#sorry they’ve been on my mind like alot

[thwackk]

hello guyjohn nation (4 people) please speak to me

[rosaletarosie]

Okay I wanna start this out by saying ✨It came to me in a dream✨

Can I request Sun Wukong falling in love with a mortal s/o. They’ve been together for like 4 years now and he wants to ask them to marry him but the realization hits.

he’s immortal and they aren’t.

so hear me out hear me out. He proposes anyways and s/o says yes and at their wedding ceremony, instead of drinking wine (I think, idk what they drink don’t quote me on that) they agree to eat a peach of immortality together and vow to be together forever. Not even death will part them💖 I THINK ITS REALLY CUTE AND I HOPE U CAN EXPAND ON IT SOME MORE. I want opinions on thissss

DJJSHSSJBSJS THAT SOUNDS AWESOME AND CUTE RJSBSJZJZJ <333

Thank you for bringing this up !!

I AM GONNA ENJOY DOING THIS INTO A ONESHOT AHAHAHHAHAHA

( also I did this on another device so bare with me :'> )

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Category: Oneshot

Fandom: LMK

S/O Gender: female

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-Together forever-

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He sits at top of a cliff thinking about the conversation you had with him about marriage, you have been engaged for 4 years now and you kinda wanted to get married with him already but you think it was too quick for the both of you as you then change the topic to something else. Meanwhile after the conversation he started wondering about marriage too. he has always wanted to get married with you actually its been in his mind for so long..but there was a problem...you're a mortal and..he's not. But thats no problem..right? he then had something in mind that could totally make his worries and problems go away but how will he find one...he then went to the celestial realm to gather 2 immortal peaches. One for you and one for him. He then went back to the mortal world and asked mk for help ( since he is the only person that the monkey king could really need help with ) he asked if he could help him with planning a wedding, mk agrees but in 1 condition...its to also tell the others, the monkey king agrees as he has no other choice anyway. You already knew about this marriage as you can see your partner run around like he has alot of errands to do. Mk told everyone about the marriage and even you but you already knew so its a win win. And as the preparations were met and all decorations were ready...its time for the big day to arrive...this takes place in one of the most beautiful places in flower fruit mountain.

The big day has finally arrived, wukong walks in the red carpet with his best man ( mk ofc ) as he then waiys for his bride to arrive, you then walk in with the most beautiful and elegant dress no one has ever seen, and as you walk onto the red carpet wukong looked at you in pure delight as you get closer and closer untill you were right infront of him. After the main event it was off to the wedding ceremony with baskets of fresh fruits and baskets of peaches and as a toast wukong pulls out 2 immortal peaches and gives one to you as everyone cheered you 2 bite the immortal peaches in the same time as they all celebrate.

Now not even death can take you away from him <3

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I am really sorry but this was kinda rushed since I had writer's block :')

But I did take my time to think of words carefully ^^

I am glad I did this :>

[spookai69-420]

Tw: incoherent yapping

I think banban and Bittergiggle should be together

Be it platonic or romantic I do not mind. They would understand one another to the fullest and have likely been friends or atleast mutuals for a long time

Bittergiggle is the yapper n ban is his listener.

Also detail I noticed is that whilst banban doesn’t necessarily laugh at bitters jokes he doesn’t push them down like some of the others and was the only one NOT immediately hostile to him. Small peeve of mine is that when bitter also “sacrifices” himself banban doesn’t really say anything- but I’m gonna assume it’s due to mild understanding of bitters issues and also maybe shock making him go silent at the time

I’m coping

I need bitter back immediately and I need ban and him to bond immediately

Gobb 0 please do not let me down and make it malleable for my au. Please have a baby bittergiggle cameo at the very least. I’m begging you

Also they may not be actual babies- they could just have less givanium injected to them at first to see if they’ll even come alive. We do see something like that happen with little beak too where she can get her givanium taken out and change her size- Flynn aswell.

I also think that Missing Banban and Karting may have some mild background lore too considering the games. I know both of them have been made with different people but god do they actually look good. I hope the brothers are learning from some of kartings models too tbh😭 they’ve been improving alot over the years.

But anyways another reason why I think they may have background lore is also because a lot of the lore in the actual games is shoved into the background rather than in your face. A lot of it is context clues and having to piece things together that are out of order. Even the stupid stickers on the walls HAVE lore in them. Waiter waiter!!! More garten of banban please!!!

Anyways sorry for the incoherent yap session I have many thoughts. Also sorry the nabnab posting is taking forever- I have most of it done but I just keep forgetting about it 😭

[heavyisthecrown-if]

Please ignore this if I've already sent it but Okay so how what would the ROs reaction to MC being asked out in front of them be..? (crushing stage vs. relationship stage)

Say we are at a royal ball or something 👀

Also very much debating between shutting my face and getting all my questions out. I'm so fascinated by this I have alot to say but I also don't wna clog your inbox 🤦🏻‍♀️

Please get all your questions out if you’d like, I’d love to answer them!

Derrick - [Crushing] He finds his eyes periodically drifting to you, the sheriff’s attempts at conversation ignored as he spots the noble sidling up to you. Their name doesn’t fully register in his mind, but he’s fairly sure they’re not a pleasure to be around. His grip on his cup tightens as they strike up a conversation with you and, much to his chagrin, you reply in kind. He urges himself to look away and back to the sheriff beside him.

[Relationship] He knew he shouldn’t have left your side the moment he sees your admirer. He stalks toward you, mumbling some choice words as he does. Lucky for him, others are quick to get out of his way. When he’s finally beside you once more, he slips an arm around your waist and fixes the guilty party with a glare. They quickly wither under his stare and depart without another word. “Sorry about that,” he whispers and gives you a wry smile.

Talia - [Crushing] She quickly looks away from you as you’re approached by a noble. She could see it in their eyes what their intentions behind the conversation were, and she thinks for a moment if they’ll truly earn your heart. She overhears bits and pieces of your conversation, and is desperately trying to hide her smile when you send them on their way.

[Relationship] She smiles despite herself before coming back to you. “I’m afraid they’re already taken,” she says, as polite as she can be, and slips a glass into their hand. “I’d be glad to point you to someone who isn’t, though.” The noble looks between you and Talia, decidedly dumbfounded before making their way back to the group they departed from. She leans in to press a chaste kiss to your cheek. “At least they backed away, hm?” she mumbles.

Alex - [Crushing] “Godfrey, eyeing the prin(ce)(ss) again?” The deputy slaps a hand onto their shoulder, one they’re quick to shake off. They don’t respond to the man’s teasing, instead keeping their eyes locked on you and the rather snarky noble that’s cemented themself at your side. When the person’s intentions become clear, they shoot from their position and come over to you. Because they’re supposed to protect you, of course. No other reason.

[Relationship] They laugh awkwardly, shifting at your side when you’re faced with the confident flirting. It’s honestly commendable the poor soul hasn’t picked up on any hints you two have given them. “The spot’s filled,” they grumble the second the noble asks you if you’re free. Their offended expression almost makes Alex smile, but they hold back. “I think you should move along, mate.” They chuckle softly as the noble stomps away from you two, careful not to make it known it’s them they’re laughing at.

Z - [Crushing] They get to your side a moment before the other could and immediately make a show of speaking with you. You spot the noble sneering at them over their shoulder, a look you know they can sense given their smirk. “They looked like they wanted to bother you, thought I’d step in instead.” They usher you away from the noble- who still seems deeply bothered by the situation- with a hand on the small of your back.

[Relationship] They come up behind the person just as they begin to ask you a few too many personal questions, their pale hand sliding slowly over the noble’s shoulder. “Don’t you know they’ve already been wooed by someone else?” They gasp, holding their free hand to their heart. After a moment, they push the noble away and rub their hands on their skirt/trousers. “If you’d like to keep it in the family, I’m fairly positive the king is not in a relationship of any kind.”

[sunwarmed-ash]

SS Poll Winner: The Eden Club

Can't say I'm not surprised. Thank you guys for being so patient with this one, it's coming along! Here's a smutty preview as a treat

🔞😈🔥

(sinful sunday deferred this week, I have a craft show)

Here are also two other sneak peaks of the last chapter I've already posted: preview 1, preview 2

Ch 16: Take this to your grave, and I'll take it to mine.

The first couple days after the truth(s) comes out and the three are left with no choice but to process, are tough on everyone as they attempt to regulate back to baseline. But it's worth it, because as it turns out, none of them are happy when  one part of the triangle isn't.

It's October now, Gavin’s more or less moved back into his house and Sumo’s happier than a fucking clam now that the house is full of sound and body heat again. Hank returns that sentiment. He can honestly say he’s been feeling more like a whole person again. 

Tonight, they are all sitting on the couch watching the first season of True Detective, because Gavin insisted. Now that they are suspended, they’ve got alot of free time. And too much free time for Hank or Gavin can be dangerous. Hank finds himself already falling subject to plotting Reynolds ultimate demise every free moment he gets, but for Con’s sake, Hank’s trying not to make a big deal out of it. Because no matter what, if his actions hurt Connor more than it helps him, Hank ain't gonna do shit. 

And speaking of Connor, the android next to him is flushed and Hank can hear his internal fans kick on, working overtime by the sounds of it to cool his suddenly overheating system.

“You okay Con?” Hank asks, concern growing by the second. 

“Yes,” Connor lies, tight lipped. His cheeks are bright pink, even Hank can even tell that in the evening, tv lit darkness. 

“You sure? You're flushed,” Gavin points out. 

“Ye-s” Connor hiccups, pupils dilating, clearly focusing on something that was not in the room. “V’s… sending me… pictures.” Connor finally confesses with a very specific kind of pant.

Hank feels his cock twitch in his pants as his grin splits his face.

“Pictures eh?” He asks.

“Whoa, like dirty pictures?” Gavin asks, voicing Hank’s suspicions.

“...Yes,” Connor gasps as he seemingly gets another one. “Fuck,” Connor whines and his fingers slip over the fabric of the couch cushion he’s sitting on and squeezes. And then, when another came through Connor sobs and the thin material under his fingers tears audibly. 

“You just get another?” Hank chuckles.

“Yeeees,” Connor gasps, eyes staring forward, “A video. Fuck, Hank, I’m sorry about the couch.”

“So we buy another one,” Hank shrugs because a replacement couch is the last thing on his mind. 

“Can you tell us about it?” Gavin asks hopefully. 

Connor is quiet for a moment, and then, 

“Fuck. Y-Yes.”

“Can we touch you while you do?” Gavin asks and Connor lets out a strangled sounding moan.

“Please,” Connor begs, his knees rubbing against each other in efforts to get some much needed friction. 

“What are they doing?” Hank asks, taking over the dialogue while Gavin sinks to his knees in between Connor’s legs. 

“Playing with themselves,” Connor pants, sitting on his hands to not cause any further casualties.    

Gavin’s hands make quick work of undoing Connor’s pants and pull them down to his feet. Hank’s moves a little closer too, resting his large hand over the back of Connor’s neck, chuckling when the androids skin peels back automatically to expose the port. 

“How are they playin’ baby?” Hank asks, starting his own teasing trail across the sensitive port with his fingertips without ever pushing inside.  

Connor’s entire body shudders under their combined touches. 

“They’re fucking into a fleshlight, telling me how it’s nothing compared to my ass.”

“I mean, they’re right,” Gavin shrugs before moving to lick the first drops of pre cum dripping down Connor’s cock.  

Connor moans loudly. 

“Can I send V a picture of you?” 

Connor’s question causes a joint groan from both Gavin and Hank. 

“Phck yeah,” Gavin says, “hang on though, let me get in position.” 

Connor and Hank assume Gavin’s just gonna change his stance on his knees. Instead he pushes Connor's bare legs apart, as open as they can go before sucking down every inch of Connor’s cock into his mouth. Gavin then makes a show of locking his wrists behind his back before looking up at Connor with the biggest, neediest eyes anyone’s ever seen. Surprising the hell out of them both.  

“Jesus fuckin’ Christ Gav,” Hank pants, breaching the port in Connor’s neck with just the first knuckle of his finger. 

“Oh my god,” Connor agrees, “please, d-don’t stop, either of you,” he begs and then suddenly he’s shuddering through an unexpected orgasm. Gavin’s mouth continues to suck him through it. Mouth torturing the head until Connor pleads for him to stop. 

Hank’s finger comes free of the port and rests on the back of Connor’s neck, waiting for their android to come back online. 

“You know I’ve never asked this but is this shit safe to swallow?” Gavin asks, now 10 seconds too late if not. 

“Yes,” Connor laughs, post sex grin on his face, “it’s a non-toxic lubricant.”

Hank chuckles and kisses Connor’s temple, the side where his LED used to be. 

Gavin is still on the floor, and Hank wonders if he’s waiting for something. When Hank finally makes eye contact with Gavin he just juts out his chin towards Hank’s crotch. When Hank’s eyebrow raises in question Gavin says,

“Take em off.” 

Hank did not need to be told twice.

[seeinginthedark]

I’m lucky that I’m in a position in life where I’ve had so much time to sit and think about this look into this really observe this and learn as much as I can about this situation we are in . It started when I was a nurse and I learned that a huge majority of people’s poor health , is due to their environment and the systems that are meant to help them to heal . Like hospitals . I’m lucky i had a curiousity in looking into things and being like an advocate for my clients who were mostly disadvantaged groups . I kept on wondering why we are so fucked up to each other and started following all the leads , going down more and more rabbit holes and I did that straight for four years full time and now this is where I am with it. It’s led me to these 4th dimensional entities.

So there are different kind of entities messing with us . Like different species with different agendas

all from the same dimension which i think is the 4th dimension. They know that we are fascinated with space exploration that’s why a lot of them say they are from space . They aren’t from space. They created very realistic androids that look humanoid and they get programmed to say that they are “good” aliens from Space. With amazing technology they want to share. Which is so suss I don’t know why other people aren’t suspicious of this like I am .

Quite a lot of the entities are a bit jealous of us I think because we can create life. And they can’t . We are like mini creators or mini gods and goddesses. And so some of them are pretty smug and satisfied with themselves at what they managed to pull off which was getting us (fifth dimensional beings ) into this third dimensional fake holographic reality . Which we can emancipate from by realising and remembering who we are and how powerful we are . We are way more powerful than them . I’m sorry if I’m on repeat when I say this as I’ve said it in my other videos as-well and I won’t stop saying it. Don’t be afraid of them once you become aware of them. They are lowly parasites. They think they are very clever . But they wouldn’t of been able to house us here in this prison planet situation or been able to place time on us if they hadn’t made shonky alliances with other species and merged themselves with an A.I , a bad one. Subsequently a lot of them have merged with this bad A.I and alot of them are semi -robotic now.

The species that are interfering with us that I know of , are the Reptilians and Draconians who like to spread rumours about themselves such as they have very powerful psychic abilities. Or They’ve colonised other planets in other star systems . Which is bulshit because remember they aren’t from space , they’re inter dimensional . Other rumours they spread is that They can hypnotise humans with their eyes and like paralyse you and read your thoughts , shape shift , like to eat human children and shit like this . Like bogeyman stories . It’s rubbish . It’s all lies to get us to be scared of them once we find out about them . Yes I’ve heard of Loosh like it could be true. they could be feeding off our low vibrations like scavengers. But if you have protection from your ancestors or friends from the spirit realm , they can’t feed off you or try mess with your destiny pathways . Most of the harms that they do to us is from their technology that they use and they wouldn’t be able to do without their A.I alliance . So I see them as pathetic creatures . I don’t believe the hype basically. When you get to your true 5D self, you will see this the same way I do , probably .

Other species that I’m aware of are the “content viewers” I call them. I’ve known about them since I was a kid . They love to watch us from outside the simulation as content, like we are in a reality show . when I was a kid in the early 90’s I had a feeling I was being viewed by cameras a lot. And I didn’t mind it actually . which is interesting because this was before the age of big brother before they started putting cameras everywhere and before I knew what a reality show was. And it was Just before the time when they made it appealing to us to want to be famous on tv . I was usually out in nature alot because i wasnt allowed to watch tv shows , just videos of movies , so I don’t know how I imagined this concept but I knew something technical was going on. I didn’t have the language or the knowledge to describe it . But now I realise what it meant. They seem to be involved with my bloodline because my mother actually had a vision once when she took psychedelics for the first time and she told me it was horrifying she was shown that this reality is just a big like reality show with cameras everywhere, watching us . She never wanted to try psychedelics again after that. So I think the content viewers like to watch people who are on heroic destiny pathways . These people go through alot of trials and tribulations in their lives, they sustain alot of damage and drama for them to grow and develop into a hero and that’s the kind of content that this species likes to view . I think they have an alliance with the next species that I’ll mention which is the paedophile species . I’ve had run ins with this species and I was researching their agenda for a couple of years . The paedophile species introduced pedophilia and kink or fetishes to us . Their aim is to groom us to be perverts. And I think they are successfully doing that. Looking at the world today it’s quite obvious I won’t spend too much time talking about this topic because it’s very disturbing what is happening with this . We have very unhealthy and un natural social attitudes around gender and sexuality and Im pretty sure they had something to do with that , because when we’re living naturally in small tribes in history before they moved us into the big yucky cities , there was no pedophilia . Children were looked after . Elders were respected . This concept of pedophilia was introduced to us and it has links with the Freemasons and some influential occultists and was normally reserved for the elite and like the evil priests and people in positions of power . Which is not the majority of us. But now we have these pop stars looking more younger and younger , child stars being exploited and sexualised, USA is the biggest consumer of child pornography so it is creeping into society more and more . Men are more susceptible to this type of programming unfortunately. Not only that but their has been a lot of attacks happening by these entities to the hero’s of the population the ones that are spiritual warriors the ones sent here to help in the spiritual war. These attacks are sexual in nature and also involve mind attacks putting disgusting thoughts and suggestions into peoples heads . Thoughts around paedophilia and beastiality. Causing people to have a psychosis . Causing people to want to suicide . Inhibiting people from astral projection or astral travelling. Entering into peoples dreams and suggesting they do disgusting things to children in their dreams. So this is really horrible that people are going through this. I’ve also been hearing of human Freemasons going into the astral to hunt for victims to abuse . Of this is you please hang in there you are not alone and help is on its way. The helpers are just triaging right now because things have heated up in the spiritual war in the past couple of months and it is going to be like this for a couple of years. I said in another video that we are at a crucial stage of it. We have many spiritual heroes at the moment getting attacked and neutralised from all areas . It’s being addressed, I’ll have more updates.

[cheiyunn]

Raison d'être ［Part 1］

~Epsi bandhouse~

~Phone call~

Reiji: Yes, this is Karasuma. Ah, Duck River`s secretary? It has been a while

Sekkun: Indeed it has been a while. Is now a good time to speak?

Reiji: Yes..?

Sekkun: Next week, there will be a party held at the company. We would like for all of Epsilon phi to be present, does that sound doable from your end?

Reiji: Is that so, what kind of party is that?

Sekkun: To tell that truth, not even I have been fully informed. I intend to invite the other band as well, and the president has requested of me to have you all present as well

Reiji: The president?

Sekkun: Yes. Possibly for a lovely surprise of sorts

Reiji: I understand, we will consider it

-Phone call ends- 

Reiji: -that was what was discussed on the call. You all have your schedules free on that day right?

Tadaomi: I`m good, though I wonder what sort of party it will be. I look forward to it

Kanata: Here here~ I`m also o-kay~! You`re going too right bro?

Haruka: Shut it.

Kanata: Oh bro~ Are you in a sour mood again-

Haruka: I keep telling you to piss off and stop talking to me! 

Haruka: Hurry up and finish what you were saying

Reiji: While what will be discussed has not been revealed, as far as I understand, it would be best to be present. You are okay with that right, Shu?

Shu: Why would they hold a party now of all times..? How annoying~

Reiji: Our presence is a request from the president himself so it would be good to at least show up

Shu: Hm? It's not like I care anyways~ And anyways, recently I haven't seen papa at all, is he in a good mood perhaps~? Goodness, adults are always so full of themselves

Reiji: The press will also be present at the party, it may be good to partake in a few questions. Recently we`ve been focusing mainly on livestream performances and haven’t really done any stand out activities.

Tadaomi: That reminds me.. Argonavis has also been doing street performances, it seem that they cut ties with Duck Rivers

Shu: That seems so, how pitiful~

Tadaomi: How did they feel.. Maybe as expected, quite sad?.. Or maybe, they felt frustrated?

Haruka: Who knows. They’ve been thrown around alot with the company so it must have been difficult

Kanata: What? I don’t give a crap anyways. More importantly, does that mean that Gyro and Furai will have continued support or.. I don’t get it. Why does the company keep giving benefits to those shitty bands.

Shu: Yeah

Kanata: Ah- Shu-kun sorry! Its not like a wanted to badmouth your papa

Shu: I don’t mind, It seems like he has something in plan anyways~ But I don’t really want to know either~

Tadaomi: Since LRFes got suspended, there haven’t been many chances to meet the other bands.. Its been all so boring

Reiji: If we participate in this upcoming party, we may be able to get insight into the current workings of Duck River and its surroundings. Regardless of that everyone, make sure to leave your schedules open

Haruka: How annoying..

Shu: I wonder whats in store~ I’ll keep my expectations up for now

~FuRai bandhouse~

Fuuta: Aoi! Seconds!

Aoi: Hold on Fuuta! You haven’t finished everything on your plate yet. On Curry day, you need to finish everything on your plate first remember!

Yamato: Aoi, I ate everything so, seconds. It doesn’t need to be curry, you can just give me white rice

Misaki: Ain’t that just white rice on more white rice! Where’s the side dish gone?

Kohei: Can’t you guys eat a little quieter? I want to make an announcement but if it's like that, nothing will be heard right?

Fuuta: Ko-nii, what happened

Misaki: I’m always down for a fun story

Yamato: The crop season is already past but has a new form of rice been announced?

Aoi: Oh come on everyone pipe down! Okay Ko-nii, go on!

Kohei: Actually, we’ve been invited to a party hosted by Duck River next week. Some sort of announcement is going to be made, so FuRai must be present is what they said

Fuuta: A party means a festival of some sort right? Sounds fun!

Misaki: That Duck River has been giving us little jobs here and there, and overall has been lookin’ out for us after all. And to add to that now a party invite?

Kohei: Yeah, they said that we must be present but I wanted to discuss it with everyone first

Aoi: I think it's good, and it's nice to greet those at the company too

Misaki: Since its a pretty established company’s party, surely nothing bad’s gonna happen right? I’m down

Yamato: Me too, as long as I can eat alot of white rice, I’ll go along

Fuuta: Me too me too, as long as it sounds fun

Kohei: I got it, then I’ll reply that we’ll be attending

Aoi: At that party, will the other bands be joining as well?

Kohei: Nope, from what I’ve heard at least. But all I’ve been told is that FuRai must be present on orders from the president. I don’t know the reason

Yamato: I see. But why is the company being so kind to us. It may be out of pocket, but there are other bands more popular than us out there

Misaki: Yeah, there's alot of bands better than us too

Kohei: To be honest, I was wondering about that too..

Fuuta: Well well, its good to be friendly with kind people, I’m looking forward to it!

~At party~

Reiji: Shu, what do you want to drink? Food as well, if there is anything you fancy I will bring it over

Shu: Hmm.. what to drink.. 

Shu: Oh? Isn’t that those FuRai onii-sans ?

Kanata: Geh.. seriously? I kinda really don’t wanna see their faces..

Fuuta: Ah! Y’all are also here!

Reiji: Everyone, it has been a while

Tadaomi: Kaminoshima-san, you seem well. Sakutaro-san as well..

Fuuta: Yup! Since its a party, I made Sakutaro all sparkly and-

Kohei: Fuuta. Stand back. You guys were also called here it seems.

Haruka: To do what isn’t clear though

Yamato: *Face stuffed with food* Nijou, band meetups have been a while. There’s alot of white rice so I don’t think its a bad party

Misaki: *Face stuffed with food* plus the foods good! If y’all don’t hurry it up, the meats gonna be all gone!

Fuuta: *Face stuffed with food* Really?! Aoi, I cleared my plate nicely so can I get seconds?!

Aoi: Oh come on.. Don’t talk with your mouth full! Do you have no class..

Shu: Aha~ Whenever I see you you’re always stressed out with taking care of others~ Is it possible, that you’re better at that than music?

Aoi: Well..

Sekkun: I apologize for interrupting everyone’s nice talk. This is a greeting from today’s party’s host, Duck River’s president Ujigawa. Please turn your attention to the stage.

Kohei: Seems like somethings about to start, you guys, stay quiet okay?

Ujigawa Gen: Everyone, we would like to extend our gratitude to everyone for attending despite being so busy. Today, we are here to give Duck River’s habitual thanks alongside an important announcement, hence we have decided to use this event. It may be a humble party however we do hope you all are enjoying yourselves.

-Crowd claps-

Fuuta: Did humble mean big and sparkly?

Aoi: Shh-!

Ujigawa Gen: More concise information will be released at the later press release however, soon, a new band will be debuting from our company. They performed spectacularly during the LRFes, a band many of you may already be aware of; Fujin Rizing.

-Spotlight turn on-

Fuuta: Uwa-! So bright!

Misaki: Waa I can’t see a thing!

Aoi: What is this, a spotlight?!

Yamato: Oi. Didn’t he just say debut?

Kohei: We’re going to.. debut?

Ujigawa Gen: Fujin Rizing, come up onto the stage

Sekkun: Everyone, please this way

Kohei: Ah, okay

Fuuta: *Making eating noises*

Aoi: Come on, Fuuta! Everyone else as well, leave your plates at the table!

Ujigawa Gen: They are today’s party’s main characters, Fujin Rizing! An applause.

-clap-

Ujigawa Gen: Within the sea of bands, they have the most potential shown.I myself have fallen in love with them. Duck River will now be supporting them.

Fuuta: Eh? Me? Uhm.. I’m FuRai’s vocal, Kaminoshima Fuuta. I don’t get the hard parts but this just means that we’ll be able to excited everyone even more now right? Ah, if thats the case then we’ll do our best, its a pleasure to be working with you! Eheheh~ when I’m holding a mic it makes me feel like singing, hey, is it okay to perform one song? Yokatai Ikubai-

Kohei: C’mon give me the mic! Our apologies, we are also a bit surprised as well. We will do our best to answer everyone's expectations. From now forth, we look forward to working with you. C’mon you guys, say your respects.

FuFai: We look forward to working with you!

Ujigawa Gen: That is all for today’s announcements. With Duck River’s backing, they will most definitely reach the top. From now forth, we look forward to your continued support. Please continue to enjoy the party.

Shu: What was.. that..

Tadaomi: Everyone looks so happy, right, Shu-kun?

Kanata: Really..? This isn’t really what I thought it’d be..

Haruka: Hah. Were we called over just to be shown this? What a load of bull.

Kanata: Oh hey wait up!

–walks off–

Tadaomi: Are you two leaving? I still want to check up on everyone else’s..

Reiji: No. We’ll end up being swarmed by the press and we’re in no form to provide comments.  It's best to retreat now, Shu this way.

–walks off–

~Epsi bandhouse~

Kanata: Ah~ I feel like I’m uselessly tired out..feeling super pissed off though. Like seriously, why were we even called over in the first place?

Haruka: Like hell we’d know. What we’ve learned is that today’s party was mainly for those guys.

Kanata: Huh? For those ridiculous gang?

Haruka: You saw it all too remember. FuRai was chosen by Duck River, it's like we weren’t even in their view.

Kanata: Hah, so what you’re saying is that we’re inferior to them? Why?

Haruka: Like hell I’d know. I don’t even think they know either. Hopefully they won’t be put through too much though..

Kanata: Why do we have to protect them- Ah. I get it! You wanna play along with friends right~?

Haruka: What did you say.

Kanata: Then how about you go and play like a moron with them then?

Haruka: You fuck-

Reiji: Shut it and calm down you two, your noises can be heard from outside.

Tadaomi: Hey, do you think Shu-kun is okay? Ever since we came back he’s been locked in his room..

Reiji: I don’t know. It would be fine if his mood was soured only a bit.

Kanata: But like- If Shu loses interest, ain’t that the end for us too?

Haruka: What?

Tadaomi: Does that imply.. The disbandment of Epsilon Phi?

Kanata: Yup. But it doesn’t really matter if we split ways right? It's not like anyone here put any emotional ties to this band after all

Haruka: Hah. The one with the ‘I don’t care about this band’ feeling the most is you after all

Kanata: Oh shut it, its not like you have any other place to go regardless

Reiji: Stop it.

Shu: Whats with you all, with the glum faces and even gloomier talks

Reiji: Are you okay, Shu?

Shu: Not like anything bad happened~? More importantly, Reiji, work.

Shu: Thoroughly look into that FuRai group, I want to crush them.

Reiji: … understood

Kanata: Ahaha~ Sounds like fun, I’m in~! What’re you gonna do, I’ll help out~

Shu: Of course~ Despite being a band they’re all so close and friendly, so making them fight like you brothers isn’t a bad idea either~

Haruka: Cut it out already, are you seriously going to do the same thing as last time? Haven’t you had enough-

Shu: Last time you say? Did something happen~?

Shu: We’re just here to tell them that the protagonists of this story are us, and not them.

Tadaomi: Then does that mean that this time they’re going to be your toys? 

Shu: There isn’t much to play with those toys~

Shu: Those pieces of garbage, I’ll rip apart into shreds and pieces and throw them into the incinerator. Making sure to not leave a single uncharred remain. Ahaha~

~FuRai band practice~

Kohei: Okay, lets take a quick break.

Fuuta: Okay~ Fwah, its the most fun when you’re singing after all

Yamato: Yup, and I think the new song is coming along well, its fun

Aoi: Agreed! Ah, Ko-nii, until what time did we have the studio reserved?

Kohei: Duck Rivers is taking care of it so they said until whenever we feel like enough. Going for too long isn’t good either after all

Misaki: Then that means we won’t have to worry about the studio stuff anymore yeah? Since Duck River is gonna handle it

Yamato: Seems so, plus they said that we’re free to use to studio in the company as well

Misaki: And any costs relating to the band they’ll cover is… is it possible that they’re some super ‘white company’?!

Fuuta: What do you mean by white company? The building being all white..?I don’t remember it being that color though..?

Yamato: Speaking of white; rice. If its a company like white rice, I’d be willing to join too

Aoi: A white company means a company that's easy to work in..!

Misaki: Well at least to us now its a good company

Aoi: They did nicely explain the plan too after all. Full support until debuting is really reassuring!

Kohei: It was a big hit with backers at the party so I suppose it's also a plan in the production.

Fuuta: It was surprising but everyone looked happy after all

Yamato: Yeah but there’s one part I don’t get

Kohei: Which one?

Yamato: It's specified in the contract, the ‘obey every order given by the company’ one.

Kohei: Ah..

Misaki: Yeah that one, but ain’t it common in the adult world? Since its pretty impossible for us to debut with our own power so yeah

Aoi: Thats true, and they seem to take us very kindly. If we have any opinions, maybe its best that we talk to them

Yamato: Hopefully so

Fuuta: It’ll be fine! In our future, there’s only good things after all! Come on you guys, we’re rested enough so lets continue practicing!

Kohei: True, lets resume the practice and song making. We’ll need to get better so we can proudly show ourselves anywhere.

~office~

Ujigawa Gen: My apologies for calling you here when you’re so busy. It’s been a while since the party but how have you been?

Kohei: Good, our thanks

Fuuta: That reminds me, the delivery at the sharehouse the other day, that was super good! Thanks!

Ujigawa Gen: Ahaha, then thats good. Anyways, I had instructed you to make a new song yes?

Kohei: Yes. We made a few and have all the demo tracks here

Ujigawa Gen: Good. Then lets have a listen. You, set up the player.

Sekkun: Understood.

–played–

Sekkun: In total, these are all the songs they have provided.

Fuuta: Hey hey~ They’re all good right? I like all of them!

Yamato: They’re all good originals, the pull of the guitar inside brings out-

Misaki: No no, my drums aren’t losing out either y’know?

Kohei: How was it? Each song possesses a taste of us that no other band is able to show.

Ujigawa Gen: Remake it.

Fuuta: Eh? Remake, as in which one?

Ujigawa Gen: All of it. None of them are close to a level that can be used 

Kohei: That can’t be..

Misaki: Oi, you’re kidding me right..

Yamato: Why?

Aoi: Um.. since these are all demos after all, the arrangement can be changed as many times as you want

Kohei: That's right, so how about possibly examining them a bit more?

Ujigawa Gen: …hah

Sekkun: Do any of you know, how long the president has been in this industry?

Aoi: …ah

Sekkun: You are against a professional here. Whether a song can be used is our decision.

Fuuta: ..wait

Ujigawa Gen: It seems like you all, are still not fully aware of your given position at this time. Maybe we will need to explain this better. Wakakusa Aoi, you stay. The others will be leaving.

Aoi: Eh? Me?

Misaki: Hold up, our leader isn’t Aoi y’know?

Yamato: Yeah, FuRai’s leader is Kohei-san

Fuuta: Yup, since Ko-nii is the most mature out of all of us after all.

Kohei: It may be out of line but its just as stated, I am the representative. If its any sort of explanation I will partake in it instead.

Ujigawa Gen: No. Wakakusa-kun is staying back.

Fuuta: Why?

Ujigawa Gen: In addition to the trombone he can also play the piano, he possesses the most musical knowledge. Out of everyone here, is there anyone else who understands it better than him?

Misaki: Well when ya put it that way…

Kohei: Then how about we all stay instead? Only having Aoi would be-

Ujigawa Gen: If you have that much free time, It’d rather be spent on practicing. At this level, you all are nowhere near my vision, in both song curation and playing ability.

Aoi: We understand.. I’ll be fine and I’ll relay everything to you guys later so you all can leave first

Fuuta: O-ok..

Sekkun: The exit is this way, I will guide you.

~Outside office~

Sekkun: Everyone, good work. The driver has been informed of your destination and soon Wakakusa-san will be sent on his way too.

Kohei: Okay, thank you for today. Then excuse us.

-car leaving noises-

Shu: Hey. You.

Sekkun: Oh, Shu-san? What a coincidence, did you have business nearby?

Shu: Papa. He’s inside right, let me meet him.

Sekkun: Unfortunately, he is currently still in a meeting.

Shu: The people you just saw off were the FuRai people right. Now, there should be time. Let me in the president’s office.

Sekkun: Not possible. The president is currently still in discussion with Wakakusa Aoi-san and it may take quite a while. So please do return.

Shu: ..ha? What do you mean?

Sekkun: Unfortunately I am unable to answer that, it was his order. If you’ll excuse me, I have something to attend to now.

Shu: Huh, wait!

Shu: Papa leaving only one of them back and having a conversation.? Why? Wakakusa- that Wakakusa Aoi was who he mentioned. Constantly babysitting others, yet papa.. favors him? Why didn’t he go home with those other idiots?! Is the thought of papa favoring you getting to your head? Or is he trying to take papa with flattery..

Shu: Wakakusa.. Aoi..

~FuRai band practice~

Fuuta: Ah.. no.. that one didn’t feel right either..

Yamato: I also felt that it felt incomplete, its lacking the usual FuRai-ness

Kohei: Yup, we’ve hit a small slump. Lets take a quick break for now

Misaki: Since we were told to remake all our new songs, no wonder the excited is waning

Aoi: You’re right..

Fuuta: Hey hey~ that previous one needed a little more -bam-! - whoop-! No? It needs more excitement so the people listening will also be more pumped up right?

Misaki: Thats true but then Aoi- no, Duck River is gonna be like ‘its a different direction than wanted’

Kohei: Yeah, lets examine each one in depth. Aoi, can you tell us any other stuff the company has told you?

Aoi: Hmm… I’ve told you basically everything though..

Kohei: Even the smallest things can help, we need a hint. If we rack our brains together we can make something. Even after that, you’ve been individually called to the office right? Right now, you’re our messenger to and from Duck River.

Aoi: I got it.. I’ll try to recall something..

Misaki: But like.. Why is Aoi like our middle man for communication with Duck River though?

Fuuta: Aoi’s been working pretty hard lately too. With practice and university, plus to add on, getting called over by the company. Sounds tiring..

Aoi: I’m fine, plus with everyone helping out, the housework has been much less than before too

Yamato: But the order to create new songs and what details they want are slowly getting more detailed, it feels like we’re slowly being controlled. 

Misaki: Totally get it! If it keeps on going, soon the next order will be something like ‘quit skaa’ or something like that! And something dumb like ‘Sax and trombone are banned’ !

Aoi: Ah-

Kohei: Oi. Aoi. Don’t tell me they really suggested something like that?

Aoi: Its not immediate but.. From now on forth, those kinds of music are a bit..

Yamato: So its true?

Misaki: Whoa whoa, to tell us to not do Skaa anymore.. What’d that mean? Are their brains wired wrong or-!

Kohei: Misaki, enough. There must be a reason for that-

Fuuta: THATS NOT FURAI ANYMORE

Aoi: Fuuta..

Fuuta: If its not Skaa.. if Sakutaro isn’t with FuRai then it isn’t FuRai anymore! We did Skaa so we could make everyone happy, if we aren’t doing it then what's the point of doing a band-!

Kohei: Its alright Fuuta , calm down! It isn’t immediate like what Aoi said, so don’t worry!

Fuuta: No! I definitely don’t want that!

Misaki: Ah~ Fuuta sorry for overreacting like that as well. It ain’t immediate and surely nothing that bad is gonna happen, it’ll be fine I swear-

Fuuta: Even if its not now, it’ll happen someday right? When that happens, I won’t be able to sing happily anymore, I won’t be able to take it anymore.

Aoi: Fuuta, I’m sorry. Its because I said such weird stuff, I’m really sorry.

Misaki: Nah, It ain’t Aoi’s fault. The one at fault is Duck River, whats the point in making us debut then?  Was it not because you thought our music was good?

Aoi: I thought that way too.. But it felt weird, the more I was there, the more I thought why we were even chosen in the first place. But I couldn’t say anything-!

Kohei: So that was the reason you lacked excitement, I’m sorry for not realizing it sooner.

Aoi: No.. I’m also at fault for not speaking about it

Misaki: Gosh.. whats with this then? I really don’t understand them at this point

Kohei: Yeah, even I think the company’s choices are getting weird.

Aoi: But with the contract, they won’t listen to us. And if worst comes to worst, they could terminate our contract. Its our one and only chance too!

Misaki: This is so much bull! Man, what are we supposed to do then?

Kohei: Whats wrong Yamato? Your hand is raised like you wanna ask something?

Yamato: If there’s something weird you think is going on, can’t you just ask?

Aoi: Eh?

Yamato: Written in the contract is that we need to obey the rules of the company but it didn’t say we couldn’t ask questions about it.

Misaki: I get it..

Kohei: Thats true, we just need to ask them what exactly they want to do, and we’ll also state our opinion

Yamato: Yeah, in order to create a future where Fuuta doesn’t have to worry, we need to do what we need to do.

Fuuta: Really? Is it okay for me to be with Sakutaro from now on too?

Aoi: Yup, Fuuta

Misaki: Yeah! Thats why we’re gonna work hard! With that being said, should we immediately walk into Duck River!

Kohei: We should contact that secretary of his, we’ll get a reservation so gimme a bit’

Fuuta: Ko-nii, hurry hurry!

-phone dialing noises-

Kohei: Yes.. yes.. I see.. Understood, then I will relay that

Misaki: How’d it go? What days’ good?

Kohei: The discussion will happen later on but first, Aoi needs to come to the office alone again

Yamato: Aoi got called along again

Kohei: The president has something to discuss with him, once thats over he’ll discuss it with everyone together

Fuuta: What does he want to discuss..?

Kohei: Not sure. But for this time it can’t be helped. Aoi, apologies but could you go over there again.

Aoi: o-okay, got it

~Office~

Shu: Its rare for papa to call me over like this~ Did the wind blow the wrong way today~? Will you let me hear a fun story~?

Ujigawa Gen: Wait for a bit

Shu: I’m busy so I opened some time up for you, make it quick won’t you~

-Door knock-

Shu: Who? Reiji? I told him to wait outside, I give no permission to enter.

Ujigawa Gen: I don`t mind, enter

Aoi: Pardon my intrusion, its Wakakusa.

Shu: Huh what. Well isn’t it the babysitter, what do you need?

Aoi: Ujigawa-kun.. um- I- 

Shu: Y’know, just when I’m with my papa, you decide to slither your way in, what great manners you have~

Aoi: Ah, but I was also called to the president’s office today..

Shu: Hah?

Ujigawa Gen: I called him. Both you, Shu, and Wakakusa-kun.

Aoi: Us both? Why?

Ujigawa Gen: Because there was something I needed to tell you two. Well, Wakakusa-kun, sit there.

Shu: I don’t want to sit with someone unrelated*, hurry up and be frank so I can get this talk over with, its unpleasant.

Ujigawa Gen: Don’t throw a tantrum, Shu. Goodness, I wonder which one really has bad manners.

Aoi: Uhm, sorry if you’d prefer to reschedule this appointment then I’ll just be making my leave..

Ujigawa Gen: No, you don’t need to leave. As per Shu’s request, I will speak frankly. Its in regards to this company’s successor. 

Shu: Aha~ Why this topic? This has nothing to do with him then.

Ujigawa Gen: Duck River’s successor has been decided to be Wakakusa Aoi-kun.

Shu: ..Hah?

Aoi: ..what are you saying..

Ujigawa Gen: Wakakusa-kun, I apologize for the sudden spring of an announcement, I will explain it to you later, so you don’t have to worry about anything. 

Aoi: ..wait hold on a moment.. Why would I..?

Shu: Aha. Ahahaha..! Papa, did you get so lost in work that you’ve lost your mind?! Even if this was a joke, it isn’t funny at all.

Ujigawa Gen: Have I ever once made a joke about the company’s successor?

Shu: ..hah? How would I know?

Ujigawa Gen: This is my decision. No one will object 

Shu: What are you saying? I won’t forgive that. Duck River’s… Papa’s successor is me right?!

Ujigawa Gen: How many time am I going to need to say this? The successor isn’t you, its Wakakusa.

Shu: Then what about me? What’s going to happen to me?!

Ujigawa Gen: Don’t you remember how I had previously said I would cut your finances? I have no intention of supporting from now on. By now, you are no longer someone with any form of relation to Duck River. Whether you want to continue with you band, or go back to Kyoto, do as you wish.

Shu: Are you.. getting rid of me? Are you.. seriously saying that?

Ujigawa Gen: You are no longer of any use to me. I don’t want to see your face ever again

Aoi: Uhm.. no matter what thats too harsh..!

Shu: Oh shut up you! 

Shu: …why? Why isn’t it me instead of him?! Why is it this random person out of nowhere, becoming papa’s successor?!

Ujigawa Gen: Shu.. how dare you say such words to your own older brother..

Shu: … what did you.. Just say..?

Ujigawa Gen: Both of you are my sons.. with different mothers, you’re half brothers.

====

* - I couldn’t really understand what Shu was saying here, any help would be thanked.

[dollwrites]

That anon was so vile. I'm only guessing here, but I feel like they said that because you write dark fics and noncon. But the thing is I've been raped and assaulted before and reading and writing dark fics with noncon really help me with some of my trauma. And I know theres alot of other people in this exact situation. So is that person gonna wish "noncon" on me too because I write noncon to help with trauma from that exact thing happening to me? Like please fuck off, wishing someone gets raped is 100 times worse than anything bad they think you're doing. Sorry I kinda went on a tangent lol but I want you to know that I really love your fics and appreciate everything you do ❤

First of all I’m really sorry to hear about that. I hope you’re well. Secondly, you’re right; and while i won’t share any of my personal experiences ( because my blog is like my fantasy realm and I don’t want to bring too much reality into it ) I will say that you have to be some kind of monster to wish that upon someone. You don’t know what they’ve already been through, so it’s just real scumbag behavior. Don’t apologize, babe! Speak your mind!! 💚💚 thank you for the kindness and sending this message

[witheredoffherwitch]

hello there! just wanted to send an encouraging ask as I very rarely look at any hotd-related content on here (due to the lack of critical thinking that can be found and the pure vitriol spewed through anonymous messages - many lovely mutuals have also received horrendous anons telling them they should be physically harmed since they do not enjoy an incestuous crackship and that’s absolutely unhinged!) and you’ve handled these absurdly obnoxious, transparent anons in your inbox with grace and eloquence. it’s been a year and many moots on twitter have learned to keep to themselves regarding opinions related to alys/aemond and how it could possibly be interpreted as a gothic tale/romance (as they keep tabs over there too) but it’s truly pathetic and unsettling to see how a certain part of this fanbase CONTINUES to spew their hate and try to incite a reaction. rooting for a female character to be sexually assaulted simply because one is bitter over an incestuous crackship not happening is the definition of childish and frankly very odd. there’s already more than enough of that in this whole franchise and aemond taking a woman by force is simply not in-keeping with how they’ve characterized him in the show (as you’ve aptly acknowledged) and is very unlikely to happen (much to their displeasure). their relationship is not a fairytale but that doesn’t mean it has to include that at all.

anyhow this ended up being way too long but wanted to commend you for dealing with this pure nonsense from Those shippers! I’ve turned my anon option off to avoid this sort of behavior and moots who think alys has alot to offer as a character have received tons of hate while minding their own business. it’s been a year and they are STILL insufferable. seems they cannot cope with the fact that she will be in the show and that their ship is not happening. very sad. in any case, gayle seems like a very dedicated actress and she and ewan are surely to have an interesting screen presence together. can’t wait to see what they bring as a duo chemistry-wise and their performances! 🥰

Ahhh Cecilia!! I'm so sorry for getting around to your message so late, but I am all the more grateful to you for reaching out at the time. Aside from those two anons (to whom I so eloquently requested to throat my cock), I think I did a pretty good job at handling this ongoing dissent. Thank you so much once again!

I am so sorry that you guys had to deal with this kind of nonsense before, BUT I seriously hope that these anons have not deterred your enthusiasm for any Alysmond content. We barely make for a moderately-sized Kpop girl group -- and I hope the few remaining girlies are still active to keep this small hive humming and buzzing. Alysmond is a ship that will sustain irrespective of what the show follows - i mean, we have other crackships that are still going strong after all. We should grant ourselves a bit of freedom to express our creative interpretations of the narrative.

Coming to what you said about Aemond's depiction in the show, I 100% stand by that take. He's not shown to be an unreasonable brute who will take someone by force. Moreover from whatever leaks we've got till now (though I would take them with a grain of salt), Gayle's Alys is also made to come off as a very kooky character. Regardless of what they show on-screen, I am already drowning ten-feet deep into these headcanons -- IMAGINE the first interaction between Alys 'a barn owl cursed to live in human form' Rivers and Aemond 'tis I who studies philosophy' Targaryen. I don't care what anyone says because that's a recipe for deliciously dark and romantically gothic meet-cute. That's our quirky cursed witch and menacingly tortured kinslayer! If Condal messes it up, then we have enough material to draft multiple fucking AUs for ourselves. LOL I've even suggested earlier how we only need Gayle in Alys' costume -- because rest assured, we'll do the rest with moodboards and countless video edits.

I am extremely tight on schedule since I am doing my Masters while working a full-time job -- and because of that, I am short on producing the kind of content I'd like BUT hopefully, I can get something out by the end of this month. To be very honest, I actually don't really mind crackships (I read them all the time and have shared links to some of my favorites) but what really annoys me is this constant need to put down other ships to justify your own little delulu headcanons.

Anyway thanks for reaching out once again, and you are welcome to take a nice cushy spot in our coven.

Love, Kalki. 🤗

[purpledaisiesthings]

If you need me, I’ll be on cloud nine. I’ll be so bummed if we don’t get a season 7 cause there’s no way 2 episodes of Conllie being canon is enough. Can we please talk about how happy Billie looked with Conrad. When she first wake up she it looked like she might have been afraid that it was all just a dream judging from the look on her face before Conrad started loving her up, letting her know not only was it real but Conrad was all about him some Billie. Seeing Conrad find love again warms the heart. I’m sorry I just don’t know how you can watch them, knowing what they’ve been through and not root for them, not be excited to see them happy and in love. Seeing them be all about each other in their love bubble. It did feel right, it felt meant to be.

Anon I've been in cloud 9 since yesterday. I haven't come out of it 😄

I also noticed her worried look when she woke up. It's the same kind of uncertainty I saw on her face during the cafeteria scene as she spotted Conrad walking toward her. But then they totally start flirting afterwards 😆 and discussing ending things with Cade and James.

Billie and Conrad truly have had a tough journey getting here. They've been through alot. And in the midst of it, they found love and happiness. I mean, that's so beautiful. I also don't understand how one can watch all of their journey and not be happy for them.

We really need a season 7 😭 I'm not even allowing my mind to accommodate any negativity regarding a renewal

[null40410]

The Last One

He fumbles with the camera for a second, showing a glimpse of the space age-esque small habitable indoor room he's in, with almost complete darkness outside, save for a couple of small bright dots in the distance. He then shows his face and sets the camera down.

"Hellooooo...! My name is... pssh, um... Grun'gthar, Achilles, Aizine-4620ac-9, Eon, ...Robert? I dunno. I've had alot of names in my time. I'm about... 30...? ish? trillion years old, aaand I'm one of the first humans to ever exist. And now, the last living thing in the universe."

He smiles for a moment.

"Uh, I'm here with..." he turns the camera to the side and points out the side window, showing the last few stars left "...the last four- oh, there goes another one." One of the stars explodes into a supernova, but then quickly disappears into nothingness. "Heh, the last three stars in existence..." He turns the camera back over to himself and looks at his watch. "And about... 20 minutes away from the end of the universe."

He stares off-camera for a few seconds before continuing.

"Um, I originally was what was colloquially known as a caveman, but then for some reason when I was about 28 or something, I just suddenly stopped aging or getting hurt or, anything like that. Still don't know why, but I stopped being confused about it after a while.

I do have a theory as to why I am the way I am, though. The second-generation Venians really helped me in trying to understand. For some reason, at that specific moment in time when everything started, I sort of ‘stopped’ being recognized by the universe, if that makes any sense, and so natural laws just kinda stopped applying to me. Like I was frozen in time or something.

After a few years, I noticed that everyone around me was starting to look all wrinkly. Heh, I soon came to realize that that was called 'aging'. Funny thing. Anyway, after everyone around me kept dying, I kept moving to other tribes... adopting their culture, languages, what have you. I guess after a few thousand years, I started to feel more like a chameleon than a human. I've helped build and lived in empires that rose and fell, seen the Egyptian pyramids being made, and watched as the Great Wall stretched across China. I saw the Renaissance, the Industrial Revolution, the dawn of the digital age... I even saw humans take their first steps on Mars. Fun fact though– aliens? Yeah, they’ve been around for a long time, visiting Earth since even when I was a kid. They didn't live very long, and we tried to preserve our memory of them, but eventually everyone who wasn't me died, and our attempts at passing down our stories didn't exactly pan out. It was even worse when the–... well… never mind.

During the 20th to 22nd centuries, people started to realize that I don't age, and big governments, corporations, practically everyone was trying to get their hands on me. I still don't understand why they were so aggressive and insisted on using force… of course it failed, because, you know, invincible, immortal, whatever.

I wasn't a fan of the publicity, so I decided to take a break from civilization for a little while. Fast forward a few thousand years, and suddenly, space travel is the norm. I was impressed, but not surprised. I was able to reintegrate back into society without much trouble. Bah! I'm going on a tangent again. I tend to do that, sorry.

But, uh... being immortal isn't all it's cracked up to be. Sure, it's cool to see the universe evolve, but it's also... lonely. Everyone you know, everyone you love... they all eventually die. I've had countless families, countless friends... and countless heartbreaks. Eventually, you just... stop getting close to people. It's easier that way. It especially helps when you’re the last one standing on a planet where you’ve seen everything that was ever built slowly erode and crumble into dust, being flooded, submerged in lava, frozen over a hundred times, all that apocalyptic jazz."

He pauses, looking wistfully out at the stars.

"So, why am I doing this? I guess... for posterity? For whatever comes next? Closure? Maybe in the next universe, someone will find this recording and know that I was here. That I existed. Maybe it'll serve as a warning, or a lesson, or... just a story."

He smiles softly, a hint of sadness in his eyes.

"I guess, in a way, this is my legacy. Not the wars I fought in, or the people I saved or killed, or the civilizations I helped build or destroyed. But this. Me, sitting here. At the end of everything, just... talking."

He glances at his watch again.

"Well, time's almost up. Just a few more minutes now. Whatever happens next... I'm ready. If there's a new universe, maybe I'll get to see it. If not... then it's been a hell of a ride."

He looks directly into the camera.

"So, to whoever finds this... hello. And goodbye."

He chuckles softly, the sound bittersweet.

"And, uh... note to self: probably shouldn't have brought the camera. Doubt there'll be video after the next Big Bang. If there even is one."

He sits back, the camera capturing the last moments of the universe as the final star begins to explode. There’s a loud bang and the screen fades to nothingness and the recording ends.

[blog-reflection]

ONE / Fourteen B - The Move

James: FUCK OFF YOU ARN’T??! Jesse: Wow this is how you greet your friends nowadays? Jeeze! James: The fuck are you doing here?! Jesse: Fuck that and give me a hug, idiot!

This was the best thing that could have possibly happened to me. My best friend, the one I haven’t seen in such a while, is now hugging me. Am I dreaming? No this feels too real, I mean I am crying so.

James: Why are you here?! Jesse: Long story short, you kind of hav- Thea: I am the one to blame

I slowly turned around, looking at Thea who was standing right at the end of the door.

Thea: I thought you might like the surprise. Seems like it…alot. James: Are you joking of course. That’s the best surprise I’ve had since, I don’t know, ever? Thea: Also, I felt bad for not celebrating your birthday. The last weeks have been so fast, so full of action, you already seemed stressed about that so I didn’t want to stress you more with your birthday. 

I tugged Thea into Jesse and my arms, starting to cry all over. She’s right though. I totally forgot about my birthday a few weeks ago. I mean I’m not big around my birthdays, they're just days anyways.  They come and go, nothing to celebrate. 

Jesse: So, since all the tears are out of the way, how may I assist? I didn’t just came here to be a decorative object in your room, I’m here to help! James: That’s, uhm, let me see… James: [...] James: How about creative work? Jesse: I’m listening… James: You see that wall over there? I’ve decided I want a bit of colour there. Jesse: Yeah sure, anything in mind? James: Wait let me just…one moment…ah here. Something like that. Jesse: That seems do-able. Do you want me to copy it or? James: Oh no please be creative! I want something with roughly the same colours and the same vibe going off it, you know? Jesse: Yeah yeah sure, I have to admit this is really you haha. Alright, where are the colours? James: Where are- the… co- colours? Jesse: You for real? James Listen I planned everything out but I somehow must have mi- Jesse: It’s fine. Get me an hour and I’ll be back with the colours. I do have to rent Joe for it. James: Yeah sure, and thanks! Jesse: JOE, WHERE YA AT?! Josepphe: KITCHEN!!! Jesse: FUCK THAT WE’RE GOING SHOPPING!!!

I love that Jesse and Joe always had this good of a relationship. It makes things easier, at least to some extent. Jesse rushed down the stairs, leaving me with Thea in my room. I placed Thea in the bathroom with some small things she could do there while I was still getting all the boxes out of the van. Slowly we managed to get everything out of the van so Mildret could finally leave. Thea was already finished so I got her downstairs helping Sarah with the cake. I was on my way to go downstairs to see how far everything was when I noticed Jeo standing in the hallway holding pencils and a palette. 

James: Hey Joe. Did you lose Jesse? Josepphe: No they were just right behin- Jesse: Jo Joe, I thought you wanted to hold up the door for me? Uncool! Josepphe: Sorry darling, James asked me smth. Jesse: The door! James: Chill bitch I’m on the way! Jesse: Thank’s! James: What in the unholy hell?! Jesse: Are those the wrong colours? Sorry those were the best they had. Trust me, I can make this work!!! I just, trust the process Jam I can rea- James: Fuck that I know you can do that! Jesse: So what’s wrong then? James: Jesse you’re carrying 6 buckets of colours. Jesse: And? James: AND?!? THOSE ARE ‘ROUND 40 POUNDS!!! The Jesse I know would’ve done anything not to carry anything. Jesse: Oh really? Well time changes darling. Now move, I need to get them upstairs, please.

This didn’t happen, didn’t it? I mean sure they got buffed but that is like, how? I could’ve sworn they didn’t look that buffed in the last pic they’ve sent me. But well, I glanced over to the van. Just two more boxes and then, then all I own is in my new apartment. I grabbed them, put them in the hallway and looked around for Mildret to send her off. To my surprise, she’s been chilling and talking with Sarah in the back garden sipping tea and eating the cake Sarah baked with Thea. It was a crumble, nothing complicated but it was awesome. 

James: Hey Mildret, the van’s empty so yeah, all done. Mildret: Okay, I just finish this up then I’ll leave. Thanks though James: No problem. James: [...] James: Oh Mildret? Mildret: Mhm? James: Thanks…for ehm…doing that.

It took me a while till I could bring myself to actually be thankful to her. This has been the most calm interaction we ever had. She didn’t raise her voice, didn’t smell like booze and I think she had a good connection with Sarah. Still I am happy when I no longer have to see her. I think she smiled but that could also be an error in my vision. I grabbed the two boxes I placed in the hallway to get them in my room. The closer I got to my room the more lofi-music I noticed. Jesse. They are already in their element. Standing in front of the wall on top of some plastic bags with all 6 buckets open, in their white Calvin Klein shorts and olive coloured crop jumper, humming and painting the design on the wall. I moved closer and took an investigating look at the wall and the work they’ve done so far, grabbing my chin with two fingers trying to aim for the thinker pose. 

James: You’re fast, well done! Jesse: And you’re not allowed to see that. This is supposed to be a surprise for you! James: Awww someones mad huh? Jesse: Well, maybe you should reconsider your questions.

With a fast move Jesse turned around and swung the copper pastel coloured brush across my face. In stook I just stood around looking at the buckets of colour trying to make out a brush, anything for revenge. Fuck it. I tipped my hand in the pastel blue and gave them a not really hard bitchslap across the face. 

James: I did reconsider. And it felt awesome. Jesse: How dare you? James: You startedit, now take it. Jesse: Oh you wait you little…. James: Oh no…

Jesse dropped the brush, sprinted towards me and tackled me down on my bed. With a blink of an eye they grabbed my pillow and started throwing it towards me. In my defence I grabbed the closest one and started as well. 

Jesse: PIL-LOW-FIIIIIIGHHHHHTTT

We started to fight for around thirteen minutes before we declared peace. We both had no energy left, so we just collapsed on the bed, talking for a while and laughing before we decided to sleep. I hugged my pillow close and Jesse hugged me close. It has always been like that. It’s not sexual or anything, it’s just a hug for comfort. 

Jesse: James? James: Yeah Jesse: Is….is this still okay? I mean it’s been so long. James: Yeah it was a while, but…I think that’s what I needed.

Fuck not now

[quirkystoryteller01]

Stay with Me

Stars glistened in the heavens above. Their white glow were tiny pinpricks of light in the vast indigo canvas above. Hundreds of millions of them, painting a picture of the universe itself. The edge of the tapestry was stained orange and yellow and neon blue by the city that existed beyond the hulking mountains. 

Ai Ying liked the quiet of the mountains compared to the hectic rhythm of the city. It suited her better. She sat quietly by the fire, sipping jasmine tea and listening to the wind hum through the deep valleys below. It was a beautiful night. 

She heard movement behind her. She turned and smiled. “Evening,” she greeted Sun Wukong as he approached the fireside and took a seat beside her. She turned to the kettle beside the fire and picked it up. “Would you like some tea?” 

The Monkey King returned her smile. “Smells good. What kind is it?”

“Jasmine,” Ai Ying replied and picked up the spare tea cup she brought along in case she had company. She poured tea into the cup and handed it to him. “Hope you don’t mind.”

“Not at all,” Sun Wukong replied before blowing on the steam that danced up from the cup. He took a long sip and sighed in satisfaction. He looked to the stars, admiring them. “Quiet night isn’t it?”

“Yes, it is,” Ai Ying said and glanced towards her mentor. They hadn’t a moment to themselves in awhile. Not since her mentor’s old friend and rival appeared and made himself at home in the temple. The six-eared Macaque and Su Wukong sparred daily and spent many nights talking, catching up.

“So how is your guest?” Ai Ying wanted to know. 

“Macaque is doing fine. He’s staying for another two days before he returns to his dojo in the city,” Sun Wukong replied and took another sip from his cup. He glanced towards Ai Ying. “Sorry, we’ve had to put your sessions on hold, Ai Ying.”

Ai Ying smiled. “It’s okay. You haven’t seen your friend in a long time and a few days of down time has done me good.”

“What have you been up to while Macaque and I have been sparring?” Sun Wukong asked. 

“Mostly house work really,” Ai Ying answered honestly. “That and exploring the mountains.”

“I trust my monkeys had been good to you?” 

“Their always a delight to have around. Causing mischief here and there,” Ai Ying said before picking up the tea kettle and pouring herself another glass. “They’ve kept me entertained.”  

“Ai Ying,” Sun Wukong said, his voice taking on a more serious tone. Ai Ying turned to him, inquiringly. “Do you like it here?”

Ai Ying felt her heart sputter. Sun Wukong’s gaze burned into her jade colored eyes as they locked eyes for a brief moment. She quickly looked away, her cheeks heating up. “Well, yes. I like it alot. Staying with you, training, have been a nice change of pace compared to living in the city. I feel like I can breathe and my nerves aren’t always on edge like they were when I lived in the city. I feel calmer. Quieter inside.”

Sun Wukong studied her face. “It’s cute how you blush every time I ask you something.”

The blush deepened. “I-I don’t mean for it to happen. It just does.” 

“You’re such a nervous little human.”

“I’m taller than you,” Ai Ying reminded him with an huff and took a long sip from her cup.

“But still short for a human,” Sun Wukong countered with a chuckle. 

“Not really. I know a lot of friends my size in the city. Most girls my age are around 5’1”, 5’2” or 5’3”, so I’m not that short,” She pointed out. 

“Do you ever wish my temple was closer to the city? You must miss your friends and family.”

Ai Ying lapsed into contemplative quiet. Did she miss her old life? Did she miss Yue and Xiu banter and their little nicknames? She certainly missed her parents and her mother’s home cooking, but she found she didn’t feel isolated or lonely living at the temple with Sun Wukong. Between him and the troop of monkeys that lived on the grounds of the temple, her life was always lively and interesting. 

“I miss some things,” Ai Ying admitted. “My mother’s cooking mostly and the cafe I frequented for their dumplings, but that’s about it.” 

“You don’t miss anything else? What about interacting with other humans?” Sun Wukong pressed. 

Ai Ying snorted in a dismissive sound. “I’ve always been more of an introvert. Yue and Xiu always said I prefer the company of animals to people.”

“You like the company of animals more than people?” Sun Wukong repeated looking at her with a raised eyebrow. He chuckled. “What does that make me then?”

Ai Ying blushed more. “You're more than some animal, Sun Wukong,” she told him, her voice raising. “You’re the Great Monkey King. The celestial hero of myth and legend. You’re my mentor and…”

The word “lover” got caught in her throat as he gave her an amused grin. Sun Wukong scooted closer and titled his head in a chimp like manner. “And what else, Ai Ying?”

Ai Ying’s heart thundered away in her chest. She lowered her gaze to the murky golden liquid in her tea cup, the same color as Sun Wukong’s eyes. She swallowed, gathering her courage. For the last several weeks, their relationship of student and mentor had blossomed into something more. “You’re my mentor and… Well… more than that. You’ve made my life interesting, Sun Wukong. Y-You’re nothing like the guys I used to date and hang around with.”

“I wouldn’t think I was like the human boys you knew. I am the Great Sage after all,” Sun Wukong declared. “I imagine, they don’t hold a candle to me.”

Ai Ying put her cup down and turned to him. Was she hearing things or did the Great Monkey King’s voice take on a jealous edge? She scooted over till there was no space left between them. “They don’t,” she said in earnest. 

Sun Wukong took a long sip from his tea cup, before turning to her. “Of course, they don’t. I am immortal, Ai Ying. I challenged the heavens themselves and was imprisoned by the Bubbha himself. I helped a monk reach the west to acquire scared text and trapped the Great Bull Demon King under a mountain for five hundred years. I-”

Ai Ying silenced him with a kiss. Sun Wukong leaned into the kiss, his mouth opening and sealing his mouth to hers, his tongue slipping out to brush her lower lip. She gladly responded, and slipped out her tongue to tango with his. 

They parted for air. Ai Ying gave him a heated gaze. She climbed into his lap. “Sun Wukong, it’s okay. Nobody is like you. That’s why I find you so fascinating. That’s why I like you.” She rethought over her choice of words. “Well, more than just that. I’m drawn to you like nobody else.”

Sun Wukong smirked. “How drawn are we talking about here, Ai Ying Boashi Hua?”

Ai Ying cupped his cheeks and kissed him again. Their lips moved in a slow sensuous dance that left her head spinning and left her breathless. She wrapped her arms around his neck, holding as tight as she could. 

“Whoa! Damn,” came Macaque’s voice, causing Sun Wukong to growl with annoyance into Ai Ying’s mouth before pulling away. 

“Lousy timing much?” Sun Wukong told his old friend. Ai Ying made to leave his lap, but Sun Wukong tightened his hold on her waist, sending her a silent signal to not get up. He smirked at her blushing face before fully turning to Macaque. 

The black humanoid monkey shape-shifter looked between the two, before taking a seat. “Thought I’d join you two, but it appears you were in the middle of something.” 

“Can’t sleep?” Sun Wukong inquired before picking his tea cup back up and taking a long sip.

Macaque pulled out a bottle of rice wine. “Want some?” 

Sun Wukong grinned and emptied his cup before holding out his cup. “You know I can’t turn down wine.” 

“Course not,” Macaque replied and uncapped the bottle and poured the dark liquid into his cup. He then brought up the bottle to his own lips and chugged. He sighed with satisfaction. “So I thought she was just a new discipline.”

“I never told you what our relationship was for a reason,” Sun Wukong replied and then smirked. “What we are to each other isn’t any of your concern.”

“You fall in love with her, you won’t be able to bring out her full potential like you did MK,” Macaque replied with an nonchalant grin. 

Ai Ying couldn’t help, but feel insulted by the implications of Macaque’s words. She had heard of the Monkey King’s successor, Xaiotain and seen his face on the news whenever the city was under attack by a demon. Sun Wukong also wasn’t afraid to bring up Xaiotain in conversation. He was proud of his successor. 

“I’m not training to become a superhero,” Ai Ying said. 

“Then why are you training under the Monkey King?” Macaque questioned. He took another swig from the bottle. 

“I want to be able to defend myself if I come across others that wish to harm me,” Ai Ying answered honestly. “Back when I lived in the city, the shop I worked at was attacked by a local gang. I had to defend myself with a broomstick, while they had guns and knives. There may be demons out there that wish to bring the world down to its knees, but I grew up and lived in the poor part of the city. Gang violence was a daily threat. I know lots of families who lost family members or knew somebody who lost someone to gang violence.”

“So a bunch of thugs ruled the part of the city you grew up in and you want to make sure you’re strong enough to take them on if they attack you again?” Macaque guessed. 

“Something like that,” Ai Ying replied, feeling uncomfortable under his probing gold eyes. “The Monkey King had taken out the local gang that hunted the streets of my part of the city, but that doesn’t mean there won’t be others to take their place and if I decide to go back and live in the city, I want to be able to defend myself.” 

“How long have you been training under Wukong?” Macaque wanted to know. 

“Um… Probably four months or so,” Ai Ying said, trying to think of how much time had pass since Sun Wukong saved her and approached her about becoming his disciple. 

“Almost five,” Sun Wukong corrected before taking a long drink from his cup.

Macaque lapsed into a thoughtful quiet. He took another swig from his bottle and turned to the fire as it danced in the night. The sound of wind blowing through the deep valleys and chirping of crickets closed in around the campfire.

The fire crackled in the darkness of the night as the three enjoyed the warm late summer night. Its flames slowly died into burning embers that radiated orange in the darkness. 

“So how long do you plan on training her until you think she’s ready to return to the city?” Macaque finally asked. 

“It’s not up to me,” Sun Wukong replied as he held onto Ai Ying, who had started to doze off and on in his arms. “She’s the one who needs to decide when she’ll be ready to head back to civilization.”

A long quiet passed between Sun Wukong and Macaque. 

“You know it’s going to hurt when she realizes just how dangerous your life is and decides she’s better off with other humans than hanging around beings like us,” Macaque pointed out. “There always going be another opponent on the horizon looking to pick a fight with one of us.” 

Sun Wukong remained quiet and took another long swig from his cup. Macaque poured more into his cup. 

“ Besides…Beings like us aren’t meant to have significant others for a reason, Wukong,” Macaque told him firmly. “Our lives are too chaotic. There’s a reasons things never work out. She’s mortal, you’re not. You’re a powerful demi-god and she’s human. Sooner or later, you’ll only be able to take her so far in her training and will have to send her SUback to her old life where she’ll do what mortals do; meet some dude, fall in love, have kids, and then grow old and die. If she stays with you, things will get too dangerous for her. She’s not like MK.”

“I’m well aware of what she’s capable of, Macaque,” Sun Wukong replied solemnly. “She may not be MK and inherit my powers, but Ai Ying is tough and hardy. I knew that from the moment I met her in that alleyway when her and her friend were cornered by those thugs. If she wants to stay with me, I’m not going to push her away.”

“She’s that different, huh?” 

“She’s strong.”

Ai Ying sighed as she felt herself being placed on a mattress. She opened her eyes and found Sun Wukong had carried her to her bedroom. The Monkey King sat on the edge of her bed, next to her. He shrugged out of his shirt and undid the top of his pants, so he could shimmer out of them. She moved over so he had room to laid down beside her. He pulled her against his naked body and together they laid in the dark.

“Ai Ying… I’ve been thinking,” Sun Wukong started, his voice low and quiet. He tightened his hold around her. “I want you to stay with me. I like having you here, Ai. Would you consider staying here permanently?”

“Permanently?” Ai Ying shifted in his arms, so she could sit up and peer down at Sun Wukong’s face to study it. 

Sun Wukong’s golden eyes peer up at her in the darkness. “Yes. I love you, Ai Ying. I want you to live with me and make this place your home.”

Ai Ying felt like her heart was going to burst out of her chest. Sun Wukong wanted her to live with him! He loved her! A large grin spread across her lips as she threw herself at him and wrapped her arms tightly around his body. “I would like that! I would like that alot, Wukong.”

[rusty-gloinks]

Part 2 of this post, mind the warnings on the first part if you will!

Spoilers….ooga booga…. :)

It took me 6 re-watches to realize that Uzi bit off Alices finger .that is not embarrassing.at all

She’s LITERALLY repairing her finger here,HOW DID I MISS THIS???>

She’s happy here again because she knows N’s looking for her!!! She knows he cares and worries for her, and I think that means a lot. It doesn’t even have to be ship related, i just think this is SUPER heartwarming & also sad since her mother died, and on top of that, everyone around her is just an asshole to her. (e.g khan in some episodes but he betters himself later, classmates, etc.)

2nd favorite scene in this whole episode, this just looks too cool. Been wanting to redraw it too.

Tessa typing absolutely NOTHING important..

The thumbtacked images of dogs, literally adorable.

Cool little worker drone icon at the top!!

Scared of N possibly getting hurt after seeing the raptor and knowing he’ll be in danger.

I love these images. Scenery and quality is spectacular

Some of the universes planets I believe. Showing they’ve been taken over/destroyed from what I can comprehend of Tessa’s words

Yeva’s eye is bleeding in the same area that doll has her button eye patch in.

Nori has befriended the raptors it seems!!

WHAT HORROR HATH MAN’S HUBRIS BROUGHT THIS TIME?

Can’t tell if thats Alice in the back but they are just like me…. /j

Apparently the binary code reads "Null".

Lots of uh…. Solver symbols :]

Almost looks like Uzi’s solver form, but a bit worse? Or like creepier.

The bond these two have??? Is insane???? He is still worried about fixing Uzi and helping her with what she has going on (my heart is in shambles when tessa says "I’ll need you to choose the universe, over one little drone N. Before she’s not herself anymore." .TESSA KNOWS SOMETHING AND ITS MAKING ME SHIT MYSELF

this literally crushes my soul.

I am sorry that you don’t understand my level of thinking

I’m going to say this from now on irl 😋😋😋😋 /silly

WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROADDDDD . TO GET TO THE OTHER WORK!!!!!!!!!

Even Beau who is probably, (definitely) years younger than Alice knows this is fucked up. Poor bby AUGH

Be a nice dingo!!! Not fucking happening.you can go cry

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This is what the back of the patients dresses/shirts look like. Just thought it’d be cool to share.

Love this scene too .AUGHHHHH

Lovely pilot parallel. Lots of parallels here apparently!!

The eeper!!!!! , also getting heart crushed again. POOR N DUDE,HE LOOKS SO GUILTY. ITS NOT EVEN HIS FAULT. He knows what he might have to pick. Dude obliterated Uzi’s arm because she was getting hurt.i need to tear off my skin /pos & /neg kinda,

—— Okay gonna have to make a part 3 because holy shit this is alot of screenies.whoops

MASSIVE MD SPOILERS UNDER CUT!!!

This show obviously contains killing, blood, gross stuff, angst, and robo gore!!! Just a heads up!!

Again, massive spoilers for episode 6 of murder drones, please go and watch if you haven’t done so yet!!

A bunch of apps in the beginning of the episode, one of them being labeled as "ydrone", except it’s cut off and impossible to read as the frame zooms out,,,

"I use as much fossil fuels as possible - I hate the environment 💯" I LITERALLY GIGGLED.

Tried to save their friend and ended up getting their oil on their face. I just thought that was a pretty neat detail, but also being a bit sad at the same time.

Area of one of the teaser images, nice one , glitch!!

Wonderful parallel to episode 5. I love how she has to make herself taller to hold him. SO SILLY….💥💥

Pretty sure everyone’s been talking about this scene, so hopefully this comes handy in future episodes.

I absolutely love depictions of digital hologram screens, they are so awesome to me!!!!! This looks so cool , i am normal i am norma

She is so fucking scary like this. I love her.

Anddddd another…

tinkering with his hair, OUGH…. shes so silly (aside from her evil silliness)

BITING HIS HAT💥💥💥😭,,i love how he even looks up !!!!!!

There is a literally human handprint (2 of them) and what looks like if someone ran into the glass? Unless there was an "incident". Also, the raptor scratch marks don’t help either,,,erm

This show is SO fucking good at making me feel uncomfortable/unsettled, dude if I saw this I would send my ass right back up. aint no way I’m staying down here for more than 3 minutes

In fact, Human made security this human can’t control. "Maybe".

I get so abnormal when Uzi blushes it’s just so SILLYYY!!!!! like shes genuinely happy!!!!!

Uzi nodding her head when N’s right about the elevator being labeled. These 2 idiots I swear /pos

Childgiggle.mp3

SHES SO.COOL ..also Blue eye, interesting:3

"System standby" and also I believe this is the first time we get a glimpse of Uzi’s screen??

Sentinel doodle on red sticky note paper, and an override code labeled = 1234, dunno if that’s anything but here you go,,

The worker that was trying to save their friend in the beginning?? Yeah, there she is, on the table being dissected

Also, I may be stupid, but if that is yet ANOTHER Peter griffin death pose reference i am literally going to explode.

The bottles are labeled with names, and also ones that say "Corrupted core". I don’t know if anyone pointed this out but I just found it interesting to me.

I LOVE HER SO MUCH /p

N you idiot i also love you so much,what was even the point of saying this😭😭

Gross robot gore, also why is he so smiley…i understand he wants to be supportive but like.cmon your fucking rib cage is showing dude

—— CONTINUED IN THREAD/PART 2!!!!!

[thecraftymagician]

I don’t remember if I sent in my request or not ; v ; ) sorry if I sent two in ahead of time— so Asra has to have some form of trauma from their whole ordeal, right? Like that’s a *lot* for a person, can you write something with reader taking care of/helping them through it? They’ve been strong for so long I think Asra deserves to “break” & be taken care of. Who more capable & willing then reader. I dunno if it’s ok to ask for some angst/hurt-comfort with a happy outcome? I hope this makes sense

Absolutely makes sense and I completely agree! There are a few spots in their route where you can get Asra to open up to you about things but it's typically the payed scenes and are pretty short. (All in all which is fair by NixHydra especially because I think each character has a good touch of the same treatment but yes.) This person needs at least a whole month of a break. Bare. Minimum. I know it's clear that Julian is my favorite but Asra is a close second and lord does their route make me want to battle the world for them UGH. This will definitely start out a bit angsty and is based on Asra's upright ending because tbh I'm still reeling. (I also just realized this is my 100th post whooo! Thank you so much for the ask, I'm sorry it took a while!)

Warnings: *Spoilers* for Asra's route, Angst!, Fluff! TW- Trauma, abandonment, d3ath

Asra (Upright Ending) Aftermath

It turned out to be a rather long night after everything was said and done. We had helped Nadia with the masquerade guests and made sure everyone was safe and sound. Needless to say the whole city needed a break so Nadia closed the palace just for the night so everyone could collect themselves. She was generous enough to let Asra share my room for the night seeing as since this all started the two of us had barely a moment to catch our breath let alone process everything. While I still felt my own head spinning there was only one thing, one person on my mind.

When we reach my room Asra ushered me inside with a smile before closing the door. I returned it as I studied their face, violet eyes twinkling in the dim light like starts. Beautiful but not quite hiding the evident exhaustion. Suddenly I was swept up in their arms and spun around. Their laugh was bright and contagious at always but dropped soon after. When my feet touched the ground again Asra kissed my cheek and walked over to the bed, talking a seat on the edge before falling back with a loud sigh. "I just.. still can't believe all of that. Wow.." They chuckled softly. My smile faltered and I took a seat next to them. "I know. It was.. alot." With their eyes closed Asra nodded and mumbled. "Understatement of the century." Instinctively, I reached over taking one of his hands in my own and gently massaged his palm. They smiled in content delight before I broke the silence again. "How are you doing?" "What, me? I'm great. Why are you alright?" His eyes met mind with concern as he sat up to face me. I shook my head before they could continue on. I didn't mean to worry them but.. "This isn't about me right now. I'm asking about you." I kept myself from pushing but kept my eyes on his features. Asra's aura seemed to tense despite the smile tugging at his lips. "MC.. I-I'm fine, no need to worry. Everything is.. great. Perfect even, right?" A shadow crossed his eyes as his bottom lip quivered, sending me scooting just a bit closer to them.

They chuckled once nervously before looking down. "I-I mean look we defeated the Devil of all things, saved the world, solved mysteries.. got back Faust and my.. my parents." Asra turned back to me, eyes brimming with tears. "After it all, you're still here even so everything is perfect." I could feel thing pinging in his heart through mine. The ache and hurt still swirling. I took the hand I was holding and put it to my heart, placing one of mine on his. "It's okay, Asra.. Just because everything is over with doesn't mean it wasn't still alot. You don't have to be brave for me right now. You're safe now, and I'm not going to let anything happen. I hope I've more than proved that to you now," I chuckled softly as I gently wiped a stray tear on their cheek. With a few quick sniffles the dams finally broke and Asra hugged me tightly, sobbing into my shoulder. I rubbed their back and hair. All I could do was hold them close to me and pour as much love into his heart as possible. After a while he pulled away, hiccupping between soft cries. "I know it hurts, it's okay. But I need you to take deep breaths with me okay?" With a nod I led us into one of his classic exercises. He smiled softy as I wiped his cheeks. "I-I'm sorry.. I guess I didn't realize how much I was carrying. I really did think everything was okay because.. well I had you by my side and everything just kept turning out better than I could've expected. But the thought of losing you or Muriel.. Losing Faust.. I know we got her back in the end but I was so terrified. A-And finding my parents.. I still can't believe that wasn't just some sick twisted game. I-I thought.. Well, I was never sure exactly but now.. They're here and that's wonderful but.. scary in it's own right." Their fingers ran through their snowy curls. While they continued talking out their feelings I continued to rub their back in soothing circles. "What if they don't actually like who I am now..? I'm not.. used to them anymore o-or even having.. parents. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do. But even so I should just be grateful they're back, right?"

I wasn't used to this side of Asra but it wasn't bad. Honestly it was nice helping them open up about their feelings and work through all that had happened. "You can be grateful and nervous at the same time, Asra.. It seems like they love you just the same and I'm sure they'll love you even more as they get to know more about the person you've become." I didn't say what else I was thinking but they seemed to feel it like they had been the past few days. 'I know I did..' We smiled at each other and rested our foreheads together. They seemed to be doing better but these things definitely take time. Sometimes it helps to just let it out though. "No matter what happens I'll be right by your side, Asra." I gave them a quick peck before we got up to get ready to settle in for the night. If they weren't already worn out after the long day, they sure were after our talk but I think it was worth it. Asra fell asleep with their head on my shoulder, curled into my side and holding me close.

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Controversial take here:

I’ve given it some thought, and I’ve decided I can’t like Luis. It seems they’ve talked a few times over email, but that’s as far as it went. Luis should’ve recognized she wasn’t interested and stopped asking her out. My main gripe with him, however, isn’t over what he did, but what he DIDN’T do. He knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that Vanessa hacked into the Pizzaplex. If it was literally anyone else on the planet, he would’ve reported them right away. But he let his feelings get in the way, and chose not to intervene.

When someone you like, or even love, is in a situation like this, you don’t bury your head in the sand. You intervene. I know he tried to talk to her, but that should’ve been the last straw. He should’ve acknowledged it was now a major work related issue after she never responded, and done his job. Not to mention everything else he let her get away with, or just didn’t notice. I feel confident anyone else wouldn’t have been given that much leeway with the red flag searches, or been brushed off like that. I mean, she LITERALLY typed “help” and he just moved on. That, to me at least, is very nearly unforgivable.

Because here’s the thing: if Vanessa was stopped then and there, that would’ve been that. I’m pretty sure they could run the hack back once it was uncovered and actually fix it. And, at the very least, Vanessa wouldn’t have killed any kids. Furthermore, with the glitch identified, I’m sure they could stop any other beta testers influenced by Afton. They might’ve been able to purge the virus from Vanessa after studying it. And it’s not like Burntrap was the real problem anyway. GLITCHtrap is the real threat. We can clearly see that Vanny’s been down in the basement, even sleeping there, so it’s entirely possible he wouldn’t even exist if not for her.

That’s not to say that all of the suffering is his fault, though. Hell, he’s a bit of victim, to. After their first in person conversation, in which he talks about her being interested in IT stuff, Vanessa created that fake ID to hack into the system. Vanessa, or rather Afton, used Luis for information.

I guess this is my own simping for Vanessa, expressing my anger at the one person who was in a position to see her descent into a very dark pit, and yet, for whatever reason, failed to stop her fall.

Maybe I could like Luis if the three star ending was the true one, with Vanessa getting freed and gaining a family in the process. But as far as the story, she’s still trapped in a living hell, with very little chance of escape. And the flames will only get hotter for her.

In my mind, the lesson contained in those emails and what follows is this: when you choose to ignore that someone you care about is in trouble, you will only make it far worse for THEM.

Wow there buddy, that's alot of words for a luis enjoyer like me- /j

Seriously tho, heh, sorry it took so long to reply to this. I was actually excited to get it, and wanted to form a proper reply/argument to this, so i had to get my facts straight. Bc i honestly dont like to just blindly defend a character (and this bit will be explained further into my argument)

So this one is gonna be a long one folks ;)

I'll start off and say that, i agree with your statement really.

To an extent. I still have my own points to argue obviously, i wouldn't be writing a whole analysis if not XD

Now this isn't something to make you change your mind on Luis, but my own views and opinions on it

I will share some stuff that i personally think before i go to your argument about Luis, just so you can maybe see my perspective of it all. And it inevitably will involve Vanessa and Gregory (and quite possibly Freddy)

I'll state that, i like flawed characters. I like characters with flaw. They are fun to write, and it makes them feel more human.

I don't belive in the good or bad, i belive that some characters are in a darker spectrum and others are on a lighter spectrum, but never black and white

Only characters who are insane would be so dark, and even then, I'd see some lighter shade to it

And purely white characters are annoying as hell, perfect doesn't make it good

And now this is probably a take of mine that you will probably not like, but it isn't an attack on you either I'm not mad at you for it lol, but, i dislike the purification of Vanessa that I've realised you've been doing throughout this. I like the fact that Vanessa is flawed, my view on her is that she isn't some perfect victim that needs constant protection (and this inevitably will probably be my own projection of myself onto her, since i was a victim of verbal abuse and some sort of manipulation as a kid), but she also needs help obviously

I don't think she deserved what she went through at all, if that's what you think, but that doesn't make it right to give her everything when she wasn't the only victim. I dislike the fact that everything seems to have to cater to her needs, when others where affected as well. She needs help, and so does the rest. Like Gregory

As much as i love and enjoy the sibling dynamic for them, i dont want to undermine what Gregory went through with her. Sure it wasn't her fualt, but Gregory is just a kid, and he almost died by her hands, he has his rights to be scared of her and avoid her, and that's why i don't like the idea of him imitatedly falling in on opening up to her or helping her, it takes time. Healing takes time, and it's something you'll see me explore more throughout the next parts (this probably is also me projecting, since i myself could never feel hurt or let myself heal bc the person who hurt me was also going through shit, probably worse then me, and I was the one helping them, even if they were the adult and i was a child, 9, i was 9. And it sucks bc it still affects me. So i am a little sensitive about this topic). And with that Vanessa also has every right to not want to be with Gregory bc of her inevitable trauma about killing kids

Both were hurt, and now they have to learn how to put the pieces back together. And I'll add as well about Freddy, even if the issue is small. Gregory hurt his friends, and upgraded him with his Friend's body parts. That, to a sentient robot, is horrible. But i know he can understand the kid's pov. But he's still hurt by it

And it's something they will have to work it out together

So general idea. I like the flaws of the characters, and i dont plan on defending them, but i also dont blame them or am happy they suffered. I want them to heal, i want to show how much actually healing takes time and effort for both parties

I like to look into every perspective. From the victim, from the outsider and from the abuser.

And now this lead to my reply to the Luis part

I will say, as i re read the emails from luis, yeah maybe so, he should have stopped, and my only reason to defend in this are possibly not even canon. But to me, I'd say she did show interest on him, if going by the therapy CDs, when she mentioned Luis you could practically see her twirling her hair by the tone of her voice

Or maybe it's just me-- but she sounded genuinely interested

But yeah, i do agree that maybe he pushed it more then he needed to, but it wasn't anything bad, he was subtle about it and just really trying a shot but to shy to actually make a move. Plus as furter down her descent, he actually stops asking, and is genuinely concerned for her well being and wanting to help but not knowing what to do since he's never seen something like this. Plus it seemed like he didn't wanna push her to talk when she didn't want to

It was still quite unnecessary for him to further insist. But hey, you can be kinda dense when you like someone >_>

Now him reporting her. Through a discussion i had with a mutual about Luis, it seems like they were already somewhat aquatinted with each other. I'd presume they considered each other close mutuals, but not friends.

And in my experience, that would make it so you kinda just, justify said persons actions, as you are not close enough to know everything, but close enough to kinda build an explanation as to why they are acting weird

Cuz as per Luis, if he did he would probably not see her anymore bc she will be moved out, and she has been working hard for her position, and sure maybe bc he liked her. But even if he didn't, it be the same light if they were friends, which seems to be a close case for them as well. As humans, or just genuinel living creatures, we can be quite selfish and be it friends or a crush, you wouldn't want to have them leave your side (and from what I've gathered they are in the same department, being able to pass by each other's work stations)

Was it still wrong of him? Oh yes definitely, but like i said, there is more sides then one to a story. It doesn't make him a bad person, but just a human being with a bias and the benefit of the doubt

And yeah, idealisticly, if you love someone dearly, you wouldn't bury your head in the sand. But unfortunately, that isn't always the case. I deeply care for my sister, love her more then ANYTHING (and dont you dare say anything otherwise💢💢), but I'll be lying if i say i sometimes i wouldn't do that if i didn't know better

In which in this case he didn't. He mentioned to be an isolated kid, he doesn't know social cues as well (which is something I've experienced with my sister, and hell even myself), so with that, he wouldn't fully acknowledge it. It is human of him to be like that. Not right sure, but since when was it human to always be right?

And i will add that, we dont fully know how their relationship was, we just know they talked with each other. And by how Vanessa is about Luis in the CDs, they seem closer to each other then with the other workers

Also, i kinda feel bad for the typing "help" part, as i, a complete dense human being, wouldn't have imitatedly picked up on it either. Bc i am dumb, and even as when i first read the email, i didn't pick up on that part until you pointed it out💀💀

And for that i deeply apologise, but also yeah- gives me the reason to say it wasn't so unrealistic for him to be this dense

And i agree, i can see this seems to come from your bias of Vanessa. And it's completely understandable- you're in your rights to dislike Luis. As much as any victim is to dislike what happened to them and the people around them who inevitably caused the problem

It's probably also something i might explore on my story ;)

And the lesson is correct, it's a matter of actually acknowledging the issue your loved one has and do something about it. But unfortunately that is not something everyone does, even of they and I'm sure afterwards the guilt lingers.

But in a general summary. Your feelings towards him are valid, and i can understand your point of view on this. But that's exactly what i like about his character

I dont defend his actions, i simply give an explanation to them and a view to this different side