#sorry thoughts for girlfriend in hindi

[statuswings]

Girlfriend sorry shayari in hindi

Girlfriend sorry shayari in hindi | गर्लफ्रेंड के लिए सॉरी सन्देश     Girlfriend sorry shayari in hindi,  नमस्ते दोस्तों, आज हम आपको अपनी प्रेमिका के लिए सॉरी सन्देश लेकर आये है। जाने – अनजाने में हुई गलती को सॉरी सन्देश के माध्यम से एक दूसरे से बात कर सकते है। कई ऐसे लोग है जो ये नहीं चाहते की हमसे अपने सच्चे प्यार से माफ़ी मांगने से भी कोई गलती न हो जाये, तो दोस्तों आज लिए स्पेशल सॉरी लव सन्देश…

[f1angelz]

filo girly request for oscar 🧍🏻‍♀️🫶🏼

im thinking of a scenario where reader is part of a love team and oscar gets jealous or she gets questions when shes on a show it interview about him and they love her and oscar together if a fc is needed i love atasha mulach's vibe

𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒏 — oscar piastri x reader

summary: oscar’s girlfriend is a celebrity and has an on-screen partner. when she gets asked about her and oscar’s relationship during an interview, what is she gonna say?

content warnings: none, just fluff. (not proofread sorry </3)

this fic contains tagalog phrases and words highlighted in italics. for non-filipino readers, translations are provided in small text. *(mahal = love)

── .✦

It’s 3 in the morning in Silverstone, and Oscar couldn’t sleep.

Maybe it’s because he arrived a few hours ago and can’t bring himself to rest, or maybe it’s because his girlfriend had an interview on the other side of the globe.

Oscar’s girlfriend is a celebrity in the Philippines, Y/N Y/L/N. She’s had multiple projects, endorsements, and films that have also gone global. Before getting into this relationship, Oscar knew the consequences that he would have to face— long distance, media, and other factors.

But he loved her. That’s what mattered the most, right?

Not until Y/N recently had a TV series that went viral, as she was paired with one of the most famous actors in Filipino TV. Their chemistry was undeniable— weeks after her TV series was released, she was all over the news along with her on-screen partner. There were fan accounts, edits, and even fanfiction about them.

Everytime a new post was written about them, Oscar’s jealousy grew. Although Y/N always reassured him that it was strictly on-screen, He really couldn’t help it.

Oscar’s thoughts stopped when he felt his phone vibrate on his chest.

my love 💞: hi, mahal! i know you’re still up. my interview is almost gonna start. watch me?

my love 💞 has sent a link.

my love 💞: there’ll be a monitor in front of us during the interview. i’ll be able to see it on screen once you’ve joined, okay? i love you!

Oscar smiled.

mahal 🩷: okay babe, i’ll be joining in a few. goodluck!

Oscar sat up and reached out for his laptop which was on the desk, opened it up and clicked on the link she sent.

The show was already starting, the hosts greeting the crowd both in the studio and livestream.

Y/N and her on-screen partner were introduced. Once they both entered, the crowd went wild, cheering for them with their ship name. Oscar looked at the livestream comments and sighed, everyone was crazy for them.

The show went on as usual, asking them about the TV series and how filming was going. Eventually, the hosts asked about their personal lives.

“So Y/N, We’re aware that you’re dating F1 driver Oscar Piastri. Kamusta naman kayo?”

(So Y/N, We’re aware that you’re dating F1 driver Oscar Piastri. How are you guys doing?)

Y/N smiled and let out a nod, “We’re doing really well. Actually, kakapanalo lang nya last week in the Austrian Grand Prix. I was there and I couldn’t have been more proud.”

(We’re doing really well. Actually, he recently won last week in the Austrian Grand Prix. I was there and I couldn’t have been more proud.)

The hosts smiled and fawned over their relationship, “I’m sure he’s proud of your career too. But we’re curious, hindi ba siya nag seselos? For sure aware naman siya sa love team nyo.”

(I’m sure he’s proud of your career too. But we’re curious, does he get jealous? For sure he’s aware about your love team.)

The studio crowd cood and Oscar’s heart started beating.

Y/N let out a small laugh, it was a common question that people asked her since their relationship was public.

“Hindi naman siya nag seselos, I wish.”

(He doesn’t really get jealous, I wish.)

She humored, and the rest laughed. Oscar laughed too at her response, assuming that it was something funny since he couldn’t understand.

“All jokes aside, hindi naman siya nag seselos. He knows very well that strictly for work lang yung ginagawa ko. He’s the best boyfriend I could ever ask for.”

(All jokes aside, he doesn’t really get jealous. He knows very well that what I’m doing is strictly for work. He’s the best boyfriend I could ever ask for.)

One of the hosts asked, “Do you have any message for him?”

Y/N cleared her throat, “Hi, mahal! I know you’re watching right now kahit sobrang late na diyan. Thank you for always being very supportive, you know how much I love you. I can’t wait to see you on Sunday!”

(Hi, love! I know you’re watching even if it’s super late over there. Thank you for always being very supportive, you know how much I love you. I can’t wait to see you on Sunday!)

The crowd smiled and teased, clapping at her message.

Oscar was smiling from ear-to-ear, and somehow, he wasn’t as jealous anymore. He saw the livestream commenting on their relationship and how cute they were. Maybe he shouldn’t be jealous after all.

The show eventually ended and Oscar closed his laptop, returning it on his desk. He opened his phone and sent Y/N a message.

mahal 🩷: you know i’ll always be here for you, right? no matter what time it is where i’m in.

my love 💞: i know, mahal. and i know you’re jealous too 😆

Oscar laughed, maybe he was bad at hiding it.

mahal 🩷: maybe i was a bit jealous.

my love 💞: oscar jack piastri, you literally have my heart and you’ll always have it. okay?

He smiled. God, he loves her so much.

mahal 🩷: i know, and i’ll do everything in my power to keep it safe. i love you ❤️

my love 💞: go to sleep, i know you’re getting tired, mahal. i love you too! see you on sunday ❤️

Oscar gave her message a heart react before turning off his phone.

And off he drifted to sleep, knowing that he was the luckiest man on earth that night.

── .✦

a/n: i had so much fun writing this, it’s been 2 years since i wrote a fic !! also i’m so grateful for those who requested. much love 🤍

[yukicoded]

you broke up with Yuki Ishikawa

An Ishikawa Yuki AU wherein you are Yuki's long-time girlfriend your relationship with him has been holding him back.

“Love….” I called for him.

“Look at all these gifts love.” He showed me the gifts he received from his fans. Masayang masaya sya as he looked at them and happily showed them to me. “Look at this one, you should try to wear this one.”

“Yuki, I have something to tell you.”

Hindi niya ako pinansin.

“This one is so cute, you’re the one who took this picture right? I should frame—”

“Yuki please listen to me!” I begged as my voice cracked.

“If this is about what we talked about last night then no.” matigas at seryoso niyang sabi.

Tumayo siya, astang aalis pero hinarangan ko siya.

“Please, Yuki…” nanghihina kong saad.

I was looking at him habang mahigpit ang hawak sa kaniyang kamay. Umiwas siya ng tingin pero hindi naka iwas sa akin kung paano nag simulang mamula at mag tubig ang kaniyang mga mata.

Parang may kung anong tumarak sa aking puso.

I bit my lip to stop the sobs from escaping. “I’m sorry, Yuki.”

Hinilamos niya ang kaniyang mukha gamit ang mga palad. “What do you want me to do then?” mahina at nanginginig ang kaniyang boses. “Leave you? You want me to leave you? Paano sige, tell me. Paano ko gagawin? Kasi ni-isipin ay hindi ko magawa! So please tell me how, kasi I don’t think I can.” his tears fell.

Waves of memories of us being happy together flashed through my mind. Every smile. Every fights, sorrys, i love yous. Every kiss, every failures and victories. Every highs and lows that we conquered together. Akala ko talaga kakayanin namin. I thought our love was strong enough to face this harsh reality of this world, ngunit hindi.

Tinalikuran niya ako at naupo siya sa couch. He buried his face on his hands.

My heart broke into million pieces as I watch him cry.

I watch as my whole world collapse before my very own eyes.

I kneeled infront of him and held his cheeks. I wiped his tears without paying attention to my own.

“You need to listen to me alright?” humihikbi kong saad. Ang sakit sakit. Pero wala akong magawa. “This is for your own good.” nababasag ang aking tinig.

Umiling siya sa akin. Ayaw pumayag.

“No, no please love. Don’t leave me. Parang awa mo na. Don’t leave me.” he was shaking as he held my hands on his cheeks, paulit ulit niya itong hinahalikan at mahigpit na hinahawakan as if I’ll slip away kung luluwag ang hawak niya.

“Yuki this isn’t just about us anymore.”

“It is, it is about us love. Please. Aayusin ko, I’ll play harder, I’ll work harder, I’ll train harder. I’ll do anything just please don’t leave me.” umiling ako at pilit muling hinanap ang kaniyang mga mata.

His eyes are red but I know mine is as well.

Ang dating mga mata na puno ng ningning at saya ay napalitan ng mga mata na puno ng takot at lungkot.

“I don’t want to hold you back…” Tears fell from my eyes.

“You’re not holding me back..”

“You have a bright future ahead of you, Yuki. A great, big, bright future hmm? You hear me?”

From the very first day that I met him until now, he has always been shinning. Kaya hindi ko kayang maatim as I watch how that light slowly disappear just because of us… of me.

“A great and big bright future where your dreams will all come through.” nanginginig ang boses ko pero pinilit kong mag salita. “Your dream is right infront of you. It’s waiting for you, baby.”

“But you’re my dream..” malungkot ang kaniyang tinig. He slightly chuckled a bit as he wiped some of his tears. Basang basa na ang aming mga pisngi at damit.

“Every dream that I have, you’re included. You were my dream, you’re still my dream, and you’ll always be part of my dream. So tell me, how can I have that dream when you’re gone? Sabihin mo kasi hindi ko alam kung paano!”

“I’m not your dream, Yuki.” pamimilit ko, kasi hindi ko na talaga alam. God know how hard I’m resisting right now, kung paano ko siya kagustong yakapin at sabihin na hindi ako aalis. Na mananatili ako, na iba ang sinasabi ng puso ko.

“You know nothing.” he answered. “Kasi kung totoong alam mo, hindi mo gagawin to. You knew the very reason why I’m here.”

Alam na alam ko. Kaya ko nga ginagawa to. Kahit magalit ka pa. Kahit ako pa ang mag mukhang masama. Kahit masakit. Kasi mahal kita.

“Yes, Yuki. I know it very much.”

That’s why we have to end this one. Dahil ayokong ang rason kung bakit ka nanjan ay siya ding maging rason kung bakit ka mawawala sa kung nasaan ka ngayon! Ayoko! You deserve the world, you deserve the crowd, you deserve all the good things in life.

Umangat akong kaunti at pumikit as my lips pressed against his. Naramdaman ko ang pagbasang muli ng aming mga pisngi. I felt his hands on my waist as he pulled me towards him. Humiwalay ako sakaniya at muli siyang nginitian.

I stared at his face. From his eyes, to his nose, to his lips, to every mole that he has. I want to memorize them all.

This is the face of the man that I will love for the rest of my life.

And I can’t believe I’m letting him go.

“I love you..” I said weakly as I caressed his face.

“Liar..”

I didn’t answered and just smiled at him sadly. Lumayo ako sakanya at tumayo. Pinalis ko ang mga luha na nag uunahan sa pag tulo.

“I have to go now..”

Sabi nila pag mahal mo, ipaglalaban mo.

Mali.

Dahil minsan, the greatest thing you could ever do is to surrender the fight— not because you don’t want to, but because it’s the best thing to do. Dahil sometimes, you have to surrender so that others can win.

At ayos lang matalo, basta sa dulo sigurado ang panalo mo.

Basta sa dulo, natupad lahat ng pangarap mo, ang pangarap natin — kahit hindi na ako yung kasama mo.

[ediyoonoh]

Late Night Sessions

Singer-songwriter!MarkLee x Gf!reader; 1.4k words; taglish fic

GENRE: fluff, a 'lil comfort(?), smut

WARNING: this short fic contains smut (pwp, oral sex, and unprotected sex), and the use of foul language!

SUMMARY: As Mark’s everloving girlfriend you decided to visit him in his studio when he’s too busy writing music.

A/N: Tysm anon for this first request 🥰. This fic may contain typo and grammatical errors. Anw, I hope you enjoy reading and lemme know your thoughts 🫶

MINORS DNI!!

MASTERLIST

Inabot na naman ng halos alas-tres ng umaga si Mark sa kaniyang recording studio.

“Hay, busy na naman siya,” kanina mo pa siya minemessage pero hindi man lang niya binabasa ang mga ito. Tinawagan mo na rin ng dalawang beses pero mukhang naka-silent mode din ang phone ng lalaki.

Masasabi mong understanding girlfriend ka naman for Mark. Naiintindihan mo na pangarap talaga niya maging singer at songwriter kaya ‘di mo siya ginugulo tuwing magsasabi siya na pupunta siya sa kaniyang studio upang magsulat at mag-record ng kanta.

Pero naman, isang linggo ng nagpupuyat ang nobyo mo para diyan, kaya napagdesisyunan mo ng pumunta sa studio tutal ‘di rin naman ito gaano kalayo sa condo niyo. You also bought Mcdo takeout on the way kasi panigurado wala pang kinain ng maayos ‘yun.

»»————-　♡　————-««

Maya-maya dumating ka na sa studio. “Babe?” kumatok ka ng mahina sa pinto para ‘di siya magulat ngunit hindi ka nito narinig dahil sa suot niyang headphones.

Dahan-dahan kang lumapit sa kaniya at yinakap siya mula sa likod. “Babe?” ulit mo.

“Jesus Christ, babe you surprised me!” sigaw ni mark nang maramadaman niya ang baba mo sa balikat niya in which he leaned his head onto and sighed. “Babe, what are you doing here? It’s late,” dagdag niya nang tinanggal ang headphones sa pagkakasuot.

Napansin mo ang mga kalat niya sa work table. Ilang redbull cans, instant cup noodles, at lukot-lukot na papel ang mga nakapatong dito. “I’ve been calling and texting you babe and you’re not answering, eh. So I decided to come here and check up on you,” pagtatampo mo sa kaniya.

“Fuck, I’m sorry babe, di ko na malayan yung oras,” he explained with sincerity in his eyes. Halata na rin sa kaniyang mukha ang stress at pagod kaya inabot mo na ang binili mong takeout para sa kaniya.

»»————-　♡　————-««

“Can’t you just continue this tomorrow, babe? You’ve been staying here late for the whole week and you need sleep.” pag-aalala mo sa kaniya habang kinakain ang crispy chicken sandwich. “Sorry babe, I can’t, the producers want this later before noon,” he frowned.

“But are you almost finished with it?” you asked in which he nodded. “Don’t worry babe I’m at the last bit of the song,” ngiti ng binata sa’yo.

At least patapos na siya. “But have you even taken a break, babe? You know it’s bad for your eyes and back if you just sat there for hours,” pag-sermon mo sa lalaki. Tiningnan ka lamang ni Mark at alam mo na ang sagot sa tanong mo. “After eating this, let’s take a break,” hihirit pa sana siya pero inunahan mo na, “and I’m not taking no for an answer.”

Aaminin mo rin sa sarili mo that you also missed your boyfriend after not bothering him to let him focus. You missed his presence. You missed spending your time with him, cuddling with him, and of course, having sex with him.

»»————-　♡　————-««

After cleaning the food you ate and the mess on his table, you two are now sitting on the sofa placed against the wall, with his head resting on your shoulder. “I missed you,” sabi mo sa kaniya habang pinaglalaruan ang buhok niya.

Hindi niya sinagot ang sinabi mo at hinalikan na lamang ang labi mo. Oh, I missed tasting his lips. You wrapped your arms around his neck as he pressed his lips harder. 'Di na rin nagtagal nang naging makeout session ang simpleng halik na ibinigay niya sa’yo. Without disconnecting his lips, inayos ng nakakatanda ang pwesto niyo at pinakandong ka. “Mhm…fuck babe,” ungol niya.

Rinig sa buong studio ang tunog ng mga labi niyong naglalaplapan. Kung saan-saan ka na rin hinahawakan ng nobyo mo, sa boobs, sa pwet, pero piniling ilagay na lamang ang mga kamay nito sa baywang mo as a sign to start grinding on him. Dahil dito, nararamdaman mo ang pagtigas ng tite niya sa namamasa mong ari.

“I wanna suck you,” bulong mo sa kaniya habang lumuluhod sa harapan niya. Nagmamadaling tinanggal ni Mark ang sweatpants at boxers niya para mailabas niya ang kaniyang matigas at pulang-pula na tite.

Matagal mo ng ginagawa ito kasama ng nobyo pero nagugulat ka pa rin every time na makikita mo ang laki ng alaga niya. “Please y/n, I need your mouth,” he begged. Sino ka ba naman para tanggihan ang request ng boyfriend mo, diba?

Sinimulan mo ng dilaan nang dahan-dahan ang tite niya tila ba sumusubo ka lang ng lollipop at 'di ka pa nakakatagal sa ginawa mo, naririnig mo na agad ang mga pigil na ungol ng lalaki. “Don't hold your moans baby, I want to hear ‘em,” utos mo sa kaniya.

It turns you on when Mark is being vocal whenever you have sex. That is why sinubo mo na ng buo ang tite niya kahit halos maduwal ka noong napnsin mong nagpipigil pa rin siya ng mga ungol niya. “Putangina baby, ang init ng bibig mo…ang s-sarap, fuck” he groaned while throwing his head back.

»»————-　♡　————-««

Halos maluha ka na at nananakit na ang panga mo sa pag-deepthroat sa kaniya nang inangat mo ang mata mo upang tingnan ang itusra ng binata. Tangina, ang hot niya. Sinimulan mo na rin paglaruan ang puke mo through your shorts na naging sanhi ng pag-ungol mo. Napahawak naman si Mark sa buhok mo when he felt the vibrations of your moans on his cock. Maya-maya, hindi na rin napigilan ng nakakatanda to thrust his hips to your mouth.

“B-baby stop, I’m gonna cum,” tinapik ng nobyo mo ang pisngi upang patigilin ka at pinahiga ka sa sofa. “You got wet by just sucking my cock baby, hm?” tanong niya habang hinahawakan ang clothed pussy mo. Nginitian mo lang siya at hinubad na ang shorts at panty mo.

“I need you inside me, Markie,” you looked at him with pleading eyes and widened your legs more. Hindi na rin siya nagdalawang isip ipasok ang tite niya sa pussy mo. “Tangina babe, isang linggo pa lang naman kita ‘di kinakantot pero ang sikip mo na,” he groaned while leaving kisses on your neck.

Patuloy lang ang pag-bayo ni Mark at napansin din niya ang expression ng mukha mong sarap na sarap sa ginagawa niya sa’yo. “You look so pretty like this, baby,” he said to you which made you clench more onto him unconsciously.

“F-faster baby,” ungol mo sa kaniya. Pinatong ng binata ang hinlalaki nito sa ibabaw ng bibig mo, senyales na isubo mo ito habang linalakasan at binibilisan niya ang pag-tira sa’yo. “My baby likes sucking my thumb as if she’s sucking my cock, hm?” he teased.

Mark then used the thumb you sucked to rub circles on your clit which led to your orgasm approaching quickly as you moan louder. “Mark baby, I’m cumming!” malakas na sigaw mo sa kaniya habang patuloy pa rin na pinaglalaruan ang tinggil mo. ‘Di na rin nagtagal when Mark starts thrusting into you sloppily, a sign that he's close. “Where do you want my cum, baby?” nagmamadaling tanong niya sa’yo.

“In my mouth, please” you whispered, still sensitive and lost from your orgasm. Linabas ng nakakatanda ang tite niya sa puke mo at pinwesto agad ito sa bibig mo. Binuka mo ng maigi ang bibig mo para iputok ni Mark ang tamod niya sa’yo. Ang dami niyang linabas, gago.

“Tangina, ang ganda mo ‘pag ginagawa mo ‘yan,” sabi niya sa’yo when you swallowed all of his cum while looking him straight in the eyes. Pagkatapos ng ilang sandali, kumuha ng tissue si Mark upang linisin ang tumalsik na tamod sa mukha at boobs mo. “You did so well baby,” he smiled.

»»————-　♡　————-««

The sun had also risen noong matapos kayo mag-ayos ng itsura at mag-suot ng damit at nag-cuddle muli sa sofa. You started again playing his hair when you heard him say, “I love you so much y/n. I feel like I’m the luckiest man when you chose to be with me, don’t ever forget that,” Tangina pinapakilig ka na naman nito ah as if he didn’t just rearranged your guts.

“I love you too Mark, and I always will,” you whispered back as you both drifted to sleep on the sofa.

[FIN.]

ediyoonoh '23

[thesecoldfeet]

TW: CHEATING

tbh wala akong balak gumawa ng year-end post katulad ng iba until i realized na ang dami ko palang na achieve & nagawa this year na hindi ko pa nagawa before. sobrang focused ako sa heartbreak and trauma na nakuha ko after my ex cheated on me without even noticing na ang layo na pala ng progress ko from the day i got cheated on till now.

it was all fun & heartwarming feels until my ex messaged me sa IG (dun nalang kami mutuals bec she unfriended me sa lahat dahil daw palagi siya nareremind ng kalokohan niya every time nakikita nya shared posts ko).

hans sent my own post in my dm and asked if sino daw ang nag cheat lol. i told her alam kong makakalimutin siya pero hindi ako aware na may bago na palang narrative at tila di siya aware na siya ang nag cheat sakin.

medyo uminit yung conversation dahil sobrang mema nya kausap saying things like "kwento mo yan eh di sige" at "tama ka na".

apparently, her narrative was she did not cheat kasi wala na kami nung naging sila ng girlfriend niya.

back story : the girl flirted with her and wants to be her mistress knowing full well that she's not single. according to her, nilabanan niya and nag struggle siya and then one day, nagising nalang siya isang umaga nakikipagbreak na siya sakin kasi narealize nya na gusto pa din niya yung babae. hindi lang gusto, pero lumalalim na.

fast forward, naging sila na nga eventually. and it was so funny kasi according to her, nag stop naman yung girl sa pag flirt and wala ng kami nung naging sila.

sobrang gets ko yung part na sinasabi niya sakin na wala na kami nung naging sila but wala din naman akong pake tbh. ang hindi ko lang maintindihan was yung part na dahil lang hindi na kami nung naging sila, nainvalidate na yung story kung paano kami natapos.

i never thought na magiging ganito siya ka shallow just to protect and clean yung bakod niya. what she did to me was emotional cheating bec we're still in a relationship nung nagkaroon/nakadevelop siya ng feelings sa ibang tao. hindi lahat ng cheating ay physical. to some and i agree din nga na emotional cheating is worse.

totoo pala na may kanya-kanyang narratives ang cheaters just to protect themselves. nakakagalit. kaya kong tiiisin lahat ng disrespect sakin but i'm sorry but i can never tolerate someone who tries to change the true story dahil sobrang hirap ma cheat on. sobrang hirap makabangon from the trauma na binigay ng cheater nating ex partners. i never felt so empowered to fight from my truth dahil sobrang impyerno yung naranasan ko simula ng araw na nalaman kong may iba ng gusto yung ex ko while we're still engaged.

you mess with the wrong girl.

[hanaasbananas]

Matchmaker

@theladyfae how does it feel to be PROVEN WRONG

Summary:

When Adrien decides to be a background dancer in a bollywood film, he finds himself getting relationship advice from a most unlikely source.

Or: Shahrukh Khan plays matchmaker.

Crack

AO3

I’ll tell you how to win hearts,

my friend//

I know what love is,

I only ask my heart for permission

“And…. Cut!” the director yelled. A ripple of relief ran through the crowd of dancers, and Adrien stepped away from his partner, already scanning the area for Marinette. He’d tried his hardest to persuade her to join him as an extra background dancer but no amount of wheedling on his part had changed her mind and she had opted to be a dedicated member of the costume department instead. 

Now if he could just find her…weaving through the crowd, Adrien pulled out his phone to see if she had sent him a message and so didn’t see who he was about to bump into before it was too late.

“Oof-!” stumbling backwards, Adrien swallowed the irritated quip rising in his throat as he caught sight of the man in front of him.

Shahrukh Khan.

“Ohmygod, I am so sorry!” Adrien exclaimed “I wasn’t watching where I was going but that's no excuse, are you alr–” 

Shahrukh cut him off with a laugh. “Arre, aise hota hai, no need to apologise.” Taking off his sunglasses, he frowned for a moment before recognition lit his features. “You’re one of Aryan’s friends, na? From university?”

Adrien could only stare, dumbstruck. Lifting one shoulder in a half shrug, Adrien replied “uh…we were only classmates, really.”

“Haan, haan,” Shahrukh waved a hand dismissively. “I saw you at his graduation. You’re the…model na? France se?”

Adrien nodded. Before he could say anything else, he was almost bowled over once more, saved only by the small hands grabbing hold of his arms and steadying him before he could fall to the floor.

“There you are, Adrien!” Marinette exclaimed. “I was looking everywhere for you, come on let’s go get lunch–” she trailed off, inhaling sharply as she realised just who Adrien was talking to. Her grip tightened on his arm. “H-hi sir!” she managed to squeak out.

Shahrukh grinned. “Call me Shahrukh.” He turned to Adrien. “Your girlfriend?”

“ What-”

“Noo!”

They both spluttered at the same time, flushing red. “Adrien is just my…” Marinette hesitated for a brief second before continuing “Adrien is just my good friend.” She didn’t seem to notice the way he winced at the words as she turned to him, avoiding his gaze. “I’m just…go grab my bag. Meet me by the trailers?” 

She didn’t wait for a response before practically running off in the opposite direction. If she had gone any faster, there would have been a trail of smoke behind her.

“Pasand karte ho usse?” “Do you like her?”

Adrien blinked. At his blank stare, Shahrukh went on “sorry, sorry…Hindi aati hai?” “sorry, sorry…do you know Hindi?”

“A little, yeah.” Adrien sighed “but the thing with Marinette, it’s uh…complicated.”

Complicated was an understatement. 

How could he explain that they were a superhero duo who had been partners for six years, who had seen the best and worst of each other, and survived. Who had mutually chosen long ago not to pursue a relationship until their duties were complete, and now that they were…

Well Marinette had yet to bring the subject up, and Adrien was loath to risk damaging the dynamic they had together. He’d settle for being nothing more than a friend if it meant he could stay by her side forever. 

But he couldn’t really tell Shahrukh Khan that. The man was looking at him with a bemused expression, a smile curling at his lips. With his hands shoved in his pockets, the actor looked effortlessly relaxed. If he hadn’t been on set with him all morning, Adrien wouldn’t have guessed that he’d spent hours and hours working up a sweat dancing under the blazing sun. 

“Na,” Shahrukh shook his head, breaking Adrien out of his thoughts. "Dil kabhi complicated nahi hota. Haan, halaat ho sakte hai, lekin wo itni jaldi badalte hai ke dil ke mamle mein sirf halaat ko nahi dekhna chahiye. Rishte itne hi complicated hote hai jitna tum banao.” 

“The heart is never complicated. Yes, circumstances can be, but they change so quickly that in matters of the heart they shouldn’t be the only thing to look at.Relationships are only as complicated as you make them.”

“Kal Ho Naa Ho, Om Shanti Om ne kuch bhi nahi sikhaya? Waqt ko zaya na karo, dil ki baat bahar nikalo yaar.” “Didn’t Kal Ho Naa Ho, or Om Shanti Om teach you anything? Don’t waste time, take out what's in your heart, my friend.”

He laughed then, and nodded at something over Adriens shoulder.  “Jao. Woh dekh rahi hai tujhe.” “Go. She’s looking at you.”

*

Adrien was distracted during his lunch with Marinette, turning Shahrukh’s words over and over in his head. Of all the things he’d expected to happen today, getting relationship advice had been at the bottom of the list, but now that he’d gotten it, he couldn’t stop thinking about it.

As they walked back to the set, Marinette twined their fingers together, swinging their hands gently between them. The action emboldened him, and Adrien cleared his throat quietly. “Um…Marinette?”

“Yes?” She stopped, turning to face him curiously.

Adrien hesitated. Was he really going to do this? He'd held off from saying anything for so long, determined to let Marinette decide when and if she wanted to try dating him, but…

He licked his lips. “I wanted to ask you something.”

“I’m not dancing, Adrien! It’s not happening.”

A startled laugh escaped him at her words and he shook his head, snickering. “No, no, it’s not about that.”

“Oh? What is it then?”

This was it. Now or never.

"Doyouwanttogoonadatewithme?" Adrien blurted out in a rush. He took a deep breath. "That is...I-"

Marinette’s eyes widened, her mouth dropping open in shock. Quickly, Adrien began to backpedal, holding up his hands."Uh, obviously it's totally okay if you don't want to, i completely understand and I'll never ask again–"

And then Marinette grinned, wide and happy, stunning Adrien into silence. Surging forward, she enveloped him in a hug, squeezing him tightly. For a long moment, Adrien only stood there, too surprised to move until eventually, he wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her close.

After what felt like an eternity, Marinette drew back just enough to gaze into his eyes, her own glittering with joy. “Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for you to ask me out? I was really worried for a while there.”

"What?!”

*

Marinette didn’t let go of his hand until they got back to set, and even then, they stood together as his makeup and hair got touched up, the two of them sneaking glances at each other, cheeks flushing when they got caught. 

He’d never felt so delighted in his life, so happy and full of energy. He could dance all night and not get tired. Finally, when it was time to get in position, Marinette extricated herself from his side reluctantly. Immediately he felt the loss and couldn’t help but grab her by the wrist, stopping her for a moment.

“I’ll see you later,” Adrien murmured as she looked back at him. Impulsively, he leaned in, and pressed a kiss to her forehead, feeling a thrill go through him at the contact. From Marinette’s dazed expression, she had felt it as well.

“Okay,” she whispered, covering her flushed cheeks with her hands before disappearing into the crowd. Adrien watched her go until she was out of sight, and only then did he notice Shahrukh standing by the fountain in the middle of the square. 

Raising his eyebrows, the actor’s question was clear. Adrien couldn’t help the goofy grin that spread across his face, raising his hand to give a thumbs up.

Thank you, Shahrukh Khan.

[kimhortons]

So Let's Talk About My Family Set-Up.

disclaimer: medyo mabigat sa dibdib

ang hirap talaga kapag walang open communication sa isang household noh?

napansin ko kasi parang isang linggo na di pumapasok yung kapatid ko, so i thought baka nag resign na naman. i was dying to know why, kaya naisipan ko buksan yung Facebook niya since hindi naka log out sa pc niya (yes, i’m aware, it’s invasion of privacy) then ayun nga, naopen ko and nagbasa ako ng convo nila ng gf niya only to find out that they were talking about me. hehe. i dunno, pero feeling ko nadedemotivate na siya kasi siya lang yung kumakayod ngayon para mag bayad ng mga bills, at di niya mabili mga mamahaling bagay na gusto niya dahil dun. based lang sa convo nila.

ayaw ko talaga maging pabigat pero at least he must’ve finally know what i’ve felt nung ako lang yung kumakayod before i gave up my previous job—take note with a minimum salary and lots of utang. pasalamat nga siya mas malaki sahod niya e. kada sahod luho, hindi pa pucho pucho mga luho niya. yes, i know na ako rin dati maluho, but now that i’m desperately trying to fix my financial mess, i’m just trying to give him a lesson. pero syempre di ko siya masabihan kasi nga di kami nag uusap and for sure mamasamain niya at mag aaway lang kami. i will not argue, siya ang breadwinner ngayon at in the near future—pag nag move out na ko—magtutuloy tuloy yun kaya dapat matuto siya.

alam ko may mali rin ako lalo sa mga naging desisyon ko recenlty. matagal ko pinag isipan at plinano yung pag alis ko sa trabaho pero anong magagawa ko, na-corner ako e. i could've find a new job agad yes, kung gugustuhin ko talaga kaso may iba akong plano e. parang naiinvalidate narin tuloy yung struggles ko just because nagpahinga ako? is it too much too ask kung gusto ko for the last time makapag celebrate man lang ng Christmas holidays na free ako here in Manila?

so sorry, kung nawalan ka ng gana magpatuloy sa trabaho kasi hindi ka makabili "agad" ng mga bagay na gusto mo, dahil naburnout ako sa career ko? pasensya ka na kung gusto ko kayo makasama ngayon "maybe" for the last time, kaya hindi ako naghanap agad ng work. konting tiis nalang naman, hindi na ako magiging pabigat sa inyo.

alam niyo yun, di kasi kami lumaki na nag uusap talaga. lagi kaming magkaribal ever since. kahit sa magulang namin never kami naging open sa isa't isa, nasanay kami na naghahandle ng mga sarili naming problema kaya ngayon hirap kami at nakaka apekto sa performance namin sa trabaho. i understand naman din na nawawalan siya ng gana, kasi nafeel ko yon. sana alam nila ng girlfriend niya yon. i care about what's going on with him kaya ko nagawa mangialam (na ayaw ko naman talaga gawin and i know i'm at fault dito) but can you blame me? i dunno e, something's telling me kasi to do that kasi 1 week na siyang di pumapasok, kasi ginawa ko rin yon bago ako mag resign.

naalala ko tuloy yung mga paulit ulit na pag bibreakdown ko sa work kasi demotivated na ko pero i can't afford to lose a job, yet nawala parin. at feeling ko sobrang na traumatized rin ako sa ginawang treatment sakin ng bisor ko na pag naaalala ko di parin ako maka move on. did they asked me how i feel nung mga oras na yon? hindi. kasi nga diba, bawal mag usap sa loob ng bahay na 'to.

nabasa ko rin sinabi ng kapatid ko, "mas okay pa nung kaming dalawa lang ni papa" at yung sinabi ni papa nung recent away namin "bakit ka pa kasi bumalik dito." tsaka yung sinasabi ng tita ko "walang magmamahal sayo, aayawan ka, isusuka ka." sariling pamilya ko ha. talagang galing pa sakanila.

pakiramdam ko, wala na talaga akong lugar dito. tama lang siguro yung plano ko na lumayo nalang, figure everything out by myself as usual. i have so much feelings to release pa, pero hanggang dito nalang muna.

[statuswings]

Sorry Shayari For Girlfriend In Hindi

Sorry Shayari For Girlfriend In Hindi | गर्लफ्रेंड के लिए सॉरी सन्देश     Sorry Shayari For Girlfriend In Hindi,  नमस्ते दोस्तों, आज हम आपको अपनी प्रेमिका के लिए सॉरी सन्देश लेकर आये है। जाने – अनजाने में हुई गलती को सॉरी सन्देश के माध्यम से एक दूसरे से बात कर सकते है। कई ऐसे लोग है जो ये नहीं चाहते की हमसे अपने सच्चे प्यार से माफ़ी मांगने से भी कोई गलती न हो जाये, तो दोस्तों आज लिए स्पेशल सॉरी लव…

[lunaestlle]

Two years have already passed and I still haven't moved on, ikaw pa rin. I thought nakalimutan na kita, na I don't care about your life or if you found someone who can reciprocate your love na you really deserve naman. It turns out that only a dream can bring back all the pain, all the painful memories and decisions I made.

Idk nga e, hindi naman kita iniisip since distracted din ako, kung bakit kita napanaginipan and that dream was very vivid that day. I tried to forget that dream bcs I don't want to suffer and be guilty again and thank God it worked but it didn't end there. I got curious about his life again haha I guess I romanticized that dream too much. I checked his social and I was devastated with what I saw, it was not what I was expecting (though inexpect ko na 'to dati haha, gulo). I saw his 'highlight' with photos and videos of him and his girlfriend (like pa-sweet, puro kiss) pati mga sp niya. I'm happy bcs he's happy but I can't deny na I envy his girl, there were sneaky little maybes and what-ifs but I don't regret the decision I made before, the only thing I regret is that I didn't explain my decision to him properly and truthfully. How come no one told me na mahirap pala magka-internet crush.

I don't know if you still remember me dahil wala pang months nung nag-usap tayo. I hate you and I miss you but I won't confuse you like I did before. I'm sorry if I gave you motives na hindi ko pala kayang panindigan. I'm sorry if you think na I played w your feelings, I rlly liked you but I was afraid and insecure.

Like what I told you before, I'm still rooting for you, for your happiness. I will cheer for you but this time I'll cheer silently.

Bye.

Love, Luna

[forgivenandpaid]

19 January 2023

I'm still breathing...surviving...

August 2021 I've met him on FB Dating app. We talked in messenger for a week and then he went to our house the week after and courted me. Even brought the full band and his friends after a month. He lost his mom last week of August and that's when I went to their house the first time. I've met his family. Instantly, I felt connected to him. Weeks passed, he courted me still, brought cake during our birthday. Had a nice date on the beach while he strum on his guitar. That night, 26 September 2021, I agreed to be his girlfriend. It was a whirlwind of emotions, lumindol pa nga nung 27 ng madaling araw. Not to be superstitious but, it felt odd.

Days and weeks passed until our first monthsary. I was hurt because he almost forgotten while me, I bought a surprise cake for him thru his friends. I cried that night and he was sorry. The next day, he brought the cake to my parents. He told me that he was feeling guilty and doesn't deserved the cake. Then again, I was hurt. Eventually, I've forgiven him and we were happy, days and weeks passed. Every weekend we make sure to see each other.

Then one weekend, he told me he would be sleeping but when we met, I saw his phone, he had a coffee with his friend, a girl. I asked him why he didn't told me. He just said that he knows that I will be jealous. I cried. I told him that I won't, basta alam ko.

Months after that, it was the birthday of the girl, again, he didn't told me about it. I just know because of the fb post of the girl and he was tagged.

During our 6th monthsary, I gave everything to him. Inside the car, in front of his house. And every week that we met, we always did that thing. We are both Christians and knows it's forbidden. That we shouldn't do those things but flesh cravings, tho we talked about it to stop, but it didn't. We are both weak.

There were problems in my family and he was always there, physically to support me and I was glad he was there. We were happy, doing our own hustles in life, I thought so.

September 2022, when it was the time of praying for the advocate pastors in one our churches, God spoke to me to break him. The guilt of the things that we did was eating me. So I told him that week after na "gusto ko na bumitaw" then he still, and we cried, he didn't want to talked to me,he went home straight. But before that, I beg him to stay and we will talked about it first but he didn't. I cried and beg God na ibalik siya, cause it was so painful. I also told my pastor about it. We prayed.

That night, he came back to our house and I was shocked. I messaged his friend about him. That I love him still. We hugged and make love. I told him that we should get married but he told me he was not ready. He's target age is 33. We're only 30 now. I was sad. And I told him we will wait.

November 2022, I always prayed for peace of mind. My grandfather died, and he was not around, I got an email that he had a Facial with the girl, again, he didn't told me about. There was also an instance where he sent a video while singing on his guitar on another girl. And also when he messaged a girl on FB dating. He just told me "mema lang yun"

He told me he was sorry about the "facial" not telling me about it because of my situation but I just told him na it's okay lang nman basta alam ko sana. Again, he went home na hindi kami magkaayos na nagkausap.

16 November 2022, the next day, I went to their house. I asked him if ano plano niya, he just told me na wala. Na hahanapin niya ang sarili niya. Na mahalin ko ang sarili ko, na sobra sobra ako magmahal at hindi niya ako deserved. I was shattered. He broke up with me.

I went to work devastated, crying on the bus like crazy. I keep talking and calling him for a month still, December 2022, he answered but until 1 day, he told me na "Utang na Loob Diana! tigilan mo na kakatawag sa akin! Busy ako!" I was dumbfounded! That was the first time he got angry at pinagtaasan ng boses. Then, came when I thought I was pregnant, but thank God I was not. I told him about it but he didn't responded. January 1, 2023, was the last messaged I sent and I've gone no contact since.

Right now, I am healing. There are relapse but I know I'll get there. It's just saddening that there was certain human that could alter my whole brain chemistry, my emotions and I died back then. I trade myself for him to get back but he didn't and eventually I lost myself.

I reset everything in my life. I quit my job, I stayed in our house. I've gone counseling and restarted again with God. Re-aligning myself again with God because He's the only one could heal me. He's the only one could bring the stronger version of me. Gone is the old me, hello to the NEW ME.

[peysbookmims]

SHE’S A SELFISH GIRLFRIEND

My girlfriend and I decided to move in one apartment which is just few blocks away in our university. The reason was, apart from it’s time consuming and more convenient, it’s also our way to practice ourselves to live in a single roof together. Para pagdating ng araw na ikakasal kami ay hindi na kami maninibago. Glad that our parents allowed us to have our own independence as a couple. Both of our families told us that we are already matured enough to distinguish what is wrong and right. In other words, we must finish our studies first before building our own family. Janna and I have been in a relationship for four years already and I believe, we are so sure of each other. I courted her not just for some source of temporary happiness but because she’s the only woman I could envision with who will walk down the aisle while wearing a wedding gown, the only woman I could picture out who will carry my first baby and the woman I could see in my future. Siya lang at wala nang iba. Honestly, she’s not a perfect girlfriend that every man could ever wish for. She has lots of imperfections and bad sides too. But that’s what love is all about, right? It’s accepting your partner’s flaws and imperfections. “Love, I have two apples here. This is your favorite, right?” The sweet, cheerful voice of Janna pulled me back from the reality. She then flashed a dulcet smile as she seated beside me on the couch. The succulent scent of the apples in her hands instantly wafted through my nostrils and my mouth couldn’t help but to water in hunger. “Love, akin na ‘yong isa.” I pouted my lips and begged. She just chuckled and rolled her eyes. “I’m sorry pero kaya ko 'tong ubusing mag-isa 'no.” She then took a monster bite towards the first apple on her hand and I was expecting her to give me the other one but she took a bite on it too. My chest instantly felt heavy and I couldn’t help but to be frustrated. I smiled bitterly. Who would’ve thought that those apples could be the source of my disappointment? As what I’ve told you earlier, she has awful attitudes too and one of it is being too selfish. For the past four years of being with her, this is one of her toxic traits that might be the reason of our downfall. Sobrang selfish niya sa lahat ng bagay. Yes, I do love her but I don’t know when can I still stand with her selfishness. Because somehow, it’s draining the hell out of me, too. As we graduated in College, her selfishness just heightened up when she told me that she will work as a domestic nurse in abroad. “Mas malaki ang kikitain ko 'pag pumunta ako ng ibang bansa, love. Trust me,” pangungumbinsi niya sa akin. I just stared at her dreadfully and it felt like all my energy has been taken away slowly by slowly. “P-Please stay, love… 'Di ko kaya,” I begged, my lips trembling and now in the verge of crying. Janna just flashed a reassuring smile as she cupped my face. “Believe me with this, love. Mas magiging maganda ang kinabukasan natin 'pag nakaalis ako. At isa pa, hindi lang kinabukasan natin ang matutulungan ko, pati na rin ang pamilya natin. Love, trust me. 'Pag nakaipon ako, babalik agad ako dito at magpapakasal agad tayo atsaka bumuo ng sariling pamilya.” She gave me a heart-warming smile as tears slowly streamed down her cheeks. Both of our parents agreed with her decision and I had left with no choice but to agree too. “Don’t worry, I promised that that I will contact you if I have a vacant time. At isa pa, sinabihan ko na rin ang bestfriend ko na pakitignan ka.” I just stood there, barely able to move and breathe. Janna hugged me so tight as she whispered, “I love you so much, Arjay. Mahal na mahal kita.” Those were her final words before she left me.

[diowrites]

Naririnig mo yon? Anlakas ng tibok ng puso ko para sayo.

I've spent years denying my feelings, thinking I was over you, thinking I can finally look at you and feel nothing but friendship.

No romantic love. No urge to hug you and never let go. No words caged between my teeth bearing all the things I'd like to say.

And for a time, oo. Nakalimutan kita. For a time, you weren't the center of all my waking thoughts. For a time, naka adjust Ang mga balikat ko sa bigat ng nararamdaman ko.

And then...

And then, nakita kita ulit. And it's like I was reminded of everything. You're still the same, you're smile still as beautiful as before. Still as playful as before, still as funny and calm and gentle.

Your hair was black then. Even still, I loved you all the same.

I never really realized that I already loved you. You were always there. You will always be my friend. You never gave any indication of interest to anyone. I had no competition for your attention. I can have it all as I please.

Next thing I know, you got yourself a girlfriend. And God, did it hurt. I never thought...

I never even considered...

I fantasized, sure but.

Well...

It hurt. I cried. And I thought I moved on. I supported you because what kind of shitty friend would I be if I didn't? I supported you and I supported her because deep down I knew that I can never love you as proudly as she did. I'm not ready yet. I'm sorry.

She was better at loving you and only then did I realize my mistakes and flaws in showing you just how much I care.

I know. I know that I have no chance still. And I'm sure you're tired of handling the feelings of others. God, one day you were only part of my little inner circle and then next thing I know the entirety of our school has a crush on you. I'm sorry. I wish things were better for you. I know just how tired you get of handling anther person's feelings.

So from now on, I'll choose to let this go, let you go. I'm sorry if I'm not brave enough, if I'm not proud enough. In time, I hope I can learn to look at you and feel nothing but fond friendship. For now though, let me walk away. Please let me have this space while I figure my feelings out. Sana, one day, I can hug you again without my heart fighting to hug yours as well. I hope I can talk to you without filtering out words. I hope I can touch you and only feel the warmth of a friend and not the pitter patter of my heart dancing to the rhythm of your laugh.

I love you. I love you. I love you. Patawarin mo sana ako kung di ko masabi sayo. Mahalaga ka sa akin, hinding hindi yan magbabago.

[ivdiaries]

July 28, Friday, 1:55 am - a text message I sent that I know she'll never read:

Hi, Kath. I know you won’t probably ever read this message kasi nga nasa Singapore ka na unless gamit mo tong number na to pang roaming hahahuhu 😭😭 ilang beses na rin naman akong nagmessage dito and wala naman nagrereply so I guess it’s safe to leave a message. Okay lang naman kahit di mo to mabasa, gusto ko lang sabihin kung ano yung nararamdaman ko. 

Hi. It’s been a long time since we talked. Alam ko naman why you decided to cut off communication and I won’t hold that against you. You have every right to. But ayun, I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, siguro dahil Venus Retrograde? Hahaha char pero ayun nga. You’re heavy on my mind lately, and syempre di naman ako bato. I still miss you. A lot. 

There’s a lot of things I want to say but I’ll start with a thank you. Thank you dahil minahal mo ko even when I don’t feel worthy and deserving of that love. Thank you dahil because of you I learned a lot. Thank you because you taught me so much about love. Thank you dahil sa apat na taon na nagkasama tayo, araw araw mo akong pinili. Araw araw mong naiparamdam na mahal mo ako, and for that I’ll always be thankful. I don’t know if I’ll ever find a love like that again, pero I’m glad that I was able to experience that love with you. A love that felt like home. And for that, thank you. 

Secondly, I want to say I’m sorry. I’m sorry dahil hindi ako naging mabuting girlfriend sayo. I’m sorry dahil ang dami dami dami dami kong masasakit na salitang nabitawan lalo na kapag nalalasing ako na alam kong nakatatak na sa isipan mo, at mga salitang alam kong hindi ko na mababawi at maaalis. I wish I could take back all those things I said, but alam kong imposible, and the only thing I can do now is apologize, sincerely for everything I said. I’m sorry dahil at one point in our relationship, I took you for granted. I’m sorry dahil alam kong marami akong naging pagkukulang sayo. I’m sorry kasi di kita nalutuan ng extra pasta nung umuwi ka galing work kasi napasarap luto ko 😔. And for all of that, I’m sorry. 

Third, I want to say that I am so proud of you. Alam ko na marami kang gustong maibigay sa family mo lalo kay tita and now na andyan na si Zoe and yung next pamangkin mo (congrats pala ate Arah and kuya Rap!), hanggang ngayon naman di ko pa rin nakakalimutan yun. I’m happy na finally, unti-unti mo nang makakamit yun. One step at a time. Alam ko na mahirap makipag sapalaran sa ibang bansa, pero kinaya mo at alam kong kakayanin mo pa. Ikaw na yan eh, alam ko naman na kahit mahirap at nakakatakot, lalaban ka. Kasi ganun ka katapang. 

Last, I want to say that you’ve taught me to become a better person. While we were in a relationship, I never really understood everything’s that going on in my mind. Basta alam ko lang na I feel guilty for feeling angry or feeling sad — and that I never really understood why I feel that way kaya ayun lagi kong gustong uminom. Lagi kong gustong uminom to shut off the thoughts, but look where that got me right? But now, I’ve learned how to acknowledge my emotions and deal with them better instead of drowning my sorrows in alcohol. I’ve learned how to ask my friends or family for help whenever I feel overwhelmed, and I got back to writing in journals again. I would say na you were the one who pushed me to try kahit para sa sarili ko na. And for that I’m thankful. You pushed me to slowly become a better person for myself, for my family, and for my friends. 

I lost you Kath, but I found myself. And for that I’m beyond grateful. 

I’m happy that you finally have someone. I hope she’ll treat you better than I did and I hope she’ll love you the way you deserve. Alam ko naman na deserve mo ng pagmamahal na nararapat para sayo. Yung pagmamahal na walang alinlangan. You deserve a soft love because the world has been harsh enough. I hope you make her happy too, and I hope you’ll love her the way she deserves to be loved. 

Oks oks, masyado na tong mahaba last na to talaga: You’ll always have a part of my heart Kath and that’s something that will never change. The years we’ve known each other (including our Cams and Yanna days) will always be in my heart. I will forever treasure that. I will never forget the first day I met you, the first day I went to your house on your birthday, and the last time I saw you. I hope someday, when God allows and Universe agrees, I hope we’ll see each other again and I hope you’ll allow me to give you my warmest and tightest hug when it happens. 

Also, miss ko na sobra sila Mits, Jasmine, Paochoo, Jolie, Lheojoe, Onkar, Gelo, and Ji. They gladly welcomed me into their lives kasi you are a part of theirs, and they became good friends of mine too. I miss them a lot. I wish they’re okay. 

I miss your family especially your cousins, lalo na si ate Ericka and mama Jijang. Your other pamangkins like si Yeyang and Dirk and Troy and Gave. I hope they grow up well. I miss mommy Badang, I hope she’s well and healthy. I miss tita Thess and mama G. Your family treated me like I’m their own, I will always treasure that. I miss them a lot. 

I promise this would be the last time that I’ll message you (even if the chances of you reading this message is very slim to none).  

Katherine. My hooman, my bb, my pooky, my sleepy cat, my bebi and my love, I’m finally, finally, finally letting you go. We both deserve to be happy. You deserve to be, and I know I deserve it too 😊.

Mahal na mahal na mahal kita, Katherine. Until we meet again, my greatest love. Good night! 

- Ima 

[pxppxrminty]

hey love! was wondering if I could get a lord of the rings and the hobbit matchup. I’m female, she/her, 20, bisexual as hell, INTJ, Leo, ravenclaw/slytherin, and a new media artist (still in college tho). I’ve got an average build, brown eyes, black wavy hair till my shoulders, wearing cat eye clear glasses or contacts. i honestly don’t know how to describe my style cause it changes constantly depending on my art projects or vibe I’m feeling. I love game design, 3d modeling, interactive design, visual effects etc. I also love reading, gaming, binge watching, digital illustration, dancing, rollerblading, baking cookies, and listening to video essays/podcasts/audiobooks. My favorite genres are detective, classics, fantasy, adventure, folklore, mythology and sci fi. I love listening to music in a multitude of languages as well whether Arabic, Italian, French, Hindi and much more. MASSIVE introvert except for with my best friends where my unhinged side comes out. Despite being an introvert I’m very comfortable with leadership. I’m very contemplative and thoughtful as well as creative. I’m far from clingy and prefer to keep my own space even if I know you well. I can be a bit stubborn, and opinionated at times however. I’m a huge planner and hate when things go off schedule or when things are chosen abruptly. Think that’s all I got! Thank you!

Here it is!! Sorry for the wait!

Romantic LotR and The Hobbit Matchup! 

I’d match you with ARAGORN! I got this request and as I was reading through it my brain just kept going “aragornaragornaragorn”, to be honest! I think y’all’d have the cutest relationship. He would absolutely admire you so much. If you were really zoned out, focusing on a new project, he would 100% take that time to stare very unabashedly at you and contemplate how lucky he is to have you. No, seriously, I feel like his love language is words of affirmation and acts of service, so I could picture him coming up to you at random and wrapping his arms around you from behind and murmuring in your ear all the amazing things he loves about you. He also brings you little gifts from places he’s been, or really anything that reminds him of you. As for your interest in music in other languages, he certainly takes this opportunity to sing to you in Sindarin and Quenya whenever possible. He definitely loves to try and push you a bit out of your comfort zone, if you’re feeling up to it. Fights between you too are not very frequent and usually resolve quickly if you can talk it out; however, you get into very small petty arguments that aren’t over anything serious at least three times a week. But, Aragorn is always sure to mend any hurt feelings with plenty of kisses and spoiling!  Also nicknamesssss! Aragorn calls you Melleth Nîn enough that you’d almost believe he’s forgotten your real name! All in all, he’s so proud to have you as his girlfriend and he loves you to the end of Middle Earth and back!

＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

I would match you with BARD! Ok, I think this would be such a cute pairing! Bard would literally dote on you so much. You’re his anchor and you keep him focused and responsible on his duties as the King of Dale and as a father to his kids. Since you are comfortable with leadership, he appreciates when you can help him out in a meeting or something like that. He really relies on your guidance in his life. His love languages would be words of affirmation and quality time. He always praises your artwork and hangs it around the house (he also definitely brags about it too “oh you like that? Yeah! My partner made that! Isn’t she to talented?”) Every chance that he can get to escape from his duties and spend time with you he gets, he takes. He makes it into a whole family outing, it’s so cute. Romantic boat rides >>> Literally the kids helped him set up a cute little boat picnic and you sailed out a bit and saw the stars. Fights are few and far between, as you can end up talking out your problems pretty easily. If you need space, he’s happy to give it to you, but at the end of the day, all he really wants is to cuddle you and kiss you and tell you how much you mean to him and how much he loves you. He really really does love you and he’s beyond grateful to the Valar for leading you to him!

Note from me: Hiii!! Sorry for the wait, I’ve been a bit busy with travel! I really hope you liked it, and yeah! Have an amazing day :)

[parakayjeyna]

I'm really not good at telling people how I truly feel. Kaya madalas I let them read my thoughts na lang, pero if it ends up na mali, ako lang nagiging disappointed sa sarili ko because iisipin ko na sana na lang pala sinabi ko.

To be honest, sa mga past relationships ko, madalas ako ganto. Kaya I always view myself as the toxic one kasi gusto ko dapat alam nila kung ano mga gusto ko kahit di ko sinasabi. Well, it turns out hindi pala dapat ganon. And once again, ikaw nagturo sakin ng ganong mindset.

First time ko na kaya kong macommunicate yung nararamdaman ko, yung thoughts ko at issues ko sa isang tao. That's how badly I want this relationship to work. Di ako perfect, minsan di pa rin ako marunong ako magcommunicate and evident yon sa mga nagiging misunderstandings and fights natin. For that, I'm sorry. I truly am. I will and forever will try just to make things work. Kaya rin ako huminga, if yung girlfriend mo ay past Aleth, baka di mo magustuhan and you'll not love me anymore. Ayoko mangyari yon.

Tuwing nakikita ko litratong 'to, it reminds me of how I see myself. Nakikita ko na mas masaya and mayrong better version ako pag ikaw ang katabi at kasama ko. Kaya't gagawin ko ang lahat para lang di ka mawala, even if it means communicating my feelings properly.

I love you! Please don't go away.

[spideyspeaches]

My American roommate ↬ p.p

A/N: Since y’all liked this one so much <3<3

Pairing: Peter Parker x Desi!Fem!Reader

Okay so you’re both roommates. 

OMG THEY WERE ROOMMATES

You and your parents are busy walking with your shifting boxes.

May and Tony are present with Peter (because Tony’s not dead obv)

Your mother is being a typical Indian mother.

“Did you pack your pads?” 

“Yes ma!”

“Your virginity is safe na? I don’t trust these Americans, all they do is have sex. You concentrate on your studies okay?” 

You sputter, “YES MA, IT’S SAFELY LOCKED IN A BOX OKAY?”

Peter of course heard this. Super hearing dude

and cause you’re standing right outside the dorm

“Y/M/N people are staring!” Thank god for dads amirite?

May is crying cause her baby is so grown up.

“I’ll miss you baba (dad).” You hug your dad while your mom is rolling her eyes.

Her eyes are BULGING when she sees that your roommate has a dick.

“DEAR GOD AMERICA!”

And Peter is cute and stuttery cause he’s in LOVE with your complexion and hair and May’s just admiring your short kurta/ hijab/ veil/ whatever piece of clothing you want to wear.

I don’t think I’d wear a veil though.

“OMg honey the patterns are so pretty!”

“Thank you Ms. May!”

There’s tears on your side too.

Your mom is full on waterworks.

“Make sure you eat your breakfast okay? And don’t forget your medicine!”

But that’s culturally common. We all love our moms T~T

During college:

You had only seen American colleges in movies before.

But they were super fun!

And surprisingly enough

having a male roommate was not as bad as you thought it would be.

Peter was shy and supporting and

HELLA CUTE

And when that one time you had a glimpse of his abs

Jesus Ganesh fuck the virginity locked in a box. 👀👀

Virginity aside *cough* 

WATCHING BOLLYWOOD MOVIES WITH HIM

YOU HAVE TO TRANSLATE EVERYTHING 

Cause lets be real, subtitles can only be accurate to an extent.

“She looks like Princess Jasmine but with a pink dress!!” 

He’s talking about Deepika.

Baby trying to learn hindi songs cause you get all giddy when you hear him speak hindi/ your mother tongue.

It makes you wEAk.

You both dress up as Indian prince and princess during Halloween party at your college.

Ohh boy he looks hot in a Kurti 

He also tries to ask you out Bollywood style.

He fails but you find it cute and say yes anyway who will say no to those eyes?

FRAT PARTIES

Study sessions spent making out.

It’s not what you thought it’d be. It’s very slippery.

Him defending you when mean people call you UN or some racist shit like that.

“HEY YOU SEE HER? SHE’ BEAUTIFUL AND SHE’S MY GIRLFRIEND AND I LOVE HER AND WE’LL MAKE BEAUTIFUL BABIES.”

“wait what?”

AHEM

Celebrating Indian festivals.

Cooking Indian food, PROPER INDIAN FOOD (No heat to Arabic and Pakistani owners tho :))

Him having to drink milk every two minutes cause it’s too spicy.

“Pff, I only put one chilli. Do you find this spicy? Wait till I make Biryani”

Spoiler alert: He’s on fire.

Singing old romantics like Kishor Kumar,

“Mere saamne wali khidki mein, ek chand ka tukda raheta hai.” You sing while kissing his nose under the moonlight. 

(Translation:  In the window across from me, A piece of the moon lives 🤔🤔 It sounds better in hindi bleh)

He was in awe even if he didn’t understand what you just said.

You cursing in hindi when you’re on your period

“ABE BHENCOD SARAK MERE RASTE SE!”

“What- what did I do?” he whimpered.

“I’m sorry Pete, just this MA KI KASAM NICHOD KE RAKH DUNGI WTF”

Just for the context, you’re playing Mario Kart. 

You on your period + Mario Kart is not a good combo.

Anyways,  before this gets too long lol, It’s really fun sneaking an American boyfriend past your parents.

It’s so fun EEEEEK BYE

A/N: HEHE <3<3