#sorry i just needed to get this off my chest lmao
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the devil that he is | a companion | c.sc
pairing: choi seungcheol x f. reader genre: smut, just pwp warnings: kissing, mentions of alcohol, uses of daddy and good girl, oral, unprotected sex, creampie wordcount: 1.8k a/n: because @hannieween demanded it, here it is, a companion piece to pulse. please go and give that a read first if u can, though i don't think its necessary to understand the smut in this lmao (v don't get it in ur head that if u start demanding more ill write more this was an exception!!!!) Im really quite new to smut and not that great so pls let me know what u liked what u didn't like etc etc. uwu ily all, pls enjoy!
You're cuddled into Seungcheol's chest, sitting on his lap, eyes closed as you listen to the steady beat of your boyfriends's heart. He'd pulled the blanket up to cover you fully and was now rubbing soft circles into your waist.
Seungcheol presses a soft kiss on your cheek, smoothing your hair away from your face, "Are you tired baby?"
"No," you murmur.
Seungcheol's fingers pause, "Do you want to have some more fun?"
You look up at him, "Here?" Again?
"No not here, love," he chuckles.
"Then where?" Not that it mattered. Though you couldn't voice it in the open living room, you were feeling extremely unsatisfied from before.
He raises an eyebrow, "Is that a yes?"
"Yes ," you whisper. Anticipation of what he has planned makes your race.
Suddenly, you feel a cool sticky liquid seep onto your legs through the thin blanket. The liquid slides down your ass.
You throw the the blanket off you, "What—"
"Oh shit, sorry!" says Seungcheol. You see him holding an empty Corona bottle upside down , looking less like he was sorry, and more like a cat who caught the canary. He sets the bottle aside an hooks an arm under your legs, lifting you off his lap bridal style.
"Shua, I spilled beer on us and the couch, I'm gonna go grab some of your clothes to change into!" Seungcheol yells behind him as he carries you up the stairs, setting you down when he gets to a door. He opens the door and pushes you through it, locking it behind him once he's through.
There's a queen bed in the middle of the room with a thick grey comforter, and matching grey pillows. A guitar leans against the wall in the corner, a small shelf with a record player and vinyls next to it. Recognition lights your eyes and you whip around smacking Seungcheol in the chest. "Seungcheol!" Smack! "This is Josh's room!"
"Yeah, it is," Seungcheol's got a cheeky glint in his eye.
Your jaw drops and you smack him again, "We are not doing anything in here! I thought you were taking me to the bathroom." A fresh new blush blooms on your cheeks as heat rushes to your face.
"You want me to take you back downstairs to the bathroom?" Seungcheol raises an eyebrow, smirk growing and eyes darkening. He grabs you by the back of you neck, pulling you towards him, and using his other hand to slide up under you skirt to fondle an ass cheek. Your hands stay on his chest as his hot breath fans over your face, "Do you want everyone to hear the beautiful sounds you're about to make when I fuck you?"
You close your eyes and shudder, imagining people's eyes as they follow you and Seungcheol going into the bathroom and shutting the door behind you. Imagining Seungcheol bending you over the counter so you can watch him in the mirror as he rails you from behind. The way your loud moans would reverberate off the bathroom walls and echo down the hallways to the living room, kitchen, and game room.
Seungcheol tightens the grip on your ass, "Oh, you do, don't you baby?" His face is so close your noses touch, but he doesn't close the distance between your lips. "You want everyone to hear how filthy you actually are, my shy shy girl." You clench you fingers around the fabric of his polo, and nod the faintest of nods. "I need to hear you baby. Do you or do you not want everyone to hear how drunk you are for Daddy's cock?"
You whine, nodding and grazing your lips against Seungcheol's. He tightens the hold on you neck, holding you back, "Words, babygirl."
"I-I want, you t-to—" You stumble over the words, still too shy to verbalize what you need from your boyfriend.
"We're not going anywhere until you can say it, babygirl," Seungcheol murmurs, moving his hand to cup your jaw.
You swallow before trying again, keeping your voice steady, "I want you to fuck me."
"And," he rubs his thumb back and forth on your cheek.
"And?" You falter, looking into his deep brown eyes.
"And, you know what else." He goads you on.
"A-and," You think . Then, you understand and, your thighs rubs against each other on their own accord, seeking friction. "I want everyone to hear," you whisper.
Seungcheol is unrelentless though, the devil that he is. "Hear what, baby?"
You whine and try to lean over to catch his lips with yours.
"Come on," he takes his hand off your ass to smooth your hair out of your face, using the hand on your jaw to force you to look at him. "Say it and I'll give you exactly what you want." Your eyes glaze over at that.
"I want everyone to he-ar," you voice cracks but you keep on, "how filthy I am for Daddy's cock." You wince at how needy your voice sounds.
Seungcheol presses the sweetest, softest, kiss to your lips and smiles at you, "Good girl. Now, that wasn't so hard baby, was it?"
His hands are warm against your cheek and you shyly shake your head no. He pats your cheek, "Go get on the bed, love."
You go to sit on the end of Joshua's bed, perhaps a little too giddy as the bed bounces a little from your weight. Seungcheol follows close behind, unbuttoning his jeans, not once taking his eyes off of you. "Take your shirt off for me, and your skirt," he says, and you don't hestitate for a second to take them off. Seungcheol mirrors you, pulling his polo over his head and stepping out of jeans, leaving him in just his tight black boxer briefs.
His hard cock strains agaisnt the tight fabric and you wonder if he feels just as needy as you are right now. Unable to decipher the look on Seungcheol's face, you decide it resembles something akin to a lion waiting to pounce on a gazelle. He licks his lips, looking down on your nearly naked body.
"For me?" his voice is gruff. Oh, your lingerie set. You'd almost forgotten about it. Deep red and lacey. Bra barely covering the swell of your breasts and panties already ruined from earlier.
You nod, chewing on your lip before asking in a small voice, "Do you like it?"
Seungcheol groans, running a hand through his hair, muttering, "You're gonna be the death of me."
He brings a hand up to up one of your breasts, thumb running over the top. You shiver in anticipation when his thumb grazes your skin.
It doesn't take even a second before Seungcheol's got you on you back against the bed, attacking your throat with kisses. You'll take that as a yes.
You snake a hand up into his hair, fingers tangling into his soft strands, giving it a tug when he mouths at the sensitive spot right under your jaw.
Seungcheol pushes a hand up under your bra and you let out a breathy moan when he swipes over a pert nipple. Your hips buck up into him, craving friction, and he grinds his clothed hard cock over your clothed cunt.
Seungcheol kisses down your neck, and your chest, lower and lower, until he reaches your soaked panties. He rips them off, tossing them into an unknown corner of the room, and uses his hands to spread your legs apart, holding them down firmly at your thighs.
Your breath hitches when you feel Seungcheol lick a fat, wet stripe up your cunt. But he doesn't give you a chance you even think about it, instead attacking your pussy with his mouth, switching between licking at it and sucking your clit. Your head rolls back in pleasure, and any move to grind against his face is halted by his firm hold on your thighs.
"Seungcheol," you whimper, as he sucks roughly at your clit. You pull on his hair, biting back a moan as pleasure builds within you. You need more.
Seungcheol lifts his head, your arousal dripping down his chin. He looks smug at how much you've come undone on just his tongue alone.
He leans up to kiss you, his tongue licking the inside of your mouth, letting you taste yourself. You moan into his mouth and he ruts agaisnt you. You grind up against him, or at least try to, with his hands still firmly holding you down. "Seungcheol," you whine, "I need you."
Seungcheol groans again, nipping at your bottom lip. He sits up on his knees, still situated between your legs, and pulls out his cock. It's hard and leaking so much pre-cum out its red tip. You nearly drool at the sight.
He rubs his cock against your entrance, letting your arousal smear all over it, and with no preamble, starts to push in.
You gasp at the feeling of his girthy cock slowly stretching you out, "Seungcheol." With one final push, he bottoms out, and god have you never felt so full.
Seungcheol leans down to kiss you and then he starts to move. Slow and languid at first but faster as he starts rocking his hips against yours.
He grunts with every snap of his hips and you cover your mouth with the back of your hand to hide your moans.
"Baby," Seungcheol's breathing hard, but so are you, "Baby, don't cover your mouth, let them hear you." At that, your pussy clenches around Seungcheol's cock, and Seungcheol stalls for a moment, letting out a choked, "Oh my god."
You slip out your own sweet little cry as Seungcheol picks his pace back up, your orgasm starting to build. Seungcheol moves his hand down to your clit and starts rubbing circles on it. "Come for me baby, cum all over Daddy's cock, yeah?"
You let out one final echoing moan as your orgasm comes crashing down around you, Seungcheol following after you with a quick fuck fuck fuck. You whimper from pleasure as you feel Seungcheol fill you up with his cum, the excess leaking out and down your leg onto the bed.
There's a knock on the door, and you both freeze. A moment. And then another knock, this one sounding more hesitant.
"Yeah?" Seungcheol yells, voice raspy.
Another moment, then a pained voice softly floats through the door, Dino, "Um, the guys told me to tell you that we can hear you? And, uh, Shua says to burn the sheets before you come back down?" There's a incomprehensible yell. "Um, actually he says don't come down just—I'm not telling them that!" There's more yelling and Dino sighs, "He would like you two to unkindly jump out the window please."
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#seventeen#seventeen fanfic#seventeen smut#seungcheol x reader#choi seungcheol#daisee.writes#band: seventeen#title: the devil that he is#seungcheol#scoups#scoups smut#scoups fanfic#scoups x reader#choi seungcheol smut#member: seungcheol
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People complain about sadness being fat and sad and joy being thin and happy. but if you switched it around people would probably complain that Joy is the stereotype that all fat people are jolly, like???
#people will complain about anything🤦♀️#people probably wouldn't care about sadness if she wasn't fat#they probably would make fun of her for her nerdy appearance tho#sorry i just needed to get this off my chest lmao#it's been bugging me for a while#inside out#inside out fandom
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I hate that this is genuinely something I'm writing rn, but nothing has more RATTLED my faith in the writing team's ability to write a Zane story then him calliNG ARIN CRINGE-
#I'm still not over it#And I never will be 😭#It's just-#I'm sorry#But it reeks of a complete lack of understanding regarding a character on the most fundamental level#You are FUCKING WITH ME if you say Zane would genuinely say that to a teenager struggling with so much stuff at the moment#Especially because he was in Arin's position once when he first joined the ninja#Arguably an even worse position because he had no past to remember#It's just#*so* frustrating hearing HIM of all characters mutter that word#And ESPECIALLY in relation to ARIN of all people#If he'd said that about someone like Jay or Cole or anyone on the team frankly#I would've found it fucking incredible and possibly the funniest thing he'd done/said at that point#But NOT the young teenager struggling with his best friend (or family as he says) lying to him and hiding it from him#Sorry I just needed to get this off my chest otherwise I would've exploded#Weekly Zane Julien writing Hate Session number 73 lmao#ninjago#zane julien#zane ninjago#Image is from Quest for the Lost Powers#Aka ACTUAL good charachterisation of Zane and an amazing story for him 💀
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“The changes are what Rick wanted so if you don’t like it, it’s on you.” This is literally a reply on a comment that I left on a tiktok that was explaining what someone did and didn’t like about the latest pjo episode 🙄 Rick can’t even remember what happens in his own books and has been butchering his own characters since the creation of heroes of olympus, that’s not the comeback you think it is. When a show is marketed as a faithful adaptation when it is more accurately a rewrite, people have a right to criticize the show. You aren’t getting a gold medal for liking the show in its entirety. Get off your high horse and let people discuss the show
#literally all i said was that the show was more of a rewrite than an adaptation#and that that’s disappointing#i didn’t even say i didn’t like the show 💀#rr’s dick riders need to get a grip#i just had to get this off my chest. sorry for the rant lmao#skys post
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Allow me to rant a second if you please 🙏 been sitting on this for a while now but the thing i need most for sonic movie 3 is for Sonic to grow into his game self a lil more, give me that unrelenting confidence and cockiness, I don't want Shadow constantly beating him into the ground (which i feel like is gonna happen anyways T-T) like what happened with knuckles, I don't want them all teaming up to fight Shadow coz he's too powerful or whatever, Sonic has never had trouble going one on one with Shadow before, Shadow very rarely beats Sonic in a fight, or it's at least a draw, it's also one of the big reasons Shadow has such an issue with Sonic, coz he can never properly beat him when he's supposed to be 'the ultimate lifeform' and it's honestly one of my fave things about their dynamic. I know movie Sonic is very different from game Sonic, he's a lot less experienced and all that and I love him dearly he's my precious bby boi but I think it's time for him to really start growing into that confident, super sure of himself, unrelenting hero that we all know and love. They really need to stop nerfing my boy, let him grow a little, it's His World after all ;)
#I'm sorry for ranting I don't do this often DX#I just had to get this off my chest#he needs to start being on the level of his game counterpart#my boy needs a serious power boost#I'm pretty sure he didn't win a single fight against knuckles in the second movie and that's always bothered me#I know power isn't everything Sonic's more than proved himself a hero#but sonic is also one of if not the most powerful character in canon (he got that mc privilege lmao)#and I just feel like movie Sonic needs to start down that path#sonic the hedgehog#sonic movie 3#sonic wachowski#sonic#sonic 3#shadow the hedgehog
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cressida's storyline was genuinely shameful tbhhh it's like they started rewriting it in the first half of the season then completely forgot about the changes they'd made to make it fit the book plot and it just ends up making everyone else look bad😐 every character in the second half got a "penelope did nothing wrong" lobotomy so we ended up with eloise completely ignoring cressida being sold off to an horrible man (when she made every effort to support her in the first half of the season) and for some reason resenting her for pretending to be lady whistledown? Then they somehow frame her ignoring colin's offensively bad pleas as it being her turning away from redemption when all she's trying to do is escape being trapped in the country with her likely abusive aunt... and it ends with her meeting her horrible fate and it still being framed as tragic only to immediately juxtapose it with the bridgerton family winning the idgaf war while gleefully seeing off francesca and her future dead husband. The bridgertons were the villains of the season frfr
#bridgerton#almost as bad as marina's plot in season one. every horrible decision in this show revolves around penelope meeting no consequences ever#this is not an anti post or anything idc about the fandom ill forget about this show tomorrow but i need to get this off my chest#they had to give penelope a fairy tale ending WHICH IS FINE but they somehow did it by surgically removing everyone's personality#INCLUDING HERS#benedict's bi storyline was bad also im sorry. paul literally has like 4 lines of dialogue and he was really cool#i love tilley but she should have been cut😭 if they wanted to establish he was bi (given we know theyre not genderbending sophie)#they should have made the whole subplot about him being attracted to a man instead of a 5 minute footnote in the last episode#i liked francesca and her husband whose name idr but it felt like they were framing it as him not being her 'great love'#considering what happens to him i fjnd it childish and meanspirited soul mates aren't real and he deserves a lttl respect considering.. lmao#what else. the dialogues were horrible. especially the ones between penelope and colin in the second part im sorry#they need to fire the make up and hair department. every reference to queen charlotte felt like a wahh pls watch my show ad#i miss anthony they should change the books to make him the villain of every season bb please come back to ruin your sibilings relationships#portia and philippa were peak as always. violet deserves her own season. we need to put eloise out of her misery pls leave her in scotland#rant overrr#publishing it on my sideblog actually i feel like im gonna lose followers just for having watched this show lmaoo
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I really can't understand why, but there's so much useless discourse in the pjo fandom - about ships, about interpretation of characters, about headcanons, and all stuff like that. Like, are most people in this fandom unable to have fun?
I mean, I've been in the fandom for ten years now, and (maybe it was bc back in the day I was in the Italian fandom) but back then there wasn't this much discourse???
Please, just learn to have fun, that's literally what fandoms are made for
#this came out bc i see way too much hate for percico obv#but also bc i just saw a post saying that bla bla people mischaracterize percy character bla bla#whatever che palle#also about percico#i only found out when i came back in the fandom this year that ppl hate it#like wtf it was the most popular ship back in my days!!!!#i guess its bc it was before solangelo existed but still#anyway this is why i block people very easily especially in this fandom#plz just lemme enjoy my fandom#i havent been here for 10 yrs just to read useless discourse#also at my age one simply stop caring about things like#'oh no theyre 4 years apart ' 😭#wtf me and my kind of bf are 3 years apart so what#also theyre fictional they don't care about age difference lmao#i once saw a post that was like '#'i wonder how do ppl who like percico justify the age difference bla bla'#and i was like 'i dont. theyre fictional they literally do not exist '.#and blocked lmao#anyway i just needed to get this off my chest sorry#my posts
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dear straight women, please stop treating your lesbian friends like they’re your “boyfriend” for extra attention bc you think it’s fun
#erin talks *✧・゚:#i’m not your fun little accessory#it’s not cool#ranting sorry#stop flirting for fun bc i don’t find it fun#i’m not your ‘extra boyfriend’#i’m your platonic friend who’s gay#no i don’t fancy you 💀#stop making me feel weird and uncomfortable#i needed to get this off my chest lmao sorry#if i was a man you’d clearly see what you’re doing but bc i’m not you think it’s just gals being gals 🤪#it’s fucking weird stop
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Listen i just want to preface this by saying I don't even personally hate Tommy, but that's not really the point i want to make so here goes nothing.
The way a lot of people act as if it's impossible to dislike him because the characters have moved on so so should we, right? and that's the thing right here, as poc we're always being told to move on. We can't express our feelings, we can't hold grudges, we can't complain about issues without making it something more than it is, we always have to just... move on.
I know people are going to say it's just a show, it's not that serious, but the issues it touches on and the way fandom speaks on those issues are.
I've seen a lot of comparisons between Tommy and other mains, how each of them are flawed and have screwed up one way or another, and you're right, but it's still unfair to compare him to them. We've seen each of the main characters experience guilt, or be ashamed of their action, we've seen them apologise, put in the work to actually grow, and they have. There's not enough time in an episode for us to see that for side characters. In this case, Tommy didn't do any of the above and that's normal, he was a plot device to show some very real societal issues, and especially what people of colour/women might go through in the workplace, and once he served his purpose he didn't get much more beyond a few scenes where it seemed like everything was fine between him and chim/hen. It would be more appropriate to compare him to the buckley parents, (who appeared in more or less the same amount of episodes) like if people suddendly started saying no one is allowed to hate them because they got their redemption, their kids more or less forgave them, they more or less tried to be better parents. And yet it's still not enough for a lot of people, because how they treated their children, the shit they've said to them, hits a little too close to home for a lot of people and so no matter what the show says or does, they'll still be mostly hated by the audience, and that's more than okay. But if margaret buckley is your favourite character than by all means be my guest. And listen, i love this show, it's all about hope, and it means everyone gets a redemption arc, as short as it is (sometimes even just a sentence lol), but we won't always be satisfied with these arcs, especially if they don't feel proportional to the hurt the characters may have caused to our mains, so we'll all have different reactions to them.
I swear liking a morally ambiguous/grey character says absolutely nothing about you, but making excuses for them, antagonising people who might dislike them (for good reasons) or acting like suddenly triggers don't exist for people, does say something about you. One of my favourite characters is literally the worst person ever, an actual bigot, but i won't ever write essays about why people are not allowed to dislike him actually because he's my babygirl.. i very much understand why people would.
All of this to say, everyone will have different opinions about Tommy. Some might love him, some will be completely neutral or at worst slightly uncomfortable/bothered by him, and some will straight up hate him, and all of these are fine. Live and let live, love whoever you want to love, and hate whoever you want to hate, but please stop trying to dictate how others should feel, i'm begging. And this really does go both ways.
#i never ever get involved in fandom discourse. ever#my blog is my safe space and so i just want to reblog some silly gifs of my silly little characters and move on about my day#but nothing gets to me more than being told to 'move on'#anyway i know the casual (and not so casual) racism is rampant in this fandom but boy has this week been hell#but just another week in this fandom i guess#(also i know some people hate him just because of buck/eddie and this is a whole other discourse i won't get into)#anti tommy kinard#not really but just in case#fandom discourse#also i said dehumanisation because that's what he did to chimney#acting like people don't exist until they do something that's beneficial to you and that's when you'll finally treat them as human beings#that shit hurts like crazy but it doesn't get talked about enough tbh#and that's also kind of why i think it's hard to know if he's really Grown or if it's just a case of 'these people are the exception'#and we can't really know until we actually see him interact with other minorities#but that's just my opinion#also i know we're all tired of this discourse and i'm sorry to bring it back but every day i've opened this app and saw something about it#and closed it right up lmao#i just needed to get this off my chest once and for all#i'll go back to never getting involved in fandom discourse again#anyhoo#i'll probably delete this at some point knowing myself
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i have such a grudge about this specific clip from Coda because this is now the third time i'm going to try to edit it to make the colors look nice and every time i do anything, it immediately starts looking weird as hell. idk what lighting they were using or what happened with the color grading but i swear it's cursed. however it is one of the few times we see Janeway cry so alas i do have to keep using it.
#i'm now using the fan made hd remaster so it's already looking a little better!#but idk every time i try to brighten it or increase the saturation or mess with the contrast it looks grainy as hell#and there's a weird green-ish quality to the light that's never in another shot in mess hall!#don't get me wrong there's Weird Coloring issues in all of Voyager bc of when it was made but this clip haunts me for some reason#also color grading in video editing software is so much more difficult than in photoshop/photo editing software#in my head it should be the same but no :(#sorry niche complaint post but i needed to get it off my chest#also the bulk of my Janeway vid is edited now! just doing color grading/adding subtitles#which might take awhile because i'm trying to learn new fancy things but i might get frustrated and just end up posting it lmao#editing woes#my posts
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small very LONG rant about the new beascuits
okay, WHY did Devsisters think this was a good idea? this is just toppings but SO much worse.
so, each beascuit has a bonus effect, and they get more bonus effects as they increase in rarity. however, not all bonus effects will be the same cookie type as the beascuit. the first bonus effect seems to always be the same, but the other bonus effects could be different cookie types.
the only way you change a bonus effect's type is by attuning them. but... attuning one effect each type costs 100 diamonds, and depending on the rarity of the beascuit, you only get so many attempts. for rare beascuits, you can only attune 8 times, and only 12 times for each epic beascuit.
what's worse is that you can't change the beascuit type or equip them onto cookies with a different type. so if you have a biscuit of one type and all the other bonus effects are still different types even AFTER you tried attuning them, you're just screwed.
you can reset all of the bonus effects, but that costs a lot of beascuit dough, and you can't really predict what effects you'll get. you can reset specific bonus effects, but that costs radiant beascuit dough.
for regular beascuit dough, you can get them from the 3rd Anniversary Festival Shop, the new Beast-Yeast chapter in World Exploration, breaking down beascuits you aleady have, and packages.
you can get beascuit dough by beating the levels in the new chapter, but each level requires 12 Juicy Stamina jellies, and you can only get 4 beascuit dough in completing 1 star (story mode), 8 in 2 star (normal mode), and 12 in 3 star (hard mode). the only ways you can get Juicy Stamina Jellies (other than just waiting) is from the 3rd Anniversary Festival Shop, the event shop, or... packages. you can buy 12 jellies from the anniversary shop for 360 coins, but can only buy them twice per week, so 24 jellies total. you can buy 24 jellies from the event shop, which costs 500 diamonds.
for the 3rd Anniversary Festival Shop, you can only buy beascuit dough from the shop after spending 50,000 anniversary coins, and it costs 2,000 coins for 20 beascuit dough.
when breaking beascuits, you get 20 beascuit dough from a common beascuit, 30 from a rare, and 70 from an epic. i haven't gotten a lengendary biscuit yet, so idk how much dough it'll give you.
resetting all bonus effects requires 20 beascuit dough for rares and 30 beascuit dough for epics though, so that can be very pricey.
i'm not really sure how many different ways you can get radiant biscuit dough, but i know of 2 ways: buying it from the 3rd anniversary festival shop and packages.
you can only buy radiant beascuit dough after spending 70,000 anniversary coins in the shop, but even then, 40 of them cost 5,000 anniversary coins. the thing is, you need 30 radiant biscuit dough to reset 1 bonus effect (for an epic; need same amount of regular beascuit dough and radiant to reset effects).
and packages... do i need to explain?
i think what Devsisters should've done was make it so that each biscuit didn't have a specific type, or if they did, you could change the type. that way, you can choose to equip a beascuit on different type cookies and make them more versatile. maybe a beascuit with a specific type is much better for that type (like give special bonus effects or something for cookies with the matching type), but you can still equip them onto other types.
alternatively, they could've just make it so that bonus effects didn't have different types. or, they could just keep the bonus effects as different types, but you get unlimited times to attune them.
3rdly, Devsisters could've also made beascuit dough and radiant beascuit dough much easier to get and/or require you to use less of them when resetting effects.
in other words, beascuits could've been so much better, but they aren't ;-;
why Devsisters. why.
#wow this rant took way too long#sorry for this rant lmao#i just needed to get this off my chest#i hope i didnt miss anything!#and yes- i do play crk for the gameplay#sad as that may be#cookie run kingdom#crk#cookie run
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anytime i try to write for one of my favorite characters, any character really, i end quitting half way because I am so anxious that I’m mischaracterizing them. someone release me from this hell I cannot take it any longer
#z.cries#i’m also just exhausted from always trying to make a character very canon#like yes it is important to me but at what cost lmao#ugh this comes off very whiny i’m sorry#just need to get this off my chest for reasons#like i want them to be their canon self but i’m so agonized by the what if its not canon?#that it’s ruining my drive to create and i feel like i’m creating a problem#like fandom should be fun! not whatever this feeling is#ugh the fear that i’m mischaracterizing my favs will cripple me for life i feel
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I hate that I'm being made responsible for coping with and "forgiving" abusive behavior just to protect myself.
I'm tired of being fucking "understanding". I'm tired of my survival being dependent on how much I'm able to take. I'm tired of being treated like dog shit for no reason.
#''you need to work things out!!!1'' eat shit and die#what really enrages me about all of this is i'm literally always the one that's actually calm and civil and respectful#but im not gonna sit there and do nothing while you're cussing at me and slamming doors and acting like a fucking aggressive toddler#and coming from a GROWN MAN???#especially when they're manipulative enough to cry and get in your face blubbering about how sorry they are#just to throw an absolute fit when you want them to fuck off and leave you alone#even though i didnt even say it with like an attitude or anything lmao#but when that degenerate freak sends me into a meltdown#*I* am the one that has to forgive the piece of shit???#''he had a bad day!'' clearly not bad enough!!#He's literally been the primary source of my problems with my mother#and he's a piece of shit to her too#but god forbid i actually say that lmfao#abuse tw#I might delete this later I just needed to get this off my chest#I fucking hate being disabled I wish I were able to be independent#I wish I didn't need care from other people#I wish I had the luxury of being able to go no contact#I'd have multiple restraining orders against multiple people if that were an option lmfao
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on another personal life anecdote you should really advocate for yourself i know it sucks but if you dont you will end up having to read a book where a core character kills herself in the end after a bunch of other shit anf end up in a horrible place afterwards because you were too scared to talk to your english teacher about how it was fucking you over mentally alongside your personal issues. or something
#im sorry i needed to get it off my chest#i know its supposed to be 'ambiguous' but she literally like. walked into the ocean#she took off her earrings and imagined them fucking. dying???? like bugs????#and walked into the ocean. after like her children died and her family left and you DONT expect me to believe she fucking killed herself???#anyway either that or you end up not understanding a fundamental part of math because you were scared of your teachers and being a#disappointment so you faked it until you maked it but now youre in advanced classes and you still dont understand fucking. aough#just. dont be like me kids lmao#cw vent#cw suicide#NOT FOR ME I SWEAR GUYS NOT THIS TIME#swearing cw#aethers rants#personal posts and stuff idk
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My mom keeps annoying me about how i'm still wearing a mask and how "you can't do this your entire life" and "people only wear masks when there's a risk" is covid making a giant fucking comeback not enough of a riks for you right now mom?????
as if it's already not bad enough that i'm one of the only people to still consistently mask inside, you HAVE to try to guilt-trip me into stopping wearing it???? can you mind your own fucking business mom for ONCE in your fucking life i'm about to delete my fucking brain
#castorambles#castorants#i SWEAR to fucking god i really want to punch something rn what the entire FUCK just LEAVE ME BE#sorry for the rant but like i need to get that off my chest#my mom teaches hygiene and stuff in trade school btw lmao anyways#so nice to see trained professionals taking this seriously :)
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fighting last minute cringe to get this fic up lmao
#I'M ALLOWED TO PUT ITALIAN IN HERE!!!#IF I FUCK IT UP PEOPLE WILL JUST TELL ME ITS NO BIG DEAL!!!!!!!!!!!#ok i just needed to get that off my chest lmao#also i've learned in my research that there are like 4 ways of saying sorry in italian#which is kind of interesting ngl#waow foreign languages...#mlv.txt#bowuigi egg fic project
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