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Genuinely having to calm down because my heart is racing over the damn Secondo plush đ
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if you were a whumpee what type of whumpee would you be?
ummm thatâs a very good question anon one that i definitely havenât thought about my whole life every single time i imagine whump scenarios in my mind with me as the whumpee
anyway i definitely wouldnât be completely broken or conditioned, but i also wouldnât be very defiant either. fear yknow.. like terrified whumpees who are very scared and will do anything to not be hurt.. thatâs good soup thatâs me. fearfully compliant but obviously does not wanna be there. oh to be kidnapped and tied up in someoneâs car and locked in a basement against my willâŠ
iâm not the biggest fan of whumperless whump so if i were a whumpee iâd want the whumper to be a carewhumper (cough cough Anton cough). carewhumpers my absolute beloved i canât get enough of those guys. you see i would be held captive and restrained (gagged, blindfolded, drugged, etc) but also taken care of :3 theyâd like hold me and comfort me and pet me after hurting me and iâd be so scared of them but itâd also be so so cozy.
if i were a whumpee i wouldnât rlly want to be actually tortured and stuff. hurt a little bit for enrichment (not like this all isnât enrichment for me) definitely because knives and bruises are very fun but fear is also good too. they would like threaten to hurt and kill me but not actually yknow just to see my scrumptious reaction. though i wouldnât mind a vampire biting me and drinking my blood or a mad scientist experimenting on me of course. just not like actual full on torture no thank u
this was fun to answer because i think about this a lot.. iâm just a little guy frâŠ
#if any whumpers are out there i am free for the taking#sorry for being unhinged on the internet it will happen again#this is comforting to me#thatâs the only way i can describe it#enrichment fr!!!!#anton come get me you know where to find me!!!#sigh#a guy can dreamâŠ#ask#whump ask#wyrms lore#anton oc
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Concept: the Chernobyl warnings in the Phantomhive manor after Sebastian claims O! Ciel's soul. Just imagine it.
"This place is not a place of honor... no highly esteemed deed is commemorated here... nothing valued is here."
- The entrance hall, dilapidated, with the stairs collapsing on themselves. The Phantomhive insignia is scattered around the room.
"What is here was dangerous and repulsive to us. This message is a warning about danger."
- A hallway, with paintings falling and torn. The portrait of Vincent and Rachael is present.
"The danger is in a particular location... it increases towards a center... the center of danger is here... of a particular size and shape, and below us."
- Panning downstairs to the kitchen, then to the servants quarters, then to Sebastian's bedroom.
"The danger is still present, in your time, as it was in ours."
- Lingering wisps of magic, a shadow in the corner. Sebastian is long gone and yet the tainted nature of him lingers.
"The danger is to the body, and it can kill."
- An abandoned silverware knife near the sink. There's dried blood on it that was never cleaned. There was no one left to clean it.
"The form of the danger is an emanation of energy."
- An eye patch left behind on a random floor. It should not be there. But no one remains to claim it.
"The danger is unleashed only if you substantially disturb this place physically. This place is best shunned and left uninhabited."
- The Young Lord's room. A tea set sits untouched. The binds are drawn. The candles are unlit and burnt down to the base. No one is left.
#sorry for being unhinged#it will happen again#black butler#sebastian michaelis#kuroshitsuji#o!ciel#can i tag this as poetry or something#i may draw this actually because it is a very cool concept
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Heâs so awkward
Iâm gonna fuck him
#sorry for being so unhinged tonight#it will happen again#Iâm all riled up#the band ghost#shitghosting#ghost the band#ghost#ghost bc#ghost band#ghumblr#band ghost#ghost memes#copia#popia#papa emeritus iv#cardinal copia#cardi c#papa iv#ghost fanart#littlesanshine
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I have finally watched Mean Girls (2024), which is my first time watching Renee Rapp in anything and I see your vision of her for Mia, you're so right
thank u....u get it. i mean regina is not mia in any way but renee could do it, the scene in slocg where whitney gets knocked over by a teammate and is cordial about it and leighton shouts AW DONT TAKE HER HAND WHITNEY, SLAP HER IN THE FUCKING MOUTH! mia at lian's little league games. and also that game of dodgeball in #3
also the scene where shes like "my perfect woman is 5'6, good style, from a major metropolitan city, blonde." and theyre like babe thats just you. stephmia
now this gives me an excuse to gather all my most mia esque looks renee has had, to accelerate the vision. surprisingly hard considering a. i dont like putting mia in any kind of dress or anything too revealing, and b. trying to choose looks for mia that arent from the year 2006 is a struggle
and also this pic of her and her dad. cause yknow. ollie mia innit
#renee in a yellow letterman is so crazy for me and my fellow arrowkid matching letterman enjoyers#sorry for being unhinged abt this it will happen again#id like to thank converse for their star branding that means renee wears a lot of star clothes. mias brand#if this was mia that red and white jacket was stolen from roy#anyway thank you for giving me this opportunity to talk about this#its like getting my zoomies out
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bitches (me) will swear they don't have a favorite OC and then draw the same guy one morbillion times
#rot draws#rot's paracosm#i am. unhinged about them#sorry for being hyperfixated on my own ocs it will continue to happen forever#tumblr destroying the quality again
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OKAY FINE LET'S GO OVER THIS IN MORE DETAIL
here's why backfill works in the original trilogy while it doesn't for the Apollo trilogy.
So, our cases are: Dahlia Hawthorne (Phoenix had a girlfriend???) and Clay Terran (Apollo had a bestie???)
For Dahlia, it's written into the narrative so it's a bit of a bad comparison, but it's the best I got. Of course Phoenix never wants to talk about it or acknowledge it. He was so betrayed by someone he loved that it's too much hurt to bring up in casual conversation. (You'll notice how in the beginning of 3-5, even after the player has been given pretty much all the pieces, Phoenix continues to refuse to talk about it. Maya starts needling him about his weirdness around Iris and still, and still, and still, Phoenix refused to say a word.) (And this is sticking to his previous characterisation!! In the first game, he doesn't talk about his connection to Edgeworth until the final case, 1-4. In JFA, he refused to talk about what happened with Edgeworth until 2-3, at the last possible second. And even then he doesn't really explain why he reacted so badly until 2-4. It feels natural because we've had examples of Phoenix doing this shit before, so it makes sense that he has a life outside of the narrative that he just doesn't want to share with us.)
Not only is Dahlia integrated through the narrative as naturally as she can be, she's also integrated well into the characterisation of those she's attached to. Phoenix's bad reaction to Edgeworth's thing in JFA starts making *more* sense when taking his time with Dahlia into consideration. Edgeworth's cold and controlling approach to court is a product of Von Karma, but Dahlia's hand in his first ever case helps add to that "no more surprises" mentality he's got when we first meet him. (And even his turnaround in 1-3!) The only one who kinda suffers characterisation wise from Dahlia being a thing is Mia, in my opinion, but only because of what the narrative had to do. She's so traumatised by this case that she stayed out of the courts for a whole year?? Not the impression she gave off in the first or second games. (But it can be excused through the passage of time. Dahlia's impact was about four years removed from 1-1 and all.)
Dahlia being such a huge thing in Phoenix's backstory doesn't feel tacked on or added for the sake of drama, despite being exactly that, because of how it was integrated.
Now, contrast, Clay Terran.
For starters, who even IS Clay Terran? He's Apollo's bestie (reportedly) and is an astronaut, loves space, and is willing to drug his idol/coworker in order to play along in a farce to prevent a spy from hijacking the station. Okay, sounds great! *We never meet him on screen in the one case he's important for.*
(Quick note, I tend to treat 5-4 and 5-5 as the same case in my brain because 5-5 is just an extension of 5-4. And 5-4 is already interrupted timeline-wise by 5-1 so. You can forgive me for this.) (DD is a real doozy of a timeline wtf were they thinking)
Anyway all this to say, Clay Terran is not important. He's a victim, so the most we get about him is just backfill. Posthumous characterisation, which works when your character isn't so important that you're basing one of your three main leads on it for their heel turn. (Another momentary gripe, I feel like they really leaned into this because it was their only idea for Apollo. "Make everyone wonder wow, Apollo's so different now! What happened to make him like that?" Is a fine idea in isolation, but in practice it really just makes Apollo feel like a completely different character from the one we spent all our time with in AJ.)
Okay so second important question: Who is Apollo Justice? He's an eager no longer so naive kid who's a little loud, a little cranky, and willing to put his trust into his clients and those he comes to know over the course of his journey. Fantastic. This applies only to AJ; in DD, he is willing to mention a friend he's got *constantly* and also wayyy too quick to attach himself to his new coworker, Athena. (It's an issue of story as to why this happened, once again. Apollo had to be on great terms with Athena for the drop to hit as hard as it does in 5-5. He had to mention this otherwise unknown friend for everything in 5-4 to even function.)
But anyway. The reason Clay Terran doesn't work where Dahlia Hawthorne did is simply because. Apollo's whole characterisation had to be tweaked for Clay to even exist whereas Phoenix's whole characterisation was fitted into Dahlia's existence.
Phoenix keeping secrets about his past? Believable. He's done it before. It's congruent. Apollo blabbing about an element that otherwise didn't exist before? Excuse me, uh, you have a friend??? Incongruent I hate it.
(They really had to jam Apollo mentioning Clay into both 5-2 and 5-3, didn't they? Apollo talking about this otherwise unmentioned friend threw me for the biggest loop, mainly because the Apollo I got to know in AJ and form ideas about never had any friends before being forcibly adopted into the Wright family. It seemed out of the question before DD was a thing; he was too grumpy, too lonely, too lacking in extraneous past life details for me to even consider his having a friend, let alone a bestie whom he would throw away everything for.)
You can absolutely explain all of this away but it won't convince me. They jammed Clay Terran into the narrative as sloppily as they did Dhurke and Khura'in and I will die mad about it.
#Ace Attorney#Spoilers#Apollo Justice#Phoenix Wright#Dahlia Hawthorne#Clay Terran#Momo writes stuff#Momo talks about video games#Momo is unhinged about AA#Need that tag lol#It's about narrative integration#It's about characterisation being integrated poorly#It's a very unfair fight but it was the best comparison available to me#I will DIE MAD about what they did to my boy#Dual Destinies#Anyway yeah if I think about AA for too long I go feral lol#Sorry for getting heated it will happen again
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#thoughts#personal#mental health tw#it's complicated because I both want to address how fucking unhinged I very publically am at the moment#for which I am sorry if you have noticed#and also Not do that and pretend my weirdass behavior flies under the radar and I am being So Very Normal Right Now#which I feel we are past that point but also maybe who cares I don't think people notice but You Know#you get in the thought loop and then it's over#I used to have a private twitter to have weird meltdowns full of me immediately deleting everything I posted#and then I went âwow!! this is not happening anymore!! look at me being an adult about it!!â#and uhh lol#I didn't want it to happen here it's very humiliating to know you are Like This and not being able to affect it much#this too shall pass I suppose#normal posting (???) will resume shortly#I just get super manic when I have mental health cocktails like this + my brain Will Not let me sleep and I need to distract myself#all I want to say is: I'll be normal again at some point probably#it was on slow cook since maybe 9 months and baby it's here now#I'm supposed to go to my first industry event RIGHT after a very very tense burial and I'm already so disheveled like girl what#I'm so going to begin screaming at an industry legend for no reason and then immediately lock myself in a bathroom#anyway. common sense and self control will be back soon#and there are good chances I'll delete this post too at some point!! but. yeah.#it is what it is tm#hope you are as okay as could be#and if not all the courage and strength your way#sending many angry blue ganonpigs your way too. hope that helps! somehow!
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killing myself violently every time someone reblogs my art and says that they thought it was some other characters
#itâs so mean why do you think I want to know that#happened 3 times already on my recent art im never posting non front facing art ever again#sorry for being dramatic I actually do love all the barking and other unhinged comments in the tags it does make my day <3
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if i don't die by suicide, i want to die having been murdered by a bunny, like in monty python and the holy grail
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i NEED her to be in my basement asap
#i love her your honor#cherri bomb#hazbin hotel#hellaverse#sorry for being an unhinged lesbian#it will happen again
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@littleliongirl16 hi
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Wen...
#đ»â€ïž wisp gushes! â€ïžđ»#đ§ĄđŒđ· ren! đ·đŒđ§Ą#god hes so sexy im going to eat a fibre optic cable#hes yummy#sorry for being unhinged about a 2d man thats not real it will happen again đ€Ș
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"Viva la revolucion!" Yells leftist gringo that finds guns too "scawwy đą" and thinks just being annoying and loud wins them anything other than apathy and annoyance.
#personal#politics#us politics#idgaf who you losers vote for cos you never have voted or have done something for anyone#thats why i no longer bother and stick with people who do vote#have helped them register and check their registration#etc#people need to stop giving these 3rd party or no vote pendejos any freaking time#i bet they're not even registered and weren't planning to vote anyways#they just want to get attention but genuinely don't care about the people they claim to care about#online activists are annoying af#and they also make it harder for more people to help#ive met people so irritated they've blacklisted palestine due to âleftistsâ harassing them for who they vote fo and how they spend their $#ive seen them telling people to off themselves#leftists are putting people off even donating which ticks me off cos ive been donating for months & people are giving up on donating#cos âleftistâ assholes make people not want to touch their posts#like y'all the worst thing that happen to palestinians i swear#rant in tags#im sorry for ranting but i saw dumbassery again#i did get some friends on the fence to donate cos they do wanna help despite y'all being freaking unhinged morons#also i don't find guns âscawwyâ since i own them and will arm up if im needed to protect and defend vulnerable people#also i have the right to vote to fight more peacefully by picking my own enemy that can be reasoned with unlike a cloutless russian sucker#and an orange creature who mumbles incoherently every time he opens his butthole lips#vote kamala harris#protests are meant to inspire positive change not annoying people into walking away
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*rattling bars of cage* FINGIE
he's sooo glow... I love how his inner parts light up
#waves.txt#sorry for being unhinged about scarecrow. it will happen again#đ„ yearning hours#yearning hours#đ„ trust exercise
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â baby steps â || tokyo rev.
continuation of this post.
pairing: bonten x fem!reader [ mikey, ran, sanzu ]
warnings: mature content ahead. MDI. mature language, crude humor, ANGST w/ comfort (mostly in mikey's), deadbeat!bonten (unintentionally), not proof-read so there may be A LOT of errors :// mikey's is LONG, ran + sanzu's are silly goofy, mikey + sanzu's are a lil unhinged lol and i think thatâs it :))
notes: can i just say thank y'all so much for showing "accidents happen" the love that i didn't think it would get, it was made on a whim so i'm so so so happy y'all enjoyed! i tagged as many as i could (or that tumblr would allow) sorry if i missed some of you :( thank you for your patience and let me know how you feel about this continuation format :) !! notes ii: also also, pt. 2 for "accidents happen" coming soon! notes iii: MY COMPUTER CRASHED AND I THOUGHT I LOST EVERYTHING BUT IT'S OKAY IT'S OKAY :'))))
tagged: @fantasycantasy , @illegalspacecow , @captaincyberqueen , @cherryblossiren , @niragiswhore , @awkwardaardvarkforever , @valentsoup , @lovely212 , @miffysoo , @yandere-kouhai , @i-am-just-a-girl-ur-honor , @wisteriarose214 , @kindadolly , @yuwaimo , @sweetbella1221 , @simpingfor-wakasa , @sirachano0dles , @yutahg , @slowlikehonee , @blurpleuni-squid , @haruchiyoreen , @istanstraykidss , @loyard176 , @msluccapotato , @luv444lay , @backgroundcharactera , @jegelskeranime
Ever since you picked up your daughter, thereâs been a hovering presence that wouldnât go away no matter where you went. From the park, to the grocery store, all the way home it clung to you like a bad itch. Despite looking over your shoulder and being met without any sort of threat, that didnât stop the uneasy feeling. And it only intensified when you received a knock on your front door.
You made a confused hum, checking the time on the microwave to confirm that it was indeed past the reasonable hour for potential visitors. Not to mention, you werenât expecting anyone.
The hairs on the back of your neck stood up, instincts telling you that something wasnât right, that your best option was to pretend you werenât home. However, the person on the other side knew otherwise as they knocked on the door again, this time with more fervor. You inhaled sharply, taking hesitant steps towards the door until you were mere feet away from it. Eventually, you worked up the courage to look through the peephole, your brows furrowing in distress when all you could see was blackâThey were covering it. All the more reason not to open the doorâŠ
What if itâs a robber? Ridiculous, they donât knock.
What if itâs just the neighbor? Why cover the peephole?
More and more did your mind swirl with endless possibilities, each one becoming less and less believable. Taking a long, deep breath, you doubled-checked the door-chain was on before slowly cracking it open. And as you attempted to peek through the sliver, nothing couldâve prepared you for the arm that forced its way through, startling you as you yelped, stumbling back as it made a grab at you.
Before you had the thought of shoving the door closed on the offenderâs arm they grabbed the little chain, then yanked it clean out of the wall. To your terror, a dark hooded figure entered your home, head hung low, concealing their identity.
You began to hyperventilate, backing up to keep distance as they staggered further into your home before kicking the door closed behind them, effectively blocking you from the exit. Surely, someone heard your scream and would check in, or call the police. But, how long did you have before the intruder decided to make a move? Not to mention, your sleeping child just down the hallâŠ
With that last thought in mind, you immediately steeled your nerves.
Even if you had to use your bare hands, you were going to do whatever it took to keep your baby out of harms way.
You reached for the closest weapon without taking your eyes off the figure, hands clasping onto a discarded umbrella that was leaned up against a closet door. It wasnât ideal, but it would have to do. Taking a defensive stance, you prepared for what you assumed to be the inevitable.
âI-I donât know who you are, or what you wantâŠb-but if you donât leaveâŠmy..my boyfriend will be home any minute! H-He knows how to fight, and heâll fuck you up if you try anything!â
Your means of intimation fall on deaf ears. It were as if you hadnât spoken at all. They justâŠstood there. Watching you from the darkness. That feeling, that hovering presence youâd been weary about all eveningâŠthere was no doubt in your mind it was because of this individual. Suddenly, they gave a watery chuckle, hand coming up to rub the lower half of their face as the chilling noise dissipated into soft snickers.
You sweatdropped. âI mean it! Heâll be here real soon, so you better get out of here before-â
â[_____]âŠâ the figure finally rasped, voice heavy with an emotion you couldnât decipher in the moment. You froze, eyes widening.
ââŠHow the hell do you know my name?â
Without much urgency, they stepped forward into the light. Beneath the warm glow, it took you mere seconds to recognize the person standing before you. You gasped, trembling hands dropping the umbrella, it landing with a harsh clatter. Soft, mortified hitches in your breath echoed through the small space, memories flashing before your eyes as you covered your gaping mouth.
âM.. Ma..â you whimpered, throat tightening. A shell of a man, who gazed upon you with stormy eyes flooded with tears at the mere sight of you.
He gave another strained laugh, muttering to himself as he soaked you all in. âNeeded to know.. Needed to know it was really youâŠâ
Mikey eyed you up, intensely, eerily silent as he did so. Then, he took in the surroundings, the warmth, the interior, the smell of dinnerâIt truly felt like a home. A bitter pill to swallow once he reminded himself that you built it without him.
His sharp gaze returned to your stunned expression. He sneered.
âMustâve been easy for you. To forget me and move on, just like that. Like I was nothing.â
You blinked, taken aback. All you could do was remain speechless, cemented to the ground with thoughts and questions racing in your head. Now matter how many times you opened your mouth, no sound would come out aside from choked whimpers.
âDo you knowâŠhow long Iâd been searching for you? Been mourning for you?â He hissed through clenched teeth. âWhen you left, I thought⊠I thought someone had taken you. That I lost you all because I was too stubborn to say Iâm sorryâŠâ
As he spoke, Mikey slowly closed the space between you. The more he came into the light, the more you could see how the years had treated him. His cheekbones were more pronounced, the dark circles under his eyes as well. His lips were dry, cracked, his fair skin now ghoulishly pale. If not for the black hoodie you wouldâve mistaken him as such; ghost of your past.
Your shoulders shook, hands hovering over your face as you gaped in disbelief. Heâd been looking for you?
That night, that stupid fight you could barely rememberâŠhe made it crystal clear that he wanted nothing to do with you. He pushed you away. Pushed so hard that you almost believed he really wouldnât have cared if you dropped dead. You knew he didnât mean it, knew it was just another dark impulseâŠbut none of that mattered when all your pregnancy tests came back positive just hours prior.
That night, you made the decision for the sake of your daughter. And also, for his sake. At the time, you were certain he wasnât ready to be a father. He was quick to rage, merciless, losing himself to the darkness you tried to protect him from. If you had stayed, you were certain Mikey wouldâve never forgiven himself if he lost control in front of his own flesh and blood, if the child grew to resent him for something he struggled to control.
You thought you were doing him a favorâŠbut it appears to have done the opposite.
âAnd this whole timeâŠyouâve been here, alive. Playing fucking house with someone else.â
You stiffened. Someone else? Your visible confusion only irritated him further.
He scoffed. âDonât play dumb. You said it yourself. Too bad he wonât be coming home anytime soon. Iâve already got Sanzu and the Haitanis looking around for the bastard. And when they find him, Iâll make him regret sticking his filthy dick inside you.â
Confusion morphed into realization. You did threaten him with said hypothetical boyfriendâŠBut, that was before you knew it was him!
âOh, ManjiroâŠâ you whispered. He glared, scorned.
âDonât you dare pity me. I mean, you got the family you always wanted, right? So who cares who it was with, right? Congratu-fucking-lations.â
You shook your head, exhaling deeply as you held your face in your hands. For years, he thought you dead. Then, when he received word of your appearance, he finds you with child. And not once did he consider that child to be his? Itâs likeâŠhe couldnât fathom the thought.
If only he had looked just a little bit closer, he wouldâve seen that she had his eyes. How they resembled those pools of ink that used to shine with so much hope back in his youth, so playful and full of loveâŠthose same eyes that now gazed upon you with contempt.
It stung.
He thought so low, not only of himself, but of you as well.
Taking a deep breath to reel in your emotions, tears began to well up in your eyes. He assumed they were tears for your doomed lover, further breaking his heart as Mikey clenched his fists to the point of nearly drawing blood. Luckily, even though you struggled to find the right words, someone else happily found them for you.
âPapa..?â
Both of you instantly drew your attention on the toddler standing near the kitchen, one fist clutching her blanket while the other rubbed the sleep from her eye. You glanced at Mikey, and he was stiller than stone. His once dead-stare had morphed into what could only be described as incredulous. Surely, he heard her incorrectlyâŠ
With a sniffle, you crouched down to address her, offering a soft grin as you nodded earnestly. âThatâs right, sweetheart. Papaâs finally come home.â
The little girl blinked sleepily, taking a second to reboot. But, as soon as the words registered, a bright smile stretched across her face as she excitedly rushed towards Mikey, throwing herself onto his legs and hugging them like a koala as she chirped, âPapa, home!â
Said man hobbled a bit at the force, arms windmilling as he caught himself to keep from falling backwards. He didnât know what to do with himself, especially when those big, round pools of ink opened and stared right up into his soul. Mikeyâs heart nearly stopped. With a hitch in his breath, the gangster did everything he could to hold his composure, looking between you and the child as you both gazed at him with so much warmthâŠit was suffocating.
Sensing he was overwhelmed, you reached down to scoop up the bubbly bundle, holding her close as you eyed Mikey, apprehensively.
He resembled a cornered animalâMuscles stiff, jaw tight, eyes wild. After a moment, Mikey began to slowly back away into the shadows of your home, conflicted, devastated. It wasnât until his back hit the door did he eventually fall to his ass, of which caused your child to giggle at how silly he was being. However, all you could do was hold back tears, watching as the reality started to weigh down on a man who just discovered he was a father.
Nervous, you gently explained. âI didnât leave you because of our spat, JiroâŠand I never moved on. I justâŠthought that Iâd be doing more harm than good sticking around when I found out I was pregnantâŠI didnât want to add any more stress on your plate, so IâŠâ
Mikey didnât respond. He sat there, stare vast and unfocused. But, you knew he hung on to every word. So you continued. âI wanted to tell you. ButâŠI wasnât sure how. At the time, I believed you had stopped caring about me altogether. And to hear youâd been looking for me, I-IâmâŠIâm so sorry. Iâm sorry you harbored all that guilt. I didnât mean for any of that to happen.â
Your daughter wiggled around in your hold, making small grunts in complaint. Her eyes were trained on his figure huddled in the dark, wanting to be acknowledged, wanting his attention. âPapa!â
Mikey flinched. He focused his gaze on the two you, haloed by the light emitting from the living room. You both were like salvation, reaching down to a broken sinnerâŠHow could she want anything to do with him? When he had missed so much alreadyâŠ
To keep from accidentally dropping her, you placed your daughter back on the ground, watching wearily as she wobbled all the way to Mikey, blanket in tow. You werenât worried about him hurting her, far from itâŠif anything, he appeared to be the fragile one.
Eventually, she made it to her destination, standing before him with a curious, but eager expression as she rested a hand on his knee. Mikey watched her, took in all of her features, every last detail as he engraved it to memory. She was beautiful, just like her mother. One would think his genes didnât stand a chance. But the eyes. That was all him. From his mother to his older brother to himself, there was no doubt in his mind that those were Sano eyes.
His lower lip quivered, reaching out hesitantly to caress her cheek. She didnât cower away, merely babbled as she began patting his knee, allowing his thumb to rub over her chubby cheek. You clasped your hands over your mouth, growing even more emotional at the delicate moment. Mikey looked enamored already, eyes subtly sparkling from what you could see as they interacted.
âI-I told her stories, about you. And I made sure to show her photos, too. Old ones, but still you nonetheless. I wanted her to know who her father truly was. Despite everything elseâŠâ
Your daughter cooed, then placed her blanket in Mikeyâs lap before climbing into it. Mikey didnât dare move, rigid as she made herself comfortable. He looked up at you, looking for guidance, for reassurance. Your encouraging smile was enough for him to hesitantly place his hands on her small back for support, carefully adjusting so that she was stable. She laid her head on his chest and stuck her thumb in her mouth, sighing contentedly.
And, for the first time in years, he smiled.
When you hadnât seen her familiar pigtails bobbing around, or heard any of her excited chatter with the receptionist up front, worry couldnât even begin to describe what you felt the moment you realizeâŠyour daughter wasnât here.
As soon as the meeting looked like it was wrapping up, you politely excused yourself from the room. Masking your worry wasn't too difficult, but there's no doubt a couple people might've noticed the spring in your step as you exited. One of them being Rindou Haitani. He watched you speed down the hall with mild interest, corner of his mouth ticking up ever so slightly as he thumbed around on his phone beneath the table. Having been updating his older brother during the meeting while he was on his smoke break, he was more than eager to inform him of the storm that was no doubt heading his way.
Little did the younger Haitani know, he was already dealing with one.
"And then, Haruka-kun tries to take Momo-kun's bento box because she had cuter animal shapes, but Momo-kun already said no, and so Haruka-kun pushes Momo-kun, and then tries to take it! But I pushed him and hit him with my fist, like this," she clenched up her tiny fist and held it up to Ran before striking down on his forearm with all her might. It didn't even pitch. "Like that."
The lavender-eyed man merely gazed upon her with mirth. "Did you now?"
"Mmhm! And teacher got so mad, and said that she would tell Ma about me fighting, but she's stupid because Ma didn't pick me up today, and I told Haruka-kun if he snitches, I'll beat 'em up!"
Ran lowly whistled. "Quite the little menace, ain'tcha?"
She pumped her fists. "Yeah!" Then, she paused, holding a finger to her chin in thought. "Wait...what's a menace?"
"Ah, something you inherited from your old man." He ruffled her hair, much to her displeasure. Though her innocent jab earlier regarding his age still hit a sore spot, he was starting to like the sound of it. She, on the other hand, wasn't convinced.
"I already told you; Ma was on her happy juice when she said that. She said not to believe anything she says when she's on happy juice. It makes her do silly things."
Ran chuckled. He knew that all too well. The little girl wouldn't be in this world if not for your inability to hold your liquor. But judging based on how you've raised her so far, clearly you made the right decision keeping him in the dark.
He'll admit, he wasn't the best in terms of commitment. Throughout his day to day, Ran just didn't have the energy. With being in Bonten, keeping an eye out for his younger brother, handling business, dealing with numbskulls and disposing of their bodies, there was never a time to even consider settling down. One-night stands and on and off flings were the easiest choice. At least, until he stumbled upon you.
You were the whole package and more. Classy, independent, witty, and a looker to top it all off. When Bonten started collaborating with the organization you worked in, he couldn't help but to be drawn to youâLike a moth to a flame. It started out as the occasional bantering, trying to one-up the other, catch them off guard. Ran was smooth with his words but could never quite beat your sharp tongue. Thus, things escalated to something more flirtatious. Harmless, but it didn't take long before the months of tension between the both of you began boiling over...and throwing alcohol into the mix, it was the first time Ran finally felt like he had the upper hand. Seeing how poorly you handled just a few glasses of wine, it endeared him. Seeing a piece of you that no one else had the privilege to witness. Your sloppy side, the clumsy, whiny, touchy side. After that long, passionate night beneath the sheets, the one time you and Ran allowed yourselves the space to be vulnerable with one another...you found yourself pregnant. And Ran found himself being nonethewiser.
He wonders, if he hadn't left the next morning and completely ghosted you...would you have kept him in the picture?
Suddenly, his phone dings. Reaching back to pull it from his back pocket, Ran half expected it to just be another update on the meeting or Rindou cursing at him to hurry his ass back inside. But, it wasn't that at all. And at the sound of your kitten heels rushing out of the building and halting at the top of the steps, Ran didn't even need to look up to know who was glowering down from them.
"Hey, Ma! Guess what, the purple man isn't such a meanie after all!"
Ran snorted, finally looking up from his phone to greet the woman who not only still had his heart, but evidently his first child. You, on the other hand, weren't so thrilled to see him.
"Rika. Wait inside. Ma's got some words for the purple man."
He smirked. "Wanna say 'em over a glass of wine?"
"You son of a-!"
"Bad word!" Your daughter covered her ears. You flushed, your composure nearly slipping just by being in his prescence. Ran, immediately seeing the opportunity, teasingly pouts at you whilst covering her tiny hands with his larger ones, shielding her.
"Honey, please, not in front of the child. Can't have her repeating those dirty words at school, can we?"
You fumed, speaking through clenched teeth. "Haitani, as soon as I get her in this building, away from you, I swear to God, I'm gonna wring your neck."
He hummed, amused. "Well. Guess she didn't get her violent side from me after all. Speaking of which, did you know at school today-"
"Hey! No snitching!"
â...What did you say?âÂ
You were hoping you heard the teacher wrong. Surely it was just your exhaustion taking the wheel. But, when her kind smile didnât falter, nor did her gushes for the supposed âadorable displayâ, you immediately grew suspicious.
While heading home from work, you went to pick up your children from daycare. And when you arrived, the teacher merely informed you that it was already taken care of by your very handsome and very devoted husband.Â
âI-I think youâre mistaken. My boyfriend and I arenât marriedâŠâ
The teacher, finally coming back down to earth, tilted her head in confusion. âEh? You arenât?âÂ
âDid heâŠsay we were?âÂ
âWell, no. I just assumed since it was easy to tell who he was here for. Hikaru and Kaoru look so much like their daddy.â
You choked on your spit. Hikaru and Kaoru look so much like their daddy. Hikaru and Kaoru look so much like their daddy.
You did everything in your power to keep from strangling the poor woman. Sure, she didnât do anything wrong per sayâŠbut she sure did make a grave error. And your struggle to restrain your intrusive thoughts mustâve shown on your face from the way she placed a concerned hand on your arm. âAre you alright, miss? You look like youâre about to faint.â
âM-Mhm, yep, great, just peachy.â You squeaked through clenched teeth, sweatdrop on your forehead. âCould you umâŠconfirm something for me?â
âUh.? Er, sure. Iâll try my best.â
With tense shoulders and a tight smile, you asked, âTheirâŠfatherâŠdid his mouth have two scars in the corners?â
The teacher blinked, confused. Shouldnât you already know that answer yourself?, she was probably thinking. And she would be right; you did know. But her simple, hesitant nod was the final nail in the coffin that was your delusionâHaruchiyo Sanzu had found you. And to make matters worse, he had the children.
Your smile faltered, twitching ever so slightly. Covering it with a forced chuckle, you cried, âOh, thatâs..wonderful! Heâs always been self conscious about them, and Iâm j-just.. beaming with joy that heâs embracing them more. Have a nice evening, Ms. Yuki.â
The teacher didnât get a chance to respond as you quickly turned on your heel and began speed walking home. Youâd apologize for your abrupt exit another dayâŠright now there were more important matters to worry about. For instanceâHow on earth did Sanzu find you? How did he know about the twins and where they were? Oh, GodâŠdid he know about Satoru?
Dialing him up a few times only for the calls to go straight to voicemail werenât reassuring in the slightest, having you rush across oncoming traffic just so you could avoid any further delays for your fraying nerves. You could see your apartment complex up ahead, heart thumping in your throat at the familiar, black SUV parked a couple blocks down. Had it not been for the heavily tinted windows and no license plates, you probably wouldâve overlooked it. He knew where you lived. Stomach in knots, muscles stiff, nerves shot. You didnât know whether to feel relieved or devastated. Your kids were safe at home, but at what cost? You stood in front of the building, rooted to the ground. Despite mentally preparing for this exact scenario for years, it all went down the drain the second you went to that daycare and discovered your children were missing.
It wasnât until your phone vibrated did you snap out of your thoughts, shakily pulling the device out of your back pocket to check the notification.
from : unknown 1:06 pm   â hi, mama.~ â
Your stomach twisted. Attached to the message were two photos.
The first photo was of your kids eating McDonald's in the kitchen, happily cheesing and waving at the camera. You couldn't hold your choked gasp, hand coming up to hold your quivering lower lipâThey were safe.
The second photo...was of Satoru. Tied to a chair, gagged, and beaten senseless. And standing behind him, holding him by his hair so that he could pose for the camera, grinning like a cheshire cat...
Another message pops up. Your grip tightened around your phone.
from : unknown 1:09 pm " daddy's home.~ "
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