#sorry!!!! i am so mad i am so angry but i think thats done

[romanticfistfightz]

sorry for reblogging from you but your post was earlier on my dash BUT I AM NOT DONE!!!!!! I AM GOING TO RIP HER APART!!!!!!! i went and said that maybe we shoul tell grandma to test herself to which she said "i dont wanna worry her ill tell her when she gets a stuffed nose:)" I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then when i said yeah but you visited her a bunch and drove a car with her her partner said "it didnt have to be that it couldve been when she was here at the beginning when i was sick" AND I FUCKING . I WISH I WAS LYING. "YEAH BUT THE SYMPTOMS WERENT LIKE OURS SO THE HOSPITAL WAS PROBABLY UNRELATED BUT EVEN IF SHE CAUGHT IT THEN SHE JUST WENT THROUGH IT AT THE HOSPITAL AND IS FINE" like bro!!!!! what !!!!! and i was like. trying to stay calm bc i dont want to get angrier and argue and just went "yeah but with her health it would be better to know before she starts getting sick" but she said "nah well just tell her once she starts complainign abt stuffed nose i was staying away and the window to the car was opena and the ride was 10 minutes actually. by the way completely unrelated fun fact she heard from a nurse that a couple of women were sick with covid three rooms over when she was at the hospital:)" I AM GOING TO KILL AND MAIM AND JESUS FUCKING CHRIST NOTHING GOING ON UP THERE HUH

I CANT WITH THIS FUCKING WOMAN ONLY YESTERDAY I REALIZED IT COULD BE COVID CUZ MY SYMPTOMS WERENT COVID-Y SO I ONLY TESTED TODAY. AND MY GENIUS MOTHER WAS LIKE "oh yeah when we came back to work after vacation in my partners department there were like 5 people with covid and in mine like 2" SISTER YOUR PARTNER WAS SICK FIRST HE BORUGHT IT HERE FROM Y O U R WORK AND YOU DIDNT CONNECT THE DOTS???? NO????? NO NEURONS ACTIVATING?????? THAT SUDDENLY YOUR PARTNER WHICH IS N E V E R SICK IS SICK AND DYING FOR 4 DAYS???? AND WE ALL FEEL LIKE SHIT FOR A WHILE??????? BRO??????

[holly-here]

Im here to make a request my friend 😌

Idk if you do angst or not but ill request anyway, if you dont write angst then thats fine! You can ignore this!

So, how about a little thing where fem reader is dating Hyunjin but she spends so much time with Felix that Jinnie starts to think that she's cheating on him. He confronts Felix and they get into a fight....

(But then later he finds out that they're cousins or siblings or something and gets super embarrassed)

Take your time and feel free to ignore!!<3

Ooooooo I'll try! But be aware that this is my first time writing on Tumblr so this might not be as good as other stories :) (and I need feedback pls)

Angry

Hyunjin x f!reader x fam member!Felix

CW: cuss words, angst-ish, established relationship, kissing (lmk if I missed smth)

Summary: You started to spend much time with Felix, your cousin and childhood best friend, which made your boyfriend Hyunjin think you're cheating on him.

Two months.

Two months of "and then Felix said..." "Felix and I..." "Look, me and Felix..." And it was really getting to Hyunjin. Who was that Felix you were always talking about - more so, how was he connected to you? You never mentioned having an Aussie friend or Family from Australia, so he must be... No, you wouldn't do that. You wouldn't cheat on him. Right?

Upon arriving home, he finds you're alone, lying on the couch and rewatching some kid's movies. "Hey love" he greets, bending over the headrest of the couch and giving you a peck on the head. "Hey babe" you say back, simultaneously struggling to get out of the burrito you turned yourself into with the blanket to greet him properly. Having successfully gotten the blanket off you, you go to hug him. He did hug back, but it felt like it's forced. "Please don't hug me." He spoke, and it confused you. Had you done something wrong? Was there something bothering him? "Is... Is something wrong?" You ask, backing off.

For a moment, he contemplates if he should tell you. Thinking of the right words to express what exactly he means, because sometimes you guys got into stupid arguments over misunderstandings and he wanted you to get his point, he told:

"I think so, yes. You spent so much time with that Felix dude and I feel like you forgot me! Like, I'm your boyfriend, you're supposed to spend your time with me and not some other dude! And I tried to be patient with you but It really pisses me off! It's been two months! Eight weeks! And in those weeks I had you to myself like 3 hours each day, sleeping excluded! I fucking miss you and you're just out and about with some stupid hookup you failed to hide!"

With each word, he turned more and more angry. I mean, could he be blamed? He kept it all to himself, all the frustration about rarely ever seeing you, the frustration and jealousy of you always talking about that other boy, the sadness that you seemingly forgot about you guys relationship.

You were surprised by his mad attack. Had you really failed to tell him that Felix was someone you grew up with? Oh right, you hadn't even told him you'd lived in Australia.

"Listen, Hyunjin I can expl-"

"NO! You're just some damn whore! Am I not enough??" And with that, he stormed off.

When he came back, first thing he did was apologize. "I'm sorry my love, I really just thought Felix was a fling you had or something.." "It's okay Jinnie, I get it. Just let me explain next time, yeah?" He hummed in response and looked at you with puppy eyes, which meant he wanted hugs and/or kisses, and you were happy to give him both. "Now, let's get those cupcakes and their frosting going, shall we?"

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Taglist: @mythicmochi @tr-mha-fan @pretty-blkgirl

[the-s1lly-corner]

Sending this because I think Tumblr might’ve eaten it, but did you ever receive a request for the TADC crew with a small, but EXTREMELY feisty S/O? Tumblr has a bad habit of eating my asks when I’m on anon I’ve found. 😭

TADC crew w/ a short and feisty reader!

hello hello anon! im so so so sorry for not seeing this sooner :( i truly did not mean to take so long to answer this! rechecking through my inbox, i dont see the original request :( but ill be answering it here so not to worry! getting silly by hopping onto my laptop/computer since its in the dining room rn and this way i can keep an eye on my macarons (literally not baking them, drying them out before i do and i wanna make sure no one touches them)

CAINE:

honestly in the most blunt way possible i think he might actually be into it. he always liked him someone who has a little bite in them (and by always he means like, when he first met you because its highly likely youre his first partner)

if you get all riled up trying to defend him he might comically tug on the collar of his shirt, of which steam will stream out of... doesnt have much of a preference for height, but with you being on the shorter side it makes carrying you around a little less awkward!

POMNI:

absolutely taken aback when you just let it rip one day and you go off on someone (most likely jax lets all be real here for a minute), just stands there appalled before you eventually calm yourself down and turn your attention to her

not to yell at her, she hasnt done anything wrong

honestly... nervous anxious ball x angry defender is probably another trope of mine that i think about every so often, but honestly i love it so so much. thats literally just the embodiment of you and pomni's dynamic

not much to say here unfortunately </3 just that you tend to defend her when things get ugly and you dont tend to stop until the issue is resolved

RAGATHA:

honestly maybe im biased for ragatha because ive grown on her since ive opened requests, but i think that she would be the queen of getting you to chill out when something has you all riled up! is so so kind and doesnt make fun of your height, i mean its not like you or anyone can change it. very good at not making you feel less than for being shorter than nearly everyone else

holds

if you get angry on her behalf and attempt to defend her she would be so so touched, but really most things probably roll right off her back, so she just takes you and walks you away from the scene

JAX:

honestly he thinks its a little funny that you get so worked up over things! probably calls you an ankle biter as a joke, which might make you a little mad. definitely picks you up by the scruff or the back of your shirt or whatever! really any equivalent of that works! jax has an entire arsenal of nicknames for you, all based on your height and energy. he loves seeing the way your face scrunches up a little in disdain when he calls you one of those names. all in good fun, for the most part, but he might let up if its something that makes you genuinely upset...

KINGER:

okokokokok so we dont know anything about queenie (i think, i must admit i dont keep up with gooseworx at all and am only relying off of the pilot) but i hc her to also be more on the feisty side

is this relevant? really it depends, because i think kinger would be comforted by the familiarity of your attitude, but also this could be a gateway for angst because it makes him think and dwell on the loss of queenie.... up to you!

subconsciously kneels down to your height to talk to you; he doesnt mean to be rude! it just sort of happens! thinks your fierceness is endearing in its own silly way!

ZOOBLE:

probably thinks that you can get a little overwhelming sometimes. i mean yeah sure its nice to have someone in your corner whos ready to help you out but zooble seems to be the type to not seek that help out; and in fact i can easily see them getting annoyed by someone constantly speaking for them. so you guys are going to need to communicate and work on this together lest there be a build of resentment

remember guys resentment is a real thing and it can ruin so much !! communicate!!!

that aside, i dont think they would comment much on your height, they really could not give less of a flying fuck

GANGLE:

torn between having her be intimidated by you or having her also find it endearing (and perhaps even attractive? shy person liking the one who always speaks their mind, you know?) while im not writing these to be explicitly romantic, i dont quite totally comfy with the idea of intimidation in a relationship.. though this can be applied to platonic relationships too... hmm... mayhaps a mix of it all? not quite sure! probably goes to you for tips to be more bold, love the idea of someone teaching gangle to grow a backbone

similar to zooble, no comments on your height!

[shyfairies]

Hello, can I have a matchup please? :3 Romantic please! A guy please!

When it comes to my type, I go for villians most of the time, they are more interesting for me than heroes. I like total opposites of me! I like dangerous characters hehe

My biggest love language is words of affirmation, I would say "I love you" and stuff like that very often. The second one is probably physical touch I am Leo and ExFJ!

About my appearance: -Around 156 cm height -Chubby -brown eyes -chin length hair with bangs -round glasses

I am pretty social, however I prefer to spend time alone! I care about others a lot… To an unhealthy amount honestly but I'm working on it! I care too much about what others feel and think and it's tiring, I just want to be selfish sometimes and care about myself even if it sounds mean. I am most of the time unserious and I love to joke around, serious situations are stressful so I prefer to be joyful, but I do like talking about serious topics (sometimes) I apologize A LOT, I apologize so much that it might too annoying but I always feel a sense of guilt inside of me. I'm also VERY sensitive and worry about everything. Ah and I'm pretty dumb and I am not trying to insult myself I am just silly hehe and I'm okay with that.

I am very sensitive and its easy to make me cry! Someone can be mad at me a bit and I would about to cry already. Cute things makes me also want to cry… Overall like I said I am very sensitive. I feel guilty about everything 24/7 even if I shouldn't feel guilty thats why I apologize so much. I also have anger issues and its very easy to make me angry.

I love horror and scary things! It excites me a lot

Thank you so much and I hope thats not too much info!

i match you with...♡

☆risotto nero☆

first thought was how cute the height difference would be

i definitely think he would love how small you are compared to him

risotto is pretty down to business most the time but you can tell he really cares about his team

it's the same for you but of course he cares about you most!

you'd unlock a different side in him, lowkey i could see him calling you pet names like "my lover" or "dear" without realizing it and then he'd get embarrassed when he does lol

when he's not busy you guys would often have long talks about anything and everything

he's a GREAT listener omg he could listen to you talk for hours

there's definitely no lying to this man, he will see through any facade you put on

he just wants to help you

sometimes when he's had a hard day he might lose his temper and snap at you

he'd immediately realize what he did when he sees your face and instantly feel so terrible

when you apologize to him it crushes his heart because he knows it's not your fault he's mad

not huge on physical touch but he loves to hold you, especially when you're upset

when it comes to bed time i don't think he'd initiate cuddles but if you end up snuggling up to him there is NO WAY that man is pushing you away

when you guys first get together he'd kind of have to get used to saying i love you alot

but with time there will never be a time you say "i love you" and he doesn't say it back

when you guys are out in public you definitely will get him out of his comfort zone but he likes it

he just loves seeing you happy

however he will immediately notice when your social battery is drained and he'll take you somewhere else

"y/n and i have places to be so we'll be going now"

you might be a little worried about what they think but he'll reassure you that it's okay to take time for yourself

lowkey thinks it's cute when you get mad???

will pummel whatever made you mad tho

like if anyone touches you they're done

tends to make insensitive jokes and doesn't realize they're insensitive until he sees the look on your face and the wave of guilt will just wash over him

you might have to give him a lil slap

"sorry amore"

doesn't really care for movies but will watch them with you if you ask

i could see you guys doing matching halloween costumes and him being like "this is so stupid" and you're standing there with a big smile on your face

he just loves you and will do anything to keep you safe and happy❤️(even if he has a hard time showing it)

p.s. OKAY that was my first time writing for risotto so i really hope it's okay😭 i haven't watched part 5 in quite a bit so if it's inaccurate you have my sincerest apologies❤️

[donniesbabygirl28]

can you please write a dallas winston x reader angst? thank you!

Of course darling <3 Also I didn't know what pronouns you wanted so I just put my default pronouns (Fem) I hope thats okay! <3

It was another fight between you and Dallas. This time if was over something stupid.

"God y/n. I don't get how you can say that I'm selfish, I tried to help!" He said, slamming his hand down on your bed.

You rolled your eyes in response.

"Really? because it sure as hell didn't seem like it when you were talkin with Tim. And I tried to tell you but you just brushed me off like I was a bug."

It was at the Nightly Double and you ran to Dally.

"Dally! A soc broke my hair clip and the necklace you gave me!" You said, grabbing his arm with fear in your eyes, looking around to make sure they didn't follow you.

"Not now y/n, I'm talking to Tim." He said, lightly pushing you away, not even looking at you.

He looked at you, his face lightly red from how angry he was.

"Jesus, all this for a stupid hair clip and a necklace I stole?" He said, getting close to you.

You throw the items at your bedroom door in anger.

"Dally, I don't give a fuck about those! I'm mad because you were being a bitch and pushed me away when I needed you. They aren't stupid, Dal. They mean something to me because YOU gave them to me. But I guess they don't mean shit anymore." You snapped.

"Just get out, Dally." You whispered, not looking at him. Just like he did you.

"Y/n we can talk about it-"

You pushed him.

"I said get out!" You opened the door, showing him the way out. Even though he knew.

"Alright I'll leave. I'll come and see you tomorrow, yeah?" He said with hope in his voice.

You didn't't say anything and and waited, before seeing his figure walk out of your room.

You slammed your door and took a shower and went to sleep.

"Johnny I think I fucked up, man." He said, looking at his close buddy.

Johnny looked at him, confused.

"What happened?"

Dally didn't say anything right away, trying to not get emotional.

"I guess I did something I shouldn't have- well actually it was something I should've done..but I didn't."

Johnny looked at him, taking a hit from his cig.

"We were watchin a move and.. some soc decided to mess with er' or somethin and broke the hair clip and necklace that I gave er'. And I just pushed her away when she needed me."

"Did you apologize?" He asked, passing him the cig.

He paused for a minute.

"No..no I didn't't." He said, taking a puff and handing it back to him.

"But I am tomorrow. I just hope she ain't too mad at me."

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It wasn't even 7 in the morning when you heard a loud knock of your front door.

You groaned, getting up and headed downstairs, wanting to get back in bed as soon as possible.

You opened your front door.

"I will have the tag alongs and chocolate chip, 20 dollars take it or leave it, kid." You said rubbing your eyes.

Dallas smiled at you being sleepy, it was very cute in his opinion.

"Hey, man. Do I look like I girl scout to ya?" He said, hands in his pockets as he laughed.

"No. You look like a jackass." You said, your arms crossed and leaned against your door frame.

He smiled, not really knowing what to do.

"Well if you're just gonna stan here, I'm taking my ass back to bed." You said, shutting your front door, before it being pushed back open.

"No no. Please let me talk." He said frantically.

You hummed in response, letting him know you were listening.

"Um." He said, taking a necklace out of his jacket pocket, putting it on you.

"I-....I'm sorry. And I love you so much." He said, hugging you tightly.

You smiled, chuckling lightly.

"I love you too, Dally. Get in here. The next time you act like that, i'll kick your ass." You playfully threatened.

"Yes ma'am." He kissed your lips, shutting the front door.

[coastxlwaters]

*cough* hullo i hope this isnt a strange or rude thing to say- but as like. a person from the side of sams who likes to ship things, i very much love and appreciate how kind you are!!! some people who dont like to ship things (which is 1000% okay btw, we all have our preferences) are. very big on harassment (and so are some people who *do* ship things, to be fair), but you are just. a nice person!!! ive seen you advocate to leave shippers alone and to not harass them, and that you should just block people you dont agree w instead of pestering them. and i thank you for that a whole lot, sincerely!!!

okay thats it buh bye

-bird

You just made my day, its not weird! I love to get these kinds of things, and yes im against harassing others for their own preferences. I do not like to make my blog about this stuff, and i do follow many shippers! Their art is super cool, and i just avoid the shipping parts they make. I mean, im not a romantic shipper (other than solruin) but i do have a QPR ship of dark sun/solstice x eclipse. I have lost many, many followers and mutuals from that and i dont want other people to have that feeling of dread or sadness when they watch their follower count go down or be blocked by sm they would once call their friend. It really does hurt even if you understand the reason why.

I do draw the line of shipping when it comes to minor x adult though, so i am not some amazing person who has the ability to forgive everything. I appreciate that i have had several asks like this that have made it seem like that, but i am not that great of a person.

I also think there are some that do not ship that go and harass others that dont ship under the disguise of being sm who does ship so it throws more hatred to the ones who do ship and enjoy that. I think that as i have seen it happen many times IRL and in other fandoms. Its a way to make the other side look bad, it usually works.

Im not saying that shippers do not harass, as i have seen some that do, but i am saying both sides are in the fault here.

Im adding this here:

Do. Not. Hate. The. Show. For. Disliking. Some. Ships.

They are real people who also have boundaries and preferences, we understand that yall ship the characters and not the VAs (i mean, some have done that and you really shouldnt do that) but think of it like this.

You and your sibling/close friend (just sm who you dont feel romantic attraction to) make ocs, you post them online. Then people start shipping them. You would get uncomfortable, right? Since a part of your brain is thinking: “but me and my (non romantic partner) dont like eachother like that, but now yall are making this stuff and making us uncomfortable.“

Ofc i feel as if the VA’s could have handled some things better, but we are all human and make mistakes. Just dont bring them into this. So tag your stuff correctly, do not harass, and enjoy the stuff that you enjoy and ignore the stuff you dont. Thats what you call basic human decency, you can be mad at them all you want in your head as long as you dont say it.

Sorry for the long rant, but i cant reblog stuff like this due to being blocked by people who do say stuff like this so i wanted to get this out and on my blog. And i swear to god do not go annoy or harass the people who do say this stuff and saying “why did u block this person!“ they have their reasons for blocking me and others and we should respect them. I have seen people who do this and i dont like it. So dont go harass another person for blocking sm you may think is nice. For all you know i could be a bitch and asshole irl and they know me irl and thats why they blocked me.

Dont harass or get angry at sm until you can see it from their point of view. Since you dont know what they are seeing that you are not.

(but this ask did make my day! Im literally so happy rn cause i try to practice what i preach but smt i feel like i fail or do the wrong thing that makes me look like a hypocrite!!)

[definitelynotnia]

sorry i have to rant or i will cry i hate when im so angry that the anger comes out as tears

tw: random guy being a general asshole abt lgbtq and trans ppl so if you dont wanna deal with that today, cz ik there's already enough hate literally everywhere online, then please save yourself from this burden and move along, i hope u have a nice day bcz if i cant then someone should

i just spent my whole afternoon arguing with this guy- it was such a waste of my time i haven't slept properly last night and i wanted to take a nap but my nap time is GONE i hate this i told him im done with this conversation and that i dont give a shit about him enough to want to educate him on things and have him change his opinion i TOLD HIM IM DONE i told him that he can keep his opinion shoved up his ass and as long as he doesn't bully people i dont give a shit i was READY TO GO TAKE MY NAP but nooo this bitch is like "just say you've run out of valid points" like BITCH NO.

i can't have valid points to counter you with because all the points ur giving me are utter bullshit like how the fuck am i supposed to reply to "ppl assigned male at birth wearing skirts and make up is worse than war" like WHAT???? DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF??? ARE YOU INSANE? what the fuck am i supposed to respond to that with? except that trans people aren't hurting anyone and war is, and he's like "at least war can be contained, these people are spoiling the mentality of the youth" like YOU ARE THE SPOILED YOUTH not the other way around, im like listen if you were really pressed about children and how trans inclusivity impacts children then you would have at least read more about that but if your first point is only "they're doing surgery on children" then clearly you have not even done as much as a simple google search so we both know that you just heard that in some random reel and went with it and you dont give two shits about the supposed 'children being made to undergo surgery', which they're not, and all you actually care about is looking cool and edgy by hating on the lgbtq community because thats whats in trend right now in india. he's like these people are too privileged why cant they just shut up and enjoy life they are rich like first of all rich people can have problems too??? also being able to afford therapy and gender affirming care does not equal to rich thats like saying if someone in ur family has any chronic illness ur automatically rich like ??? also poor people are trans too? and im so sick of these ppl thinking being trans is just an american thing or a first world problem like brother no? you are literally living in india trans people are mentioned in the FUCKING SCRIPTURES are u KIDDING ME? being trans is not a new sudden occurence its been there for longer than you have. like literally after 2 hours of conversation the only points he could think of to hate on lgbtq for no reason is

they are rich and privileged so they shouldnt have problems

if they have a problem with their gender they should keep it to themself and not fight it (??????)

they are running from their problems (they are literally solving the problem thats the part which everyone is mad abt its when trans people try to solve the problem by being okay with expressing themselves freely and to counter i said that even alcoholics are running from their problems ive never seen any of u andrew tate cocksuckers ever make a "joke" bullying alcoholics he's like thats different like literally all his "points" are him just saying whatever and then if u try to explain it with logic he'll be like no but thats ok bcz i said so and this is wrong bcz i said so like fuck you dude)

they shouldnt have rallies and stuff because there's more important things like war that the government should focus on (he was the one who said "war is a beacon of peace there cannot be peace without war" when i had first mentioned that its ironic that out of all the bad things happening in the world rn LIKE war the biggest thing he's worried about is a "man" wearing a skirt but ok sure now all of a sudden war is a big boo boo and we should all be focusing on that, so basically when he wants to hate on ppl war is irrelevant but when a marginalised group wants to fight for their rights that time war is the most important point and no one elses suffering is valid bcz there is war)

it is spoiling today's youth (im not even gonna talk about this because i do not see how people living their lives and just existing is considered "spoiled" and "corrupt" but people regularly hating on, bullying and degrading a whole ass community just because they are uneducated swines lacking critical thinking skills and a spine that saw some 'famous' youtuber or influencer or wtv or maybe a reel with 'dark humor' dissing on lgbtq and pronouns and 'blue haired girls' and now they thing they're oh so cool and edgy and dIfFeReNt and "not like those woke snowflakes" just cz they degrade and bully a whole community of people every chance they get)

im so done im SO DONE with this bullshit its EVERYWHERE its a trend now to be hateful and mean and an asshole to anyone who isnt "normal" according to heteronormative standards. i understand not having an opinion, to some extent ok i get it you're young you don't need to be involved in this yet but no, they want to have an opinion but they will do no research they physically shudder at the thought of reading a book and god forbid they actually google up a trustworthy article to confirm some of the bullshit they believe they will do none of this but they will scream and shout about how lgbtq is the problem and magically that is the only "social issue" they care about and they care soo vehemently apparently that they have to post about it and make dArK jOkEs about it and use slurs and degrade them every chance they get because THEY are harmful yes sure you who are actively spreading hate are the angelic saviours of society and a community of people JUST EXISTING are the ones that are harmful, right.

[fictionkinfessions]

(hey if this is too aggressive and it’s against the rules i understand, and sorry about sending it if so, i know chara hate and angry rants are allowed, but idk if this crosses the line or not, im sorry if it does)

tw: child abuse

god i get so fucking mad when i think about Bro. dont even wanna call him that stupid shit. my fuckin father, i guess, strictly biologically speaking, or that dipshit who raised me (with a generous-ass definition of “raised”). why adopt me if you didnt fucking want me? actually dont answer, i deadass could not give a single fuck if i even cared enough to try. my “training” didnt really do shit for anyone. i mean i couldnt save the earth. maybe that was impossible, but also maybe you were a dumbfuck shit for brains who did a terrible job at the one thing you cared so much about that you dedicated your life to it. yeah, i am being a little shit, but does that mean im wrong? not necessarily. i know you know somethin about saying shit thats true but being a total ass about it.

so great fucking job makin me into the strong emotionless hero, no, really, bang-up fucking job on that one, man! i only had ptsd and got scared by loud noises all the time, yknow, cause of the goddamned ptsd. are you proud of yourself? is this what you wanted? well its what you achieved regardless. this is your doing, man, this your grand accomplishment, your legacy: a stuttering mess of a motherfucker who hates fighting and violence and jumps when someone slams a door. great job dude!!!!!

i hope your blood boils when you think about me hugging my boyfriend and telling my sister that i love her. i do love her, and i love john, i love jade, i love terezi, i love kanaya, i love karkat, and i love the mayor. i LOVE my friends and i fucking mean that. all those years of trying to beat the emotion out of me were for nothing, you absolute moron.

i sure hope im a disappointment to you. this isnt cope, its just that i disagree so deeply with all of your beliefs that if i didnt let you down, then i must have done something wrong.

i mean, i guess i really hope that youre a changed person. im never talking to you either way, but itd be for the best if you were. i dont really think ive gotta get into defending why im not, if youre a good person now then you should get it. and if you haven’t changed, then i straight up could not care less what you think

-dave strider

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[cherry-casino]

bringing this back because i saw somebody else make an amazing post similar to this that i agree with sm brah if u see this u rock. ok but im BACK and im going to try to REWORD THIS because. heh. I Can.

SO! once again this is not to say i am defending wooly because it is plausible that he could potentially be evil/on hamelns side blah blah blah and i am not biased towards either wooly nor amanda (i kinda cant be. theyre in My Head. and that would be rude to the 2 koolest headmates ever) but its simply to show my point of view on things!

ok. like i mentioned in the phirst post, i dont think that we have enough SOLID EVIDENCE on who wooly is outside of the tapes to really get a pheel of if he could be the bad guy or not and im sorry but if you believe that hes an abuser towards her as well or an enabler or that he SUPPORTS THOSE ACTIONS i must call absolute BULLSHIT.

phrom the looks of it, both wooly and amanda have been harmed by hameln. theyve both been through some bad shit (clearly) and thats affected how they act and the type of people they are.

amanda is more outward with the way she expresses herself. yelling, screaming, using phorce. when she doesnt get what she wants, she wont stop until she does. when shes upset or angry, her phirst thought is to get violent about it instead of properly sorting it out. she takes things head on, head phirst. she doesnt understand things. shes a CHILD.

wooly, on the other hand, hes more quiet. timid. he'll speak out against you if youre making him uncomfortable, but phor the most part he keeps his mouth shut about it if you strike back. he prefers to steer himself away phrom everything that he thinks would cause him harm. hes more careful. if he thinks something could be dangerous, he doesnt want anything to do with it. hell, sometimes i wonder if hes trying to get AMANDA out of it too. he only really gets mad if you take it too phar and push him too much.

but WHY do they act like this. WHY do they show their pheelings in these ways. and why towards EACHOTHER. because, like i said in the phirst post, they use what theyve observed and how those who treated them badly acted towards them, and then they took that and use those same methods to express their pheelings towards EACHOTHER and sometimes riley. because theyre all eachother have. because theyre both scared little kids tha have been locked away and they DONT KNOW ANY BETTER. in my eyes, theyre both completely valid in the way they act. they both have their reasons. does this mean i condone murder and bullying! No. but i understand WHY theyre doing it and if i put myself in their shoes i think i wouldve done the same exact thing, hands down. so yeah. neither of them are the abuser, and neither are in the wrong. theyre both victims. and theyre both all eachother seem to have inside those tapes. think about it

look ata phandom. i think theres a LOT to unpack with wooly. but id like us to think. is wooly really, trulyyyy the bad guy?

now im not saying he hasnt done shitty stuff. the when you feel bad tape? he was such an ass to amanda. i get that. but do we remember how much amandas done to him? i am in no way saying either of them are the bad guy here because theyre both clearly victims, but we dont even know as much about wooly as we do amanda.

we know (or atleast its pretty obvious) that amanda is rebecca. amanda is a child. we know shes gone through some terrible stuff and she deserved NONE of it. but what do we know about wooly?

is wooly also a child, just as scared of hameln and afraid and resentful as she is? is wooly sam, whos desperately trying to keep his daughter in line so she isnt hurt any more than she already is? is he a hameln worker whos just trying to do his damn job so he isnt their next little toy?

my point is, we have no clue who or what wooly is nor his motives. i dont think we should be so quick so villainize wooly phor being rude to amanda sometimes when shes actively harmed him. it goes both. ways. im not defending him, and im not defending her. theyve both done bad things and by the looks of it theyve both been through even worse. what if instead of saying one is the victim and the other is the abuser, we say theyre BOTH victims who are using what theyve observed to express their pheelings in harmful ways, often directed towards eachother? idk man

[angelicgaming1007]

Scroll past this if you want

Just a personal thing sorry for so much personal stuff. We'll be back to our regular scheduled simping soon I promise

Friendships.. I have had 8 different groups since 2024 started have fights in them. And I wanna talk about that. Let me be clear. I wont choose a side. I'll never choose a side. Unless A. its you vs a stranger B. its you vs one of YOUR friends and you dont mind me getting involved C. Its you vs one of my friends, you're the long time friend, and they were seriously in the wrong (harassment, bullying, doxxing, etc) These are the situations ill take a side and side with you. Anything else I will not. Let me explain. Ill use random names I pull out my a** Lets say Joe and Bob are my friends. Joe has been my friend for 2 & 1/2 years Bob for 6 months. They are friends with eachother. I love Joe dearly they are like a sibling to me. Lets say I introduce Becky to them. Becky is a newish friend known her a month. You following so far? Becky and Bob get into a big fight. heres the issue: I take becky's side: Bob goes off to Joe and talks to him. Joe might end up upset with me and I lost Bob and Joe as friends or get backlash from both of them I take Bob's side: I hurt becky and lose her as a friend and get backlash. I stay neutral because Becky walks away from that fight just having pissed two people off. Shes fine, she doesn't know bob and joe, they know nothing really about her. But me? I'm left behind with the consequences. I'm the one who has to deal with the sh*t show and aftermath and can't move on. I'm the one who will be hurt by it.

and lets say Joe is also mutual friends with Robin, Rachel and Steve. Now thats 3 more friends I have to worry about losing because I chose Becky over bob. Thats 5 people I'd lose out of my life in an instant. I have to constantly play a balancing act and think carefully of my every action and word in these situations. Because I don't want to hurt or lose anyone. Taking beckys side could upend my life. This is why if you get angry I wont take your side or try to make me take your side. I'll always side against you or end our friendship. It doesn't matter HOW long I've known you. I will end it in an instant if you try to force my hand. Because you don't get how hard it is to play this balancing act between 48 different friends for 10 years. Along with many others who are now gone bc it got toxic and I had to do what I had to do.

What WILL I do in these situations: I will be neutral in public and try to calm things down I will then check on both parties privately and try to get to the bottom of WHY the fight happened then try to talk to them to get them to understand the others perspective so they will atleast be CIVIL. You dont have to be friends with my friends, heck you dont even have to like them. All I'm asking is try to keep your attitude in check with them in public. If you can't then walk away. its fine I won't be mad. Being in my group chats, my servers, my shared blogs is NOT a requirement for friendship and I never want anyone to feel pressured.

None of this means I approve or am allowing what any side has done. I do not approve it, and im not "allowing" it. Im not anyones mother or keeper. What happens between you is between you. The most I can do is try to keep it civil and peaceful for EVERYONES sake. because the thing is its not just you in the servers. Its not just you on the blogs, its not just you in the group chats and I have a lot of people to keep in mind. I'm working with what I have and doing the best I can. If Thats not good enough for you then I'm not the friend for you and you can leave at any time. I'm not trying to hurt or alienate anyone but I need you to understand the position you are putting me in everytime you verbally throw fists impulsively if you try to get me involved. This is why I highly appreciate friends like one certain friend who I will not name. because she let me stay neutral, she praised me for how I handled it despite her being one of the parties in the fight. She didn't shame me or try to force my hand nor did she direct her anger at me because she knew I wasn't the party at fault and that I was doing whatever I possibly could at the time. She has my full respect for that. And to the friends on here that have gotten in fights. Please note i do not blame you or the other party in the matter. In all the cases I have seen its been someone misunderstanding you.

[pinkadork]

Tw; abuse, breakup rant, emotions:

I love you even if you're right in hating me. I fucked off hard. Either never being "there" in the day to day or worse being there, and being mad from jumping to conclusions all the time. My sarcasm would end up more spiteful than i cared to correct and even got mad when called out on. Alot of situations i never feel like i "snap" wheyer thats true or not. This has just been me. Everyday either intoxicated, aggravated, or devastated. When it did get physical because im yelling my head off and now I've made you unsafe, instead of realizing or seeing that i caused it, i just end up responding like you ARE trying to kill me. I'm not thinking about how much bigger i am, or againnthe fact that this is another situation i brought on myself and by association you, its like all i can think about is you not hitting me. Then i used to feel like me not hitting you back was me being the right even when what I'd do instead end up worse(who'd of thought trying to restrain a person in panic wouldn't go well/s).

It never mattered where we started to me because if how it ended and after awhile i felt the same way post breakup. I didn't wanna lose any and all ties i had to you. So whenever we would talk for especially how we talked it felt like we were working it out, maybe it skewed how i thought you felt about how things played out and not just that day but the entirety of your 3 years here. I did think we could've made it, still do to the smallest inkling but like, and im sorry if im just still an ass atp, you used to irritate my soul to the point it'd feel intentional. It felt like after a certain point you got off on it, just to shame me when it crossed into a point of unsexy jealousy. Some things we argued about felt like you wanted to argue for the sake of justifying leaving. Wheter true or not there were and technically more recently have been times where you're clearly mad at me and either wont say anything snd just be passive aggressive or you empty the clip like you were holding back every bad feeling youve ever had about me back and then make it my fault you did that. By the end of our relationship you told everyone you got out of an abusive relationship and lowkey paraded around like a DV survivor. I showed my ass mentally and then surprise surprise, i had to get medicated on more than weed and get in therapy because yeah i am big reason my relationship ended even if i dont agree with the reasons said. Yeah i tried sfter getting in therapy to shoot my shot and it didnt work. Just because im stuck in my lovey dovey shit didnt mean you had to for shit. Im so over the story that i just kept begging for you to come back when even when i was in my most "i miss you bb and think we should work it out" the thought of living with you again so soon makes my skin crawl and much rather have did visits and vc and also i felt i needed to figure more personal shit out to not be ass mad all the time or present that thats what i was.

I was fine loving you from afar while i worked on myself and did whatever needed to be done and could be done to make everything not like it was but not fucking dog shit.

After the last time we talked, i ended just mad at myself for being mad at you then. I could feel how much i thought you thought you were "slick" or "really thought you was cute with that one" like i understand youre angry and how you feel even if again i know we dont and probably wont ever agree on that shit. I understood it. So when youre out here clearly trying to hurt me because you're hurt and tired of me atp why was that even a concern of mine?

The real reason i dont try firing back isnt because i truly beilieve that yes im an abuser and just satan himself, but really because theres no denying theres been too many times i acted and reacted without much thought or consideration and i feel thats worse. Abusers go out there way to do whatever but whatever the fuck i am can just like happen. I still think im abusive.

Its hard not too at this point. At base level im a hothead that yells alot, i overreact to minor grievances, and max i kick holes in walls and sit on my partner.

I could explain that again but like would the explanation make the outcome different?

I dont know what this was whatever

Im sorry

[lifewiththelulus]

Hazel in an attempt to fix what she did goes all out,wearing her pin and sweatband from vapor and everything from her parents to show him and everyone thats shes proud and she loves these things made for her. He scoffs as a knee jerk reaction until it hits him and her all at once how big a target she just made herself as other kids start to notice

What if all the jerks in her class plan on setting a trap or something for her?

She didnt tell anyone she was doing it to surprise him. Her friends almost definitely would have stopped her or at least been there to help but plume got the fire flu and Mimi stayed home with them to take care of him. Kindlin is on the other side of the school completely unaware leaving Vapor the only witness

What if they plan on dumping water on her, not knowing she could immediately disappear when her body comes in contact with water. Vapor pushes her out of the way but takes a lot of damage.

Fear grips his heart and any remnant of anger is forgotten in that moment. If she was fully submerged..well he couldnt bring himself to think it. His mind was racing in what if,unaware his body was moving without him and all he could remember next was hitting the ground, students gasping, and shock in his sisters eyes.

Hazel could vaguely register someone calling for a teacher, but the image seared into her mind was her little brother half gone. A thousand thoughts swarmed her but the biggest was why. Why would they do this? Why would he do this when he obviously hated her? After moments of being unable to move on either side, a fire teacher came through boiling the water enough to put him back in one piece and taking him to the nurse. The students who'd pulled this prank,well some looked apologetic,clearly not realizing what they could have done.

While Vapor is being checked out of the nurse's office he hears Hazel crying outside of it. So he go's out to show he's ok but it doesn't stop her tears.

He sits against the wall waiting for their parents to arrive."hey there Hazey" she sniffles and turns up slightly at the use of her childhood nickname. They sit in the floor in silence for what feels like ages the only sound being Hazels barely muffled crying. He's trying to find the right words. Is he still mad? It all feels like small potatoes when he could have lost her. Can he even pretend to cold when her heart is so clearly breaking?

Vapor: "The nurse told me though guys who did this are on cafeteria cleaning duty for the rest of the year, So I doubt they'll try to pull anything anytime soon."

He tried to show her a small smile, but her head was still covered by her arms. Hazel: Why? Vapor: Huh? Hazel: Why did you push me out of the way? Vapor: …Why are you even asking that?

"don't you hate me now?" It feels wrong coming out of her mouth and he immediately wants to say of course not like it's obvious. But if course she would think that he's been brushing her off for weeks and argh he feels like such a dunk. "Do you remember when we were little? Some of the kids thought it would be funny to try to blow me away or break my stuff. And who was the one who stupidly ran out and started puffing up her chest to scare em off huh?" She chuffed slightly "it didn't work, they just beat me up too, ashka and ashfa just stopped bringing us to that park". He let a smug grin rise as her own face brightened. "Ok ok maybe so but my point is, you did that without a second thought because that's who you are. And today I think I realized that's who I am because of you".

A few seconds of silence floated by before Vapor spoke again. Vapor: And… You know I never hated you right? A little annoyed and unreasonably angry, but never hated. …And I’m sorry I held a grudge for so long that you thought I did. Hazel’s mouth hung open and fresh tears started to run down her cheeks. Vapor: How about we agree to stop being stupid and not let what other people say or do keep us from being cool with each other?

Unable to form a coherent sentence she nodded vigorously practically melting into the floor from crying. She buried herself in his hoodie, something she'd promise not to do anymore after his attitude change. He was sure people were watching but he could scarcely bring himself to care for once. "I'm so sorry vapor, they never should have meant more to me than you, I'm the one who's supposed to look out for you but I let you down. I'm sorry"

On instinct, he felt a bit awkward when she buried herself in his hoodie, but immediately relaxed and hugged her. "Me too, it really shouldn't have taken a life-or-death situation for me to realize that too." His phone buzzed. Ember and Wade were waiting for them outside.

"ready to face the music?" "Ha if the bucket didn't do it, ashfa tears definitely will". They chuckled but stopped just outside the doors. "I haven't seen you laugh in a long time… Well I don't think I've seen you do much of anything in a long time. I missed you". "I've been here the whole time dummy" he said with a watery laugh, knowing exactly how she felt

“Yeah yeah, missed you too… Hazey.”

[abysmaldaemon]

I..

I dont know why..im so angry, about what happened. It's my fault, really. This isn't..

I'm to blame. I, fucked up. Again. I think im angry at myself, and I take it out on others.

Heh, hahaha, I fucking THOUGHT I WAS DOING SO MUCH BETTER THAN WHEN I WAS ALONE FOR 5 YEARS. EACH FUCKING DAY WAS MISERY, EVERY SECOND OF EVERY AGONZING DAY I WANTED TO DIE.

Then you come into my fucking life and show me what REAL LOVE IS..hah, how..

How could I not fuck that up?

A damned soul, who blew out the blessing thats lit upon him. How.. how?! HOW?! HOW?! I THOUGHT I WAS DOING SO MUCH BETTER, AND YET I STILL HURT THE ONES I CARE ABOUT!!

I THOUGHT I LEARNED SO MUCH THROUGH THE PAIN, THE LONELINESS, THE HEARTBREAK!! I..

I did love you and care about you. To be honest I always knew I did in my own fucked up way. But I did, even if, it's not the way you wanted or what normal people would perceive love as. I worried about you, i wanted you to be happy, and still do. You still haunt my dreams, my thoughts. I wanted, so much for you, but when I was around you, I was nothing but selfish. These feelings of affection, love, and just basic fucking physcial contact like a hug, I was deprived of for so long. I mean what the fuck did I ever even do for you, seriously? I say I wanted all these things for you, and I DID BUT I DID NOTHING BUT TAKE. I thought..

I thought I was a better person. Why do I direct this anger at the people who don't deserve it when it's myself I'm angry with.

When it's my fault. Clearly, the 5 years of hating myself, hurting myself, wasn't enough. I told myself, every fucking GOD DAMN DAY I would never love anyone again for so fucking long. And you come and break down these walls I spent SO LONG BUILDING AROUND MYSELF..like it was fucking nothing.. I spent so long alone, in pain, suffering cause I didn't want to hurt anyone else and I fucking caved at the first person who actually treated me like I was..special hah. Like I wasn't a fucking piece of shit I knew I was and still am. I got so addicted to the affection you gave me, I slowly fell in love with each and every part of you. Flaws and all, I didn't care.

I, I, im so fucking sorry. It's my fault. It always my fucking fault. You deserve so much fucking better than me, I KNEW you did and I was STILL SO FUCKING SELFISH.

I haven't learned, a fucking thing. I fucking.....I fucking don't want to be alone again. I, I, I dont man. It's hard, it's so fucking god damn hard I can't I can't I can't I can't!!! I don't even know who the fuck I'm crying out for or why, it's my fucking fault, ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT AND I DONT FUCKING LEARN.

What is wrong with me...how, HOW CAN I BE SO FUCKING GOD DAMN STUPID BRO..

It's fucking insane..im fucking insane.

I can't do this anymore, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I CANT. I CAN NO LONGER HIDE THIS PAIN, THIS FUCKING MISERY, AND AGONY THAT EATS AT ME EACH AND EVERY FUCKING DAY!! IM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF, IM SO FUCKING MAD, AND ITS ALL MY FUCKING FAULT..

Man, im so fucking selfish..im so fucking dumb. I hate myself...I hate myself so much I don't want to fall back into this hole, I dont, I dont, I dont, I dont, I dont..

I'm so sorry to not just you, but everyone...

I have done nothing but caused you and the past ones I've loved pain...and I never learned anything from it..

I can honestly say I'm ready, im so fucking ready to die. I do nothing for no one, I do nothing but cause pain. I've done nothing to help anyone. I haven't grown at all since highschool. I'm fucking useless. I told myself I was worthless than dirt for so long and that hasn't changed. Not one bit. I'm not sure when, and I'm not sure how. But hopefully soon, one day I will break. I already have such a hard time keeping the pain bottled up. I will break, and I will end my life. That is how I will go out. But until then, I will suffer. In this life for as long as I can and the many after it, for the pain I've caused to the ones I loved.

I will carve this into my soul. I will say this every second of every day until I pass.

"I will never love anyone, ever again. I will not get close to anyone. I will be alone, I will suffer alone, and I will die alone. Not for me, but for others. For the ones I've loved, the ones I hurt. I am undeserving of love.

I will kill myself. I will die and rot alone."

[thingstotellthem]

My mom is abusive

And I feel ungrateful because she's always done so much for me

She protected me from my father (he's abusive too) and took a bit of his abuse

He abused her too

She didn't have the happiest childhood and didn't know (still in denial) that her parents abused her

Thing is she's pretty abusive herself

TW

Threatened to kill herself, slit her throat (jokingly apparently), has told me I don't deserve a choice or an opinion

And has been threatening to kick me out of the house for ages.

I don't have a room, it's her room.

Im not allowed to behave certain ways because it's her house and since im nearly 18 she'll then be able to legally kick me out.

Im scared

And I feel ungrateful

Because she's done a lot for me but I get angry at her and judge her and yell at her

And I don't know.

I feel ungrateful and guilty.

And this isn't the whole story, I haven't been a perfect child, I've been mean in some cases.

But I feel ungrateful and I hate it.

Am I ungrateful?

My mom works to feed me and keep a roof over my head and she's the only breadwinner since she's divorced.

I cant have certain foods so we have to buy different food and she often complains about how expensive I am.

I can tell from a third person point of view this can sounds horrid of her

But I feel so ungrateful

Because whenever we talk I talk about how much I hate her and then we get into disagreements and then arguments

And it's all we do

And im scared and I slept with a knife again yesterday because she scared me and i feel ungrateful

Im sorry to push this on you, because im stranger, you don't know me totally and maybe this whole story is a lie or maybe since it's only my pov it might be wrong

But from a third person point of view, am I ungrateful? Do I need to thank my mother more? I don't like her but im grateful she does things for me. Even though they're the bare minimum should I thank her? If I thank her she'll complain and jokingly insult me and then I'll get mad and it all gets worse. She calls me hypersensitive too. Am I hypersensitive? Maybe. Some reactions I have are extreme because otherwise she doesn't understand. It still annoys me.

Im confused and scared and it's annoying me since I have two weeks with her due to Christmas.

i dont think youre ungrateful, i dont think youre hypersensitive, i dont think youre guilty at all. you said it yourself- feeding you and providing you with shelter is the bare minimum thats required of a parent, and it sounds like she barely provides you with those without significant emotional abuse. i understand that she was abused herself so she might think shes doing good compared to her experience, but knowingly or not, shes abusing you, and thats never okay. im sorry that youre in this situation. ♥

[chelleztjs18]

Hello you mrs. sandwich eater organizer lefty eyebag 😅

I am good today, doing laundry. How are you?

Yes, that's how I imagined Nat and Yelena too! I think that's why I don't read much Nat x R together because I see them more as just best friends, siblings or even roommates. But definitely like a devils advocate to R hahaha then with Yelena, same thing. Like best friends since birth, ride or die, can't get rid of.

Don't get me started on that sexual tension stuff that you write about R and Wanda hahaha I get all giddy and then angry because they're so stubborn! And you wrote the details so good, I think one time I got mad at you because you were toying with my emotions 🤣 all is forgiven though lol

So do you bring snacks on the plane?

Also, why of all places, did you guys choose to move to Oklahoma?

Correct, that's how I am. I'm glad that the people I was with before didn't complain about it. But at the same time, I wonder if they regret not getting much sex.

Nah, you made my eye roll, so now I can't see because of how far back it rolled ahahahaha okay, if you can guess what meal wins my heart instantly, then you win.

There was this studio that had brick walls. I was going for that kind of look, but someone took the space before me. I am the same way, I have a lot of paintings on my wall. It used to be a lot of dark paintings (my ex loves Halloween or spooky season) but since she took all that, I decided to hang the artworks I've done over the summer time.

When I build or buy my own house, I want to have a dark room to be able to do photography again. It's been my dream to have a small den where half of it is where I can paint, thne the other half is where I can develop photos.

That's a good idea, have the less used item on the bottom shelf. Cause in my place, it only comes with one cabinet for the pantry, its a tall cabinet too. Then the usual shelves for plates and cups. I hate that it's a small kitchen, but I like it at the same time lol

That's cute, a little signature 🤣 please tell me you can do a British impression?

Do you have a weakness?

-CuriousGeorge

hello you certain chip eater in a flatten sandwich righty eyebag! I'm back. sorry for the late answer. i hope u r still awake.

my day got a bit busy today. i did some laundry n fold some of them. :)

Ah i see. i like reading Natasha as the love interest..but Kate and Yelena, i dont really read them as love interest. plus i havent got the chance to read more. if i read more maybe i can change my mind about it.

hahaha to be honest, i actually laughed when i read ur comments here about the Ten Days and the sexual tensions. lol. which part in it that got u "angry"? hahaha. well, be prepare for that in the next chapters of Ten Days :D

Aaww really? i'm glad u enjoy it. it reallly made u feel giddy n then angry? thats good! that was kinda what i was trying to do :P for people have that emoitonal roller coaster but in a funny way n some jokes in it. i just love to put funny part in my fluff. :D

have u read my christmas fic with wanda n the maximoffs twin boys? "the best christmas" i think. haha. there is a joke n funny scene that i am low key proud of it. lol.

nah, not really. i mostly just get some water, iced tea or iced coffee when i fly.

we moved to Oklahoma because he got a job in a biggest weed farm in Oklahoma. :D

well, past is past. If they didn't complain about it, it means that it wasnt the main problem n it doesnt bother them. n don't feel bad about it. understanding in relationship is mutual. plus u told me that u dont mind with it to make them feel good n loved. So you've done ur best and didnt do anything wrong. :) i hope i make u feel a bit better? :D

hmmm whats ur favorite food or meals that wins ur heart. how about italian? something like pasta? did i guess it right? hahaha

dark paintings? something like what? like scary pictures? ouh i love how brick walls look like. that would be nice if u can get the brick studio. sometimes i imagine how it feels if i live in a penthouse a brick and minimalist rustic vibe or theme. industrial theme is nice too.

dark room? isnt it for printing photos in an old way? photographers nowadays still do that?

if i build my own house i want one movie theater room with a very good quality surround sound with cozy couch and full bar. hahaha. so i can enjoy movies and listening to music or watch concerts videos with good quality sound. n i want a nice large kitchen complete with anything u can think of to help u cook with a nice huge walk in pantry. hahaha.

yeah, i understand what u meant with ur cabinet n pantry size. but so far right now it's only u, so it wouldnt be needed to stock bunch of stuff :)

haha yeah my signature. n no i cant do brits impression. i wish i could speak in british accent though.

weakness? i'm a little confuse with what u meant. if i answer praises n compliments, are they what u meant?my other answer probably soft touches, because it's my love language.

or did u mean weakness as in my negative traits (which is sound like a job interview) lol

next questions?

Cheerio!

[ze-maki-nin]

Requested: Yep!

hello hello i have a request- what do you think the dream team would be like with a reader who blames themselves for other people's emotions or actions a lot and cries when other people cry? (definitely not based on how i am-)

Pairing: CC!Dream Team x Gn!Reader

Idea: CC!Dream Team with a reader who blames themselves for other peoples emotions and cries when others cry!

Tags/Warning: Crying (?), blaming one's self (?), Fluff! (If there are any warnings that I missed pls tell me!)

Word Count: 1047!

A/N: Sorry this took so long! And I didnt know if you wanted them separate, so I just did both, separate and together-

☆⌒★⌒☆⌒★⌒☆⌒★⌒☆

Dream Team together!

☆ You 4 would be in a call with bad or someone and someone would start crying-

☆ And so do you-

☆ They would be so confused at first

☆ Like???

☆ Why you crying??

☆ You would tell them “If someone cries I do and I dont know exactly why-”

☆ or something like that-

☆ On the inside youre blaming yourself for making that person cry even tho you dont know why they started crying

☆ Its just an automatic thing you think when someone is sad/cries, is mad, upset, any negative emotion

☆ No one really knows this

☆ Its your little secret

☆ well-

☆ Phil and Techno know but thats it

☆ After your little crying session with the other person is over you go back to whatever you where doing

☆ Feeling guilty for ‘making’ them cry

☆ Even tho you didnt

☆ Now.

☆ If someone gets mad in the call you start apologizing

☆ Even tho you most likely didnt do anything

☆ The person would ask why you where apologizing

☆ “I made you mad didnt I? I always make people mad on accident”

☆ “No?? I was mad at the game-”

☆ You would then apologize saying it was something you do-

☆ Apologize for things you didnt do

☆ They would understand somewhat and go back to playing

Dream!

⌒ You would just be chillin on his bed while he records a video

⌒ And he would start getting annoyed at whoever he was recording with

⌒ You flinched, thinking he was getting annoyed cause you where in here while he was recording or something

⌒ “Sorry” “What?”

⌒ Hed hear you apologize and be so confused

⌒ Like you didnt do anything wrong???

⌒ Why are you apologizing?

⌒ You would then ask “Didnt I make you annoyed?”

⌒ He would frown and walk over to you

⌒ “You could never annoy me Baby, why do you think that?

⌒ You would then explain to him that you just thought he was annoyed

⌒ And somehow convinced him to go back to recording even tho he was a bit concerned

⌒ After the recording he decided he wanted to cuddle you

⌒ So there you where

⌒ cuddling

⌒ when all of the sudden Dreams eyes started watering

⌒ something probably got in his eyes

⌒ but you thought he was crying so you started for apologizing

⌒ “M so sorry” “Im sorry for whatever I did” “I didnt mean too”

⌒ You would eventually start crying

⌒ He would be so concerned :(/pos

⌒ “Babe my eyes are just watering, are you ok?”

⌒ You would be kinda embarrassed

⌒ Youd start explaining to him that you thought you did something wrong

⌒ And when he started crying you did too and you dont know why

⌒ Hed reassure you that youre fine and did nothing wrong and suggest taking a small nap with him

⌒ Inside youd be convincing yourself that it was your fault he was crying

⌒ and that he was crying not that his eyes were watering

Sapnap!

★ You where just chillin with Sap on his couch, watching a show

★ When a scene that made him mad came on

★ And he started yelling at the tv

★ Once he finished you began apologizing profusely

★ “Woah woah woah-Why are you apologizing?”

★ “Didnt...Didnt I make you mad?”

★ He would sit there kinda stunned

★ And then explain to him that he was mad at the movie and not because of you

★ You would nod

★ Not really believing it but not wanting to ‘anger’ him further

★ Even tho he wasnt angry anymore

★ You would start thinking of the things you could have done to make him angry

★ Which causes you to zone out

★ Sap would see this and snap you out of it

★ “Huh-Sorry, kinds spaced out”

★ “Thats fine Flower! What were you thinking about?”

★ You told him that you where thinking of things that you could have done to make him angry

★ He stared at you confused

★ How could you make him angry?

★ Youre literally the sweetest person

★ Reassure you that you could never make him mad

★ And cuddle you til you believe that-

George!

⛧ He would just be scrolling through his phone on his bed

⛧ When you came into his room crying

⛧ He would panic but calm himself down

⛧ And tell you to come tell him whats wrong and cuddle

⛧ You would then say that you made someone hurt another person even tho you didnt know them

⛧ He would be confused at first

⛧ But then realize that you were blaming yourself for something you didnt do

⛧ “Darling you didnt do anything!”

⛧ Hes trying to reassure you

⛧ even tho hes not that good at it-

⛧ at least hes trying right?

⛧ Hes thinkin of things he could do to calm you down

⛧ And then suggest you guys watch some youtube

⛧ Probably Dream or Sap-

⛧ It takes your mind off of the people

⛧ He'd cuddle you

⛧ until yall fell asleep

⛧ The computer still playing youtube videos

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Sorry if this isnt what you wanted!

I also didnt have many ideas for George so sorry about that-

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