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"I dont want what you have, I want to be you."
#art#myart#artists on tumblr#artist#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing jimmy#mouthwashing curly#captain curly#iiiii widerady cooked wid dis one...#this is my peak sorry i cant produce anything better then this#also ignore how inconsistant they probably look i drew them out of order#also who cares.#if u do i dont wanna know i dont care#anyway i need jimmy dead#i thought this audio was so jimmy when i first heard it#so i had to conjure this bad boy up#surprised i even finished it#i had fun#i worked hard on this please love it
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i know im always saying this but he is truly sooo pretty when he's being bitchy and mad
#IIIII AM NOT NORMAL ABT HIM. SORRY#mine#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss apology tour#apology tour#stolas helluva boss#helluva boss stolas#stolas#e: apology tour
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I’ve been thinking a lot about how merciless scott was towards joel in limited life specifically during the session where joel was outwardly grieving jimmy in this messy violent desperate way that made him appear mad. and I’ve been thinking about scott’s own relationship towards the concept of grief, what grief “should” look like, and his tendency to act as though he is above letting his emotions consume him. and i’ve been thinking about scott stating that joel “deserves it” shortly before taking him out of the series. do we think that scott judged joel so severely for grieving jimmy in such a raw way that he killed that fucker four times to get rid of him. because of his own standards for what correct grief looks like. and how any reflection of scott’s own emotions needs to be eliminated. i personally dont think so but I think the concept goes hard as fuck anyways
#is this anything#Jimmy griever one kills jimmy griever two four times in a row and laughs. there is something here#(Sorry ll martyn I know you missed him too but that was. different.)#bree barks so fucking loud#hmmm. Actually. What if Iiiii…#scott smajor#smajor1995#trafficblr#Runs away
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ouwgh sorry if this quality is shit it was recorded one handed on my phone. but anyway. ITS HIM !!!!! YAYYY! !!! YAYY!!!
all essential animations are done now :] It's just cute idle animations + CB and interactions with him that need to be completed. really exiting X] [plus, perhaps, doing some asymmetry code but I'm kinda lazy so I might not HAHA]
#fresh#fresh sans#fresh!sans#<- tagginb ecause IIIII Am exited :] sorry woof HAHA was pllanning on Not taggint ehe shimeji till totally done but.. really exiting to me.#f+c shimeji liveblogging#<- currently only the F#jbird's art
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so what's your process for designing characters?
Man people keep asking me how do I design characters, how do I make characters, how do you pick characters genders, etc. and I feel SO bad because I!! There is no process!! Especially with designing AphidClan characters in particular, my process is EXTREMELY wild and intuitive and spontaneous and very “just wing it first try it’ll be fine. I totally won’t hate it 3 months later ((I will and I do))”
I. I don’t know how to explain it. Like. Alder for example, I knew Lilacpaw was this kind of pinkish purple with an orange gradient, so I wanted her dad to be pinkish purple and her mom to have the orange gradient, so when it came time to design him, I jus. made him purple. and that’s all he is there isn’t any thought put into this, this is a. Random, not professional at all, “I made a quick concept sketch as my first and only attempt, he came out purple, that’s all he is, just purple” and “I got it first try” bullshit, and everything else about his design happened because. it felt right, and I never questioned that, so now hes. alder. he exists now. “how did you make him?” i don’t know but he sure as hell is here now
That’s how I make literally all of my character designs and decisions, especially since this is just a Warrior cats blog that I do as a fun “low-effort” hobby. I had a single idea of “rainbow,,,” it felt right, I never questioned it, it happened, I made a single quick sketch of concept art as prep to solidify what already existed in my brain, and now it exists, and then 4 months and 10 updates later I become deeply unhappy with the design and I try all over again lol. It’s extremely extremely intuitive for me, it’s all just feeling. I don’t really follow any professional tips or legitimate art techniques, I don’t really make concept art, half of the time the characters first appearance in a moon update or ask response is literally the first time I’ve ever drawn them, as you can tell from the Fire/Gravel kids and their extensive “gradually redesign them piece by piece over each moon until I decide I hate all of it and start over entirely” process which is NOT something I’d recommend for a webcomic or any legitimate art project you want to take seriously or professionally!! I don’t really. have a process, I just start drawing the moon update and they appear lolol
#chances are any time you wanna ask me a ‘how did you come up with [blank]??’ question there’s like.#an 80% chance the answer is literally just ‘idk. felt right. sounded cool’#and I do not know how else to explain it#and iiiii could not break it down into steps if I tried#I am. sorry lol#aphidasks
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leon!!!
#πa art#fnafhs#our au#fnafhs au#fhs#fhs fanart#fnafhs fanart#leon fnafhs#i dont have much to say for this. hope its kind of melancholic(?)#sorry to not have posted that many finished drawins but hopefully fnafhsweek makes up for it :D#his tail looks really untextured but iiiii am letting it go#i dont want to do scales im lazy
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all that you are, were, will be, might have been
Winter comes! ...And i cant draw you. ...I can't write you either. Not even to you in a letter. What can my clumsy brushstrokes say? What can my fragile words convey? How Do I Express Everything?
#betty grof#simon petrikov#petrigrof#docart#i. iiiii. iiiii caaaant sleep ..#im sorry. when i look at betty i got my simon colored goggles on. will i ever understand who she truly is
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Sleeping Beauty - Kyman SoT AU
Before they are even born, Prince Kyle of the Elven Kingdom and Prince Eric of Kupa Keep are set to be married to unite both their kingdoms. But the day Kyle is born, he gets a visit by a very powerful wizard: Eric’s older brother Scott, who’s angry that he won’t get the crown because his father married another woman.
Scott gives Kyle a curse: whenever he gets his first kiss, he will die.
The king and queen of the Elves blame the royals of Kupa Keep because the king is Scott’s father. This reignites the flame of a centuries-old conflict, and very quickly they return to being the enemies they once were.
After trying for a long time to take away Kyle’s curse, a fairy manages to weaken it, but not remove it completely. So instead of dying, Kyle’s first kiss would put him in a deep sleep, only to be awakened by a selfless act of true love. Kyle’s parents teach him that he should never kiss anyone. Ever. Their reasons don’t seem to make sense and vary constantly, but Kyle is a well-behaved child so he does as he’s told. Because of this, he grows up afraid of intimacy, never letting himself get too close to anyone.
Kyle and Eric know of each other, but they’ve never met. Kyle hears awful stories about Kupa Keep and their narcissistic, egotistical prince. He finds himself hating him, even though he has no proof of all the things people tell him. He just knows Kupa Keep is bad, and everyone there is, too.
By the time Kyle’s 18, he has never fallen in love. But that hasn’t stopped him from daydreaming: he still doesn’t know why he can’t kiss anyone, but he wishes he could someday marry a prince to rule with. He sings and dances with forest animals who have come to be some of his closest friends. One day, he finds a cape and a hat with a yellow star on it on the ground next to a tree; he laughs and dresses up a raccoon so he can dance with him as if he was a prince, while birds fly around them.
That cape and hat belong to Eric, who got jumped by a couple of thieves after he infiltrated the Elven Kingdom in the search for his older brother. His father told him of Scott’s existence right before he died. Eric doesn’t know about the curse; all he knows is that Scott is much more knowledgeable than him, and now that he’s supposed to take the crown he wants to learn from him to become the most powerful king that’s ever been.
To his surprise, he finds Kyle with his clothes, singing a silly love song. He recognizes who he is, and because he finds the situation so ridiculous, he decides to tease him and join in the singing and dancing, to Kyle’s disgust.
They really dislike each other at first, particularly Kyle, when he sees first-hand how bigoted Eric is and how superior he thinks he is. Nevertheless, Kyle decides to help Eric on his quest because he’s in a bit of a rebellious phase and wants to get away from his parents.
Even though they start off on the wrong foot, and even though they argue and fight all the time, they can’t help being drawn to each other, discovering things they have in common, learning new magic tricks from each other and even finding themselves having deep conversations about their lives and expectations. Slowly, Kyle realizes he’s starting to fall for Eric. And Eric is falling too.
On a few occasions Eric tries leaning in, wanting to kiss Kyle, but the prince moves away and plays dumb. Eric becomes frustrated, and eventually confronts him because he knows he’s not imagining things, and he’s convinced it’s reciprocated. Kyle ends up admitting that he likes him too, but he’s afraid of getting close. Eric calms him down, lets him know that it’s okay, and Kyle decides that maybe it’s worth it.
They kiss, and it’s wonderful. Kyle’s never been happier. Eric grins, and as he caresses Kyle’s cheek with his thumb, Kyle begins to feel dizzy. Eric’s smile falters, and he starts asking what’s wrong. Suddenly, Kyle faints and doesn’t wake up again.
Eric’s heart breaks. He doesn’t know what to do. In a moment of desperation, and knowing the royals of the Elven Kingdom can’t find out he was involved, he takes Kyle’s body to a nearby village without being seen and leaves him there.
In the hopes that his brother would know what to do, he continues his search for him. When he finds him, he’s met with the realization that Scott is even more self-centered than himself. He decides to ignore this at first, and begs him to help Kyle. But Scott only laughs at him, and before Eric can even ask, he tells him about the curse.
Eric is in shock. Things start to make sense, why he was despised by the Elven Kingdom, why Kyle didn’t want to admit his feelings, and why Scott was an outcast. Scott, who doesn’t know that the curse is actually weaker now, makes fun of Eric and tells him that he’s responsible for Kyle’s passing.
Overwhelmed by grief, Eric fights him to death and wins. Before Scott dies, he tells Eric that he can take his life and the crown, but he’ll never get his little prince back.
Even though he survived, he feels defeated. Eric blames himself for not listening to Kyle’s worries and convincing him to give in. He decides to visit the Elven Kingdom once again in disguise, so he can see Kyle one last time and say goodbye.
He finds out Kyle is in a tower and that he’s not dead, but he’s asleep and nothing will wake him up.
Eric climbs the tower at night so nobody will see him, and kneels beside Kyle’s bed. He takes Kyle’s hands in his own and starts apologizing. He tells him that he’s sorry, that it’s all his fault and he should’ve listened; that he’s never regretted anything more in his life. That he’s in love with Kyle and he wanted them to be kings together, but now that he’s not with him, he’d rather give up the crown. He doesn’t want fortune, or power, or anything if it’s not with Kyle by his side. He kisses Kyle’s lips and then lays his head on his chest, weeping.
Suddenly, he hears a little sound coming from Kyle. He backs away only to find that Kyle has woken up. All he remembers is their kiss, and he doesn’t know where he is. Eric is still holding his hands, and now he’s crying but out of joy. He grabs Kyle’s face and starts peppering him with kisses, telling him he loves him, and asking him to marry him. He tells him he doesn’t want to be king and he’d like for Kyle to join him in a simple, quiet life. Kyle, who’s been under pressure and under surveillance his whole life, is quick to say yes and accept his embrace.
Kyle’s parents have a hard time accepting their son won’t be king, but they’re so happy that he’s alive that they eventually come to terms with it, knowing their younger son will take the crown in the future. As for Kupa Keep, Eric proposes a new leader is elected by the people instead. His mother, the queen, agrees, and soon Kenny, a well-beloved princess, is chosen to be their next ruler, and she’ll be allowed to do so without being married.
Eric and Kyle have a small wedding ceremony and move to a little cottage in the woods. They kiss every chance they get, not wanting to waste any.
And they’ll live happily ever after.
The End.
#i needed context for my drawings what can i say#this is dumb sorry#had to get it out#iiiii knooooow youuuu i walked with you oooonce upooon a dreaaam#kyman#my art#technically that tag is for drawings but whatever#OP#sp kyman#stick of truth
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fair warning. i dont know when i'll next be able to draw anything so i might not post anything worthwhile for a little bit
#sorry to get venty in here it's not very swag girl awesome of me but#i'm perfectly fine. btw. just to preface lol like there's nothing to be concerned about. not that i expect anyone to be just in case#iiiii got word one of my guinea pigs back home died. so. uhhhhhhh#and there's never a good time for that news but uhhh how to put it. it was a really bad time. i'll leave it at that lmaoo#anyway yeah im really not able to do much of anything at the moment. even though im trying so uh yeah no art. i expect#catwyk.txt
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This is NOT fair or reasonable or anytging more than the most minor of minor gripes. BUT!!!! i see people mimicking disco elysium portrait styles and they all feel so clear.... i get that in your art you want it to make sense and be easy to see the character AND i get that you cant always have a specific persons pov in mind for whos 'viewing' the portrait. But! I feel like people sometimes put some shapes and colors behind the head and call it a day? But i feel like a lot of the look of the portraits is determined by how harry percieves the character! Everyone knows theres a halo behind kims head, but what about how less narratively important characters arent as clear sometimes? How idiot doom spirals face is smudged and broken? How we never see the coalition airship aecher so the microphone hides their face and its more like metaphorical?? Guys get silly! How would the character be percieved??? Your art is lovely but come ON it woukd be so awesome... especially if you considered the pov.......... pleas.........
#Again this is such a nothingburger thing to care about#BUT!!!!! i think it would be more interestinf!#also what spawned this is a saw someone make mouthwashong de portraits#just anya and curly. and it was such beautiful stunning art and i havw no doubt there was a lot of intention put behind it#BUT!!!! i really felt like curlys especially was way way way too clear. it looked beautiful#i cant find a way to make this seem fair im so sorry the art was so good so wonderful and theyre immensly skilled#but i would do it differently#AND also this is now just me going 'well if IIIII did it...' but whatevs#if i thought it was meant to be like jimmys pov i would have done both curlys but especially anyas differently#maybe have anya obscured or turned away or smaller. make the background red and pink woth hints of yellow#like a womb like a mother like infection in skin etc#and i would have curly with the background stained red like his sheets and mouth hanging open#background hard to distinguish from the foreground and almost blinding in its redness#though from another characters pov i would have made it pre-accident curly with the left side of his face obscured#either red or white shading there hiding it and his right eye clearer and looking towards the viewer#idk. again the art was good but i want more weird de portraits PLEAAAAS
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thank you for the tag @frank-lilac hope u have a wonderful day Sal <33
this or that game
coffee or tea | early bird or night owl | chocolate or vanilla | spring or fall | silver or gold | pop or alternative (cannot choose, don’t make me) | freckles or dimples | snakes or sharks | mountains or fields | thunder or lightning | egyptian mythology or greek mythology I ivory or scarlet | flute or lyre | opal or diamond | potions or spells | ocean or desert | mermaids or sirens | masquerade ball or cocktail party | butterflies or honeybees (love both) | macarons or eclairs | typewritten or handwritten | secret garden or secret library | rooftop or balcony | spicy or mild | opera or ballet | london or paris | vincent van gogh or claude monet | denim or leather
OPEN TAG but also; @belleandsaintsebastian @starchaserwrites @static-radio-ao3 @persimminos @poetskings @blossoms-and-possums @a-fiery-fox @moongays sorry if you have already been tagged!!
#yeah I choose freckles over dimples even though I have both just because I like them better#iiiii love playing games sorry if it takes me some time to get to it#loops plays a game#tag game
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is it frowned upon to wish that one could dissociate or have an alter take over in moments that are awful and stressful? genuine question
Hmmm, this blog is really more intended on reviewing and sharing media about complex dissociative disorders, or could easily be related to CDDs. Certainly not an advice blog for this or anything else > < I think any more general questions about DID can be forwarded to @sundropglass (main blog) if at all, just to stay on topic here.
But since you asked, I may as well share my perspective a little bit. I urge you to read it all.
Of course it's something anyone would want. Shut off and let the stress be taken care of for someone else? go off to fairyland a bit? It's actually an extremely sophisticated way of functioning in the midst of trauma; tuck it away, get through the thing that you might otherwise feel like you're dying from.
But where does that stress go?
Say that you had a very stressful day. Maybe one thing after another kept going wrong. And all day, there was absolutely nothing you could do because you had to carry on with a smile on your face and act like everything's fine, while more dismays pile on top of you. Maybe on top of that, you end up having an argument with a loved one and now you have social anxiety and no sense of safety or relief.
This is not out of the norm. People live very stressful lives all the time. It builds up though, all that stress is piled into your immune system if you don't have any release.(Expressing emotions in a healthy manner) It comes out in the ways that maybe you get ill, or spend all day in the bathroom, or get a migraine. This is what we call the body keeping the score (a book I should read tbh). What the mind doesnt handle(dissociates from), the body will.
This is what people with CDDs regularly go through. Trauma = stress that's beyond your range of coping. Chronic trauma means chronic stress, just stored away in pockets upon pockets where its never dealt with until much later in life. This is why I don't think I know a single system who doesn't have some sort of chronic health issues. The initial trauma may not have killed them, but maybe the health issues that come from all this chronic stress might just finish the job.
This isn't even addressing what the disorder implies mentally.
Look up the symptoms of PTSD, look into personality disorders, attachment disorders, anxiety, depression, suicidal ideation. Any trauma-based symptoms could come with a CDD, because there's nearly nothing special at all about DID or OSDD. They're not sectioned off 'incredible' disorders as much as media or people on the internet will imply. We are normal people who have been hurt. A lot.
We have this disorder because no one came to save us, so we had to turn to ourselves, sometimes at an extremely young age. There's no measuring the amount of hurt it takes for a young child to feel this alone.
Going off this ask alone, but because you wish you could dissociate to such the intensity as you're suggesting, tells me that you haven't actually. Daydreaming or spacing out is a very minor case of dissociation, but the level at which you're having alters would imply that you're hoping to dissociate much further than you actually think you want. Do you not want to recognize your own spouse, or be completely unable to be present in the best moments of your life? This doesn't shut off when you're happy again.
Say fine fine fine, yes yes yes to all of this, you could deal, because at least you'd be another person who would bear the responsibility for you.
I hate to tell you this, but that's not how alters work. They are, at the end of the day, still part of you. They don't magically whisk away all this stress they face, they'd still hold onto it, be strongly effected by it, and you're a lot more likely to have the same stress come back over and over again and go unprocessed because of the fragmentation involved.
If it's to ease off some of the responsibility of being yourself, then.. Well that's not what happens with DID either. Those of us with a CDD tend to feel overly responsible for everything around us, actually. It's not the escape you're hoping for.
In a short answer: Yes it is very believable to want this disorder, to want alters. That's understandable even!
But I'm also going to say this is frowned upon. There is a LOT more to these disorders than some spacing out and some cool characters. I hope you can understand a little more why this mentality is frowned upon; no one who has it actually wants it when it comes down to it
BUT i HAVE GOOD NEWS FOR YOU ANON!! Please listen
It's okay to want to be someone else to get through the stress. It's even okay to turn off your brain and space out. These are natural human things. Just.. They don't have to be a disorder. There are some recommendations for coping that aren't hoping to have a CDD, but might suit you if you struggle with this:
Try to analyze your life and see what it is that's causing you so much stress that it makes you want to not exist in such a way. If you're in a bad environment that you can't change, there are still little things you can do to make it better for yourself
Are there things you CAN change? Maybe you can look into getting professional help or finding a new job, or even so much as regularly tidying up the space you're in
Look up coping mechinisms and grounding techniques
Take breaks and let yourself really unwind. Read a book or go outside and look at clouds or something until you feel calm. I promise this feels way better than dissociation
Fun Coping Tools That Feel Like What You Want Out Of Dee Eye Dee:
create a story in your head. If you come up with a world all your own to explore, it feels like having an inner world
Create original characters you can "be". By this I mean be imaginative like when we were all kids. >>Here's a really cool version of what adults can do if 'playing pretend' seems too childish for you<<
Have some staring out a window time. Just let your mind go for a bit
None of this has to be disordered to be helpful, and have nearly the same effect that you're hoping for.
If you are at a point where you want to not exist for suicidal reasons, I really urge you to get some help. There's always someone who wants you to be around, even if thats some time in the future.
#askies#dissociative identity disorder#why yes I did word vomit on this sorry! I have some feelings about it#I think my blog does a not so great job at showing the harder parts of DID becauseeeee Iiiii am reviewing media thats not always accurate#I want people with CDDs to feel less alone in representation but it is far from wanting others to have the disorder bc its fun#actuallydid
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A PETTY LINE OF WHITE NOISE PACK UP YOUR BAGS AND THROW OUT THE TOYS THREE STRIKES, AND "HONEY, I'M HOME!" THREE VOICES COME FROM THE GRAMOPHONE A VIVISECTION OF ME YIELDED THE START OF A MYSTERY THREE STRIKES, AND "HONEY, I'M HOME!" THREE VOICES COME FROM THE GRAMOPHONE
#my art#gore#gore cw#blood cw#eye trauma#technically? to be safe#vivisection cw#organs cw#iiiii dont think i wanna put this in the main tags. probably#wait no who am i kidding. there's organs in the actual game#dogday is runnin around with all his shit hangin out. literally#poppy playtime#mommy long legs#btw i like mother longest limbs a lot . sorry im putting her in situations#song: honey im home by GHOST
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Powerless/disconnected Narrator. For compensation.
extra under the cut
Gives him a big big hug uehuheuh
post parable/disconnected au. Holds gently. hes domestic. Perhaps.
Anyways
Guys hes reading good omens he
was that supposed to be a followup insult
#jennicatzies art-chive#SHOULD IIIII PUT THE TSP TAG#sure#the stanley parable#stanley parable#tsp#tspud#tsp narrator#the narrator#sorry guys this one is more self indulgent#looks around.#stanarrator#just a pinch
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HAPPY NEW YEAR SUMAYAAAAA
i've made my return to your inbox once more
'never sending asks to entitled mfs ever again 🫨'
dude yeah. anytime i send an ask to someone ab like nonrequest stuff, and they dont respond, i never send an ask again 💀💀💀💀
'bUT I’M NOT UNCULTURED I SWEAR 😭'
right... enjoy your beans and toast....
'i’m literally gonna hijack a plane going to canada, i swear 😕'
LMAOOO I SUPPORT IT
'i was younger, and now i’m older, but i mean irl. like yuji’s birth year (alongside his friends) is around 2002-2003.'
OHHHHHH OKAY THAT MAKES MORE SENSE! i was scared u were like 13 or something.............
i was also born a few years after yuji but considering that we're in the same grade equivalent that makes sense LMAO
'i’m literally gonna go out into society as an emo one day just for the feels 😭'
I WANT TO DO THIS SO BAD BUT NO ONE WANTS TO DO IT WITH MEEEE
'WHAT OTHER ABNORMAL CREATURE IN JJK HAS FOUR ARMS? HE’S SO GREEDY, LIKE WTH DO YOU NEED TWO OF EVERYTHING FOR? 🤨👎🏽'
LMAOOO JESUS CHRIST....
one of my friends is a huge sukuna fucker and everytime i send her an edit of him she goes feral- it's hilarious
'oh i’ve got smth all right 😭'
i'm so excited
'i still can’t get this one scene out of my head and i’m not even gonna tell you what it is ‘cause you probably wouldn’t know it'
unfortunately i think i know what ur referencing.... just cause i didnt finish the movie doesn't mean i dont know what happens in it....
'wait i’m not aware of how the us gpa system works. isn’t 91 still good???'
okay so. let me explain this. my school is weird bc we're a private college prep school so pretty much every other school uses a 4.0 scale and we use a percent scale but you can very easily have a 91 gpa while having 2 c's. it's rlly weird but it's true. and unfortunately that is my scenario.
'why would she touch a homeless-looking-m*le like you? the standard he had of himself is way too high 😀'
LMAO THATS CRAZYYYY
'STOP I LOVE INSTANT NOODLES 😟 I LITERALLY BOUGHT TWO LARGE PACKS OF THE BULDAK HABANERO LIME RAMEN ONES RIGHT AFTER THE M*N INCIDENT'
OMG THATS MY FAV BULDAK FLAVOR! I GET IT EVERYTIME I GO TO HMART W MY FRIENDS!
'lmk what you get for ur secret santa tho 😋'
I GOT 12 PACKETS OF SHIN RAMEN 💪💪💪💪💪
'no bc figurines shouldn’t be that expensive'
EXACTLY BRUH
'my catoru gojo plushie was like £15, and it’s not even that big so?? 😭'
inflation these days, man. i rmbr i bought my haikyuu plushies in 2020 (the oikawa one and a kuroo one) and they were so much cheaper than they are now.....
'they need to bring all these prices down bc rich ppl don’t even enjoy the same shit broke ppl do 🤨'
YEAH BRUHHH
now time for my life update!
within the first 30 minutes of 2025, i spent it reading through my old texts w my old situationship
and ive come to realize that when he breaks up with his gf, i will be first in line
AND ITS SAD
bc yes he treated me rlly well during our situationship BUT HE WAS ALSO TALKING TO HIS EX GF DURING OUR SITUATIONSHIP
but lowk i think he was just looking for whoever showed him interest first and i never blatantly told him i liked him (we would be dating by now if i had bruh)
BUT WHATEVERRRRR
how is your new years so far queen
i'm realizing how long my asks are LMAOOO
OH IM JUST NOW READING THE HASHTAGS!
'how did you come up with it?'
literally its the least deep username ever LMAO
i needed a username for ao3 bc my old one was too long and i planned on publishing so i was trying to think of somthing and i think i was drinking soup at the time so i wanted it to be soups but that was taken so it became seoups!
I ALSO LOVE GIFTS! thats why i have big birthday parties LMAOOO
HAPPY NEW YEARRRR ML 🫶🏽🫨
i love seeing you in my inbox, it’s soo 😋💞
and you’re just like me. now that ik tumblr does indeed have that feature, i’m not sending another ask to these celebrities 🤨
‘right… enjoy your beans on toast…’ — okay first and foremost, DON’T KNOCK IT TILL YOU TRY IT 😭 one thing about white english ppl is that their full english breakfast is so good 😔 they genuinely ate when making that
but i love cultural food ofc 😫 like asian spices over anything tyvm 😋 it has to be enough to keep me on the toilet at 3am regretting my life choices but knowing i’d do it again
‘i was scared you were like 13 or something…’ — omg no 😟 we’re the same age 😋 i turned 18 in october 🤧 i wanna be 17 forever, sigh
‘I WANT TO DO THIS SO BAD BUT NO ONE WANTS TO DO IT WITH MEEE’ — just do it on ur own atp 🥴 i changed my makeup style slightly so it’s more of a darker look. taking it step by step before i randomly turn into an emo and go into the streets of london, waiting to be hate crimed 💀
also ur friend being a sukuna truther is just pure betrayal by association 😀 i’m literally that (and worse) for gojo 🤞🏽😔
and the american education system will never not confuse me, and i feel like that has to be a trigger warning for LL, ‘cause i’m gonna have to mention their major exams at several points in the story 😭 just expect a note at the top going ‘yeah i’m still so lost with the US grading system, don’t expect accuracy, enjoy!’
‘OMG THAT’S MY FAV BULDAK FLAVOUR’ — literally same. i’ve seen so many ppl say it tastes like soap and i’m just so lost? like the lime flavour is so nice 😫 i pair it with cold cucumbers and it’s so refreshing
‘I GOT 12 PACKETS OF SHIN RAMEN’ — WOOHOO 🥳 but unpopular opinion, i don’t really like shin ramen ☹️ i have a buldak obsession instead :/
‘now for my life update!’ — 😋😋😋
‘within the first 30 minutes of 2025, i spent it reading through my old texts with my old situationship’ — ooh… 😧
‘and i’ve come to realise that when he breaks up with his gf, i will be first in line’ — girl stop, i’ve seen this movie before 😭
and i didn’t like the ending 😐 (is this ur taylor swift moment? 🥴)
‘be yes he treated me really well during our situationship, BUT HE WAS ALSO TALKING TO HIS EX GF DURING OUR SITUATIONSHIP’ — okay, so listen carefully, ‘cause us girls as a community can not, will not, and will NEVER lose another girly to the ugly m*le gender again… doesn’t matter how well he treated you in that moment, if he spoke to his ex during ur situationship, he never treated you well. he was treating himself instead 🤨 and i mean that in the nicest way possible!
‘but lowk i think he was just looking for whoever showed him interest first and i never blatantly told him i liked him (we would be dating by now if i had bruh)’ — YOU DODGED A BULLET THO 😭 LIKE THIS SHOWED YOU HIS TRUE COLOURS, LIKE IF THAT’S HOW HE BEHAVES IN ANY SCENARIO, HE’S NOT WORTH ANY GIRL’S (WITH SELF RESPECT) TIME 😟
yes indeed. whateverrr, leave him it in 2024 😋
‘how is your new years so far queen’ — so bland. i mean i entered tt and saw everyone going back to the 2020 anime pfps and ofc i had to join innnn 😫 but deep down ik that going back will never be possible. i’ve reached legal adulthood and back in 2020, i was just a teenage girl reading a shit ton of fanfics at 3am under the stars in my loft ☹️ i’m feeling homesick for 2020, and any time i check the date and it says we’re FIVE years past that, i wanna throw up 🤧
rant over 😟 sorry! 😭😭
‘i'm realising how long my asks are’ — and that is literally NOT A PROBLEM AT ALL. in fact, i encourage it, and i look forward to it 😇🫶🏽
I’VE ALSO SEEN SO MANY TUMBLR USERS EXPLAINING THEIR USERS THE SAME WAY YOU DID HAHAA
today i got a late christmas present from my friend’s mum (fuzzy socks and a set of makeup brushes)! but honestly, as much as i love gifts, i don’t mind getting a shit ton of food delivered to myself and calling that a gift instead 😋
or an iced latte sidjeijdiejdjehdhwh
#sorry this was responded to quite late seoups!#iiiii was out with my friend today haha#went to the library and then started browsing random drugstores#i usually hate socks but these fuzzy socks i’m wearing are so nice??#situationships are scary#i’ve never been in one and probably WILL never be in one (based off how i ignore literally anyone and everyone)#i’m a repellant to boys#and they are a repellant to me#i’ve heard so many horrifying situationship stories from so many ppl on tumblr#all of them have similar themes like yoursss#they’re EVIL idc#all of you are mine at the end of the day anyway 🤨#alpha 🐺#she’s MIIINE you stay away from her it’s not HER TIMEEEE 🎵
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finally finished unpacking my stuff!!
Time to resume my projects! >:D
#zhork#Reason I haven't been really active (and many things went into a hiatus) is because I was moving to a new place ^^U#Maybe I should've said something or made an announcement of hiatus but Iiiii just didn't want to jinx anything#sorry for the inactivity!
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