#sorry its on my mind a lot rn but
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Fuck it. Songs I've been really into lately and very recently with a few commentary and fanon related thoughts thrown in:
Atone - White Moth Black Butterfly (Full honesty. I think my hc of Kenny's singing voice could be a lot like the guy's in this song...)
Head Over Heels - Tears for Fears
Heaven - Emeli Sande
Tonight (demo) - Amira Elfeky
Secrets - Amira Elfeky
Everything I Do Is For You - Amira Elfeky
Even When I'm Not With You - Pierce The Veil
Pass The Nirvana - Pierce The Veil (Unexpectedly gave me Kyle vibes and finally spurred me into finally making my playlist for him lmao)
You Are Mine - Mutemath
Drag Me Under - Sleep Token (omg... omg just tears up my feelings...)
Fragment VIII - Library Tapes (maybe one day you guys will get to learn what this gives inspo for... :') )
Jaded - Spiritbox
Talk to a Friend - Rain City Drive
Burial Plot - Dayseeker
Outside - breakk.away
Two-Way Mirror - Loathe
Wilt - Holding Absence
bad decisions - Bad Omens
Keep on Loving You - Cigarettes After Sex
Handful of the later ones I've just discovered recently through curated playlists that Spotify made for me but I've been having some big dopamine brain moments and inspiration because of them. Don't you just love when that happens.
Anyways you ever listen to a song and just picture the otp tenderly holding each other in the much crushingly vulnerable moment they could be having?????
#rimble ramble#sorry its on my mind a lot rn but#if theres smth u want me to talk about pls lemme kno#cuz I could always use a good excuse to chat about hcs w you guys..<3#plus its nice assurance that youre out there and wanna vibe about stuff#tbh this is also for future me to come back to in the future#it makes me feel a little better too
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my stardew farmer ^_^ he doesnt have a green thumb for shit so he keeps animals and does mining
some tidbits i came up with while playing hehe
reclusive and doesnt really go out of his way to talk or visit people unless its an errand. but he also doesnt try to befriend others to get something out of it, so he has a very easygoing approach to making friends. on good terms with linus and sebastian since he runs into them most often.
if he respects or takes a liking to someone, he'll greet them with miss/mister (name). if you get close to him he starts using first name basis. if he doesn't like you, he'll refer to you by your title without using your name. only a few people have caught on to this.
the farm he inherited, Milky Way Farm, was the site of a meteorite crash and sometimes you can find shards of meteor debris littered around the farm (i picked the hilltop farm bc of this lol)
lost his sweater and pants a long ass time ago and doesnt have the time to look for them, so hes been working in his sleep clothes ever since
isnt actually grandpa's real heir to the farm... ;)
#sorry i havent been getting around to artfight attacks or art of anything lately bc my pen :) decided now would be the perfect#time to fucking bail on me :))) its gen 1 apple pen too so the fucker is discontinued hate and death on plsnet earth#like it TECHNICALLY works but only if i pair and re-pair it with the ipad until it senses it and that can be up to 38 tries#even then itll suddenly stop working if i take it off the ipad for more than 10 fucking seconds so i am not having a good time. this is the#second pen that this has happened to and i dont think its my ipad or software jesus christ. whatever. ill pretend not to care so it#fixes itself faster#ANYWAY COSMO!! YEAH. STARDEW IS STUPIDLY ADDICTING. i got it during the sale but im playing it on ios rn since i#dont have steam on my pc rn. i started a new save after the first one fizzled out and i think im doing way better this time yay#its a special kind of stress when u need to be in bed and its 1:50AM but the cat is in the fucking way#i wanna make more stuff with this guy i have a lot of stuff i wanna draw for him. i have a little backstory for him in mind#ill probably make a separate post to explain it but its a very long series of misunderstandings and ouran haruhi gender fuckery#my art#myart#my oc#oc#stardew farmer#sdv farmer#sdv#stardew valley#doodles#stardew
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#not to be like a boomer rn but#i just got a notification from windows on my computer telling me to try ai#the state of the way technology is going in the world actually worries and depresses me#i tell my therapist about this a lot when we talk about the world 😅#its horrible to me how fast ai is creeping into so many parts of everyday life#i feel like its kind of a train wreck in the making and its possibly going to get to a point where#theres not going to be much we can do about it because itll be so ingrained in everything#okay sorry my elderly person jumped out for a minute but that notification really got me#id rather have no technology than ai in everything change my mind#and not to mention how ai and the people working it are like actively destroying every aspect of art in the world...#dl
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growing pressure
#ghhrr hands hurt#hards to draw attacks when u also work as a full time artist eughh#im not even doing good at my job rn#but thats not what art is bout#vent art#yeah sorry just this image was in my mind a lot#its not blood btw just fluid i made red cuz i like that color#but i tag it just in case#blood
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I have finished The M/entalist, a tv show that ended 10 years ago, a show that I'm sure no one else cares about, but that I am about to make my whole personality for at least 2 weeks as I have hyperfixated on it so hard I can barely breathe
so uhhhhhhhh anyways if anyone knows this show take this as an open invitation, or if not then consider this a formal warning that i may be reblogging things and screaming "P/ATRICK J/ANE" in the tags <3
#waterfalltalks#hi i am in LOVE with this man even tho hes like idk 30 years my senior#hes also fictional so <3 its fine <3 is what i tell myself <3 and its true <3 so its okay that i tell myself this <3#what can i say okay he hits EVERY one of my boxes and has a charming smile while he does it#literal sunshine but clouded with the most beautiful darkness like hello sir#also one canon and it wasnt the best and it wasnt a lot and it was from the back but you know what sometimes we starve#so the fact im not going completely without is good enough for me and i will live nicely in this world#i do not know if i will write for him but i cannot find ANYTHING for this man so i might have to just do it myself#will anyone else care? no. does that matter to me? nope hes my beloved and i want c o n t e n t#only thing stopping me rn is free time and confidence that i have his mannerisms down#maybe after i rewatch it <3 again <3 and watch many edits <3 and maybe make a few edits <3#anyways if you bothered to read this far uh- thank you? im sorry? dont mind me just losing it over my newest guy <3 you get how it is <3#(i hope <3) anyways yes thank you!! bye!! i will go sit in a corner and think about my man <3#not snz
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WAIT HELP I READ TOO FAST 😭😭
omg but who are your favs in the twdg games... 😳😳😳
OH HFHGFHJ ITS FINE I DO THAT ALL THE TIME TOO BUT YEAH AS YOU KNOW I LOVE THE GAMES AND SHOW AND ALSO THE COMIC!! BUT FOR THE GAMES UHMMM..omg this is SUCH a tough question honestly?? like, i feel very complicated about basically every character in this series so its hard to just pick one fave....
hmm i will say tho i have ALWAYS loved Lee and Clementine (obviously,who doesnt hehe) i just love them sm 😭the first game just makes me so emotional FRFR in the first game i also loved Ben,Chuck, Omid and Christa and Molly!! id also include Kenny but...i have a sorta love/hate relationship with that guy 😭😭😭😭hes such a good character tho!! in general i think the first game was just so good😌😌
for the other games im less familiar with them since ive only played the other seasons once each so my memory is probably a little off,but i remember really liking Sarah ,Nick,Luke and Jane from the 2nd season,but again i think some of these characters are like. love/hate with me currently,i think s2 is so turbulent that its kinda hard to pick faves really (for me atleast) with the 3rd season i remember LOVING that Tripp guy and also Javier,but its been years since i last played the game so i probably have a bunch of different opinions on everything now😭😭in general i just dont remember too much from that game,i definitely have to replay it eventually..for s4 tho?? hmm honestly,i think i loved like,90% of the cast in that LMAO but i think i liked uhhm AJ the most.and also i think his name was Asim (or aasim) and Ruby,i liked them alot i think,and louis and violet too 😌😌😌also the dog?? does the dog count??? in general i just thought the characters were pretty interesting in that game,but again i think ima just have to replay all of these again to see how i REALLY feel
ANYWAYS THANKS FOR THE QUESTION AURA!!! i would LOVE to know your faves too😈😈😈😈😈😈
#my friend!!!!!!!#cant believe im getting a twd question in our modern year 2024 (thank you. i cannot get enough of this stupid zombie franchise)#maybe the zombies were the friends we made along the way (?)#i think rick grimes said something to that effect in like season 5 or something .sorry#I LOVE THE WALKING DEAD GAMES SOO MUCH#the first game i ever got a platinum trophy on was twd s1 for the ps3#lots of good memories. it scared me so much but i was so infatuated with the world i HAD to do everything in it#i think its funny how i got into this whole series through the games.didnt even know anything abt the show#it came out in like..2012 right?? 2013?? so i was lik 7 or 8 .crazy#yes i still get scared at these games. im stil lscared of fnaf. sue me. yes i still cry at the ending to s1#SUE ME IDC#me when the father figure has to leave.me when the figure who is a father to young girl has to abandon her for reasons they cant control#me when fathers. me when men who father children who arent their own and love them like their own cuz they are kind and good.#clenches fists...oughhh...family..#anyways this is so crazy cuz i was thinking about playing the games again like a week ago#can you read my mind?????????? probably. clown to clown communication. gg fan to gg fan communication#isnt it so crazy that twdg are taking place at like the exact same time that like. the show (or comic i dont remember) is??#like. i dont rlly think abt that enough tbh. its kinda crazy to me#the fact that we had glenn for like 1 (one) chapter in the games is so crazy to me. he was just out there#i also really liked glenn but idk if he counts since he was like.a cameo. he was like a disney channel show cameo idk#anyways sorry for the rants.i just had my vitamins im CRAZY im PSYCHO rn!!#anyone else ever get a lil emotional thinking abt kenny. im sure we all do. but. oughh. s2 kenny and lee comparison makes my brain hurt#anyways. i need to STOP im a MADMAN RN#see this is what happens when you ask me about my interests. leave me alone (joke. pats you on shoulder and smiles softly)
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Hello! I hope you’re having a good day!
What do you think about the new Zelda game that was announced? (echoes of wisdom)
P.S. idk if this question has already been asked or if you posted about it already so I apologize in advanced.
Hi! I hope your day's going well, too!
I don't think I really have any strong feelings about Echoes of Wisdom right now, honestly. I didn't really feel much when I saw it announced, mostly just feeling glad for the people who are excited; I'm glad that people are finally getting a proper playable Zelda, and I've decided to withdraw/keep quiet about my my cynical opinions about it since it's not out yet, and people do really seem excited about it. I think totk just really wore me out, so I'm not totally optimistic about what we'll get. But I'm hoping that it's good, and that the people really excited for it have a good time with it when it comes out!
I'm not the biggest fan of that art style, honestly, and I'm not the biggest fan of make-your-own-solution type puzzles, and the controls look like they're going to be really clunky to me, just looking at what the trailer shows.
Either way, I'm likely going to end up playing it anyways, since I did tell my mom about it, and she's pretty excited! At the end of the day, I at least hope she enjoys it, so despite my own feelings I am just hoping that it's good and that people like it.
#asks#zeldanamikaze#salty talks#sorry this took so long!#loz#legend of zelda#tagging this as i go- waiting to finished before deciding to tag the game in case this ends up negative yknow#probably not tagging the game ive decided#ig im just. idk cautious? totk killed my trust yknow so im just feeling a bit negative abt it so istg if it comes out and its bad or#has a lot of problems then nintendo i stg. make the first game with playable zelda a banger do not drag the wilds era problems into this#this sat finished in drafts for too long i thought i had more to add but i really dont i just dont really think about it much#the art for it's been cute. but otherwise its eh in my mind. mostly just i hope its good for the people excited abt it#also dw abt sending asks i mightve gotten before it never happened so far and i think if i did id maybe still jsut answer both#i like getting asks#i think rn with loz the games are kind still a lil clouded by totk and im too happy with my aus and my bellum x linebeck fic#so ive just been hanging out in my little niche
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there’s one on here currently and they’re bringing back up old controversy (jashshipping)
Yeaa I saw that. They also seem to post a bunch of CJ related things, so I might make the daily photos one since there isn't one for just CJ screenshots/photos
#im gonna be a fait bit busy today so I cant make it rn#also wont be making it tomorrow as there's another strike happening then [ill make a post on that later too btw]#but i want there to be an account just of stuff from the vids or of the ones he posts on twitter#as for the shipping thing#i wish ppl wouldn't be so rude with things sometimes man#my stance is basically the same as CJs. interpret it however you'd like just don't show it to ppl who are uncomfortable with it#also don't harass or be a dick to people who do or don't ship it#im glad it died down since then at least & that there's not a bunch of hate going around#this fandom is simultaneously really nice to be in & also really draining sometimes#tho it definitely isn't the worse. ive been in a lot of ones that are a LOT worse than here. big & small#place is actually quite nice mostly. despite some things that deserve needing to be called out [like some of the ableism toward Heart]#I think things would be a lot better if people just let others do their own thing. as long as its not like. fuckin illegal or offense#or against CJs boundaries. just let others vibe out in there own corner#ain't that what we all said when TH purists complain about CJs covers? No ones forcing you to consume the content. is all good#just stay where you're comfortable! if anyone's forcing you to look at their stuff then they're the issue. and that goes both ways#again just listen to what the guy said. don't show it to people that don't like it. don't harass people who do it don't like it. an like#just be groovy#sorry for the rant this has just been on my mind for months now#im generally very neutral on things but i hate everyone just yellin at each other when there doesn't need to be yelling in the first place#again this place is hell of a lot better than other spaces ive been in#its a main reason this is the first fandom I've actively participated a shit ton in#im actually using discord & talking [a bit] to other ppl for once lol#idk man i like it here. Just don't make a reason for people not to like it here#again apologies for the rant op. this has just been on my mind for some time & i really don't want shit being blown up again#also apologize if anythins spelled wrong or sounds like nonsense#shitty keyboard + dyslexia + not being able to edit tags can make dumb results lol#moss rants#[atlas asks]
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i don't even want to take half my classes that im registered for autumn quarter
#this is just me spitballing here -#definitely need to take the security related classes that i want to do and even if i did dogshit at databases i still want to take the next#-class in the series bc i heard its more programming#also maybe the instructor won't suck that was a huge part of it#and im dropping data science im sorry i can't do algos i can't do machine learning. fuck cs theory im not into that.#but the question now is - do systems (which would give me a leg up in the security track) or do animation capstone (which is cool)#downside of systems is that theyre some of the hardest programming classes and i have to do group projects#downside of animation is that i missed the ball on most of the stuff and its a lot of classes in a sequence. also group projects.#(or neither and fuck off and do the global health minor or take english/art/architecture/philosophy classes just for fun idfk)#the stem major's curse#the last humanities option is looking nice rn maybe i can also take a bunch of public health stuff too#i actually kind of want to enjoy college even if im a commuter with no friends#hm ok i will go look for some classes later today#the data science stuff really screwed me over im glad im free of that at least#milk (normal)#i am kind of the ''mid at everything'' guy so no specialization for me or else i get bored and start attacking myself with hammers#and i change my mind about who i am and my personality every few months so thats really fun to deal with.
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"you break my heart, angel, and I'll break yours" Crowley said, fully prepared to dog ear all of aziraphale's books in revenge (aziraphale, of course, finds acts such as these to be atrocious and Crowley is hurt and petty)
#im on 4 hours of sleep and like a lot of cafine#my brain is doing a lot rn#thats fine tho#because maybe this speaks to one of you#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#cried abt this today#crowley#aziraphale#crowly x aziraphale#books#azi would despise dogearing books#thinks its unnecessarily cruel#totally uncalled for and all that#crowley would be hurt but not mad#i have to believe that or i will go insane#sorry for rambling my mind wont let them go
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i love wanting to detail everything but also knowing nothign abotu what businesses and ppl working there Actually do like ah yes heres my cog oc they work here uhm they do uhm
They Do Some Kind Of Paperwork...!!!!
#this is about ridge#shes not a mgr who i can think of fun quirks for shes a regular ass loan shark.exe#well regular - she is generally just in a more higher position but its funny#uhm yeah ... ! my characters do uhm .... Stuff At This Company :]#bc like unlike half of them she doesnt like fuck around she like mostly does paper shit and like checks up on how everyone below her is sor#sorta doin yknow :sob:#my brain isnt braining today sorry#shes gonna be hard to develop because ill be honest fellas i just made her to be a fun design i didnt have much of a story or anything in#mind honestly. like at All#crowleys a bit similar but he has ideas and a lot of potential i just have to open the doors for myself and i can figure out interesting#things for him#especially if ill be expanding the world#thats why im doing it i want it to be easier for Me Personally to give my ocs stories#or at least like.. why theyre in the company what they do how they are#yknow?#its not like dpau where im making some genuine grandiose story with meanings and things i wanna bring to the table#im just making silly guys here man#rambles#anyways ygeah im doodling her rn
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Hiya! Hello, since this blog is getting a lil bit more attention than usual, I just wanna give a simple lil reminder, that I am by no means a professional when it comes to art, or writing, and all my lil FNaF AU's are very much so, and will always very much so be just a hobby, stuff I'm doing in my free time to make myself happy. :3 While I do hope that my work is enjoyable, In the long run the objective here, for me, is just to have a little fun, so things aren't going to be perfect. I share my work not because I have to, but because it can be fun to do so, and as I've seen said before, if it stops being fun, then I don't have to share anymore. All this to say, thanks to near everyone I've encountered so far that has offered me their patience and not been outwardly hostile or anything to me, I really hope it stays that way! I'm just a simple, anxious af hobby artist, who really enjoys FNaF haha.
#insomniac hyena rambles#not au related#my anxiety and junk have been kinda. not great lately#and just having this little space to sit down and play around with something I enjoy-#has been an amazing distraction to have. and I hope it continues to stay that way#though I am sorry if there's ever something I dont reply to#or can't give a very good reply to#my mind is seldom cooperative and kind of a mess. and rn I've got a lot on it#but yeah! Nothing wrong with wanting something to be enjoyable. but please understand i write and draw for myself first#and everything else second. if you don't enjoy something#I'm not gonna force anyone to look at my work haha#its posted just in case someone else enjoys it. not because I'm saying someone else /has to/#Thanks again to everyone who's read even just a line or two of AWLB! I'm still astonished anything I made warranted any kinda attention#and this post wasn't made towards anyone or anything specifically#its just an in general thing. something to soothe over my anxiety and such#lil reminder I'm just doing all this fnaf stuff for fun
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i j caught maybe one of the most embarrassing mistakes ive ever made when writing... as someone who is very judgy and particular about the things i read (not that i can really be choosy in the creepypasta fandom because most of the fic nowadays is either crazy porn (like noncon or weird stuff... i am not a fan of sa fics!!!) or poorly written stuff by the next generation of crp fans (go for it young ones.... i am rooting for u)) BUT as i was saying as someone who is VERY particular when it comes to my fics it was just very embarrassing to see that because like damn girl i was not paying attention. and i HATE when people dont pay attention to their writing
#this isnt a huge deal i j thought it was funny#girlnextmorgue loses their mind over silly writing mistake#soz for the rant in between i have a lot of opinions on the questionable things people post in this fandom#its rly sad to me because at one point we were all kids that had fun and roleplayed. me personally i was a wattpader (sorry)#but my friends and i had sm fum there#now ur either a cool creator in the fandom or someone that posts weirddddd content without any nuance to it#or a little child#i should post more actually#girlnextmorgue fanfic resurgence#except its better than the shit i wrote in 2021 cuz i was like 15 and having fun and playing#or maybe ill just keep writing helen fics.... sighs dreamily hes so bf....#busy rn tho so thats not happening for a while#sorry!
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8 for the artist asks?
8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in?
oh man this is a hard one.
i don't necessarily keep track of that stuff, and my memory is abysmally bad too so i can't even exactly remember any in particular, but i know there's gotta be so so many
it depends too ig heavily on what it is?? there's some old original stories of mine that i scrapped almost in their entirety, though i know some concepts/characters i'd be willing to recycle for use in something else.
w/ fandom stuff ofc, i'm sure we've all seen authors/artists lose interest in something they were posting and stopped updating it, leaving it unfinished. i can't exactly blame them; as much as it might suck for the readers/viewers that were invested, it would suck even more for the original creator to be forced to do something they've lost all passion for.
some things stay forever but you move on from others, and it's not necessarily a tragedy despite the years of mourning endured
weirdly specific artist asks
#ask#anonymous#ask meme#this got weirdly deep & depressing sorry. kind of in a state of mind rn#that might just be a reason why im so hesitant to share my more fleshed out ideas ig#im scared of leaving behind an unsatisfying and unfinished thing in the case i do end up abandoning it#it sucks sometimes b/c i CANNOT shut up and overshare far too much but maybe its worth it to prevent further grief in the future#for all the things that could've been and never were; usually b/c i give up since it doesnt come as i want or i feel i cant deliver#yeah ive got a lot of issues i need to work on. oh the double edged sword of art being a release for all my anguish but also causing me it
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consider me on hiatus for a week unless we get skyblock news or something, i dont feel like being social here
#i'll delete this post if i randomly feel better and change my mind but it's not looking likely rn#i am. i am exhausted#i know i go through ups and downs here a lot but this one is Very Down#the only thing keeping me from privating this blog rn is the thought that i dont want the ppl who hate me to be happier with me gone lmao#new years resolution dont let the haters win 😌#i cant find a reason to post rn. if you need me i'll be on main o/#priv i'll be on priv as usual lol#happy new years sorry for being depressed JHDFJ. slash jay i dont guess its that bad#idk something something grief combined with preexisting issues really taking a toll on me overtime and starting to get worse#i dont care enough to analyse it i'll just keep avoiding it till i cave and finally move blogs amen#chat#i say a week bc i know i'll probably feel beter when i get to campus on the weekend#i'll HAVE to show off the AE flag in the window of course
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Y'know I'm not big on shipping so sometimes I'm like: "Man, why is it all Kazumaji." when searching for fanart but then I am on Twitter and... I think I am fine with Kazumaji on Tumblr.
i don't know the further implications of this and the diff between twit and tumblr kazumaji but Personally to me it just isn't my cup of tea and i don't really get the pairing
#snap chats#maybe its cause its popular and i have popularitis or something idfk i just cant see the appeal#or. i CAN but not personally yk. i understand why other people like it is what i mean it just doesnt do it for me for some reason#like Sorry Everyone Trying To Scroll The Kazumaji Tag Rn In Peace but ima spit#nvm i forgot what i was gonna say. never mind i remember#anyway it just doesn't do anything for me#like it's not wholly established and there isn't even a lot of in-text reasons to like it which . Hasn't Stopped Me Before#but like i don't have anything to go off of... like the pairings i like i have something to point at and go 'ah there it is mental illness'#and ig with kazumaji there's SOME things like Again I Can See Where People Are Coming From#but it's nothing that makes me go Ah.. The Brain Barnacles Are Here#we been over this but it's been a while but kiryu and majima's relationship really does just feel professional after a certain point#like y3 the earliest but ESPECIALLY after saejima comes into the picture#idk im rambling about something that WILL get me shot but i'm speaking my truth on my blog#moving on. watched the first half of tonbi today..... crying...#i have to update my Top Cutest TTM Charas list now...#but i gotta do these comms first ok bye#then im watching the second half if these dont take me all night..
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