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nobody-lll · 29 days ago

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Booped so hard I accidentally unfollowed u for a sec I’m sorry mootie

Hiiii!!! It's all good, lol!! I'm pretty sure I did the exact same thing to someone earlier!

Thanks so much for allll the boooppss!!!! 😊

#sorry but think im gonna go to bed now #i sbould have gone to sleep like an hour ago : (#so ig no more booops for the night #anyway #thx again!!

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xxplastic-cubexx · 24 days ago

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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent

#xmen #xmen comic #krakoa #cherik #snap chats #until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny #how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind #ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM #i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were #fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something #and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone #and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly #ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious #sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder #and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room #GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom #im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building #obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3 #in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral #ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am #im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day

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b4kuch1n · 1 year ago

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siren

#bakuspecial #cw: nudity #cw: body horror #monster #siren! I think. they're bird to me #I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description #and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings #lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At #(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao)#but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman #but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry #I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human #even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm #...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin #and got startled #its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip #I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man #its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways #now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku #have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat

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angelpuns · 1 month ago

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Just another day wishing I didn't live with my parents but having to because I can barely take care of myself

#haha i had a meltdown #over smthn silly to them #which did result in me crying a lot #embarrassing when its something silly but more embarrassing when its about something serious to me #anyway #long story short masking is not going well for me and i was inevitably gonna blow up #i cant even really cry it out in my room cause i dont have a lock on my door #so #haha #sorry for random vent #ig its not reallt a vent when its this vague #i feel silly esp cause my coworker was like ' you should just be grateful you hava roof over your head and food and a bed'#and i do get it #but bestie this is not living #i think living would at least mean having a somewhat decent time #but im just kinda surviving #its basically just like hs except now that im an adult theyre 'allowing' me to live here and i owe them for it #idk thats too much to get into when i said it wasnt a vent post

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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people practice w Them <3

#posting this and then shoving my head into a hole Bye #i am! Not Confident!!! in my people scribbling abilities!!#but im trying!!! im fucking trying!!!#i already see improvement #not enough to make me go 'wee the masses are gonna love this'#but enough that i can fathom posting. i can handle it. i can do this #if i dont do it now then i never will!!!!#im still gonna scream into a pillow rip it apart and then eat the stuffing!!!!#ah... the mortification of Existing... of Being Perceived...#it is ever present and inescapable! youd thing id be used to it by now!!!#ill be on my death bed asking people to leave the room so that i can die w/o feeling horribly self conscious and Seen #no seriously every time i think about my potential death and or coma should that happen #i prematurely cringe at the Attention. people potentially crying at my bedside Eugh No Thank You Please Do That Elsewhere #either call me a loser and drop off a single flower or leave me be <3 #THIS IS A WELCOME HOME SCRIBBLE POST. IM SORRY I FORGOT #scribble garnish #uh um uh so uh wally and barnaby am i rite fellas-#in my mind they're picking up takeout for dinner <3 #yeah no im not tagging it with a fandom tag. i dont want to be perceived As We've Established #im somewhat satisfied with that first wally.... swag <3 #& do i have major gender envy for barnaby? yeah #im not used to drawing people but i should be... i need to be...#THERE ARE GUYS I WANNA DRAW! mine and others!!! ngl mostly mine!!!

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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ive made myself more wet and pathetic

#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL #its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed #because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH #how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would #be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing #or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late #i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed #the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either #because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember #the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either #the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with #crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure #BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION #im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real #really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and #thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT #you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without #making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY #yapping #doodles #puppysona #edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule #and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened

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the-acid-pear · 7 months ago

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Y'know I really feel like Harry and Dave's relationship goes highly unexplored which is a shame because there IS quite a bit to explore, ESPECIALLY if you care about shipping. But as the game stands I mean, they must be aware of each other. Harry in fact definitely knows about Dave. I don't think he'd tell the fucking weird rotten bunny his terrible boss brought in IS the number one threat against Freddy's since day 1 but even so. Dave I don't think would see Harry as much more than A Phoney™ though, which is always more of an obstacle and way less of a person. Which is usually opposite of how Jack sees his often sole employee. Like, you get what I mean? It's almost similar to 2 with the main opposing routes being Peter and Dave except the stakes are arguably way lower now.

#luly talks #dsaf #dsaf harry #dsaf dave #harry fitzgerald #dave miller #if you DO care about shipping however the meat to chew on becomes greater #i think dave bond w Phoneys in general goes fairly unexplored which is once again A Shame bc i do like the hypocrisy he holds #in more than one way they mirror each other #now im just getting emotional and derailed now im literally just thinking of steven that's NOT da point now 💥💥💥#point is i do think you'd take this to a weird domesticating route or simply a more. goofy love triangle one #i mean dave does say he'll win Jack back which is peak divorced line #so its like. a tug war. except Harry isn't like peter who was like employee for the love of god i need your help #harry is pretty passive like Sir. This is urgent but it is your choice ☹️#sorry my meds are kicking in what am i even saying anymore?#i feel like that NyQuil post im for sure gonna shit the bed tonight #i digress anyway point being i think you'd go many places with this concept #you'd just have them coexist in a way the game doesn't explore. you'd have it just plaguing Jack's mind.#you'd have a one sided rivalry. you'd have a STRAIGHT UP RIVALRY. you'd have tragedy and agony in planet earth #which i saw be touched up on once by that one artist who draws jack like he never left the 80s mullet and all. muppety too.#iykyk there's like 6 harrysport artists overall you'll figure what i mean #and yeah you'd even have a somewhat functional jack having two hands. which is something taps chest i truly think could happen #i believe un love and peace and chsnge and healing and #and copium first and foremost ☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️#my body feels so heavy its hard to leep my eyes open

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mollyrocker · 5 months ago

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never wishing upon my female mortal enemies to fall in love with your straight girl bsf as it is actually another way to kill yourself

#i fell in love with her again #i think #shes the first and onlt person ive ever been in love with #i was there through every man giving her advice to move on why wont she move on to me #ok im done talking so sorry guys my day started out rlly bad bcuz of the yuckys #i used to think about her all the time now i feel so normal about her but also like.. not?? idk #i wont cheat on her i wont make her do things i wont suck her toes (like on of her exes) i wont give her anything bad #i wont say bad things behind her back i wont go against her i want to be her gf why wont she let me when will i be pretty enough for her #ugh real life yuri sucks so bad dude #SHE SLEEPS IN MY BED SHE SPENDS ALMOST EVERY NIGHT WITH ME #SHE GETS CLOSE TO ME SOMETIMES AND I WANNA KISS HER i never really felt this way ever #im just gonna keep this post up this is honestly the ONLY place where ill dump all this shit no one needs to know im a little fruity

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br1ghtestlight · 6 months ago

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living alone & sick for the first time and have come across a difficult question: who washes the dishes when you're too sick/tired to do them for days at a time

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sunflowerseraph · 15 days ago

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Not dealing with the grief well at all today

#had another dream about him adnwoke ip thinking he was at the foot of my bed. when i fed mish this morning i almost put food in sammys bowl #i havent moved it from where it usually sits.#misha saw me staring at it and squeaked at me. hes laying under the blankets with.me now #just wanna ignore everything and go to.sleep #but i cant.#make matters worse my grandpa has. c//ncer and i was gonna be able to visit him this weekend . but my brakes are shit and i have no gas #and it wouldve been one of the few times i can cause hes gettin a white blood cell shot #for his immuno system. he rarely gets those #idk #lost my cat.probably gonna lose my grandpa. im so exhausted #sorry #vent #feel free to ignoreee. sorrz #seraph.txt

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phagodyke · 23 days ago

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truly incredible gig tn atmosphere was stunning and also I was stood almost just behind maybe The most handsome butch I have ever seen in my life im not even exaggerating and they were also there alone (VERY rare at this show) and we made eye contact like twice bc they turned around a couple times and as I was leaving I realised they were suddenly right next to me and then I lost them in thr crowd!!!!! and im kicking myself so fucking hard bc I so badly wanted to catch them just to tell them I've never seen someone so gorgeous in my entire life im stone cold sober btw just completely losing my mind. And there were prolly a couple thousand ppl it was so so busy coming out of the venue and ive already walked half the way home theres no chance I'll find them now but I still keep scanning people that pass me in case it's them. tearing my hair out coughing up blood I'll never forget u come back to me i need to shoot my shot pls.....

#dont know why im feeling so bonkers abt this i almost never feel this intensely abt anyone on sight i didnt even have anything to say #to them ummmmm im not even the kinda guy to ever want to hit on a total stranger openly but oh my god. maybe they didnt even notice me.#and it wouldve been weird to say that to them so its probably for the best but. puts my head in my hands. no one comment i WILL cry #THIUS IS SO EMBARRASSINGGGGGG. but it was such a specific gig its so hard to find ppl my age who like this kinda music #like the crowd was mostly 50+ so they probably did notice me even if it was just on account of thr fact we were some of the v few #ppl in our twenties there..... AUUUGGHHHH and im also hot + butch and was dressed very butchly tn. so. and we DID make eye contact #lord im delirious. okay im normal. no im not falls to my knees. well maybe ill run into them again someday. 🥹🥹🥹#i hope theyre thinking abt me too. ok its sooooo late and im home now and so tired im gonna get changed and go to BED #GOODNIGHT. SORRY FOR BEING CRAZY #.diaries

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dhmis-autism · 1 year ago

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SORRY. JUST REALIZED I ORIGINALLY SKETCHED THE STUFF FROM THAT LAST WIP POST IN. MARCH.

GODDDD...

#I GUESS MY WRIST FUCKING UP PUT ME FURTHER BACK THAN I THOUGHT #but also like. i was JUST talking about it in chat. i have a comic about the Three Of Them that i wrote in a frenzy in FEBUARY.#by the time i rewrote the dialogue and figured out the ending it was SEVEN FUCKING PAGES. SOLID.#OF JUST SCRIPT.#I STILL HAVENT EVEN FINISHED SKETCHING IT. YOU GUYS ARE NOT SEEING THAT SHIT UNTIL 2024 #sometimes an idea of them will grasp me and i will just write the script out in the middle of the night #I realistically. dont even know if you guys are gonna like my scripted stuff.#the first scripted thing i wrote was a yellow&duck comic that im STILL SKETCHING BACKGROUNDS ON #i could be really bad at writing for them. i could totally not get them at all.#but hey!#we'll see when we see I guess #BUT YEAH UH. SORRY FOR LITERALLY ALL I POST BEING WIPS NOWADAYS I AM JUST WORKING ON LIKE 5 DIFFERENT DRAWINGS AT ONCE #STILL TRYING TO GET MY SPRING STUFF DONE. AND ITS ALMOST FALL. SO :]#I JUST CARE SO MUCH ABT THOSE PUPPETS DAWG I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS FOR THEM #I HAVE!!! EVEN MORE DRAWINGS THAT I JUST HAVENT SHARED!!! bc i either made them for something real specific in the discord #or bc theyre phone doodles and i dont think theyre that great. or bc i made them just for a friend and thats like. theirs now kjdhkjdfhs #a lotta times once i finish drawing smth for a friend ill just never post it bft. so its just like. for that one thing and nothing else #ANYWAYS HAPPY 3 AM IM FORCING MYSELF TO GO TO BED #AND I STILL HAVE THE ANIMATIONS #AND THE FANART FOR LIKE 5 FICS I WANNA DO #OHHH GOD CMONNN BRO IM NEVER FINISHING ANYTHING #my postings

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medusa-was-innocent · 2 months ago

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Wow this sucks

#I’m literally gonna cry wtf #I’ve been trying to get back into writing so I was going through some old journals and reading the poems I wrote back in 2015 #and I left my favorite pages sitting on top of my notebook on my bed and my family’s dog came in while I wasn’t looking and destroyed it all #like they’re completely gone #some of the few pieces of writing from my teenage years that I’m actually proud of and wanted to revisit and it’s completely destroyed #I’ve found 2 scraps and they’ve got about 4 words in total #this was multiple pages full of writing #this is so discouraging I don’t even want to write anything now #like I started taking an online poetry workshop last week trying to push myself out of my comfort zone and maybe possibly move in the #direction of trying to get some of my poems put out there #and I’ve been in a huge writing slump for the last like year #and I was hoping this might get me out of it but now I don’t have any motivation to do it #I just wanna cry #I can’t go back to being a teenager again I can’t rewrite the way I felt back then #and now it’s really gone forever #I’m so sick and im working 3 jobs and I just want to be creative again but I’m tired #and I’m about to get hit by this giant hurricane #I’m really overwhelmed I think this was just the straw that broke the camels back #brb gonna go cry myself to sleep over lost poetry #sorry this is me venting feel free to ignore this #vent post #will probably delete after I’ve gotten more than 5 hours of uninterrupted sleep

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revenge-of-the-assbutt · 2 months ago

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I haven't seen the new Heartstopper season yet but I've seen some gifs about how both Nick's aunt's actor and Charlie's actor are in Marvel and it's canon that Nick watches Marvel and it got me thinking. Do the characters recognize their friends and family in the cast of shows they watch? Is it like a kind of veil where we see the true actors but the characters either can't recognize them or the actors are simply replaced? And if they recognize them, what do they think about it? It has to be some kind of Truman Show level of weirdness, right? Because it's not just Marvel. Doctor Who is canon, and that means Rose is canon too, and I'm pretty sure that Elle would like Doctor Who, or at least have heard about Rose bc she's awesome, so what then? If she sees herself on TV, that has to be beyond Truman Show. And I know this is a leap, but if David Tennant exists, then does Broadchurch? And if so, then what about Olivia Colman? If Nick happens to see even just a listing for Broadchurch and sees his mother in the photo, what then?

#i am very sleep deprived #im probably gonna write this as some kind of au if i still think its a good idea in the morning but im gonna go to bed now #sorry for my rambling 😅

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strangedisciple · 2 months ago

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ok im normal now

#sorry 4 the late night justice spam i think im gonna go 2 bed now

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acaesic · 11 months ago

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guys they have the snipers are trained on me for saying this but the next song is going to be spkothdvl—💥💥💥🔫🔫

#idkhow #ough💥💥💥💥 this is the end guys…….#im sorry. its 1am and i was ready to be asleep at 9:30 #i think the sleep demons are taking me now #IM NOT CRAZY! theorize with me for a second here.#WHAT LOVE had an alternative release. i think. i cant find the picture. AND SO DID SPKOTHDVL. I REMEMBER THIS CLEAR AS DAY.#so it can only be assumed that spkothdvl comes out next right?? unless im just jumping to ridiculous conclusions in which case #i got nothing #i have doubts that itll be infatuation for some reason. idk the fact that its dallons favourite kind of pushes it away #from the realm of possibility to me. dallon is a very patient person so i doubt theyd be quick to shove their favourite song out like that.#ALL SPECULATION. IF IM WRONG IM WRONG! WE WILL FIND OUT NEXT WEEK. AND THEN THE ALBUM #AAH OKAY WHILE IM TALKING. IM SO FUCCKJNINH EXCITED TO HEAR DOWNSIDE ON VINYL. IDK WHY #AND WHAT LOVE. I THINK THEYLL JUST BOTH SOUND PERFECT ON VINYL. sorry im done now im going to bed #just needed to get my ridiculous theories out there #IM TELLING YOU GUYS. ITS GONNA BE SPKOTHDVL #UNLESS IT WONT BE.#IM SLEEPING NOW GOODNIGHT #chase said something alright

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