#sorry. im tired and its really funny
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"whocares ita just a bug its just a bird its just a fish" ohhhh its just the miracle of life on earth . its just the beauty of biodiversity in my local area. its just millions and millions of years of tiny changes to a bucnh of little strands of amino acids and eventually all these circumstances brought us to this moment.but i only like this one kind of bugs so i want all the other ones to DIE I think their amino acids that took millenia to develop are DUMB AND WORTHLESS and who cares about them who cares I just want to have some stupid plants in my yard that wish they lived somewhere completely different so bad and I have to constantly battle to keep their sickly bodies functioning in this place they were never meant to live. because I saw it in a magazine
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i realized they had the same birthday (dec 21st) so i was like "yoooo i should draw them together"
silly bonus:
#my art lol#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#utau#utauloid fanart#utau fanart#根音ネネ#nene nene#nene nene utau#oliver vocaloid#oliver vocatone#oliver maghni ai#i guess??? because that's his maghni ai design? chose it for fun and for color/composition purposes ig (slightly more yellow? and details)#don't know how to tag this... and since yuki only appears in the bonus doodle idk if i should really tag her#i don't actually know if oliver would be scared of nene or not aksjhgk that little guy doesnt seem scared by most things#but i just thought it would make for a funny side doodle so thats why its there lol#potential successor to the kagamines/iku doodle? in a way maybe... i should find more vsynths that share bdays and draw them together#fun fun fun... ofc its not the exact same day and year like tho iku and the kagamines tho (which is crazy); nene came out in 2009#but ya. showing penance in some way because i was too depressed to draw anything for oliver's bday last year lmao 😭 im sorry my boy#i mean i did do that shitty short meme video which i almost completely forgot abt but that doesnt counttt im talking art piece#this piece was gonna look way more different originally but i couldn't get it to look right so i went for something simpler#cause i was running out of time... and also experimented a little since this one's weird in that i did the colors first rather than lines#then did lines based on the colors and cleaned up the coloring after. and i was gonna add some more stuff to bg but got tired rip#so yeah maybe its a bit simple for my liking but im too tired to redo this again. i had to resize it bc i accidentally made og file huge#and it just wouldnt upload to tumblr lmaoo so apologies if the quality got crunched#IVE BEEN WAITING ALL FUCKING DAY TO POST THIS AND THE OTHER SHIT HAHAHAHEH... i couldve scheduled them but NOOo... oliver day
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you ever wonder if the Glamrocks's face tracking acts up when they look at Glamrock-Freddy, like they'll look at his face, and the recognition will register as Freddy, but their systems for whatever reason or another think that there is a face overlapped on Freddy's do you think they see two small squares next to him, at his side, roughly child sized, but no one is physically there.... right...?
#fnaf#michael afton#five nights at freddy’s#glammike#crying child#elizabeth afton#i wanted to allude something to william but idk#would the glamrocks go into the sinkhole? maybe#maybe next to glamrock freddy alongside the weird overlapping face he has and the two kid height faces#there is a face tracking box next to him...standing#remember that post about the ghost hunters comin to the pizza plex? maybe the weird face tracking happens too...#im watching garret watts and Andrew's constant facial tracking anomalies inspired this post lol#anyways i really like the thought that despite being the most friendly Glamrock; Freddy has this......feeling about him#his AI was made just this year! programmed with cutting edge and top of the line technology!#then....then why does he go off script sometimes? why does he say things that wasn't programmed show dialogue?#how does he know about Mr. Afton? the killer from the 80's who committed heinous deeds?#Why does he speak as if he knew him personally? if his AI is just pulling stuff from online; Why does he speak with resentment about him?#IM SORRY I JUST LOVE THE CONCEPT!!#like just because this franchise has gotten more neon and sugery than ever; remember; lights can be blinding and sugar causes cavities#idk what that means just omg there is more horror potential than you think in the SB era of games if you look hard enough#off topic but back to freddy being a sweetie pie i think that its funny okay#freddy sasses adults okay okay but he isnt mean to kids okay maybe michael just idk; MATURED? maybe he just got some whimsy mkay?#listen if i was forced to be in a perpetual cycle of atoning for my own and my father's sins i would find any and all silver linings mkay#aw yeah this is sick i get to be a freddy mercury inspired glamrock bear WOOO#granted michael was probably tired of animatronic bands and pizza by fnaf 6 but ykkkkkkkk it.....could be worse? he could be his dad lmao#anyways headcannon michael listend to freddy mercury and this is the equivalent of cosplaying him scott told me so (trust)#tag rambles! theyre fun lol
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ELLO!!!! GUESS WHO REDID HIS METAL SLUG DESIGNS!!!! i guess you could call it that uuhm
but YEA!! i've been thinking a lot about metal slug lately and i just... couldnt resist redrawing my versions, hopefully i do more in the future for more characters n all, i really want to post more metal slug stuff, i love LOVE these silly guys
im not writing anything at the moment cause i really didnt change my headcanons and im kind of tired to write proper paragraphs (i should stop staying up until 3 am to finish drawings? maybe).
#here comes the ramble......#its funny how with the og pic i was talking about how tactics was delayed for 2023 n i was sad#and here we are in 2024 and still no tactics lmao#ill still wait im hopeful that game is good#ANYWAY this is the first time im happy drawing their vests#and its because i used the tunshi figures as reference#man i really want those figures#but its so hard to get them when ur argentinian LMAO#thinking about opening cmms justs to get them........#WEELLLL#funfact! in 2023 i did some custom metal slug pins for an assingment#i never finished fio sadly#i also got this cool ms picture with lights n all#its not important i justwanted to share#i just go crazy with anything metal slug related#oh also i was at a convention n i asked this really cool artist if he could draw eri and we talked about the games for a lil while#i may have used all my savings on that one artist that day#he was really nice :-))#now i got a tarma and an eri from him#can you tell im tired by how much im rambling?#i just love this tagging system where i cant just go crazy n then regret it the day after#i should stop lmao im sorry#metal slug#eri kasamoto#fio germi#marco rossi#tarma roving#digital art#fanart#myart
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the word "weird" should be forbidden until yall stop fucking calling any behavior that isnt sitting still in silence and staring at phone "weird"
#sorry im just so tired of my sister EVERYTHING i do is oh soo weird im just so weird you know#cant be a little silly cant be a little funny cant express an emotion cause im acting weird#whatever the fuck i do its always weird and strange and can you stop acting like that#man she really is only happy when im away from home i guess at least she doesnt have to witness me being a person
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dont !! follow/interact with me !! on my nsfw acc !!! if you are a minor !!!!!!
im honestly getting so tired, if i catch one again ill block you both on my nsfw acc and on my main acc here. my nsfw accs is a safe space for us adults and i dont want minors in my notes or follow list jfc. its in my bio and in big letters on my pinned over there
so the fact that i still see you in my activity just tells me youre being ignorant and uncaring about my boundaries/comfort. you dont want others to ignore your rules/boundaries right? think about others and respect their boundaries too ffs.
#im sorry im just really pissed off rn bc i caught someone. its just this behavior that ticks me off so bad#i see their neat dni lists in their pinned posts and how they expect ppl to respect that. i expect ppl to respect mine too.#isnt it just funny to see them ignore it bc they think they get away?#i might be slow some times but i do notice eventually and im so tired atp of this behavior that im gonna block you on all accs. thats it#personal#tbd
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Does it piss anyone else off that barely anyone holds garmadon accountable for his actions and then they give people crap for being upset with him after he's hurt them
#thinking of lloyd in crystalised and wu in toe.#like.#how dare they be upset.#im sorry but 'youre no sensei and you never have been' is NOTHING compared to what garmadon did are you SERIOUS#youre like the teacher snapping at me.for telling a girl in high school not to spa#speak to me like im five lmao#jesus christ#'it wasnt his fault 🥺🥺🥺' doesn't matter#stuff still happened. people still got hurt.#and theyre ALLOWED to feel hurt goddammit#real 'you cant blame them they were drunk' vibes here ngl#its funny cause even garmadon acknowledges he did those things.and takes responsibility for them#which is. why he sacrificed.himself to sabe everyone#because he knew he couldnt make up for all the bad he had done but at least he could do this#jelp save everuone and right a wrong of the past in the process#but noooo nothing is his fault and wu is awful.for being upset that he stole his letter broke his trust and lied to misako#im really.#tired of this fandom sometimes#shout out to garmadon fans who actuqllu hold him accountable for what he did youre the only ones that dont drive me up a wall 👍
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Watching someone play Deceive Inc. and the best part is her and literally anyone willing to do voice call with her refusing to call the guy "Squire". Instead, using ANY other S-word you can think of.
#i have .... no idea how to tag this#uh its a vtuber va person uhhhhhh but i just dunno how to tag lol#anyway uhhhhhh here sorry im too dizzy to do anything more#these meds are making me so tired#also shout out to the time she forgot a different characters name and called him lymphnode#that was really funny too cause she was on call with someone who liked to play as the character#and they were like WHAT DID YOU CALL HIM???
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Something really funny that's occurred to me is the way Joe talks about Maccie is like she's some catastrophic event that happened to their family "I can't believe she's been here that long." / "Everything's been different since she was born" / "Everything changed." / "She changed everything."
And it's just rlly funny to me. I want to up the dramaticness of his words at some point. And anyway, he's talking to the Samurai/Ronin for the first time and I'm wondering the impression he's getting lmao
Joe is certainly expressive to me, but only when he's given the chance. And I think w Ronin, he just started letting a lot of stuff out bc thus guy is gonna go on his way anyways.. but then he's like wait!!! Actually let me go?? For a little? (Platonic yearning so bad)
Ronin like 》^. "I suppose.. Alright, curious karate man, I'll accompany you a little longer."
Or something I'm messing around UGH
#the reason everything changed is bc joes mother passed away either shortly after Maccies birth or during#that started the strain w joe and sr but they also had.. her yk? its just sillay#dysfunctional karate family ily <3#sr isnt a terrible father he is just narrow sighted and firmly believes he knows best. he doesnt give his kids the room to grow- but he#really loves them. he just wants to protect them in a way i think.. he just lost his wife and i think that made his parenting way more#overbearing. buT ALSO. JOE JUST BEEFS W MACCIE BC YK SJXNXNX theyre siblings#espexially when they were younger. teen joe is sooo funny to me. teen angst ft this baby i dont want in my room KGLZLGKXMVKKC#in current theyre much much closer and Joe has remained Maccie's favorite person. but Joe still gets really annoyed / tired of her sometime#SRRY ugh ily karate family#also also ronin and maccie dynamic so real. i like ronin being patient with children. except maccie is wayyyy more antagonizing to him than#like my oc the lost girl. so fun!!!! sorry#karate maccie#rh head canon#< new tag#karate joe#sr isnt a bad dad on purpose agenda. sr could have the possibility to apologize and fix things one day.#maccies only ever known this version of her father and she doesnt have the capaxity to try and forgive him for certain things joe will#maccie is the golden child but she is also the problem child. she uses her favor to her advantage and to rile up her dad sometimes#just bevause she can and she has a little bit of a problem with him sometimes bc.. you know? shes a very ambitious teen and she doesnt wsnt#to be shackled..... and she doesnt like thinking of Joe as that way and UGH#i love them im normal#to elaborate a tiny bit more i hc joe as having chronic fatigue like myself. hes low spoons and he pushes himself despite it.#but his disability holds him back sometimes snd its like.. you know? he doesnt want to be the weak memver of the family so he keeps pushing#but he also cares about karate too. its not something negative to him. and stuff. even if its hard. its avtually good for his body / health#when he doesnt overexert himself anyway
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i think i finally realized why ive been feeling so damn depressed lately again
sorry for writing this here. im really hurting actually. im not good. i feel a bit helpless too. idk who to talk to bc i dont want to burden anyons and i donf feel like anything could console me right now
Like. fuck me man. thanks for saving me but. why the hell are you not here. i dont want to do this without you. i hate only being able to remember you. i was supposed to grow old with you, not without you.
And. honestly. even with all this bullshit i say here, all the endless times i spend trying to write down my feelings, abt you, about all the pain ive felt my life, it doesnt get better. not at all. and no words, no poetry takes it away and i truly feel like nobody will ever truly understand how suffocated i felt all my life.
and i want to change thanks to you but. i dont know. nothing's satisfying enough.
no matter what, i truly only feel great when im in that daydream like world you created.
and these past days ive been thinking a lot that. i really wouldnt mind dying right now. not at all. because at least i know what happiness feels like. and i want to stay in that state. probably, even in this life your music will bring me happiness, but i want to be trapped in it.
im tired of being so unseen, and even when im seen, im hurting. but i dont know whats hurting. i think im just really tired thats all.
and. ye. i feel brave tbh. i still havent posted my video to instagram, bc im not brave for that. i dont know. and i feel like a hypocrite bc everything is true that i wrote there but at the same time these are my thoughts currently
in a long while i looked up suicide methods again. i feel so hopeful, but im not really sure if really for the future. jm sorry this is probably alarming. i will probably not kill myself but. idk. im not sure actually. i dknt know what to say. i wasnt cut out for this wordly shit.i feel unlovable but even if im loved, i donf want to be. i dont want anything. just let me stsy in this quiet place snd just. disappear. i wouldnt want my family to hurt if i die but i wont know about it anyways. idk man. i feel strongly i could die calmly this time and thats nice. bc 6 years ago i was terrified, and hurt. but now im content and kind of ready idk man. its not a terrible feeling, its a "this is it, it was nice while it lasted" ig.
there are no clouds in my head actually. i truly dont feel like im thinking irrationally, i feel like this would just be like. the end goal i was looking for. to feel true love once. it was nice.
no goodbye yet bc idk how id kms even if i do. But ill tell u guys if i found something.
#you know it's funny#i still feel this way but the moment i wrote this#on tiktok one of my friends that was there for most of my times followed my secret tiktok account and#the friend that i lost last year checked my account and#i hope she fucking knows how much that means to me#because i always felt like she hstes me but i still deeply feel she cares abf me and silently looks out for me and i feel so sorry#bc in the past 4 days she has checked my account multiple times and idk man#i truly feel like she sees that im struggling i appreciate it a lot#but i could never tell her that because what if im wrong and also#i dont fit in that friendship anymore#but im still really greatful#for checking up on me even like this#*most of my life#noticed a typo#idk anyways i just really needed to scream this into the void. I didn't want to be so sad today. i just scrolled instagram to numb myself#all day. but i got off my phone it was terrible. idk. i feel im not sure i can get my shit together by monday#im sick of having to fall apart and build myself up every fucking day man. and each day i literally wake up telling myself affirmations#trying to convince myself that its oka#it will be okay at least when u are home at night. wait for that moment everyday but. im tired of waiting for night to be happy man.#i have 30 mins to either post that fuckin video and make a fool of myself bc i told myself i need to post it on the 19th. but idk man. Im#terrified it will only disappoint me. people will make fun of me. idk man. its not that funny is it. or is it? how pathetic i am for clingi#g to the only hope in my life like a fucking abandoned dog man. but what can i do. i dont want to depend on you so much. but then who shoul#i depend on? if i depend on myself im just gonna kill myself man.idk. my grief is getting worse day by day. i still practice guitar everyda#hoping that maybe you will come back or something will come back. maybe mywill to live will come back? maybe the Instrument will play a not#that I can depend on? i dont really know what im looking for thats the worst. living is uncomfortable and dark. even when im smiling with m#friends i feel lost.there's something i feel like they know and i dont. when they could name their favorite colors in kindergarten i alread#knew something was different abt me.its really isolating.not having a clue of who am i.i keep saying im finding myself more and more but tb#i still in a way like im always wearing a costume. i wonder how naked id have to be to find myself. sorry for word vomitting.it maybe helps#anyways acchan i miss you.this world feels really stale without you.i wish I could truly show how much I love you with my words or life but#i dont really think it makes a difference.my voice really doesnt matter that much in the end.maybe im too much
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Woke up and immediately found someone i want to kill but its okay it happens.
#i dont want to get into it.#just… someone on some fandombrained edgelord shit. with gg. which i just havent seen much of for over a whole year#and what a lovely year it was#like genuinely so refreshing. yeah the Gaming side of this fanbase is full of fucking idiots but well not really on my tumblr dot com.#for real this person is the first transphobe ive seen on like the more ‘fandom-y’ side of gg. i guess#no thats not true. sorry im still tired. but like its uncommon.#idk. they get zero engagement and thats really funny and makes me feel better. hope they have trouble finding any footing with their shit.#sorry for being a really intense hater sometimes do you still think im cute.#the kat goes meow
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aroace nika mickiewicz. is this anything
#fnin#just. this concepts really resonates with me for some reason..#maybe shes aro maybe shes ace maybe she identifies with some other label#idk#this post was brought to you by my ass being fucking done with net#hes funny hes silly but also im so so tired of his romance with nika. its SO ANNOYING IM SORRY#i mean its not rlly that i HATE this ship but its that after the umpteenth book it gets so fucking exhausting#YES net we GET IT youre jealous and dont like it when she talks to other dudes. cool. shut up for 5 seconds PLEASE#i dont hate net. i like him! hes funny! hes a little shithead and thats very entertaining! but oh my god#there are times when i just want to kick him in his fucking face
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also if u think emet is strictly a pillow princess i dont think u quite understand the character im sorry. especially after EVERYTHING? lolll
#ffposting#emey selchie tag#minors look away from this post im having a moment.#nsft#in ancient times i think itd be REALLY hard to get him to fuck. so its hard to consider what hed Do in depth. hed barely do anything.#but after everything like. he likes to feel in control & knows it. which he can do when bottoming ofc!#but you think he would limit himself?? when he can experience so many different ways to be in control?? LOLLLLLLLL#not in an evil abusive bf way either. as someone who is also obsessed w being in control i must stress that is not how i approach it#i just think the thought of a character like him limiting himself to Anything once hes grown disinhibited is a bit funny#also w the right person i do think he could do virtually anything#you think he wouldnt feel pure exhilaration watching his loved one moan under his touch come on nowww#ok im done sorry. tired of ppl being wrong as fuck. i want him to moan too but we have to be reasonable here
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I'm starting to agree with other ben 1O veterans that people who haven't watched the show in like a decade bringing up the mpreg episode is annoying. It's like every single day now at least one person says it and it's like, we know. We been knew. That episode is OVER a decade old. Please try to remember more than one of over 200 episodes. It's exhausting when it's the only episode people talk about and only say "wow that was fucked up". Like, next person that says it needs to write an essay on how and why it's fucked up just to be allowed to say it.
#like yes. it was weird. we all agree it was weird. next topic please#im SO sorry to complain about actual strangers instead of like. the government or my family. but im really starting to get tired of it now#and people always bring it up as something thats funny and absurd but to me personally as one of my faves eps#i see it as a horrifically traumatizing episode. not to me but to ben#so its a little extra grating when people call it cute or wanted them to stay with ben. hes 15. dont put him through that#its just the same joke over and over again that stopped being funny after the fifth time. im tired okay?#i REALLY dont like publicly complaining about strangers like this so im sorry. but god i need to vent it rn#personal
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i would never survive tiktok i get WAY too annoyed when people are annoying in my notes on here
#in my defense someone left a long mightier than thou comment on one of my old vent posts. but ljke. man what the fuck#i am so strong. bc i could be so so so mean so very often. but i have a little bit of self restraint so i wont#“aha i see op has made a post. wishing for something. weeks or months ago. alas do not worry. i am here to deliver”#and its some random 14 yr old i have never interacted with once in my life#or when i make a joke post and revlog with an addition. and they DO NOT CHECK THE NOTES FOR THE ADDITION#shit the fuck UPPPPPPPP#anyway. hi sorry im the evil demon version of me today. hey bitches im here 2 cause problems on purpose etc . whatever im so fucking tired#ohhh i could make a really funny joke but it WOULD get us in trouble so i will not. sigh.#tldr to anyone who makes smartassy comments on a post without checking the notes first. youre annoying and youre not funny!!!!!
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Okay but imagine Rorke being a father/mentor figure to Keegan, and then ending up with empty nest syndrome after he defects to the federation.
#gabriel rorke#call of duty ghosts#look i just think it'd be a really funny reason as to why he wants to brainwash logan so bad#like obviously its because he wants to get at elias#but i think this is a hilarious second reason. he doesn't quite understand why he wants a new protoge so bad#sorry if this is dumb im so tired rn
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