#sorry about the rant I had to get this off my chest
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idk if you’re hispanic/latino buttttt i NEED a pedri fic based off the song la santa by bad bunny (if you don’t know spanish you can just translate it and it’ll work jst fine) tyyyy i loveee ur work 🫶🫶
La santa — Pedri Gonzalez.
Pairing: Pedri Gonzalez x Fem!Reader
Summary: You weren’t supposed to fall in love with Pedri, but it happened nonetheless. You knew what you were getting into when it all started and you both knew despite nothing ever going further than casual, you would always come running back.
Word count: 710
Disclaimer/s: Slightly Suggestive (?) , angst
A/N: OOOOH this song is lowk girl i’m nodding my head thank yew. i also really had no clue how to go about this .. i actually hate it so much sorry this was so bummy
Pedri was dressing quickly. Too quickly. You knew you shouldn’t have even proposed the idea of taking the relationship or… whatever you could call it, further. He always got jumpy when you’d ask for him to stay even a few extra minutes.
You leaned back against the headboard, a frown planted tightly against your lips as you watched him zip up his jeans. “Jesus christ, Pedri. It was a simple suggestion! You’re acting like I told you I was pregnant.”
The mans eyes widen as they shoot in your direction, “you aren’t.. pregnant. Right?” That elicited a loud groan from your lips.
“Oh lord.” You rub your temples before looking back to him. He still wore the same expression, nearly making you laugh as you shake your head. “No! I am not.”
“Thank God.” He huffs, reaching for his t-shirt.
You chew on your bottom lip, suddenly annoyed. “You know what? This has to stop. For good.” He continued dressing like you weren’t even speaking, so you add, “I’m serious.”
Pedri sighs, tugging the shirt over his head. “You said that last week, last month, and matter of fact, two days ago. You know damn well it’s not stopping.” His lip twitches at the corners, a smug grin forming ever so slowly.
That just furthered your annoyance because, unfortunately, it was the truth. It also pissed you off because if he’d just take you seriously and stayed away, you wouldn’t crawl back to him every time.
You’d tried to stop sending him that text or responding to his, but you were weak. Your resistance only lasted about five minutes before you caved. You simply couldn’t stay away from Pedri.
“It’s different this time, and you know it! I can’t wait around for you to feel—“
“Woah!” His hands shoot up, stopping you mid sentence. “Don’t finish that sentence.”
Your lips clamp shut and your arms cross over your chest. “Well—“
“Cariño, you know it’ll never be reciprocated. You knew this the second we started the whole thing! Cut the lovey dovey act, I don’t need you doing that because I don’t know how to reciprocate it.” He finishes his rant, running a hand over his face as if the whole conversation was one big inconvenience.
Pedri leaned against the wall a few feet from your bedroom door, antsy for an escape yet also not wanting to leave you pissed off at him.
“This was only meant to be a fun thing.” He adds once the silence became deafening.
Pulling your knees to your chest, you frown. “Why though? Why is it such a terrible concept? You care about a lot of things, a lot of people, why would it be so different?”
His eyes dart to the door, he really needed to get out of here. “You know why. Just.. let’s keep this going and you’ll get over it, no? Why are you trying to mess with something thats fine just as it is?”
You were desperately trying to ignore the way your stomach churned at his words. The more he talked, the more you felt your heart sink. You knew damn well there was no changing Pedri and you most definitely knew better than to even have a sliver of hope.
“You’re right.” You finally force out, “no, yeah. I’m sorry I even thought about it.”
The hurt in your voice was unmistakable. Pedri heard it loud and clear and he almost felt guilty. Almost. But at the end of the day, he’d told you how he felt about relationships at the beginning of it all. He knew and you knew, exactly where he stood.
“I’ll see you when I get back from Sevilla, okay?” Pedri sighs, pushing himself off the wall.
Not daring to look at him, you stay quiet for a moment. A weak attempt at pushing him away, but you were just that. Weak.
“Yeah.” You huff, “make sure you lock the door on the way out.”
Pedri lifts one hand as a parting gesture, but you don’t return it and he leaves anyways. He leaves you feeling like an absolute idiot because you know when you get the text that he’s back in town, you’ll be waiting right where he left you.
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#pedri gonzalez#pedri#pedri gonzalez x reader#pedri gonzalez x fem!reader#pedri gonzalez one shot#pedri gonzalez x you#pedri gonzalez imagine#pedri x reader#pedri angst#football#blurb#fc barcelona#fc barcelona fic
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I’m excited about the Mario Movie, but it does make me sad to see everyone turn on the Sonic movies for not being as faithful or referential.
Faithfulness alone doesn’t make a good movie. If you’re going to criticize these movies then judge them for what they are, don’t just disregard them because don’t care to the fanservice-y Marza animated masterpiece that only exists in your head.
#not we're back to the stupid THE SONIC MOVIES SHOULD HAVE BEEN ANIMATED AND NOT ALVIN KNOCKOFFS discourse#I like the Sonic movies because they're good fun movies with good characters and dynamics between them#but that's not what people want apparently. they just want to point at things and scream I KNOW WHAT THAT IS#sonic movie#I swear if people ruin Sonic 3 for me#sorry about the rant I had to get this off my chest
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i like to imagine that as soon as the words "someone arrived today, they said they're taking you away" left calypso's mouth, odysseus "sat at the beach every day for 7 years crying for his wife & son" of ithaca immediately jumped up wiped his tears away
then swiftly (without a glance at calypso), walked over to a bush/foliage near the beach and grabbed all the stuff he had been accumulating for 7 years during his prison stay, ready for the day he can leave this place.
#listen i adore/love the songs and especially wangui's beautiful singing voice#but i'm sorry#i don't like calypso#yesssss i get she says she's been alone for 100 years+#but at the same time you have a man crying about how he just wants to get back home to his wife and son#and you're still like#why in the world won't you love me too?#ma'am please#sorry i don't mean to rant#please don't yell at me if you love calypso!#i'll cry#as i said i still love the song tho#i know this isn't meme-y like my other posts#but i had to get it off my chest#odysseus epic#calypso epic the musical#epic the musical#epic the vengeance saga
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I love you bad art, I love you amateur art, I love you self learning, I love you cheap art supplies, I love you journals, I love you crafts, I love you art available for everyone, I love you second hand art and objects, I love you free museums, I love you handmade gifts, I love you childish drawings, I love you art that nobody ever saw except for the artist, I love you taking time to learn a skill, I love you art history, I love you free tutorials, I love you art as a school subject, I love you things that took a long time to make, I love you art studies that are considered useless, I love you the human need to create and change the world around you to be more beautiful and more meaningful.
I hate you AI art, I hate you generated content, I hate you singe-use images, I hate you mindless consumption, I hate you stealing from artists, I hate you reposting without sources, I hate you lying about using AI, I hate you pretending like art is something unachievable and reserved only for the chosen ones.
Make art!! Make "bad" art that is actually special because you took the time to make it. Make art for yourself that you show no one. Make art for others that they'll cherish forever. See how your whole world changes, see how you start noticing beautiful and inspiring things all around you. Make things with love and devotion. Fuck AI.
#I had to get this off my chest seeing more and more blogs posting untagged AI on purpose and people falling for it#why would you care about “art” that nobody cared enough to make?#I'm seeing the world going more and more towards the mindless consumption of images instead of art and I'm... scared#I'm scared for the future of artists and art history#anyway#sorry for the rant but this is something I feel deeply about#And if you're posting AI images that aren't tagged or captioned because you know you'll get more views by tricking people.... fuck you#and I hope you'll get banned from the internet forever
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cressida's storyline was genuinely shameful tbhhh it's like they started rewriting it in the first half of the season then completely forgot about the changes they'd made to make it fit the book plot and it just ends up making everyone else look bad😐 every character in the second half got a "penelope did nothing wrong" lobotomy so we ended up with eloise completely ignoring cressida being sold off to an horrible man (when she made every effort to support her in the first half of the season) and for some reason resenting her for pretending to be lady whistledown? Then they somehow frame her ignoring colin's offensively bad pleas as it being her turning away from redemption when all she's trying to do is escape being trapped in the country with her likely abusive aunt... and it ends with her meeting her horrible fate and it still being framed as tragic only to immediately juxtapose it with the bridgerton family winning the idgaf war while gleefully seeing off francesca and her future dead husband. The bridgertons were the villains of the season frfr
#bridgerton#almost as bad as marina's plot in season one. every horrible decision in this show revolves around penelope meeting no consequences ever#this is not an anti post or anything idc about the fandom ill forget about this show tomorrow but i need to get this off my chest#they had to give penelope a fairy tale ending WHICH IS FINE but they somehow did it by surgically removing everyone's personality#INCLUDING HERS#benedict's bi storyline was bad also im sorry. paul literally has like 4 lines of dialogue and he was really cool#i love tilley but she should have been cut😭 if they wanted to establish he was bi (given we know theyre not genderbending sophie)#they should have made the whole subplot about him being attracted to a man instead of a 5 minute footnote in the last episode#i liked francesca and her husband whose name idr but it felt like they were framing it as him not being her 'great love'#considering what happens to him i fjnd it childish and meanspirited soul mates aren't real and he deserves a lttl respect considering.. lmao#what else. the dialogues were horrible. especially the ones between penelope and colin in the second part im sorry#they need to fire the make up and hair department. every reference to queen charlotte felt like a wahh pls watch my show ad#i miss anthony they should change the books to make him the villain of every season bb please come back to ruin your sibilings relationships#portia and philippa were peak as always. violet deserves her own season. we need to put eloise out of her misery pls leave her in scotland#rant overrr#publishing it on my sideblog actually i feel like im gonna lose followers just for having watched this show lmaoo
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Why are modern farming games getting rid of festivals?
The latest story of seasons, Pioneers of Olive Town (I'm not including the remakes cause they're remakes. Also Friends of Mineral Town actually has festivals), Stardew Valley and Coral Island have two festivals per season. It's ridiculous. I don't have Winds of Anthos but I hear it only has four total
I liked the festivals. I wanna see more festivals.
I'm using Back to Nature as my baseline cause it was my first. But they fit in about 18 festivals. And about 8 of them were romantic in nature or at least involved some kind of couple activity
Which brings me to my next point. Where are the romantic festivals? Half of the Olive Town festivals have you doing something with your partner so fine but last I checked Stardew Valley just has the dance. And I haven't seen the last festival in Coral Island yet but so far none of them have involved dates.
I'm referring to BtN again but give us the Spring Harmony Festival! I don't care if you call it Valentine's Day I want a day to give out chocolate. The Starry Night festival. Moon viewing.
Is it because festivals that just involve dialouge are considered boring now? There has to be some kind of mini game attached? I don't know I'm just spitballing. I'm loving Coral Island but the festivals don't all need minigames
I loved the goddess festival in BtN. I loved seeing them in their pretty dresses and then going out on a date afterwards. I loved it in the girl version where I actually got to dance with them (also off topic but Gotz giving you his wife's dress was the sweetest scene and I really wish I still had my psp so I could see it again).
Rune Factory 5 has it's problems but it still manages to have a good mix of activity and dialouge festivals with about 22 or so in total
Sorry, I'm all over the place.
Point is, I want more festivals in farming games. And I want more romantic festivals
#harvest moon#story of seasons#pioneers of olive town#stardew valley#coral island#rune factory 5#rant#sorry this kept bugging me while i was playing coral island#and i realized it bugged me about stardew valley too#so i had to get it off my chest#but i want romantic festivals back
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i love reading peoples' opinions on trigun but sometimes i will see an opinion that is so like. bewilderingly wrong it actually makes me doubt my own interpretation of the source material
#rora rants#AND THIS IS ON ME.#because sometimes i assume something is obvious when maybe it requires a bit more textual analysis#but then sometimes people TEST me and it's like#i need to write my 200k vashwood character study ten times faster clearly#because what in the world are you people talking about#granted i'm not often fully devoted to the most popular ship in a fandom so the experience of people constantly#banging them over the head with pots and pans#isn't a familiar one to me. because usually in the rarepair fandoms people are OBSESSED with the characters in a#really textual analysis way#so you dont get that#unfortunately vashwood is more popular so... more margin of error#and frankly i'm not incredibly picky i can still enjoy things when i dont completely agree with them#some of my favourite vw fics are ones where i'm like he would not fucking say that but... this is so good#but then other times i'm just baffled! because how did you come to that conclusion#sorry HAHAHA i just had to get this off my chest
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Trying so hard not to be a detestable human to my project partner
#i might just let her fail fr atp#the way she has never ever cared about this project and now she's shamelessly begging me to write the entire file and just give it to her#because she has no clue about anything we did for this project#and she isn't bothered in the least#“ami literature riviw likhte pari na amake likhe diye de plzzzz”#no actually. i think u should throw urself against a wall very violently if ur a msc student and u:#1. don't know how to write a literature review#and 2. don't even care about learning about how to write it#like fuck this bitch fr and her fucking weaponized incompetence#I've had people slack off on me in group projects before alllll the time but she is just something different#like I don't even get mad about ppl slacking off usually but the situation with her is so bad that I actually wanna fight her#the best part is even if she takes everything from me she will do so fucking horrible in her viva anyways cause she literally knows nothing#but i'm starting to think i should make her run for her life for the project file too#for my own entertainment#p#sorry for the rant guys yall can ignore#i just need to be mad and get this off my chest so that i can go back to finishing my own file
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I have a feeling I'm the only human being on this entire planet who unironically loves the male Au Ra running animation. I hate when people say the devs should change it cause I legitimately don't want them to.
Like, I dunno mang, with every other race I feel like I'm doing a light lil baby jog through the park, but with my au ra I'm RUNNIN!! I'M GOIN PLACES!! I'M ON A MISSION!!! HELP IS ON THA WAY DEAR!!!
Anyways this corner is lonely but idfc I like how my boy runs. rant over.
#ffxiv#au ra#there I said it#idc what anyone says#I love how my boy runs and I wouldn't trade it.#also as an animator I don't find it that comparable to 'crash bandicoot' running animation.#I feel like everyone hopped on that comparison cause one person said it and then everyone just went with that.#it's got way more of a Jak from Jak and Daxter vibe to me... even the way they jump is the same. Much more bouncy and leaning forward etc#It's hitting that nostalgia aspect for me cause of that. maybe that's why I love it so much.#ramble#rant#sorry had to get it off my chest#Was in a vc with some people all complaining about how 'ugly' the male au ra run is and I just had to sit there and take it. It sucked.
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you know, every time i've seen hate for my fave characters, it's never made me like them any less. it just lowers my view of the haters' and their little part of fandom. and i'm pretty sure that's how it is for most people, so lmao idk what the goal is other than to be annoying attention-seekers.
#like if youre going to be a hater at least do it right and not just yap over nothing#but most haters don't have the talent to do anything but whine so even expecting them to put together a coherent argument is too much#exceptionally funny when ppl hate a character for like completely untrue and made-up reasons btw and then try to argue its real lol#xie lian TGCF & wei wuxian MDZS & tim drake DCU & venat FFXIV you will always be famous <3#and btw i fully support disliking any media for literally whatever reason. even just 'the vibes are off'.#but that's not what im talking about here lol#sorry for the rant its not my usual style but i had to get it off my chest
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i don't feel like looking for it rn bcus of the mood i find myself in but i need to like. tattoo that post about wishing your mind would be kinder to you and then remembering that you have to do that on my fucking eyelids.
#little rock.txt#venting#it's not even. specific. i've just been in kind of a shitty mood for a few days#like i thought i knew what had triggered it so i walked myself through some thoughts on that#but i'm still just. vaguely pissed off all the time.#i don't feel particularly motivated to write the important things or talk or draw or do fuck all#like i Have done stuff. i did my laundry bcus i have work and if i didn't get a clean bra together my chest dysphoria was going to get Bad#but i've stayed up until 7-8 a.m. and woken up at 2 p.m. both of my days off#i'm supposed to be helping plan a pathfinder mission and i can't think that hard about fucking anything#i'm just tired and angry and trying to keep up appearances bcus i don't want to be tired or angry anymore#but sleeping and trying to nurse myself through my feelings don't Work bcus i'm Not Good At Them Yet#i know people love me and i'm trying so fucking hard to love myself too bcus i don't want to let them down#anyway. sorry. rant over. if you live with me uuuhh sorry i've been like this the last few days. i don't. super want to talk about it.#i need to call my doctors is what i need to fucking do but i'm gonna try to do that after work
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they look half dead ☹️
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#matt sharp#i rlly like rivers’ hair in this one! it’s epicness#i liked his hair in the 90s with his bowl cut.#bowl cuts are cool#and he looked great w it !#anyways yesterday was my boyfriend’s birthday party; and i got him some chaos emeralds from sonic that he’s been wanting like ; forever!#it was fun for the most part; but nobody told me we would be swimming plus i was the only girl there sooo i was just sitting around while#everybody swam and stuff. and my friend hayden i guess felt bad so he stayed out of the pool despite having swimwear and just played mobile#games with me; which was fun and i really appreciated but this guy ; who will remain nameless was being rlly mean to me at the party#like he was saying stuff abt how my boyfriend didn’t really like me THAT much (we have been together for nearly a year…)#and other things like that; which made me rlly sad and i kept asking my mom to pick me up but she wasn’t answering so i couldn’t do anything#besides trying not to cry and stuff. but it’s okay#and after everybody went inside besides me and my boyfriend ; we were cleaning up the table since the guys left all their trash and i had#like a whole pile of trash; like tons of plates and a whole stack of trash still; the guy from earlier who was mean just like#put his trash on top of the trash i was already carrying inside#since the guys were all crowded around the trash cans (he was closest; but he couldn’t throw it away; rather he wanted to deliberately just#put it on the pile i was carrying ) and it wouldn’t be a big deal if he wasn’t mean earlier; i wouldn’t have cared so much#but he was being real mean and just did that. and i’m a passive person ; but i rolled my eyes a ton at it and idk it felt like the#other guys were laughing; which made me feel even more awful about the fact but yeah so i rolled my eyes tons and he told my bf that he was#sorry about it; but didn’t say it to me and stuff and idk it just made me feel bad#when i was younger i got bullied a lot and people would throw their trash on my lunch tray n it just reminded me of that and made me sad;#but it’s okay now! other than that i had a good time and it was fun! my boyfriend said he loved my gift to him so ya! :D it was fun other#than the stuff with the guy! but yeah. not rlly weezer related tags today; just really wanted to get that off my chest#my boyfriends mom asked if i felt left out; which i definetly did and really wanted to go home but ik i couldn’t so i was just sitting at a#table alone for abt 20 mins while everybody was changingninitially#but it’s okay! ty for listening to my rant i love u all
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It’s so hard being on the Fairy Tail subreddit… it’s nothing but incels and pervs who always sexualize the girls and just post weird shit in general. It’s all just shallow talk about them which sucks because there’s so much more to the story and to the characters than just fan service.
And if it isn’t that, it’s always negative criticism of the anime/manga, which is totally okay to do with any series, but when it’s so constant and 24/7 in a place where we are supposed to come together and talk about how much we love the series (most of the time of course, again criticism is okay and valid in all genres of media) it just becomes such a negative environment you know?
Despite this though there have been some pretty cool people I’ve had the pleasure of talking to on there, but unfortunately they are overshadowed by the rest of the toxic sub. Sometimes I wonder if I should leave, but it lowkey feels like betrayal to FT if I do (T ^ T)
#so disheartening to see such surface level discussions#when we could be talking about so many other strong points that dont involve sexualizing them#sorry for the rant#I just had to get it off my chest#fairy tail#Reddit#f.f.f rants#fairy tail subreddit
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Just to be clear, I'm a huge villain fan myself (those who've spent more than 5 minutes on my blog can confirm), but there's one thing that sometimes happens in villainous character/hero turned villain fandoms that I don't get.
How can you, on one hand, stan these (very much canonically some flavor of evil) characters to the point of unironically believing their actions were justified and arguing in favor of them, but on the other hand get unreasonably angry about and constantly hate on non-villainous characters for making honest mistakes and/or doing things out of good intentions that just turn out wrong? Don't you see there's a contradiction here?
And I dunno, if it's a game of morals you want to play, it's kinda hard to do that with, again, evil characters? Like you're shooting yourself in the foot?
I'm not gonna make assumptions about anyone here, people have shit going on, need to cope, are young etc, but I would encourage anyone struggling with this to take a step back and interrogate yourself if your projection remains at a healthy level, where your biases lie and how they make you see some things differently and if purity culture instilled harmful believes about yourself and others within you that make you feel like you constantly have to morally justify yourself. And please don't take this as an attack on your character - we all struggle with that. I struggle. You struggle. It's human.
#rant over#sorry had to get this off my chest#is this a hot take?#no idea#anyway let's be adults about this shall we#on villains#anti purity culture#fandom#as always you come to your own conclusions#i ain't making this about anything in particular#and please don't target individuals or put some random drama in the rbs/replies thank you
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For months, I have been beating myself up over the fact that I don't get the interaction that others get. I don't get the same numbers of reblogs or like, I don't get the asks, I don't get the mentions. And I have been trying to do everything I can to change that. I write what I think others want me to write, I reach out as much as possible, I send comments and asks as often as I can, but still no change.
And today, it finally hit me. It's because I'm not as good as these other people.
I'm not as good of a writer. I'm not as personable or as likable. I'm not as engaging or friendly or supportive.
And you know what? That's ok.
I might not be able to write epic prose that inspires fanart, or discussion, or leave people begging for more. But I enjoy what I write. And I might not get 10, 20, 30 asks in my inbox, but the few I do get mean the world to me. And I might not have people wanting to get to know me or talk to me outside of just reading my fics, but I still have a group of people who love and care about me for me.
It can be hard to see other people on your dash get the sorts of interactions you wish you had (both on fics and just on a personal level), but they are not you. And you are not them. And that is ok. 💕
#not comparing yourself to others is hard#but honestly there is no comparison#you are you and i am me#we all have different strengths and weaknesses#and that is ok#sorry#just something i had to get off my chest#and i already feel better about it#vee's rant
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I need to have a little rant about what people think ao3 is for exactly. I think it should be more well known than it is (especially to new users) that ao3 is an ARCHIVE. It's a library. Made purely for the storage and backup of fan-made works. For everyone to be able to access.
I've been thinking about this all day. A prime example of what we shouldn’t let this site be treated like is how libraries are treated at the moment. Surely you have heard about the book bans that have been happening around the US and even in parts of the UK, too. It's censorship of free thinking that corporations and governments want to manipulate.
Trying to enforce policing content on ao3 because you've seen something you didn't like and believe other people shouldn't see that content also, isn't right. It is also exactly what those corporations and governments that you claim to hate want.
It's like banning a book in a library. It may not agree with you but it might resonate with someone else. Resonate with them to believe in something and make their OWN opinions about the literature they've just consumed and how it affects their perspective.
Please be mindful of what I call the shiny tab rule. You might see a dingey can tab and throw it away but someone else might be the magpie in this situation and LOVE that can tab. Am I being too metaphorical here?
Overall, Archive of Our Own is a nonprofit organisation made by fans for fans. So if you enjoy the content that doesn't offend you or whatever, then you should still treat what offends you with decency. The content you like might offend someone else so surely the answer here is to both agree to disagree and move on.
Censorship on the Archive is not the answer. See something you don't like? Click off or filter your tags next time. Simple as.
#rant#I had to get this off my chest#if you couldn't tell im very passionate about keeping places like ao3 and libraries a place for individual interpretation#READ WHAT YOU WANT TO READ#to be perfectly clear this is not attacking anyone in particular#im just in a righteous mood#sorry mutuals#fanfic#ao3#archive of our own#censorship
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