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mcondance · 6 months ago

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aaron “thick dick” hotchner. aaron “can last forever” hotchner. aaron “y’all be afraid to moan but i be in my girl ear like….” hotchner. aaron “i know, but you can take it. you always do.” hotchner. aaron “tummy and arms” hotchner. aaron “lazy sex” hotchner.

#sorry i’m going through it tonight #[hotch]#i need that dick……. i need it to burn going in. i need it to drag along that spot and make me feel it in my spine.

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aussie-bookworm · 2 months ago

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Quick question for my lovely readers!

I’ve started proofreading the final chapter of Going Through The Motions and realised I have ended up with 33k+ words (for reference Chapter Six was 19k+)

Whoops.

So my question to you is!

Also! Please share if you know someone else who reads the fic and might like a say! Thank you!

#itsallmine #going through the motions fic #pls help. idk what would work the best so I figured I’d ask what people think #I have got a cut off point marked out if we do split #but I’m curious to see what people say #team fortress 2 #speeding bullet #minimal tagging tonight bby 😎#but yeah. finished writing it: finished a few scenes and went ‘wait that was one day for scout. how many do I have left?’#a lot more #I do know the actual numbers and it ain’t pretty #sorry scout #I’m gonna go to sleep and then tomorrow I’m going to stare at this word doc and figure out if there’s anything else that I need to cut

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goldenhypen · 7 months ago

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guys i was so fortunate and lucky to get to see enhypen irl tonight :’) sooo grateful omg it was so good and i’m going coocoo bonkers crazier than ever rn

#hoping everyone here one day gets the opportunity to see these boys irl cuz omg it’s just unreal #it’s srsly only now hitting me that i actually did indeed see them irl #cuz i just never thought i would ever get to #i would share pics but tbh my seats were not v good and i couldn’t afford vip so T-T #my pics are horrendous (i’m actually just gatekeeping my jake pics /j)#anyways maybe i’ll share some once i go through all of them #for now i have to sleep and recover from everything tonight cuz omg #i’m actually losing it jake omg what a man #it was jay’s night (cuz it’s jay’s hometown - welcome back jay 🥹) but i’m sorry whenever my focus wasn’t on jay for 80% of the other times #it was on jake #probably more but i WAS PAYING ATTNETION YO THE KTHER MEMBERS #i’m not just a solo jake stan ok #also jake came to our side THE LEAST SO I WAS JUST STARING AT HIS BACK THE WHOLE TIME #yet ig he just has that strong of a hold on me that he’s the only one on my mind since the concert #and before the concert let’s be real and during the concert let’s be real #i’m so delusional rn u guys it’s actually insane #ok sorry i actually gtg now ok gn byee #em speaks

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lilworms · 26 days ago

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#last night was really so so so fun and it was super hard to get myself to go out? like #in the sense of I really wanted to because I knew it would be fun but I also knew my anxiety was eating me alive #and it would be an obstacle getting through that without alcohol and I need to be … careful #but I got fun drunk and didn’t have too bad of a hangover and didn’t feel super anxious once we got out :#and a different friend wants to make plans for tonight but I am really bad at making plans in advance because sometimes I physically can’t #do things after work bc tired bc neuro disorder and it’s frustrating to my friend with severe control issues #bc she needs to make specific plans like a week out and I’m like erm babe I can’t like #do that? and then if I don’t feel well day of and need to be home she gets (rightfully) frustrated because I’m bailing but it’s #challenging. and you don��t understand unless you live with it.#and it’s frustrating for us both. I don’t want her to think I don’t value her because I do and I force myself out often enough bc I #genuinely feel bad. but it’s so fucking hard sometimes . she also lives sort of far so going from work and having #to drive an hour to her place to then go somewhere and be out like #I’m spent before I even get there #friend I saw last night and I don’t talk consistently but when we do it’s always the same vibe and so fun and we just catch up about life #I feel like when I see my other friends they have things to always talk about because they’re in a discord call almost every night #I don’t have the energy!!!!!!!!!! like I’m so sorry that’s so much for me #idk she isn’t answering me now but if she wants to do something I need to know in the next hr bc if not I’m literally going to bed #I love her but there’s a disconnect between us rn and I don’t know how to mend that gap #but I do love her friendship so I’m just like. sigh #idk it would be different if she was closer and I know that #I hope getting back on medication helps get me being more social again. I’m just so tired this week that speaking is hard lol

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lavampira · 6 months ago

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also as a lil note since the dash is moving so fast lately with the DA stuff and dawntrail coming up and everyone in a creative burst these days

friends and mutuals are always welcome to @ me or tag my url on any art, writing, and/or xiv gposes for me to see!! I often add them to my queue unless I have a quick moment on the spot but I want to make sure I rb them too!!

#i’m going to try to go through my likes tonight too. sorry if i’m behind lol #dani.txt

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 1 year ago

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💌 just wanted to say a quick thank you to everyone who’s left such lovely feedback on my latest chapter of four walls. it’s been a weird and emotionally draining week for me, and getting to come back after a long day and read all your kind words has been such a solace. it’s truly hard to put into words how much it means when people connect with something you’ve created (and i’m far too exhausted to even attempt it tonight), but trust me when i say nothing grounds me and keeps me writing through all the difficult stuff more than knowing that what i’m creating means something to people other than just me. thank you so much for your generosity in sharing that with me via your lovely comments and feedback 💌

#friendly reminder to leave comments on the fics you enjoy #it means the world to all of us writing them 💜#also sorry if this is totally incoherent #i’m so exhausted and overwhelmed tonight i feel like i could fall into bed and sleep for the next 48 hours #but i just wanted to share this because it’s been something i’ve been so thankful for all week 💗#i can’t wait to get stuck into finishing the next chapter for posting this weekend #i know there’s been a lot of slow build but… well #what it’s building to is very close now #and i’m so excited to share it with you!!#anyway i’ll stop rambling now #i’m going to drink tea and watch hannibal and try and have an early night #thank you and sorry to anyone who’s read through all of this nonsense 😅#i need to stop posting on tumblr when i should probably just go to sleep lol #four walls #lulu posts

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nevada-got-screwed-over · 1 year ago

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Actually I don’t think I’ll ever forgive how Wash’s disability and subsequent ‘cure’ was handled.

#beans speaks #personal #rvb #red versus blue #the Carolina and wash plotline was a lil ehhh bc I don’t think they gave Carolina’s attitude abt his new limits a healthy foil #like it would have been see easy to have Dr Grey or Wash himself parallel her fear and frustration #and it could have gotten into such character depth too!#shine a light on her past trauma with losing people/them getting hurt to show that a lot of her perspective is ultimately selfish #which isn’t ‘wrong’ it’s normal considering what she’s been through but she needs to respect wash’s autonomy!#I haven’t seen 0 but. I heard. they gave him a. a fucking AI and it was all yippee he’s fine #as though that doesn’t go against like a major personal boundary of Wash (not a big fan of ai in his head) while also ignoring the whole.#yeah we just have to deal with this. it’s not fun and it’s gonna suck sometimes but it doesn’t change our love or respect.#sorry if I sound insane I also haven’t watched that season in a while and I’m. a lil. wooo tonight y’know #like as a disabled person w a progressive condition that is stopping me from doing things I used to be able to do #and will continue to limit my abilities as the years go by #it makes me wanna tear someone limb from fucking limb

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raeathnos · 2 months ago

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#having one of those nights where I’m so desperate to be out of here that I’m searching prices for plots or land and yurts #why do rent and house prices have to be so high 🥲#like get me the fuck out of here holy shit #I cannot believe that like just a few years ago me and my dad were fine and not I can’t fucking stand being around him #I found out recently he’s been bemoaning never getting to be a grandfather again and I’m like #gee I’m sorry that I have a major medical condition that makes me horrifically ill and all you can focus on is that it makes me infertile #news flash! even if I didn’t have this I never wanted kids anyways!!!#and I can’t get that fact through his head #despite me always very loudly voicing that I didn’t want kids from a young age he’s co Vince’s this is a recent thing #fucking wild man way to show that you never paid attention to what I’ve ever said #also shoutout to never paying attention to how fucking sick I’ve ever been either #but you know you’re the real victim in this situation #I swear to fuck I am getting closer and closer to going no contact when we finally leave #I am for sure going limited contact but like #literally doesn’t care about the suffering I’ve been through in the past 22 years #I am once again reduced to only being a fucking uterus #it’s so fun dealing with the physical pain from said problem the emotional pain of him being an asshat and the dysphoria #I think he thinks the nonbinary thing is just a phase 🫠#I am very much in fml territory tonight #wish it wasn’t a work night I need a fucking drink #I wanna fucking scream and cry and leave and just never come back

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kaitaiga · 1 year ago

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#you know what sucks?#not being happy with ur own art #like it genuinely sucks #I could pour hours into something and then absolutely fucking hate it the moment I post it #like I’ll lay in bed just staring at something I made #looking at all the flaws #something I think is great now is something I’ll probably hate in the future #I honestly just think my art is boring #that’s probably it #for months I’ve struggled to draw maybe bc of all the stress I’m going through irl #but idk #I’m not feeling too good about my art tonight sorry #with that being said though I am pretty pleased with my recent post #but everything else I’ve drawn just… idk.#kaitaiga’s thoughts

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donnieisaprettyboy · 5 months ago

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just a little vent post I guess? I just need to word vomit I’m not doing too hot

I heard about something w an influencer I used to watch and I read some screenshots of messages and fuck. fuck it reminded me so much of my ex it reminded me of situations I forgot I had ever been.

sometimes I don’t realize how easily I can be triggered by something and how sometimes I don’t always remember how bad things were until I’m forced to address it.

idk maybe it’s just cause it’s late and I’m exhausted but it really fucked with me. Im in such a better place now I’m with someone I love so much and he treats me so well he loves me in a way I never knew was possible he loves me so much I didn’t even know I was capable of being loved as much as he loves me. so why does this shit still hurt

#vent post ig #it’s weird how it’s equally validating that yes what I experienced was abuse #but also fuck I don’t want to think about it #but now I’m just. I don’t know. I’m tired and frustrated and angry #I wanna throw something I wanna break something I wanna scream and destroy this whole fucking room but I can’t #I’m so tired #I need to sleep. I think I’m gonna have to take my sleep meds tonight. fucking hell.#sorry y’all #kinda going through it I guess

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ssreeder · 1 year ago

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when is chapter 11 coming out??? i don’t wanna rush you or anything just curious😭

Hiiiii

I’ll post chapter 11 tonight after I get home :) it’s no rush! I am happy to give you an update (all silly 24k of it…. ugh.)

#I’m so sorry other asks I haven’t answered #& comment ahhh idk if I’ll get to them this time #I’m going to BLAST THROUGH THEM when I get home #I just have been super busy and it’s hard to get everything done #but I will answer as many as I can #but I don’t wanna hold off posting the next chapter because of comments #so I’ll do what i can #but no matter what I will #post tonight :)#thanks for asking #avatarkyoshifan #liab #itf #ask

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silentgrim · 8 months ago

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deliberately ignoring my inbox and i’m so sorry!