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[thesecoldfeet]

TW: CHEATING

tbh wala akong balak gumawa ng year-end post katulad ng iba until i realized na ang dami ko palang na achieve & nagawa this year na hindi ko pa nagawa before. sobrang focused ako sa heartbreak and trauma na nakuha ko after my ex cheated on me without even noticing na ang layo na pala ng progress ko from the day i got cheated on till now.

it was all fun & heartwarming feels until my ex messaged me sa IG (dun nalang kami mutuals bec she unfriended me sa lahat dahil daw palagi siya nareremind ng kalokohan niya every time nakikita nya shared posts ko).

hans sent my own post in my dm and asked if sino daw ang nag cheat lol. i told her alam kong makakalimutin siya pero hindi ako aware na may bago na palang narrative at tila di siya aware na siya ang nag cheat sakin.

medyo uminit yung conversation dahil sobrang mema nya kausap saying things like "kwento mo yan eh di sige" at "tama ka na".

apparently, her narrative was she did not cheat kasi wala na kami nung naging sila ng girlfriend niya.

back story : the girl flirted with her and wants to be her mistress knowing full well that she's not single. according to her, nilabanan niya and nag struggle siya and then one day, nagising nalang siya isang umaga nakikipagbreak na siya sakin kasi narealize nya na gusto pa din niya yung babae. hindi lang gusto, pero lumalalim na.

fast forward, naging sila na nga eventually. and it was so funny kasi according to her, nag stop naman yung girl sa pag flirt and wala ng kami nung naging sila.

sobrang gets ko yung part na sinasabi niya sakin na wala na kami nung naging sila but wala din naman akong pake tbh. ang hindi ko lang maintindihan was yung part na dahil lang hindi na kami nung naging sila, nainvalidate na yung story kung paano kami natapos.

i never thought na magiging ganito siya ka shallow just to protect and clean yung bakod niya. what she did to me was emotional cheating bec we're still in a relationship nung nagkaroon/nakadevelop siya ng feelings sa ibang tao. hindi lahat ng cheating ay physical. to some and i agree din nga na emotional cheating is worse.

totoo pala na may kanya-kanyang narratives ang cheaters just to protect themselves. nakakagalit. kaya kong tiiisin lahat ng disrespect sakin but i'm sorry but i can never tolerate someone who tries to change the true story dahil sobrang hirap ma cheat on. sobrang hirap makabangon from the trauma na binigay ng cheater nating ex partners. i never felt so empowered to fight from my truth dahil sobrang impyerno yung naranasan ko simula ng araw na nalaman kong may iba ng gusto yung ex ko while we're still engaged.

you mess with the wrong girl.

[thatone760guy]

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