#sorry im mad but this is so fucking stupid

[niredsw]

okay here goes nothing please dont be mad at me for this afterwards

i am so fucking tired of feeling left out in every. single. friendgroup. i'll ever have.

i just cant stop thinking "what if they hate me secretly" "they probably laugh behind me" "they probably talk about how annoying and stupid i am when im not there" and this one is pretty stupid but "what if they have another groupchat that im not in and they talk there all day and thats why they never talk to me" i know people said it a million times but i really cant stop thinking like this.

(you have every right to be mad for this part its not even a big thing why am i sad over this)

just today a new friend of mine decided to co peletely ignore my existence and talk with another friend of hers, and thats okay, really, she has other friends and i have other friends aswell, its okay. the thing is i went to her class to talk to her and she just walked beside me, exitted her class and went to mine to talk with her another friend. i know im short but like she shoul've seen me right? i dont know this feels so stupid when i say it out loud

then theres the server, dont get me wrong please i love every one of you so much its just im not active 24/7 and that makes me feel left out. there are certain people who are active all day or people that are loved by everyone and even if they wont answer for days everyone is always having fun with them, i know im not the best friend a person can ask for but i'm really trying my best and i just want to be loved the same amount as i love people, do i really want so much? its really stupid, really, but fuck it no one would probably even see this so fuck it we ball

today when the staff was talking about if we should invite someone or not, everyones opinion was asked, the people that didnt respond were tagged, but i wasnt. this is really really stupid but it just made me feel horrible, like i didnt matter

yeah i know its pretty stupid.

im just too scared that people will lost interest in me one day and i'll just be forgotten, ignored, not important anymore. im so scared we will have a huge fight over something stupid i said and never talk again, then after a few months someone will mention my name and people will just say "we were friends once, never liked her anyways"

i know its really stupid its just how i feel

i fucking hate my attachment issues. i spam people a lot amd then get sad when they dont respond, and i dont even know why i do it myself

im just an obsessive idiot whos always scared of people leaving her. but i never realize how annoying and stupid i sound and then i get sad when they leave me, even tho the signs were super obvious that we were drifting away

im sorry this is stupid i dont need any help i just needed to scream to the void

[cakepoppresent]

Shut The Hell Up

Transcript Under The Cut~

Luna: You ready to talk to me now? You bitch.

Malcolm: Talking to me like that on my birthday?

Luna: We're twins don't piss me off. You've been ignoring my calls. Should I just die?

Malcolm: Maybe. Why the fuck would you bring Andre without telling me?

Luna: I'm really sorry Malcolm. I swear i didn't do it on purpose

Malcolm: It made me feel like shit when i saw you hug him. Acting like he didn't do anything wrong. I thought...for...just a moment that you would leave me too.

Luna: Malcolm...You know I would never

Malcolm: I know that! I know that...

Malcolm: I just felt...so scared for a moment. No mom, dad was never there then Andre left. I only have you Luna

Luna: Malcolm...I'm so sorry. I know I fucked up

Malcolm: it hurt even more knowing you've been talking to him behind my back. Like why even do that? What's the point?

Luna: Listen Malcolm. I would never reach out to Andre first. He left me too but seeing him like that I just felt bad. He asked of you and I thought it would be better if we both see him.

Malcolm: That was a stupid thought. A very stupid one

Luna: Im trying to apologize don't piss me off. Anyways. I'm sorry you know it's always gonna be me and you

Malcolm: *hmph* I still don't care about his ass

Luna: But seriously. I would never leave you okay? I'm not dad and I'm not Andre. So you never have to worry about that

Malcolm: I hear you... Benji got me a car!! Let me drive you home?

Luna: Oh! My own personal driver. Perfect

Malcolm: Actually never mind. Get a fucking uber

Luna: Are you still mad at me? Don't be mad anymore I won't bring up Andre

Malcolm: You're on thin ass ice! You're forgiven for now

Luna: Thank you so much for your forgiveness. I can breathe again. Life has meaning. The sun is warm again.

Malcolm: Shut the hell up

Luna: Missed you.

Malcolm: Missed you too. I guess

Luna: Don't be a bitch

[femboyhuntergatherer]

Ftm/transmasc nsfw spaces on reddit are so annoying, WHY are pregnancy and breeding automatically considered as being part of a detrans kink ? Hello are you hearing yourself thats so stupid?? I'm a boy who can get pregnant I'm allowed to sexualize that if I want to without it being some sort of transphobia, dysphoria kink? Not to mention detrans kink makes me so fucking uncomfortable whenever I see it. Literally it's so weird that detrans kinks are more accepted in these spaces than breeding/pregnancy LOL whatever

[poisonousquinzel]

"I'm nobody. I haven't done anything with my life like you have."

Todd Phillips, Scott Silver, Lady Gaga genuinely, lovingly, fuck you.

I will never forgive you. I hope every day your bones get softer and softer and then one day when you're not expecting it, I shall be there, and I will gnaw through your Achilles heel<3

[haemosexuality]

why are so many adventure time fans just straight up stupid. about how stories work. and i dont even mean kids i mean like adult fans just with the absolutely dumbest takes

[mad-c1oud]

was trying to figure out why my fic a letter to your old address was getting hella kudos out of nowhere and well uh

I see

[jrueships]

PEOPLE WHO WORK THE TOLL BOOTHES CAN HEAR U?????

[bedforddanes75]

i just think you deserve eternal happiness actually. funny and actually nice. u are jesus. anyway No pls i AM AFRAID u are simply too cool and i cant deal

[heartscrypt]

i get so mad when ppl say riddle would be ignorant/clueless towards lgbtq+ stuff bc he was raised sheltered. no the fuck he wouldn't. maybe he'd start out that way yeah but as Soon as its implied he doesn't know something hes taking that shit to heart and learning everything he could EVER know about it. hes making a fucking study of it. he knows more than you actually

[pepper-steam-milkshake]

no one asked for pan designs but my heart needed to draw this fucking dumbass horrid dilf

og design beneath the cut

(this one’s done in crayon. rm when i was ashamed of breaking my gf’s crayon? yeah)

[vonlipvig]

FRIENDSHIP HAS ENDED WITH SUZERAIN, I WILL NOW SET FIRE TO THE ENTIRE COUNTRY OF SORDLAND

[artiemartietartie]

it’s very interesting how nearly all ekurei haters are just dimple haters. they just hate dimple and hate the idea of him being loved for some reason 😭 sorry if that’s a wild conclusion but from what i’ve seen that’s the shit i’ve gathered

i know at this point im just screaming at a wall but dear lord can people just sit down for at least 5 minutes and think about how dimple has grown as a person since season 1 and how his looks shouldn’t destroy all that development and personality he has?

If you can’t understand the complexity of his character I am absolutely BEGGING to the moon and back please censor dimple’s name it’s very. disheartening trying to look for dimple content and come face-to-face with people hating on him and belittling people who like him

anyways dear dimple and ekurei truthers reading this i totally believe that dimple is so much more than what most people take him for and that he’s just as much of a person like anyone else in the show and he totally deserves to be loved. he’s worthy of it and me personally I think both dimple and reigen are so inexperienced when it comes to love and don’t like themselves too much but slowly and surely they learn how to love themselves together. like the love the other.. if they’re loved by someone so amazing, then maybe they deserve it..? GRAGRGAGRBHF I WANT THEM TO LEARN HOW TO LOVE THEMSELVES EVEN WHEN THEYRE NOT WITH THE OTHER‼️ ITS ABOUT HELPING EACH OTHER GROW AS PEOPLE AND HAVING THE GREATEST AMOUNT OF RESPECT FOR EACH OTHER‼️‼️‼️‼️ GRAFBRBSHHRHFJF I LOVE THINKING ABOUT REIGEN AND DIMPLE SLOWLY TAKING THEIR TIME TO OPEN UP MORE IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP AND THINGS LIKE PHYSICAL AFFECTION AND SAYING “ILY” ARE DONE IN THE SAFETY OF THEIR OWN PRIVACY BECAUSE THEY TRUST AND LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

[numberoneanika]

Honestly the roleplay blogs are stronger than I am because if I saw a post where people were saying my blog was annoying and calling me corny I would jump in a large pit and rot away

[scrunkalicious]

FUUUUUUUCK JAYVIK UGGGGHH im begging they don’t try to push it next season, im gonna keep my expectations low but we have a chance to survive cuz its the last season

sending love and joy and whimsy ur way………

REAL. TYSM LUCY U A REAL ONE....

im hoping praying so so bad that they rlly go thru w the jayce and vik LoL lore in s2 BC THEYRE ENEMIEZ OK. LIKE DEADASS MACHINE HERALD AND DEFENDER OF TOMORROW CANT STAND EACH OTHER. riot thatd be soooo lovely pleabse,,,,

[teruel-a-witch]

as i'm waiting for my new tablet to arrive i'm reminded why i don't shop online ever and hate paying in advance for something i haven't been able to hold in my hands yet.

it's starting to seem like it won't arrive before my birthday tomorrow so i am officially livid. i specifically picked a store that wasn't far away and promised delivery on the 28 at the earliest but it looked like they only shipped it on the 28th judging by the status 😒 the one time I order a gadget online instead of going directly to a store and this happens. birthday officially ruined.

[grimmgrinningghouls]

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU