#sometimes hes just TOO DEPRESSING
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featuring: carlisle cullen and alistair
song: little white church by little big town
❝ you’ve been singing that same old song far too long. ❞
#falkenar#* &. carlisle cullen.#hes like i love my friend but sometimes man#sometimes hes just TOO DEPRESSING
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How do you sleep at night? No one to hide behind Betrayed every alibi you had You had every chance to make amends instead you got drunk on bitterness And you still claim that you're innocent, it's sad
#daniel ricciardo#dr3#christian horner#for the blacklists#I recognize that christian horner in a gifset is NOT the kind of content people in ricnation are looking for rn#debated posting this but fuck it#me 🤝🏼 daniel: two bitches that love a depressing song lyric#it's about breaking free from a toxic relationship and the importance of prioritizing one's own needs#and that it can take a long time to recognize the dynamics at play in those relationships#and removing yourself from that situation can be just as hard and that just kind of epitomizes daniel with christian for me#in the return to rbr I think daniel trusted that CH would at the very least be straight forward and upfront with him#even if the end result wasn't what daniel wanted or hoped for#daniel could handle not getting the rbr seat#but something he couldn't handle was the truth that the one person he believed he could trust was gaslighting him and using him#and daniel had a light bulb moment - the point where you realize that sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is to walk away#and so he got out#also this is obviously my interpretation of a relationship that I have zero insider info on and maybe they are chill now#as always…thinking too deeply about people I don’t know in the tags#also i recognize that this song is actually about a tiktok hype house but whatever rbr are that immature so it fits#this is my first go with this type of editing in PS so if you have any tips on style and execution i'm all ears#Apparently i also owe CH an apology bc i was so sure he didn't shake daniel's hand pre-race in singapore but he actually did and i missed i#during the breakdown i was having anyway fuck him still
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For both of you, when was the last time you took a bath?
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#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#monkie kid macaque#lmk macaque#blue and violet#technically the last confirmed time that Macaque took a shower can't be any more than a month ago#he explicitly explains that (during Colours) that when water finally returned to his apartment he took a long overdue shower#it was a cold shower which he absolutely regrets taking but its still a shower- so he's not TOO stinky#he just smells like a monkey- and at this point the Mayor has gotten far too used to it#also the fact that Mayor showered yesterday does not mean that they shower everyday either- just like brushing their teeth#because sometimes it's the most mundane things that get effected by depression
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good-ending!kakashi and itachi need to have a little former traumatized geniuses cooking club where they get comfortable with making little "mistakes" and putting imperfect dishes on the table and improvising without needing to explain themselves like it's life or death
#the “former” is aspirational and v cute#probably sai and tenzo also join at some point#of course gai joins in occasionally because he's not to be outdone by his rival with cooking of all things#and also with these four it can get depressing quick#iruka is invited once as a courtesy when he shows up to work with one too many kitchen injuries lol#if there's one thing they're not the cooking club is not clumsy#... unfortunately he is quietly assigned a buddy any future attendances#usually itachi because itachi can put out fires very quickly#or sai because sai is (frustratingly) talented in the kitchen and doesn't feel he's missing out on practice#neji might also participate sometimes! he wasn't ever anbu but he probably needs the therapy-ness of it#he's not a huge group activities person but sai invites him and he's surprised by how low-key it is#he gets a little competitive with itachi lol#since itachi doesn't care about things like using all whole-grains or only organics or attempting to make a recipe vegan#he's very good at following directions don't get me wrong but he's not much of an experimenter unless he knows a dish super well#while neji just knows which replacements to use after doing it for so long#neji isn't super militant about it but he watches his diet to make sure it isn't imbalanced/overly protein heavy#and like itachi he doesn't care for strong tasting meat so he'll preferentially choose fish or plant proteins#this is what finally makes things more easy between the two of them! some of the others want to make a meat-heavy dish one time#but itachi isn't feeling it and neji shows him how to do a tofu alternative!#long tags#naruto#from the margins#hatake kakashi#uchiha itachi#hyuga neji#sai#yamato tenzo#umino iruka#omegaverse
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“white mourning.”
#‘‘A white mourning. A modern death. Divorce or something similar. All you can do is put more distance between you & him. make him smaller.’’#jean is a very easy character to hate if you know nothing about him. & you know what they say. easy target doesn’t make for a good practice#judit literally compares harry to intellectually disabled man yet you don’t see ppl hating her because she is outwardly nice.#she’s polite yes but she doesn’t care as much as jean cares for harry#he is not perfect. he is mean. but loyal. if he truly didn't care he wouldn't hab come back to martinaise & coulda just reported harry’s as#he put up with du bois’ bullshit for years and built a toxic (totally straight) relationship with him yet always comes back.#he says he will leave you in the village to die but please understand harry isn't exactly a great person. especially pre-bender hdb.#planned a make up joke & put on a wig for hdb even tho he wasn’t the who started the whole fiasco#you can hate him all you want for leaving harry before & during tribunal but how could he have foreseen all this bullshit would have happen#his second leaving is kinda bullshit writing but#jv is dealing with his own demons too. clinical depression. partner almost died. job is shit. case spiraling out control#i do not blame the DE staff either. sometimes shit just happens. not everything needs a grand explanation.#but it definitely coulda been handled better. but i understand. resources were sparse.#i relate to jv. as someone with temper issues & attention problems i have to remove myself from the scene or i'll say shit i'd regret late#my man is having the worst week of his life. leave him alone.#kim is great but have u heard of a man who thinks he's old when he is only 30 & luvs horses & his commie boyfriend that he's divorcin' soon#disco elysium#de fanart#jean vicquemare#disco elysium fanart#jean heron vicquemare#jean posting#illustration#de#artists on tumblr#I WANTED TO DRAW THIS FOR MONTHSSS YOU COULDN'T IMAGINE. HE LITERALLY HAUNTED ME IN MY SLEEP!!!#i love him normal amount. very healthy. much feelings#my little maiu maiu#cryptiduni#my art
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people talking about edgeworth helping phoenix during his seven year stint and supporting him through his depression as if we all don't know that the only person from that family who'd be able to get phoenix to do shit is franziska. smh.
#she'd barge into his home and be like 'phoenix wright get the fuck up'#scribbles in the margins#this post is pretty much all a joke but also not really. i do think edgeworth is too awkward to really help emotionally while franziska is#just. immune. he could get properly angry and she'd just pull out the condescension card until his spite won over and made him do shit#i also say from this family because i know maya could get him out of it. it'd take longer because for all their banter she is actually#quite gentle with him when it comes to serious things like this like in jfa. i do think she feels the age difference between them sometimes#but franziska would barrel through unperturbed and that's what you need sometimes.#also dont think that phoenix really did need much help since he's so 'work now feel later' but you know. if the depression slump is the#narrative we're going with.#him and franziska are just really important to me actually. i like their weird friendship so much
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i will admit. though the koroshi no shirabe version is more polished and technically better, the original version of victims of love goes crazy hard.
#conceptually the koroshi no shirabe version also feels tighter like ah yeah i can see what he meant by post sex depression now#but i cannot lie. i do enjoy the original. sometimes even more.#back when i was rlly rlly sick i spent several days doing nothing just watching performances of that song#just to get down all the highlights and write an unhinged comparison#i have a personal ranking too but that’s another thing#was in the trenches etc etc#blayne#delete later
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i'm kind of amazed how most of the stardew marriage candidates just want you to be their manic pixie dream whatever by agreeing with everything they like and plying them with compliments or praise or whatever (which is fine but a bit. Much) but for shane his romance is just you being there for him while he figures his own shit out... dunno why i never wanted to romance him before he's so good
#i'm usually a sebastian kinda guy but i do think it's silly you have to say you like scifi to gain friendship points w him like cmon man#i will say though that. my bestie's baby daddy being named shane kinda does make it hard to like him 😭 unfortunate but not his fault#ik a lot of ppl are weird abt his recovery and his messy ass room bc they play stardew to make things look pretty or whatever#but i'm actually kind of glad he's a realistic depiction of addiction... the problem is his dependence on indulging in alcohol when he's#depressed not the fact that he drinks period... i think that a lot of ppl are unrealistic abt alcoholism (including me abt my dad's)#but concernedape did really good w him imo. anyways all this to say that i'm really glad shane never expects someone to be a certain way#i know most of the candidates are like. archetypes or whatever and i think that's fine they are very sweet and cute regardless but#i think maybe i didnt romance him before bc i related to him so badly that it hurt seeing myself reflected LMAO dead end life and being#suicidal about it like. i've never had a drug dependence but i'm not really in a position where i can ever make my own decisions anyways#but regardless. there is smth to someone who slowly warms up to you when they can't ignore your kindness any longer and have no reason to#act like an abused dog anymore which. does make me sad just to say but that is how he acts beforehand#idkkkkk idk i think people are always too caught up with his addiction and his messy room to actually see him without realizing that#getting better is a lot harder than it appears and that having a dirty room doesn't mean you aren't trying to be better. sigh#besides it's not like. the end of the world that he has a beer sometimes. have you tried going thru life completely sober? it sucks#ok im done LMAO but yeah i've found myself gravitating towards him this time around when i've romanced sebastian literally every playthru#til now. hmm!#ACTUALLY ONE MORE THING. i like how he's basically a twist on the classic useless husband trope in media where they love sports and drinking#but he's not a bad person and the only reason he's mean to you at first is because he hates himself and his own life and he makes an effort#the more you get close to him instead of the opposite. i like that a lot. ok now i'm done
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Yk there were probably a few cut scenes in the beginning of orv where Kim Dokja rambled about how yjh’s actions were “ooc” because his interference made him change
#yapping#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#kdj#you bastard#I just know yjh did some stuff sometimes that made him grimace and go#yjh would never do that…#then realize#also a big contender on why I believe in pan or aroace kdj#cause he genuinely COULDNT see yjh as a human for a time#yes he cherishes all the characters in orv#but it’s a sense of devotion and gratitude for saving his life not necessarily out of love and esp not in the start#I also think in a way kdj struggles with apathy and too much empathy at the same time#he really wants to feel the way they do and understand them but at the same time it’s not entirely genuine#I’ve said it before too but if kdj was less suicidal the story would be WAY different#he’d still pull it off but kdj in orv rushes towards death at any chance because in the end he’s still an extremely depressed office worker#honeystar
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Alfonse voice (having yhe worst stress migraine about it) PLEASE stop trying to have sex with my corpse. Sentences I should never have to say. But more importantly it always goes So Poorly for you it's so fucking hard to watch and I just feel really bad for you
#HELP SORRY. was just thinking about how sometimes alfonse/moe exist in dif genres#and how lif/moe ABSOLUTELY exist in different genres. how lif is constantly oscillating between bargaining anger and depression#how he's taken up The Mantle. of the extreme devotion of an epic divorce man. without actually technically being divorced.#meanwhile moe looks at lif and is just sp hard it can't walk straight.#COULD YOUBFUCKING. IMAGINE. THE TURMOIL. FROM BOTH LIF AND ALFONSE. IT'S SO FUCKING FUNNY TO MEEE#ONE OF THESE DAYS....... i WILL achieve my Goal..... of the lif/alfonse comparison comic.#that kickstarted the creation of moe actually. like. i think i already had a summoner oc rattling around in my head#but i distinctly remember writing up that concept and creating moe as the proxy. and how it just feel off???#like i shelve wips/ideas. and that one has be shelved almost as long as i've been developing moe.#I FEEL LIKE. ... I'M SO CLOSE........ I'M WORKING MY WAY UP........ i also have all of those fairy ideas too though.#SO MANY IDEAS. IN MY HEAD. I HAVE TO BECOME. PRO COMIC WRITER <- is. the opposite of that i think.#like entirely self-taught doing fhis fuck around fund out style comic writer.#i actually don't know how hard i stand by the alfonse/moe existing in dif genres it's just a half thought i have#mani def exists in some sort of horror though.#moe tag
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Is it bad I kinda wanna know your headcannons for what mental health issues murch has now lmao
he has stuff like...depression, social and generalized anxiety, bpd, anorexia nervosa and they're all untreated he doesn't think he needs help for these (or that he doesn't deserve help)
#!!TW FOR ED TALK IN TAGS!!#he doesn't eat for days sometimes when he's not working he just sits there in his room depressed and has sudden impulsive thoughts of-#-harming himself#im not going into details this is a bit too much for me atm :(#he probably has other undiagnosed stuff but whatever this is what he has for now#ask
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you know what's funny is how i break Me into my ocs.
like i got a guy with backpain, one with depression, one with ocd, one with adhd. half of them are autistic and the other half are adhd
and i didn't like do that on purpose because i created them all before i even know what most of that was :'))
#like. huh.#skylar can't handle being in crowded and loud places. he also doesn't get social cues. sometimes has a hard time with jokes.#(skylar is the autism angel btw :))#mackenzie has days where he wants to die. just straight up. ( mackenzie is the depression/adhd demon and skylar's bf)#rayne needs things to be in a certain way. he can't function if things are Wrong in any way. he also has a problem with certain fabrics#so he doesn't wear them. and he doesn't leave his apartment except to hunt or go to work occasionally. (rayne is the austism/ocd vampire)#elliot is fat and disabled. he's also got my adhd and autism! (elliot is. boringly rayne's human bf#i have many more ocs but those ones are my like top 4 fave guys. sort of. also i'm too lazy to type up stuff about the others rn#but yeah. sigh.#younger me just: hehe i'm normal and here are my ocs who are also normal : )#diaerie
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#when you feel yourself falling headfirst into a depressive episode bc of all the bad stuff that's been happening in the last months and all#you wanna do is talk to your best friend about it but you can't bc your best friend cut you out of their life bc their new partner told them#that you're a crazy person who's bad for her and convinced them to stop being your friend and your just miss her#and you miss her and you miss her and you miss her and knowing you could be dead right now or could be dead in a month or a year or in 40 or#or 80 years without her even knowing or caring hurts it hurts like someone cut of a part of your limb and when you talk to people you#sometimes still make your inside jokes and no one will understand them and it will hurt again like the first moment she betrayed you and#told you all the bad stuff she know believes of you and then you'll remember this has all happened before and you were a fool for trusting#them again after what had happened the first time but you did and the hurt never stops bc she was your best friend for so long and you two#thought you were soulmates once and you apparently were not and now it hurts still and every time something good or bad or very bad happens#you wanna talk to her and tell her and you wonder how they are doing but he cut you out and told you horrible things and accused you of#terrible stuff that you didn't even understood where it came from and you know you can never be friends again bc you know there's no way#you will ever be able to trust her again but you wonder#you wonder how his life has been going and she's happy and if they're health and whether they think about you too sometimes#and sometimes you're scared for her bc all has been scratchy and you know nothing about what even happend and you suspect he's in an abusive#situation but you don't know bc they blocked you everywhere even duolingo and goodreads and she deleted her tumblr which she didnt last time#and when you were at the hospital every second of every minute of every day your fingers itched to text her about your terrible roommate and#when you were there again they itched to call her bc you were so scared but that will never happen again and now that all the bad stuff has#happened you kno lw you can deal on your own and you're strong enough to do it but it still hurts and will it ever stop?
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every time i remember stevens implied to be a gamer i get the vivid image of him in his abandoned lookin unkempt ass house playing league on a desktop pc in the corner of his room with all the lights off
#wispy chatters#steven strangled red#im sorry. he would play league. or Some fucking adjacent.#he may be very nonverbal for the most part but the competitive streaks there somewhere#hes just too depressed to put it into pokemon battling competitively again . bc. well. ( gestures vaguely at everything that happened to hi#itd be an OLD ass desktop pc too hes like an 80s-90s kid and the house pcs in pokemon gen 1 r older models.#unless he somehow got money to get a gaming pc which would be entirely nonplausible but very funny.#( hes hunched over too btw. of course. )#sorry for never answering asks consistently but posting stupid ass thoughts. itll happen always#i like to think when he was sitting at the pc right before the trade incident he was playing some old ass computer game . a bit of a loser#or idk looking up news articles about him becoming champion bc despite his shyness sometimes he still was a cocky little fuck in his prime
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#jesus christ. i love a tragedy. fucking love a tragedy. love media#where characters stare into the face of god and are consumed with wonder as they die#the world is so fucking beautiful it burns through them and leaves nothing but ash#alex garland i am in your walls. i mean. he didnt direct sunshine but i think he cowrote the screenplay#i too wish to b cast off into the sun#my homones r perhaps returning to normal so mayhaps i am returning to my typical state of hysteria rather than depression lol#well see what tomorrow brings. im just saying that all my favorite media involves the most exquisite tragedy#i want to see destruction and i want to kno there is beauty there. i spend Nearly all my time at thr bottom of a well#but sometimes the sky clears and i can see the stars#but this is not helpful when i need to get things done lol#unrelated
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in true spooky day fashion, let me introduce you a spooky supernatural-ish horror muse named ling zhou 凌舟, aka an exorcist who's known to be one of the very few, if not the only to master the ancient dark magic sorcery trick(s) and the likes that no one else's able to till date and the only surviving successor in his line of exorcism, which makes him in high demand, except all he likes doing is chilling in a noodle restaurant somewhere, watching (criticizing) whatever historical drama that's playing and also trying to quit an online shopping addiction. probably keeps a few harmless demons and ghosts as pets unfortunately (read: they owe him things) and does he get along with other otherworldly beings? not exactly because usually they're either wary or scared of him, or pissed at him. or all of the above. no one truly knows where he came from or how old he really is; it was a random one fine day that he ended up in front of his eventual master's doorstep, with no memories of who he was or how he ended up there, and was given a chance at becoming their apprentice. he probably (reluctantly) hangs around this little group of few others like him who specialize in exorcism, sorcery etc and go on these little missions that people seek them for (grave robbing yes)
ps: he probably Also has a little reincarnation verse which is why he's like this now (technically immortal and can't really be harmed in a significant way and gives off some very mysterious, puzzling vibes sometimes) but shhh i'll elaborate more when time comes)
#anyway my man is annoying sometimes he thinks everything is amusing and he doesn't! really! care about anything much cause#he knows he's good in what he does hence he is reckless and not the best teammate to work with? but he'll never fail to be a strong support#he just gotta be an ass first so catch him just teasing and making light of everything#which of course pisses the opponents more but maybe that's what he's aiming for bc if theyre (he's) lucky#theyll get pissed at him even more and kill him for good#so yeah boy may be a little depressed (why do you think he's the last of his line-- everyone else died)#his master used to tell him he's born for bigger things so he needs to search for that and make himself useful#so in true drama fashion he has no idea what it is except he's supposedly 'fated' to save the world or smth#or end the world bc he certainly is powerful enough to do that too#boy is just so strong#ok im done rambling for now#about / ling zhou#ooc / is it over now
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