#sonic the hedgehog 4 episode ii

[smbhax]

Sonic the Hedgehog 4: Episode II (PC/Steam)

Session: https://youtu.be/N7v7T9UmLBI

[conceptmobius]

Amigo Poll

You know what they say

~Ryan

[crabsinvideogames]

Sonic the Hedgehog 4: Episode I, Sonic the Hedgehog 4: Episode II (Episode Metal)

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

Sonine Prime ... Part 1

Hi, everyone and welcome to Sonine Prime! The part of the show when I come out and talk about Sonine (and a bit of Sontails) in Sonic Prime!

And now, a bit of background before I beginㅤ

I have only recently become a Sonic fan. I played a few games when I was younger, watched the first 3 tv shows all the way through, watched a bit of the Sonic Boom tv show, and I bought Sonic Frontiers at release. But, strangely enough, it was Sonic Prime that got me obsessed with this franchise.

And it was, frankly, more queer than I had expected it to be.

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Part 2 >>

(Essay/thoughts/analysis under the cut)

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Now, right off the bat

S1 Episode 1.

Now, I know this is supposed to mostly be about Sonine, but I would be remiss if I didn't mention the little scene towards the beginning where Sonic has a little moment with each of his friends. For the record, I think that Sonic Prime leaves it open so that you can interpret Sonic as having crushes on/having some sort of not strictly friends deal with most of his friends (in this case, I am at least referring to Knuckles, Tails, and Amy) and his rival (Shadow).

Sonic's interaction with Tails is Tails catching him to save him, and Sonic being thankful, Sonic gives Rouge a wave and thanks her when she saves him (to which she says "Don't mention it. Literally"), Sonic asks Knuckles if he's doing okay and Knuckles says "The only thing that flusters me is when you're late, Sonic" (interesting choice of words there), and then of course Amy asking where Sonic's been, and Sonic leaning over the robot to say he got sidetracked.

Now, this is an image of that scene with Amy, one of many I have seen people show off as S0namy proof. And I will say now that this look will come back later.

Oh, and that this looks just a little familiar, doesn't it?

Huh no way it's the

It's the S2 scene where Sonic is talking to Nine through the Eggforcer and needs to be talked out of saving him asap

Now, back to the episode.

While this doesn't mean much yet, just before we get to Sonic shattering the Paradox Prism, he gets to fight with Tails again, who warns him to be careful while Sonic brushes him off. Then it switches to Amy, who says "if eggman wants it, it can't be good".

Tally 1 for the "Tails and Amy get the last word" category. Why does this category matter? Well...just the sheer amount of times it pairs them up specifically for parallel reasons. Only you can decide what it means for you.

Then, after our very first (of many) Sonic shattering the prism scenes, we watch Sonic float unconsciously through the space in between the shatterspaces, as apparitions of his friends and Robotnik speak. Everyone gives their oneliners that *will* come up again, and then before Sonic enters New Yolk, three people speak a second time.

These three are Amy, Tails, and Eggman.

And out of the three, only Amy and Tails' apparitions are actually shown onscreen when they get a second word in (with phrases we don't see later with the reveal of Ghost Hill's existence).

Amy: Hey. I may be the one who can bring everyone together, but there's only one hedgehog they'll follow into battle.

Tails: Heh heh. I don't need an army when I've got a friend like you Sonic.

And not only do they get a second word, but a third word!

Amy: We'd follow you anywhere, Sonic!

Tails: Nothing could break our friendship, Sonic.

Tails and Amy get the last word: II

And while this would be a topic for a different essay that would go into parallels like these, I just also think it very interesting that Amy's lines are more focused on Amy assuring Sonic how everyone feels about him, while all of Tails apparition's lines (all 3) are about his bond with Sonic.

"As long as I'm around, you'll always have a wingman"

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"Nothing could break our friendship, Sonic"

"I don't need an army when I've got a friend like you, Sonic"

...

Barely 4 minutes into episode 1. Food for thought.

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Now we enter the shatterverse.

Sonic spends a good disoriented minute getting knocked around in New Yolk, and the first names he calls are Tails, then Amy

"Tails? Amy? ...Heck I'll even take Knuckles at this point."

Tails and Amy being singled out specifically: III

After a short moment of trying to figure out where he is, and also finding Big and Froggy, Sonic ends up running from the Eggforcers, after which he realizes that New Yolk *is* Green Hill.

"The loop de loop. Hedgehog's Pass! And that should be Tails's Lab! Oh, Tails...what happened?"

Aside from when he found Big + Froggy, and when he mentioned Tails, Amy, and Knuckles, Sonic has not yet moved to figure out what happened to his friends. But he *does* specifically mention *only* Tails in his "What happened here" set of lines, which leads us to a flashback.

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Now, again, I'm going to try not to make this too much about other ships when I'm making this for Sonine, but I think this bit of the flashback is important. And I think the writers' choice specifically to have Eggman say something nasty about Tails and only Tails to get Sonic riled up.

"You can mess with me Eggman, but nobody messes with my best friend!"

Most of this fight is spent with Sonic fighting the Eggcrusher in his normal "Fight Eggman and throw insults back and forth attitude". Almost no matter what Eggman says to him, it does not get Sonic riled up to attack him in the way he is baiting him to.

The writers could have chose any friend of Sonic’s or multiple for Eggman to insult, leading Sonic to become riled up to destroy him and fall right into that trap. Sonic's line very easily here could have been "You can mess with me, Eggman, but nobody messes with my friends!" And this would not at all seem abnormal, because this is Sonic, and because earlier in the episode Sonic monologued about how home is where your friends are.

And yet...it's Eggman calling Tails an ugly two tailed mutant fox that gets Sonic to block out everything else to zero in on hitting Eggman hard for what he'd said. Not "nobody messes with my friends" but "nobody messes with my best friend"

This show is already emphasizing how Big, Froggy, Amy, Tails, Rouge, and Knuckles are all his friends, but Tails is special, because they're best friends, huh?

And not to mention the parallel's between Tails' "Sonic, noooo!" before Sonic pounds the Eggcrusher inro the ground, creating a shockwave, and his "Sonic, wait!" before Sonic shatters the Paradox Prism, also causing a shockwave. ....Or the fact that Tails gets a lot of the spotlight in this flashback, from the audience getting to see a lot of his thoughts/what he was doing while Sonic was fighting the Eggcrusher, or Sonic coming into the lab to apologize and try to make up with him, or–

But I digress.

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Post flashback, Sonic has the full realization that New Yolk is Green Hill, and remembers the paradox prism. His first thought after this?

"I gotta find Tails"

Now, you may be thinking. "Tumblr user hadesknockedupintheunderworld. That doesn't mean anything. Maybe he's looking for Tails just to make sure he's okay, or because he trusts that Tails can help him figure out/understand exactly what's happening here"

And to that I say that I am the last person who's going to argue that this means Sonic doesn’t care about his other friends or that this is inherently romantic. I just think it's interesting the focus that Tails is getting in episode 1 alone, and that after remembering more of what happened his first thought is to search for him specifically. And he doesn’t stray from this path either! He makes mention of his goal to find Tails before fighting Dr. Babble for the first time, and again when he decides to escape Babble in part because of his refusal to fight kids and in other part to get back on track to finding Tails.

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Anddd about 22 minutes in, just after following him through the underground transport and believing him to be Tails, we meet the second star of today's show!!

Wow Sonic really does keep making that face doesn't he?

Now, at first I was going to break this first meeting down but there was just *much* too much to comment on in a way that would do justice to the scene itself. As such, I'm planning to insert a video of the scene and break it down from there.

But, tumblr has a limit of 1 video per post, so

I will see you all in part 2! Sorry we haven't gotten much into the Sonine itself yet but by god we'll be moving on from crumbs to meals in a second.

[maor-koren]

Sonic Games Timline:

SegaSonic the Hedgehog

Sonic the Hedgehog (1991)

Sonic the Hedgehog CD

Tails' Skypatrol

Sonic the Hedgehog 2 (8-bit)

Sonic Labyrinth

Sonic Drift

Sonic Chaos

Sonic the Hedgehog Triple Trouble

Sonic Drift 2

Sonic Spinball

Knuckles' Chaotix

Sonic the Hedgehog 2

Sonic the Hedgehog 3

Sonic & Knuckles

Tails Adventure

Sonic Blast

Sonic R

Sonic 3D Blast

Sonic the Fighters

Sonic Mania

Sonic Mania Plus

Sonic Superstars

Sonic the Hedgehog 4: Episode I

Sonic the Hedgehog 4: Episode Metal

Sonic the Hedgehog 4: Episode II

Sonic Jump (2005)

Sonic Advance

Sonic Shuffle

Sonic Adventure

Sonic Adventure 2

Sonic Advance 2

Sonic Pinball Party

Sonic Heroes

Shadow the Hedgehog

Sonic Battle

Sonic Advance 3

Sonic Riders

Sonic the Hedgehog (2006)

Sonic Rivals

Sonic Rivals 2

Sonic Rush

Sonic Riders: Zero Gravity

Sonic Rush Adventure

Sonic Jump (2012)

Sonic Free Riders

Sonic and the Secret Rings

Sonic Unleashed

Sonic and the Black Knight

Sonic Colors

Sonic Generations

Sonic Lost World

Sonic Runners Adventure

Sonic Forces

Team Sonic Racing

Sonic Frontiers

The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog

[klugpuuo]

genuinely the only thing i ever genuinely dislike about sonic the hedgehog 4 episode ii is the fucking. soundtrack. girl why are you so

[svaproject]

Sonic the Hedgehog 4꞉ Episode II - Reunion Trailer

[robotnikholmescomicblog]

This issue ends pretty abruptly too, after clearing this zone of Eggman and freeing little animals/getting an Ancient Gear, Sonic and the gang just go on their merry way to the next one. End scene.

Obviously, Sonic: Mega Drive was planned to be a trilogy of issues, this one letting the next adventure continue to joyride. Frighteningly similar to how Sonic the Hedgehog 4: Episode I and II came out, this glorious throwback to Sonic’s classic roots never reached its third instalment, leaving the next issue, Sonic: Mega Drive - The Next Level, to end on a cliffhanger.

2017 Robotnikholmes was pissy as all hell, but next time, I’m gonna give the last Sonic: Mega Drive story a proper, modern-day analysis!

[noobodestruct]

Something's been bothering me just now, and I'm surprised no one talks about it.

So we all know what Sonic's world looks like geographically, right? No. No one knows exactly. It's inconsistent. They've changed throughout the series and I'm surprised no one talks about it.

(1) In Shadow the Hedgehog, Sonic's World is depicted as an alternation version of Earth's geography which to me, I love.

(2&3) In Sonic Unleashed, it's changed to just having 5 huge "Islands" (continents, if you will) and I gotta say, I'm not really a huge fan of it. They could've connected some of them.

(4) In Tailstube, it just looks ugly. Very plain and boring. Look at it! They could've done it better. Even a planet I made on Solar Smash is better than it!

(5) In Sonic 4: Episode II, it of course changes and tbh, it looks decent. It does look like a possible geograph for Sonic's world. I wish I could see more of it and with better graphics/quality.

(6 and beyond) Sonic Frontiers' depiction of SW's is just Earth. Thanks NASA!

6. Korean Peninsula 7. Greenland 8. Magadan and Kamchatka (Russia) 9. Greenland and North Canada 10. South America 11. North America

Idk what else to say except, JUST STICK TO ONE DEPICTION OF SONIC'S WORLD'S GEOGRAPHY PLZ

[elizabethvonbean]

It is 2023 media thread time!

Here we go!!!!

January (3)

Xenoblade Chronicles 3

Fire Emblem Fates: Revelation

Crash Bandicoot N-Sane Trilogy

February (7)

Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door

Super Scribblenauts

Scribblenauts Unlimited

Lil Gator Game

The Legend of Zelda: The Minish Cap

The Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker: Link’s 4-Koma Nautical Logbook

Kirby’s Return to Dream Land Deluxe

March (10)

The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time (Manga)

The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass

Kingdom Hearts II Final Mix

Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep Final Mix

Kingdom Hearts Re:coded

Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance

Kingdom Hearts 0.2 Birth by Sleep -A fragmentary passage-

Kingdom Hearts χ Back Cover

Kingdom Hearts Union χ[Cross]

Kingdom Hearts Dark Road

April (5)

Kingdom Hearts III + Re:Mind

The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog

Metroid Prime Remastered

The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild

Xenoblade Chronicles 3: Future Redeemed

May (8)

Super Smash Bros. Brawl

The Super Mario Bros. Movie

Final Fantasy XV

Final Fantasy XV: Episode Gladiolus

Final Fantasy XV: Episode Prompto

Final Fantasy XV: Episode Ignis

Final Fantasy XV: Episode Ardyn

Napoleon Dynamite

June (1)

Pikmin

July (8)

Gimmick! Special Edition

New Super Mario Bros. Wii

Kirby’s Dream Land

Kirby’s Adventure

Kirby Super Star

Kirby Nightmare in Dream Land

Meteos

Super Mario 3D World

August (4)

Mega Man

Mega Man 2

Mega Man 3

Jet Set Radio Future

September (4)

Bomb Rush Cyberfunk

New Super Mario Bros.

Guilty Gear -Strive- Story Mode

The Peanuts Movie

October (3)

Breaking Bad Season 1

Pink Hour

Milk inside a bag of milk inside a bag of milk

November (12)

Super Mario Bros. Wonder

Super Mario Kart

Suika Game

Kero Blaster

Ikachan

Cave Story 3D

Pink Heaven

Mario Kart 64

WarioWare: Touched!

Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse

Puss in Boots: The Last Wish

Five Nights at Freddy's (Movie)

December (4)

Undertale Yellow (Pacifist Route)

Marvel's Spider-Man Remastered

Pokémon Violet

Super Mario World (TV Series)

Final Count: 69

2023 Media Tier List

[smbhax]

Sonic the Hedgehog 4: Episode II Trial Version (PS3)

I ended up liking these. = oo Went and got the Steam versions--they require Java! ; DD Also may then have got developer Dimps' three GBA Sonic games from eBay. = ppp

Session: https://youtu.be/nq77dQDmnQE

[sonicku]

My Progress With Sonic!

For a few years now, I've been a fan of Sonic the Hedghog. But... I haven't actually engaged with much of the media! (I've been making great progress with the franchise by now)! So I'm going to use this pinned post to note how much I've seen, played, and read, a journey I'm excited to take!

There are multiple completion statuses for reference:

Complete Story (Games only)

Truly Complete (Simply 'Complete' for non games) [Identified as all Steam achivements unlocked, or an equivalent]

In Progress

Dropped (For now...)

Maxed ('Truly Complete' for media still being updated/released, or with DLC I don’t own.)

Minmaxed ('Complete Story' for games still being updated/released, or with DLC I don’t own.)

N/A (Games with no viable completion status)

(Last updated: 27/01/2024, British Format)

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Movies:

Sonic the Hedgehog [2020] (Complete)

Sonic the Hedgehog 2 [2022] (Complete)

TV Shows:

Adventures of STH (In Progress) [Episode 6]

Sonic X Pilot (Complete) [Episode 2]

Sonic X (In Progress) [Season 2, Episode 5]

Sonic BOOM (Complete) [Season 2, Episode 52]

Sonic Prime (Complete) [Season 3, Episode 7]

Archie Comics:

Sonic the Hedgehog MINI (Complete) [Issue 3~4]

Sonic the Hedgehog (In Progress) [Issue 206]

Sonic In Your Face Special (Complete) [Issue 1]

Princess Sally (Complete) [Issue 3]

Sonic & Knuckles (Complete) [Issue 1]

Triple Trouble Special (Complete) [Issue 1]

Tails (Complete) [Issue 3]

Knuckles' Chaotix (Complete) [Issue 1]

Super Sonic vs. Hyper Knuckles (Complete) [Issue 1]

Sonic’s Friendly Nemesis Knuckles (Complete) [Issue 3]

Sonic & Knuckles: Mecha Madness (Complete) [Issue 1]

Sonic Quest: The Death Egg Saga (Complete) [Issue 3]

Sonic Super Special (Complete) [Issue 15]

Knuckles the Echidna (Complete) [Issue 32]

Sonic X (Complete) [Issue 40]

Sonic Universe (In Progress) [Issue 10]

Sonic Boom (In Progress) [Issue 3]

IDW Comics

Sonic Forces: Moment of Truth (Complete) [Issue 4]

Sonic the Hedgehog (Maxed) [Issue 68]

Team Sonic Racing One Shot (Complete) [Issue 1]

Sonic: Tangle and Whisper (Complete) [Issue 4]

Bad Guys (Complete) [Issue 4]

Imposter Syndrome (Complete) [Issue 4]

Sonic 2 Movie Pre-quill (Complete) [Issue 1]

Scrapnik Island (Complete) [Issue 4]

Sonic Frontiers Prologue: Convegance (Complete) [Issue 1]

Winter Jam (Complete) [Issue 1]

Books:

Sonic the Hedgehog: In the Fourth Dimension (In Progress)

2D Platformers:

Sonic the Hedgehog 16-Bit (In Progress)

Sonic Chaos (Dropped)

Sonic Blast (Dropped)

Sonic Advance (In Progress)

Sonic Rush (In Progress)

Sonic the Hedgehog, Episode 4, Part I (In Progress)

Sonic the Hedgehog, Episode 4, Part II (Dropped)

Sonic Mania (In Progress)

Sonic Superstars (In Progress)

3D Platformers:

Sonic Adventure (Complete Story)

Sonic Adventure 2 (Complete Story)

Sonic Heroes (In Progress)

Shadow the Hedgehog (In Progress)

Sonic the Hedgehog [2006] (In Progress)

Sonic and the Secret Rings (Dropped)

Sonic Generations (In Progress)

Sonic Lost World (In Progress)

Sonic Forces (Complete Story)

Sonic Frontiers (In Progress)

Sonic Dream Team (In Progress)

Racing Games:

Team Sonic Racing (In Progress)

Other Spin-Off Games:

Dr. Robotnik's Mean Bean Machine (Dropped)

Sonic Pinball Party (Dropped)

Sonic Battle (In Progress)

Sonic Forces: Speed Battle (N/A) [Level 8]

Sonic Speed Simulator (N/A) [7 Rebirths]

Compilations:

Sega Genesis Classics (In Progress)

Sonic Origins (In Progress)

... And much more to come!

[doamarierose-honoka]

TMS Entertainment, a beloved Japanese animation studio currently owned by Sega Holdings Inc., a subsidiary of SegaSammy holdings, has just announced that for their 60th anniversary, they’ll begin uploading special animated features of significant importance to the company to their official YouTube page. Most noteworthy to Sega/Sonic fans, this includes the first six episodes of Sonic X in its original Japanese dub. The entire campaign begins on August 5th, 2024. This is a good chance to get a taste of what Sonic X was originally like, free of both English voices and the cacophony of censorship edits imposed on it in its original English dub by 4Kids Entertainment

Gotta go fast as you rush past the break for the skinny on this special event. GO! GO! GO! GO! LET’S GO!

As stated above, Sonic will be the one to kick off TMS Entertainment’s 60th anniversary celebration on August 5th. On that day, at noon EST, 9AM PST, they will upload episode 1: The Supersonic Hero Takes The Stage, in its original Japanese format with English subtitles. On August 6th, episode 2 will follow, then episode 3 on August 7th, and so on, but episode 6 will come on August 12th instead of August 10th. Strangely, their schedule says they will upload episode 5 again on August 13th-16th. Based on this, it’s possible each episode besides episode 5 will only be online for one day, so just in case, make time to catch each episode on the upload date.

Fortunately, TMS has already provided links to episodes 1-5 on YouTube. You can go to each and click the “Notify Me” button to have YouTube send you a notification for when each episode will premiere. Here are the embeds to each episode.

As for the rest of the 60th anniversary event, TMS will also be uploading episode 1 of Big X (The studio’s very first anime from August 3rd 1964, based on the Osamu Tezuka manga), Super Dimension Century Orguss episodes 1-10, and the Takeshi Koike directed Lupin III movie trilogy, consisting of Jigen’s Gravestone, Goemon’s Blood Spray, and Fujiko’s Lie. Go to TMS Entertainment’s 60th anniversary celebration news page for the details and schedule on all anime being presented.

TMS Entertainment has been the animation studio for many beloved anime throughout the decades. They are most associated with long running franchises such as Lupin III, Detective Conan (Known in the west as Case Closed), as well as several anime based on Sega franchises, not just including Sonic X, but also Virtua Fighter, Hi-sCoool! SeHa Girls, and Phantasy Star Online II: The Animation. They also animated the FMV cutscenes in Burning Rangers. Besides anime, they also had a hand in animating several western cartoons, including Inspector Gadget, Cybersix, The Real Ghostbusters, Batman: The Animated Series, Tiny Toon Adventures, Animaniacs, and The Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog. Currently, they are working on popular anime such as Undead Unluck and Dr. Stone.

TMS Entertainment’s official YouTube page currently hosts trailers, clips, and full episodes of many anime they have produced throughout their long history. In same cases, they have the entire series of some of their anime available to view absolute free, including Karate Master (1973), Cat’s Eye (1983), Magic Knight Rayearth (1994) (Along with its Brazilian Portuguese dub), Virtua Fighter (1995) (As well as its Spanish dub), Itazura na Kiss (2008), Lupin III Part 2 (1977), Lupin III Part 4 (2015), and the English dub of Sonic X (Season 1) (Season 2) (Season 3) (Plus, the Brazilian Portuguese dub, surprisingly). They are gradually uploading episodes of The Gutsy Frog (1972), Yowamushi Pedal Grande Road (2013), Saint Seiya: The Lost Canvas (2009), and Z/X Ignition (2014). They are also, as of this writing, in the middle of an ongoing Lupin III celebration in which they upload a feature-length Lupin III TV special every month, with this current month’s pick being Tokyo Crisis (1998). They’re a channel worth following if you love watching all kinds of anime, no matter its age.

So will you be catching these uploads of Japanese Sonic X? Are there any TMS animated productions you’re a particular fan of? Give us a holler in the comments section before.

And remember, if you like Sonic X in Japanese, the entire series has been made available on Blu-Ray courtesy of Discotek Media. (Who also blessed us with complete Blu-Ray releases of Hi-sCoool! SeHa Girls, Virtua Fighter, and The Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog)

[hellman55]

Sonic the Hedgehog 4: Episode II Full Game (100%)

[soldmoondoggie]

Sonic the Hedgehog 4: Episode II (PC 2012)

[randomclam24]

Getting kind of bored of a lot of things. The shills aren't hard to see through - in fact it takes a minute of thinking about it to find a contradiction in motives. I don't know why they want to push certain things. It's very annoying, and yet the majority of people still contribute to these conversations online.

I finally continued my run of Hell on Earth Starter Pack and just deleted the saves which were still early on for Doom II - so we're going to do this run instead. This is being run with Death Wish spawning being the default now, on Painkiller difficulty. I haven't beaten Doom episode four on this mode, but that came out after Doom II.

Update Given the oversaturation of boring shills, the whole Internet by the sheer overshadowed speed of the stupidity going around at any given moment in time seems like the movement of tectonic plates

I want a place to post things that not everyone will see or something

One thing I know that I can just tell anyone is that if anyone wants to further the use of the word "mid" - there's one instance I know of that that applies to for sure, and that is Sonic the Hedgehog 4, which doesn't even have the original Genesis physics remotely intact. The fact of it being "mid" is on account of the fact that the very team that conceived of such a thing couldn't even get their motivations straight, so ultimately there just ends up being a gross amalgamation of mixed - what do you even call them?

If something has a determined direction - even in the case of Sonic '06, I can see the fact of that - there isn't a place to call it "mid", because even in the case of something being fundamentally flawed, that still is applicable to its *execution*, not to its origins themselves, as in the case of Sonic 4, where nothing great was *ever* going to come from that.

I don't buy either of those games by the way.

Update This world, with its expectations, is at foundation an antipathy to a world, supported only in that it continues society's previous values on the *surface* "I know, I'm just not going to [respect you] is all...*laughing noises*"

Update High-tier freemasonry - every time you appeal to logic on any level, you're appealing to a God that failed hundred of years ago - sorry ******fam******

Update Listening to get caught up to Common Filth a bit more, we have the trope that people thought blacks and gays were the same thing - equity, guys! I'd logically agree in any situation, modifying the slogan a bit, we're all one species, the human species

Hell

Update Race relations - to have race relations without - what exactly do you call it? Equity, Tikkun Olam,

9/15 Okay, so I've eaten good this morning. If my feelings that everything is pointless were in any way caused by hunger, that should do it.

I just feel like whatever I would choose to do, it would be more like coasting than actually actively doing anything anymore.

Update About now, I'm feeling like the dog that someone once said could just go run off wherever it wants because he doesn't really care if it comes back at all or not or if it dies. I don't see any reason to think any more of human life than that, because it's so pointless. I'll keep fending for myself when it comes to these crunch scenarios which seem so prevalent that life itself seems like a showcase for these damned things and nothing else, given how much of a barren wasteland the sheer expanse time is compared to how often they crop up just like it's nothing. But aside from them - granted that there can be any moment where I truly get to relax for an extended period of time, not cut short - it's hard to even get back to what I was thinking, but - I was thinking life itself is fundamentally meaningless, not worth the time of day. I can't say anything *bad* about these people, so there's no free will left of my own self in this world. There's no other opportunity because the risk of being fired would be too astronomically high at every given moment. Just think about the little guy for a second. It's not worth it, dumbass, dipshit. Implying you would actually think - hence, dumbass, dipshit. Dumbass, dipshit. Don't know what else to call you. You're a - midwit. Oh right, we already called you that.

The modern employers are brutes!

I keep wrestling with the reality against my natural thoughts. Look, at the scale we're at, when it comes to conspiracy theories as a proposition, it really is true the fact that I have to redact any attempt at self-expression as it relates to other people really has preceded any event of being shown conspiracy theories at all in my life. I just don't like human beings. I can't consider myself one, technically, because my natural thoughts just keep drifting off the deep end of what everybody else cuts short on instinct. So - human instincts aren't *mine*

I already posted what I'd be watching for a while somewhere else. I can't even muster the focus necessary to watch anything right now. I just feel like going to sleep.

Update I felt like just wandering around wherever for a while in hopes of getting a palate cleanser, and so I took a relatively long walk. Now that I've rested a minute but am still too tired to go do it again, that's the exact same sentiment I have now. Let's go eat food (and possibly get drunk later)

I feel like contributing nothing to evil old mankind today. It feels like a good day for that.

Update Up until the moment there was the major lapse in judgment on the part of whoever in the upper ranks in New Mexico with the self-declared-emergency gun laws, the entire zeitgeist that the right wing won't do anything was quickly realized to be projection. Now, with that established, and with all of this crap done, I don't feel like there's really anything left to be anxious about, not on my part. Now all that's left is - well, a complete lack of anything.

It's like if you were all to die trying, that wouldn't affect me so much because it was due to factors that are now entirely out of my control. But really, I don't relate to any of these groups.

Update In any case, if I'm not focused on making any personal breakthrough and just intend to truly live aimlessly, I have an obligation to hang myself for reasons that are beyond my concern.

Update There's no reason for doubt: if Silent Hill 2 didn't represent a finalization of consensus against the kinds of people the government wants to target, being such a strong psychological game, in 2023, they wouldn't make it.

So inasmuch as I said the deal's over, with people finding out that it's projection when shills keep parroting the, "you won't do shit", in reality it's only the people doing the effective bidding of the mainstream against its dissenters that have any organic motive for action. Just because they don't want to carry this out on the forefront with violence means they're *smart.* You won't do shit.

Going back to continue Silent Hill 3 might be in order, but at the time being, I really just don't care. I feel like laying in the dust to die.

9/16 I've *already* admitted conspiracy theories are a sham, start to finish.

I honestly still - well now more than ever - don't see why murder would be considered so heinous and in religion be the foremost sin when human lives are so altogether wasted in their very conception. I have it from experience that my own human life is not *worth* much. Otherwise, you could do something with it *It's like I'm living in an alternate reality. No one else considers their life cut off from everyone else like me.* (So, what - that itself is in an alternate reality)

The "merit" of human life is a *sham*, and everyone should see through it - it's not hard.

Update I had a run going of Silent Hill 2 where once at the prison, I basically stopped picking up any items, but at first I was still killing the enemies. This time I started up a while earlier than that but also stopped killing the enemies once there too. Now for some reason I had a ridiculous migraine, and now I can't stop having a recurrence of this headache. I can't do anything anymore.

Update Okay, finally. I usually forget what I'm even doing when login requirements get to this extreme point. So the last time I tried to take pills for a severe headache, my bitch *mom* espouses her usual typical spiel that I'm (I don't care) - this time I'm in so much pain, I've already cycled through considering hanging myself to stop the pain. I took the pills - since they had already left.

Update I finally heard enough talk about Ukraine for it to jog in my conscious awareness - all these people saying they support Ukraine, the money being channeled there which is against our will in the first place even *without* said consent is for a fiasco that didn't need to happen, if anyone ever really wants to pay attention, or at least to the extent it's been taken to at this point, where so many people out of the population are being used of out of Ukraine that they're allegedly having to kidnap old people out of wheelchairs now just to keep the forefronts fed. Is it the Ukranian people you support? If only it could have been America instead of a people that have nothing to do with the modern world's sins.

Update Existence sucks. Pull all funds It's too bad we're not any of us major financial donors, so that doesn't make any difference?

Update I don't know why. I'm making slow progress through Hell on Earth Starter Pack (with the mods, including my modification of a music mod) - but even then, a lot of the time I stop, it's just because I feel like I can't be bothered. I feel like sleeping more often now. I never actually get to doing that.

9/19 Honestly, if there's wisdom to be passed down from generations by the *modern* era, it's only that everything that gets passed out as reasons, from people living at the ground level all the way up to modern sciences, is post-hoc in nature.

From that, you should already be a recluse. I'm not saying you have to right away.

Well, I looked up the actual definition of "post hoc", and for people looking for the definition with my meaning removed for reasons that are post hoc in nature, the official definition isn't very serviceable for me, trying to convince them back - not at all. It never works.

What I'm trying to say is that these things passed out in the modern day as reasons are in fact more accurately known as rationalizations after the fact that a decision is already made in the subconscious. Science, in paid-off disingenuity, is just the same in this respect as the people influenced to then say "it's okay" and try it themselves at the ground level with their *own* dismissive bullshit. There isn't any value in listening to other people, even in recorded content with a deliberate purpose in mind (although when most people speak, there's a purpose they have in mind in the conversation also, but that just kind of proves the fact that that in itself doesn't *mean* very much), that is more than cursory in nature. If you're thinking with pangs going on over it, oh, those exceptions that I saw that had me so hooked prove what you're saying is a ton of bullshit, you're thinking too hard. Good things are the exception to the rule, and the exception proves the rule.

So what do you do? You become a recluse.

Really, you can listen to other people saying things of a deeper nature in *their* concerns, and in that instance maybe you'll scrape a few bits of meaning off of what is to them merely the surface of their real underlying point, since some things are more widely applicable regardless of the context - beyond that, all interest is lost. I don't relate to other people hanging on listening. Doesn't make sense.

I don't exactly *know* - at this point, it doesn't really matter if 2030 agendas actually play out, because there is the truth underlying agendas such as simply taking farms off the people's hands: people making their own individualistic attempts at higher reasoning doesn't pan out anything in the modern day, where people are already lesser than they were before the modern existence. By this point, by the fact that it's proven to be most effective just to listen to and believe the shills when they're talking like evil henchmen on the internet to understand the higher nature of the world around us, we know that higher knowledge lies - soundly - in the hands of the few

Honestly, though, it's not just ritualistic - people aren't worth their salt

If it was only 4chan - people there are actually actively trying - there it sounds like a fixed response to say "we'll just take this off your hands" for your better good - although it's *true* - listening to and believing the shills is the only way to know *concisely.* I was going to say, look - those aren't the scope of mankind, and with the same words turned around, mankind is a separate entity from the exception to the rule.

So, basically, it comes down to: if you're looking for answers in life as to its meaning, entities like the WEF and Blackrock already have the answer, and the shills of such entities gladly dispense that truth in a backhanded kind of way with, "and you can't do anything about it because you're broken and demoralized"

Wait - that's still assuming that we can't make our own way with our own answers - but again, I'm thinking too hard. This is to be considered as in a classroom setting in which we're conditioned from a young age: there's a right answer to every question, and we're just trying to align ourselves with it as a fundamentally separate entity from ourselves. That is the truth. That is correct. Something like, in the modern world, every question already comes with an answer deriving from past studies

I know that's fine and dandy as a world order for everyone else, but for me as the exception that proves the rule, you realize quickly it takes in fact an IQ *low enough* to process without being drawn on its own to broader subjects, which defeats the point, when just anyone else with a midwit IQ would be already all up in that. They would already be making six figures, not enthralled with anything *I'm* thinking on my own - I've missed the boat.

I don't know why I'm even talking, but I guess the agenda of higher entities like WEF and Blackrock of taking farms off our hands into a more definitive system just derives from the long-standing mindset that all our knowledge is now derivative of studies which are only helpful in that they have been collectively accumulated.

I thought about that once before, and it would seem to contradict the idea that evolutionism as a mindset arose from the direct relative of Luciferians: it says that, unlike this system which *denies* people at the ground level doing their own thing just to take the farce off of their hands, all forms of life originally came into being entirely *because* random generation eventually panned out winners.

You know how leftists are always calling it water-under-the-bridge when called out succinctly for doing what they made into the end of the world in their accusations of the other side? This might be in fact a case of that, on display in a more esoteric sense.

Honestly, I don't think we have any real upward mobility, even when it comes to trying to figure out matters of a higher nature on our own. The best you can hope to do is take the shills already out and about and try to *bait* them with some talk like this so they get enraged with it over the knowledge they already have and correct you, saying it's obviously this, this, and this. I've heard someone use a better term for it, but there isn't a time where the shills *aren't* or don't have the answer such that they're not the baseline for opinion, where the buck stops there for any given purposes. If I had to guess, these are established from top-level Masonry, where the agendas are formed organically, but not in a way that seems intuitive to us mere mortals on this pointless child's play-pen earth relative to the reality.

It's pointless. We're all going to live our lives as they were before we were conceived. I'm just going to lay around a lot.

And then the shills come out and say, this guy isn't a "part of it" - there's *really* nothing wrong with it (the WEF agenda, etc.)

And it's *true* - I'm really not a part of it when it comes to regular human people's processing of thoughts or any motivations or anything - shills don't even have to do a *job*; they are tasked only with the basic switching back on of people's suspended judgment based on that fact, and (really) they aren't needed to do that. It's just kind of like pouring salt in the wound, their being there, being that.

Update Well, anyway, I'm not an evolutionist. I don't believe that random generation can actually lead to the entire history of living creatures. (Honestly it gets off point to go on about this, but evolutionists will win the argument based on the fact that micro-evolution is demonstrable, creating a consensus such that they only need be obtuse to uphold it when presented with the question about the lack of evidence of macroevolution even in amber fossils, because with that consensus, that's neither here nor there.)

People tend not to find more profound results unless they were explicitly looking for something along those lines and then were essentially surprised by reality. People toiling at the ground level rarely produces these results. Plus, people that casual are just going to get bribed with external funding to skew the science to meet the producer's preconclusions. As usual. What do you expect? Science? That's been fundamentally defunct for however many several years.

Honestly, whether you're listening to a paid-off nu-scientist or the ramblings of some random person who may not really know much, we are mere mortals compared to the baseline-of-opinion online shill