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until we meet again
#late episode 23 anniversary art 👍 crasy ep#tezuka miyuki#shinji kido#kr ryuki#tezushin#<-sorry it will happen again
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ryukis👍
#kamen rider ryuki#shinji kido#miyuki tezuka#tezushin#ren akiyama#yui kanzaki#tagged everywan…#theyre oldish like from late nov-dec👍 whn i first watched it#i was lurking in tezuka tag and then i remembered i did draw them actually
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7/7/02
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Does anyone else think about how Shinji said this twice...
The first time was somewhat innocent, because he didnt believe in the idea of fate. He refused the idea outright because it was just too bleak. He wanted to think that there was a way for everyone to live, so why believe in something like destiny or predetermination?
And yet... He likely said this out loud to comfort Tezuka, to motivate him, to keep him from giving into despair. Shinji does not believe in fate, but the person he is dragging out of the battle field does, and he wants Tezuka to borrow his own feelings of determination and passion for just a moment, so they can both live to see the next day.
But what Shinji doesnt understand is that Tezuka did this sacrifice precisely because of Shinji's passion. Shinji has nothing to offer to this man because Tezuka has already made the choice to purposely refuse the benefits of Shinji's savior complex. He make his choice the moment that he walked out the door of Atori, and purposely distanced himself so Shinji wouldn't try to die for someone else. Tezuka explains that he changed fate for Shinji to live. Tezuka explains that he took this man's place so that Shinji can fight in this war, so that Shinji can find an end to the violence. Tezuka wants him to continue where he would fail, where he would have blamed himself for the death of another friend and never gotten back up.
Shinji wishes there was another option, that he could have somehow seen this coming and stopped Tezuka and figured out a way to live too... But what can he really do? Tezuka's last words left such an impact on him, and while Shinji originally didn't believe in fate, he could not help but lean into the idea after Tezuka's death. He tends to weigh other people's ideas more than his own in his head, so when Tezuka dies because he followed his principles to the end like this... He just can't deny it as much as before. Denying that fate exists would be spitting on the face of his friend's choice, right?
So the idea sits with him. The idea that fate was already changed... He's not sure if he can believe it, but he can't not believe it, either. There had to have been another way that things have gone, right? That's what he wants to think, but he cannot deny the weight of Tezuka's ultimate choice. He has to learn to accept this, somehow, but it's hard for him, it's hard to remember which thoughts are his own and which thoughts are borrowed from his memories of Tezuka. Shinji slowly becomes burdened by the idea of fate. Believing in Tezuka's last hope is the only way for him to continue, it's the only way for him to cope.
And that's when the narrative throws a fucking curveball. This character, wrattled with grief, finally trying to move on from that horrible moment of senseless violence, is forcibly dragged backwards. Six months. Six entire months happening all over again right before his eyes. Shinji gets an impossible second chance to fix what never should have happened. He knows who is going to die and he has the time to prevent it. He can change it.
But he discovers that he cannot change himself. He watches everything in horror as it happens all over again because he cannot break out of his own skin. He can't change his habits, he can't think different thoughts or change his actions, he can't seem to remember the details of that future that has not happened yet. His future self, and his future grief, is buried deep inside of him. He tries to claw his way out in any way he can, but he is trapped in the prison that is himself. He can only catch the smallest glimpses of clarity through the bars of his cell, and by then it is often too late.
When Shinji finally gets back here, to this moment, he must have repeated these words. He cannot change his thoughts, after all. So he says it and it means the same thing as before; he wants to comfort Tezuka and lend him his own determination and will to live. But there is now an additional meaning to it, isn't there? There is now a layer of despair. A part of Shinji is so, so desperate for things to change. A part of him knows that Tezuka diverted fate for his sake, and isn't that diversion a part of fate now too? Can't we change that too? Do not die when fate tells you to die. Don't do this, don't leave me again.
#i wrote this in some tags a while back but im crazy and needed to elaborate and make my own post so hi whats up im normal about tv#anis gaymer moments#kamen rider#kamen rider ryuki#kamen rider ryuki spoilers#ryuki spoilers#tezushin#long post#<- SORRY JUS TREALIZED HOW LONG THE WALL OF TEXT IS
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the THEMES of this show have grabbed me by the balls and won't let go ARGHHHH
#kamen rider#kamen rider ryuki#kr ryuki#shinji kido#miyuki tezuka#tezushin#drawing ship art is so difficult with the posing and everything RAHHH#i hope the ryukinators will like this one#how the hell did miyuki grow on me so fast only for toei to rip me away from him y'all EVIL
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BLAST!!!
#posting at several people's insistence lol#my art#doodle#digital art#colored sketch#kamen rider#kamen rider ryuki#tezushin#ms paint
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#i need to concentrate my forces so i can actually get something finished for once#i've been working the most on the tezushin lately though so i might just go with that... but i still want to get opinions 🤔
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my ryuki watching pace has ground to a halt unfortunately. i miss tezuka too much watching it makes me sad lol
#kalo watches ryuki#i've been rotating tezushin in my mind for like 48 hours i want to decompose immediately
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Renshin is a very good ship, I love them a lot. But this episode has got me thinking about Tezuka and Shinji too… TezuShin also good. Love these two guys who share the goal of wanting to stop the rider fight.
I also see appeal in Tezuka and Ren too. Ren and Shinji both have two hands.
Also ASAKURA IS SHOWING UP NEXT EPISODE, THE NOISE I MADE DURING THE EPISODE PREVIEW AAAAAAAA
I'm finally going to see this guy
#my multishipping ass is thriving with this show#i adore renshin but i also see much potential with these other combos as well to enjoy alongside renshin#i am also so excited to see asakura momentarily you dont even know#ive been looking forward to him because i have a hunch im gonna be very normal about him#linky posts#linky watches ryuki
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wow this identical in-unison attack... tezushin still real
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#tezushin#kamen rider ryuki#ani wormonastringtime did very helpful feedback and edits for this !! colors and composition wouldnt have happened without them#mine#birthday present for a friend hehe
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🐉🔮❤️🩷
#kamen rider#kamen rider ryuki#kr ryuki#shinji kido#miyuki tezuka#tezushin#anthro#furry#fanart#happy valentines day :) furry tezushin blast WHAPOW!!!
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GET TEZUSHIN GAY MARRIAGE BLASTED!!!!
GAY MARRIAGE BLAST ‼️
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must stink sharing a room with these two ey akiren /silly
#kamen rider#kamen rider ryuki#kr ryuki#ren akiyama#shinji kido#miyuki tezuka#tezushin#I FORGOT WHAT THE INSIDE OF ATORI LOOKS LIKE#imagine what it mustve been like to be these three and come back after a big kamen rider moment and have to sleep in the same room
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