#sorry im just rambling

[kendyroy]

really need to see what goes on in logan’s head whenever he interacts with wade.

i know it’s a lot of “he’s so fucking stupid” and “i can’t fucking believe this guy”

but i also imagine it’s a lot of “i love him so much. i can’t imagine life without him” and “what have i ever done to deserve this guy’s love. i don’t deserve him. he’s too good for me”

(ALL of these are affectionate btw)

[locaboa99]

I keep thinking about how Flug is known to be highly dangerous by the documents of P.E.A.C.E and how he has a frikking list of all the things that he has done. As well as that Alan has stated that Flug is a completely mad genius. What I wonder is if all of these are things that he did, waaay before he ever joined BlackHat? and if so, that kinda shows how he only ever fears BlackHat and not any other villain, which, by far of all the videos and the 5 episode 🤔 it does show that he really only fears BlackHat. With this in mind, I really like thinking that Flug is a badass with anxiety, lol

[niroke]

The way people talk about the Lord of the Flies pisses me off. The analysis around the novel is just so bad. Humans are not inherently evil!! It wasn't that without a governing body civilization collapses, it was that they were little rich boys trying to emulate what they perceived to be the way the world worked. The novel was written right after WW2 and the sentiments of the era greatly shaped the story of the novel. Jack was violent because he was raised to be violent not because he was an inherently violent person. They also were there for months! It wasn't like all of the issues happened immediately, the kids were young and lost hope so they followed the person with the most charisma.

[anaghostiez]

Earthspark Starscream and Prime Starscream are definitely his sexiest designs. I’m obsessed with ES Starscream’s fucking goatee, he looks so fucking good with it. Prime Starscream is always giving cunt and I live for it.

[magiturge]

doodling around happy hank a bit, im not very happy with this design but my hand feels really sluggish. im thinking more about the idea of how or why he exists and i thought that maybe, he exists in a world where the auditor is more competent at their job but not exactly perfect or competent enough to completely deal with hank. ( more talking under cut )

i feel that in the case of happy hank, he did not become "happy" hank until the events of happiness apotheosis. from mc1 - mc3, it's just violent business as usual until mc3's ending where sheriff and jeb survives, with hank dead. in this case, auditor instead of forming an agency actually attempts to do something about hank's behavior instead. since it appears for hank that violence is like something that comes natural to him, it's like digging directly into his code and trying to change it. now i clarified earlier that in this, auditor more competent but not competent enough. how that relates is that while auditor may have fixed hank around to not be as violent and to be more friendly, to maintain order as he seems to be the bad actor, it's like turning up that friendliness to an extreme. nevada regardless of hank's existence, is a brutal apathetic place, and turning hank's behavior on a 180 still causes problems. i like to think that no matter how you turn it, hank will cause issues by existing one way or another. i also want to say i feel that happy hank is still insolvent just like regular hank, so however his friendly demeanor may be and how it may get him killed, he is denied dissolution and is eventually wrought back to life to walk nevada's landscape. tldr ; auditor smarter but not smart enough, fixes one issue with hank by flipping that natural violence into an extreme friendliness, still causes problems as hank remains a behavioral anomaly AS WELL as a functional anomaly, still needs to be dealt with in some way he's not any younger either, i just have to work on it, it scary

[coveredinsun]

i love watching the behind the scenes bits because of the insight it gives you. the death scene was TWENTY EIGHT PAGES LONG in the script and boy did it feel like it. one of the producers mentioned how they “never wanted to take the cameras off the kids because then it’s kind of like.. letting them off the hook” and my writer brain found that supremely gratifying. the complete lack of ‘downtime’ from tom’s call to the press conference forced you to feel some of the tension the siblings did, and it did NOT give you a break because they didn’t get a break. it yanked you in unexpectedly and didn’t let you go for almost a full half hour. it was so masterful and i expect emmys all around <3

[ender-of-the-sender]

It makes me so sad that Watcher World was made when they were still figuring out Nightmare Time like

Can you imagine if they did Watcher world now? The quality- mhhhh

Am i saying this bc i want more blinky content? Pfttttt yeah.

[funnywormz]

thinking of an au in my mind where fem!laios does live a life similar to the one shown in the magic mirror for a while, but maybe once she hits her 30s or so she starts to have an identity crisis and realises that she has to go adventuring in a dungeon like she always dreamed of as a kid and it's not optional. she has to

since she has at least 1 kid in the magic mirror i'm gonna assume things would be the same for this au which would make it a bit tricky. maybe she has an exceptionally chill husband who takes care of the kids? or maybe, although it would be sad for the kids, she just leaves them with her parents back at the village. idk abt that part of it

i don't think this would be a full genderswap au, all the girls would stay girls and only some of the dudes would be girls. don't expect any logic outta me on this.

i don't think falin would've been eaten by the dragon in this au either. bc their party has one less member they would have probably been forced to withdraw from the dungeon before encountering the dragon here. falin would have also finished magic school in this au bc laios never left the village, so i'd imagine that she's been able to find a slightly better paid job as a magic researcher and has been doing that with marcille.

i think some things would be a lot better in this au while other things would be a lot worse. laios would be a lot less happy and oblivious because she would've had to deal with being forced into feminine roles and marriage + kids. her monster special interest is still there but it's dulled/repressed. in contrast things would probably be significantly better for falin and marcille, bc they got to finish magic school together and falin didn't get eaten.

[wastelandhell]

I've been thinking a lot about coming out lately, which isn't something I'd ever thought I would do. I guess that sounds silly, but since I was a child I've always struggled with identifying and expressing my emotions or needs, so I just learned to suppress them instead. It doesn't matter what I feel, I just need to play the part I've been given. My entire adult life my life has been spent in a joyless psychological prison because it was easier than doing anything to change it. It was only recently that I began to realize that it doesn't have to be that way, I can do something, I have the ability to control my own life. But I also feel like I've sunk so much time and energy into this lie, that it's too late. I've spent over a decade pushing myself far away from anyone close to me and just playing this character. I don't know. It's been nice to consider. Some day.

[vadergf]

It's really interesting how love turns to resentment so quick like I never got it but as time passes it's like a realization like okay?? I didn't deserve to be treated like that either???

[magnetictapedatastorage]

HM:AWL and HM:DS are polar opposites but intertwined its crazy. are you seeing this shit. hm:ds uses sepia tone awl screenshots as its cutscene backgrounds. because they take place in the same town. even though the town is shaped differently. hm:ds completely revolves around the harvest sprites, finding them, hiring them, and building relationships with them. hm:awl has you unable to interact with them at all. hm:ds could not be Less realistic or grounded, while hm:awl only makes the smallest concession just so that they don't have to have the word "semen" appear in the game (you still get 'miracle potion' from bulls). hm:ds is full of festivals but has extremely hard courting, hm:awl lacks festivals but makes it so you WILL get married at the end of year 1...

[aaazzie]

hi sorry im kind of just getting shit out of my head and out into the world, please bare with me!!! :)

i think… that most bad people still deserve love. at the very least they still deserve human rights. it hurts me to see people who say that people who have done bad things deserve those same bad things done to them, because… what kind of logic is that? if the person who they hurt didn’t deserve it, why do they?

people can heal and change. people can grow and learn. their past will probably follow them a very long way, yeah, and sometimes that’s a good thing, i think. not always, but sometimes. people who have hurt other people still deserve to live out full lives.

i love you, people who have hurt people.

i love you, people who accidentally hurt people.

i love you, people who hurt someone on purpose, and regret it now.

i love you, people who are ashamed of themselves for what they’ve done.

i love you, people who are growing and learning about how to stop hurting people.

we are all just human. we all fuck up. I’ve done it, a lot of my mutuals and friends and family have probably done it. that does not make us any less deserving of basic human rights and love.

[the-rookinator-3000]

aunt arctic is actually one of the strongest characters ever because i KNOW if i was in her place during operation blackout i would have actually had a mental breakdown

[dreamysheepy]

Adults let kids do things just for the love of the game

Challenge level: apparently impossible

[locaboa99]

I'm a night shift worker and yet I'm placed to work one morning shift day. Gods I'm not used to this.

[mintaikk]

I fuck hard with Asexual Venom, but the idea of Venom, an alien whose species doesn't breed sexually and don't have concepts of sex, being sexually attracted to some boring sad and sweaty white guy he picked up on the streets is just so funny to me