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Is Edward the Golden Child?
"we can't kill humans" and then Esmee is telling him "go on, have a little bite if you must, it's not your fault". They move baby and forth for him. They're nearly exposed because of him. They break the pact with the wolfpack because they've turned bella.
Edward goes against everything Carlisle wanted probably, to not hurt or be a threat to humans (please, it makes no sense, I know! Because you would not send bloodlusting vampires to a school full of children!! They can pretend to all be over 18 and that they have some job whatever, no one would care they are rich, it is expected. Just stay away from innocents).
Edward runs off and tried to get himself killed. Gets the Volturi to target them. Cause a possible war...
I mean, why does everyone think he's the greatest? He's the biggest screw up in that family and yet everyone is listening and going out of their way to help (safe) him.
#i don't get the Edward love#sometimes i want to be nicer#but then i think of him and think no i can't#what a mess#Edward Cullen#twilight renaissance#i do think Edward gets away with more than the rest#you think Rosalie could pull that off?#you think they would move for emmett?#can Alice break the pact turning a human really?#jasper stalking and obsessive over a human?
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wheatley and queen are restocked! + i have b grades again <3
cozylittleartshoppe @ etsy
#enamel pins#wheatley#portal 2#deltarune#queen#place your bets. can i make linking gabv1el keychains before christmas. By God I Will Try#''i saw this on [anywhere but etsy]'' yeah dibshits steal my designs :( if you've ever bought a bootleg of my art please please please#toss that trash and buy an original. mine are so much nicer quality and etsy is my only income#like as much as i love enamel pins as an artist And collector sometimes i dont even want to make them anymore#because they're the easiest thing for fuckheads to steal. and then they sell them at prices *i'd* be making a loss at#please never buy ANYTHING fandom related on those super cheap chinese websites i am begging you#you're hurting artists. it's all stolen at Best and made from harmful materials and paints at Worst
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Angeltober day 2: shapeshift
The trend you'll notice with me is I love making angles little creatures ^_^
Prompt: @ultrainfinitepit
#sometimes I want to render the angels more to make them look nicer but once theyre born i feel like i cant change them#like their imperfections make them what they are....#dont let me talk too much about angels because im weird about them lmao#ultrangeltober2024#ultrangeltober#angels#angel oc#angel design#digital art#ultrangeltober day 2
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Seventh Seraph Officer's Revolver :: Damien-14
Damien's treasured hand cannon, dragged all the way from his days of the flesh working (voluntarily) as a security man at Braytech Exoscience. This thing's ruined a lot of people's lives, but it was hard earned, and a relic of some bad decisions he won't quite let go of.
The Bouquet is not a pleasant one:
Narcissus - Egotism
Marigolds - death, pain of loss & remembrance
Anemone - Abandonment & the forsaken
Scabiosa - "I have lost all"
#destiny 2#destiny#destiny the game#makodraws#destiny weapon#weapon portrait#flower language#my oc#damien-14#I love doing these gun portraits with the flowers so damn much ya'll#very likely there'll be more#Hey so Damien's nicer than he wants you to believe#nowadays anyway#trauma and some hard lessons and a lot of abuse will sometimes beat the asshole out of an asshole let's just say that#ya'll know me I put them in the jar and shake REAL hard
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Taveeta Szymanowicz as Theresa Baptiste in Teen Wolf, Season 1
Theresa is not superstitious. It's easy not to be, in a small boring town like hers, until it isn't anymore. Scott McCall makes first line, Allison Argent blows into town, and suddenly everything is topsy turvy.
There is, first of all, the devastation of watching her crush get a girlfriend. She knows she doesn't have a claim on Scott, obviously, but that's kind of the worst part; even if she'd made a move, it wouldn't have mattered. When she got hit with a lacrosse ball last year during their shared practice, he'd run to help her, and a year later, she still couldn't stop thinking about it; Scott, on the other hand, was always helping someone do something, and probably hadn't thought about it since. She wasn't rooting for the guy to be unhappy, obviously, but pining had been a lot easier when no one else noticed him.
There is also the unfortunate fact that Theresa, generally, seems to be noticing a lot more these days. It's hard to accept that the rash of attacks in her town are really animals when she keeps seeing flashes of men with teeth. It's hard to focus when her thigh itches even though there's no scab there. It's hard to enjoy school dances when she has the deep, deep feeling that something is wrong. It's hard to talk to her friends when none of them are seeing what she's seeing and it's hard to figure out what she knows about what's going on when she has gaps in her memory. She'd read once that brains will sometimes do that to protect you, but she doesn't feel safer.
But it doesn't matter. Men don't have sharp teeth and she doesn't have any marks on her body and superstitions don't mean anything. This will pass, as it always does, and Beacon Hills will be boring again.
If Lydia Martin hadn't almost bled out on the lacrosse field the night of the formal, she might've been able to believe that.
@nolanhollogay
#ocappreciation#allaboutocs#teen wolf oc#fyeahteenwolfocs#scott mccall x oc#and then 4 my tags#oc: theresa baptiste#intro post#scott x theresa#piper x theresa#lydia x theresa#allison x theresa#twcu#you might be saying... this seems a lot like lydia thematically#to which i would say YESSS THATS THE POINT I PROMMYYYYY#i think the peter of it all re: lydia and scott was such an interesting assault metaphor#esp with lydia and peter in s2#and i hate that they dropped it in favor of having him be silly goofy evil guy who is sometimes SOOOOOOOO evil#bc i think it was so interesting thematically and so i wanted to expand on it a little more#theresa is a lot like lydia but shes a little nicer! she already has a best friend who loves her!#shes a cheerleader but she still has a crush on scott b4 ppl even think he's worth noticing#shes more sincere and shes more patient and shes more friendly#and it doesnt matter. it doesnt protect her#anything ppl could say lydia couldve done to protect herself doesnt matter bc theresa did it already and it didnt change anything#scott n theresa r very slowburn so most of her stuff in s2 is revolving around lydia and im soooo excited to talk more abt it#anyway HIIIIIIIIIII as always i barely know what im doing lmk if u wanna be added to my tag list etc etc mwah
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💥Shiva Yvaine
My beloved dnd character thinking about how she misses her wife💥
#Shiva Yvaine#dnd character#SHIVAAAA YIPPPEEEE guys I’ve been in a total Art funk#hopefully this piece will get me back on track#anyway here’s content you’ve followed me for#it’s been a while since I feel like I’ve drawn something#which is a bit sad and disappointing but oh well sometimes that’s just how it bee#I love this campaign though it’s been going very well#shiva is very much just trying to reunite with her wife#dnd art#dnd5e#dnd oc#artists on tumblr#art#illustration#finished piece#my art#digital art#my oc art#2024 art#I feel like this is my#evil art style challenge#wanted to add more detail to the hair but I felt like it looked nicer simpler#it might not be relaying how I would actually like it to but oh well she’s pretty regardless#and yes she still gets that basic outfit#I have yet to design one I really like#though it’ll probably be that just layered with other stuff#arrrruuuughhhh you will probably it see art from me for a bit sorrrrryyyyy ❤️❤️ but art block is kicking my ass#buff woman#because I once again am flexing
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sometimes I suspect I am being pranked and that I somehow only have access to a version of DS9 that gradually increases the size of Kira Nerys's eyes over time. I always think, 'no, I must be imagining things. it is not possible that her eyes are That large and dewy and doe-like.' and then she appears on screen. and points a disruptor at your chest. while looking at you with the largest and dewiest and most doe-like eyes you've ever seen in your life.
this is what i see when i look at her. if u even care.
#pardon the uncanny valley edit of her face. also pardon the dubious sketch. it's been a while since i've consistently drawn#and my only real goal was 'those overly large overly rendered eyes that you sometimes see' so. that's why the eyes are Like That.#frankly i think i didn't overdo it enough but oh well#plus apparently i only own the shittiest colored pencils known to god? i know i Used to have nicer ones. don't know where they've run to#the more i look at her face the more i forget that that isn't actually what her eyes look like. like yea. that's kira. what about it.#edited? no no. that's just what she looks like. yea she's always looked like that. she's got big eyes. what can i say.#deanna troi also has this effect on me btw. i've just seen significantly less TNG (not for lack of wanting)#kira nerys#major kira nerys#ds9#ds9 kira#star trek#star trek deep space nine#star trek ds9#deep space nine
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I know the trend’s like passed already but i just completed my subs so here’s this doodle dump of twitblr drawings I’ve been sitting on for a while
#art#twitblr#gijinka#fanart#i wanted to make them look nicer but man. I'm tired.#they are t4t obviously#sometimes i draw twitter with bird ears sometimes i dont whatever#i can do anything i want#this was also drawn before the tumblr checkmark things btw#i have thoughts about their dynamics like defintely kismesis right but less antagonistic and more like ive known you for all my life#so i know what pushes your pathetic buttons
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what are your thoughts on shizuku
I like her a lot! I haven’t read many mmj events but I think she’s an interesting take on the Super Gorgeous Girl character and I think her being a little air headed but still competent in her field and super genuine and kind is very endearing. I also think the running gags of her being awful with technology and directionally challenged are really funny. Airi is gonna have to get one of those kid leash backpacks for her one of these days & it somehow still won’t help. No.1 on the list of top ten prsk characters most likely to end up in the backrooms.
#also I think shiho should be nicer to her. <- said mostly in jest but sometimes when shizuku is on my team#she’ll be like shii didn’t want me to hug her she says it’s too hot :( & I’m like shiho. go hug ur sister.#asks#shizuku
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Bought one of my lil nephew giannis shoes for his birthday bcs he loves giannis and these are some of the ugliest fucking things I have ever laid my eyes on in my life. anyways it's his bday today so i gave them to him. but they are so ugly. he loves them
#i am not a sneakerhead#i wish i could be . finacially i can be. but mentally i cannot#i am not a car guy either. i could. but i cant mentally#bcs the only time id get smthing pretty is to look at it. and keep it safe#and then id want to km$ for not using smthing thats intended to be used bcs i hate wasted potential#once i got these rlly nice shoes#ive worn them once when i was trying them on#and i hate myself every day for doing that but also i just cant get them dirty#BUT I HATE THAT#some ppl can do that. they get a million things and only use it once and yea i COULD but psychologically i just CANT#im friends with a lot of sneakerheads and chain wearers and while i cant mentally make myself one#i can understand why they can#like ppl always wanna excuse not helping ppl by pointing at the stuff they already have#like oh u can buy urself a chain but cant buy ur momma and u a nicer place to live#like ok so credit scores are not existent then. especially when ppl use that phrase against ppl growing into crime like#yes they are making money now but is it good clean money? no. thats not gonna go into smthing long term n hefty like a house#chains are a rlly big thing bcs sometimes some jewelers just dont ask questions. hence bmf's jeweler getting roped into their crime schemes#any business can be like that btw. like michael jacksons doctor getting paid to kill him. the difficulty lvl just changes#and also. random ppl make fun of the stuff they can see or hear right in front of them#random ppl can and will make u feel bad abt any little thing they know or see the best bcs theyre assholes like that#u wear shoes all the time everywhere. thats more and more eyes noticing how old/dirty ur shoes are#or ur cars old n busted or ur phones a fucking android like it doesnt matter. the more ppl can see. the more theyll know#the more sensitive u get abt whats actually small to u at the start but big 2 them n then it gets big 2 u#anyways yea so like. i get it. i dont do it but i can see why others do#anyways yea these shoes are so ugly lol like i dont buy merch of my favs unless the style matches mine personally#he just liked them bcs they were giannis tbh n then i pointed out they were modeled after 1 of the jerseys#which made he rlly want them a while back so i surprised him today#but yea these things are ugly lol im glad he likes them but ew LMFAO
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tiny fandom vs big fandom
also tiny fandom vs big fandom
#10 notes on my mission or cornetto art >>>>>>> 1000 on any baldurs or dunmeshis#quality over quantity#“and why do u keep doing the popular fandoms then” well you see#i do not decide what i get obsessed with#this is why i wouldnt be a good convention artist or like sell merch artist as a full thing i just draw whatever i want#sometimes it coincides with something currently popular#btw exception from this is the locked tomb fandom who is big active and leave nice tags#but also you get nicer tags on comics/memes than just art of people Being There#this is my tag study of the morning#also THERE ARE nice tags on my dunmeshi art do not be fooled....#talks and stuff
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One TF fandom argument that confuses me is when people put Megatron and Starscream versus each other like, when people say that it's "unfair that Megatron gets redemption but Starscream doesn't" (in regards to IDW1) because like. One, IDW1 in phase 2 was written by like 4 different writers, so you can't try to claim that there was some unified vision where the nonexistent Singular Writer of IDW was like "no Starscream isn't allowed to have nice things."
And second, I don't think the writers would even think of it that way? It's not like the writers were like "okay we have one Get Out Of Jail Free Card and we're going to spend it on Megatron, sorry Starscream maybe in the next reboot you can get it." The divisions fans make between X character likers and Y character likers are completely made up fandom drama and sometimes I feel like people don't understand that the writers aren't privy to fandom infighting/drama and wouldn't write Megatron and Starscream in opposition to each other as if one character's gain must come at the other's expense.
And finally............. IDW1 Starscream literally does get to be portrayed as a more morally gray person, have his feelings shown and treated as human, even make some friends/have people treat him nicely? IDK what fucking comics people are reading where they think that Starscream is treated as an evil villain with no redeeming qualities at all. Maybe it's the same Starscream fans who shit on TAAO/Scott or something, that's the only way I could explain it.
#squiggposting#discourse#plus like i feel like SS just becoming happy and a good person doesn't really make sense for his character#because his thing is that he's unpredictable and mercurial and you never really know what he wants or what he'll do#making him 'a good guy' would fly in the face of the archetype he is which is a scheming manipulator out for his own ends#and i really liked idw1 SS because he's like. he's a piece of shit he's a little meow meow he's traumatized he's a tyrant#as his actions and thoughts and conscience shifts from one plot to the other he does kinda good things but then does bad things#he makes you go from 'well maybe he's not so bad' to 'WHAT THE FUCK YOU PIECE OF SHIT'#because with SS he's not. one. thing. like you can't predict him you can't box him into being on one 'side' or the other#he's on his own side and sometimes his own side happens to include a conscience or people who try to make SS be nicer#sometimes IDW SS pursues his own selfish aims and sometimes he has moments of weakness where he decides he'll be nice#the entire 'will he or won't he' plot of whether SS would be a dick or be nice was part of his whole appeal#also megs' redemption arc is mid anyways#if anything i feel like i could argue phase 2/3 SS is more interesting and has a better emotional arc than M#and i'm not even a SS fan + i like M way more
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I feel like every time sso writes Anne’s dialogue they have to make her say some cheesy thing about how shes ready to move on.(first problem u don’t just move on from trauma it always remains part of you).. right after showing her ‘moving on’ (ex training a horsey!) and give her bits to say about her ‘moving on’ (ex photoshoots with derek!) but her long insightful bs always ends in the same shit about how she wants to rid of her bitterness and realize her own inner beauty or something like that and i’m kinda like Ok well you’re doing that already girl. I wanna see her fuck up and then say these things, like “damn, i totally blew up at linda just then. Mc, i really want to be a better friend” rather than “man, look at all my recent accomplishments. I regret everythign I did in the past and i want to be a better person.” I personally think it more sends this message of a kind of toxic positivity that either ignores completely or hyperbolizes all wrongdoings and creates more self-pity than real optimism. even tho i think it’s sso’s weird form of redundant teaching for little kids to gain self confidence.
#to me anne has always been a character that loves to self reflect (literally)#and also may not know how to go about it but at least before her time in pandoria it would always be after bad moments and when she is alone#she is a character who may (at least before pandoria) put on an image for other people#but that doesnt mean around close friends she isnt authentic and happy and warm#i think even before her time in pandoria she was able to be doing that#so i dont really get all this bs about wanting to be nicer and better or something#everyone is mean sometimes#like i dont want sso to erase this or cover it up by not giving examples of how tf exactly she was being mean#and sure she probably has a lot of anger for whoever killed concorde but like#i dont see why that should be erased from her character either#if that makes sense#the tags make less sense#i just woke up#i cant write in the morning ffs#sso#ssoblr#star stable online#sso spoilers#sso anne#anne von blyssen
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Idk, as someone who has never been "conventionally attractive" and--unless I drastically alter my body (no), avoid clothing I like to wear (no) or spend hours of time and effort contouring my face/applying concealer all over myself/elaborately styling my hair/otherwise hyper-curating my appearance (absolutely the fuck not)--never will be. I would just really appreciate if people wouldn't act like that inherently means I have less worth than any other person.
#could be neat!!! but what do I know!!!!!!#you know sometimes I AM like 'hmm maybe I SHOULD spend this time/effort/money somewhat regularly so people would be nicer#to me' but. uhh. no. every time the answer is no.#you don't get the '''''attractive''''' version of me if you can't respect me outside of it#you want to be around me you get me in my natural state. you have a problem with that then you obviously don't like me that much.#and if you don't actually like me then. why are you here lol.#okay OKAY. for real I am getting ready for my doctor's appointment I promise#I just had to yell about this or I would explode.#okay bye.
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you're SO right. 100%. nondenominational churches are literally baptist lite. it's baptist with less yelling. signed an ex IFB
Thank you for the confirmation lol I genuinely appreciate it
#anon#ask#from what I've seen a lot of them are just baptist theology without the church government#and they're sometimes nicer about the way they say things#i know that some of them lean more pentecostal sometimes but like......#a lot of them are just baptists that wanted to feel special ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Soon im rly gonna do it
#🕸️#sui mention#< in the tags tho cuz it feels nicer to talk abt this in tags than in the post itself cuz to me posts are like talking normally but tags are#like whispering? talking you can tune out if you want but whispering is rather more voluntary to say it doesnt matter however#every single year passes and i wish i didnt live in each and every one of them i feel disconnected dissatisfied empty disappointed every day#it can be a small part of a day or a bigger but its still there clenching onto me like and never letting go im tired of it theres always a#wall between me and otyer ppl im unsure if i put it there or was it put there by other ppl but its there and even if anyone tries to reach#into it do i understand how even if close are we really far away it makes me understand just how much of an abnormality i am and how much i#cant ever be like them no matter how much i try and climb and crawl until i bleed its exhausting its maddening#almost everything i do is shaped by spite i wear one bracelet for years out of spite i dont smoke out of spite i dont shave my hands not#only because im normal abt body hair but also out of spite the more i know ppl the spiteful i get only way for me to truly like someone is#to keep them at a lenght outside that wall if they get in then theres only two choices for them to dislike me or even hate my entire being#or me to shove them back out without ever letting them get in#coworkers say im a nice kind person but im not its all just a facade to make my life easier and to suit myself im hateful but i dont believe#its entirely my fault after all they will to my face make fun of. laugh at. and hate everything of me they would see in other ppl that dont#hide it deep within like i do and then it rly hits me how different abnormal foul disgusting and unnatural i am#im hit with his every talk that goes on too long every word that keeps going every touch every expression every comment made on my behalf#its exhausting to live this way i fear im near my limit i havent reached it but who knows when i will#i sometimes dream of doing it and leaving behind a note wishing nothing but painful suffering to everyone i ever knew irl but i dont want to#do that to my best friends and my dog but who knows how long its left before the thread breaks#thats all like comment and subscribe if you personally would do me a favor by taking me out back and shooting me
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