#sorry just wanna vent a little

[wololo-01]

I so mad with myself that I want to finish the sketch of Burt being the Toppat leader and other art wips I have but immediately my whole brain try to ignore this sh-t and made do something else and it's NOT because This drawings is taking some energy out of me!! MY BRAIN IS JUST SAYING "haha no." EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT TO DRAW IT

I feel like I wanna scream of angry and cry at the same time, idk what my problem ;_;

[employee052]

turns out a brief moment of feeling ok doesnt mean im done grieving

anywho, heres a vent doodle with a pose i saw online, might not reblog the road trip thread posts for a bit (i feel bad for not being able to participate in my own trend but as long as people enjoyed it then i dont mind all too much)

i dont wanna call it a break bc i cant help but be on tumblr, but things might go quiet in terms of art or me talking.

hope yall are doin well today/tonight/timezone n ill see yall when i see you :3

[bunnihearted]

i cant fully control my emotions during a breakdown and then i come out of it and im like oh fuck........ ._.

[alaskan-wallflower]

i feel selfish for saying i’m upset about this but my moms considering cancelling our trip to see outsiders because my brother has the weekend off and i guess she’d rather spend that time with him

[gods-favorite-autistic]

Hey in case y’all were wondering I’m having a bad time

[fadeintoyou1993]

having to explain to people things like. if i have to go out to do something and run errands i need to have it all mapped out and planned w like. at least a week in advance. and if i go out that day i cannot do anything else because That will be it. if i have multiple commitments that cannot be put on the same day i need one full day in between those commitments so i can rest and be recharged for that next thing otherwise i might have a breakdown in the middle of the street (again) and then That will render me unable to function for like a whole three days. and then people look at me like i choose to live like this?

[drapopia]

woke up to several people unfollowing me and an intensely homophobic anon 🥲 y’all are a part of the ghost fandom, i thought we were all queer here LOL

nonetheless, i understand that all fanfiction is subjective. everyone has their takes on a character, and you’re free to unfollow! i just ask politely that you don’t send me hateful asks/messages

[lottieurl]

i'm well aware there are single parents out there working full time but i think working full time and living alone with my dog is about to put me in a psychward

[deoidesign]

Me when time and time again finally comes back from hiatus

[awek-s]

hm

[thenotsolittlelady]

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[orion-archives]

I'm tired. Of all of this.

Every fucking day feels like the same, yet it gets heavier. Things get worse, nothing gets better and the few things that gave me security, happiness, where I thought I could escape and be free for some moments, are getting corrupted, forgotten, stained forever, never to be the same refuge they once were.

I'm tired of living sometimes. Of existing on this world.

I know how dying feels; it's calming, the darkness eats you and you feel without worries for the first time in your existance. You know it and that frees you.

But I don't want to die. I'm a coward. I want to continue living on this earth just because I think I can do something in the future, something that will fix everything, something that will give a purporse to everything I've done and lived through.

But we all know that is just a lie to make us feel better, don't we?

Because, at the end of all, do we really matter? What can assure us that?

I'm tired. Too tired.

I want to go somewhere else, but there is nowhere to escape. I want to say that I want to go home, go to the park, go to a forest and be happy. But this is something that will haunt me, haunt me forever and everywhere until the end.

Because you can't escape yourself.

I'm tired...

[sugared-violets]

i'm sad about a man again so the obvious solution is to remove them from my preferences entirely on the apps. bisexual in theory but no longer in practice. retired from bisexuality. taking a break from my studies (in bisexuality) to vacation abroad (with a broad)

[bookwyrminspiration]

quil is this u 😭 https://twitter.com/rrrrrrraddd/status/1741142180142481556

(clickable link)

Oh my god is that why it's gotten some notes again recently??? it broke containment again??? That one post is my legacy I'm never going to top it. if I'd known it was going to be seen by *checks link* over a million people if I'm reading that right then maybe I would've checked my grammar

anyway. goddamn.

[allright]

feeling a little soggy rn i cannot lie

[l0rd-0f-c0ws]

I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun