#sorry I'm venting

[redfoxline]

If I hear someone asking *one more time* a question "about the excel you sent me"...I swear I'm going to appear in the newspapers.

When? Which excel? What *sheet* of this excel ?

Mind you all of the excel have *names*.

Mind you I'm in the middle of an important that needs to be extra focus and handling severals issues at the same time but of course I'm apparently available...

[a-s-levynn]

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[thechaoticfanartist]

Having my level of hearing loss is so exhausting sometimes.

No. I'm not completely deaf.

Yes. I can hear you.

No. I can't hear you that well.

Yes. I can hear a movie without subtitles but if it doesn't have subtitles I will explode.

Yes. I am able to hear without my hearing aids.

No. I can't hear like a hearing person.

No. I'm not entirely deaf.

No. I'm not half deaf.

Yes. I have hearing loss.

No. My hearing loss is not what you think it is.

[teaboot]

Things my family deals with due to Autism/ADHD:

Having a hard time starting tasks like cleaning and cooking

Being late, because time doesn't exist

Being super early, because we're scared of being late

Eating disorders, because time doesn't exist and eating is a constant chore or a fun distraction, not an instinctive thing, and also dishes can't get dirty if you don't use them so buying take-out makes sense

Sleep deprivation

Fatiguecaused by poor diet and lack of sleep

Every cascading illness caused by stress, lack of nutrients, and sleep, all of which lower your immune system

Overworking, because we can't do dishes like normal people so we might as well feel useful somewhere

Not eating or sleeping, because we're focused on working

Sick again, because we didn't eat or sleep

Guilty because we're sick and can't work and work is the only thing we DO anymore so now we're depressed and overeat to feel better, or don't eat at all cause we feel bad, and can't sleep because how can we sleep when there's so much that needs to get don't that we aren't doing

Leading to more fatigue

Leading to more guilt

Leading to more depression

Leading to more stress

Leading to more work

Leading yo less rest

Leading to more fatigue

Guilt

Stress

Fatigue

Guilt

Stress

Fatigue

people make fun of people with ADHD for saying that everything is a symptom of ADHD. and that's fair. it's annoying. but please understand. having ADHD is an endless conga line of realizations that some shit you thought had nothing to do with your ADHD is actually a symptom of ADHD. so eventually you're just like "probably that too, yeah, fuck it" whenever basically anything happens

[saddevilsworld]

i’m fighting a war within my head that i don’t want to fight anymore it’s so exhausting and no one understands

[howlsnteeth]

24/05/2020

[eradicatetehnormal]

MAN FUCK AMBER

[rotting-bitch]

Guilt follows me like a stray dog

[chatlote]

Not a moment of rest.

[stuuupidthingsss]

I fight so hard not to kill myself right now I swear

[saduboiss]

I’m okay.

it’s getting bad again

[whokilledsev]

it's such a lonely existence wanting love but being so abused and traumatized that it feels like a fucking death sentence

[boopicide]

i don't wanna die, i just wanna never have existed in the first place.

[s3rrrpentine]

someday i'll get it

[destroyedbitxh]

I just want to stop suffering

[saddevilsworld]

suic1de has been heavy on my heart lately