#sorry anon /gen

[magicalara]

I had a request for Grell x female reaper reader.

Y/N is dealing with bulimia and has never told Grell about it. On one of Y/N's days off Grell gets off early and when she's home, hears her love throwing up in the bathroom. (I headcanon that reapers can get sick sometimes) Grell asks Y/N if she's okay because it's very rare for reapers to get sick. Y/N breaks down and finally tells Grell about this illness that's come back to effect her even though she's not alive anymore.

Okay I was gonna wait and answer this in the morning but I'm just gonna do it now to get it off my mind.

No, I'm sorry, but I won't write it.

Eating disorders are a touchy topic in general with me bc I've struggled with it before. I won't never write eating disorders, but certain things I just won't do, especially since I didn't have bulimia and I wouldn't wanna say something that isn't true about or hurtful towards those who do. Vomit it also a touchy topic that I try not to write if I can avoid it bc I am very sensitive to that stuff (in terms of like I'll start to feel queezy myself) and just don't like it.

So, I'm sorry but I won't write your request. If you'd like to discuss an alternative where Grelle comforts a reader who struggles with an eating disorder in general, my dms are always open. I might not respond super quick but they're open.

[theloveinc]

any hobie and/or miguel icks? 😟

whoever sent this: thank you + i ADORE you. i hope you don't mind i'm switching up the formatting/style a it in comparison to my older icks... shorter list, more detailed <3

(warning: some fem terms used at the end, such as “mama!”)

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Miguel O'Hara

- This guy... has some long ass toenails. Type of toenails that poke you at night in bed, and tear holes in his socks.

It's maybe somewhat related to the claw thing he's got going on? Has a lot stronger and faster-growing nails than the average person... but the real problem here is that he's TERRIBLE about clipping them. Claims it doesn't bother him even remotely and that you're the one overreacting when you ask him to... but hardly anything gets through to him about it. You probably even offer to do it for him one day, thinking the offer of a foot massage would sway his thinking and that it'd actually work... but he fought you on that just as easy...!!!

...which is how you came to the conclusion that you have a man who'll even argue w/ you over toenails. Petty boy.

- Miguel is also tired 24/7. AND yeah, it's pretty hard to be un-sympathetic towards that, but he's tired in the... I'm-gonna-prioritize-this-one-last-email-over-saying-goodnight-to-you way. Which gets real irritating when you're asking him to help you out w/ anything, like cleaning up or answering a question or JUST HAVING A DAMN CONVERSATION W/ YOU and he's using "I'm tired" as an excuse when his response is shitty or distracted.

Like one of those stupid guys whose always squinting at their damn iPad when you ask what he wants for dinner... which is ironic given that he'll get snippy at you for not giving him your full, entire attention whenever he wants it. Type of man to start picking imaginary lint off your head when you're simply trying to finish up a text before engaging him so that you aren't distracted.

- Odd about Lyla. Not that he loves her or anything, but she'll like pop up to give him updates about whatever even if you're MID-MAKEOUT session and he won't change that setting. Pulling away from your lips all pouty and squinty only to glare at his watch for thirty seconds before trying to go right back into kissing you.

No. No sir.

(Lyla will also always say something to or-but-usually-and about you, which... Okay, she's an AI and doesn't Get It... but it's still weird because it feels like someone you don't know just walked into the room.)

- Picks his nose when he's too busy to find a tissue, and forgets to sanitize his hands after. Denies this when you tell him.. but you've witnessed this multiple times (he's weirdly kind of whiney for a dude and lazy for a workaholic LOL).

Hobie Brown

- Lovely boyfriend because he doesn't give a crap about your appearance or the idea of needing to "look nice" for a man... but also stupid, nuisance boyfriend because this means he doesn't give one hoot if you try to get all gussied up for him. Nags you about wasting time getting ready because he doesn't need you to do all that instead of just saying "THANK YOU, YOU LOOK NICE." Even probably complains about you feeding into gender stereotypes or w/e when you do something like shave your legs or pluck your eyebrows😭

You try to talk to him about this, ask if he even cares that you tried to look nice, and he skirts around admitting it because he has an argument for everything. "'oughta know I think you're pretty either way"-ass when you just spent an hour trying to look all good for him.

- Tries to share the most obscure music with you... which is like, sweet in concept, but weird when it actually happens since it's never like a generic love song but an eleven minute underground jam session.

Which isn't to say he has bad taste in music, usually it's fine if not fantastic... but you try to tell him you don't want to listen to some dude's first draft of himself banging on a drum set for a full album and he's like: "tsk."

HOBIE. TSK??? FUCKING TSK????????? WHAT ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE LIKE????????

(He'll also use his to get out of listening to your music. Claiming his "inconsistency" is why he liked your playlist yesterday but not today. Stop!!!)

- And you know I gotta say it, he's a punk, after all: absolutely refuses to clean his favorite leather jacket, and it smells RANK. He's genuinely sentimental about it, though... and if you even try to bring up cleaning it somehow (even if very gently), he's acting like you betrayed him. Goes through the five stages of grief over you asking him not to wear it on one of your dates, and teases you by TALKING to it:

"Mumma didn't mean that, jackie. She just doesn't understand our lifestyle, does she?" while giving you a (lighthearted) stink eye.

[3-aem]

chill tf out i was just giving an advice, you have no right to treat random ppl like that, especially when i was just trying to help. you’re a proper asshole, hope ppl realize that

who tf asked for it though

here i’ll spell it out for you since you clearly don’t understand and id like you comprehend why you giving unsolicited advice is broadly seen as entitled and a dick move by the entire creator community online: we are not an art critique circle

if your criticism ever hurts someone and stops them from wanting to draw you failed as a critiquer. your criticism wasn’t constructive it was destructive. and the chances of this happening on the internet is High.

point blank: you don’t know if someone is doing drawing something someway because they like it or not. and you voicing your opinion is thus not ‘helping’ as you so very much want to believe, it’s entitlement to think you know better.

people draw and post on here to get away from real world where critiques from ur boss or ur colleagues actually matter.

there are times where creators solicit advice or suggestions. give them there.

[glitterrosesnzz]

can I ask something with a sick venti?i miss him trying to hide his wings even when he feels bad(imagine if he accidentally slaps the traveler with them)

as usual when it comes to me writing m/ondstadt, a bunch of characters who weren't intended to be here ended up showing up anyways-

~

When Aether entered the Dawn Winery, per the request of Diluc's message (which had been urgently sent via bird), the first thing he saw was Kaeya standing in the foyer.

"...Shouldn't you be upstairs helping out?" Aether asked. Kaeya avoided his eyes for a moment, then fixed him with an award winning smile that Aether was not the least bit fooled by.

"I got kicked out. ...For reasons." Kaeya said- and it was at this point that Aether belatedly noticed the layer of frost slowly melting off of the cavalry captain's hands.

"For reasons, huh?" Aether deadpanned, reaching into his pocket dimension and rummaging around for a moment. Eventually he seemed to find what he was looking for, as he pulled out a small bag. "Well- I guess you can do this then- I got some leaves from the Windrise tree and some other... tea stuff. At the very least adding the Windrise leaves to it should help Venti a little. ...I think."

"Ah, reduced to the job of boiling water." Kaeya took the offered bag and started walking in the direction of the kitchen.

"Don't burn it!" Aether called after him.

"Is it even possible to burn water?"

"I'm sure there are ways." A vivid memory of the last time the Raiden Shogun had tried cooking sprung to mind. Aether shook the thought out of his head, and turned and headed upstairs to the bedrooms. As soon as he got up there, he could make out the sound of voices coming from the guest room.

"Bard, get back in that bed right now or so help me-"

"I didn't take you as the type to infringe on other's freedoms, Master Diluc-"

"Alright, that's it-"

Aether opened the door at just the right time to witness Diluc grab Venti by the waist and lift him up and away from the window the anemo archon had clearly been trying to get to. Venti barely even struggled, although he did kick his legs a little bit, clearly trying half-heartedly to hit Diluc and not at all succeeding.

A quick glance to the side revealed that Jean was also in the room, her hand against her forehead in barely restrained frustration.

"Diluc, please be gentle with him." She said, quietly acknowledging the Traveler's presence with a small nod. Diluc didn't verbally respond to her, but Aether could've sworn he saw him roll his eyes.

Venti was practically pouting as he was placed back down onto the bed, crossing his arms and glaring at Diluc, which the other pointedly ignored. Aether finally got a chance to take in Venti's appearance- his hair was all mussed up, and one of his braids was coming undone. The ends of his hair were glowing with the teal of anemo, and that, combined with the flush on his face, was all the information Aether needed to know that Venti was most likely running a fever.

It was only once Aether was standing directly beside the bed that Venti finally took notice of him.

"Oh, hey Traveler!" Venti sniffled a little, rubbing his nose against his sleeve. "Would you mind telling these two that I am perfectly fine enough to make a lil trip to Old Mondstadt?"

"Ha, nice try." Aether said, sitting down on the edge of the bed beside Venti. "Diluc specifically called me in as reinforcement."

"Oh c'mon, I'm clearly fi-ihh...hIH-" The teal glow in Venti's hair flared brighter as his eyes slipped shut. Jean and Diluc hurriedly stepped back away from the bed-

Aether didn't quite get the memo in time.

"Hh'NGkT-chiew!!" Venti doubled over with a stifled sneeze, his wings appearing and unfolding- smacking Aether in the face and knocking him off the bed. The Traveler remained on the floor for a moment, stunned. After a second, he pushed himself up, catching the moment Venti's wings drooped down with exhaustion- and a bit of guilt.

"...Sorry, Traveler." He muttered, retracting his wings with a visible grimace, his body shuddering. Aether frowned, re-taking his position of sitting on the bed- albeit in a spot he was less likely to get smacked by a wing.

"It's fine." Aether said, "Wouldn't it be easier if you just left your wings out, though?"

"Uhh..." Venti rubbed at his nose again, tilting his head to the side a little and avoiding eye contact. Off to the side, Jean and Diluc let out near identical sighs.

"We've been trying to tell him that for the past two hours." Jean said, "He hasn't listened."

Venti fully looked away from them, muttering something about the possibilities of maids walking in at any time. Diluc opened his mouth, clearly about to say something about how he'd sent all the Dawn Winery staff home for the day-

There was a loud crash from the kitchen, startling everyone, followed by a curse that was surprisingly loud enough to reach up to the second floor.

"...I gave Kaeya the job of making tea." Aether said, "How could you possibly mess up at making tea?"

Diluc glanced upwards as though he was praying for a miracle- though he likely wasn't actually praying, considering his god was sitting sick directly in front of him. He turned and marched out of the room, Jean hurriedly moving to follow him- briefly glancing back and silently asking with her expression if Aether could handle Venti on his own. The Traveler gave her a nod in return, and she quickly followed Diluc down the stairs.

Venti stared at Aether.

Aether stared at Venti.

Slowly, as though Aether wasn't staring directly at him, Venti got off of the bed, and on somewhat shaky legs, started making his way towards the window.

Aether patiently waited until Venti was right in front of the window before he launched off of the bed, quickly grabbing onto Venti's shoulders, pulling him back away from the window.

"Aw, c'mon!" Venti whined as Aether started gently pushing him back towards the bed. "Just a tiny trip to Ol-hH-.... Old MondstahH-"

Venti's hands started moving up to his face-

Aether spun Venti around so that he was facing him, grabbing hold of one of Venti's wrist with one hand, and placing his other hand against the back of Venti's head, gently bringing Venti closer to him. Venti squirmed, shaking his head and trying to choke back hitching breaths.

"Hey, it's okay." Aether said, "Trust me."

Even if Venti wanted to protest to that, he didn't really get much choice in the matter.

"Hihh-hH'ISsH-iew!! Hh...hEH'EtSHchiew!!" Venti had no choice but to sneeze into Aether's shoulder, his wings unfurling, one of them smacking into the wall of the room. Aether winced a little at that, figuring it was definitely bruised at least. Venti's wings twitched, and then he was surging forwards with three more sneezes. "Heh- hEH'Tt-shiew! Hh'EtSHiew!! Hh- hihH- hH'ITsHhiew!!"

Aether barely held back a shiver at the sensation of anemo energy that now filled his veins, smirking a little as Venti pulled back, clear surprise on his face.

"...Um." Venti blinked slowly, seemingly processing, and Aether used the opportunity to guide him back to the bed, carefully maneuvering around Venti's wings.

"There we go." Aether said once Venti was sitting down, "You don't have to go to Old Mondstadt anymore, right?"

"....I... guess not?" Venti said, just the slightest bit dazed. A thought seemed to cross his mind, clearing some of the haze from his eyes. "Ah- but, you'll get sick if I keep-"

"Oh, please." Aether scoffed, "I don't get sick."

Venti stared at him with something in between disbelief and being completely and utterly unimpressed.

"No, seriously, I've never been sick in my life." Aether continued, "Never."

Venti opened his mouth, ready to question him-

Another crash, much louder than before, rang out from the kitchen, followed by three different panicked shouts, along with what Aether was certain was the sound of Diluc summoning his claymore. Aether threw his hands up in frustration.

"It is not that hard to make tea! They've literally all done it before!" He said, making his way to the door. He paused in the doorframe, turned around, and pointed at Venti.

"Stay there. I'll be back in a second." He said, and then vanished down the hall. Venti stared unblinkingly at the door for a solid minute, and then sighed, laying down on his side, his wing folding overtop of him like a blanket. If he was going to have to stay here, he might as well get comfortable...

He must've fallen asleep at some point, cause when he next opened his eyes, there was a cup of tea on the nightstand beside him, and Aether was sitting there, looking slightly singed.

"...The art of making tea is more complicated than you'd think." He said, and Venti made a mental note to himself to later ask what in Teyvat had happened in that kitchen.

[voidcat]

PLEASEEE think about making out with bestfriend!narumi 😞🙏 just the way hes borderline desperate to get his hands on you and feel your hands squeeze his shoulders before running down his back just like that one night where you two got intimate that he hasnt stopped thinking about since

Best friend Narumi is sooo down bad on astronomical levels it’s EMBARRASSING so he tries to play it off.. to act cool and nonchalant but ofc he fails, he Is his own worse enemy after all

He sees you with a fellow classmate across the yard one day, both attentions directed on the same thing and deep in thought and tries to push the green away when he sees how your shoulders bump, how one of you will stand up to show and explain with broad gestures, often brushing against the other, arm going over their head, leaning against them to reach something et cetera… he is fuming, he doesn’t even take that class- hell, he didn’t even see who that is you are with just yet but it feels odd, to see you hunched up over an assignment in somewhere that is Not your room, with someone that is Not him you’re brainstorming and get touchy with…

He tries to swallow it all down and walk away. Dont think about how your grip on him was firm and keeping him grounded, how your scent was so mesmerizing he ended up taking in a desk breath every time he dove in for a kiss, how one hand of yours wandered down freely, brushing against the back of his knee, just slightly and soft long grazing against the skin with your nail, how you press your lips against his skin and your hands squeeze his shoulders- as a way of reassurance, saying “I am here” and slowly going down, down and down, applying enough pressure to make him aware of your presence but not hard enough to draw blood.

The thought has him choking on his breath every single time- does he? Does he not? Narumi cannot help but admit to himself in the darkest deepest moments at four in the morning, pitch black comforting darkness of his room that he imagines how you will bite into his lip with such fervor while kissing and suck in the thick liquid reddening his lips—

A firm hand suddenly lands in his shoulder, giving him a light squeeze and he is brought back to earth. Turning, he sees Tachibana with his usual glee and aloof air, talking mostly to himself. Silently cursing his mind off, Narumi does his best to push the thoughts of you plaguing his mind away and get to whatever it is Tachibana showed up to remind him off, groaning about the possible upcoming workload…

[queernoctis]

so we know how it goes the first time gen calls seph good girl, does it go about the same when angeal does it? i always tend to think seph gives a bit more of an honest responses to angeal a little easier than to gen on the first pass just by the nature of their relationship but i love asking questions LOL

it def Would feel more genuine coming from angeal i think ;0; with gen, seph has that lingering doubt that he's just making fun of her, but not with angeal

[gotstabbedbyapen]

u know how you’ve headcanoned that Ares saw the jar fiasco as pence for going after Leto and the twins? 👀

I headcanon that after python Apollo rolled up to Ares and was like FIGHT ME because he’s running high on his vengeance spree and Ares just Looks at this pubescent god pointing a sword at him, rolls his eyes, and says; “do you even know HOW to use that thing?”

Cut to Ares showing Apollo how to properly grip a sword’s grip, and it was those lessons that helped Apollo kill Tityos ^-^

so I propose: Tityos was part 1 repentance and Giants were part 2. One for each twin ^-^

@apollosgiftofprophecy

What a pleasant surprise to have you here, Alder 👀

I can't believe you still remember that headcanon, and I totally agree with yours! Ares was a terrible brother for persecuting the twins when Leto was still pregnant with them, but deep down he still feel bad for them and tried to make it up during the Tityos and the Aloadae incidents.

I have another addition about Ares' repentance: when Apollo and Ares were boxing in the first Olympic, they were almost equally matched. But then Ares started to see the pain in Apollo's stubbornness, the struggle of a bastard trying to make his father proud and pay back for all of his mother's suffering, including Ares' part. So toward the end, Ares kinda start letting Apollo hit him more, like the more pain he gets, the more "relief" he felt. But at the same time, his pride didn't let him give up so easily.

Apollo beat Ares fair and square in the end, and Ares was still humiliated for his defeat. But a part of him still quietly said, "Good job, kid."

[rewritingcanon]

Louis headcanons… 🤲

YASSS OKAYYYYY 😻

looks mostly like his dad with his mums colour palate. also a little more snatched like his mum and not as built as his dad. but you can TELL he’s bill’s son if you were to see them side by side

french fuckboy

grew his hair out and had a ponytail era. when he let it loose people genuinely confused him to be a girl (yes he gets hit on by LOTS of confused men and lesbians 😭)

gryffindor with dominique. only a year older than james sirius potter.

closer to dominique than to victoire but respects victoire more funnily enough. kind of like victoire is a second mum. has no problem roasting the shit out of dominique but will check himself with victoire

has begged victoire to give in and date teddy because he desperately wants a cool brother (was happier than teddy and victoire combined when they did get tgt)

is the vain delacour that molly weasley feared fleur was, except he’s masculine as hell and flexes in every mirror he sees (he still looks like a girl)

VERY pretty and could win miss universe or best waifu

he was the femboy reckoning at hogwarts but against his will. he wants women but he keeps pulling men. like that inosuke guy.

best subject was charms and DADA, courtesy of his dad being very talented and his mum being the same except also add her being a drill sergeant

nepo babied his way into interning at gringotts but got on the goblins nerves sm they fired him anyway (louis still pretended to go in because he was so scared about what his parents + victoire would say)

made a secret tiktok account for posting his thirst traps until dominique and victoire found it and he was so embarrassed he deleted it

favourite cousin is roxanne despite their age gap just because shes always so hilarious and always down to do whatever and just never takes anything seriously (also she was the cutest baby in louis’ opinion). its less a friendship and more like a one sided smittenness on louis’ side— he has a whole folder on his camera roll dedicated to her being generally goofy

people use his face for clout and to catfish people all the time. every time his girl friends need to loyalty test their man they just snap a photo of his face

that being said, he IS the man you need to loyalty test. mf has fifteen girls on the back burner that still think they have a chance with him

that also being said, hes waiting for marriage 🙏 (he wants his first time to be special guyz)

that ALSO being said, absolutely no one thinks he’s going to last that long

likes bantering with his mum a lot and getting on her nerves. she’ll start swearing at him in french when rapidly lecturing him in english doesn’t work and he finds that to be the funniest shit ever

bill weasley is such a Daughter Dad so he’ll baby tf out of victoire and dominique and then get louis to do all the household chores 💀

but louis is also the biggest diva in the family by far so bill and fleur drop more money on him than victoire and dominique combined. and then they complain about how spoilt their son is and the girls are just like “🙄 stop buying him shit then 😒”

meh at quidditch but decides he hates it because he’s not the best at it (it’s an ego thing)

really likes his maternal cousins and only allows aunt gabrielle to plait his hair

godfather is uncle percy 😭 every time its his bday louis forces percy to go shopping so he can drop some big bucks on him (whatever karma percy accumulated in his youth has taken the form of his godson now).

lucy is a year older than him and they keep feuding over her dad. think blue haired liberal versus white blond conventionally attractive man. thats the relationship, and its hilarious especially during joint family dinners.

used to be very scared of the dark and couldnt sleep by himself and so victoire was always forced to let louis sleep with her when they were younger

also always goes to victoire for hair care help and his mum for skincare and fashion help

despite being seemingly easygoing and carefree, he can hold VERY mean grudges and will never apologise for something if he doesn’t think he’s in the wrong.

also will fist fight someone over a yo mama joke (yes he’s sensitive about his mum, don’t insult her to his face)

everyone knows louis for the menace he is except grandma molly who treats him like hes the sun that the earth circles around (yes grandma molly likes bill’s kids the most, what of it?)

louis is surprisingly very sweet to old people. he does his due diligence and visits them the most, brings new presents to arthur and helps molly with chores and lets them fuss over him.

okayyyy i think ive yapped enough

[therian-and-nonhuman-polls]

Hey there! I just want to let you know that apparently there's people planning on sending child gore in ask boxes over the next few days. (Post link: https://www.tumblr.com/cynthiadasorceress/770593639802011648?source=share)

I can't guarantee it's true or false, but I feel it's important to share in case it's real. Stay safe, friend.

Hey! So these kind of rumors spread every other months atp so I can guarantee that this is not true. Also, I'm someone who heavily suffers with paranoia and these kinds of things really, REALLY trigger me. DO NOT SPREAD THESE. They are not true. Do you know where these rumors originated??? They are meant to cause chaos and fear.

Also, even if they were true, images are censored by default if the blog that sent them in aren't followed by you. Not to mention the accounts would be easy to block and report since you can't attach images with anon. So this is a stupid plan by whoever would be planning this, so it isn't true.

There's no hacker. There's no cp/gore being sent to inboxes. Maybe before sending this shit in to ask boxes with a really high likelyhood to trigger someone, ask for a fucking SOURCE for where the person found out this was happening. It reads like those discord alerts "don't friend NotJack#0095 if you do he'll hack you and everyone on your friends list!!! 😱😱😱😱😱" like get real ong

sorry for the tone I'm pretty triggered by these kinds of messages a lot of them were created specifically to trigger people like me

[milo-igidk]

Hiii! Random question, did you ever watch rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles

if so what was your opinion on it

Also heyyyy fellow kotlc fan :D

(you don't have to answer this ask if you don't want to lmao)

LOOKS AT YOU WITH AUTISM IN MY EYES

yeah i watched rottmnt. and by watched, well, heh. let’s just say hyperfixated on it for a year or so 🧍

i love rottmnt so so much one of my favorite shows it made me so insane, the fandom is so so silly (at least the side i was in ig) i love the animation SO MUCH FLYING BARK PRODUCTIONS SAVE ME, its so funny, the characters are all so well written and entertaining to watch, the plot is so good, the voice acting goes hardd, (i love ben schwartz, sue me)

honestly miss the era in my life when i was in its fandom, i met my best friend and a lot of other cool ppl there, and it was just like a rlly nice comunity ig (again it definetly depends which side of the fandom youre on lmfao). i think i joined in between s2 and the movie, and i loveeeed the movie fucking soooo good. the other time i joined a fandom right before the movie came out was tales of arcadia and,, yeah we dont talk abt that movie.

i love the character dynamics sm i could talk abt them a lot, all the characters are so lovable and funny and have silly sibling dynamics, i couldnt pick a favourite so dont ask me 🙏 i do kin leo tho hes so me fr (guy who kins keefe from kotlc also kins leo from rotmnt, shocker!)

the show has such a special place in my heart and im forever mad it got cancelled :[[

the silliesss, oh youre gonna make me rewatch it annon

[celestie0]

would kickoff gojo softlaunch or hardlaunch reader on his social media?

GREAT QUESTION i feel like he would hard launch on their one month anniversary or sumth straight to the timeline 🤔 i headcanon he doesnt post to his story very often at least compared to his feed

idk i think he’d keep their relationship sorta private on insta, like only post on anniversary or birthday or holidays stuff but he’s always begging her to do every single couples challenge or dance or trendthey come across on tiktok so his tiktok feed is just entirely her

[theloveinc]

Shinsou had a crush on you since like, young kids days and never thought you noticed him, but that was good cause maybe you thought he was a weird kid, so once he beefed up and finally got the confidence to talk to you it gets shut right tf back down when you're like "Of course i remember you!"

I don't know which part is worse............................ Shinso being so absorbed in his own supposed loser-hood in his youth that he essentially ignored you for 5-10 years while he was working out his self esteem issues ... or the fact that you not only DO remember him, berry well at that, but don't really think anything of it because you thought HE was kinda... a jerk for never being nice to you back.

(Cuz on one hand, you're so sweet, smiling at him when he approaches you, genuinely, just like you did back when you were both under ten and you'd smile at him from the other side of the park... but on the other hand, you don't hesitate to turn right back to your own friends after he barely manages to answer your "how have you been" question and you give him pity eyes like you still think he's a shy headass.

It's just... he doesn't want to fuck it up a second time and lose his momentum... but all the confidence he put into the moment deflated the second he realized you were even more beautiful and more kind than he remembered you and it got him tripping over his words)

ANYWAY then there's another 2-4 months of him trying to get your number just to be a fool over text before even managing to convince you he's worth a fucking damn LOL.

(And he is worth a damn, so much more than a damn because he's willing to give anything and everything up for you but... doesn't know how to say it in a way that wouldn't scare you off for good...

Not to mention he's so fucking bad at texting. Yes, his dry humor is funny as hell but he's not trying to be funny with you, he's trying to WOO you and so the whole thing is just him making excuses to reach out to you even tho texting first for him is like plucking ass hair.)

[iguessyouregonnamissthepantyraid]

this is random but i just wanted to let you know that your fallout fic is my absolute favorite. i’m not a Huge fan of shipping lucy and cooper romantically (just not my thing) but i love exploring a father-daughter dynamic with them! your fic hits that just perfectly for me. if you ever plan on returning to writing fallout stuff, i’d love to see it! if not then thank u for sharing this masterpiece :D

AYYYYYY thank you! that's one of those fics where i knew the audience would be a little bit niche but i was so extremely proud of the final product. and like, i can always always always be counted on for producing gen content in a romance-saturated fandom, but especially with fallout i was like. that man is dad-coded. that is A Dad reluctantly discovering the fact that after centuries of ghoulification he is in fact still A Dad. i would die for him

[erabu-san]

Hi, I'm sorry you're having a hard time with people tagging your posts when you don't want them tagged with ship, I know most people will not look at the original tags if something is reblogged to their dashboard and just reblog and tag as they usually do, and people when they ship something will tag any interaction between the characters as ship. So like you said, probably a better idea to put in your original post. I think just adding "please don't tag as ship !" or "this art has platonic intention, so please don't tag as ship !" would actually be perfectly fine, maybe a smiley but i don't think it comes across as rude or mean either way, it's completely reasonable.

Personally I don't think lots of people would mind that sort of boundary, and the people doing it now most likely have no idea you have it. Anyone who does mind such an easy boundary (you aren't even saying shippers cannot reblog! just to not tag!) and gets mad that you put it in the post then is not worth your time.

Hope you have a lovely day and people are more respectful <3

🥹🥹 thank you so much anon !!

There is a lot of you who send me support, I read them all. And I am clearly lucky to be understood ! Thank you

I believe I became more sensitive because of lack of sleep, I usually just block and ignore haha

But yeah it became way too much recently ! I find reconfort by sharing thing I like, and I know there is a public who will find it at their taste(if there is no public, i know there is my friends 🫵💕), and.. true, I always expect there is people who doesn't read original tag. Internet is large, and it is sure there is thing out of my control. Even by rationalize facts, and organised my thought, it is hard to supress my feeling. This my problem, I have to deal with it I guess. But why feeling, as a human, is a problem ? Why do I constantly invalidate my feeling because "I have to expect this" ? And why do I have to constantly justify my feeling and behaviour while I am in my right ? On MY art ?

So that's why I started to put boundaries

And it is not only abt tumblr, but also twitter (twitter is the worst for me haha). I still didn't post my art on instagram because I don't want to feel this much again 😭 irony because instagram is my safest place between all my social media ! And yes !! I know there is plenty of my followers who ship them, and we still interact because shipping is not the problem ? They know my art and post abt them are not abt romance and I do not wish it becomes romance and they respect that !

Ah, I started to rant again, I hope you don't mind 🥹 it is week end, maybe a good sleep will help me to deal everything better !

My day became more lovely thanks to you all support, and I am sincerely grateful again for you taking your time to write me a kind message. Anon, I wish you also have a lovely day, and everything will be good for you, right now in present but also for your future 🫶

[earth-updates-today]

can you bring back my cat.

He died today

Going ooc for this one. I am incredibly and deeply sorry that you lost your cat, and while it may not be much, I want to let you know that things can and do keep going and get better. Change is inevitable, and while that means good things end, so do bad things. There will probably always be days where you feel eaten alive by grief, but over time they'll start to lessen. I'm saying this as someone who lost my cat at the start of June. If it was within my power I would bring back both your and my cats, but the most that either of us can do is keep going so that, if there is an afterlife, they might not have to watch us continue to suffer for their sake. Please remember that it is okay to grieve, and try to be gentle with yourself while the loss is fresh

[junosmindpalace]

Hey there juno, lots been going on. If you need a distraction or feel like writing a dcst prompt, I’ve got one for you: Senku doesn’t exactly express his feelings—not the sad painful ones anyway. He’s perfectly happy showing irritation, disappointment, and frustration, but only in the brief time before he picks up and moves on to figuring other stuff out before circling right back to the problem. I just want Reader to acknowledge that he does these things, doesn’t necessarily want to remove him from this routine because it is helpful, but it’s unhelpful in a way if too relied upon. So, as a fellow stoic emotion person, who does practically the same thing, they just kinda… remove Senku from the situation—drag him off for a night walk, or stargazing, or the making of something comepletely unrelated. A real break. It isn’t that he’s overworked and exhausting himself more so that if such habits continue, he will crumble. And there’s a lot of things readers noticed about Senku that don’t get talked about and they doesn’t pry into. That’s his business. If he makes it your business, you’ll listen. Your current business is making sure This Guy doesn’t burn himself out. You’re kinda stoic and tend towards a calm, quiet, cool personality—not shy, not uncomfortable, just a little quieter in your confidence, you don’t need affirmations—but it’s part of why you think Senku might need a ‘dude everything you’re working on and doing is just hella amazing’ and instead of attributing those successes to his intelligence, ascribes it to his hard working ability. Hence. Why that break is necessary. Something like that.

anon i COMPLETELY resonate with this and you’re so right. senku’s not the kind of guy to linger too much on his frustration, not because of a "weakness" thing, but because he knows it’s counterproductive; the emotional stuff just isn’t his thing either. the best thing in his mind is to keep going at it, work out a solution. so to have someone just kinda be like Hey We’re Doing Something Else For A Bit, even if it’s not outright said it’s for his benefit to clear his mind, would be nice. even if at first senku might find it a bit nonsensical, especially since he’s being pulled away from his work.

but just gently telling him to do this and that with you—go out to a restaurant you really like, go stargazing, flip through a science book—whatever it may be, he grows to appreciate it, and if anything most times returns to his work with new ideas!

and of course that doesn't mean you're gonna pry him to talk about his feelings regarding his work or himself or whatnot unless he wants to, but you'll always make sure to let him know in this way that the conversation is welcome.