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When your medic leaves to go pocket another man or something
#god I’m sorry the quality is so SHOT I could not figure how to fix it- you must take him as is 😔#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 heavy#high effort shitpost once again#I had this idea for forever but was too scared to open up Vegas after so long#it only took me a few hours it turns out#most of it spent trying to trouble shoot things ugh#I am not meant for the editing world 😔#they don’t love you like I love you#wait 🖐️#they don’t love you like I I love youuuuuu#heavymedic#kinda- implied
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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honestly foolish's character walking the slightly meta line of "oo this'll be fun content" makes him feel like that marvel immortal character who is only immortal as long as he doesn't get bored (and was played by jeff goldblum in the movies). like idk why but the more i see of foolish's rp the more solidified the comparison gets in my mind.
like it's kinda cool for a headcanon ngl and also it means i'm not really surprised pikachu-ing when, say, he flips a coin to decide whether to rat out his son-in-law, or climbs into an incubator of corruption crystals, or doesn't ENTIRELY kick owen out of the kingdom. it's not that he doesn't CARE, but..... well, wouldn't it be interesting? don't you want to know what would happen?
#the realm smp#tr!foolish#q!foolish#foolish gamers#at this point it's kinda my baseline interpretation for !foolish#not that his immortality depends on it necessarily but that. his MO is to See What Happens#his ass needs new stimuli#idk i could be off base but ngl the interpretation has held up weirdly well so far#like him being eternal nemesis with bbh definitely plays into it for me bc. well. he's definitely not bored with bad around.#o woe befall me why can't tumblr tags work like ao3........ there's 80 billion ways to tag this guy........#this is why i don't do character analysis idk wtf to tag it lmfaooo#and also i'm dumb stupid but that's secondary#please don't bully me for my bad takes i am just a silly guy :3#block game brainrot#shut up vic#to elaborate: i think he does genuinely care about ros and her well being#i'm thinking he's def weighing that into his 'this could be interesting' bc he DID kick owen out#but i'm also thinking in his calculations he didn't see enough immediate danger to stop him from inviting pili2 to yellow team#i definitely think he CARES but he's doing math in his brain and plugging the variables into formulas that mortals don't use#so when they look at him they try to reverse the calculation using the wrong formula and come up with 'He Does Not Care' but yes he does#he's just doing the math a little differently#FUCK DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE IT'S 1:30 AM HERE I'M SO SORRY#i've been rolling this around in my brain since the last server okkkkkkkk if we're talking abt !foolish then i'm just gonna say it#(by mortals i'm referring to the characters on the server btw not. tumblr think posts lmao)#(that would be unhinged)#IDK UGH TOO MANY TAGS HEAD EMPTY I SLEEP#long tags
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Banter
Notes I Pure fluff maybe + chung myung content ?!?! woah.. keep in mind that this is not edited and checked :3
Chung Myung will never let you live this down. No way. Especially when he, quite literally, had you pinned down. "Give up yet?" He asks, his tone teasing as he looks down at you with that shit-eating grin he knows you have a hate-love relationship with. God, you want to wipe that grin off his face so bad. "Love," You start, your tone seemingly pleading as you look up at him. The one and only Mount Hua's Divine Dragon, Chung Myung, swore he could explode at any given moment. And while that normally is a threat to the other disciples, it means something else now. Slowly but surely, you lean closer to him. You then pout, "Please.." A kiss, then you turn the tables on him. For a split second, he was caught off-guard with that kiss; you didn't waste any time switching your positions. How cute he looks when he's under you. "I'll kiss you, okay? So please, keep your voice down."
Notes II Chung Myung deserves all of the kisses and hugs in the world.
#we're back ??#who knows#take this as an apology for my.. very long break :D#sigh#I'm sorry for the long wait :(#I was just going through some chung myung fics and realized that there isn't much..#“fine I'll do it myself” moment#uhm anyways#all hail chung myung!!!#my beloved cm..#might be ooc actually#genuinely don't know I haven't caught up on the novel yet#yaoki writes :]#return of the blossoming blade#return of the mount hua sect#rotmhs#rotbb#chung myung#cheong myeong#he's so ugh#my silly guy#chung myung x reader#cheong myeong x reader#am I missing something else#fluff#just teasing then a whole kissing session#borderline making out lowkey#ok gn#rei will probably take care of this blog from now#seij will go honkshoomimimi
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POKEY!!!! 🎶🎭

Wiggly💚👑 Tinky⏳️🕰 Nibbly🍭🐽
Blinky👁🔮
ONE MORE LIB LEFT (or is it 🕷🕸)
#the lords in black#i personally hate this drawing#fanart#art#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield fanart#starkid#pokey#pokey starkid#pokotho#yay#what else am i supposed to do#i have very low motivation im sorry this is taking so long#school is almost starting again#UGH#stupendussy#how does one draw a beard#starkid fanart
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𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 ꨄ Elias
˜”* ❝𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚 𝙞𝙛 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙞𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙮𝙤𝙪.❞
⎯⎯ ୨ ୧ ⎯⎯
ꜱʏɴᴏᴘꜱɪꜱ: ꜰɪɢᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴡᴏ ᴀʀᴇ.
⎯୨⎯ " " ⎯୧⎯
“Don’t get too stressed, baby. You won’t get it on your first try and that’s okay.” Your– Elias tried to calm you down. You were riled up because of a new game Elias wanted to show you.
It was a familiar scene, you were sitting on Elias’ lap with a determined look at the screen while he had his arms around you. You two always did this whether it was the controller in your hands or his while you’d watch.
Even though nothing was new this time (besides the game), you felt different. Normally, you thought nothing of this. You were so used to being close with him but this time it felt weird. It felt strange to be so close when there wasn’t a label.
“Hey, why’d you stop moving?” Elias’s voice brought you back from your thoughts. With a sigh, you gently placed the controller on the desk and peeled his arms from your waist, needing a moment to sort through the sudden mix of emotions swirling inside you.
“Can we talk?” Your voice carried a nervous undertone as you shifted slightly, creating a bit of distance between you and Elias. The intimacy that once felt comforting now seemed to complicate things. You had to address it, even if it meant risking the ease of your current dynamic.
Elias looked at you, concern flickering in his eyes as he nodded. "Yeah, what’s up?"
You glanced down briefly, gathering your thoughts. The weight of your uncertainty pressed on your chest, making it hard to breathe for a moment. Slowly, you met his gaze again, determined yet vulnerable. Taking a deep breath, you tried to find the right words.
“What are we, Elias?”
A question you knew both of you were avoiding. It was so evident that he didn’t want to talk about it and you knew why. He was hurt in the past but you needed to know where your ‘relationship’ was headed.
You paused, gathering your thoughts before continuing. "I love spending time with you, you know that. But lately, I've been... confused. So confused. I don't know where we stand, Elias. We act like a couple but we don’t say that we are."
He sighed through the thick atmosphere, “I knew it was a matter of time before we would have this conversation. I want to be with you, baby, I really do. I think the idea of committing to another relationship– like officially just scared me.”
Your body loosened and you leaned back into him, “Oh thank God.”
His arms found their way back around you, a mixture of comfort and reassurance. The atmosphere cleared itself as he kissed your head.
“We’re together, baby, okay? I’m your starboy and you’re my barista.”
“Damn right.”
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was up rewriting this cuz i kept hating the finished product but we're good now 😭 ughgghugguhguhghgughghughuughg they're so cute
rip elias you would've loved boyfriend by ariana grande ♡
#zsakuva#asmr#sakuverse#zsakuvaxreader#elias#ily tho#gosh#IS THE FIC HARD#mwah#its short n yet it took me so long UGH IM SORRY#whos ready for the next one#elias take ya pants off im not jokin
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How do you think lee saiki would laugh?? 🤔
He would nearly explode his lungs trying NOT to laugh bc he does not want to give his ler the satisfaction but, alas, he’s still human. I think he has a quiet wheezy laugh cuz he’s not used to speaking aloud, full of grunts and hiccups as he tries to hold it in. Saiki JUMPS like he did after he lost his powers because he does not expect himself to be so vulnerable. He doesn’t protest verbally, but in his mind it’s a mess of panicked curses and “why is it so bad” and denial that he’s actually having fun. A little encouragement and his laugh gets brighter and more childlike and he blushes the same way he does when tasting coffee jelly. It’s the kind of laughter no one expects to hear from him and they‘re way too excited about it, to his embarrassment 🩷

#listen it’s SO CUTE and his friends and family love hearing him laugh#he puts up with it cuz he. cares about them or something. ugh.#lee!saiki#ticklish!saiki#saiki k tickle#tdlosk tickle#saiki kusuo no ψ nan#the disastrous life of saiki k.#heart explosion beam!!!! 💖💕💘💞💝💓💗🩷#ask#py plates shortcakes#sorry for taking so long helajsoaja
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I don't wanna go to work. I just want to write vampire smut, cook good food, and bake bread.
#i seem to only be able to write when I know i don't have the time to write#what the fuck is that about#neech's speeches#i did voice lines with my fiancé last night for his latest yt vid#maybe i should explore cooking on yt#good news is i finally started the actual sex scene this morning#just word vomitted 300+ words worth of smutty tension#jdkanskdk#sorry this is taking me so long#my mind has been a battlefield for the last month#also my work contract is up as of thursday so i have to find another site#i have enough saved to chill for a bit#i probably will#but still#that's stress#plus personal life bs happening ugh#I'm ok just really busy sorry
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Hiii it's me again, Ik it's probably annoying that I keep sending stuff in ur ask post so you can ignore this if you'd like ^^!
This is just some of the story ideas for Paloma and their relationships with the family after the whole boarding school incident :p
Paloma was supposed to be blamed for an altercation which lead a student to be hospitalized.(they didn't do it but they had no proof that they didn't do it if that makes sense.)


GUH MY HEART. I love this sm actually. Angstttt.
Ashton after learning how stuff went down would be absolutely furious. They’d put a hit on anyone who looked at Paloma the wrong way, and knowing the humans would actively harm their sibling would throw them into a rage—the life ruining kind.
Ashton would be smart about it though. They’d make the suffering of the perpetrators long and drawn out and deep cutting. Stuff like getting items repossessed, ruining relationships and reputations, getting fired from jobs; with the mob’s help of course. THE WAY ASHTON WOULD GO TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH FOR PALOMA.
#sorry for taking so long to respond!#literally going through the work burnout ever#ugh#also just busy life stuff in general#BUT IM GETTING BACK TO IT#RAHHHH#ashchoo#welcome home oc#welcome home mob au#ashton#oc#askchoo
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Dog got put down today and the saddest I've been all day is because of pokemon angst. What the hell is wrong with me. Why can't I care.
#sigghhhhh#maybe it's because like. idk. i've accepted death or something and I know that it's gonna happen so I can't feel anything when it happens#but like#ugh#i can't stop thinking that maybe I'm just a horrible person who never even cared about her.#and i never even cared about everyone else who's died in my life#and I'm never gonna care#i'm not gonna care when my grandparents die. when my parents die. i'm not gonna care if my friends or any of the younger people die suddenl#because for some reason i only have a caring bone in my body for people who aren't even fucking real#because I'm selfish or something. and i only like people for what they can give me. idk. that doesn't feel right to me but like#WHY CAN'T I FEEL FOR THEM THEN??????#my great grandmother died. the woman who I spent most of my younger years with. and I felt absolutely fucking NOTHING#maybe that's because she'd been dead for a long time before that#i'm sorry but why were we taking care of a fucking husk. it'd be fine if she remembered but she. she couldn't even talk man.#maybe that's just me being insensitive#because I just don't understand why anyone would want to live like that. in pain#not even able to remember the people you loved. everything that you loved#i'd rather be dead#it just doesn't make sense to me#idk. maybe one of these days I'll actually feel#idk how to tag this#oh wait i posted this but forgot a tag#vent#ig
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Me: oh haha I wonder how long this fic is getting, it’s longer than the others but surely it’s not that—

#AND THIS WAS WITH AN ENTIRE SCENE DELETED#NO HECKIN WONDER ITS TAKING SO LONG#ugh. well.#hope you all enjoy this monster#it’ll probably be like 7k by the time I’m actually finished#SORRY#rambles from the floor
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See. It's like I know that if something makes you happy then it isn't a stupid purchase because it makes you happy. But man just hearing an outside source say it is different. Brain and the power of validation or something.
Anyway, apperently the little Dr.C Fingz can't be shipped in an envelope because the post office won't allow something that isn't completely flat. This information and me asking my co-worker what his rule of thumb for buying something stupid is which lead to the "if it makes you happy then it isn't stupid"
#me calculating how long it takes me to make eight dollars is also also unrelated. so then i can(t) go “is Dr.C Fingz worth [x] amount of-#-my time.“#but at the same time it's eight dollars surely i can spare eight dollars.#but also if i keep saying that then it will add up a lot.#but also also ive been considering this for several days anyway.#but also also also UUGGGHHH. I dont know. He's sorta Easter colors. self-Easter gift i dont know.#I like when i remember my blog is for blogging and do stupid. yknow. BLOGGING.#five minute later update posts and whatever. blogging is fun okay i like sharing my silly thoughts that i have every now and then.#i just bought those sticker books and. ugh. i dont know. i dont KNOWWWW. im probably overthinking it. rrrgghhhhhhh.#sorry the stupid three noises he makes in the ten second cutscene in Jollywood was just.#IM SCARED TO TALK ABOUT HIM I DONT. DONT MAKE ACCUSATIONS LOWER YOUR WEAPONS FOR FUCK SAKE.#i see that- I SEE THAT PITCHFORK. Lower it. put it down. ah! down. fuck.#You saw the Pixar Cars selfshipping sign. you thought I'd talk about anything possibly normal on here?!?! guess again.#sorry. like i said earlier i. am feeling good . so so much better. dont feel like. pulling away from everyonr and everything and rotting.#like. i could buy him or i could buy. like. an entire pizza. but would long term a pizza make me as happ
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EXO | STAYC | RED VELVET | TXT
@userdramas 2023 Secret Santa 🎁 ↳ for @jaeewook: Favorite K-Pop Groups! @asiandramanet December Creator Bingo - Typography ☆ ★
#userheidy#userdramas#asiandramanet#exo#txt#red velvet#stayc#kpop#vi.edits#userkimchi#flashing gif#HAPPY HOLIDAYS HEIDY 💖🌹 i'm sorry this is so late !!!#its not very fancy but i hope you like it??? (or not completely hate it skksks i'll take the win)#I had SO SO SO much fun making this!!!!#this was more a gift for me lol because i had been wanting to get into k-pop for so long but i didn't know where to start#but then at one point i just sat in front of the TV and saw TXT's dance performance playlist for an hour... so yeah :))#finding a frames where the camera/angles were not constantly moving was the biggest challenge LMAO#also i learned this layer mask animation which was fun and took me 5 hours to get right lol#i was originally planning on watching 'it's ok to not be ok' but work got in the way UGH#then i thought of making a fave dramas list from MDL but i didn't wanna accidently gif a character you didn't like skskkskssk#(also yay new dramas for my watchlist <3)#i hope you have a great year!!!! <3<3<3<3<3
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SREEDIE SREEDIE HI HI I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY EXCEPT THAT IM STILL ALIVE AND WILL PROBABLH START BINGING ALL TBE ITF CHAPS I LET LAPSE NEXT MONTH SO YOI WILL GET SPAMMED IN AUGUST MY LOVE
I made you this gif do you like it??????
COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS UNTIL AUGUSTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!
#Thanks for checking in#Now I can rest easy knowing leekie is alive and wrll#It wouldn’t be liab without leekie potato soup#I have so many untouched lightbulbs I feel like a lightbulb king#August will be here soon I’m excitttteeeedddddddd#I miss your super long asks full of capital words and inside jokes and BIG GASPS!!#Awww idk how much of ITF you’re even behind on#I’m supposed to make playlist a chapter by chapter summary#So maybe I will have that done by the time you’re ready to read#If you need it lol#Idk how much you recall?#I have to take notes so I can stay organized because I cringe reading my own stuff#(So idk howwwwwe I’m going to make this chapter by chapter summary thing ugh haha)#Alright leekie I always go off in the tags sorry#LEEEEKIIIIEEEEEE I MISSS YOUUUUU#liab#ask#potato-leekie-soup#Leekie ask
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I feel like adhd is a bit like an very beautiful wool garment - intricate and finely made. But it has moth holes. Some are visible and some are hidden, only to present themselves when that part of the fabric is strained.
#idk man. stupid metaphor maybe. i'm tired.#just. it's happened so often today that - knowing there would be a dnger of forgetting - i really really made an effort#to think of the things i needed to do#and i repeated the mantra of ''don't forget xyz'' multiple times#until i didn't anymore and never thought of it again with even one synapse#until it was too late#so i kind of ruined another sweater by leaving it too bundled and wet to properly dry and now it's stinky#and left the cat locked in the bathroom for an hour (she's fine) and now the door is even more busted and chewed on#which will need to be fixed (no idea how) at some point#like. i *know* i have to make an effort. and i *make* the effort. and yet. for fucking nothing.#medicated even! 😔#i just can't trust this brain and it's starting to take a toll that is grievable#or maybe i'm just emotionally a bit unstable - which - also thanks brain.#i could whack it with a rolling pin. why. why do you not make any happy juices for the things i *did* do today? for future me even.#but nooooo. computer can only display stuff that is not done and things that i can't do and things that went wrong ugh#guys. it might be bedtime.#😂#and tomorrow my emotional support borzoi-human will be back so i giess that'll help#sorry for this long rant it needed to go somewhere somehow#perso
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Heya! Saw your cry for a distraction and honestly such a mood.
I've got a question!
What's your least favorite thing to draw/do when you make art?
I'm on my own art journey right now and kind of dread the transition from lineart to coloring.
Trying to study anatomy right now and ignore rendering but I'm curious what other artists feel is challenging or just like 'ugh, ok time for [x]'
OHHH in terms of what's challenging, for me it's definitely coloring, rendering, backgrounds, and composition HAHA (<- chronic flat colors user who only draws character art on a floating white background)
i love focusing on gesture and lines when i draw ^_^ i rely mostly on intuition for the other stuff but it really only takes u so far T_T i'll spend hours trying to fix something by trial and error when i probably couldve saved that time by putting in more conscious studying/practice lol
#the thing that keeps me from getting too down about it tho is that it just takes some dedicated time and practice!!!#one of my goals this year is to take a class on one of those things!! or read a book on it or smth lol#for me i like learning the theory behind those things. makes things click and saves me a lot of time and frustration down the road lol#just the other day i was working on smth and the colors took me FOREVERRRR to figure out T_T#it's like. i kinda knew why the colors didnt work together but i didn't know how to pick the right ones to fix it.#it's nice to have tools to fall back on when you get stuck/intuition fails you#BUT!! everyone is different#the important thing is to not get too hung up on the things you are weak in ^_^ it's only temporary as long as ur patient and practice!!#i think its hilarious how u put it tho 'ugh ok time for' BC IT RLY DO FEEL LIKE THAT SOMETIMES DKJFHASF#me when i finish my sketch/lines. ugh now time for everything else BAHAHA#ALSO SORRY I REPLIED SO LATE this has been sitting in drafts for a while and i forgot to finish writing my response omfg
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