role of a transformative teacher. Balancing between leadership and solitude, it imparts wisdom while delving into the mysteries of the self.

🔥 6/3: Role Model/Martyr With the fire of leadership and courage, the Role Model/Martyr profile paves the way for transformation and growth. It combines guidance and sacrifice, embodying the essence of a visionary leader.

Disclaimer: Human design profiles offer insights but are not predictive. They are tools for self-awareness and personal growth.

[monfivela]

Fivelaweek24 // monfivela's masterlist

This week’s writing challenge has been a blast! Thank you @fivelaappreciationblog for organizing it 💜

I feel so spirited I could find a plot for each prompt, and wrote pieces that I love and want to share with all my fellow shippers of FiveLila ❤ Your comments have been wonderful, and a great source of motivation and inspiration. Here's a recap of the entries:

🍓 Day 1) firsts and pre-canon (alt) | Childplay | The cutest 🍓 Day 2) changes (alt) | Hold My Hand | The most poetic 🍓 Day 3) siblings | Like Clockwork | The fluffiest 🍓 Day 4) angst | The World You Built | The craziest 🍓 Day 5) past relationships | Off Key (ch 1 of Your Song) | The most uncharted 🍓 Day 6) I love you | Fugue (ch 2 of Your Song) | The one that got away 🍓 Day 7) Nancy and Jerome | The Matchmaker | The funniest

Many of them got out of hand, [Your Song] managed to evolve from a oneshot to a WIP multi-chaptered story.

Not that the others have given hope for a follow up, so I'm holding a poll until next week for potential December’s gifts :

I'll take comments and asks into consideration if you want to read more of these stories, or for ideas for my future writings after a break 😊

[orionsangel86]

Subtext Glorious Subtext! A Dreamling on Netflix analysis in The Sandman - Part 7

1989

You've given me shattered dreams, but I know you'll come back to me...

Here's where we step into unchartered territory - what is a show to do when its source material ends 33 years too soon? Apparantly lean fully into the angst, pining, and misunderstandings tropes that all good fandom ships thrive on!

After the disastrous break up of 1889, Hob is clearly nervous about whether or not Dream will show up to the next meeting. In both comic and show, he calls out that he will still be there in a hundred years, and if Dream is too then its because they are friends. Dream doesn't answer leaving Hob to wonder whether he pushed Dream too far.

In the comic though, Dream escapes from his imprisonment in time, and is able to reunite with Hob, having spent 70 odd years contemplating his past behaviours and actions in his solitude, and evidentally makes the decision to meet Hob and accept his offer of friendship:

In the comic, they reunite with Dream reassuring Hob that they are in fact friends, and it ends there. The next time they meet in Season of Mists Hob states how surprised he is to see Dream before their next meeting. There is no hint in the comics that they had changed their once-a-century date to be more frequent.

But the show changes all of this. Dream doesn't escape until 2022 so he misses his date with Hob. Instead we get to see Hob grow more and more concerned as he waits all day for Dream.

Whilst Hob waits, they show the passage of time by playing a mix of popular 80s songs, and although I know the fandom talked about this a lot when the show first aired, I can't not bring it up here because it such a hugely important part of the 1989 scene. Song choices in media are always carefully picked out. Nothing is unintentional. Producers have to apply for the rights to use songs in their shows and get those songs signed off and it isn't always an easy process, so song choices are always significant. ALWAYS. They are one of the principle ways we can analyse media and theorise about what the creators are trying to tell us. Every song choice has meaning.

For example, in Stranger Things both Kate Bush's Running Up That Hill and Journey's Worlds Apart are important song choices which reflect the emotional conflicts and journeys of the characters in season 4.

Our Flag Means Death also uses modern songs in an exceptional way to support the story and the emotional journeys of the characters. Using Fleetwood Mac's The Chain at the emotional climax for the characters in episode 8 was a work of genius.

Whilst songs specifically about love, romance, and break ups aren't always used for romantic character arcs, using three break up songs in a row for what should be interpreted as a falling out/misunderstanding between platonic friends is... unusual. Outside of comedy where the song choice could specifically be used in a humorous way (for example an overly emotional lovers break up song used for friendships in comedy could be a commentary on how ridiculous and overdramatic the two friends are being, with them acting like dramatic lovers being part of the joke.) But the scene in 1989 isn't a comedic one. Hob is genuinely hurting and Dream at this point is imprisoned. The song choices are therefore sincere. The message in the song choices should be taken at face value.

So please dear reader. Tell me what you think the following is supposed to be telling us?

Song 1: She Drives Me Crazy by Fine Young Cannibals

I can't stop the way I feel Things you do don't seem real Tell me what you've got in mind 'Cause we're running out of time Won't you ever set me free? This waiting 'round's killing me

She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I can't help myself

I can't get any rest People say I'm obsessed Everything you say is lies But to me there's no surprise What I had for you was true Things go wrong, they always do

She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I can't help myself

I won't make it on my own No one likes to be alone

Song 2:Shattered Dreams by Johnny Hates Jazz

So much for your promises They died the day you let me go Caught up in a web of lies But it was just too late to know

I thought it was you Who would stand by my side

And now you've given me, given me Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams Feel like I could run away, run away From this empty heart You said you'd die for me

Woke up to reality And found the future not so bright I dreamt the impossible That maybe things could work out right

I thought it was you Who would do me no wrong

But now you've given me, given me Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams Feel like I could run away, run away From this empty heart

You've given me, given me Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams Feel like I could run away, run away From this empty heart

From this empty heart

I thought it was you Who said they'd die for love

And now you've given me, given me Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams Feel like I could run away, run away From this empty heart

You've given me, given me Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams Feel like I could run away, run away From this empty heart

Oh, no, no, no You said you'd die for me Oh, for Die for me So much for your promises So much for your promises

Song 3: Keep on Movin' by Soul II Soul

Keep on moving Don't stop, like the hands of time Click-clock, find your own way to stay The time will come one day

Why do people choose to live their lives (lives)

This way?

No-oh-oh (Keep on moving) (Keep on moving) Keep on moving yeah, yeah (Keep on moving, don't stop, no) (Keep on moving)

It's our time, time today The right time is here to stay Stay in my life, my life always Yellow is the color of sun rays

I hide myself, from no-one I know the time will surely come when You'll be in my life, my life always Yellow is the color of sun rays

Keep on moving (Keep on moving) Don't stop! (Keep on moving don't stop, no) Like the hands of time (Keep on moving) Click-clock, find your own way (Keep on moving) To stay (The time will come one day)

No-o-oh (Keep on moving) Hey-ey-ey (Keep on moving) (Keep on moving, don't stop, no) (Keep on moving) Oh!

I know the time, time today Walking alone in my own way Extremely cold and rainy day Friends and I have fun along the way Yes we do!

I hide myself from no one I know the time will really come when You'll be in my life, my life always Yellow is the color of sun rays

Keep on moving (Keep on moving) Don't stop (Keep on moving, don't stop, no) Like the hands of time (Keep on moving) Click-clock (Keep on moving) Find your own way to stay, yeah (The time will come one day) Yes!

Oh! (Keep on moving, don't stop, no) (Keep on moving) Ah-hey! (Keep on moving) Keep moving along, moving along (The time will come one day) Hey-yeah!

Keep movin', don't stop, no (Don't stop, like the hands of time) Hey-yeah! (Click-clock, find your own way to stay) Find your own way to stay (The time will come one day) (Why do people choose to live their lives this way?) Oh-woh-oh Oh, why do they choose to live this way?

Yeah! Ah-hey! (Keep on moving) Keep on moving (Keep on moving, don't stop, no) No-woh-oh (Keep on moving) No! (Keep on moving) Keep on moving in my own way I know the time will come today (The time will come one day) Ah-hey! Yeah! (Keep on moving) Yeah-hey Keep on moving, don't stop, no) Don't stop Keep on moving) Ah-hey-ey (Keep on moving) Hey-yeah! (The time will come one day) The time will surely come one day!

Hey-yeah! (Keep on moving, don't stop, no) No-oh-oh! (Keep on moving) Oh-woh-oh (Keep on moving) Hey-yeah!

I mean... *gestures at all of this*

The way I interpret these songs is a very linear emotional journey. It's a narrative in itself of Hob's state of mind as day turns to night and he waits and realises that his date isn't going to show.

First he contemplates how he can't help the way he feels. The waiting around is killing him, he's being driven crazy by his feelings, he's obsessed. But his feelings are true, and he won't make it on his own without [Dream].

Next comes the heartbreak. He dreamt that things might work out, but his dreams have been shattered. He feels like he wants to run away from his empty heart.

Finally, he realises that life goes on, he's gotta keep on moving, because he has hope that the time will come when [Dream] will be in his life again and this time [Dream] will stay.

I don't think I even need to attempt to make this any clearer! All these songs are about love, either obsessive love, heartbreak, or hope for future love. This is the kind of shit Johnlock and Destiel fans would have eaten up back in the day. At this point in Dream and Hob's relationship, at this point in this half hour sequence of television, I am not sure how else to interpret this, which is why the conversation Hob has with the bartender comes across so bizarre.

Bartender: You waiting for someone?

Hob: I think I've been stood up. We had a fight, last time we were here, but it was my fault. wish I could say I was drunk at the time, but I was just an idiot.

Bartender: I've seen plenty of friends get into fights in pubs, even more of them laugh about later.

Hob: *chuckling* maybe in another hundred years.

We all agree how bloody bizarre this is right? I have to praise this bartender for not jumping to conclusions but it would have been far more natural for him to assume Hob was stood up by a date, a woman (this is 1989 after all) and instead given his apologies and said something like "Don't worry mate, just send her some flowers and be honest with her. She'll come around."

Why does he assume they are just friends? Being "stood up" is commonly used to indicate a failed romantic date. It just isn't a natural assumption for someone to make based on the information Hob gave him. Hob cleverly keeps his explanation gender neutral, so the bartender does too, but even with gender neutral language the immediate conclusion should be that Hob was abandoned by a romantic date.

But the natural conclusion would have prompted a clarification. A definitive from Hob on the nature of his and Dream's relationship, and for whatever reason, the writers decided they didn't want there to be a definitive clarification here. Just like how they removed all the references to canon queer characters in 1589 to avoid distinguishing them from Hob and Dream, here they made sure that Hob was unable to refute or deny any implication that he and Dream may be more than platonic friends. Instead they chose to go with clunky language that doesn't really make sense, all to avoid having to make clarifications. Sorry y'all, but thats some SPN writer levels of ambiguity layering and I ain't buying it *side eyes Neil Gaiman suspiciously*. What are those writers up too eh?

I did read an interesting meta on this that the bartender could have assumed that Hob was talking about a man, clocked him as queer, and spoken in safe language to avoid an accidental outing (1989 was a difficult time for the LGBTQ+ community) but I couldn't find it or remember who wrote it to link it here. I found that interpretation to be really interesting and certainly worth considering, even if it's not my initial reading of the scene.

The other explanation is that maybe it was an attempt to "no homo" what otherwise comes across as a failed romantic date. But if that was what they were going for, it was very sloppily done and in fact only called further attention to the very romantic implications of the whole scene at least from Hob's side of things. If they really wanted to "no homo" the scene, why not just have Hob tell the bartender that he was supposed to be meeting his friend?

Then in a totally new decision made for the show, Hob finds out that the White Horse Tavern is closing its doors for good. This adds a further layer of angst and drama to Dream and Hob's relationship that the comics do not have. The worry that should Dream ever decide to return, how would he find Hob if the tavern is closed? It's once again pretty tropey in that its yet another external force keeping our boys apart. Anymore of this and we start falling dangerously close to star crossed territory.

The 1989 scene ends with a distressed and sad looking Hob, with a hint of determination, leaving the audience expecting him to do something about this.

Then we get that final glorious transition, from the whiskey glass to the glass sphere holding Dream, reminding us all that no, Dream did not stand Hob up, he was in fact stuck in his prison. Dream looks stoic as always, but the glance upwards indicates that he too remembers the date, and is regretting his inability to be there to make things right.

That look then transitions seemlessly into the modern day, as Dream stares sadly at the ruins of the White Horse tavern. Which is where we leave this chapter.

Check out Part 8 for my analysis of the glorious reunion!