#sorry for being emo guys
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
ROMANTICS DRIVE AROUND TO CELEBRATE DEVOTION. an original poem :) click for better quality <3
text below. feel free to reblog !!
channel five news says
there has been a crash on the i-5
all five passengers hospitalized
angel numbers,
romance, jealousy, an omen
(good or bad?)
homesickness and lifesickness,
for very different reasons say
to each other, “i wish we were
on interstate five”
homesickness poems his misery
lifesickness rejects it
consciousness is a risk you have to take
but its more than just opening your eyes
its also accepting mortality
usually teens grow out of this
whoever let the sicknesses
be twenty is an enabler
home turns to the life, asks
“haven’t you bored of me yet”
and life replies
“i’ll bore of you when you die”
romantic
#epiphany.txt#my writing#poetry#original poem#original poetry#tv girl our lord and savior-- [GUNSHOTS]#sorry for being emo guys#shoutout to my old bsf though we were each other's real ones#miss you jomie#is this getting No Notes bc i didnt put dsmp on it LMFAOO
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
#collage#sorry for being emo guys#this is like 2 months old#oh yeah that instagram note? posted for me now look where we are#grrrr im so angry#vent
0 notes
Text
i was bored
also a ver w nicky bcs i forgot abt him lol
[jazz hands] i present to u: the monsters !! [crowd booes]
#ummm i do think aaron is bigger than andrew js bcs he is a backliner but idkk i wish there was an avatar w my ideal big andrew body 🤒#also cowering at andrew’s feet i’m so sorry bby i didn’t mean to put u in that frat boy fit 💔#looking at this rlly makes u go wow kevin is a giant standing nest to these guys 😭#this was a bit fun i admit#they must have looked a bit silly like ur ringleader is a 5ft nothing emo ?? sorry for laughing#neil being stuffed in the backseat w the twinyard beefies sign me up as well 🙌#aftg#kevin day#neil josten#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#nicky hemmick#the monsters
216 notes
·
View notes
Text
im actually devastated i missed the prism ink merch oh my stars. comyet drop it like one more time and my life is yours always and forever please please pretty please im going to explode
#utmv#inkblottrambles#ink sans#PLEASE DAWG#i need the prism collection so bad#:(#it c could be like a little xmas gift for ink fans who missed it#maybe perchance#i think about tye collection all the time#i could have had official ink merch#you dont understand my pain#im goingmto turn emo#I NEED IT NEEOOOOOOWWWW#im thinking of making my own im ngl#like drawing my own ink art and being like hay guys here u go#or something like that#would you guys like that#question mark#nobody gaf i think#sighs#ok im done rambling in tje tags sorry#bye chat#i love ink
74 notes
·
View notes
Text
it's really tragic how Eddie doesn't get that Buck would take literally everything he has to give and more if he just ASKED. if he just LET HIM. and on some level I think Buck must be aware of this. like even if he's never put it into words he can always feel it. even if he doesn't yet understand that what he's been feeling this whole time is love. there's nothing Eddie could give that Buck wouldn't take. I'm unwell.
#like Eddie#my guy#you are not too much for Buck and you never could be#everything you have to offer including all your fucked up baggage#he wants to carry it with you#and he has#and he will#you just need to accept it#sorry for being unhinged im just really emo about them today#mine#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#911#buddie
99 notes
·
View notes
Text
ii 16 spoilers below
what if it was taco instead of pickle
what would we have done
the scene goes the exact same but it’s. it’s taco instead. would she have shattered like ep 15? or w. would she have just. her limbs and face disappear?
#inanimate insanity#ii osc#osc ii#osc#object show community#ii taco#inanimate insanity taco#taco ii#taco inanimate insanity#ii pickle#inanimate insanity pickle#pickle ii#pickle inanimate insanity#ii 16#ii 16 spoilers#im having an active trauma response to episode 16 /srs im sorry guys#im going to continue being emo about this forever because i cant#guys please im pleaseeee please#what if taco died instead of pickle#<- im making an au for this when i can. im going to draw it.#im still going absolutely wild over the episode
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
Can my present last if I have no past?
Nothing's clear when I look back, it's just black.
But I've seen these clouds before...
So why can't I recall?
How did I find my way home last time?
Version without text/red filter:
#I'm being so serious rn go listen to Russian Doll by Jhariah#shadow the hedgehog#my art#maria robotnik#blood tw#eyestrain#uhhhhh#tw eye contact#ask to tag if necessary#sorry guys I'm actually pretty emo in general I just try realllyyyy hard to be positive.#i had this entire album on repeat the whole time i was drawing this PLEASEE go listen its so good#gore tw#(sorta)#gunshot wound
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sometimes, Clark wonders if being born Kryptonian is a curse. It wouldn’t be the strangest thing he’s seen in his life, an entire species being the result of a disgruntled magic user, or bored eldritch being. It probably wouldn’t even make the top five. He’s seen Gods destroy universes. He’s seen human beings destroy Gods. It wouldn't be far-fetched to believe that his ability to hear screams from across the globe is a punishment.
The people of Metropolis believe him to be a paragon of goodness. He rescues cats from trees and children from burning buildings and if you call, he’ll come. He’s Superman. He’s one of the good guys. With God-like powers such as his, what else is there to do?
Clark thinks about God sometimes. He didn’t grow up religious, but he did grow up in Kansas. Given the fact that he’s an alien, however, he’s a little more open-minded than his old neighbours to other perspectives. He’s heard it all before, but once there was a father with a cross in his hand, staring at a coffin small enough that only one person carried it. He asked, “How can a being that is all-powerful and all-knowing be benevolent?”
He asks himself that sometimes, too. If somebody has the ability to help and the knowledge of where that help is needed, how can they justify not spending their every breath doing so? How can you hear someone beg your name in prayer and desperation, only to leave it unanswered because somebody else was more in need? How can you choose between cries and yet still choose to live another day to repeat it all over again?
Clark doesn’t believe in God. Sometimes he wishes that he did, because he believes in himself just a little less.
His attention is caught by a guttural yell of agony, a different scream of primal grief, and another voice clogged with tears saying, "Clark, help me."
He makes a decision.
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
Well that went pear shaped rather fast…
This adventure has been pretty high stakes and I enjoyed it a lot! I love that John and Sherlock have grown so close… Sherlock calling John his best friend was so touching. It made me feel the same kind of emotions I did when I first read the books as a teenager.
#not to get to emo or anything but as an autistic teen Sherlock Holmes was the only character i related to#and seeing him having such a close friendship (which I often interpret as being more. that’s the queer part talking) made me feel hopefu#about potentially forming that kind of bonds in the future#so yeah. sorry. not very eloquent of me#I know they’re not going the Johnlock route which could have been great but it’s ok#and I’ll always be happy to have some autistic guy representation that’s not an arsehole#the biggest immersion breaker for me is the fact that they’re making rent in London 💀#no I haven’t found a flatmate yet. why do you ask? 💀#Sherlock and Co#sh & co#Sherlock & co
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
so high school is shuake actually because of the fact that goro never had the chance to just to be a normal hs student with a frivolous classroom romance so when he’s with akira he finally feels like he’s getting some of that stolen youth returned to him
#GUYS !!!#weugh ill sob#‘get my car door isn’t that sweet?/then pull me to the backseat/no one’s ever had me not like you’#finally being at a state where he can have true peace and overwhelming sweetness + domesticity with someone OH !!!#sorry for being emo about shuake it will happen again#shuake#persona 5#so high school
32 notes
·
View notes
Text
jojo siwa has nothing on me. "no one has made this dramatic of a change before" yeah ok girl try saying that when you go from being a straight A ap kid in a long-term relationship and committed to a good university to taking a gap year and downloading grindr and sucking four different dicks within the same week you turn 18
#i am going through a very strange transition period right now .#i always feel so like. hashtag emo hashtag edgy whenever i actually put this stuff on paper but thats just how it is.#sorry for being cringe guys.
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
gotten by the d gray man manga, which i caught up to for the first time since i last read it in 2016, and its cast of angry stupid gay people. perhaps i am writing fanfiction again. or perhaps i am looking for a job, who is to say
#the#gelmo#i believe that’s my yapping tag#me when i keep up with the times#unfortunately in classic emo fashion. elmo sorry#i have arrived terribly late to the party. my characters of choice are also um. well#i’ve been a link and allen kinda guy since the start…… although i think allen and kansa have smth compelling too#really at this point i think link allen and kanda all together. ‘you’re stupid. i like that in a man’ type beat#we will see#i also do need to make money….. <3 <3 < 3#i also need to stop being sick which i currently am#etc etc#got a little gap before i fly back for a short term job in philly in the fall#so i’m going to yap like a motherfucker!!!!!#yahoo#missing you all
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
monodeku fic idea for its like their second year, and the school festival is coming up so class 1-A and 1-B decide to collab (much to Monoma's protests), and everyone decides it would be fun to host a somewhat professional play with their own script.
Monoma and Izuku get picked for the main rolls, but one of girls (probably mina tbh) makes a joke suggesting "lmao what if we turned this into a romance" and monoma was like
"absolutely not"
but kendo on the other hand, (who, btw, knows monoma has a fat homosexual crush on izuku) was like "actually that's kinda genius"
and she goes on to explain that it could help monoma be less of a petty asshole and monoma KNOWS what she's trying to do atp so he's silently cursing her whole family.
but apparently kendo's reasoning is very convincing and everyone is like "lowkey we should" and monoma is like
"OHGOD NO. MIDYORIA, PLEASE WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS DOMT DO THIS TO ME" but Izuku just says "I mean i'm okay with it, sounds like fun"
so boom, romance play. the two classes start scripting and shit and one day during practice or whatever, Monoma and Izuku are rehearsing a fairly emotional scene and it gets a little TOO real and raw, and it seems like Monoma isn't acting anymore.
#monodeku#this idea is pretty flexible you could do a lot of different things with this#the emotional scene probably had something to do with monoma's character like#Feeling like he isn't enough to deserve being around izuku's character#or inferiority stuff where monoma's character rants about how he will always be behind izuku's character#but the idea is monoma gets a little bit emo and like#izuku is like “errrmmm i think theres something wrong i need to check on my not boyfriend”#after the scene was over monoma was like “ahahah wow sorry guys got a little too in character there whoopsies”#there's also a lot of awkward gayness in this one#but i chose angst today
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
I just showed my cousin the picture of mike nesmith’s giant fucking ass and she replied in a monotone voice: “oh. that’s… cool. that’s… so real.”
#mike nesmith#she’s so disappointed in me guys#she just got done trauma dumping to me and i’m like ‘hey so i need to talk about mike nesmith’s big butt because i have a hyperfixation’#and yes… tonight the hyperfixation is mike#and you may be like ‘yeah is that new?’ but the hyperfixation is specifically on little strange mike nesmith intricacies that are always in#my mind but i don’t always FIXIATE on#like usually i do this with micky and mike is just my entire being but tonight it’s mike#like his big bum is one of the silly things and another is his emo fucking daughter and how much she looks like michael’s mother#like she really does it makes me cry i am not related to these people i do not know them but i care for the nesmith’s so deeply cause monkee#like she looks like her grandmother!! i can totally see phyllis in her but all mikes kids got his vibe#lil baby mikes#and his mother came out in his daughter !! genetics !!!#sorry for the rant in the tags if anyone sees this. i just love monkees so much#it’s like nothing i’ve ever loved before except maybe scooby doo when i was 6-9 years old
11 notes
·
View notes
Note
5, 20, 27 and 38 for Avery x Wes? Hier sind Kekse.
5. Who is the cheesier one of the two?
Wes, for sure. Avery can be pretty corny too sometimes, but Wes takes the cake on this one. When they were younger and Wes finally worked up the courage to ask Avery out on a proper date, he brought flowers and dressed in his Sunday best, asked Avery’s dad if he could take his son out, the whole kit and kaboodle. Does shit like kissing the back of Avery’s hand to say goodnight. Avery finds it all horribly endearing.
20. Who randomly brings home a stray puppy/kitten to adopt?
Both. The both of them are ultimately so softhearted, in their original universe setting they end up raising a dangerous mutated canine because Avery found the pup after the mother had been killed. Wes ends up raising a duckling that their kids brought inside because it imprinted on him.
27. Craziest place they had sex?
Hard one because they have a strange habit of fucking in places where they shouldn’t. Abandoned houses, riversides, barns, truck beds… etc etc. On top of the operating console in a military command center, I think.
38. If/when they have kids, what is their parenting style (or pets-who does what)?
Wes tends to opt for gentle but firm guidance and being a little more of an authority figure than a best friend. That isn’t as to say he isn’t affectionate with their kids, because he certainly is. Especially once they hit their teens he tries to be a little hands-off so they can make their own decisions, but makes himself accessible to them if they need support. Good at calming a kid down from a breakdown. Wes is also great with little kids, has the patience and kindness for toddlers doing toddler stuff.
Avery is the dad who’s also his kids’ best friend. He’s very good at listening to kids gossip and talk about their problems— this makes him especially good at handling teenagers. He’s not quite as good at Wes is at discipline. Especially once he’s older, he’s very aware that he used to have a short temper and sometimes overcompensates. Still, he is The Fun Dad.
Wes as always belongs to @hotwifeluigi <3
#thank you bleu!!#sorry I got a little wordy talking about their parenting style I do really enjoy talking about those two being dads fiendksndk#they’re both very dad shaped. guys who used to think having a family just wasn’t in the cards for them#makes me emo that they do get to have a family eventually#I need to draw their kids again…#Avery#Wesley#asks#Avery is also ‘dad who publicly gets into a fight with a teacher who treated his kid poorly’#he puts a lot of work into not having that short temper toward his kids but random adults are valid targets
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
there’s something to be said about a character that knows he’s better off dead. that no matter how you look at it, his existence is one of cruelty, of misfortune, of sorrow, of death. forever carrying the weight of guilt around his neck. slowly being strangled by it. and still say “i want to live.” i want to live. despite it all, i want to live. to know that there are people who will still care for you, who still hold so much love for you, who cherish your existence despite it all, and knowing full well that it means their doom. i want to live. and other people will too. and despite it all the world is better for having you in it, at least to them. at least for this one moment that matters.
#sorry just horrifically emo about being alive and rotating iziador in my mind.#and yes i’m also thinking about the bg3 song and listening to it. sorry but just going “i want to live”#emphatically honestly desperately believing it with your entire heart body and soul.#not my fault that i’m a guy who’s dealt with suicidality and crushing guilt for existing his entire life.
5 notes
·
View notes