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sorry if this is tmi but have u ever gotten hyperpigmentation?? im just asking cuz personally i have it above my lip and it looks like a moustache and ive been trying to get rid of it for like a year now 😭 do u have any tips on how to hide it or how to make it disappear (if u had any, sorry again if its a weird question) also ur so stunning, ur skin looks so glowy 💕
yes! I have lots of hyperpigmentation esp on my body bc of my chronic illness and it’s not tmi dw :3 honestly.. I actually haven’t managed to get rid of a lot when I used like products I think skin care is a scam.. I used to have crazy hyperpigmentation + cystic acne but it kind of left on its own but um I just use full coverage foundation that I think I got from mac years ago.. and I think the best thing to do is colour corrector whichever shades end up working for u !! concealer too near lips makes everything look quite cakey I think.. there is a lot of supposed hyperpigmentation fixes but half of the time they just r skin whitening creams and scrubs and it’s like ok.. what the hell. honestly a full coverage foundation works best. like and hyperpigmentation sucks but there r also a lot of south Asian girls on tiktok who rec good stuff.. bc south Asian ppl got it like crazy
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would things have been different if stan told ford? will things be different since mabel told dipper?
#i think even if mabel didn’t tell dipper he’d eventually come around and realize it wasn’t on purpose though#i feel like they’re much better at resolving their issues than stan and ford ever were#and they’ve seen the damage and regret that comes with holding grudges like that from their grunkles#mabel and dipper are so similar to stan and ford and at the same time they’re so different#i know we only see them when they’re 12 and the stans were just as close when they were 12 BUT…#the unhealthy codependency the stans had isn’t necessarily present with mabel & dipper#neither of them will feel smothered because they have their own interests and their own friends (well… mabel does in the show)#(dipper gains enough confidence over the summer that i’m sure he’ll be capable of making friends too)#idk what i’m yapping about sorry#anyway. i can totally see them fucking up in the same ways the stans did but they have a secret weapon#(the weapon is communication skills)#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#(<- i guess…?)#(he’s mentioned at least)#gravity falls fanart#my art#rystiart#wow i made this in a notebook instead of insta stories……#…for once lmfao
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#i just remembered that other post and now im hysterical#not beating the bug boy allegations!#btw checo fucking grinning there... he was having the time of his life 😭#analysing that video post everything is so funny like george did nawt think it was serious. at all#and then max looks at him like you think im joking boy? i will kill you#and then george was like oh... proceeds to dig up dirt on maxes entire bloodline#sorry for yapping but you guys dont even know... our main comm posted some stats to facebook#idk what rule this is but at certain times when you go slower than the limit you get noted down. on paper for a penalty#but theyre always let go AND GUESS WHAT JDGDJDGHK my beautiful tactical man george is the second most noted to go slower than the limit 😭#hes so fucking funny you dont get it. i hope he keeps lying forever#anyway. i guess its over#hazel.txt#f1#3363#btw this beef is only fun when you have people who are equally entertained by both sides
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boys kissing sloppy style....IN COLOR🌈✨
i colored one of my scream'd stuilly kiss drawings from this post bc they are infecting my brain again someone save me!!!!
(pls click for better quality please and thank youuuuu)
this kiss has taken a hold on me once again (it never left) I cannot stop thinking about them
ive been coloring a lot more lately and actually liking the results guys why am I becoming a colorist hold on....
shoutout to @andromourir and @atitanbitch for helping me craft this Tumblr post in the debaser discord vc-2 chat..... which speaking of you guys wanna join sooooo bad join us please we have BOOK CLUB (we listen to atlas read fanfiction out loud) it is so fun
most importantly we have REMI so you GOTTA join now
#yap time!#I hope you guys appreciate my colorist era#im feeling pretty good a it recently#and ugh#was just thinking of the stuilly scream'd kiss again#still in disbelief that it actually happened#like WHAT#so fucking crazy#mans went in tongue first like BROOOOO#anyways#normal tag time#scream 1996#billy loomis#stu macher#scream#stuilly#scream fanart#billy x stu#stu x billy#screamd#scream'd#scream'd stuilly kiss#my art#boys kissing#sloppy style#sorry I had to#BYEEEE
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you know, i know there's some grumbling regarding how the drifter tends to have their very personal conversations in the KIM messenger rather than face to face with the Hex (talking about the Zariman Incident, talking about Duviri) and not to mention the whole animating, voicing, and playing out the scene in a development standpoint.
But. but. but.
Do you know how much easier it is to have a serious conversation about trauma when there's a screen between you and the person you're talking to? How even when you're baring your heart open to the other person, at least you can do it. How many times have you choked up, unable to speak the words that you know you can articulate but there's so many emotions just caught up in your chest and your throat and tangling up everything you say? How many times do you start to talk about your own trauma before you just break down into tears, crying and unable to talk about it?
I think the KIM messenger talks make sense for the Drifter (for mine in particular, at least) because they can talk about Duviri. We all know the Drifter downplays what happened to them, laces their words with sarcasm and laughs it off, but it still happened; the intensity of how it weighs on them is known only to them, and even though they could talk to the Operator, Ordis, or Lotus - why? Why bother? ("You're the me that got rescued from this shit. I'm the you that did not. Not sure which of us got it worse.") There's bigger things to worry about, more battles to get ready for, and honestly... who would care. The kid got their shit together, they've got a parental figure in Lotus, a caretaker in Ordis, and the Drifter...
Well. They're the Drifter for a reason.
So, the Hex are curious. They want to know. Why is the Drifter called the Drifter, what happened in Duviri, what happened on the Zariman. And the Drifter, so lonely and so sad, and so very envious of the counterpart that got to escape, to get to have a family, to get to be loved and wanted and adored - and the Drifter, so used to being forgotten and abandoned, sits down at their keyboard and says, "Well. You know the top level story."
It's easier to talk about Duviri when you know that if, at any point, you can't do it anymore, you can log off. Shut it down. A power plug on that trauma buried down so deep in your brain you tried forgetting about it - and how'd that go, kiddo? - and the other person can say, "Hey. I see this is hurting you, we don't have to talk about it."
Putting the ball in the Drifter's court. Giving them control over how they approach what happened to them. Giving them control over how much they want to share. Giving them some fucking agency and control over something in their life that is profoundly theirs. But the Hex - as the ranks goes up and the chemistry gets higher - won't let the Drifter hide in their pain, they'll push and pull and say, "Hey, I care about you. Let me help. Please, let me help. Please trust me enough to let me try to help and care for you."
So... yeah. I just think Drifter talking about their problems through the KIM messenger is pretty good and a good idea for delving into their character, because we've seen how they downplay their trauma when you talk to them face to face.
#also: I do think that the Drifter - later on the friendship/romance ranks - could talk about it face to face.#I think the Hex are so important for the Drifter and why I truly do think the Finale is the Drifter's version of the Second Dream.#This is what you're fighting for. This is a place with people where you feel like you belong. This is the place where you're YOU#You're not just the paradox. You're not just the fucked up version of the kid. You're YOU. And that's why the Hex love you.#I just truly love the KIM chats because you learn so much about the Drifter and the Hex#And you get to choose (with some limited choices between) how your Drifter truly went through Zariman#How they dealt with Duviri and the executions and the time loop and it just. It makes it more personal#in my head I dream of the voiced cutscenes with the Hex talking about Duviri but I truly do love the idea of#the KIM chat being a barrier just big enough for the Drifter to feel safe to talk about it. But not big enough to hide in it#Because the Backrooms are just above Arthur's office. You know the Hex will go drag the Drifter out if they're spiraling#OKAY HI SORRY FOR ALL THE YAPPING. I'VE GOT SO MAAAAAANY THOUGHTS#warframe#warframe drifter
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will make pretty later, but tribbie graphic/widget (there's a transparent one and one with a backing depending on what your using it for lol)
#tribbie#lowkey she's really cute omg#her colour scheme is so pretty imo#hsr#amphoreus obsession did not go away#may edit phainon after i get over how hot he is AHEM i didn't say that#might not pull for him bc the amount of time i'll spend just yapping about him might hinder me from actually playing 😔#guys if he's a kevin expy maybe i should play hi3 for kevin-#just jk lol i don't have the time management for that#piano exam countdown we're at 2 days to go discounting today since it's 10pm and friday <3#we're lowkey kinda fucked i don't think i'm ready for my exam#did i cook or did i cook myself with my piano as firewood IM JOKING SORRY LOL#okay i really need to shut up now#guys i really like amphor-
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god im terrified about the 2025 f1 year. all these seat swaps are fun but also filling me with like so much dread. like especially ferrari.
with mr 7x wdc lewis hamilton (mr brocedes lewis hamilton) desperate for his 8th win and charles leclerc.
crazy girl chalres leclerc who has been fumbled so bad by ferrari time and time again. also desperate to get his first wdc.
its going to be so toxic. so feral. absolutely disgusting. bitchy, if you must.
they're going to kill each other. ferrari will kill both of them. im filled with fear chat, filled with fear
#i love sharl so so much#i won't cope if ferrari fucks him over in new and definitely horrible ways by making him 2nd driver to lewis#like slay lewis#but#we all witnessed 2016#idk yapping cause after george and now logan im thinking thoughts#2025 aston martin wdc maybe?#i feel like aston martin will be the team with the best vibes#truly#yapping#sorry if this doesnt make sense i just need to scream into the void#charles leclerc#lewis hamilton#f1#formula 1#f1 2025
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is it fair to call people like this "hack writers" if the only way they find a relationship interesting is when it involves pedophilia, incest, cannibalism or necrophilia?
#context: this was in response to a quote about cannibalism in a romantic context#note: this is purely in a writing perspective.#i find the value in romantic cannibalism because it is a interesting metaphor in general#but maybe look at irl examples of cannibalism and you'll realize that it is WAY more complicated#(ex. families in different cultures eating parts of a dead family member to connect them together; even after death)#(or the written historical accounts of slave-owners cannibalizing their slaves & the subsequent trauma for black people related to it)#cannibalism as a metaphor should never be restrained to only romance or love#do you recognize how interesting it can be to use cannibalism as a metaphor for hate? or for literally anything else?#it can be used as a metaphor for control; power; possession; abuse or destroying someone at their very core#im sure it can be used for both simultaneously but i think its limiting to perceive it as 100% romantic#also it limits the discussions of real life cannibalism; both modern and historical#+ is it really impossible to think of a “forbidden relationship” without these 4 subjects?#but the persons' bio starts w/ them being into winc3st (the one who wrote that) so i dont think they give a shit#(sorry for the fuck-ton of tags. it always bothered me as someone who does writing analysis sometimes & get fixated on culture and history)#[just me yapping]#ok to rb#proships dni#tw pedophila mention#tw incest mention#tw necrophillia#racism tw#tw cannibalism#<- these definitely apply here#[discourse talk]
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am i brainrotted or does this look so adorable like idk the rosy cheeks and everything ghey all look so cute do i need to be in an asylum 😭 that feeling when u wanna beat smthing up from the cuteness yhats what i wanna do
#us presidents#jfk#ronald reagan#george h.w. bush#us history#the kennedys#jack kennedy#potus#john f kennedy#history#presidents#be honest#the little cigars and their big ass heads icsnt do rhis anymore 😭😭😭 tthey look so cute#talking abt the actual zine itself tho i love just any piece of media that dives into his political veliefs tbh i think its so neat#im not educated enough (yet) to like agree whether or not he wldve been a conservative nowadays but like i think its like common sense to#-say yeah#bc if you brought any mainstream liberal us politician from then youd find they were actually pretty centrist#and fuck centrists dude#right wingers in a trenchcoat#too afraid to say they are#two steps away from being cryptofacistss#sorry just yapping atp
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adhd comix
#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired#like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability#and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors#i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working#isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol#if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you#need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid#im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher#to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll#go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms#AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis#theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were#comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run#and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make#a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need#to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh#yapping#vent
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I love you character with three fans at most.
I always hyperfix characters that nobody gives two flying shits about.
#my son <3#I don’t think it’s hard to tell that he’s my favorite💀#it’s sad that many people who also like him are fucking pro shippers or tc3st#like bro😭😭😭#i’m not counting them#The three people that I’m talking about are normal people#I am just yapping. Sorry#tmnt mondo gecko#mondo gecko#tmnt#anti tcest#tcest dni#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012
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I don‘t wanna live my life actually I just want to draw. Wdym I have to do anything else but that? My body, my mind, my soul, it‘s there as a vessel for my art. Don‘t make me go work please :( I wanna be a free spirit aka sit in my bed 16 hours and draw then fall asleep then repeat. Like I‘m not even kidding. I dont wanna be a part of this economy.
#yapping#fuck capitalism#doesn‘t even work in theory#maybe if the earth was an endless minecraft sandbox game it‘d work#for the economy#not the people#exploitation of labor#sorry I‘m just pissed off I have to do math#I hope marx gets resurracted#as a human#the guy would be pretty useless as like an ant or smth#oh btw my nr 1 nemesis are people that defend capitalism with locke‘s human nature theory#do you hear yourself#the logical consequence to humans being selfish and destructive is not the enable them#through power and money#and to reinforce that hierarchal structure you think we are born with#okay I‘m gonna continue with math now :(
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ok i think im done i think ive finally done it. i have completed the awakening ship chart with the second gen. except for nah sorry nah. yes i do love rarepair hell thanks for asking im never leaving
#ann plays awakening#i know that lucisev is not a rarepair but thats the ONLY second gen ship i got here that isnt#so shut it#u might be able to make that argument for gerolau as well but i think anything with laurent is rare bc no one talks about him#and i think gerome has a much more popular ship. that we all know and i will not tag#not that i dislike that one but i just like them with other ppl more#speaking of shout out inigo and cynthia for being the only heterosexuals here (WRONG bi4bi)(both on the aro spectrum)#they will be the only ones here to get a written ending and it doesnt even matter bc inigo fucks off to nohr and makes it untrue#oh well. au where that doesnt happen#i spent a lot of time deliberating on brady and a long time ago i rly liked brady/fmorgan but if im using frobin thats not an option#tho shes here in spirit#idk why it never occured to me to try out the male version of her. bradymorg if it was yaoi#tho im actually a little on the fence about this one. but then my top two choices for brady are just morgan and morgan#so it doesnt throw anyone else off i just need to pick which robin#absolutely nothing has changed in the first gen since the last time i posted this im still rocking with all of them#dont think any of them will change#i allllllmost paired noire with yarne#and that could change but idk. i think owainyarne is just too funny i think about them a lot#though if i could make them poly i would cuz owain/noire is also very cute#kjelle is a lesbian and would not fit into that tho. sorry. this is my gf noire and her stupid boyfriends i dont like#anyways i’ll probably shake some of these up when i go back to the awakening trio retainer au but for my main file yeeah i like these :3#sorry i just like to yap about my kids pay me no mind please
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saying "if aroace people can date, then can lesbians date men?" is absolutely aphobic narrative btw!
#sorry just have to say this lol#so tired of people generalizing all aroace people as romance averse#its absolutely erasure of the rest of the spectrum#the top tweet isnt so bad depending on who theyre talking about#if a character ACTUALLY is canonically romance/sex aversed then yea its weird to erase that#but if they're canonically AROACE and you go 'erm that character cannot date or have sex🤓☝️' ur being aphobic as fuck#the 'shown no attraction to anyone' part kind of throws me off there#i hate when people say 'well this character didnt have feelings for anyone in the one year time span of the show so theyre romance aversed-#and nobody can ship them or else i'll harass u and subtweet u!1!!'#like. a characters life may not involve sex or romance at all fucking times. that does not make them aroace.#ur headcanon- even if you think its based on a logical conclusion- is not reality#sometimes yall just be making shit tf up#complaining about 'fanon' as if ur not the one pretending ur hc is real and treating everyone else like theyre the bad ones#but if that tweet is just saying that IN ADDITION to theyre canon identity then yea. thats valid.#their* </3#obviously the reply is fucking disgusting#i couldnt reply directly cuz my twitter is priv#people will say this kind of shit to ME- AN AROACE PERSON#u preach about aro/ace erasure but when an actual aroace walks in you tell them their way of being aroace is wrong#not everyone is the fucking same.#non-partnering aroaces deserve more rep but telling partnering aroaces that their way of being aroace is wrong is genuinely horrific#like actually fuck u#aromantic#asexual#aroace#arospec#meowing (yapping)
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i'm probably a system but i have a job so idrc about that rn
#spent a bit of time reflecting on my shitty past and i realized that a set of behaviors i had as a kid#line up really really fucking well with did symptoms#i used to talk a lot to myself as a kid but it felt like an. actual conversation between myself? instead of just#talking to nothing and imagining a response#no dude i actually felt two sides of my brains spin their gears different ways to form different points of view and ideas#I CAN STILL DO THAT.#another thing that makes me think that was how whenever i went into fight or flight i always. acted a certain way.#i always didn't care about being punished or grounded. however the main me was like. really fucking scared and i'm still traumatized by it#it's some real weird shit i'm telling y'all#and dating a system kind of made me realize all of this as well#shoutout to my girlfriend she's so cool dawg#but anyways- i always felt a strange kinship and immediate understanding to did systems .#like . i heard that people usually have a hard time grasping the concept but to me#“oh hey! other people have that split mind thing i got but to the extreme! that's pretty neat!”#anyways sorry for the yap sesh but something else i wanna say is#dude holy FUCK how did you fuck up parenting that bad that you accidentally get a second son- daughter.#if i ever write an autobiography my parents are hearing so much shit from me istg#i love them but also. WOW. WWOOOOWWWWW#anyways rant on the tags over uhhh goon bye gang ! 😁😁😁😁
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slowly I'm recovering the beauty of discovery
(creature by half•alive)
(textless + timelapse below cut)
#yellowart#subnautica#i feel like the timelapse is kinda long but also this did take a long time to make#anyways. let me yap about the meanings of all the panels <3#'i am creation' -> the ocean being the source of life and where shit evolved from also a good way to sort of 'set the scene' for subnautica#'both haunted' -> GHOST leviathan; in the BONE fields#'and holy' -> this one was a bit trickier. debated about using the emperor but i knew i wanted to use her elsewhere#also debated hoverfish because its cute and well liked so i thought that would be funny for 'and holy'#also something something jesus walking on water also makes it fitting. in the end though i decided on a peeper with the enzyme trail#and i *tried* to make it loop over its head like a halo but idk how well that imagery came through. still mentioned it in the alt text tho.#'made in glory' -> was REALLY torn about this one. on the one hand i wanted to have like a picture of the code because something something#divine machine and it being made out of code making it inherently holy or something; but i wasnt sure if that would be too#'immersion breaking' since most of the stuff in this is like in game stuff i wasnt sure if acknowledging that it was a game would be#too much. my other idea was to draw a couple of creature eggs like a stalker egg and a spadefish egg or something; but in the end i just#went with the one that i personally thought was cooler so if you think it does feel out of place uhhhh sorry i guess lmao.#also yes that is code from the game. idk shit about programming i just think code shit is cool so i poked though a modding tutorial til i#found what it is they use to look at that shit and started poking around. its pretty cool tbh. anyways the specific part i chose for the#drawing was something under the peepers; i think its the bit that tells the enzyme peepers to do the enzyme stuff like the trail obviously#but also some other stuff. not 100% sure though like i said idk shit about this sort of thing but everything in there seems pretty well#labeled its kinda impressive. and very helpful for navigating even if you dont know shit lol.#anyways. 'even the depths of the night cannot blind me' -> blood kelp trench is i think one of the darkest biomes in the game#possibly THE darkest so i thought it would be fitting. probably my least favorite panel though i dont think i did a very good job#representing the area or representing the bloodvines :/#'when you guide me' -> sea emperor but more specifically her messages to the player telling you to 'come here'#'creature only' -> not sure how well i can articulate this but basically the idea of humans beig animals with animal needs to eat and drink#and the idea of being a part of the ecosystem. modern life tends to make us forget that sort of thing but id imagine for ryley being on the#planet would violently remind him of this with things trying to eat him while he has to try to eat things as well. being part of the food#web. 'creature only' because he is only a creature not non-essential systems maintenance chief; but a creature living in an environment and#trying to survive. or something like that. does that make any fucking sense to anyone besides me? whatever.#anyways yapping over 👍
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