#sorry bb girl

[zyana-wyvern]

Have I piled too much hardship and woe upon my poor OC's back? I think I have. Poor thing should hate me by now.

Me a couple of hours later: Y-yeah bbb-ut what if on top of her trauma, she has the two other traumas to overcome and a random surprise disaster she discovers later.

[mcllydavis]

MOLLY DAVIS is a 19 year old HUMAN based on MOLLY from TOY STORY. She is a COLLEGE STUDENT with NO POWERS. She uses SHE/HER pronouns, and all of her memories are intact.

molly is sweet, but a bit superficial. she cares a little too much about how she presents herself and what others think of her, while not knowing what she even thinks of herself.

her whole life she feels like she’s been in a shadow. if not her brother's, then anyone else's. it seems like every person she meets has something special about them, and she has yet to tap into anything special about her. she can make cool collages out of magazines, she can sing every word to every song on the top 100, she can match the ugliest pair of shoes with an outfit that makes them almost look cute... but does any of that really mean anything?

she wants to mean something. not just to someone else, or everyone else, but to herself as well. she wants to make her mom and brother proud. she wants to know her dad could be out there smiling down on her, saying ‘that's my girl!’ she wants to look in the mirror and know the person that's staring back at her. but sometimes it just feels like there's an emptiness where her personality should be. like she's nothing but an imposter.

rachel green stan! she's not gonna say she's her role model, but she's not gonna say she's not either. the way she dresses, men falling at her feet, the way she built herself up. what's not to love? friends is her comfort show and when she sees rachel, she almost feels like maybe one day she could be the main character, too.

bi af, and she has an inkling that's the case, but she has never put it to the test. it's hard for her to figure out if she is just in awe of other pretty girls because she wants to be them... or because deep down she wants to be with them.

molly constantly has earbuds in. she's gotten in trouble a few times for drowning teacher's voices out with some britney spears. it's annoying when she has to constantly take them out to talk to someone, too. tell her everything the first time, or wait until she gets bored of whatever playlist she's listening to!

her style changes a lot. it's not even her style. she goes through phases trying to figure out what fits her and how to appeal to her friends. she still has her nose piercing from the time she thought she wanted to dress in all black with punk boots and chains. she has played around with several personas, but she always seems to circle back to the 90s vibe eventually. headbands, scrunchies, plaid skirts, denim...

she was born in the wrong era, she tells you! she was meant to be a 90s girl!

for the first several years of her life, molly dealt with bad dreams. she would wake up screaming and crying until her mother and brother could soothe her back to sleep. she remembers them so vividly. they seemed so real that a part of her wonders if she really tried, she could do what andy does... but she has tried, and it's gotten her nowhere.

she doesn't feel like she missed out much by not having her dad, she never met him, she never had the chance to love him, but her heart does ache for her family that did and miss him deeply.

she is in school for design, but she's not sure if that's what she wants to do with her life. it's something she cares about, she enjoys her classes, but it doesn't always seem like her thing.

she doesn't have a thing. and that's what bothers her the most.

[wyrmswears]

its only been a day since the new episodes dropped and im already making a libber centric au out of it

anyway, heres some doodles of if libber was in super-hell all these years and thats why we never see her

[ddarker-dreams]

THE GLOWING EYES ???????????????????????

[kangals]

⬇️woman who has no idea she’s getting a dental cleaning tomorrow ⬇️

[jadequarze]

POV: Astrel ready for a date

[bonefall]

what’s Bright Storm like? Since she didn’t get fridged like every woman in the original dotc series

She was always curious and dependable. Bright Storm's the kind of gal who would give you the shirt off her back if she wore a shirt to give you!

Long before they set off on the Sun Trail, she would occasionally confide in Clear Sky how much she wanted to see the world. Travelers aren't unheard of; this was before the Tribe split into its 3 separate Wards and welcomed a lot of comers and goers, but it's not that no one had ever left before. It was more that she had friends and family she was committed to.

Clear Sky pressured her into it, reminding her of how much they'd see, how they'd raise their kits somewhere new, and that he'd be sad and alone forever if she didn't come. Every chance he got, he was bringing it up. He was always her weakness, she hated letting him down.

Her dependability was based on how good of a listener she was, even Gray Wing the Wise appreciated it. She was always keeping an eye out for people's wants and needs, making connections between little 'tips' she'd heard from one source or another. After Gray Wing's death, she found herself in demand for this ability.

She couldn't make a plan quite AS good as xem, but she was better at making a plan into a 'group project.' She'd brainstorm and encourage everyone to join in, putting their brains together until it all fell into place. She could be good at delegating authority based on it, too, though Tall Shadow had much more confidence than her.

And really it's her confidence that holds her back, and can you blame her?

She tried to keep Jagged Peak alive for a moon, but barely caught enough for herself, let alone him AND her unborn kittens. But how could she go back to the camp and just pretend he wasn't out here, dying?

When she goes shuffling back with her son in tow, it was humiliating, it was heartbreaking. It became soulcrushing when Clear Sky rejected her again. With just a few words, she doubted everything.

...was she capable of knowing if she was interpreting this sign correctly? ...had she done the right thing, or did she just make everything complicated? ...he's right, it must be her fault the other two died, if she hadn't--

Tall Shadow interrupted this thought spiral, but Clear Sky is like an infection in her mind. She'd tell you, in a moment of shame many years later,

"I wasn't strong enough to beat him. No no honey, I mean it like the truth. Clea-- Skystar now, he's powerful if nothing else, and he makes you believe it too. It's a special sort of person who can say no to that. I said a lot of his words before I even realized I still had his tongue in my mouth."

Bright doesn't realize how smart she is, because she's so smart she realizes how little she knows. And that can make her doubt herself. She's genuine and caring, but susceptible to more self-assured people making her doubt her own judgement.

But there's no one else Thunder Storm would rather have in his corner, that's for sure.

[molochka-koshka]

don't worry about me or where i am, i'm in my wonderland

reference used

[yung-sriracha]

The Politician 1x01 ❝ Pilot ❞

[sashthesloth]

I have the power to create my own OC merch now

[threepoint14art]

Feliz cumpleaños a mi chamaca Avani, es un oc de fnafhs perdon se que tengo muchos no me maten- es nightmare balloon boy T_T

ehm pinche chamaca se graduó muy temprano por ser "prodigio" y ahora tiene trabajo y esta estudiando y se me va a morir si le sigue asi

En teoría su cumple es mañana pero mañana es lunes y no he de tener tiempo para hacer nada ToT

[autism-corner]

HAPPY BDAY + EARLY VALENTINE MY DARLINGEST <33

[ddarker-dreams]

I say geto should get the first kiss hmmm

sweating bullets because both options would lead to Interesting developments ... as i finish up the first-year chapter, i'm starting to learn toward gojo taking it in a weird and (kinda on purpose kinda not) emotionally manipulative way. that'd cause a schism between him and MC for a while, which geto gets to fill up when they're third-years.

so when geto enters his villain era, MC is in such a bad place mentally that her no bullshit defenses are weakened. gojo senses this and wriggles his way back in. he's slimy like that. he gets to "nooo don't cry you're too hot aha" his way back into her good graces, essentially.

fortunately for MC, gojo's slimy ways aren't left unchecked forever. unfortunately for MC, this takes a few years for her to realize and call him out on.

in all seriousness though, how they both cope with the loss of the person geto once was makes the perfect storm for a super codependent relationship. gojo doesn't want to lose anything else that's precious to him, so he becomes increasingly possessive of MC in their late teens/early twenties. MC keeps justifying gojo's behavior, contemplates distancing herself, gets a glimpse at a very vulnerable side of him, talks herself out of leaving, round and round the carousal goes.

[mitchellmoffit]

what do you mean by people love feeling validation by doing that

that when people post stuff like, "i tried to warn y'all about _____" or "didn't i tell y'all that ____ would be a flop? but nobody wanted to listen to me" it's very much them seeking validation or trying to feel superior or correct about a preseason opinion, and I think it's very pathetic and dumb lol like who the fuck are you...you want a cookie? a pat on the back?

[eyedovesart]

caseyposting compilation from the last month or two or three or .... missy is @melonkittii s lup baby and i love her ;w; <3

[bonefall]

So, since BB!Ivypool will use her newfound deputy status to force a confrontation with Dovewing- how would she react if Dovewing snaps and told her to her face that she never, EVER wanted to speak with her again after everything? Like, would it click for her that even if she deeply regrets the way she treated her sister, no matter how sorry she is its up to Dovewing if she's ever forgiven? Or does she blame Heartstar thinking she turned her sister against her?

Let's pop open the hood of BB!Ivypool and her fucked up little life, and every person she's been leading up to the end of BB!TBC.

All of this starts with her father, Lionblaze, raising her with this axiom; That you are given strength to serve your Clan.

While he used Dovepaw and her powers in service of ThunderClan (often fighting with her mentor, Birchfall), Lionblaze encouraged his daughter to involve herself in Dark Forest training. Ivypaw felt like this was how she "earned" affection from her Ba, with hard work.

Just as Lionblaze believed that his physical abuse at the paw of Ashfur made him stronger, Ivypool also came to believe that growing up thrown to the wolves made her stronger too.

So when Dovewing first started to... not even REJECT the idea, just display any resentment towards it at all, it's like a personal slight.

No one ever fucking listens to Dovewing. No one cares what she wants. Just what she can do for them.

And Ivypool was super part of that. Her mentor is Brightheart, who often overexerts herself as an expression of PTSD. She saw Hawkfrost "die" turning against Tigerstar for the greater good. She sees Bumblestripe "working so hard" to "help Dovewing adjust" while she's losing her hearing.

In her eyes, Dovewing was being selfish. Look at all these people who give EVERYTHING to their Clans-- how dare you try and make it about yourself?

Tigerheart, in and out of their life constantly, gets blamed because it's a lot easier to pin it all on the Evil Codebreaking Foreigner than admit that maybe Dovewing has a point. Ah HA! THERE is the villain responsible for making my sister act weird! I knew it all along!

(Plus Tigerheart and Ivypool got pitted against each other a LOT in DF training because Ivy was Hawkfrost's apprentice and Tigerheart was Tigerstar's, for some incredibly fucked up projection reasons you'd expect of Tunnelbunstar. Ivypool will nonsensically blame Tigerheart like she's a Dinkleberg.)

(Also tbf tigerheart would 100% let her believe it, 1. Because it's funny, and 2. Because it takes the heat off Dovewing)

And Ivypool was VICIOUS about this. AVoS is still getting shuffled but if anything vindictive she did towards Dove in that arc gets removed, I will replace it with something just as bad. She would actively sabotauge ShadowClan if it meant keeping Tigerheart away from Dovewing.

She can't handle the thought of losing Dovewing. At some point, it became about control. It's her insecurity towards herself, towards her family, towards all of her losses, and even towards service of her very Clan.

And then Dovewing booked it. Couldn't handle this shit and panicked and BAILED.

And THEN it's about getting Dovewing BACK. She's even dragged Fernsong into this and tried to leverage his friendship with Dovewing to this end. She'll even support Bumblestripe when he tries to argue for an invalidation of Queen’s Rights on technicality.

Ivypool: "Those kits are Bumblestripe's! He has a claim! They even have HIS MANE"

Heartstar: "Hmm. No, it is very clearly MY mane."

Ivypool: "You can't-- wait what?"

Heartstar: "Lightkit even has my beautiful smile <3 so fuck off, maybe?"

For a long time that's where Ivypool was. She was the awful, vindictive sister-in-law constantly trying to weasel in to make Dovewing feel bad. When she had kittens of her own, she was still in this mindset.

It didn't end well. In BB!TBC, Bristlefrost needed her. Ivypool stepped in to prevent her from being the impostor's pawn, but refused to do anything when she was caught and imprisoned for being in a HalfClan relationship. She needed to be punished as a codebreaker.

Brought to the next Gathering, the impostor reiterated the need to enforce the code, and desperate times calling for desperate measures. He called for SkyClan to punish their own warrior. They refused to make this a public spectacle.

So he sliced open her throat, right on the branch beside him.

Ivypool didn't imagine she would be KILLED. Suddenly her whole world shattered. The moon stayed clear and bright. Her daughter was dead before she hit the ground and she had HERSELF to blame.

Dovewing and Ivypool served in the rebellion together, and eventually Ivy went into the Dark Forest as a Light in the Mist. She watched Bristlefrost die, AGAIN, knocking Ashfur out of the sky and burning them both up in orbit, and how brave Shadowsight had been in pinning him in place.

Ivypool NEEDS Dovewing to know now that she's different. She's learned a lot. She understands so, so much more now...

But DOES she? She still hates Heartstar's guts. She still feels abandoned. How different ARE you now, Ivypool, with your renewed interest in finding some petty reason to skirt around Dovewing's direct wishes? When you're still here getting into blowout arguments with Heartstar?

So to answer the question, if Dovewing told her directly, "I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR DESPERATION. IM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR FEELINGS. PISS OFF"

Ivypool would not be able to accept that.

It just wouldn't stick, ever. It really is desperation. Dovewing NEEDS to know that Ivypool loves her and misses her, and that she understands, but also that Heartstar is delusional, and this is still kind of Dovewing's fault. And Ivypool will do anything to make her know this.

But I also DO want to say; this is a very unique weakness. It is Dovewing Derangement Syndrome. Ivypool is a competent deputy, and she is a devoted and respected warrior of ThunderClan. It will be no surprise she's being picked for deputy, especially considering (god willing) Squirrelstar is seeking war with ShadowClan.

She is a good friend, mate, and leader. But BB!Ivypool is so, so fucked in the head about Dovewing. This family can fit so much trauma in it