#sorry about the mini ramble-

[inkyucu]

So.... I used to draw with my fingers before 2023

A lot of my really old art kinda got deleted, but I think I started making digital art around 2019-? (And I never posted it anywhere because of course I didn't 0wuhpuzvpuavhc)

Despite most of my old art being lost however, I still have some from October of 2022 to December of 2022

I'm not sure if I've shown these before (I probably have and just forgot because my memoryis kinda bad like that-), but I like to look back at them sometimes and see how much my art has changed over the last about 2 years

Something I can say is that I've definitely gotten better at digital art

Sure maybe it's not always the cleanest, but it's certainly a lot cleaner now than it used to be-

It's also kinda crazy to me that like... Despite how much my art HAS changed, it still shares a similar style. Sure I've gotten better at making bodies more, but there's still definitely lingering traits that have stayed and improved over time

I dunno, its just nice looking back at my old stuff I guess. I wish I had my really old art still-

Who knows, maybe I'll be able to find traces of it outside of traditional drawings

[umem1ya]

"I adore you // love you too baby" YOU COOKED SO GOOD ACTUALLY, love the characterization details in ur works!!

HEY ANON LOL DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY??? DO YOU WANT TO SEE ME CRYING MY EYES OUT?!?!

but hm hi. 🤚 hello thank you for speaking about that hello hiiii 🤚 can I talk for a second about it pls 🤚

about endo never truly learning the idea of being lowkey about anything. about him being intense in every aspect of his life, about loving and being infatuated so deeply by everything he even dares to care about.

about how being in a secret relationship would hold him back so much. and he'd be pissed about it but he would understand it so well because he doesn't want to give up on fighting and also he doesn't want to give up on you. so it's whatever, he will try it. for the sake of having fun without hurting what you have, he will try it.

I wrote that part specifically by the idea of his s/o being aware of who the relationship is with. you gotta know that he adores the ground you walk, that he's obsessed with being around you, just like he's with other things, and that just means he loves you. its kinda fucked up. but when he says those stuff you can only hear "I love you" and honestly, takes a while to get used to it, but what else can you ask?

it's about the idea of helping him through it too, you know? constant reminder that when the infatuation is gone, there's still love. when the fights aren't fun or when shit happens, things get messy, there's still your love. :)

[lbhslefttiddie]

When you get right down to it, despite their outward appearances and what they would say to anyone listening, in their hearts of hearts YQY values competency over kindness, but considers himself useless and kind, and SQQ values goodness over effectiveness, but considers himself incapable of good, but effective. This is the core of why they both love each other and hate themselves—YQY's self-loathing revolves around failure, and SQQ's revolves around his perceived (and then increasingly self-actualized) moral deficit.

It's worth noting that YQY does also believe in SQQ's capacity for good in a way possibly no one else really could, and from SQQ's perspective YQY's skill and power are glaringly obvious, but the things they value most in each other—and the things which estrange them further in their own minds—is that YQY is good and kind in ways SQQ doesn't believe he ever could be, and SQQ is capable and talented when YQY only sees his own failure.

[yawurstnightmare]

have you ever questioned your gender identity?

nah, I pretty much always knew I was a guy! I mean, every now an den I'd think othawise, but not for long!!! just somethin ya know.

Course, I haven't always LOOKED like da awesome guy I am now! used ta have wayless muscle an stuff when I was younga

[moonflower-pies]

Everytime I think about how I have no Tumblr friends, I start to cry /gen

It's cause I'm lonely and need social interaction (even my doctor suggests so)

[wundrousarts]

Mini Silverborn Countdown

If you’ve been around for a few years, you’ve seen me vaguely mention a “Silverborn Countdown Challenge” several times. It’s been delayed and changed as many times as the book itself, lol.

If anyone wants sort of a low-stakes, very chill and spaced out version of this ye olde never tackled challenge to complete in the next year before Silverborn, I propose what I’m doing:

Every 3 months leading up to the initial release, I am creating one thing based on each of the books.

January — Nevermoor

April — Wundersmith

July — Hollowpox

[hizznbyte]

meeee. i wanna hear about your AU :)

Of course you do heheveh hi!! [You can’t hide on anon I know who you are LOL!!] Uh I’m gonna do a buncha ramblin so bear with me here

My first, more prominent and fleshed out AU would probably be the Luvcat Kingdom AU. Essentially, the AU centers around the eleven main kitties in a kingdom colloquially known as the “Silver State”. All the characters are anthropomorphic so they walk and talk and have jobs n whatnot [I mean, how else do you think they have a monarchy?]. Shenanigans happen. We get to see the lives of the Luvcat Household, each having their own story and secrets to hide. It’s slow and episodic but there’s an overarching narrative behind it.

TT is the sovereign of the Silver State [obviously LOL we believe in Queen TT supremacy here]. Though she does relish in her power, she sometimes gets overwhelmed with taking on the responsibilities of a queen, having to take care of a whole society of cats. She’s relatively short-tempered but doesn’t mean anyone harm [I personally project my autism on to her and think that being queen can sometimes be too overstimulating which is why she’s so quick to lash out when she doesn’t know what to do]. Anyways, TT started keeping to herself more as time went on and no longer made public appearances unless absolutely necessary. She only regularly makes contact with those she works with.

Speaking of which, TT’s royal advisory would be Mr Chairman MoMo! He manages some of the smaller duties TT has, taking care of finance, giving her advice and whatnot. He’s also a bit of a cocky bitch and despite his job, does start beef with TT. He means well of course and is just trying to do his duty, but he’s too much of an old smart ass and it gets on the queen’s nerves. A lot. Anyways, MoMo is really painfully gay.

DD is the head knight of the kingdom. He’s just a big, oblivious boy who is very loyal and does his part. He gets bullied a lot by TT, usually becoming her punching bag -figuratively AND literally [probably because DD has a very loose concept of boundaries and social cues]. TT does feel bad about her treatment of such a loyal subject, but feels like admitting that or apologizing is a sign of weakness so she doesn’t ever tell him that. He is very dedicated to protecting his queen and will do anything for her -even though his a bit of a wimp sometimes. He may or may not be hopelessly infatuated with TT, but his feelings are not reciprocated. Poor Sir DunDun :((

Along with DD, LuLu is also a knight! DD and LuLu are best buddies in this AU, and TT sometimes feels anxious when they’re together because they really are a pair of dumbasses LOL. Anywho, LuLu is mainly in charge of keeping guard of the castle at night while DD is out patrolling. Though he’s a knight by day, when the sun sets… he becomes the notorious Brown-Tailed Bandit! With easy access into the castle, LuLu sneaks around nabbing treats and snacks [especially the super expensive ones]. At first he did it for his own enjoyment -he’s a terrible kleptomaniac and a huge glutton- but then word spread and he started becoming a snack smuggler for a cat named Sylvester [iykyk] who illegally exports the treats out of the kingdom for high prices. LuLu DOES regret his choice, but feels like he’s too far in deep to get out of it. Surprisingly, LuLu and his stubby legs have never been caught or even suspected. Maybe it’s a perk of being the Queen’s favorite[?] knight. Speaking of knights…

General is finally a part of the AU!! I haven’t watched Claire Luvcat in a while so I don’t know much about General’s overall personality, but from what I’ve seen and can guess… in this AU, General is the knight commander. To the younger cats he’s this fierce, stern old guy who doesn’t mess around, but really he just wants to the keep the kingdom safe and cares about subordinates a ton. He sometimes gives advice to the queen and the other knights because of his experience [and is also very put off by MoMo who acts like he’s so old and wise when he’s actually younger than TT and DD]. General probably won’t be a huge part of the AU but I wanted to show em some love.

Then we have mister scientist CoCo!! Actually, CoCo used to be a prince from a foreign kingdom, but ran away so he could pursue a job in his passion for science. No one except General [and maybe TT?] knows this fact because he’s hesitant to share it. He gets all anxious about the idea of becoming ruler of anything, and really just wants to be left alone most of the time while he researches. Unfortunately, CoCo’s research is funded by MoMo and the two have a complicated relationship -but are mostly on good terms though MoMo can be super bothersome. In order to help the kingdom and cats who accepted him into their homes, he learned some medicine and became a doctor!

On that note, let’s move on to LaLa. Similar to CoCo, LaLa is a princess from a distant kingdom. She came to visit the Silver State for something like.. a vacation? Business trip? I guess. Anyways, she was only supposed to stay with TT at the Silver State for a couple weeks but then the boat that was meant to carry her home -along with representatives from her kingdom- capsized so. She’s here temporarily until she can figure out how to get back lol. LaLa gives CoCo flashbacks sometimes. But basically LaLa is your average pretty princess girl. TT is somewhat fond of her for whatever reason. LuLu and LaLa get along really well, and LuLu assured her he’d find a way to get her home safely.

ChuChu is a baker at the kingdom :)) yeah there’s nothing that interesting about here… or is there? [Shhh]. ChuChu wishes to be a princess. Little does she know…

Finally, the cheese family!! [NaNa, ToTo and DoDo]. The three fled their home land to the Silver State due to some sort of civil war, which turned the country to ruin. Seeking safety, they were allowed to live in the Silver State in exchange for work. Despite their difference in class, NaNa and TT are rather fond of each other. ToTo prefers to keep to himself, but along with his brother DoDo, they are besties with LuLu. DoDo and LuLu especially are a rowdy, trouble making pair. Both brothers want to be a knight when they get old enough, though for now DoDo is left following LuLu’s every word [he’s a very loyal right-paw cat!]. LuLu has considered getting the brothers to help him with their heists but is worried about getting them into a dangerous situation, so he tries to keep them far away from that line of work. ToTo is also very close with DD.

Holy shit this post is long asf!! Sorry you probably won’t read allat but if you did well.. I salute you 🫡

..and did I mention there’s more cats in this story? Can’t say who or what rn because well.. this post is long enough but there’s going to be many characters and cats from around the internets. If you have any suggestions for who I should add [looking at you Centimeter!! I hear you!!] I’ll look into it and figure out a way to incorporate them into my story. Lol.

There’s still a ton more I could talk about, so maybe I’ll reblog this post as a continuation? Anyways, man this post was a pain in the ass to write since my phone keeps crashing but!! I finally got to it. Man that felt good. These things are subject to change but I already worked enough on this lore for a dumb AU I’m probably not going to elaborate on so esmekensksjej yeah ❤️

[accirax]

Nick, Will & Alec are standing in an elevator. Will stands in between the other two, nervously fiddling with his thumbs while Alec and Nick are arguing brainstorming ideas for their break in. After some silence, Nick speaks up again.

Nick: Hey, let's do "Get Help".

Alec: ... What?

Nick: Get Help~ 😏

Alec: No! 😠

Nick: C'mooon, you'll love it.

Alec: No, I hate it.

Nick: It's fun!

Alec: It's humiliating.

Nick: Do you have a better idea?

Alec: ... No.

Nick: Then we're doing it. 😊

Alec: We are *not* doing "Get Help"!

Once they reach their designated floor, the trio is seen rushing out the elevator with Alec hanging limply and draped over Will's large shoulders, and Nick yelling frantically.

Nick: HELP! GET HELP! OUR FRIEND IS DYING!! GET HELP! PLEASE! HELP HIM!!!

With a mighty grunt, Will launches Alec across the room over at the three guards who were lined up at the entrance, knocking them all out when they make a collision. Afterwards, Will runs over to check on Alec & help him up while Nick just observes the situation and laughs to himself, feeling pleased with the success of his plan.

Will: Uh, sorry if I threw you too hard.. 😅

Nick: Ahh, classic~ 😁

Alec: *glaring right at Nick while he fixes his clothes* Still hate it! It's humiliating. 😡

Nick: *chuckling* Not for me it's not. 😏

More Incorrect Quotes! I've never watched the Thor movie but I know that this particular scene was a bit of a meme for a while, so... Here's this.

did you add a third person (Will) into this scene just because you thought that Nick wasn't strong enough to pick up Alec? that's almost funnier to me than the original scene lmao

[futuristichedge]

Writers are so talented. Your words are doing things to my mind, showing me ideas and connecting dots... inspiring my brain to connect MORE dots

Pure wizardry. It's scary

[axychii]

Sometimes it’s really hard to tell if I’m actually a lesbian. Because i don’t really feel anything romantically for anyone, but I feel this yearning for romance or just intimate relationships. But not intimate as in sex but just as humans, and people where we exist together in our rawest, and realest forms. Where I show you the deepest parts of me and you show me yours, but in my mind I never considered it romance. And so when people describe physical attraction and aesthetic attraction I never fully relate because yes objectively this person is gorgeous I’m their own unique way but that does not incite a reaction from me. I think I’ve always labeled myself as a lesbian because I was afraid to admit that romance was never what I truly craved when I spoke about relationships but rather the bond we form and share, the bond we nurture and tend to together in life. Like I don’t want to be your girlfriend or the girl you’re talking to, I want to be such a deep integral part of your life that words cannot begin to describe the emotions we have attached to one another, but at the same time I don’t want the stereotypical things from a romantic relationship. Genuinely what I think I crave is just really strong friendship but we get married and live together domestically, that or I’m aromantic who knows.

[chytilovian-daisy]

a friend of mine sent me an incredibly rare live of an artist i love... I can't believe I was able to see it...! at least 20 years old I think too..!

[gogodollie]

not enough people tapping into girlfailure sister imperator.

she’s 25 getting served divorce papers after being married for less than a year. she spent weeks refusing to sign the papers and insisting he was being dramatic. she didn’t get anything from the divorce. she’s moving back into her parents house and sleeping on her shitty twin sized mattress. she’s smoking pot in her parent’s basement. her parents are part of the ministry too but even they insist that sister needs a real job. she spends all day obsessing over trying to find some supposed lost heir to the bloodline and trying to change the church from the inside. she has to see her ex husband every single week at mass, not to mention having to see him around the abbey. she was lucky enough to find their lost cult leader and have a brief minute of romance but realized the next morning that he was sort of a douchebag. she judges nihil for his failed relationships but refuses to tell him about her divorce. and when she finally does tell him, she tries to avoid telling him that she wasn’t the one that filed for it.

[emometalhead]

I've been having like low level paranoia since yesterday evening, and now I just can't shake the feeling that something drastically awful has happened.

[vivid-vices]

i already sent these to basically every person i know but i think everyone deserves to see her

[seaofreverie]

Delivery day!!!!!!!

[skitarii-boi]

ill think ever so slightly about clothes and then the part of my brain that wants me to be a femboy kicks down the door and tells me to get a crop-top