#sorry gaymers

[mossychaos]

The quality is shit but so is my patience actively kept revisiting this for a couple of days between work

Lamb design ✨️✨️✨️

[princeturnip]

I have remembered I have a Tumblr - hello!

[sleepygaymerdisease]

[elegybeatty]

You're late. You know the deal, you can do the one block jump for a good girl or you can attempt the one block vertical jump for the good boy.

Here in transfem parkour civilization, no one chooses to jump for the good boy. It's better to be safe and do the one block jump for the good girl rather than risk your security in your gender identity for just half a drop of precum more.

[gferamos]

My brain likes to hyperfocus on the wrong things god hel

[spacedlexi]

me restraining myself when i see lee and clem get left out of parent child video game duos

[bigb-enthusiast]

[leans against a wall] hey there

[voided-selfships]

WHEN DOES THE REASON BECOME THE BLAME

[TAGLIST]

@fagthesis @comfycozycirrus @ghost--girlfriend @kylilah @fireborns @lovebandit42069 @love-birds-stuff @permafrown @cherry-bomb-ships

[sin-simps]

Need to kiss Kinito…..fuck

[lollyyon]

I hope Phil’s next birthday cake says gaymer 👾

[burythecarnival]

(me playing any RPGs with my friends)

them: so next for the quest we need to -

me: *staring off*

[princeturnip]

Friday vibes!

[sleepygaymerdisease]

Does anyone else think about how Shinji said this twice...

The first time was somewhat innocent, because he didnt believe in the idea of fate. He refused the idea outright because it was just too bleak. He wanted to think that there was a way for everyone to live, so why believe in something like destiny or predetermination?

And yet... He likely said this out loud to comfort Tezuka, to motivate him, to keep him from giving into despair. Shinji does not believe in fate, but the person he is dragging out of the battle field does, and he wants Tezuka to borrow his own feelings of determination and passion for just a moment, so they can both live to see the next day.

But what Shinji doesnt understand is that Tezuka did this sacrifice precisely because of Shinji's passion. Shinji has nothing to offer to this man because Tezuka has already made the choice to purposely refuse the benefits of Shinji's savior complex. He make his choice the moment that he walked out the door of Atori, and purposely distanced himself so Shinji wouldn't try to die for someone else. Tezuka explains that he changed fate for Shinji to live. Tezuka explains that he took this man's place so that Shinji can fight in this war, so that Shinji can find an end to the violence. Tezuka wants him to continue where he would fail, where he would have blamed himself for the death of another friend and never gotten back up.

Shinji wishes there was another option, that he could have somehow seen this coming and stopped Tezuka and figured out a way to live too... But what can he really do? Tezuka's last words left such an impact on him, and while Shinji originally didn't believe in fate, he could not help but lean into the idea after Tezuka's death. He tends to weigh other people's ideas more than his own in his head, so when Tezuka dies because he followed his principles to the end like this... He just can't deny it as much as before. Denying that fate exists would be spitting on the face of his friend's choice, right?

So the idea sits with him. The idea that fate was already changed... He's not sure if he can believe it, but he can't not believe it, either. There had to have been another way that things have gone, right? That's what he wants to think, but he cannot deny the weight of Tezuka's ultimate choice. He has to learn to accept this, somehow, but it's hard for him, it's hard to remember which thoughts are his own and which thoughts are borrowed from his memories of Tezuka. Shinji slowly becomes burdened by the idea of fate. Believing in Tezuka's last hope is the only way for him to continue, it's the only way for him to cope.

And that's when the narrative throws a fucking curveball. This character, wrattled with grief, finally trying to move on from that horrible moment of senseless violence, is forcibly dragged backwards. Six months. Six entire months happening all over again right before his eyes. Shinji gets an impossible second chance to fix what never should have happened. He knows who is going to die and he has the time to prevent it. He can change it.

But he discovers that he cannot change himself. He watches everything in horror as it happens all over again because he cannot break out of his own skin. He can't change his habits, he can't think different thoughts or change his actions, he can't seem to remember the details of that future that has not happened yet. His future self, and his future grief, is buried deep inside of him. He tries to claw his way out in any way he can, but he is trapped in the prison that is himself. He can only catch the smallest glimpses of clarity through the bars of his cell, and by then it is often too late.

When Shinji finally gets back here, to this moment, he must have repeated these words. He cannot change his thoughts, after all. So he says it and it means the same thing as before; he wants to comfort Tezuka and lend him his own determination and will to live. But there is now an additional meaning to it, isn't there? There is now a layer of despair. A part of Shinji is so, so desperate for things to change. A part of him knows that Tezuka diverted fate for his sake, and isn't that diversion a part of fate now too? Can't we change that too? Do not die when fate tells you to die. Don't do this, don't leave me again.

[dontlookheswatching]

uguughugu I've been having massive artblock lately, and so I've decided to show some traditional art that I've done since 2024 started because I haven't had motivation to do anything digital (my apple pencil also stopped working and I dont have the money for a new one right now so im just gonna google how to make my own💀)

The only drawing I have of Nina that I'm proud of😭

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A shot of Ben I did from a little comic because the lore me and my boyfriend have for our au is insane-

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KATE QJFJAOG I was doing a thing where I was drawing every creepypasta I knew of so I'd stop only drawing Ben(this project is still a work in progress unfortunately even though I started it two months ago-)

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I love this demon.

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I dont know what I was thinking when I drew this honestly

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SPREAD THE WORD:)

[askscribblestuff]

//what if the animaticverse was a coma nightmare animatic had after being hit by a car

[electrical-communication]

i would like to see you draw flashman(if possible!) now that youve drawn geminiman and elecman we need to add another guy i mean gay i mean.guy to the roster

Yknow it pretty weird Flashman is so upset about being bald when all the other robot masters are also bald. Just go buy a wig king you can literally stop time but you can’t invest in some weave??