#sorry this has bugged me for a while
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“You shouldn’t self-ID as ADHD/autistic, you’re turning a very real mental condition into a trend” Ok then stop saying delulu. Stop speculating on which cluster C personality disorder the criminals you hear about on the news have. Stop saying “schizoposting” and “acoustic” and “is it restarted?” Stop using “psycopath” and “sociopath” as catch-all ways of calling someone a bad person. Stop saying “the intrusive thoughts won” when you bleach your hair and then turn your nose up at people who suffer from very real, very scary urges of physical/sexual violence. Stop saying “I’m so OCD” as a way of calling yourself neat. Stop treating BPD/ASPD/Bipolar as inherently abusive. Stop saying “OP I am living in your walls” without tagging for unreality. Stop diagnosing complete strangers you’ve never met on r/AITA with NPD.
You first. If you don’t want our disabilities to be treated like trends then stop belittling and minimising them. I’ll NEVER judge a person for trying find labels for their symptoms when an apathetic, racist, sexist, ableist healthcare system refuses to. But I will absolutely judge a hypocrite. Which a lot of you are
#the venn diagrom of anti-self ID people and people who go around yelling about ‘spotting narcissists’ on reddit is a circle#sorry this has bugged me for a while#ableism
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Today on drawing crossover False art despite not having seen a second of the crossover (I just think she's neat)
#art#mcyt#hermitcraft#hermitcraft s9#empires smp#empires s2#hermitcraft x empires#falsesymmetry#based off of what im pretty sure is a revue starlight screencap#this pose was a lot more coherent before i added the mirror filter at the side lmao#this was entirely drawn off of memory so high likelihood i messed up the designs. looking at this now im p sure e!false has suspenders#there was a poll request i couldve posted this for but false has rb'd my art before so i want to hide my propaganda from her#which means this gets its own post and more drawings for me Yay! (its alright im excited to get to that one)#also alt text is back on the menu for my art posts sorry lads#big bug flew in front of me while i was drawing this one. indoors
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I THOUGHT that it was my stupid southern accent fucking up my pronouceation again and that normal people prounced it Bat-son like some Southern Californian generic fucks BUT NO Batsin is the correct pronunciation. So instead of joking about him being Batman’s son instead people should be joking about a guy named sin protecting the seven deadly sins!!
#IM SORRY THIS HAS BEEN BUGGING ME FOR A WHILE#I THOUGHT I WAS BEING STUPID AGAIN BUT NO I WAS RIGHT Y’ALL ARE WRONG THIS TIME#sorry I have insecurities about my accent sometimes if you can’t tell#leo says shit#billy batson#or batsin or batsen but not son that bitch is no one’s son cc’ is dead and no one’s taking his place#(except maybe victor vasquez)#idk why I made fun of Southern Californians I was also from sal cal before I ca#me here and was infected with The South#south USA if that wasn’t clear#sorry.
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i desperately wish gw2 had more food-centric lore. i think about asura food more than is probably particularly reasonable. they're sort of implied to like molecular gastronomy in the lvl500 chef quests which is fitting and makes sense, but surely not every asura is eating bespoke Pea Spheres day in and day out right? i think my favorite angle on them is a sort of 50s-80s american-esque food style where there's a huge emphasis on things being Convenient and Scientific, so you'd get a lot of absolute slop tv dinners and canned items that have labels boasting how they were nutritionally fortified and contained your day's complete vitamin intakes and so on. a lot of jellied things. i do also fully believe they would have + eat soylent.
#my stuff#gw2 asura#asura#plex getting through his day on 2 cups of coffee 1 cup of liquid IV and a Breakfast Bar#goes home and has a kid cuisine.#idk how to explain but asura and like 50s-80s design and culture notions just go hand in hand to me#i want to see them working in little wood paneled cubicles ok#just brazenly smoking at work while typing on an unnecessarily clunky interface#inquest superior calls you into her office. every wall is a mirror. its triangle shaped for no reason. she is wearing shoulder pads.#i just want that 'lower levels of portal 2' energy maybe#(i think this thought started when i was replaying a bug in the system and noticed their offices have SO many potted palm trees)#(i was looking at those plus the neon lights and going like Hmmmm...Miami while being chased by 9458309 plague beetles)#these tags are really rambling on sorry LOLLL
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I wish those fucking wasp hate subreddits get shutdown. It is nothing but a cult of dickheads that do nothing but spread lies and glorify the torture and killing of wasps.
Seriously, fuck those subreddits, fuck the people who run them, and fuck the people who are members of them.
I hope that r/FuckWasps and r/WaspHate fucking die. They are nothing but a disgrace to the whole entomology community.
#entomology#bugblr#hymenoptera#sherry rants#im sorry i just had to get that off my chest#it has been bugging me for a while#save the native pollinators
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okay im gonna say something annoying
paul matthews wasn't cloned at least 23 times
he was cloned at least 22 times
if you were to clone paul, the first clone made would be 'paul 2', not 'paul 1'
the second would be 'paul 3', the third 'paul 4' and so on
so 'paul 23' is the 22nd clone
#sorry this has been bugging me for a while now#starkid#hatchetfield#paul matthews#paul 23#nightmare time#thoughts of a bug
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i really want to make isat friends…
#in this moment…#but i’m too scared ;-;#you guys all seem rly fun n cool n sweet#i love seeing tags on my art n everyone is so so nice!!! i’d love to reach out n make friends so bad#but i’m. terrified.#my usual method of making friends is starting a private discord server#n it usually goes amazing - it’s how i met my current family and how i’ve made so many friends!!!#but i’m petrified right now. something in me broke a while back and i don’t know if it’ll fix…#i hope that… i can make one soon. maybe after i get back on my meds i’ll be okay.#but!! like. in the meantime#if anyone. wants to try ? i may be slow and scared and overly guarded bug i want to make friends#and i’ll Try if anyone feels up to reaching out? ;-; i’d appreciate it tbh!!! but no one has to!!!#i wrote myself a lil script tfgvu for a comic maybe. itll be so annoying but it’ll be a very person piece n i think it’d b good for me to#make ngl… a good look into my Twisted Mind (/s/s/s thats a joke!!!!!)#SORRY THIS IS REALLY REALLY VENTY JGUGGUG#i have difficulties my whole life with feeling like a perpetual outsider <3 i need to work on that somehow
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god okay. sorry for yet another text post. but i'm just still thinking about the argument that veilguard is bad because the only option re: morality of your player character that it gives is kindness.
Now, to preface. I understand where this criticism comes from. Veilguard IS a departure from the general scheme of the previous games, in several aspects. And i understand how people would be upset at not having quite the same kind of options/ways to influence the world. It took me some getting used to, also.
What i do disagree with, however, is using that to claim that the game is bad, irredeemable, and also meaningless n soft or whatever.
Because it's really not. It's just different, with a different narrative focus. I've played the previous games several times, and as i said before, origins is in first place for me. Veilguard is a very close second. And i'm not more right or wrong in this opinion than someone who thinks datv is the worst game in the series.
You can still make choices that will influence the world in wildly different ways, they're just not... ''genocide or no genocide'' kinds of choices. Which i can see how some people would not consider the difference significant enough to be interesting for them personally. Which is whatever, im not their dad, i dont really care.
However. I think it's kind of weird to say that ''the game made me resent being a nice person'' or that "kindness you dont have the choice not to offer isnt worth a lot"
Like, game criticism aside. That is just an objectively weird thing to say.
There are ways to phrase that particular dissatisfaction in a way that will not make most people side-eye you. This is not one of those ways.
The thing is, it was a deliberate choice in characterization. Since game development at AAA scale is. an incredibly complex beast, i suspect there were many different reasons for it, and not all of them purely narrative. It is also not 2009 anymore. We are not getting another Origins, like, probably ever.
But. Rook is established in the very second cutscene to care about other people. It makes sense narratively, too, with Varric being the one to recruit them. Their backstory also shows that they gravitate towards the 'moral' choices. It's not bad writing. It's deliberate.
That does not mean that everyone has to like it. And i don't think the people who are upset about the change in this gameplay aspect are stupid or wrong.
We are all different people with different preferences, and i really am sorry if the game ended up being a disappointment for you. I know how it feels, and it does suck.
But i also do think it might be worth to examine the way people choose to phrase this complaining. The claim that kindness is somehow diminished in value if you aren't offered the choice to be cruel alongside it. I just think that, like. misses the point of what kindness is?
I know what those people mean when they say it, i just...fundamentally disagree with the sentiment. And i think phrasing it in this way is incredibly weird. sorry 🤷♂️
There is a better way to talk about this particular complaint. I just never actually SEE that being done. and i do think a lot of it comes from not actually engaging with the source material people are trying to criticize. Like, the person i sort of quoted earlier explicitly said they have not finished the game. If you never give something a chance in the first place, if all the information you have is second-hand, then i do not find your criticism valuable in any way. There is no substance to it, no backing. You are not proving a point, you're just chasing your own tail at that point. There isnt even a bone to chew. You've only heard of the bone. you havent actually experienced it.
Another part is people being too twisted up in the emotion of disappointment to actually see that they're not making compelling arguments, necessarily, and that they're actually being a tar pit.
I know not everyone thinks as much about the push towards dismissing the value of kindness for kindness' sake as i do. But like. It really is very weird to see this insistence that game bad bcs it didnt have the option to do a murder to an innocent person, or something. While also dismissing the horrible things we Are shown as 'not in your face enough'.
And honestly, personally? I dont love origins or any of the other ones specifically for the ability to choose the evil options. It's never even been a choice for me, because you can very well play the games without having to make the bad choices. theres always a workaround. And that workaround doesnt even harm u in any significant way. there isnt an actual like. terrible complexity here. I enjoy the dwarf politics quest a lot but ultimately, knowing the outcome? its EASY to choose Bhelen. Unless you're playing a dwarf noble origin, i guess. Rip Harrowmont 🙏 you would have made a terrible king.
And again, my personal opinion is not more right or wrong than that of someone who adored the prev dragon age games exactly because they allow you to make some terrible terrible moral choices.
At the end of the day. why are people still so pissed about a game that came out almost 6 months ago that many of them havent even played in the first place? Relax. take a walk if you can. Maybe move a snail out of the road if you find one. There tends to be a lot of them after it rains. Think about the ones that didn't make it. Try to find compassion for lives so easily dismissed. Maybe that will make you think about whether or not kindness on its own really is so lacking in value.
#valtalks#da fandom critical#dragon age fandom critical#honestly this is just an excuse for me to spread the 'be kind to bugs and other tiny creatures' propaganda#anyway. this is the piss on the poor website so im sure it will be taken out of context eventually yet again#but like. at some point. stop being a tar pit n actually go do something you enjoy#my original post that got vagued i made. admittedly. while being a bit fired up from the sheer ridiculousness of a crit post i saw in the#Main Tags for the game#so maybe i wasnt making my point clearly enough#or maybe they just did not want to actually engage with my point#but like. do you Need to use the main tags for your nothingburger of a complaint?#like youre not even bringing anything valuable to the conversation#cite ur sources or go do something that makes u actually happy#THAT was my point#and kindness IS valuable on its own#and yeah sorry i do think you need to play the game at least once and actually engage with it if you want to pretend#that your complaining has any weight#thats just usually how media analysis works#u cant analyze something u havent engaged with#anyway. back to da2 replay#during which i shall thank all the gods that might listen that there is a 'skip combat' mod because GOOD. GOD.
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#Fifteen episode 2. Mmmmmmhhhhhh#The animation quality DOES get worse. This episode shows it lol#So many static frames stretching for so long... I feel so sorry for the animators.#I still stand by the fact that if studios can't provide enough budget or time to their animators seasons simply shouldn't be released.#But after all who am I to talk...#The scene of Dazai shooting at the soldier makes my blood freeze. Rimbaud throwing books in the fire is equally upsetting#Like I /know/ it's an anime about literature with constant metafiction references–#and that this too has a symbolic meaning and is *supposed* to be upsetting but that said.#Seeing whole books being thrown in the fire is such a disturbing sight that calls for such a visceral response in me 😭😭😭#The amv opening is nice! Makes me even more bitter about season 5 one lmao. Of the kind#“not only we had to get a amv opening (((while we deserved a wholly ss/kk focused opening)))‚ we even got a bad amv ending at that”#Mmmmhhhh I hateeeeeee how they handled the Sheep 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Seriously this is just another bug instance of#“me and the author have WHOLLY different views of what human nature is like”#I just... Don't think... Children joining together in an hostile environment would act like that. I'm so much more of a t/pn kind of guy.#Children who come together to survive would protect each other and especially would trust each other. Why is there such a big lack of trust#Why doesn't Shirase trust Chuuya? Why doesn't Chuuya trust Shirase (with handling more information)? It's just dumb#It's dumb. It sounds stupid from the very plot aspect that Chuuya would act so shady and suspicious with the Sheep instead of being open–#about what his course of action is. It's like he was trying to have them turn on him. It's stupid of Shirase to mistrust Chuuya–#when in eight years he never gave them any reason to doubt of him.#And I know right as I'm writing this that someone is going to read it and think “you're completely missing on the unbalance of power that–#creates these dynamics of lack of trust” but the thing is exactly that I don't see why that unbalance of power would ever come to be!#They're all just kids. They're aware of that. If Chuuya never had malicious intentions towards Shirase‚ I don't see why he would ever fear–#his betrayal. Likewise‚ I don't see why Shirase and the other Sheep members would ever be so manipulative and disrespectful towards–#Chuuya if he's been nothing but kind to them (and we have no reason to think otherwise)?#It all comes down to: I think people are inherently good and willing to help each other. The author thinks not lmao. It is what it is#But I wish you could see t/pn. Where kids are constantly trying to outwit each other in order to OUT-SACRIFICE THEMSELVES for the others lo#I love t/pn it's my life... I miss it#random rambles#And if anyone would like to argue that Dazai specifically set them off to betray each other... Yes I DO understand that's what the story–#is suggesting. I just don't think Dazai - for how good. and infallible he is - is enough to scrape long-term relationships of trust.
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Okay it’s such a pet peeve of mine when people post a fic or writing on tumblr and they don’t post them as a read more
Like pls I’m just trying to scroll through a tag and I have to scroll sooooooo long to scroll to get past fic posts
Even as a reader that annoys the fuck out of me
If it’s longer than a drabble then it should be a read more
Smh my head where is the tumblr etiquette
#this has been bugging me for a while#also self ship writers are the most guilty of this shit#it drives me CRAZY#pls#for the love of god#stop#sorry I’m just being a cranky old lady whose been on this site since 2012#lol#I’m posting this rant on this blog because I was scrolling through op related tags when I hit like three whole ass fics#like pls im begging you#don’t mind me just screaming into the void
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,,,man
#is it weird to feel like. second hand bitterness abt the fans of a game franchise i dont even watch/play#like ive seen so many comments abt silksong (not all of which were jokes) never coming out and it always felt so mean spirited to me??#like no shit it took a while its 1) an indie game 2) an indie game with very pretty animation 3) following up a Huge Indie Darling#not even getting into the fucking scare that was that bullshit unity tried to pull which undoubtedly shook production#LIKE. SORRY YALL BUT GOOD GAMES TAKE TIME TO MAKE ESP IF ANIMATION IS SUCH AN IMPORTANT FACTOR#ppl acting like silksong is the modern version of hl3 or whatever when 6 years is. honestly pretty good dev time these days???#like even mainstream games with big teams take just as long so a big indie game coming out in that time frame is wild imo#and if you want it faster its going to either be bc of 1) Crunch 2) a bigger team with less creative control or 3) much smaller scope#i wont pretend the devs shouldnt have maybe waited until later in development to announce it#but thats something everyone in the game industry does; kh3 comes to my mind as a more mainstream example#idk man it just bugs me that ppl love to be all 'we want worse media that takes longer to make' until its an indie hit#and now that it has a proper release window ppl are acting like they knew itd be fine all along#listen man im a fan of valve games and kindom hearts ok you wanna talk abt waiting for sequels then get on my fucking level
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Why is it so fucking HOT
#sorry i meant to post this like 20 mins ago but there was a bug in my room and i got major paranoid about finding it lmao#hm. probably shouldnt say major paranoid. minorly paranoid. i was a little bit weird for a while#now ive set up a fire and hopefully it flies into it and dies bc otherwise its gonna crawl on me in my sleep and ill die#minor paranoia you get it#anyway not the point of the post#the weather has started warming up and so my body heat is doubly warming up and everythings HOT#it was a v nice day today tho#but this is impacting my sleep T^T#i can no longer wear my hoodie and be swallowed by several blankets and still be cool#the fan is ON tonight#moss' madness
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a few days ago spanish newspaper el país published an article titled '25 songs that should be erased from rock or pop history' where they asked a bunch of music journalists to each pick a popular song that they dont like. and okay, this type of articles are obviously made to create controversy and i shouldnt fall for the provocation. BUT I DID. because yeah some of them were overplayed or overrated songs, i wouldnt mind not listening to lennon's imagine ever again, and everyone's entitled to their opinion. BUT. but. one of those so called journalists chose Bohemian Rhapsody.
HE PICKED BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY AS A SONG HE WOULD ERASE FROM ROCK'S HISTORY (translation under the picture)
"OK, Freddie Mercury was a great frontman and vocalist, that's beyond doubt; but musically, Queen's contributions to rock history have been more pernicious than positive. Bohemian Rhapsody, their most iconic song, is a pretentious, operatic rock hassle, and a demonstration that the path of excess does not always lead to the palace of wisdom. It is grotesque, camp and, at the same time, grandiloquent. Pure onanistic artifice without any content. But the worst is what came after: dozens of even heavier imitators (Muse, My Chemical Romance, etc.), tribute bands everywhere, musical theatre extravaganzas and legions of fans who, looking at you with a superior, quizzical look, identify Queen with the epitome of good music".
CONGRATULATIONS BUDDY EVERY WORD YOU JUST SAID IS WRONG
#pretentious? excessive? grotesque?#imgine having THIS MUCH BAD TASTE#also talking about pretentiousness while writing like THAT#'pure onanistic artifice'... honey im so sorry but no#also saying that queen is bad because it inspired mcr and muse... good for you for having incorrect opinions. lets move on#anyways#this has been bugging me for days and i had to share#music#queen#bohemian rhapsody#freddy mercury#my chemical romance#muse
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“Boo Wilds doesn’t look like a monster hunter game! Boo they don’t care anymore” gog forbid a series grows and evolves throughout its life
#sorry saw a post it annoyed me#‘they don’t care about the ecology’ bitch there’s been just a literal dragon since the first game#the post said Zinogre made more ecological scene than balahabra#and while I’m not one of those people who thinks zinogre has no ecological basis#come on dude snake that swims through sand and has a clam mouth is a lot more believable than-#thunder wolf with bug pets that make it uber powerful#also we don’t know shit about Balahabra you cannot make those claims in good faith#sorry again ranting lol#not like they’ll see this I blocked them for being a loser uwu#monster hunter#probably delete later idk#lander rambles#rant#mhwilds
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My biggest thorn in my side about my art is the fact that I’ve sadly seen my Fury Family Verse family tree on Pinterest a few times and seeing all of the comments of people thinking that it’s incest instead of actually looking how the tree is set up and taking time to look it over before commenting feels so...icky.
Like, and there’s not much I can do about that (which is why I made the new one in hopes that it’s more clear to see) but I hate that people keep confusing the light fury mates as the night lights SISTERS. I dunno. It really doesn’t makes sense to me as how people are jumping to that conclusion, but it really does bug me. /vent.
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#sorry im posting so many dots but HHHHHHHHH#122am i decided to assemble the eyes (not attach yet im too tired) and attach the cutie mark#im so fucking tired when did it get this late man fuck#also i had to do a shit job attaching the cutie mark bc i have a feeling its gonna look bad once i stuff this#like this fabric is so shit it might just rip if i overstuff#or worse it might just make a big hole or something showing#((Mark It Up plays ominously in the distance))#anyway ill attach the eyes and stuff the whole thing tomorrow. no fussing about stuff texture allowed.#tbh i could even just glue the eyes down but i know itll bug me if i dont. (i really considered it for the cutie mark)#but the risk of stray glue getting on the regular fabric was too much bc its already so thin#hhhh my hands are fuckin killing me and im covered in fabric crumbs and felt clippings and probably loose thread#rip but at least i can sleep now and i got as much mess cleaned up as i could#ill switch shirts before i get in bed just in case tho lmao dont want a princess and the pea situation its already hard enough to sleep#OH my point about the cutie mark - i had to sew it super loosely and sparsely because if i do the usual way i attach felt...#...it would destroy the fabric once it got stuffed (bc of all the extra stitches holding unstretchy felt to super stretchy fabric)#how did i get that badly sidetracked#((p bc i had to look up the track name lol))#((couldnt sing that far in my head n the hole fucking character has a controversial name these days so i dont wanna b taken out of context))#aNYWAYYYYY#oh while im typing lol#i watched both childs play and the remake and holy fuck m3gan basically copied the remake#i kept saying to myself 'this isnt childs play like it would be great if they did this as a standalone movie concept'#and then i kept fighting myself to not check the date bc i was comparing all of it to m3gan but it came out years in advance of that#i know the whole good-robo-turned-evil is not a novel concept even with the home system thing but still#it felt like a play by play of almost the same thing#also i know its been like 10 years since i saw the orig but i remember different stuff happening so i was like ??#guess i gotta locate part 2 or whatever other part im thinking of. i thought my friend and i only watched part 1 back then#i could go on but i finally got in bed as im typing this and i dont want to pass out in the middle of another post again#delete later / /#lowkey tho. the movies got me pumped up for my fic. i wrote the end of ch 4 last night i think. lemme reread as im falling asleep. lol
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