#sorry I love torturing him :(
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Hii have some sniperscout angst I drew as a gift for my friend lenny
#i've been sick from food or gas poisoning on the valentine's day so I couldn't draw anything today sorry. have some old art#i love when sniper pushes people away from him. and scout torture of course#team fortress 2#team fortress 2 fanart#tf2#tf2 fanart#tf2 scout#tf2 sniper#speeding bullet#sniperscout
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‼️I think a great message Taylor put in ttpd is that she’s mad at the fans…and good for her. Many fans still don’t see her as human, as a real person, just some toy they can manipulate to entertain them and fit their narrative. Many fans think their entitled to her personal life too: the letter for her to stop dating matty (yes I think Matty sucks but that was just weird af), speculation on who each song is about, the extreme discourse after her and joe broke up, the gaylor shit, even the talk about her and Travis. Taylor is finally saying it is weird to talk about REAL PEOPLE like that, like they’re tv show characters or your little toys. None of us are entitled to Taylor’s personal life and it is extremely odd to believe you should have a say in it. As Taylor says, NO the fans cannot come to the wedding, because we’re JUST FANS. Even now, some swifties need to see Taylor doesn’t know you, she’s not your best friend, not your sister. She makes music for us. She’s not trying to be a little circus for you to direct.
anyways, taylor is a real human, not a puppet. her personal life is hers, not your circus. and taylor doesn’t know you. she appreciates the fans for giving her her career, for listening to the music, but she has never met you; she. is. not. your. friend.‼️
#sorry for the rant…but…yeah#taylorswift#ttpd#taylor swift#taylornation#the tortured poets department#but daddy i love him#swifties#t swift#taylor nation#taylorstans#taylor swift eras#taylor swift ttpd#ts ttpd#so long london#icdiwabh#tortured poets department#taylor swift analysis#lyrics#fortnight#ttpd era#the anthology#ts11#txt#txt post
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Guys, GUYS.
You don't understand— so so like Horror's world went to shit because the core broke down and they couldn't make monster food or electricity on a great enough scale anymore, yeah?
I just think Horror would have the worst kind of mental break down if the power ever went out in the castle. I think he would be completely inconsolable. I think he would be shaking and distant and so so afraid until the lights came back on. I think if the lights so much as flicker, he's paranoid for the whole day.
The outages in the castle normally only happen for 20-30 minutes, some lasting a day at most in the winter... But I think Horror would be so so afraid that the lights will never come back again, that their food will go bad, that they'll turn on each-other... That... Oh. The lights are back on. They're safe.
#i'm crying#im so sorry i had to#i love torturing him#horror sans#horrortale#horrortale sans#dreamtale nightmare sans#nightmare's gang#nightmares gang#utmv#undertale au#ut au#ut aus#undertale sans#sans undertale#bad sans gang
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Sucker for pain
That's for all the writers who look at jiang cheng and decide to put him through other unimaginable woes. <3 As if his life wasn't rough enough lol.
#Like. Most of wwx fic I have read were like:' everyone should be sorry for wwx and acknowledge his grief to the point of being ooc'#'We just want people to love and protect awu innocent xianxian'#And then there are jc fics where authors are like: ohhhhhhh. The stages of grief are five???? Good. jc is going to expiriece 12 stages#of grief!!!!#You blink and the jc is put through non-con. calamities. deaths. tortures. trauma. rough times. in particular wwx-related-rough-time#authors are like: 'he didn't suffer enough: we'll make him experience every pain and woes known to humankind'#And at the end of the fic jc is almost always like: 'time to get up from this puddle of my own blood and see how jl is doing'#It's wild tbh. I've few theories why this happens lmao#If it wasn't clear: keep it up you all!#*mgifs#*stp#jiang cheng
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Hihiii, I have a request! I hope thats alright? I just finish your Zhongli x Adeptus!reader migraine, and I fell inlove with it! its kinda like me in someway, I used to be huge simp for Zhongli, well until the Fotaine update, somehow I didnt simp like I used to for Zhongli, my attention quickly shift to Neuvillette!(I guess I have a thing for dragons-) anyways sorry for rambling!
My request would be like the same idea as the Migraine Zhongli x Adeptus!reader? change childe for Neuvillette, I heard Neuvillette is going to be in the lantern rite! that would a perfect place! sorry sorry if I didnt make sense, english isnt my first language.
you meet him again, the one who had shattered your heart. | zhongli
ANGST, no pronouns used, cocky neuvi, guizhong x morax, ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP
a/n: IDKWHY THIS TOOK ME SO LONG LMAOAXOAO slow writer here!! (bc i want it to b perfect smh..)
not proofread !!
no. really— no.
you didn’t expect he would be here, well, which was pretty stupid. of course he’d be there. he lives in liyue after all. it’s plain common sense.
but it seems as if you were just clinging to lost hope, a hope that says you dont wanna see him there, interact with him, anything else just not him in it.
morax, the god of contract. the god you once loved, but never loved you the same way as you did. it was obvious who he had in his mind and heart, it was guizhong. i mean— who wouldnt, really?
guizhong was pretty, smart, courteous, firm, everything morax wanted in a person. it was hard to hate her, it was more easy liking her.
yet, why was it so hard for you? why was it so hard to like guizhong?
everyone else did, so why didn’t you? is it because of how envious you were of her, is it because you were jealous that she had morax wrapped around her little finger, is it because you wished to be her?
you didn’t know. how would you? when you solely focused on morax. you didn’t have time for yourself. you didn’t realize you were hurting, you were in agony.
no one noticed, not even you, not even morax. why would he notice? when all his attention was all guizhong’s.
maybe that’s why you were a bit overjoyed, when you had heard she had been killed. well, you heard from a rumor.
you had left them, for good. to be put simply, you left morax. you bid your farewells to xiao, as he was the only accomplice you have enjoyed their company with. no one else.
i guess you could say you enjoyed morax’s company, well, not so much. guizhong was always with you both. there was never a chance you two were alone.
it’s rude of you to be happy at the news of her “dead”. it’s offensive and disrespectful to the god of dust. but, you really didn’t care. was it of envy? you don’t know.
it was the first lantern rite you have attended again, after so many years of avoiding liyue and residing in somewhere far away, which was fontaine. it was great, meeting many people and friends that were generous and kind enough to talk to you.
so seeing him again in present time, both your eyes locked with eachother, gazing at one another, it feels as if time had stopped.
you both were together once more, reunited by fate, was it to attempt to reconcile your differences?
it was always him and you. side by side, fighting with other mobs, gods, and other things.
but did he, for once, fight for your heart?
he did. but not for you, for guizhong. he fought alongside her when you weren’t there, were you just a second option? maybe you were. maybe you are.
neuvilette says you aren’t. he, word for word, promised that he wouldn’t be like your first love. so let him be the love that you need, let him be the one that you cherish, and you did.
so going to lantern rite with him, it was his wish when both of you had gotten together. you couldn’t say no to a pretty face.
i guess for neuvilette, meeting another dragon would be unpleasant. yes, it might sound possessive, but if you look on it at the good side (his side), it may not be so wrong.
especially because that dragon was once your first love. your first ever greatest. so he had all the reasons to get jealous!
zhongli looks devastated as he sees/smells another dragon scent on you, your aura illuminating a blue and white one. it wasn’t yellow and orange anymore. was morax replaced?
who is he to ask? someone who had left you, replaced and almost forgotten about you. so why bother asking if you still love him?
neuvilette wraps an arm around your waist from behind, your aura brightens as morax could only narrow his eyes. he wishes he was the cause of your aura changing and glistening. him and neuvilette had maintained eye contact, as if arguing firmly in their minds.
only they could see scents after all.
so, as cocky as neuvilette can be, he kissed you on the cheek as zhongli’s eyes wrinkled in envy.
“let’s go somewhere else.” neuvilette whispered, and you nodded.
and zhongli saw that faint little smirk on neuvilette’s lips when he saw his reaction. it’s making him pissed. why is he acting like this anyway? it’s because he only realized now that he loves you. not guizhong.
zhongli feels this inkling pain deep in his heart, it’s wrong. it hurts him so much, he feels so sorry for treating you the way you don’t deserve to be treated.
but it’s too late.
only in his dreams, you are his. but i guess he just woke up from his everlasting dream.
and he feels as if he won’t be getting that marvelous dream once more.
made by @seaadc and @seaadc only!
#genshin impact#seaadc#sea writes!#sea completes!#requests open#genshin imagines#genshin x reader#genshin x you#genshin x y/n#genshin fanfic#zhongli has my heartxx#zhongli is my whole angst definition#sorry 4 torturing him yall but its jsut how i love him fr#zhongli x you#zhongli x y/n#zhongli x reader#genshin zhongli x you#genshin zhongli x reader#genshin zhongli x y/n#genshin impact x reader#genshin neuvilette#neuvilette#neuvilette x reader#neuvilette x you#neuvilette x y/n#genshin angst
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never not thinking about the buckies in flight school like what do you mean buck help me tie my shoes buck help me fly this plane. john was probably sooo insufferable i would kill to see them becoming friends and falling in love.
#john following him around like the dog coded pining yearning mess he is pleaseeee#GROWN ASS MAN asking for help to tie his shoes#definitely nothing to do with wanting gale to touch you right john. right?#THE FACT THAT THEY WERE ROOMMATES TOO AUGHHHHHH i can't do this#sorry i'm just a sucker for friends to lovers at heart#love the psychosexual mindgames and torturing each other emotionally as much as the next guy#but sometimes i want . tenderness#por que no los dos#clegan#mota
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i keep thinkin about the dream message sent to me by @the-galactic-catt and like
didn't mabel and dipper literally have a cat?
what if bill possessed their cat????
they brought the cat with them to gravity falls and bill possessed it just to fuck with the pines family - he would scratch all the furniture, attack the family members, etc. I think that would be funny.
Oh, and the cat's original name should be Caesar. Like the cipher. I think it would be an ironic coincidence.
#also imagine them bring the cat to gravity falls and ford LOVES cats and always wanted one#but then it turns out to be bill so he has to physically restrain himself from petting the cat (which he always does if he sees a cat)#and it's literal torture like he really wants to pick up caesar and cuddle with him but bill is in there#bill doesn't have to do anything to torture ford while he's a cat he just needs to exist in a body of a cat#but then ford realises that bill hates when someone pets him so he uses it to his advantage and does it all the time#to shut him up and also just to pet a cat#i'm sorry i just woke up and had a thought#(some details were come up with by leemon)#gravity falls#bill cipher#(oh and bill would NOT get along with the cat from that dream)
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👁️👄👁️
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#mabaki#my art#gw2#i love you guys but he hates you and we torture him together because that's what this doll was made for lMAO sorry mbk#shoutout to the two#you know the two you two know who I’m talking about#B))))))))
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“You ran away just to become even worse?”
(Referenced from Madoka Magica Rebellion)
#phighting!#phighting#phighting roblox#medkit phighting#phighting medkit#phighting art#medkit fanart#medkit angst#referenced from madoka magica#sorry i love medkit#but i need to torture him#its an unavoidable event
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by the way, what the fuck is up with DS9 ep The Begotten? The one with the changeling baby and Dr. Mora. Because, to me, it felt like the intended 'moral' of the episode was, "actually you should forgive your abusers if they're your parental figure because actually they just wanted what was best for you and therefore shouldn't be held responsible for Literally Torturing You when you were too young to know anything. And besides, how can you not forgive them when they're so sad about you being no-contact with them? Can't you see that they love you?? Aren't you being cruel for refusing to forgive them for their mistakes?"
Also, this all happened when our first introduction to Dr. Mora involved Odo literally dissociating and becoming violent because he was caused So Much Distress by the presence of the man who tortured him (which they also handled pretty poorly, imo). And then they want you to forgive him, and Odo to forgive him?
Excuse me??? That's fucked up??? I'm not crazy for reading it that way, am I?? Other people see this too??
Like, Mora abused Odo. Full stop. It wasn't even corporal punishment - which, may I remind you, unequivocally does not help kids, there have been STUDIES - it was. fuckin. tossing Odo into a Pain Machine in order to make him angry enough to leave or lash out. When Odo was too young and gooey to know or understand why he was in pain, just that he was. And then used him as entertainment for the Cardassian soldiers.
This is Not forgiveness territory. In no way does it make sense for Odo to forgive that man, and if he does, it should be framed as a horror story. It is a horror story.
They seem to paint the episode as some sort of feel-good flick?? The conclusion appears to be a ✧compromise✧ between Odo's and Mora's respective parenting philosophies, where Mora is like, 'I see, being Nice to children does help them, when used alongside Physical Pain', and Odo is like, 'I now forgive you for causing me Physical Pain when I was naught but goo because I, too, am causing pain to this. literal infant goo child. and I find it satisfying, or something. because abuse is fun i guess when it causes the goo to react'.
So, you're telling me that the resolution to this abusive parental relationship. Is by illustrating for us the cycle of abuse. And this is a good thing? Is that what I'm getting here?
What the fuck? No, really, what the FUCK. My first watch I spent the whole episode literally gritting my teeth I was so mad. There is not a single character who engenders more violent rage in me than Dr. Mora, entirely because of how DS9 handled that episode. Like holy hell. What the fuck.
#star trek: my favorite show with some of the Worst Fucking Episodes on the planet.#sometimes it does so great and sometimes it does. that.#like who thought this was a good idea. what happened. there's no way in hell i'm the only one who interprets it like this.#also nitpicky but I am not convinced that sisko would actually be That Uncaring about a baby. I know the baby is goo#but sisko is a baby guy. he loves babies. no way he's going to say 'yeah starfleet says you need results so please torture the child'#he'd be like 'omg! a baby! please take all the time you need and love and cherish it and we'll just wait for your data'#and then he'd tell starfleet to get bent#y'know?#also to be clear: i do know mora was under pressure from the cardassians. odo still doesn't owe him forgiveness#especially because if i remember right Mora never really Apologized. he was like 'i'm sorry you feel hurt'#and never 'i'm sorry. i hurt you.' there's a difference there. he never really acts as though he did anything wrong#star trek#star trek ds9#star trek deep space nine#deep space nine#ds9#odo#star trek odo#ds9 odo#dr. mora#the begotten#tw: abuse#tw: child abuse
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Ok ok so we know that Miguel’s trackin your bio readings from your watch and has already figured out the sudden influx of you hormones
He’s used to seeing the rise in your oxytocin levels whenever you’re staying the night with your new bf
However what he did NOT expect to see, one day, was the presence of hCG hormones in your blood. He stared at his monitor, gobsmacked.
THAT was when he knew, he lost you for good. (That’s if you decided to keep the baby)
#★— post yap clarity#˖ ݁𖥔.☁︎.𖥔 ݁ ˖ I’m loving you from a distance#sorry I love torturing him :(#miguel o'hara#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel o’hara x reader#spiderman 2099#spiderman 2099 x reader#miguel o’hara imagine#miguel o’hara spiderman 2099#miguel o’hara fanfiction#miguel o’hara x y/n#spiderman 2099 spiderverse#spider man 2099#spiderman 2099 x you#miguel spiderman
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this is what you asked for heavy is the crown
#ffxiv screenshots#ffxiv screenies#ffxiv gpose#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#ffxiv oc#ffxiv viera#im sorry im obsessed so you ALL have to deal with it#i just!!!! love him!!!!!! so much!!!!!!#im here to TORTURE my OC's#// the souls in a sea of shards; my ocs
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every so often i think about how crowley was dragged down to hell in punishment after the laudanum incident and the next time aziraphale saw him in st james’ park, he had a walking cane and seemed visibly stiff and in pain
#ppl talk about this all the time but it just Hurts me#just. yeah#the fact he has been tortured by hell and it just goes unsaid#baby love i’m so sorry#i need to cuddle him#crowley#good omens#david tennant#goodomens#aziraphale#michael sheen#ineffable husbands
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wip. ive banned myself from working on this further until ive got my draft done for my essay so. have this as an incentive for me to want to finish it </3
#i LOVE taller femme shorter masc pairings im ngl. anyone who shrinks angel is a COWARD. i will be exaggerating it to cancel that out. ofc.#huskerdust#i hate drawing wings so much husk u put me thru so much torture.#tried to give him a big bushy tail too but it didn't look right with the wings. smh :/#sorry for all the wips btw <3 i love sketching less so finishing stuff lol. also uni :(
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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when gracie abrams said "every page that i wrote, you were on it" and all i could think of was the fact that your name has twenty letters in it, when you smile i can see your canines, and love never felt like love before i met you.
#kay'smidnightramblings#creative writing#gracie abrams#the secret of us#good riddance#taylor swift#the eras taylor swift#the tortured poets department#evermore#folklore#midnights#i love you im sorry#i miss you im sorry#felt good about you#normal things#i knew it i know you#close to you#us.#blowing smoke#let it happen#tough love#good luck charlie#gave you i gave you i#risk#spilled ink#dead poets society#just thinking#prose#i love him#poetry
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